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hello yes we are recruiting new spn fans. for the destiel division, correct. ideally we're looking for people who can't get over anything and are always haunted by images and events

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Listen.

EVERYBODY knows (or should) that you DO. NOT. STOP. in Vidor, Texas. 

It’s best to just run out of gas elsewhere. Whatever you do, black folks, DO NOT STOP IN VIDOR, TEXAS. 

There’s a good chance you’ll get lynched or just come up missing - and I’m not joking.

also do NOT stop in Harrison, Arkansas!!!! (relatively close to OK and MI) a nazi town with a BIG KKK organization.

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Am I the only person who hates telling other people about my sexuality irl? I'm proud of being aroace and all, it just gets tiring to explain it every single fucking time.

I mean, I can just say I'm not straight or I'm queer, but then people immediately default to thinking I'm gay if I say that.

It usually goes like this:

Stranger: "Are you straight?"

Me: "Oh, no."

Stranger: "Oh, so you're gay."

Me: "...Nope. Try again."

Stranger: "Bisexual?"

Me: "Nope!"

Stranger: "Can you give me a hint?"

Me: *long sigh* "I can, but I don't think you'll like the answer"

Now cue the explaining it for ten minutes and gods forbid they're aphobic (which, unfortunately, a large percentage of the people I've told are) because that's just a whole other fucking rabbit hole

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I have been waiting all year to post this.

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This is what having undiagnosed autism/ADHD is like

My deepest darkest fantasy is that I collapse on the street and I am rushed to the hospital. They perform a bunch of tests and find out I am severely deficient in some kind of vitamin. Then I start taking the vitamin and I become the happiest cleverest person alive because all my problems were caused by this one deficiency

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by Jessica Jocelyn

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I killed that little girl twice: once when I decided to be authentically queer, and once when I decided to unmask my autism. I mourn her, but I think she'd be proud of me. Her death gave me freedom she never had.

The thing is, it's more of a revival. Because that little girl killed me, when she was too young to understand what she was cutting out.

I had the choice to kill her or kill myself and I think she understands why I chose me. I love the little girl that's gone; she tried her hardest to be who the world wanted her to be, it just wasn't enough.

Speaking about my past self, in a trans sense, I worry about killing her. I worry she has been smothered by the person I have become. I hope she doesn't think I hate her. She was a good kid. And I carry her with me.

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early homo sapiens b like help i cant stop making bowls . help i cant stop domesticating plants and animals. help i cant stop developing language and architecture and religion

#we would grind up dandelions to paint/dye rocks at recess in elementary school

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The first thing I saw was "it's never too late to start masking again" and I was like, but I've been working so hard on unmasking (my autism)

Source

CDC Wastewater Viral Activity Monitoring

BreatheTeq

#autism #masking

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What if I don't like being exhausted just to function? What if I don't want to stay up until 3am to do the stuff I could've done last week?

There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function

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Wait- I thought this was normal???

#are you telling me its not normal to stare at the ceiling and invent complex stories for hours?

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I dress to tell my 7 year old self he will be ok some day

Not to sound like a 90s shallow prep, but how you dress can affect your self esteem, and putting energy into wearing things you actively like and projecting an ideal of yourself through fashion instead of seeing clothes as things you have to put on out of obligation helps.

It also can give you a sense of control over your appearance that you otherwise wouldn’t have lmao

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I think whoever programmed my facial recognition software forged their degree

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #life problems

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Idolaters

Take not mercy on the idolaters, Lord, for they are saints yet crave for Darkness, for they are devils yet worship Light.

Another double-composition experiment because they are fun to plan, said no sane person ever.

#oh my god this artist is amazing

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Everything is like “QUEER history” and “List of QUEER young adult books” or “Top 10 QUEER movies” and queer this and queer that and for the love of god please just say LGBT.

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Stylish ring

(via)

#snekkkkk!

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*not straight* outta Dean's ass