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OMG KROLOCK HAS A DAUGHTER!!! A sister for herbie!!!

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Alfred! :3

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:3

#tanz der vampire #alfred #sarah #professor abronsius #herbert von krolock #yoine chagal #graf von krolock #meme #alfred tanz der vampire #tanz der vampire das musical

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Cw vent, mention of addiction

I am dealing with survivors guilt rn. If I was not born, then mama wouldn’t have become depressed again. Wouldn’t have turned to drugs, alcohol. Wouldn’t have died.

My fault I think.

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https://chng.it/nzGZ9Kj2r6

Petition to keep Sharon Tate’s killer in prison. Takes less than a minute to sign.

#sharon tate #the fearless vampire killers #60s movies #60s icons

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Sad :(

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Sorry if I’m not active I’m going through it rn, very poor mental state

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!!!!

Papa methinks :3

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Please do not talk to me about Alfred x krolock if you ship it.

As a lot of you know, I am a fictionkin for Alfred.

My memories of Krolock do not involve any romantic relationship between us, so please be respectful!!!

#fictionkin

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Виконт Герберт фон Кролок

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Herbert is so lonely and unsocialized. Bestie doesn't have any social decorum at all (at least not emotionally). He full on sais you have to be nice to me. You must be. It's a rule, a demand.

His following statement: I want to understand you.

This is his dilemma because how can he understand if the person he's trying to get to know feels like they are expected and forced to be nice to him/ behave a certain way towards him?

He even notices Alfred's obvious discomfort but doesn't recognize it as being his fault.

If Herbert is being played genuinely he has literally been around so little people (probably none that didn't get eaten at some point) that he has no idea how to treat them properly.

My guy is bored (like he sais in "Vor dem Schloss"), lonely and thinks that forcefully changing someone into a vampire will definetly make him less lonely and fix the problem at hand.

Herbert revolves around himself, simply because he has no one else to care about. It's all he's ever known.

He wants to give though, wants to feel. He is in touch with his very strong emotions. The expression of them however becomes problematic if faced with someone real/ an actual person to express them to.

After caring for himself for all of this time (except for his dad, who gives him plenty of parental love but obviously can't give him the romantic love he is so desperately looking for) he just doesn't know how to balance his own self/ his own emotions with someone elses feelings/ opinions.

This results in him being unable to make healthy conections and give his affections in a functioning, non overwhelming manner.

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Is this an autism moment because I’m listening to totale finsternis on repeat but Sarah and Krolock make me so emotional but the hyperfixation is going brrrr so no I cannot turn it off

#tanz der vampire #alfred rambles

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I’ve been listening for half an hour on loop.

#tanz der vampire #tanz der vampire das musical #graf von krolock #sarah chagal #totale finsternis

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Headache :(

#alfred talks

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Hey guys I have a Sharon Tate fan account on insta, username is sharonsdarling :3

#sharon tate

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There’s a reason lots of good parents say to babies stuff like

“You’re excited to go to the park!”

“Oh, it makes you mad that we can’t go outside.”

And then when the babies get a little bit older the parents can say

“You seem upset. Are you sad?”

“Are you excited that gramma is coming over today?”

Which lets the kid (who is learning to utilize speech) respond with yes or no, which may prompt more questions, like

“So you aren’t sad, are you angry?”

“Yes, does it make you happy when gramma is here?”

And then, finally, when the child is learning to use language in a more complex way, the parents can say,

“How does it make you feel?”

“Why are you feeling like that?”

And it’s all about teaching emotional awareness. I really reccomend using the process on yourself. Learn to ask, “am I happy?” “Am I sad?” “Am I anxious?”

Then practice identifying, out loud or on paper if you can, “I’m happy.” “I’m upset.” “I’m sad.” “I’m anxious.”

Final step: “Why am I feeling anxious? I’m still thinking about that awkward conversation earlier.” “Why am I happy? It’s such a beautiful day outside.” “Why am I sad? None of my friends are responding to my messages.”

It really helps you notice patterns (“I’m more likely to be happy when I’m around this person.” “When I haven’t eaten, I often feel angry.” “If I don’t plan ahead, I get anxious.”) which is the first step in avoiding things and people that are bad for you and encouraging things and people that are good.

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I love my friends

My best friend said he’d send me a mum in a comically oversized box with a comically small bow

That made me giggle

It doesn’t take much to support motherless children. I wish my irls knew that