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tommyshebyisdaddy ยท 1 year
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This is so adorable. ๐Ÿ’™
HER GOLDEN EYES
aonung metkayina x sully!reader
summary: when aounug goes to teach a regular day a new sully is introduced, instantly catching his attention.
WARNINGS! fluff, aounug being a simp, reader having a accent, nothing really? i donโ€™t think there is anything else
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today was like no other, meaning aonung and his sister were stuck teaching the new family their ways. when he woke up in his bed his sister, reya was already gone, probably already teaching the others.
groaning in annoyance he hurried and got up before his mother and father would scold him for being late for something and how disrespectful thatโ€™ll be.
when he got down to the beach he saw an unfamiliar figure standing in the sand with their arms crossed. squinted his eyes to focus on the blurry figure he finally stumbled his way to the group as they all spoke.
reya and loโ€™ak having their own conversation like always, kiri and neteyam playing around as they looked into the sand at unseen things then neteyam and a mystery girl talking to each other.
when he finally got into the group, reya looked up at her brother and began talking to him.
โ€œabout time you woke, iโ€™m surprised mother didnโ€™t catch you sleeping in. trying to get away from your teaching lessons are you?โ€ she questioned with a small smile.
shaking his head as he kept gazing at the mystery girl who had her back turned to him so all he saw was her hair and figure he motioned who that was, only for loโ€™ak to talk for her.
โ€œoh, yeah thatโ€™s our sister, y/n. she couldnโ€™t make it to our other lesson things, but sheโ€™s here nowโ€ when the girl heard her name being spoke, she turned around looking at loโ€™ak then to aonung.
his heart nearly stopped, her wide golden eyes filled by the sun above them as her own eyes studied his figure. her frame was tall, almost taller than her brother as she wore the outfit of the metkayina. she wore jewelry on her waist, wrists and arms.
โ€œhiโ€ she simple said with a warm smile, her hand doing a small wave that went back to holding her arm. he only blinked with his jaw slightly ajar until reya cleared her throat loud enough to snap him out of the trance he was in.
โ€œoh, uhโ€” hiโ€ he awkwardly said back as he looked down i but o the sand to only look at her again. she softly laughed but covered it with her hand, his face and ears growing warm.
reya of course was beyond curious, sheโ€™s never seen someone have such an impact on her brother, especially a sully. only laughing at his actions which he obviously noticed, aonung rolled his eyes with frowned eyebrows to then sit into the sand.
neteyam and y/n finished their conversation to join the rest of the group. y/n taking her spot next to aonung making him freeze a bit, out of the corner of his eye he saw her side profile which looked perfect in his eyes. her own eyes making way to him as well as he hurriedly looked the other way.
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the lesson of the day had been done, and the kids decided to go for a quick swim, just for fun. the whole lesson was brutally difficult for aonung. the whole time he couldnโ€™t think of anything or anyone else but the girl next to him.
heโ€™d hear her laugh at a joke he or anyone in the circle would make. her voice being smooth and angelic with a hint of their original accent being left behind in her words leaving her to have to force the word she wanted to say out. when she did this her ears would twitch a bit as her tail slowly moved in the sand below it.
his ears would move anytime she herself made a noise. he needed to know her, maybe the swimming would help him out. maybe if she does something bad heโ€™ll make that his starter to talk to her.
โ€œwait! y/n i want to swim with kiri now!โ€ the youngest, tuk, yelled from behind everyone as they began walking into the further waters.
โ€œawh! you donโ€™t want to spend time with me anymore? is kiri better then me now?โ€ y/n pouted with tease filling her voice. kiri rolled her eyes with a smile as she shook her head, tuk thought she was being serious. running up to her older sister she began to hug her legs, begging for forgiveness.
โ€œno thatโ€™s not it! i just donโ€™t want to swim, really! iโ€™m sorry y/n please donโ€™t cry!โ€ y/n only laughed as she kneeled down to tukโ€™s hight, placing her hands on tukโ€™s shoulders.
โ€œiโ€™m only joking! donโ€™t worryโ€ she soothed her younger sister. standing up in front of her as she began to walk away, aonung following close behind. โ€œiโ€™ll be back in a bit! donโ€™t have too much fun without me now!โ€ she called out.
aonung looked at her as she did this, admiring her smile and small dimples on her cheeks. climbing onto his Ilu as y/n did the same he saw her connect her queue with the Ilu, almost beginning to swim ahead of him before he spoke up.
โ€œso! uhmโ€”โ€œ y/n turned her head to him with raised eyebrows as she heard his voice speak her ears turning back a bit at the sudden noise. โ€œyou probably donโ€™t know me but i am reyaโ€™s brotherโ€” and i was just wondering if maybe youโ€™d like to swim with me? when we get there of courseโ€ฆโ€ looking up and back down at the deep blue water he heard silence before hearing a soft laugh.
looking up to see y/n nodding her head she tilted her head a bit at his darkened face as he almost felt embarrassed.
โ€œof course, it should be fun, yes?โ€ her accent cutting through again, aonung nodded with a smile as his neck and face felt warm again. no not warm, hot.
โ€œsee you there, fish boyโ€ she called out before calling to her Ilu to start swimming, when she did it went fastly making aonung snap his head up in her direction to see her far ahead.
โ€œyou cheated! you never said go!โ€ he yelled out. only to hear her laugh full of joy as she swam ahead of him. the rest of the group had possibly already been at the spot they all were originally going to meet, meaning they were far behind.
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when the two finally arrived he looked over at y/n who was laughing, her sharp teeth being shown a little as she did so making his ears go back a little as he began to smile.
โ€œyou lost fish boy, i thought you said you were the best? what happened to that?โ€ teasing him as she recalled what loโ€™ak told her, aonungโ€™s face redden in embarrassment at her knowing he said that.
โ€œwell like i said, you cheated, you ever said go!โ€ he rushed out as she only laughed. disconnecting her queue from the Ilu then she took her deep breath and dove into the water, him following close behind.
when he got into the water she was already swimming to catch up with the rest of the group as he tried to catch up with her. loโ€™ak looked over at his sister who came swimming down to them as he motioned โ€˜where weโ€™re you?โ€™ y/n shook her head with a shoulder shrug as she pointed back towards the island.
reya looked at her brother and began to sign to him โ€˜did you two get lost?โ€™ he only shook his head before signing back โ€˜raced here of courseโ€™. reya shook her head with a eye roll as they all began swimming.
aonung looked to his side to see y/n far off. his head snapping back and forth from the direction of the group to her only to throw his head back in irritation.
swimming up to her as she had her eyes focused on whatever was below he swam close enough to tap her making her turn around. smiling at him she signaled โ€˜come hereโ€™. him doing so, he swam directly next to her to see a couple of glowing fishes.
smiling as she looked he looked over at her, his eyes traveling down to her moving legs, to her tail that slowly moved in the water, to her hair that floated around her. his eyes finally made way to her face again as she began moving her arm in front of the glowing fishes.
he frowned his eyebrows in slight confusion until he saw the fishes moving in every direction she moved her arm. smiling as she did so, he looked at her in pure awe.
deep down he felt something growing inside his heart, a aching feeling of distant desire and longing that could only be filledโ€ฆ by her.
was this what it felt like? to feel something as strong, it almost took over his every being. is this the feeling his parents would express or tell him about. his eyes softened as he looked at her glowing figure.
the small dots on her body seemed to glow under the dark sea water. his hand almost made way to touch her waist until she turned her head in the groups direction.
him doing the same he saw everyone swimming the to top, neteyam pointing up for her to follow. nodding her head as the two began to swim up they took their fresh air breaths.
โ€œwe have to get back now! mother and father might be worried.โ€ neteyam simply said, y/n nodded her head as she jumped onto her Ilu, connecting it only for aonung to swim up to her fastly, tapping her thigh.
โ€œwait! waitโ€ฆโ€ looking down, she saw him holding onto the Ilu and her thigh, she made no action in telling him to pull away.
โ€œyes?โ€ she softly asked. him and her being aware that the group of teens were not hiding their stares, they kept speaking.
โ€œmeet me on the island, tonight, alone. if you want of courseโ€” you donโ€™t have to i just want to get to know you! but the way i said it sounds really creepy and iโ€”โ€œ y/n quietly laughed as her eyes grew small a bit, looking up to see her face was slightly red she placed her hand over her that lingered on her thigh.
โ€œi will meet you when my family is sleep, okay?โ€ she simply said before making her Ilu swim away to shore.
aonung smiled, like an idiot. his ears moved back a bit while his face grew warmer by the second. the warmth of her hand still lingered on his even under the water.
โ€œokayโ€ฆokayโ€ he mumbled quietly. reya, who was waiting for him wore shock all over her face.
โ€œwhat was that!?โ€ she shrieked before laughing at her brothers love sick face.
โ€œwhat? what was what?! what are you talking about!?โ€ he asked before rushing to go to shore, she laughed behind him as he swam away with a wide smile.
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that same night when the village was sleep and the sky grew dark, aonung made his way out of his small house. the bouncy flooring moving under his feet as he quietly made his way to the island.
hearing reya in the distance as she whispered โ€˜aonung!โ€™ he whipped his head in her direction to looked at her, scared for his life. she only rolled her eyes before signing โ€˜donโ€™t be out too long, i canโ€™t cover for you in the morningโ€™ he smiled wildly as she did the same. nodding his head, he made his way to the island.
when he finally got there, he was there alone. deciding to just wait in the sand for her seeing that it might be a bit more difficult to get away from a family of 6 he waited patiently.
his patienceโ€ฆwas low.
the more time it took, the more his ears would fall. his shoulders becoming tense, the adrenaline in his heart began to run off as time went by. it been about 30 minutes of him just playing in the sand like a baby.
he felt stupid. so stupid. embarrassed and ashamed that he let his walks fall for someone just because she smiled at him. why did he have to feel the way he did? he only just met the girl.
he didnโ€™t even know who she was, only that she was the second oldest of the family, that she was strong, angelic, soft and kind, caring and overall a good person to be around.
he wanted to see her, as he wanted her to see him. just as he began to sigh with sadness lingering in his face, pain in his chest and some uneasy feeling in his stomach, aonung began to stand up before he heard someone in the distance. his ears pulling back to the direction of the sound he saw nothing in the darkness.
frowning his eyebrows as he became uneasy he tried to walk fast before a weight was thrown onto his body making him fall to the ground, hard.
โ€œwhat the!?โ€ turning around to see y/nโ€™s face close to his that was pressed against the sand he saw her laugh at him at his scared expression.
โ€œyou baby! crying out like that, where is your guard! you should have never let me get that closeโ€ she scolded him as she lifted her body off of his. whisper shouting at aonung him as he shamelessly got up to face her.
โ€œoh iโ€™m sorry tree girl, i never had to experience an attack coming from behind?!โ€ he yelled back in a whisper, she only shook her head as she laughed at his frantic response while he whipped sand off of his face and body.
โ€œso fish boy, where was it you wanted to go?โ€ she quietly asked before walking up to him, her body so close to his that he felt the heat coming from her. gulping as he nervously stood there he shrugged a shoulder before talking.
โ€œuhโ€” just walk around? i donโ€™t know, just to talk and get to know you i guessโ€ looking down then back up at her she smiled and nodded. her hands now behind her back as they walked to a large amount of rocks that hid behind the level of the island.
โ€œso, what did you want to know?โ€ y/n asked, looking at aonung who walked awkwardly next to her.
โ€œoh! uhโ€”uhmโ€ฆ iโ€™m not sure yet? i meanโ€” okay, iโ€™m sorry this is new to me i never felt this wayโ€”โ€œ looking at her as he tried to talk he saw her eyes widen a bit in curiosity and admiration. she lips turning upwards while she watched him try and talk.
โ€œreya told me a place we can go, do you want to go there? she mentioned drinksโ€ he immediately knew where she was talking about. smiling as he walked over to the water she ran after him with soft laughs filled the night air as the both of them made their way into the water.
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when they arrived the cove being lighted with glowing blue lights from the ocean and plants below. fishes silently swimming their way around as y/n was the first to swim into it. looking around in awh at the beauty the place held, aonung came close behind.
her arms going onto the rocks to pull her body out of the water, her hair being soaked with the water as it dripped down her body he watched, hungry.
licking his lips as he looked away he nervously looked back to see her smiling as she squeezed her hair to dry it. him swimming up to her as he climbed onto the rock, sitting next to her.
โ€œthis place is secret,very! secret only supposed to be known by me and my family really. iโ€™m surprised reya told you about this place.โ€ y/n listened to his voice as it bounced off the rocks around then her ears moved to the sound each time it would bounce through the rocks.
โ€œwell maybe reya trusts me more then you think, then again that is bad right?โ€ she asked him her head moving down slightly with her eyebrows raised.
is this her way of rejecting him? by telling him he canโ€™t trust her? no, he wouldnโ€™t let her get away that easily.
moving closer to her as her feet dangled in the water below her she watched him get closer making no effort to away.
โ€œi trust youโ€ he quietly admitted. why did he? he wouldnโ€™t know. he just knew something in her eyes made him feel safe, the way they would study all the things around him giving her a look of curiosity every time.
โ€œwhy? you donโ€™t know meโ€ y/n asked, truly confused by his sudden trust in her. looking down at his hands as he began to fidget with them he saw the fishes in the water making their way to swim around her feet.
โ€œiโ€”โ€œ he hesitated before nervously letting out a breath, turning his head away from her to hide his redden face, full of worry and embarrassment until he felt her fingers make their way under his chin, moving his head back into her direction as she was already looking at him.
her eyes still full of curiosity and slight wonder with a hint of happiness, he had a feeling she knew what he wanted to say but also knew he couldnโ€™t.
biting his lip before blinking his eyes and taking a breath he finally spoke again.
โ€œi see youโ€ฆy/n. i only just met you and i already see youโ€ he rushed out.
looking into her eyes y/n slowly began to smile before her hands made their way to each side of his face, pulling his head in to rest her forehead against his. closing his eyes as his eyebrows frowned to soften as he felt her eyes open.
โ€œi see you, aonung.โ€ was all she said before he pressed his lips against hers. her soft lips made him feel warm as she sweetly kissed him. her hands being warm on his face while his own hands made way to her waist.
after a bit of their lips molding together she suddenly pulled away. looking deep into his eyes as she smiled sweetly, his own smile began to widen until it was replaced with shock as she pushed him into the water.
โ€œhey! what was that for!?โ€ he yelled at her as she laughed at him, scooting down into the water, she went along with him as she tried to swim close to her, despite for her kiss again.
โ€œmeet you in the islandโ€ฆโ€ closing her eyes to give him a sweet kiss before pulling away to smile she whispered โ€œfish boyโ€ before swimming away.
his face being full of redness as he threw his head back with joy to then hurry and swim after her.
