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If I'm going back to study in country I have my citizenship in, am I still an international student?

#someone recommed graduate school blogs #none of them are active #moving for grad school that tough huh

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Mhm, the station wagon vibes hit when I toss my stuff in the car.

Packing for college is making me feel like those victorian age people who are being exiled because I knew too much and now I have to go and make a living for myself

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Oh man...when phones got overheated after listening to one song...

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Someone show this to the hiring team at the artistic marketing department of Gdragon's new company.

this is bubblegum (⚈₋₍⚈)

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Or when you start skipping paragraphs because OH MY GOD you're nearing the end of the book.

That intimate moment between you and the book you have just read the last words of, where you sit there taking in the enormity of what you have just finished.

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I haven't even disembarked the plane and the tug of the strings of my heart back home hurt.

The homesickness I feel while I'm waiting to leave is worse than the homesickness I feel when I'm away

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So in 2018 Dami from Dreamcatcher added a whole new verse to the iconic Bang,Bang,Bang. She's even known to have changed the misogynistic lyrics of the rap verses. Here's a little snippet of what would happen if G-Dragon found out.

#lee yubin #dami #kwon jiyong #gdragon #dreamcatcher #bigbang #vip #insomnia #dreamcatcher x bigbang #canonverse #canon compliant #SoundCloud

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Ahh, a mainstream kdrama with gay depictions. Even with the stigma and discrimination...

Be Melodramatic (2019) ✎ episode v

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Be Melodramatic:

Me:

(@lurkingshan you and your recs are to blame)

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Last song: Dil Dhadkne Do from Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara

Currently watching: Be Melodramatic, Cold Case

Sweet and then savory. Perfect combination

No current obsessions, but concern for semester finals, getting an internship and grad school app for USA

Relationship has been single since 2004. Thank you very much.

Last thing I googled was a picture of Samyang Ramen.

Would love to get to know @starryvibed

@averwonders @collarbonekissesandasylumwitches

@studyhaus

Nine People I'd Like to Know Better

@lenniedoesthings tagged me in this, tysm 🥹

Last Song I Listened to: I think it was Spanish or Vanish from that new duolingo musical lol... If not probably Army by Ben Folds.

Currently Watching: So many things (mostly rewatches). Includes Anne with an E, the Good Doctor, MHA, and the Saw Franchise.

Sweet/Savoury/Spicy?: I love them all 💀, but probably spicy mostly!

Relationship Status: Single and probably for a while yet!

Current Obsession: Probably the Batfamily atm... trying to work my way through the comics is hard, though!

Gentle tagging (no pressure <3)

@snowy-astrophile @lavender-115 @studyblrspace @ros3ybabe @lintroller777 @study-diaries

(Don't think I'm mutuals with anymore people, so instead of 9, 6 I guess lol)

#Spotify

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The fact that Psychology Statistics is so hard should be so illegial. Imagine going to a therapist and in the middle of the session there struggling through an ANOVA problem. Shit is indeed wild.

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Yeah no doesn't work all the time

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

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I wish my younger sister would let me hug her.

having an older sister is so crazy because i adore you but you’re so mean to me it makes me cry. i want to be just like you but i hate being compared to you. i want to tell you everything about me but i’m so scared you’ll judge me. everything is fine and then we argue and suddenly i’m five and you’re refusing to play dolls with me. i love you more than anyone in the world but i hate you so much. you are the only reason i have any confidence. you ruined my self esteem. i can’t feel pretty unless you compliment me. i wish i was as pretty as you. you are the easiest person to love. i still cry over what you said three years ago. you are half of my soul. all i want is for you to see me. i want you to think i’m as cool as you. you understand me without words. you don’t get me. i wish we were friends. i’d rather die than fight with you. we fight every day. i wish you loved me as much as i love you. nobody will ever love me like you do. you make me hate myself sometimes. i decided to play soccer because you played it too. i would follow you anywhere. you’re the first person i ever tell anything. i wish you would confide in me. you make me feel so lonely. i listen to that song you showed me every day. you make me so angry it makes me punch a wall. when you hug me i cry because i love you so much. i have never hated anyone like i hate you. i would die for you. i don’t think i’d survive without you. please love me as much as i love you

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another shitty thing about being the eldest daughter who based her worth on academics and how useful she can be to others is that it physically hurts to ask for help even when we desperately need it. it's an internalized belief that we should we able to figure out everything on our own and it sucks

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whew! look out y’all i’m studying vocabulary for the GRE.

the quick brown fox jumped over the lazy dog? more like, the expeditious brunette vulpes vulpes vaulted above the slothful canis lupus familiaris

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Had my first GRE mental breakdown. Ready for a fuck tom more.

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Like bestie I'm 19, why do I feel 90?

what they don’t tell you about college is that you’re going to be aging at a rate of about three years for every one earth year