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hey guys im back but w a new account go follow @virgoghbf

#i miss yaaaaallllllllllll

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hey guys im back but w a new account go follow @virgoghbf

#p. #i miss yaaaaallllllllllll #how long has it been ??? aksjdj i cant even rmbr it mightve only been like two weeks whats time

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new links go follow my public twt, my private twt, and my insta

#p. #hiatus from tumblr

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hahaha i already logged back in i feel so numb whatver ill.log back out and just stare at the wall

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ok uuh im gonna maybe go on a mini hiatus from tumblr follow my public twt, private twt, and my insta if u wanna stay in contact ig

#p. #i need to do smth other than scroll through tumblr #im like uuuh sad rn and its turned into my coping mechanism so im gonna try to change that yay #i mean ig scrolling through other social medias is a start alsjddjska :)))) #im gonna q this and then log out and see how long i last

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how do u convince yourself to do smth other than scroll through tumblr

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#neg / #i woke up and im still sad and i still dont want to do anything haha

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hm gn im gonna try to sleep now

#p. #im gonna try to like . do smth tmrw lol #i think ive forgotten how to like . live

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ok this might just be a "its 2am and im sad idea" but im gonna try to take a like hiatus from tumblr go follow my public twt my new private twt and my insta

#p. #im going to q this but if i decide i dont want to go on a hiatus in the morning lets pretend i didnt post this lol #leave your @s in the replies luv u mwah

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i am . hanging onto life by a very thin thread rn

#neg / #that thin thread being dance class and the v small hope that ill make some lgbt+ friends in hs

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oh fuck im getting sad again like the bad sad the sad i didnt realise i wasnt feeling until it just came back i might have an anxiety attack fuck

#neg / #fuckfuckfuckfcyfjkagjvkck #like at night i always kinda sad but its just like . sad #rn im getting capital s sad i wish i didnt exist ha

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still kinda wanna move to twt and insta but like ,, u cant get the same content there as u can here ?? but also bc of that its slightly less like addicting but also is More addicting at the same time bc of the whole attention/popularity thing that u dont have on tumblr (at least not in the same way alsjdjskks) and like just ???????? i need to fill my time w better things but idk How to do that

#neg / #ig idk #im gonna rant more in the tags so alsjhdjf #but i think i lost my irls #like they stopped texting first . a while ago #and idk why ??? #like did me coming out make them uncomfortable ?? #are they just tired ??? #am i a horrible person to talk to ?? #bc we seemed fine when we met face to face #but then one of my friends just kept backing out of plans #haha ok i just went through our text convos and now im sad and i still dk why we stopped talking #like everything sorta just . faded #and yeah it was just awkward after i came out #maybe i shldnt have done that lol #ok yeah yaknow i shld delete tumblr so i stop oversharing haha

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#pkmn #♡ #words

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less “if you see a man and woman together at pride be nice! they could be bi/pan/trans/ace/aro” and more “stop gendering strangers to harass them anywhere, but especially at pride holy shit”

#🏳️‍🌈 #pls

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godnim going to be in 10th grade wtf

#p. #???????????????? #only three more years of required education ????????? #i dont believe it ????? #time feels fake ??????????????

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i am so torn between feeling bad abt myself bc i took a year off from school (and like no one but my mom and siblings know so everyone else keeps asking and i keep pretending im doing school for some reason) and like ,, not feeling bad abt it bc ik it was what i had to do to focus on like . not wanting to die lol

#neg / #im just ??? #idk im borderline terrified to go to hs next year aahhahahahahahaha

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my arms are tingling h helrp

#p. #i feel like i hit my funny bones but i ? didnt ??? #idk whats going on but i dont like it