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soon, the two of them finally came onto the island. she won of course while he fell horribly behind. when she walked onto the island with her damp hair falling on her back, aounug looking at her tail as it moved slowly behind her he slapped it making her turn around in a hurry.
โ€œyour lucky yours isnโ€™t like mine fish boyโ€ she stated before laughing, he smiled back at her making his way to her, placing his hands on her waist again for hers to make way to his face. they began to lean in untilโ€”
โ€œy/n! what are you doing!?โ€ the both of them turning around in a hurry to see neteyam standing there with his sleepy expression, puffy eyes and a lopsided figure. y/n hurried and ran to him.
โ€œsh! you skxawng! what are you doing here?โ€ she asked in a whisper as her brother looked at her in shock at what he just saw.
โ€œi could be asking you the same thing? sneaking out to see him, i should tell momโ€”โ€œ y/n immediately pushed his chest makikg him stumble before she whisper yelled at him.
โ€œno! no, i am coming, go!โ€ pushing her brothers chest again only for him to raise his hands in surrender she watched him walk away slowly to wait for her.
aounug stood there watching in amazement and awh at her slight control over her older brother she turned around to see him standing there still. his face red from earlier and now making her smile sweetly.
walking up to him to place her hands along his chest to make their way up to his face she pulled him into a kiss which he immediately melted into, his lips moving against hers as they were sloppy and fast, obviously speeding things up since her brother was not too far away.
her tail began to move its way along his legs, wrapping around one as she kissed him sweetly. finally pulling away with a smile she waved goodbye as he did the same. watching her run to her brother as he heard them tease each other, aounug smiled like a child who was offered candy.
walking away to his small home to only dream about y/n.
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Being the eldest girl in the sully family was hard, as your dad always expected a lot from you. But it was difficult, Because you didn't enjoy hunting or the idea of guns and violence. You liked weaving with your mother and grandmother. And you enjoyed learning how to heal the real navi way not with human medicine.
So when your dad decided it to be best if the family moved away because the sky people had returned. You were far from happy. And refused to talk to him the whole journey. Only giving him death stares when he tried to speak to you.
When your family arrived you were in a place that was very much foreign to you. And the same with the people who you meant to be the Metkayina clan you felt like an animal as you and your family stood in the middle of a crowd. They were all staring at your family in confusion muttering about you appearances. You had to admit it did make you uncomfortable as you wrapped your arms around yourself.
Ao'nung however just stared at you. Your were so beautiful. Your skin looked so soft. And you hair which you had braided and placed feathers of all different colours. Ao'nung couldn't take his eyes away from you. He could have sworn you were moving in slow motion as you stood shyly underneath everyone's eyes.
When both of your eyes met. You felt something that you had never felt before. You couldn't explain what it was but it felt good. You sent him a small smile and Ao'nung could have sworn his heart melted at the sight. He didn't understand how one smile could make a girl so beautiful. But he was to nervous he just turned his head and watched you from the corner of his eyes.
Watching as you smile dropped as you looked away from him and back to the floor. So when Ao'nungs dad pronounced that you and your family could stay he was secretly happy. But he couldn't have his friends knowing that he was happy about strangers being on their land.
Tsireya had been given the task of teaching all of you how to learn the ways of the Metkayina people and you were eager to learn. You were doing surprisingly well swimming next to the girl as the two of you laughed with one another at your brothers attempts to swim.
Ao'nung made fun of your brothers. But he didn't have it in him to make fun of you. He found it cute how your face would scrunch up in confusion. And bite your lip when you were trying focusing. He knew it was wrong for him to like you. You were meant to be from the forest and he was from the sea. He shouldn't like a girl like you. So why did he ?
"I'm trusting you four to make a good impression. Don't do anything stupid like usually. Do you understand ?" Your dad told you, Lo'ak, Neteyam and kiri. You all nodded as he walked away. You sighed as your siblings walked away to. You hated how much pressure your dad put you under.
So you decided to go off on your own for a swim to look around. You loved all the pretty sights that laid under the ocean. So that's exactly what you did. You swam with the sea animals and go used to holding your breath under water by sitting down at the bottom off the sea and listening to the sound of your own heart beating to keep yourself calm. And to control your breathing.
But by the time you left the water it was no longer light outside it was dark very dark outside. You silently cursed yourself your dad was going to kill you. It was way after curfew. When you finally reached your family's shelter. You saw your dad stood up pacing the room and your mother holding a sleeping Tuktirey in her arms as well as the rest of your siblings who were all sat next to your mom.
As you stepped inside you dad rushed over to you grabbed your shoulders. "Where have you been! We've been worried sick. All I ask if for you to behave and you go and do this! For god sake y/n do you know how scared me and you mom were!" He shouted at you ignoring the tears about to fall from your eyes. You opened your mouth to speak. But you dad just put his hand up to stop you. "Don't. You've done enough" he told you as he moved away from you and made his way to his bed your mother followed as she sent your siblings to their beds they gave you sympathetic looks as they walked past.
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You couldn't sleep no matter how much you tried you mind just wouldn't stop racing so when you looked around the room. To see that every one was asleep you snuck out of the room. So what your dad would yell at you for anything you did anyway. You sat on the deck with your feet in the water. Crying quietly. Why couldn't your dad ever listen to you. You instantly stood up when you heard a sound behind you.
Ao'nung stood up with his hands in the air behind you laughing at your shocked expression. "Wow calm down. Are you crying?" He stopped laughing stepping closer to you. You wiped your eyes getting rid of the tears and turned away from him. "No, just something in my eye" you told him sitting back down and placing your feet back in the water.
Ao'nung sat down next to you and put his feet in the water to. "What's wrong" he asked placing his hand on yours. You were instantly shocked and looked down at both of your hands. You let out a soft sigh as you turned to look at Ao'nung. "my dad. He doesn't understand, I know he wants to keep me safe but he just yells all the time." Your English was not the best as your mother preferred you to speak the real navi way. Ao'nungs face softened as you told him what was wrong. His thumb trace over the soft skin of your hand as the two of you stared in to one another's eyes.
There was a strange feeling inside of your stomach you had never felt this way before. You felt like Ao'nung understood you. More then your family. He listed to you. And didn't shout at you. He was gentle. When his hand made its way up to your cheek you exhaled a shaky breath. You had never kissed a boy before. Sure you had seen other people kiss but you yourself had never kissed anyone. Ao'nung moved his face closer to yours. You could feel his hot breath on your face as he moved you hair behind you ears.
Then his lips met yours. And you could have sworn you saw stats. You had butterflies in your stomach but Ao'nung put them to rest. His lips were so gentle and loving. You loved the feeling of them on your lips. As the two of you pulled away Ao'nung kept his hand on your cheek just to feel you. He had wanted to do this since he had first set eyes on you. "I see you y/n" he whispered. You were shocked nobody had said that to you. You had a huge Amalie on your face as you kissed Ao'nung again.
Pulling back you softly whispered back to him. "I see you to Ao'nung" he smiled widely as the two of you stood up. "Meet me here tomorrow night. I must see you again y/n" he said to you letting go of your cheek. You nodded and smiled back at him. Never in your life had you felt so happy. So understood. "I shall walk you back. It is dangerous alone" he said to you as he took your smaller hand in his large one and began to walk you back to your family hut. The walk was quite a comfortable silence.
When you arrive in front of you new home you pulled Ao'nung in for a hug. And he hugged you back bringing his lips to yours making you smile. The two of you pulled away as you bid each other goodbye. You watched as Ao'nung walked away. You had a huge grin on your face as you remembered what had just happened.
You didn't want any of you family to see you or give your dad another excuse to yell at you. So you quickly and quietly climbed back in to your bed still unable to get rid of the cheeky grin on your face.
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The next morning you woke up. You saw your mother weaving in the corner near your dads bed. You decided to go and talk to you. As much as you loved your dad. You spent most of your time with your mom. You got up from your own bed and to over where she was sitting and decided to help her making her smile at you. "Momma , can I ask you something" you asked looking at your mom next to you who sent you a soft smile and put down what she was doing.
"Of course my sweat child" she told you. She sat up so that she was now up right on her knees looking down at you curiously about what you were going to ask her. "When. Uh, when were you given a mate. Like what age." You asked looking down at the floor embarrassed by your question. But your mom just smiled and took your hand.
"I was told who my mate would be when I was sixteen but I mated with your dad when I was eighteen." She told you. You were seventeen did that mean you could get a mate. If so you hope it would be Ao'nung after last night you hadn't stopped thinking about him. Even in your dreams. "You like a boy don't you ?! Who is it?" Your mom asked excitedly wrapping her arms around you. You just laughed at her. "No I don't! I was just curious" you told her still laughing but you knew that you couldn't lie to your mom. She knew every thing.
Your mom watched you suspiciously as you left the hut with a small smirk on her face. You were in love like she was. She could see it. And that made her happy to see her first born happy. But she didn't like the fact that you were growing up. She missed watching you learn to talk and walk and she just missed holding you like she used to. She knew that Jake was the same that was why he was so hard on you.
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When the night came you snuck out again loak hadn't come home but you just assumed that he was having a swim like you did the other night. You went to the spot where you had met Ao'nung the other night sitting down with your feet in the water. Kicking your legs back and forth gently creating little ripples in the sea. It was a beautiful colourful blue lighter than your skin.
You could see all of the fish swimming around and some of them came close to you and you greeted them kindly stroking there heads. And then they would swim away. You smiled giggling when one animal in particular took a liking to you it was only small.
Your brother began to wake up your dad, mom and siblings all except loak who was no where to be seen. When your family was awake your brother grabbed Aonung again. "Tell them exactly what you told me" he growled. Ao'nung sighed and refused to look at you as he explained that he and his friends had takenย  your other brother out side of the reef. You gasped worried about your brother. Prying that he would be alright.
Your dad when to the chief who sent out a search party for you brother the whole time you stayed by your family glaring at Ao'nung. And truth be told he felt horrible his friends had come up with the idea and he just went a long with it. He thought that loak would be back by now. And now he feared that he had lost you forever. And you had it set in your mind that you now hated Ao'nung. And you would never speak to him again.
And that hurt Ao'nung more then anything. He regretted so much about what he had done. And he knew that it would take forever for you to forgive him. So when his dad shouted that the boy had been fine Ao'nung was so relieved. You instantly jumped in to your brothers arms hugging him tightly. "It was my fault. All my idea. Ao'nung tried to talk me out if it." You knew your brother was lying so you scoffed under you breath and watched as everyone began to walk away glad that loak had been fine you watched as your brother talked to Ao'nung. And then your brother left. And you tried to follow him. Not wanting to be alone with Ao'nung.
"Y/n ! Wait please let me explain!" Ao'nung chased after you grabbing your wrist with a sad look on his face. You however were angry you didn't want to talk to him. "No! My brother could have died. You are stupid. Ignorant, like a baby making noise!" You shouted at him pulling at his hand for him to leave you alone. But Ao'nung was not going to give up. "Please I didn't want to do it. It wasn't my idea. That doesn't make it ok I know. But please y/n I can't lose you. Let me make it up to you." He whispered and you hard stare softened as he explained him self to you. He put his hand on your cheek his face only an inch away from yours.
You took your hand and placed it on top of his on your face staring in to one another eyes. "I see youย  y/n. Now more than ever" he said as his lips coiled with yours.
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Iโ€™m pretty sure you wrote โ€˜Miss Little lonelyโ€™ as a one shot ,But I have to ask do you plan on making a part 2?
Yes I am planning to make a part two but Iโ€™ve been really busy at the moment. But Iโ€™m writing it now ๐Ÿ’•
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๐‘น๐’†๐’‚๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†
๐‘บ๐’–๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’š ; ๐’•๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’“๐’๐’‡๐’“๐’†๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’๐’š ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž ๐’”๐’†๐’๐’—๐’” ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’•๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’‡๐’‡๐’Š๐’„๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’“๐’๐’‡๐’“๐’†๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’”๐’†๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’‘๐’๐’•๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’š ๐’•๐’ ๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’๐’š ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’• ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž.
๐‘พ๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’”; ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’‘ (๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’†๐’“ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’†) , ๐’๐’๐’•๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’‡๐’‡, ๐’”๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’
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Over the last few weeks y/n and tommy had hardly spent anytime together, tommy was always cooped up in his office. While y/n was out side with Polly and Ada working on taking bets. And all y/n wanted was to be in Tommys arms. It had been so long she had almost forgotten what it felt like to be wrapped up in his warm arms that made her feel so safe.
But now that Alfie and tommy were on the same side. Things had begun to settle down. Tommy spent less time in his office. But the two lovers were still yet to have a moment on their own. So that very morning y/n had cleared out his day. So he had no meetings no calls. Nothing. But knowing Tommy he would spend his day in his office anyway.
So she had just managed to escape from Ada and Polly and opened the door to her lovers office. But he had not seemed to notice her. So she just leaned on the door frame and admired him from afar. She loved his glasses but he would often glare at her when she would say. And she loved the way he knitted his eyebrows together while reading.
After five minutes pasted by. Y/n knocked softly on the door not wanting to startle tommy. Tommy looked up from his desk and sighed in relief and took of his glasses and leaned back in to his chair comfortably. Y/n smiled and walked in to the office closing the door behind her before making her way to tommy and standing between his open legs.
She softly ran her smooth hands through his dark hazel nut black hair. As Tommy hugged her placing his head just below her chest. Wrapping his strong arms around her. โ€œMissed youโ€ she mumbled to him. And she really had. She missed the sound of his rough voice. His loving touches. She missed all of him. โ€œMissed you to love. Iโ€™ve been busy.โ€ He told her letting her go.
He smiled watching her. He had missed her to. More than she will ever know. Y/n placed a kiss on his lips before making her way over to the large book case in the corner of the room. She grabbed an old dusty book. She didnโ€™t even know the name of. She handed it over to Tommy. โ€œWill you read to me, pleaseโ€ she asked him. And tommy nodded at her patting his thigh.
She took a seat down. Making her self comfortable. Smiling As she felt him pick up the book.
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๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ƒ๐‘ก๏ผŽ1
๐ท๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘™๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘ฅ ๐ด๐‘™๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’ ๐‘†๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ 
๐‘†๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ๏ผ›๐ท๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘™๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’. ๐‘‡๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘™๐‘๐‘ฆ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘“ ๐‘Ž ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘Ž ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐ท๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ โ„Ž ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘™ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›. ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘–๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘’๐‘›. ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ. ๐ท๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ โ„Ž ๐‘ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘™. ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”. ๐‘Ž๐‘“๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก. ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ. ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘–๐‘”๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘› โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘–๐‘™๐‘ฆ.
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When she was young all Dorothy wanted to do was to make her farther proud of her. When he came home from war. It was like the little girl had turned in to a complete stranger. She would draw him pictures only to later find them in the bin. She tried everything. She always did well in school but none of it was never enough for him.
