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happy 🎉thistle thursday🎉 dungeon meshi community

#dungeon meshi

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The DAO/DA2 poll can be found clicking here!

I'd be interested to hear if they're the same person as your inky romances or not if you'd like to share!

#josephine sweep #as she deserves

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Naked Lunch (1991)

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i just have to post these here bc i think about this DAILY

#idk who are these men

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Solaris (1972)

Director: Andrei Tarkovsky Cinematography: Vadim Yusov Production Design: Mikhail Romadin

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cursed with "do you still like me?" "are you mad at me?" "did i do something wrong?" disorder

#me #personal #experiencing right now

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My dear friend Jonathan Harker is going to embark on his first work trip in 6 days. I hope it goes well!

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There isn’t enough time to do everything. i need my own pace. This life isn’t natural

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Having anotheg 'gork we have got to get out of bed faster then this' morning

#it's Saturday and I have nowhere to be I can stay in bed for once #as a gork

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"if you ship this thing it's because you're too naïve to understand that it's toxic and that you wouldn't like a relationship like this" actually it's because I see one of them as a mentos drop and the other as a bottle of coke zero and I want to watch the mess they'll be together

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I really appreciate Javier avatar with all being said above

Try not to lose your head, O'Driscoll boy

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Try not to lose your head, O'Driscoll boy

#they kinda growing on me as a thing ngl

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Do you ever talk to your mutuals?

not really i just post things and hope they fall in love with me

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#personal

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