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when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes

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Neon Noir | The Worst of Evil (2023) Set II [Set I ]

#the worst of evil #q

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EARTH PIRAPAT and MIX SAHAPHAP igs 28.04.24

#earthmix

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EarthMix in Rome 🤎❤️

Cr. on pics

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Ossan's Love Returns (2024) 1.03

#cute cute cute #ossan's love returns #q

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freudian slip

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are dan and phil connected?

#dan and phil

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personal attack

#dan and phil

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A TALE OF THOUSAND STARS | episode one

#rewatching this atm #<33 #a tale of thousand stars #earthmix

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gmmtv + character fashion ↳ earth pirapat as "jim" in moonlight chicken (2023)

#<33333 #moonlight chicken #q

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EarthMix on their way to Rome

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lee dongsik was the first person to ever, ever say out loud and explicitly that han joowon was different from his father. han joowon, boosted and burdened by his father's reputation, who walked into the story having never known a version of himself that was just "han joowon" and not "han joowon, son of han kihwan", who did a terrible job of hiding his resentment of his father, who miserably failed to pretend that being his father's son didn't bother him. who walked into the story desperately wanting to be something more than han kihwan's child, wanting to be something he could call his own. hating every mention of his father's name, hating the blood that tied him to han kihwan. all his life he'd only ever been his father's son,and then while he was away, dongsik said to jihwa—to us, the audience—i don't think he's like that. no, i don't think he's like his father at all. dongsik says, nothing about him is from his father. don't you understand? all of him is han joowon.

han joowon, who lived his whole life only knowing a version of himself tied to his father, met someone who, in spite of everything, didn't care. after the big revelation, when joowon went down on his knees before dongsik and said he would go to hell for dongsik's sake—sins of the father will be visited upon the son and all that—it was dongsik who pulled a chair up to him in ep16 after joowon nearly ruined his own life to protect him. it was dongsik who, after joowon apologized to him, said: don't you ever do anything to be sorry for again. it was dongsik who, through the unbearable agony of the last few episodes, reminded joowon: you are not your father and he is not you. you want to bear the weight of your father's sins, all right. you want to drag him into hell, all right. but i won't let you go alone.

and what a way to be introduced to love. the real kind, not the fraying thread that tied joowon to his father. what a way—to meet someone who lets him make his own choices and knows when to leave him be, respects him enough to leave him be, but will never let him walk into danger alone. joowon went forth knowing that his father might destroy him for it, and dongsik let him. but what he spent the rest of the show saying with each and every one of his actions was that when joowon knelt to him and said, "i will go to hell," what dongsik responded was, "not without me." no, not without him—joowon will never be alone again.

at the very end, when joowon still couldn't help but mention his father's appeal process, it was dongsik who didn't even hesitate. just asked, "what does that have to do with you?"

what i am trying to say is that to love is to liberate. what i am trying to say is that han joowon lived 20 years of his life as an extension of his father, and when he walked out at last it was because lee dongsik lit the way.

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psa: the moon is beaming gay vibes!

#honestly iconic of him #amazingphil

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Now that Mix has finished his studies and we officially have to wait until the end of the year for Ossan's Love Thailand can Gmmtv bring back Earth-Mix Space pls? Pretty please?

#please!!! #earthmix

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TO MY STAR 2: OUR UNTOLD STORIES Episode 10

#to my star 2 #q

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the stoic teenager to being on the verge of tears anytime something slightly inconvenient happens adult pipeline is very real

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I trust you now.

The Worst of Evil // Episode 5

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