So soon enough the young girl stood trying. She didnโ€™t even speak with her so called farther. Dorothy couldnโ€™t remember a time when the two of them had a conversation. She would watch the way John was with his children. How he would swing Katie around and cuddle her. She often imagined that her dad would do that to her.
But that day never came. And now here she was. in an all girls boarding school. She only had a few months of school left. She hated the place. It was filled with nuns. And there was one strange perverted priest. But Dorothy managed to keep out of trouble. Her quietness kept her away from most of the cruel punishments.
She did have to admit. That the place was incredibly lonely. She had no friends. And she didnโ€™t receive any mail on Fridays like the rest of the girls. And Fridays were the days that Dorothy would spend on her own in her bedroom crying. She just wanted someone to write to her. Ask her if she was ok. Ask her how she was doing.
She just longed for one little letter. And then she received one. But it was far from the one she expected. It was an investment to her fartherโ€™s wedding. No are you ok? No. How are you? Just a shot in invitation. โ€˜๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘‡๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘™๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐บ๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐ต๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘”๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘’๐‘›๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘†๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿโ€™ that was in four days. And all Dorothy wanted to do was to shove the invitation down her fartherโ€™s throat.
But the young woman chose to be civilised and decided to attend. She had taken the train to Birmingham and she would probably call a taxi from the train stations public phone. She had worn one of her best dresses. And she had gotten her hair cut. Her hair was nearly down her back when she was fourteen and now she had it cut to her shoulders with pretty curls.
She had changed a lot in four years. She looked nothing like she did when she had first left for London. And her voice was very much different. Her words always sounded very smart. And she had a strong posh London accent. She no longer sounded as rough as she once did and Dorothy quite liked the change.
She wanted to leave every thing that reminded her of her last life. She watched out of the window as the taxi pulled up to the church. It was large. She saw some men standing out side smoking a cigarette. She had arrived ten minutes early. But it seemed as though she was not the only one which put her mind at ease lightly.
As Dorothy exited the car she handed the money over to the man bidding him a fair well. The young woman made her way over to the church noticing some of the men smoking their cigarettes outside staring at her. They were wearing cavalry uniforms which confused her. She remembered how much her family hated the cavalry.
A lot has changed. She gripped her small purse in her hands. As she walked through the doors of the church. The rows were full and Dorothy could see her farther stood at the front with her uncle. Dorothy walked quickly hoping that they did not notice her. And just her luck they did not. She took a seat next to a large man with a beard. He did seem to mind as she sat down.
She noticed Finn in the corner of her eye looking at her. The two of them were once close. Dorothy would often comfort Finn after he had had a nightmare or when he had been told of for being naughty and he was yelled at. The two of them were friends. Well that was what Dorothy thought until she went a month without a single letter from anyone.
Dorothy looked away from the boys eyes. She also noticed the man next to her starring at her. She felt a soft pink colour paint her cheeks. Dorothy had chosen to sit further away down the church as the family of the groom and bride were sat. She wasn't ready for any awkward confrontations yet.
She turned to look at the man she was seated next to. He was much taller than her self. His face had some scars on it. He seemed rather friendly in his body language. But he hadn't spoken to her. And Dorothy understood. She was a stranger and so was he to her. So she didn't bother to engage in to small talk.
The church looked beautiful and elegant. And her family all looked to be wearing expensive clothes which was very different to what they wore when Dorothy lived with them. She felt out of place. Her dress was cheep and she had bought it in a small boutique in town. She shrunk down in her chair. Now Embarrassed of the way she was dressed.
It felt like they were all going forward and they were just leaving her behind. And she was just like some kind of dead weight. A young man came around with the lyrics of the songs that they would sing in church. The man next to her didnโ€™t accept the paper. But Dorothy smiled taking it from the young manโ€™s hands.
Of course with four years of church every day. Dorothy practically new every word of the songs. But the young boy looked scared from talking to the man next to her. So she thought she should be kind. And it seemed to work. The young boy looked more relieved as he returned the kind smile to Dorothy. And carried on handing the slips of paper to the rest of the people.
As the church choir sang in the bleak midwinter. Everyone sat in silence. And soon Jeremiah Jesus came forward graces side looked disgusted with the fact that their was a man of colour who would marry grace and Tomas. But Jeremiah didnโ€™t let that bother him as he walked forward taking his place at the stand.
And then the music began to play. Dorothy and the rest were all waiting for grace to come down the isle. She looked around at the rest of the family. None of them had noticed her here. And she couldnโ€™t lie she felt really disappointed. She thought that at least one of them would have noticed her being at the bloody wedding.
And then grace came out from behind the door with her farther holding her hand as he was dressed in a cavalry uniform. A dark purple vail was placed over her face so nobody could see her face. All of the women on graces side of the family all fussed over about how lovely she looked. But the Shelby women didnโ€™t look very happy. Dorothy wasnโ€™t really bothered.
Tommy removed the vail off of his future wifeโ€™s face. They both smiled at one another. Before they both turned towards Jeremiah Jesus. Waiting for him to marry the couple. Dorothy heard the man at the side of her let out a unhappy grunt. Dorothy turned to look at him. He was also looking at her. Making the young woman blush as she turned back around.
โ€œDearly beloved, we are all gathered here today to join together in holy matrimony. Tomas Michael Shelby and Grace Helen Burgess. Do you Tomas Michael Shelby, Take Grace Helen Burgess to be your lawfully wedded wife ?โ€ Jeremiah asked her father. And he turned to look at grace. โ€œI doโ€ he said proudly.
โ€œDo You Grace Helen B๏ฟผ๏ฟผurges. Solemnly swear to love, honour, and obey till death do you part. ?โ€ Jeremiah now turned to grace and asked her. And she once again smiled and turned to her soon to be husband. โ€œI doโ€ she smiled saying it with the same pride as tommy did. โ€œI now pronounce you husband and wife.โ€ And the newly wedded couple brought one an other in for a kiss. Making everyone clap and cheer.
Everyone then made their way out of the church and outside. Dorothy was stood on her own. It was like nobody cared about her. She felt like a fool. As she stood with her purse in her hand. She just wished that she could go home. She watched as the two familyโ€™s gathered around for a photo. And heat Dorothy was not in it.
She watched as they all smiled together. Tommy and grace then climbed in to their carriage to drive to their home. She turned to see the man she was sat next to in the church standing besides her. โ€œWho are you then.โ€ His voice was rough and his frame was much larger than hers. But Dorothy sent him a soft sad smile.
โ€œDorothy but itโ€™s not like anyone remembersโ€ she said sadly looking at the man as she played with the purse in her hands. The man studied her. And he looked at her confused. He clearly didnโ€™t understand her answer but he didnโ€™t bother to question her which she was great full for.
โ€œAy been there. You need a lift.โ€ He asked when he noticed she hadnโ€™t come with anyone and women were not allowed to drive so she wouldnโ€™t be able to get to Arrow house. Dorothy gave the man a genuine smile. No longer sad.
โ€œIf you really donโ€™t mind.โ€ Dorothy said. Her voice was soft. She was sweet. And there werenโ€™t many people like that anymore and Alfie could tell that there was something wrong. And he didnโ€™t want to engage In awkward small talk with his driver. When Alfie just wanted to blow his fucking brains out.
โ€œAy. Not at allโ€ alfie said walking towards his car with Dorothy following behind him. Finn watched from the steps of the church. He knew he had to tell Tommy. He didnโ€™t trust Alfie and he really didnโ€™t trust Alfie around Dorothy. She didnโ€™t know about the business that Tommy and Alfie had. So she was vulnerable.
Alfie opens the door for Dorothy and gave her his hand helping her inside the car. She sat down on the right side of the car. Tucking her purse in at her side. The driver gave Alfie a questioning look. But Alfie just nodded at him to drive.
โ€œWho are you then. Iโ€™ve given you my name.โ€ Dorothy smiled. At Alfie who nodded his head at her words. He was nervous that she would know who he was. And be scared of him. His name was well known. And many people already feared him.
โ€œAlfie, Alfie Solomonsโ€ he told her leaning back in his seat in the car. His name sounded familiar. But Dorothy couldnโ€™t exactly put her finger on it so she just left it. And shrugged it off and smiled at him.
โ€œItโ€™s a pleasure to meet you mr Solomons, so what are you doing at my dads wedding?.โ€ Dorothy asked. Not noticing the shocked look on Alfieโ€™s face as the words came out of her mouth. But he tried to keep his cool.
โ€œMe and tommy. Weโ€™re business partners. Didnโ€™t know he had a a girl. Thought it was just the little one.โ€ He said as he stared at Dorothy whoโ€™s expression suddenly changed. She looked sad. Really sad.
โ€œYeah, I was sent away. For school in London. I donโ€™t even think he remembers me. I donโ€™t think anyone does.โ€ She said sadly looking down at her hands with a sigh. Now Alfie felt bad. And that was a rare thing. Alfie never felt sorry for people. Not even for himself.
โ€œMaybe thatโ€™s a good thing ay. You donโ€™t want to be with them. Bunch a bastards if ya ask me.โ€ Alfie said his voice rough as he placed his top hat on his head. Dorothy giggled at his comment finding him funny as he cheered her up. Maybe this whole wedding wouldnโ€™t be so bad.
โ€œI suppose your right.โ€ She laughed. Alfie watched as she did. The way the dimples on her cheeks became more visible and he got to see her beautiful hazel doe eyes. As the car pulled up to arrow house. Cars were all over the place and Alfie ordered his driver to pull up right at the door. And then to park the car once him and Dorothy were gone.
โ€œWait thereโ€ he told her with his thick London accent as he got out of the car. Dorothy did as he had said and remained in her seat. She was not sure as to why. But she did not bother to question him. Then her door opened and their Alfie stood with his hand out for Dorothy to hold so it was easy for her to exit the car.
The young woman smiled at him taking his hand in to hers. As she jumped down from the car. She thanked him as she strained her dress down. And Alfieโ€™s hand left hers. So she used both of her hands to hold on to her bag. Her and Alfie walked in to the large home.
It was beautiful. This was far from what Dorothy remembered living in. She remembered a small home. With stained walls. And dirty floors. And this. This was amazing. She felt so left out. While she was still learning how to cook and clean. Everyone else was living life to the fullest.
But underneath her and Alfie. There was a meeting. And her name might just come up. Tommy took of his jacket with a cigarette hanging from his lips. As John and Arthur finally appeared on the stairs. Finn was eating whatever he could get his hands in and all of the other peaky boys made their way in to the room.
โ€œRight boys, youโ€™re all here. Today is my fucking wedding day.โ€ Tommy was about to carry on with his speech before John interrupted him. โ€œYeah and you said. Thereโ€™d be no bloody uniformsโ€ John told his older brother angrily.
โ€œNeverthelessโ€ฆ nevertheless, Johnโ€ฆdespite the bad blood, Iโ€™ll have none of it in my carpet. Now for graces sake, nothing will go wrong. Those bastards out there are her family. And if you fuckers do anything to embarrass her, your kin, your cousins, your horses, your fucking kids. You do anythingโ€ฆโ€ Tommy said in an angry rage once again before he was once again rudely interrupted.
โ€œTom?โ€ Isaiah said and tommy turned to look at him his face still angry. โ€œWhat about snow?โ€ He asked curiously. โ€œYeah their women are sports Iโ€™ll say thatโ€ฆโ€ John laughed bringing Isaiah in to a head lock. Scratching his scalp making the younger boy laugh.
โ€œNo. No. No. no cocaine. No cocaine. No sport. No telling fortunes. No racing. No fucking sucking petrol out of their fucking cars. And, you Charlie, stop spinning yarns about me, eh? โ€œ tommy told everyone of the men individually.
โ€œIโ€™m just trying to sell you to them. Tom.โ€ Charlie told his nephew. Finn was wondering when he should tell Tommy about Dorothy and the fact that Alfie was trying to get close to her. He knew that Tommy wouldnโ€™t be happy. But then again Tommy hadnโ€™t seen the girl in four years and no one other than Finn recognised her anyway.
โ€œBut the main thing is, you bunch of fuckers, desire the provocation from the cavalry. No fighting, Oi! No fighting. No fucking fighting. No fighting. No fucking fighting.!โ€ Tommy shouted at the men as he went and stood next to Arthur until a male maid bumped in to him. Tommy pushed the man to the floor. โ€œGet the fuck off me!โ€ And then Arthur through a glass at him.
โ€œTom. Dollyโ€™s here. But sheโ€™s all different her hair itโ€™s short and sheโ€™s well sheโ€™s wearing a dress.โ€ Finn said out loud. All of the men turned ti look at him. Clearly shocked that Dorothy was here. Tommy looked the most shocked. He didnโ€™t think she would really come. Especially after he had been a massive dick. He hadnโ€™t written her a single letter. No one had. She spent four years off her life by herself. And now tommy was having to come to terms with all of his guilt.
Tommy didnโ€™t say anything as he left the kitchen and back out to the party in the home. He searched around for a young woman matched the description of what Finn had told him dolly now looked like. But what he saw was not what he wanted.
His daughter sat with Alfie fucking Solomons
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Hi I was wondering if you could do a tommy Shelby imagine with an age gap and heโ€™s kind obsessed with the reader maybe some smut. Thank you ๐Ÿ˜Š
STARGIRL INTERLUDE โ€” THOMAS SHELBY
BESTIE IT WOULD BE MY HONOUR TO HAVE OLDER TOMMY SHELBY softly loving the reader.
warnings โ†’ pwp (p*rn without plot) โ€” there is no plot whatโ€™s so ever. yandere thomas. fingering, no p in v, pet names : good girl, baby, little lamb, little one. please donโ€™t romanticise this behaviour !! age gap of 20+ years. reader is 24 thomas is roughly 46 ๐Ÿคญ this is from my pov (authorโ€™s) this is quite short. X FEM READER. use of the word โ€˜cumโ€™ ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป
It was three am. You werenโ€™t allowed to leave the house โ€” Thomas quickly shushing you and telling you that you had everything that you needed here โ€” you laid in a pink night slip. Tailored just to your exact measurements.
Playing with the pink nail polish on your bed side table you finished the final coating before the bedroom door opened. You laid on your stomach and Thomas had the perfect view of your flower from this angle โ€” he had told you multiple times to stop wearing underwear around him. Plus it was more comfortable.
โ€œThatโ€™s a pretty colour, little lamb.โ€ You smiled, skin glowing with your pearly whites as you rested your still drying nails against his shoulders. You sat on your knees at the end of the bed. His suit harsh against your soft fingertips.
โ€œWhere have you been, Tommy?โ€ He shuddered with every soft whisper that left your mouth, one fingernail finally dry as you trailed it down his chin. Soft stubble against your fingertips as he parted your legs with his hand.
His hand cupping over your opening and his fingernails grazing against the bottom of your vagina. A smile on his face as you shuddered, โ€œBe careful little one. Donโ€™t ruin your pretty nails now,โ€ you gripped his suit jacket harshly, especially when his fingertips now softly went to go inside of you.
You moaned as his palm grazed against your clit. A cheeky smile on your face, โ€œBe a good girl and cum.โ€ Your mouth opened ajar and your back arched, โ€œPlease,โ€ you whined as he plunged them harshly to your g-spot.
Your juices soaked his fingers as he smiled โ€” happily cleaning them up. He looked down at his suit jacket, โ€œoh no, baby, you ruined your nails.โ€
He didnโ€™t care about the suit โ€” people would beg for him to buy another from one of them, maybe give them to him for free โ€” he cared more about the pout on your lips. Your fucked out face and the way you pointed a pink nail polish smudged in front of your face. The pout pretty against your lips.
He smiled. His palm going back to where it was once rested. In between your thighs with a smile.
My back arched like a cat. My position couldnโ€™t stop, you were hitting it.
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Ok so Iโ€™m thinking about making like a short series about Alfie Solomons or any of the peaky blinders characters with and oc character. What do you think?
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I stared at the patterns on the ceiling in my room, my hands clench and unclenches the sheets as Tommy thrusts inside me grunting in my ear. My eyes shift from the roof to the vanity mirror across from me, I frowned softly staring at myself trying to figure out why on god green earth was I here.
"Am I boring you?" I snapped my head to looked up at Tommy not noticing he stopped and was staring down at me with a unamused look.
"No, I was just..." I trailed off sensing he didn't really want a answer, so i just shook my head.
"Nothing, I'm sorry." He stared at me for a few seconds, before his hand moved from my thigh to my neck turning my head the opposite way of the mirror. His mouth licked and bite at my skin causing my body to react, he started thrusting inside me again but harder and faster. His rough thrust caused the bed to knock against my dresser causing littler trinkets to fall to the floor.
His hand tighten around my neck causing me to close my eyes and let tommy continue fucking me, after a couple more thrust I squeezed around him tensing making tommy came inside me groaning well burying his face in my shoulder. I groaned mentally at tommy heavy body going limp on top of me, I can only imagine the looks on my father face if he find me like this now. He probably be disgusted by me if he known men did this me...well a man, tommy shifted on top of me making me snap back to reality as he gets up off the bed. I covered my body with my thin blanket before turning on my side to watch tommy put his cock back in his pants and fix his trousers, he moved over to my dresser where his jacket was pulling out a pack of cigarettes.
He put one in his mouth before glancing at me offering me one, I shook my head I didn't like the taste of them and they kinda made my lungs feel funny. He shrugged litting his cigarette and putting on his jacket, I shifted sitting up on the bed my back leaning against the wall. I looked over at tommy as he holster his gun in his back waistband before looking back on the dresser, he backed up looking on the floor for something making me move to the edge of my bed. I bended over checking under my bed to find a golden ring not too far from my reached, I lifted myself up and looked over to tommy and held out my hand.
"Thanks." He mutters taking the metal out of my hand and sliding his wedding ring on his finger, I wondered watching him look at his ring if he felt gulity for being here after lizzie forbide him from coming to this place.
He was my first and only client on the account of him being the leader of the peaky blinders, which meant I didn't have to deal with some of the pricks who go through here like the other girls. I'm not an idiot I know tommy wanting me to himself doesn't mean he gives a fuck about me, he may not say it but he makes it clear that I'm just another hole that he can stick his dick inside whenever he wants.
"It's not proper to stare." My eyes averted from his gazed when he spoke up making me look down at my bedsheets.
"I'm sorry." I heard him move towards my bed before sitting down, I felt his fingers grab my chin lifting my face up to look at him.
"You want to ask me something. Ask." He stared into my eyes as I stared into his thinking if I should ask.
"Do you ever feel gulity coming here even though lizzie told you not too?" His face was unfazed by the question, but his eyes grew hard as his hand moved from my chin to grab my jaw making me wince as he held it tightly.
"Not that its any of your business, but no I don't. Why? You getting tired of me fucking you." He said calmly.
"N-no." I shook my head in pain.
"Good." He said letting go before he stood up heading towards the door, i rubbed my jaw moving it as I scowled him with his back to me.
"Because it be a shame to found out they switch you to a different brothel, where the men could be so much worse." I looked at him startled by his threat, tommy glanced halfway over his shoulder bidding me a goodnight before opening and shutting the door with a loud bang.
I sinked back into my bed pulling my blanket tighter around me, now that tommy is mad i wonder if he going to make good on his threat. I buried my face in my pillow trying not to think about it, I threw all my thoughts about tommy away and started imagining I was back in my home in my comfortable bed and my old room with clothes all over the floor and the window that looks out to the backyard where I sit to be alone. My body started to relaxed as I imagine my old life with my friends and family, and finally fell asleep.
My brain was awake before my body as the banging on my door signal that it was time to get up, I opened my eyes staring at my reflection in the mirror seeing the hickies all over my neck and shoulder.
I groaned pushing myself up before crawling off the bed, I put on a dress shirt and some underwear from my dresser before heading towards the door.
"Hi." I looked up from closing my door to see my next door neighbor.
"Hi, blondie." The blonde smiled at me like she always do as she follows behind me down stairs.
"The madam want to talk to you." A red hair girl said walking up to me, I nodded walking towards the room where the madam would be at this time.
"Come in." I stepped in looking around before standing in front of her desk.
"Do you have your earnings?" She asked putting down her pen and looking at me, I nodded digging in my shirt pocket and pulling out a couple of pounds.
"30 pounds?" She looked impressed before putting them in bra for safe keeping.
"You can go back to your room, now." My brows knit togther.
"But I haven't eaten breakfast yet."
"Only girls who satisfy their clients get to eat." I frowned.
"But Iโ€“"
"Mr.Shelby told me about last night, he said you were distracted and gave him lip...so dismissed." I clenched my teeth watching her pick up her pen and start filling out paperwork again.
I walked out and headed towards the stairs back to my room, I sighed flopping on my back and staring at the ceiling patterns. I only hope the food I had yesterday would be enough for me, and I still have chores around the house that I had to do to get lunch so it isn't too bad. But the worst was to come when tommy didn't show up that night or the next day or the next day or the next day having to depend on doing a good job on my chores to eat, I guess this was tommy way of punishing me.
I was reading a book blondie gave to me a well back to keep me entertained, I heard two knocks from my door making me hide my book under the mattress before standing up and looking at the door as the madam and an unfamiliar man walked through the door.
" (Y/N) meet Mr. Solomon his a friend of Mr. Shelby." I looked over at the larger man before plastering on a small smile.
"Hi." I said softly, he look me up and down before looking around the room.
"Mr. Shelby instructed that you take special care of Mr. Solomon tonight. " Madam hummed giving me a look, I nodded with a smile.
"Good girl." She says before glancing at the man as she walked out the door, I turned my gaze to the man as he sat his cane against the dresser.
"How long have you been fucking?" He asked looking at the tinklets on my dresser, I hesitated to speak not knowing if I should or he grow mad like tommy and do something to me.
"Come on don't be shy spit it out, girly." He huffed turning in my direction.
"Only a few months." I said looking at him, he nodded grunting as he took a seat on my bed. He massaged his knee grunting before unbutton his white shirt, I watched as he grabbed my pillow from beside him and put it behind as he moved to lay down putting his arm under his head.
"My knee is givin me 'rouble so you gonna 'ave to do mos' ov the work, girly." He says unbutton his trousers and taking out his cock, I nodded again reaching under my dress and pulling my panties down making them drop to my feet. I kicked them to the side and make my way to him, I sighed mentally before putting him in my mouth.
He was a bit bigger than tommy by length and girth which is good it means it won't hurt as much like the first time I did it, I looked up to see his eyes closed and him biting his bottom lip.
"Fuck!" He exclaimed under his breathe, his hand grabbed a fist full of my hair as he bobbed my head further as his cock it the back of my throat. I moaned around him feeling his cock twitch in my throat, I wiped the corner of my mouth with the back of my hand before going to straddle him.
His hands cralwed up to my upper arm sliding the straps from my dress off making my breast fall out, we made eye contact for millisecond before I glanced away down at his tatted chest. I rubbed his hard cock a few more times before rubbing his tip against my folds making me become wet, I grunt lowly slowly sliding my body down on his cock.
I closed my eyes as I started to ride him rolling my hips making him groan softly, I felt his hand slide up from my waist and grab hold of my breast rolling my nipple between his thumb and index finger well squeezing causing a moan to slip out. I stop my movement feeling his thumb rub against my clit, he smacked my ass making me tense at the weird new feeling that shot through me.
"Come on, love. I'm not paying ya to sit and look pretty. " He said gruffly, I gave him a shy apologetic look before moving again. His thumb went back to my clit making the feeling in my stomach tighten and pussy to get wetter, I bite the bottom of my lip moving my hands on to his board chest. His hand left my breast slide down back to my waist as he thrust hips into me making me whimper, he held tightly in my waist as we fall into a rhythm.
I was getting close and so was he, he moved his hand again between my breasts and towards my neck squeezing it lightly as he fuck into me a bit harder with his thumb still circling my sensitive clit. I couldn't help the small cry out as the orgasm vibrated through my whole body, he pulled me down by my neck as he kissed me sloppily well I still rocked my hips against his cock. His other hand moved from my clit to my ass squeezing it as he came inside me with a low groan.
I couldn't help but slumped against him with my breast flash against his chest, I could feel dick still inside me twitching. I slowly slide off of him sitting on the other side of my bed, I moved to put my straps back on my shoulder before glancing at him as he fixed his trousers and button up his shirt.
"Fuckin hell." He grunts rubbing his bad knee, I frowned softly at his pain remembering people I helped with the same problem.
"May I?" I asked, he looked over at me as I pointed at his knee.
"...knock yourself out." He said gruffly laying back down watching me closely, I moved at the of the bed facing him before digging my thumbs into his thighs massage the muscles. He grunted in pain before going reflex when my hands moved down to his knee carefully massaging the side to try ease the muscles.
"Does that feel better?" I asked still massaging his thigh.
"Yeah...where you learn to do that?" He asked curious, I looked up at him for a second before shrugging.
"France." He hummed before moving off the bed, he went over to the dresser to grab his hat and cane.
"I'll be back tomorrow." I suppress my surprise and nodded.
"Same time, Mr.Solomon?" He looked over at me before nodding.
He left a couple pounds on my dresser before tipping his hat toward me and walking out the room, I buried my face into the pillow as I brought my cover to my chest feeling exhausted. I sighed as my mind was too tired to think about anything, but my mind did slowly drift to the man who
I haven't seen tommy since our last encounter but I have been seeing the sweet brute name alfie around more often, the second time he came back I was sorta surprised he didn't want to have sex. Instead, he wanted me to do what I did the day before with his leg and he started up a conversation.
"What's your name?" He asked, I looked up well massaging his thigh.
"Whatever you want my name to be." He shook his head.
"I want your real name." I looked at him a bit taken back, I hesitate for a minute before telling him my name.
"That's a pretty name." He hummed leaning back watching me work on his calf.
I asked for his name feeling a bit confident and he told me his name was alfrie...not alfred he made it clear how much he dispised being called alfred...he told me I could just call him Mr. Solomon if I was more comfortable with that.
"Or daddy." He winked at me causing me to chuckled lowly before smiling at him.
"I'll keep that in mind."
That was our routine he would come in tell me what he wanted to do and we do it, and at the end he tell me he see me tomorrow. One night, alfie came back he asked me a peculiar question.
"How do a smart girl like yourself end up here..." alfie asked as he rubs my feet and vise versa, this is one of those times alfie stay a extra longer to talk with me. I wasn't hesitant to tell alfie anything anymore now that he consider me his friend.
"My half-brother owned a debt to arthur shelby, he couldn't pay it so he drove his car into the canal." I said flat, I barely knew him and when my father introduced us he didn't want anything to do with me unless he needed money.
"Did they find the body?" I nodded.
"Yeah, my dad called me to identify if it was him and it was..."
"Must have been hard for your family." I shrugged, my dad was the only one broken up by his son's death well everybody else knew he was manipulative thief.
"I can't found sympathy for the bastard who put me in a 2,400 dollar debt." I threw a quick smile to alfie before going blank, I could be finishing school getting a real career and making something of myself but I'm here getting fucked for money.
"2,400 isn't that much." Alfie mused looking off to the side, I looked back back at him with a look.
"maybe not you, Mr. Camden Gangster," I smirked making him laugh, "...but to us common folks it's a lot of fucking money." I could feel his hand wrapped around my ankle dragging me slightly from my spot, I looked at to see me giving me those "fuck me" eyes.
I moved from my spot and sat on his lap with both legs on either side so im straddling him, alfie lay his hands on my side looking at me.
"what if I pay your debt?" He mutters, I smiled down at him shaking my head.
"you dont have toโ€“" He cut me off as his hand slide to my ass pinching it making me glare softly at him.
"why not, huh? I have the money if you worried about paying me backโ€“" I kissed his lips stopping him from talking I didn't want to talk about it anymore the thought of leaving here felt like a pipe dream, my hand brushed against his cock feeling how hard felt beneath his trouser.
"looks like someone ready for round 4. " I giggled, my lips kissed down his neck before leaving love bites. Alfrie held my wrists with both hands making me grin at him.
"stop trying to distract me, luv." I sighed as he gave me a look.
"tommy told me the same thing a couple months ago, but he changed his mind saying my pussy was too good to let go." I furrowed my brows back then I thought it was vigor what he said, but now I'm kinda flattered.
"I can't argue with that but do you think I go back on my word like shelby?" He asked a bit offended.
"Can you blame me? I got dragged into something that had nothing to do with me." I rubbed my forehead with back of my hand.
"And now if I leave I won't have no place to go my father won't allow me back if he founds out what I been doing for the past year and half. I can't go back to school. I cant get a job. I'm stuck here debt or not." I closed my eyes to stop the tears from forming, I spent most of my days waiting for the day my debt would be clear. Now, I dread for that day to come knowing I have no home and no money to fed myself knowing I would come back crawling begging to be let back in.
"All I know is this life now, why not just accept it." I shrugged looking back at him I couldn't help but admire his tatted chest and move my fingers across his chest.
"Now, can we go back to what he were doing and forget you say me at my lowest." I joked trying to bring up the mood again, i didn't want ruin a nice mood.
Alfie gave me a small smirk nodding before pulling bsck for a kiss, he flipped me on my back now hovering over me.
"Alfie. Your knee.' I said worried.
"Don't worry it doesn't hurt much right now. Now turn on your side." He motion his head as I turned on my side facing the mirror in front of me, I heard shuffling with his pants. I laid my head on my arm waiting for him, I felt him placing kisses up and down my neck and shoulder before his hand came around and started rubbing my clit.
"aw, alfie." I moaned putting my leg bending my leg up giving him more access, alfie's cock played in my folds making me wet teasing me ever so slightly. He held my breast as he thrust into me causing me to moan out his name again, his other hand hook under my leg spreading me wider. My finger rubbed my clit as pleasure shoot through my body, alfie beard tickled my neck as he left wet kisses and bites marks.
He groaned feeling me clench around him, he pulled my hair to turned my hair before his tongue explore my mouth. The sweet tightness of pleasure building up in my stomach bust, my body vibrated against alfie as he continued to fuck me from behind soon coming inside me with a huff before kissing my shoulder.
That was week ago. I haven't seen or heard from him since, I didn't take it personally I kinda hoped he leave. I couldn't start falling for this man...alfie had responsibilities to his gang and to people who counted on him, we wouldn't work out he comes here to blow off steam from the underworld and to have me in his life 27/4 would just cause both of us to be unhappy.
I turned my head yawning opening my eyes, I see aflie sitting on the end if my bed with his cost and hat still on.
"Hey, you. What time is it?" I stretched out my legs and back before settling back in bed.
"10:30." He asked watching me, I frowned sitting up.
"Fuckin hell." I whispered to myself before looking back at him.
"Did you just get here?" He shook his head no.
"Got here at 9 to found you sleep."
"An hour and a half, alfie. Why didn't wake me up. " I groaned making him chuckled.
"You look pretty when your sleeping." I gave him a look.
"You were watching me sleep." He shrugged as if it wasn't a big deal.
"You my dear friend are a proper weirdo." I said moving over to him and kiss him on the cheek.
"Can you use a type writer?" He asked, I stopped midway putting my cover over my shoulder before nodding.
"Uhhh, yeah." A bit thrown off by the question, he nodded.
"Can you cook?"
"Yes."
"Can you do laundry?"
"Yes?"
" can you drive?"
"Yeah."
"Can you clean?"
"What is this? I feel like I'm being interview to be your wife." I giggled, I could see a slight blush come across his face.
"You didnt answer the question."
"Yes, alfie. I can clean. What is this about?" I asked smiling confused.
"I have a proposition for you." He said matter of factly with both hands on his cane.
"...okay." I said curious.
"You work for me as my secretary/assistant, and come stay with until you can get enough money to find a new place." He said, i looked at him with unbelievable expression.
"I cant just leave I still have to payโ€“"
"Already paid in full." He stood up, I stared into his eyes trying to figure why he doing this for me.
"No time to think. Just yes or no." I looked around my room before looking back at him.
"Yes."
The drive to alfie's home was not long as I looked outside at the buildings and the people walk to or from home, we finally pulled up to his home getting out.
Alfie pulled out his keys as I looked around to see some people out and about, I see a old couple giving me a look making me hold up my hand with a small smile.
"Oh, shit. I forgot to warn I haveโ€“" before alfie could finished his sentence a bark came from down the hall and a big dog rushed towards us.
I yelped as the heavy dog's paws pushed me into the door as it stand on its two feet sniffling me.
"Oi, Cyril. Get." Alfie tried to wave the dog away as he got down and started nudging my leg with his nose.
"Oh, what a cute baby." I smiled rubbing his head and snatching behind his ear, the dog, cyril, tail wagged as I scratched his stomach.
"You like dogs?" Alfie asked.
"Like? I love dogs. Oh, I can tell me and him are gonna be good friends." I smiled as the dog started to lick my face, I got up looking around the house before looking back at alfie to see him staring at me.
"Let me show you around." I nodded as he took me around the living room and the kitchen, we soon went up the stairs where he showed me the bathroom and my room. He pointed down the hall at his door.
"That's my room. If you need anything and i mean anything my door is always open." He said with a hint of a deviant glint in his eyes, I leaned closer to him smiling at him feeling his hand go to my hip.
"I'll keep that in mind." He smirked as I leaned in giving a heated kiss.
"I know it's your first night here, but why don't we get you settle in my bed for tonight." He asked huskily.
"I'm already liking it here." I grabbed his hand pulling him towards his room, he used one hand to unbutton his shirt before kicking the door close behind us.
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Why do you leave me with watercolor eyes?
Young love don't always last forever
Wild horses can't keep us together
So what if you taste just like heaven
That don't make it right
When your marriage with Tommy Shelby begins to fall apart no matter how much you try to keep it together, it continues to fall. So John steps in to provide you comfort when you need it the most the he can not help but fall in love with your beauty and your kindness. He couldnโ€™t understand how his brother could let such a wonderful woman slip from his grasp. but his brother refuses to let you go. No matter of how unhappy you are.
โ€œYou marry a Shelby you fucking stay married! Till death do we fucking partโ€ tommy yelled slamming his fist on the table not caring for you tears. He was still fucking Lizzy Stark but he wanted you to continue being the good little wife you were. Staying at home leaving his dinner on the table. But you didnโ€™t know how much longer you could cope. You just couldnโ€™t handle the heart break he was causing you.
โ€œFuck you tommy, fuck youโ€ you whispered your tears creating stains on you delicate cheeks. You longer to be held. Loved. But now you were forgotten about her barely even looked at you anymore. You no longer wanted to be his trophy wife. You wanted to be free from him. โ€œYeah alright, just fucking get back home Iโ€™m not having this conversation with you anymoreโ€ he gritted his teeth as he watched you leave his office snivelling.
John watched as you left Tommys office the sadness in your eyes the way your voice broke as he asked you if you were ok. He had always loved you since you were both kids but his brother had gotten to you first and it pained him more than everything to see how much you were๏ฟผ losing of yourself wile you with Tommy.
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Be my baby
Tommy Shelby x female!reader
Summary: Tomas finally finds him self his number one. ( Also there is no grace or Charlie in this fic because I hate that woman :)
Warnings: Smut, age gap (reader is 18) swearing, smoking,drinking,
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The night we met I knew I needed you so
And if I had the chance I'd never let you go
So won't you say you love me
I'll make you so proud of me
We'll make 'em turn their heads every place we go
the light was dim as Y/n sat at her desk going over her papers at Shelby company limited. She was exhausted but she knew she had to have all these paper finished in time for tomorrow. She did not want to upset her boss. Well no one did he was the most dangerous man in Birmingham along with his older and younger brother. Y/n had not met Tommy Shelby yet and part of her was great full. She had heard many stories from her farther about how brutal he was. How many men he had killed. How many innocent lives he had taken, and the people he had hurt along the way.
Her farther hated the fact that she worked for the man. But he knew that they both needed the money, he was a normal factory worker and it didnโ€™t bring in very much money for the family. So young Y/n took it upon herself to get a job and help provide for her loved ones. At a young age her mother had died due to the Spanish influenza. Y/n was impacted greatly by her death. Wile her farther was away fighting she lived with her grandparents who had practically raised the young girl.
Y/n sighed as she rubbed her eyes trying to keep herself awake. She continued to type away on the old type writer that did not want to co-operate with her. She was beginning to become frustrated with it as she. Walked around the small desk to look at the back of the type writer to see if they was something wrong with it. As she lifted it up she was only to find that there was no inc inside the stupid thing. She let out an angry scoff. as she walked back around to the front of her desk as she began to rummage through her drawers.
She looked up from her desk when she heard a door close in front of her. Her eyes widened as she saw him. Tomas Shelby. They eyes met as her cheeks began to turn a bright pink because of the embarrassment. She swallowed thickly as she looked at him. She didn't know what to say, what could she say. Everyone else had gone home. She was just slow at her job so now she had to finish her work for him at eight o'clock at night.
"Sorry mr Shelby, I just have to finish of the papers you requested for tomorrow, but the type writer does not wish to co-operate with that."
She let out a shaking breath as she gripped her desk biting her lip. She wanted as he brought his cigarette to his lips with out saying one word to her. Y/n stood there awkwardly waiting for him to speak but instead her just stood there watching her making her weak under his strong gaze. His eyes were the most beautiful shade of blue she had ever seen. His face didn't carry any emotion making her worried for a moment.
"No need to be sorry, you can finish them tomorrow I don't need them until tomorrow, how about I take you home?"
His words caught her of guard she was not expecting his kindness not after what people had said about him. He was meant be be a monster dangerous and heartless. But this man was far from dangerous and heartless. Even if he did seem kind y/n knew it was not best to get into a car with a man she didn't really know. Birmingham was a dangerous place after all.
" I really shouldn't, Lizzy said they needed to be done by tomorrow morning once I get the type writer working I can walk. I don't want to be a burden mr Shelby"
The man only shook his head and looked up at her once more. Her heart was in her throat the way he looked at her was the way every woman wished to be looked at. It made her cheeks heat up and butterfly's to erupt in her stomach. She was not used to much male attention apart from the odd drunk when she was walking home at night.
"You are no burden, as I said I do not need the papers until tomorrow afternoon, now let me take you home miss"
"Y/n , Y/n L/n"
She grabbed her coat from her chair and her bag from on top of the desk as she followed tommy to his car outside the building. This was her first Time in a car she didn't have much money to have such luxurious like a car but she didn't mind she was just great full for the things she did have. Most people in Birmingham were struggling with money and was lucky to be in a working class environment not a lower class one.
As she sat down she could feel his eyes on her making her bow her head with a small smile on her face. She played with her hands as she waited for him to start the car she didn't want to embarrass herself in front of him. He was intimidating and she had to admit she was a bit intimidated by him his strong build and deep voice. The he stood as if he owned everything even her. She couldn't put it into word but it was like he was the king of the world. They just didn't know that yet.
"Oh I live just down the road take a left then the next right my house is at the end of that street, thank you again"
Y/n smiled as she made directions with her hands at the window in attempt to show tommy where she lived. He only nodded holding in a chuckle at her child like habits. He wanted as she sat comfortably back into the car as he drove through the dirty streets of small Heath with the most beautiful girl he had ever laid eyes on.
How he hadn't seen her before was so confusing to him. Unless she was knew but he hadn't been told of any new people. But nobody told him anything anymore because his brothers were just fucking useless. He rarely left his office anymore. He barely interacted with people like he used to. His only friend was whisky it helped clear his head it made him calm down.
The car came to a stop as y/n picked up her bag from the floor of the car. Opening up the car door and shutting with a light slam carefully not to wake up the street. She sent Tommy a smile as she put on he coat walking around the car to her front door. She turned around to the car and mouthed a soft 'thank you'.
Tommy watched as he entered her home. He had not felt this way since he was a boy. He was so enchanted by the young girl he himself did not believe it. He sighed softly as he fixed his hat onto his head before driving of into the distance. Y/n watched from her bedroom window with pink cheeks and a cheeky smile.
The next morning as Y/n walked into Shelby company. She made her way over to her desk, her eyes widened as she looked down at her desk. There it was a band new type writer sat at her desk. It wasn't like the last one it looked beautiful it must have been expensive by the branding on the back as she looked up she saw mr Shelby nod at her as he entered his office.
So won't you, please, be my, be my baby
Be my little baby, my one and only baby
Say you'll be my darlin', be my, be my baby
Be my baby now, my one and only baby
Wha oh oh oh๏ฟผ
As she stared out of the window she smiled lightly. Tommy had invited her to one of his many clubs, she had never been so exited. It did make her feel rather childish she knew that she did look quite silly for being so happy but the whole day she couldn't remove the Permanent grin on her face even wile she was working. Her head was stuck in the clouds just dreaming of how the night would go.
Even though she was exited she was rather nervous she didn't own many expensive clothes and y/n didn't want to look like a fool on their first date. After all the club was quite grand and elegant. Women wore beautiful dresses and expensive jewellery yet she had none of that. She had tried to find something to wear but so far she had nothing but right now all she cared about was him for the time being that was.
She had asked if she was aloud to leave work a tad bit early so she had time to get ready. Tommy had agreed not wanting her to walk home in the dark. He had been driving her home from work ever since the first day the two of them had laid eyes on each other. Y/n had to admit she was very flattened by his kindness, she was however nervous that her farther would find out about Tommys kindness and put it all to a stop and that was the last thing that the young girl wanted.
She grabbed her thing and left the building with one of the biggest smiled on her face. She bit her lip out of excitement as she walked down the street with a spring in her step. She hadn't really been on a proper date before of course she had a boyfriends in the past but as soon as y/n said that she wasn't really ready to go all the way none of them really stuck around making her feel like a fool most of the time. No amount of convincing from her farther made her feel better either. Stupid boys. But Tommy wasn't a silly old boy he was a nana true gentleman.
As she reached home she found that it was empty her farther was still at work her face scrunched up in confusion at the tow parcels on kitchen table it was a tow light pink box's one was significantly bigger than the other. As y/n placed her coat on the rack at their front door and placed her bag down on the chair she began to remove the ribbon on the bigger box she let out a gasp.
A band new pink dress was in front of her it was beautiful it was silk. Real silk, she was in such a state of shook it had a gorgeous silver belt around the middle of it. But there was more a fur shawl made out of real fur. She bit the inside of her cheek as she reached for the tag on the dress. ' the pretty dress for a pretty girl, TS' her cheeks became a deep red. No man had ever bought her something so Lovely, something so nice. It must have cost a lot and yet there was still one more box to open. She felt like a small child on Christmas morning.
As she opened the small box there laid a small white pair of kitten heels. She didn't own any heels they were hard to find in Birmingham and far to much for her but. She really was going to look beautiful tonight and she couldn't wait there were very few times when she felt truly beautiful and she just couldn't wait to have that very feeling of confidence and happiness. She was beyond grateful for what tommy had done for her. First the type writer then the dress the shawl and heel. She felt her heart practically exploded.
As y/n stood in front of the mirror in her bedroom she smiled like a mad man. The dress fit her like a dream the shawl made her look like the woman from most of a magazines she read. The heels made her slightly taller. But it didn't really make that much of a difference but they were lovely. She looked lovely. Her attention soon left the mirror as she saw Tommys car pull up outside of her house. She looked at her self once more before grabbing her purse making her way downstairs passed her sleeping farther.
She grabbed her key from the table before leaving the house and locking the door behind her. She turned to the car with a smile as Tommy just stared at her in awe. He knew that she would look beautiful in the dress he had asked Ada to buy. But my gosh he did no expect this she looked like a bloody film star. He watched as she made her way into the car she was just so mesmerising. He didn't want to look away from her frame.
As she opened the door of the car Tommy offered his hand to help he clim into the car. She smiled as she took it Tommy felt a small smile make its way to his lips. Y/n's smile was truly infectious, and he found himself often staring at her from afar the way she laughed. The way she would walk. He just couldn't take his eyes off her and even when he was trying to focus on business his mind often drifted off to thoughts of her. How he made her giggle as he drove her home.
As the two of them pulled up at the club y/n smiled as Tommy opened the door for her making her blush as she took his hand as he helped her get out of the car. As the two of them entered the club, the people began to whisper among themselves about tommy and her but she could not care less all that mattered in that moment was them together. As the two of them took a seat at the bar. Y/n saw the bartender swallow thickly as the two of them sat down.
"What can I get you tonight, mr Shelby."
Tommy looked over to Y/n for an answer but she didn't really know what to say she wasn't aloud alcohol her farther hated the idea of his little girl drinking.
"Oh I'll just have a water thank you"
She smiled sweetly at the man as Tommy ordered a whisky for himself taking a cigarette out of his cigarette along with a box of matches she couldn't help but each as he did. She didn't want to seem weird by staring at him but he was a very attractive man. And he knew that and his confidence was what had intrigued her the most about him.
"You don't drink?
He asked with his eyebrow raised bringing his cigarette to his lips watching as she brought the drink up to her lips taking a small sip of the refreshing drink. Y/n placed down her drink as she looked at him.
" well I'd love to try but it's my farther, he doesn't think it's very lady like if me to drink so I don't I've tried some but I can not say I'm to impressed"
Y/n giggled as she explained her reasoning to him. He only nodded taking a swig of his whisky with out pulling a face at the strong drink which came as a surprise to the young drink. He farther only ever frank whiskey on rare occasions and he usually couldn't handle the burn it came with.
"Oh! And thank you for the dress and everything else I don't know how to possibly repay you it's all Beautiful really, I didn't know you had an eye for clothes, mr Shelby"
"Tommy"He corrected her with a small smile tugging at her lips. She pulled a face of confusion at his words.
"What?" She asked.
"Call me tommy"
Y/n smiled brightly at his words she looked down at the table as she straitened up her dress. He new that he was the reason he was nervous but it was not the same reason as everyone else she enjoyed his company the compliments he gave her. He didn't want to make her nervous he wanted to make her happy.
"I didn't choose the dress I sent my sister out to find the prettiest dress she could find. And I must say she did a good job. You look gorgeous"
Her smile only seemed to grow as the words fell from his lips. She wanted to stay on this date forever.
I'll make you happy, baby, just wait and see
For every kiss you give me I'll give you three
Oh, since the day I saw you
I have been waiting for you
You know I will adore you 'til eternity
So won't you, please, be my, be my baby
Be my little baby, my one and only baby
Say you'll be my darlin', be my, be my baby
Be my baby now, my one and only baby
Wha oh oh oh oh
As the two of them made their way to the car tommy held his hand on the small of her back suddenly tommy came to a hold making y/n confused as she looked up at him. He held her against him as she looked into his eyes. They were filled with passion. She had never seen him this way before. His grip tightened around her as her breath hitched. She looked up to see the smile on his face. It was rare to see the man smile and she had made him smile. She had made tommy Shelby happy.
His hand lifted up to here chin bringing it up to his face as he connected their lips together with a loving smile she slowly melted into his touch with his hands in her hair. His lips were soft, she let out a soft sigh as their lips parted. She did not want to stop not with Tommy. With him things were different. He was different, he treated her like a princess something she had never experienced before. He was kind to her.
Y/n couldn't wait any longer so without a second thought she pressed her lips against his once again he seemed taken back by her boldness but he soon wrapped his arms around her waist. She tangled her arms around his neck as she let her fingers dance through her hair. She had kissed boys before but nothing compared to tommy his kisses were passionate and filled with nothing but admiration and y/n just couldn't get enough.
As she pulled away she could feel his breath on her face she didn't know what to say , but she knew that Thomas carried the same feelings she did. She smiled as she brushed her hand across his cheek lovingly. She moved his hair behind his ear. As she pressed a kiss against his cheek. Tommy closed his eyes when he felt her soft lips against his rough cheek. Y/n made him forget everything. The war, the peaky blinders. Everything he was falling in love with her and he couldn't stop himself.
He didn't want to let go of her. He wished that he could keep her in his arms forever and never let her go. Y/n felt um the same she never wished to leave the soft comfort he gave her. The feeling that erupted in her stomach whenever she laid eyes on him. She loved that feeling she was being to fall for him to. And she couldn't imagine if they never had met that night at Shelby company limited. They had only know each other for a month but it felt like she had known him her whole life.
"I wish I could stay with you forever"
Y/n whispered in his arms with her face against his chest. She looked up at him as he watched her features turned into a frown as she looked over to the car in front of the two of them. The same car that had practically brought them together. His hand left her waist. As he took her face in his hands.
"Then do just for tonight"
He said as he watched her smile as she kissed him softly he smiled and led her to the car opening up the car door for her. She smiled and climbed into the seer of his car and watched as Tommy he walked around to the other side of the car. He fixed his cap on his head and grabbed his leather gloves from his pocket.
Y/n had to admit she was nervous, she didn't know exactly what would happen but she wanted to be with him more than everything she had never felt this way before. And Tommy was the only man who made her loved. Made her feel thing she didn't know that were possible. The way his smile sent shivers down her spine. How his laughter brought goosebumps to her skin. She wouldn't trade it for the world. But the question was did he feel the same way or was she just an accessory for him.
She stepped out of the car slowly adjusting her dress and her hair. His home was beautiful well it wasn't a home it was more of a mansion she couldn't imagine living there all alone. He must have felt incredibly lonely. From the outside it looked rather like it was built for a king. As she linked her arm with Tommy's the two of them made the way inside Arrow house. She noticed two peaky boys outside the home and two around the other side.
As the two walked in to the home they were greeted by a house maid who took Tommys coat and away Y/n's shawl. As she looked around the home it was even better than the outside. Many paintings hung on the walls giving it a modern flash of colour. The furniture look lavish, leather seats, expensive rugs this way any man's dream home. Masculine decor covered the home making it easy to tell that this was tommy Shelby's home.
"You're home, it's beautiful truly"
She smiled lovingly as she stared around the home in awe. Tommy simply just sat down in one of the chairs and began to pour him self a glass of whisky. He grabbed another glass and began to pour only a small amount of that into the glass. He pushed the glass over to y/n with a smirk. "You said you wanted to try"Y/n returned the smile as she picked up the glass bringing it up to her lips taking a small sip of the liquid. Her face turned sour as she swallowed it. Tommy let out a short chuckle at her reaction to the drink.
โ€œAs I said before I don't think I'm missing out on very much" y/n laughed as she placed her drink back down on the small table in front of them. She watched as Tommy drowned the rest of his drink without pulling a face like she did. Her face suddenly turned red from the embarrassment.
"Yes,but I am missing out" y/n pulled a face of confusion at Tommys words as he put down his drink and looked over at her. She took in a deep breath as he stood up and sat next to her brushing her hair behind her ear. His hot breath making goosebumps for on her delicate skin. She looked up at him as he cradled her face inside of his palm. She felt safe with him. Something she never thought would happen a man who was named the most heartless man in Birmingham was holding her making her feel like the luckiest woman in all of Birmingham.
He connected his lips with hers the kiss was passionate. Gently she craved for his touch for his affection like nothing before. His hands felt like wonders on her body. She loved it, how his large hands made her feel so secure. His hands fit perfectly on her hips like they were made for her. To hold her to take care of her, to love her how she deserves. Like the only woman in the world and to him she was.
The kiss became rough as Tommy held the back of her neck and y/n hands massaged his hair softly. Tommy stood up taking y/n with him as he led her up the stairs of arrow house. As the two of them reached Tommy's bedroom. Tommy instantly recommend his lips with hers his hands moving up and his hands soon made their way to her breasts. She let out a soft gasp as Tommy kneaded the flesh with his hands. As she gasp tommy found the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue into her mouth.
Y/n began to work on his waist coat carful undoing the buttons before pulling it off his shoulders and on to the floor. She let out a moan into his mouth as Tommy began to pinch her soft nipples the stimulation went straight to her clit. As Tommys hands went to the back of her dress he began to undo the buttons at the back softly tearing it away from her body. There she stood only with a bar her panties and her garter belt with her stockings. Tommy moved down to kiss he neck as his hand moved down to her clit.
Her began to rub her through the soft fabric of her underwear. Y/n let out as breath as Tommy did so. He moved them towards the bed. He laid her down, her soft skin against the silky sheets tommy climbed on top of her as she reached and stroked her hand over his face. Tommy moved away from her lips and began to leave a trail of kisses down her body. Y/n let out a shocked moan as he began sucking on her breast his other hand playing with her other nipple. Her hand reached down to grip his hair. he soon moved from her beasts and began to kiss down her stomach until her reached her clit.
He slowly began to take of he stockings kissing down her leg as he did. y/n didn't know what to say she just stared down at him she was so mesmerised by him. He did the same to her other leg. He took away her panties leaving them on the floor with the other pile of clothes. He planted a kiss on you clit y/n let out a moan as she gripped onto the sheets underneath her. As Tommy began to suck harshly on her clit she couldn't contain her self her moans grew louder. She let out a winter as his finger slid inside her her hands left the sheets and soon moved to his hair. Tommy added another finger almost throwing y/n over the edge. Her whimpers and moans grew faster as her legs shook.
Y/n was overwhelmed with pleasure,ย  tommy helped her ride out her high as he removed his fingers sucking her juices from them as she watched him. He kissed her lips softly as y/n helped unbutton his shirt throwing it on to the floor and pulling his under shirt over his head growing it on the floor with him his shirt. Y/n's lips danced softly across his jaw and down his neck. He began unbuttoning his pants letting y/n help as he removed them. "Are you sure you want this" Tommy asked worriedly he didn't want to pressure her into anything she didn't want to do.
"More than anything in my life" she replied as she kissed his lips one more time as her pulled away his underwear revealing his cock. Y/n gulped slightly as she nodded, Tommy placed himself between her legs rising the up to her chest as she began to slide into her. Y/n let out a whimper making tommy go slower as she closed her eyes. "No. look at me" y/n opens her eyes to see him he sat his forehead on to hers as they stared into each other's eyes. As Tommy slid in further y/n held tighter on his shoulders. As Tommy was now all the way inside her he stayed still for a moment to let her adjust to his size. When y/n gave him a small nod he began to move slowly in side her.
Y/n nails scratched down his back as he pleasured her like never before. She held onto him as if he would disappear and he did the same to her as he groaned into her neck. The sound of moan, groans and skin slapping together filled Tommys bedroom. He grabbed her hips as he flipped them over so the y/n was on top of him. He moved her hips to grind her hips against his gently as y/n snuggled her head into his neck her arms around his shoulders as she began to bounce on his cock. She kissed his jaw and sucked on his neck leaving small love bite he did the exact same to her.
โ€œTommyโ€ she moaned as Tommy began to thrust his hips to meet hers. The coil in her stomach was threatening to burst and she didnโ€™t know how much longer she would last. And as Tommyโ€™s thrusts sped up she knew that he was also close from his fast thrust from the way he had his head thrown back because of the pleasure he was receiving. โ€œLet goโ€ Tommy said simply he could feel her clenching around him. How her whimpers we getting louder. Her legs shook around him. Her release was enough trigger his he let out a loud groan as he emptied his seed inside her.
He pulled out slowly kissing to make the slight sting feel better her. He laid by her side tucking his arm around her as he reached for his cigarette. Y/n laid her head on his chest โ€œthank you Tommy, for everythingโ€ she whispered in to his chest stroking his sling tracing her fingers over the tattoo on his chest.
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AHHHHHHHH ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ Iโ€™m in awe right now
Party for Three (One Shot)
Pairing: Tommy Shelby x Blonde Woman x Reader
Warning: Smut, Anal, No Plot
Words: 1,443
Notes: I decided to not refer to any other characters of the show. You may put two and two together or think of someone else entirely!
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It was a Thursday evening and you were escorted to a womanโ€™s house whoโ€™s name you were not told. ย 
According to your mistress, her husband had been a regular customer of the brothel you worked in but, tonight, you were going to service her and her acquaintance after she approved of you.
โ€œPlease stand up and let me have a look at you" the blonde woman said after you walked inside her mansion and you immediately complied with her request.
You blushed as you stood up and slowly turned around in front of her. When you stopped she came over for a closer inspection and you stood still as she ran her fingers through your hair and cupped your breasts. She squeezed your ass then slid her hand down the front of your skirt.
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This is so beautiful yet so sad ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ
The Reckoning | Tommy Shelby x Ghost!Reader
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Request: no - part of @retromafia โ€˜s Supernatural Celebration
Pairing: Tommy Shelby x ghost!reader
Summary: Tommy gets visited by the love of his life on multiple occasions. Each visit helps him to cope, but the last saves his life. With it, he's finally able to come to the reckoning that she's gone.
Warnings: drinking, drug use, death, suicidal ideations, angst
Word Count: 2989
A/N: this is my first attempt at a supernatural-themed fic, so I hope itโ€™s not cringey and makes sense. Inspiration hit me while I was listening to the song titled โ€˜Reckoningโ€™ by Whiskey Myers - itโ€™s a pretty haunting song, but if you listen to it, youโ€™ll find that I went a sort of different direction with the fic. I also used the words from a poem titled โ€˜Ode to the West Windโ€™ by Peggy Shelley. I trust that youโ€™ll know it from somewhere else too - it seems that Tommy was into poetry long before he claimed he was haha. Anyways, Iโ€™m sorry for babbling. A BIG congrats to @retromafia for hitting this amazing milestone - Iโ€™m so honored to be able to participate in your celebration! I hope you enjoy! :)
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Tommy didn't know what to do anymore. He was lost. A shell of himself. He still couldn't wrap his brain around how suddenly everything changed. One day, his wife was smiling by his side, and the next she was...gone.
She was supposed to go see her parents. They lived back in Small Heath and she liked to travel back to be in their company often. Tommy chose not to accompany her this time. He had work he had to get done; deadlines he had to meet. If only he knew at the time that that'd be the last time that she would try to coax him out of his office.
It was raining that afternoon. Tommy had gotten a driver to take (Y/N) to her parents because he didn't want her to go alone. He thought sending her with someone would be safer. But nobody could have been prepared for what happened on her way there. Visibility was limited but the driver still continued on. Due to the fog and the rain, he had little time to react to the animal that was standing in the middle of the road. In fact, the driver couldn't even identify what type of animal it was. His reaction to the roadblock was to swerve. It wasn't known at the time that they were driving close to a steep embankment. So when the driver swerved, the car rolled over the side. He managed to pull himself out of the wreckage and go off to find someone who could get help to the scene. But when he returned to the crash, he found that (Y/N) didn't make it. She was gone...just like that.
The months after her death passed by slowly for Tommy. His family tried to get him out of the house many times, but he'd turned into a recluse. When he tried to get things done, he'd just stare at the papers. It was like nothing mattered anymore. He stayed inside the confines of his home. The place, which once held so much love and life inside of it, now felt like a tomb. It served as a cruel reminder to what happened, but it was all that was left of the two of them.
Sleeping was also hard for him. He'd taken for granted the many nights where she would try to get him to come to bed with her. Of course, he wouldn't listen, and she'd go to bed upset. But that still didn't stop her from snuggling into his embrace whenever he did retire for the night. He used to love that feeling; that feeling that he'd never be able to get to experience again. No matter how hard he tried, or how tired he was, he wasn't able to get to sleep. He couldn't lay in their bed. It wasn't the same without her by his side. He wasn't able to sleep alone.
So he took to staying up all night. Him sitting in a drink and opiate induced haze was the closest thing he got to sleeping. It helped to clear his head of his misery for a moment in time; helped him to forget the fact that his wife was gone, and that she was never coming back.
It was in those early hours of the morning, sitting in a haze, that he started to notice things. Things that weren't quite natural, or explainable. At first, he thought it was from the vices he'd been using to help him cope; thought that they were making him hallucinate, but it still continued on the (few) nights he was sober.
It started with him seeing something out of the corner of his eye. Like someone was standing just out of his line of sight. Each time he tried to look and see who it might be, to see if someone was actually there, the figure would disappear. He also thought at times that he could see someone moving, but the second he'd go to focus on it, it would be gone. He tried to connect it to something rational, but could find no explanation for it.
Then smells started appearing out of nowhere. He'd be sitting at his desk in his office, trying desperately to get work done, and the scent of (Y/N)'s perfume would waft through the air. It always seemed to come at a certain time on the nights when it happened: the time of night that she used to come in and attempt to get him to come to sleep with her. The smell made him stop. It made him glance up in hopes that he'd been stuck in a dream for the last eight months and that she was coming into his office to see him, like it was any other normal night. But she wasn't there. And much like the figures he saw out of the corner of his eye, the smell would disappear as quickly as it came on.
After that came noises. The sound of footsteps echoing down the hall, the hushed whisper of what he swore was her voice. It never had any vocal tone to it, and he could never understand what she was saying, but he swore that it was her. It had to be.
One night in particular it happened to be raining really hard. Tommy was, once again, sitting in the chair behind his desk, trying to get some work done. Trying was a bit of an exaggeration. He had just been staring at a blank piece of paper for the last forty minutes. He'd glanced up at the doorway several times, each time thinking that he saw someone there, but he'd look up to see no one.
Then he heard someone walking around downstairs. He knew it to be coming from the main entry room because footsteps on the tile always echoed up the grand staircase and down the hall his office was off of. He listened to them as they continued for an unknown amount of minutes. Whoever was making them sounded like they were walking in circles.
This is where Tommy became confused. He knew for a fact that none of his staff were downstairs. He only kept a small number of workers now, and they'd gone to bed for the night...he was sure of that. So he decided to stand from his chair, downing the rest of the whisky sitting in his glass before he exited his office.
"I came back, Tommy," he heard the sweetest voice say the second he stepped into the section of the hall that overlooked the entry below. Like before, he saw something, or someone, standing below him out of the corner of his eye. But this time, when he turned to face it straight on, the person stayed. And that person was (Y/N).
Tommy's eyes widened as he realized that his wife was standing below him. "(Y/N)..." he breathed out in confusion, blinking several times after he spoke. She was still there when he stopped.
"I came all the way back here to see you, Tommy," she told him, standing as still as ever as he slowly descended the steps.
"You...you did," he stammered out. His mind was running at a million miles a minute as he tried to make sense of what was going on in front of him. Was his wife really standing in front of him?
"You never come to see me, Tommy," was the next thing that she said. She was still standing in the same spot, the only movement she was making was her whole body turning to face him as he came down the segmented staircase.
Tommy felt a pang of guilt in his heart when he heard that. He hadn't been to her grave since the funeral. He couldn't bring himself to do it. The emotions were still too raw, and he didn't want to feel them. He, instead, stayed locked up in his home, hiding from the fact that she was gone. Hiding from the truth. "I know, love. I'm so sorry," he apologized to her as he stopped on the landing of the last set of steps. He could see her more clearly now. "You...you're hurt, (Y/N)," he breathed, now noticing the scratches and bruises that adorned her face and exposed arms.
"This is what happened to me, Tommy," she told him. "It happened so fast. It was sudden. I didn't even know..."
Tears were now welling up in his eyes as he heard what she said. He wondered why she trailed off; wondered what else she was going to tell him. His mind was too jumbled at the moment to even think of what to say next. "I miss you," was all he was able to get out.
"I know," she nodded her head ever so gently.
"But you came back. You're here now," he breathed, finally taking more steps to get closer to her. He needed to feel her in his arms again. To feel the warmth she radiated.
"I have to go, Tommy," she told him just as he stepped off the final step. He was only a few feet away from her now. He could see the peaceful expression she wore. Seeing it brought him a feeling of peace like he hadn't experienced in so long.
"No...stay," he begged her, stepping closer. Just before he could stop in front of her, she dissipated into the air. He was met with nothingness before what felt like a cold wind rushed both through and around him. It encompassed him for a moment and made him fill with a sudden feeling of sadness. He couldn't hold back the tears anymore, and he dropped down to his knees as they started to fall down his cheeks. "(Y/N)..." he breathed through his sobs. She was just here a moment ago. Standing right in front of him. Seeing her made him feel peace. Now she was gone again. He was alone once more. As the feeling of cold dissipated much like the presence of her did, Tommy pulled himself back up off the ground. He then moved to the front room and got himself a drink before sitting on the couch. He fell deeper into his nightly haze and hoped that she'd visit him again...but she didn't.
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It was hard to believe that an entire year had passed. That he'd lived an entire year without her. He'd seen (Y/N) several more times after that night. Each was much like the first. He'd approach her only to have her disappear the second he was in front of her. But it helped him to cope with his feelings. It helped him to hide from the fact that she was gone. Seeing her made him feel normal again; made him feel at peace. Now, he wanted to feel at peace for good.
He finally traveled to the place where her body had been laid to rest. It was a foggy day, and it couldn't have been more fitting. He was struck with sadness when he first approached her grave. This was the exact reason why he chose not to come here. It made it all too real for him. But then he remembered what he would do; that soon he would be with her. That gave him the ability to carry on. He came to a stop in front of her headstone, squinting slightly to read the inscription that was etched into the stone: (Y/N) Shelby, 1894-1924. "If winter comes, can spring be far behind?" The quote was from one of her favorite poems: 'Ode to the West Wind' by Percy Shelley. It was a rather bleak one, but she chose to focus on its last stanza, which is where this line comes from. He remembered when she first told him about it. She said that that line shows that even in the middle of the darkness of winter, you can hold onto the hope that spring would come soon. That even in the darkness that is death, you can also celebrate life.
Tommy stared at the stone for a few more minutes before he fell down beside it. On either side of his legs, he set down the two things he'd been holding. On his left sat a half-finished bottle of whisky, one of the things that helped him muster up the ability to visit her grave. On his right, a revolver. The very thing that would allow him to see her again...for good. He brought the bottle to his lips and took a drink, trying to wash away the tears with the amber liquid. It was no use. They still rolled down his cheeks when he sat the bottle back on the ground.
"I'll be with you soon, my love," he said then, speaking to the empty air around him in hopes that she was listening. He rested back against her headstone and looked up at the cloudy sky. He hated that this was the closest he was able to get to her.
He then smelt her perfume on the wind as it blew by him and it made him wonder if he was just hallucinating. If it was his mind making him think that she was there. But then he heard her voice: "you came, Tommy."
He looked straight ahead of him again, seeing a figure out of the corner of his eye. Slowly, he turned his head in hopes that it wouldn't disappear. She didn't. Several feet away to the left of him, (Y/N) was sitting on the stone bench. She was covered in the same cuts and bruises that he saw the first time she'd come to him, but she also had a peaceful expression on her face. "I came," he breathed, feeling at peace as he saw her again. The tears stopped falling as he stared at her, unable to look away, as if he was in some type of trance.
"Don't be scared," she told him then. Her sweet voice was like music to his ears. It further spurred him down the path of doing what he ultimately came here to do.
"I'm not," he shook his head, "I'm not scared. I'm just all alone," he told her, his voice shaky.
"You're not alone, Tommy. I am with you."
Hearing her say this made his heart drop. Because it wasn't true. She wasn't with him. Sure, he could feel her at times, but those moments weren't enough. He needed to be with her for good. For eternity. "I will be lying next to you soon," he told her, his right hand going to grip the handle of the revolver laying at his side.
Then he watched the look of peace leave her face. It took his feeling along with it and replaced it with sadness and a bit of fear. "You won't be. Not like that. You'll be stuck. They won't let you pass," she warned him, as if she knew what he was contemplating. "Go on, Tommy. You're not done yet. My work was finished, but you have much more to do. I'll be waiting for you when it's time but now you have to go on without me."
"What if I don't want to?" he dared to ask, his stubbornness shining through, "I can't go on without you. I can't come to terms with the truth."
"I will be with you, Tommy. I am with you. Always." The feeling of peace returned with her words. "I love you." With that, her figure disappeared, leaving Tommy alone again.
"No..." he breathed out, blinking a few times in hopes that she'd reappear. But she didn't. She was gone. "No, my love, no," he stammered out, his head dropping down. His eyes fell onto the revolver. He knew what he had to do. But he couldn't bring his hand to raise it any higher. Like it was too heavy to hold. "Please," he begged, several sobs falling from his lips then. "Please, let me."
All of a sudden, he left like was being embraced. Like two warm arms had wrapped around his body and brought him into shelter from the storm. And the feeling of peace returned. The words (Y/N) had just said echoed through his mind: "I will be with you...I am with you...always." The phrases kept repeating through his head, becoming a sort of a mantra to him. His grip on the revolver eased up. He let it fall from his hand so that he could bring both of them up to cover his face. To cover his sobs. "I will be with you...I am with you...always. Go on without me."
He came to a reckoning at that moment. The truth that he'd spent an entire year pushing away and trying to hide from was now evident. (Y/N) was gone. She wasn't coming back. But her spirit would still be with him, and he could still talk to her when he needed her comfort. He couldn't give up. Giving up would let her memory disappear, and that was the last thing he wanted. He would be her spring; would spend the rest of his life celebrating and honoring hers. So he had to continue. He had to continue for her. Until he could finally be put to rest and be beside her once more, he would go on as her memory's vessel. All of the work he would carry out would be for her. Because, in that embrace heโ€™d just felt, she had given him the will to live.
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This is soo adorable ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ
delusions โ€” alfie solomons x reader
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warnings: blood, beating, reader gets hurt/beat, pretty much canon level violence, slight angst, mostly fluff ! alfie is just a big softie for reader
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If your lookin got Tom Hardy request, would you maybe write an Alfie x reader where she gets hurt some how (maybe itโ€™s gangster related maybe now) but after itโ€™s Alfie whoโ€™s trying to take care of her while sheโ€™s like drunk in pain meds and all she wants to do is play with his beard and pet the dog๐Ÿ˜‚ and maybe she is so out of if she things led Goliath and relevant quityly the she loves Alfie and heโ€™s to himself just like ohโ€ฆ. Well thatโ€™s good. And maybe their like not in Camden town their like stuck wit the Shelbyโ€™s for a bit so while this is happen itโ€™s just like Polly and Esme and the women in the back trying to drag him away so they can help her and also fawning over how cute if us that Alfieโ€™s being so soft with her.
hope u like it anon!! :D i really liked writing this and may write a part two if you're interested?? (this is unedited so i apologize for any mistakes/grammar errors !)
Being a secretary for a gangster meant that the option to meet new people didnโ€™t come about often. Of course, youโ€™d meet new people every day, but most of them were not to be trusted. Even strangers that showed an interest may have an ulterior motive, so friends and relationships were infrequent in a profession like yours. You knew the danger that came with your closeness to the King of Camden Town, but you accepted it; is there anything anyone would not accept for love? You were only an employee to Alfie, but he soon became the light of your life. It may seem silly to others, given his reputation and his loud and rough exterior. Alfie Solomons only showed you kindness and softness, for what you did not know was that he loved you just as much as you loved him, probably more. You felt the safest in Alfieโ€™s presence, knowing that no harm would come to you if he was around. You attributed his protectiveness over you to his need to keep up his reputation and not appear weak. After all, how would it look if one of Alfie Solomons employees was injured on his watch? This, of course was not the case. Alfie couldnโ€™t bare the thought of something happening to you; he wouldโ€™ve kept you away from everything dangerous and bad in the world if he could, but he couldnโ€™t. He could not be around to protect you every moment of every day, even if he would like to.
The Shelbyโ€™s were trusted partners of Alfieโ€™s, and they were around quite a lot. The few encounters youโ€™d had with the Shelby women during meetings soon blossomed into a friendship. The only time you ever spent away from Alfie and the bakery was often spent with the Shelby women. Lizzie, Ada, Polly, and Esme were your closest and only friends aside from Alfie and maybe Ollie. You were often invited to the Shelbyโ€™s parties, regardless of the occasion, whether the party be for business or pleasure. Alfie rarely attended these events, and tonight is no exception. Tonight, is only a weekend party hosted by the Shelbyโ€™s, not for business, legal or otherwise, so no unwanted guests are expected to show. Although Alfie is not there to protect you, as you are amongst friends, and you have no reason to need protection. Your guard is down, as it often is when you are in the presence of trusted friends, though the few drinks youโ€™ve had do not help with your lack of alertness. This is why when you leave the party for some fresh air, you go alone. You are looking at the sky outside of Tommy Shelbyโ€™s manor, the stars shining so brightly your heart swells and you only wish to share it with one man. Your thoughts of longing for Alfie are interrupted by the sound of footsteps behind you and you turn, expecting to see one of the women you have grown so close to. Instead, you are greeted by an unfamiliar man.
โ€œIโ€™ve seen you around before, youโ€™re a part of Solomons crew, ainโ€™t ya?โ€ He lights the cigarette between his lips and offers you one, but you ignore it.
โ€œIโ€™m Mr. Solomons secretary, y-yes.โ€ You internally curse yourself for stuttering, but you rub your arms in attempt to blame it on the cold.
โ€œIโ€™ve never met that Solomons man before.โ€ He shakes his head and takes another long drag, blowing the smoke to the side, not looking in your eyes. โ€œMy brother met him thoughโ€”worked with him, actually.โ€ He nodded and your chest grew tight. Something was wrong. โ€œYeah, he worked for him until Solomons beat the life out of him with that cane of his, rightโ€ฆyeah, he did. So thatโ€™s what Iโ€™m going to do to you, love.โ€ His words were so calm and nonchalant you almost thought you misheard him, but when you meet his eyes and heโ€™s looking right at you, you could see that you heard him very clearly.
โ€œW-What?โ€ You push the word out, you want to run but youโ€™re frozen, only able to look at him with wide eyes.
โ€œItโ€™s nothing personal, yeah? I donโ€™t want to kill a woman, but you are simply the loss that will hurt him the most. Iโ€™ve been watching you with himโ€”I see it in the way you are with him. No one else would hurt him the way losing you would, itโ€™s just business, see?โ€ He drops the cigarette and stomps it with his boot, so you take this as your chance to turn and run for the doors, but you arenโ€™t quick enough. He yanks a fistful of your hair, and you cry out in pain, tripping and catching your chin on the cement steps of the entrance. He stomps on the hand you have on the ground, attempting to push yourself up. You scream for help, and he shoves your face into the gravel underneath you, tiny rocks imbedding into your skin. Blow after blow, you become weaker and cry out less. The effects of the alcohol are long gone, and you are feeling every bit of pain he wants you to, until you hear the door to open. โ€œY/N, are youโ€”oh, God! Tommy! Arthur, John, come quick!โ€ Itโ€™s Adaโ€™s voice that you hear, and you think she sounds like an angel. The man, once on his knees straddling you, stumbles back to a sitting position at your feet, startled. He wasnโ€™t a professional by any means, and he wasnโ€™t prepared for being interrupted. He tries to scramble to his feet and run, but he isnโ€™t quick enough, and the Shelby brothers soon have him by his arms, Ada and Polly helping you to a sitting position. Theyโ€™re speaking but you donโ€™t hear them, you can barely see, your vision clouded by swollen eyes and blood. The last thing you hear is a crack of thunder before everything fades to black.
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โ€œWhere is she? Where the fuck is she?!โ€ Alfie Solomonsโ€™ voice booms throughout the manor, his eyes crazed and murderous, he walks with a purpose, right up to Tommy Shelby, who is waiting for him in the foyer. Cyril trotted behind Alfie, struggling to keep up with the man.
โ€œSheโ€™s safe now, in a spare room, being looked after by Polly and Ada. We have the man responsible locked up in the stablesโ€”โ€
โ€œTake me to her.โ€ Alfie demands, and though he wants nothing more than to kill the man who hurt you, he needs to see you first. Tommy knows little of you and Alfieโ€™s relationship, but he knows it is more than just a secretary and her employer.
When Alfie sees you lying there in a bed of pillows and blankets, your skin covered in blood, sweat and bruises, he falls apart. His face softens and he rushes to your side, nearly knocking Lizzie, who had been tending to you, out of the way. Youโ€™d been changed out of your bloodied and ripped clothes and were wearing a thin nightgown, the collar sticking to your chest with sweat. Your hair was pulled out of your face and your skin had been cleaned of any excess blood, your wounds now covered in medicine and bandages. One of Alfieโ€™s hands held your warm one, the other resting on your head softly. You were mumbling under your breath, your eyes still closed.
โ€œWeโ€™ve given her something for the painโ€ฆsheโ€™s got a broken rib and a broken hand, but we wonโ€™t know everything until we can get her to a hospital.โ€ Polly says to Alfie, noticing the way his brows furrow in confusion at the randomness of the words you are saying. โ€œSheโ€™s been asking for you.โ€ The manโ€™s heart swells in his chest at the words, though his eyes never leave your face. His thumb is softly brushing your forehead, careful to avoid all the injuries on your face. โ€œWell, Iโ€™m here now, right. Itโ€™s Alfie, love, Iโ€™m here now.โ€ He presses a kiss to your hand and the women, who are now hovering in the corner share a look. Theyโ€™d never seen the big, bad Alfie Solomons so gentle. Who knew such a bear of a man was capable of such delicateness?
โ€œAlfie? Alfieโ€ฆโ€ You murmur his name over and over and your eyes peel open slightly, your vision hazy. The hand that heโ€™s not holding reaches out and strokes his face, his beard, his lips. Anything you can touch, you do, and instead of pushing your affection away, he opens up to it, leaning into your touch.
โ€œIโ€™m here, treacle.โ€ He softly presses a kiss to your fingertips, and they drift down to his beard, running your fingers through the hair there. Is he real? Youโ€™ve never been so lucky to touch Alfieโ€™s skin, only the brush of hands occasionally. Would Alfie show you such affection and love? Would he press kisses to your skin and allow you to touch him so freely? You doubt it. You accept that heโ€™s a dream Alfie and embrace it, letting yourself giggle softly and play with his face as you wish to. He forces a small smile, slightly relieved to see you portraying an emotion other than pain. He notices a wound on your jaw has started to bleed and he sits up abruptly, though careful to not hurt you, and looks around for something to stop the bleeding. He finds what he needs and carefully begins to clean your face once again, the women watching him carefully to make sure he doesnโ€™t make a mistake in caring for your wounds. Though, of course he would not, he knows how to handle an injury. You squirm in protest, leaning away from his touch, your fingers wrap around his wrist to stop his movements.
โ€œIโ€™ve got to stop the bleeding, darling.โ€ He says softly, and just as youโ€™re about to complain, a new presence makes themselves known, as Cyril jumps onto the bed next to you, nuzzling his head into the side of your leg. โ€œAye, downโ€”โ€ Alfie starts, before you begin petting the dog gently behind his ears.
โ€œCyril, my friend, Iโ€™ve missed you.โ€ Alfie almost laughs at your exasperated words, as youโ€™d only seen Cyril a few hours prior. He allows you to pet the dog for a moment before he delicately nudges your face to look at him.
โ€œAlright let me take care of you, yeah?โ€ He mumbles, continuing to press the cloth into your bleeding skin.
โ€œI love Cyril, yโ€™know? Good dog, he is.โ€ You nod your head, still petting the dog next to you. โ€œHeโ€™s such a good dog, I love him.โ€ You continue, your tongue poking out to lick your lips.
โ€œYeah, heโ€™s a good dog.โ€ Alfie agrees, trying to finish applying ointment to your wound after heโ€™s stopped the bleeding, but you continue to squirm and avoid his hands. You try to touch his face more, your fingers holding his jaw and his beard and heโ€™s trying to hold your hands to stop your prodding.
โ€œSo pretty, Alfie.โ€ You breathe, your fingers ghosting over his neck and collar bones, catching on his shirt before they fall back onto the bed. Alfieโ€™s heart lurches and he hesitates for a moment before trying again to tend to the damage done to your body. โ€œAlfie Solomonsโ€ฆโ€ You giggle, touching his face again, and he tries to calm your movements, but his heart is beating so quickly now, and he swallows before gathering himself, gripping your hands in his.
โ€œDarling, you need toโ€”โ€
โ€œI love you.โ€ You say quietly, your eyes glossed over from the medication running through your veins, your hands squeezing Alfieโ€™s softly. โ€œI love Alfie Solomonsโ€ฆโ€ You sigh, one hand coming to rest on his neck, the otherโ€™s fingers tracing the slope of his nose. โ€œThatโ€™s why that man hurt me. He knows I love you.โ€ You whisper, and Alfie feels anger bubble inside him again, but it fizzles out momentarily when he realizes; you love him.
โ€œYou havenโ€™t got to worry about him anymore, treacle.โ€ He says softly, stilling his movements. Your hand drops to rest on his chest and twist in his shirt, the feeling of his heartbeat beneath your fingertips calming you. โ€œItโ€™s a good thing, that you love me, that is.โ€ He says, a teasing tone to his voice and you tilt your head in question, still not quite realizing the extent of your confession, as youโ€™re hopped up on pain medication. โ€œI love you too, darling.โ€ His voice is so soft, and you feel the vibrations in his chest, the warmth radiating off his skin becoming overwhelming to you. โ€œNow, let me take care of you, right, love?โ€ He brushes your hair away from your face again, and your touch drifts back to his beard.
โ€œIโ€™m okay, I just wantโ€ฆI wantโ€ฆโ€ Your voice drifts off as you focus too intently on the task at hand, of twisting and brushing through the hair on his face.
โ€œAlright, this is quite adorable, yeah, but why donโ€™t you let us take over from here, Mr. Solomons?โ€ Adaโ€™s voice has a teasing tone as she approaches Alfie from behind, one hand gripping his shoulder and the other removing yours from his face. Alfie suddenly remembers that the two of you were not alone the entire time youโ€™d just spoken, and clears his throat, his eyes staying on your delirious figure.
โ€œIโ€™m not sure I should leave herโ€”โ€ He begins but Esme and Ada usher him out the door, explaining that youโ€™re in good hands and he will see you soon. Though you donโ€™t realize it now, this instance will become a common topic of teasing for you and Alfie from the Shelby ladies, as his soft nature with you is so uncharacteristic of his usual behavior, itโ€™s subject to make any woman fawn.
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Drowning
Arthur Shelby x wife!reader
Summary: y/n Shelby is drowning and Arthur continues to pull her down no matter he efforts they canโ€™t make it back to the surface.
Warnings: kind of dark!arthur, swearing, crying, a whole lot of angst, Arthur pointing a gun at the reader
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Y/n Shelby had been deeply in love with Arthur after the first moment she had met him three years ago. She was younger than him but it didnโ€™t matter to either of them. Her and Arthur are in love, or at least she thought they were.
He was going through a down hill spiral he came home late at night either drunk or high off snow and y/n didnโ€™t know how much longer she could last with his behaviour. He had become so violent he would scream and shout at her all the and all she could do was sit there and listen as tears fell from her heartbroken eyes.
Ada and Polly did feel bad for the young woman. Polly had tried to convince her that Arthur wasnโ€™t safe to be around. Y/n being the young dumb girl in love didnโ€™t listen she was to blinded by her feelings for Arthur. She thought that she could fix him my god was she wrong.
Arthur Shelbyโ€™s mind was fucked but he already knew that. He just fucked everything up so what was the point of trying to keep himself sane anymore. He felt like the lost little boy he once was. A dead mother a runaway dad. He would never be good enough for anyone nobody cared about him.
Y/n laid awake in hers and Arthurโ€™s shared bed she missed the warmth he once gave to her. Now he was cold, freezing in fact. She knew that Arthur was probably out at the pub or with another woman but she had no other choice but to stay with him. She had cut ties with her family after they had said that they didnโ€™t approve of the relationship between the two of them.
When thing were good between them things were really good but when things got bad the were horrible. Arthur would throw things he would say such hurtful thing and then the next day he would drop to his knees and spend the full door trying to apologise to her and of course she would always accept them. She loved him far to much to leave him. It didnโ€™t matter what he would do she knew that she would always love him.
Y/n sat up in the bed as she heard the front door of their home open. As she began to lift herself out of the bed she began to hear banging and a series of curse words. He was drunk.
She left their bedroom and softly made her way down the stairs to see her husband struggling to keep herself up right. She sighed to her self as she entered the living room and he was still yet to notice her. She crouched down to see him better as he laid on the carpet with his eyes wide.
She brought a hand up to his face stroking it softly as she looked down at him with a frown on her face. He was heavy and y/n was tired she didn't want to have to Cary him up to their bedroom but she did not want to leave him down stairs wile he was high he had already broken enough of her personal things.
Arthur smacked her hand away from his face as he attempted to stand up but he ended up failing and falling back on to the floor with a large thud making y/n flinch slightly as she tried to get him to calm down but Arthur didn't listen only brushing her off as he continued to stumble around the house and knocking things over and he just didn't care making Y/n want to cry.
She put everything into her home all the memories her and Arthur had made together and he was so okay to ruin it. He didn't care for her anymore that was all that y/n could think of.
"Arthur, let's just go to bed. Please"
Y/n begged in a quiet voice she was scared of what he would say it wasn't always like this there was a time when the the two of them were well and truly in love with one another.
She watched him disappear into the kitchen she followed after him. She watched as he crumbled himself up into a ball rocking him self back and forth wile he hit his head out of anger. Y/n watched in fear and sadness. She didn't know what to do to help him. When she did help him it always ended badly but y/n couldn't stand the sight of her lover in pain it pained her more than anything.
"Arthur, it's alright. You're alright darling, let's just go upstairs to sleep and we can talk about it in the morning"
Y/n tried to reason with him but her words only seemed to light a fire deep with in him. She gulped as Arthur's eyes became dark with rage. He grabbed her hand in his pulling her towards him so they stood face to face.
Arthur looked like a mad man his hair fell in front of his face his eyes held in tears of anger. Her grasp on her hand was painful but she didn't want to upset him anymore than she already had so she just looked at him wile her body shook under his intense glair at her.
"No, I ain't fucking alright though I'm I! I'm Arthur fucking Shelby, I kill people with my bare fucking 'ands! Im a fucking monster I can't do anything right can I. Ay? Couldn't even fucking hang me self.
Arthur yelled in rage as he grabbed a vase of flowers and launched it right at the wall next to her. She let out a strangled sob as she look at Arthur with a shocked expression. She didn't know what to do he had never blown up like he did.
Y/n noticed Arthur reaching in to his jacket as she soon realised what he was taking out. His gun. She rushed over to him, grabbing his face in her hands as they both cried to one another.
Arthur took his gun out placing it to his head making y/n son louder than before. He began to bang the gun against his head repeatedly as he screamed at him self. His voice filled with a pain and anger y/n couldn't take it as she desperately tried to take the guns away from him.
"Please Arthur! Stop, stop it please!"
His hands trembled around the gun as he looked his wife in the eyes for the first time in a long time. Her cheeks were stained from tears because of him. She was sobbing all because of him. Why did everything he did always hurt everyone else.
The world would be such a better place with out Arthur Shelby in it. Y/n could finally live in peace and so could he. He had to be punished for all the people that he has hurt for all the terrible thing he has done.
He shoved to gun to y/n forcing it in to her her shaking hands as she looked up at him with even more fear in her eyes than before. Y/n was terrified she knew Arthur was in a bad place but she didn't know that it was this bad.ย  He grabbed. Her shaking hands and warped them around the gun as she stood frozen in place. He brought her hand to his head with the gun.
"Shoot me y/n please"
His words made y/n cry loudly. She didn't want to shoot him she loved him so much she wouldn't do it she couldn't do it.
"Fucking shoot me y/n!"
He screamed making her flinch away but Arthur refused to let her hands go. She just shook her head mumbling to herself wile she cried that she just couldn't do it.
Y/n tried desperately to remove Arthur's hands from hers as she cried. She frantically struggled in his arms as he held her so tight. She couldnโ€™t mace her body was driven in place when Arthur wrapped his arms around her. She had forgotten the feeling of Arthurโ€™s arms around her. She had forgotten about what it felt like to be loved.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry, Iโ€™m so fucking sorryโ€
Y/n didnโ€™t say anything in return she was so shocked by his change of emotion. She didnโ€™t want him to lash out at her again. She simply just wrapped her arms around him pressing their foreheads together as Arthur placed a kiss on her lips tasting her tears at his actions before hand
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Finn Shelby and his girlfriend running away from small heath
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โ€œCome on Finn we have to be quickโ€ Y/n whispered as she grabbed their suit cases from the bed the young couple had been planning to run away for a wile now. And now they would be able to live their life in peace.
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