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[trassellynn]

Hiii just wanna say that I 100% love yout tumblr in the first sigh because helnik is everything to me...the only couple who made star to writes fanfic and even post on AO3 ad you leave a coment sou thaaaank youu

Hi! OMG thank you, your message is so sweet! I'm always happy to interact with Helnik fandom, even though I'm inactive here on Tumblr. And I'm reading about the Crows on Ao3 again this period, season 2 of S&B made me go back to the Grishaverse mood 😂 and I am weak for happy Helnik fics where they are married, have kids and are fully part of the Crows found family. As they should and deserve. I have just re-read your fic with little Zora, love her 😍

Thank you so much again for your message! ❤️

[trassellynn]

hi, i'm a mod for six of crows big bang (@sixofcrowsbb)! signups for the big bang are closing soon, so i'm sending you this in case you or any of your followers are interested in joining - we'd love to have you!! if you have any questions, the event askbox is always open :)

Hi! OMG I'm so sorry I've just read the message, I haven't checked on Tumblr for a long time :(

Hope the event will go well!

[trassellynn]

We don't talk about Brekker

(I don't know if anyone did this before but... I was inspired)

Zoya: We don't talk about Brekker, no, no, no

We don't talk about Brekker, but...

It was my wedding day...

Nikolai: It was our wedding day!

Zoya: We were getting ready

And there wasn't a cloud in the sky!

Nikolai: No clouds allowed in the sky!

Zoya: Brekker walks in with a mischievous grin...

Nikolai: Thunder!

Zoya: You're telling the story or am I?

Nikolai: I'm sorry, my love, please go on!

Zoya: Brekker says, "It looks like rain"

Nikolai: Why did he tell us?

Zoya: In doing so, he floods my brain...

Nikolai: Genya get the umbrellas!

Zoya: Married in a hurricane!

Nikolai: What a joyous day but anyway...

Both: We don't talk about Brekker, no, no, no

We don't talk about Brekker!

Jesper: Hey, grew to live annoyed by Kaz counting kruge and grumbling,

I can always hear him sort of muttering and mumbling,

I associate him with the sound of falling sand, ch-ch-ch!

It's a heavy weight the past he is carrying,

Always left the Dregs and the whole crew fumbling,

Grappling with suicidal plans we couldn't understand

Do you understand?

Matthias: A six-foot frame, crows along his back,

When he calls your name it all fades to black!

Yeah, he sees your dreams and feasts on your screams, (Hey!)

We don't talk about Demjin, no no no, we don't talk about Demjin!

Rollins: He told me my empire would fall, the next day, doomed!

Ensemble: No, no!

Per Haskell: He told me he'd taken my place and just like he said!

Ensemble: No, no!

Jarl Brum: He said that all my hair would disappear, now, look at my head!

Ensemble: Hey, no, no!

Your fate is sealed when he starts one of his plans!

Nina: He told me that he needed my help

and he'd free my love from Hellgate...

He told me that I had crumbs on my chest

But I was way too hungry to care...

Kuwei: Oh damn, I've just burnt a whole field!

Inej: Bad for me, he's the man of my dreams

But he's just out of reach...

Betrothed to his business!

I'm still in love with him though...

Van Eck: Hey son, I want not a sound out of you!

Inej: I do still love him though...

I still love him though!

Wylan: Um, Brekker

Yeah, about that Brekker

I really need to know about Brekker

Give me the truth and the whole truth, Brekker!

Jesper: Nina, honey, your True Love's here!

Nina: Time for waffles!

Matthias: A six-foot frame, rats along his back (...)

Zoya: It was my wedding day (...)

Nikolai: It was our wedding day (...)

Nina: He told me that he needed my help (...)

Jesper: Grew to live annoyed by Kaz counting kruge and grumbling (...)

Kuwei: Oh shit this time I've burnt the woods!

Inej: Bad for me, he's the man of my dreams but he's just out of reach...

Betrothed to his business, his business...

All the Crows, obviously lying: And I'm fine, and I'm fine, and I'm fine, I'm fine!

Ensemble: He's here!

Don't talk about Brekker!

Wylan: Why did I talk about Brekker?

Ensemble: Not a word about Brekker!

Wylan: I never should have brought up Brekker!

#Grishaverse #Six of Crows #We don't talk about Brekker #Brum deserved that and worse #Kaz obviously ruined Zoyalai's wedding to steal from the guests during the hurricane #Kaz Brekker #Inej Ghafa #Jesper Fahey #nina zenik #Wylan Van Eck #Matthias Helvar #Kuwei Yul-Bo #Zoya Nazyalensky #Nikolai Lantsov #Kanej #Wesper #Helnik #Kaz x Inej #Jesper x Wylan #Nina x Matthias #Shadow and Bone #I'm obsessed with Encanto #Of course Bruno is lovely while Kaz is... Kaz #Just did it for fun

[trassellynn]

“See, I told you it was easy!”

Got to draw some holiday dancing Helnik for the lovely @trassellynn as part of a Secret Santa! I’ve concocted a whole Thing for this, including Nina’s years of cover on the Wandering Isle meaning she has a favourite holiday festival dance to show off and teach to Matthias (including appropriately-festive green waist ribbon!).

Matthias simply can’t help the heart eyes :“)

#😍😍😍 #Thank you so much! #I love them! #Nina Zenik #Matthias Helvar #Helnik #Nina x Matthias

[trassellynn]

An old Christmas post

Matthias: Repeat after me: "Matthias is not..."

Jesper and Wylan: Matthias is not...

Matthias: "... a Christmas tree."

Jesper and Wylan: A Christmas tree.

Matthias: Fine.

Jesper: How do you want your Christmas lights? We've got blue, red and gold.

Matthias: Did you hear a single word of what I made you repeat?

Wylan: Of course, now, how do you want your Christmas lights?

Matthias: ... blue.

[trassellynn]

Hi everyone.

I'm so sorry I'm completely inactive. My mental health is awful. I'm feeling very bad.

I don't think I'll post anything for a long time, unless I find some inspiration.

Thanks to everyone who still follows me, you're lovely people and I'm so grateful to you.

[trassellynn]

Hi! 18+ she/her looking for some Shadow and Bone RP (TV-based) after having just finished watching the show!

I'd love to write either Fivan (Fedyor x Ivan) or Helnik (Matthias x Nina) right now.

As for tropes, I'd love to go with angst, hurt/comfort and whump :)

I'm a literate Roleplayer and I usually write long, detailed answers. I usually use discord but we can also do it over here on Tumblr, I have a Fedyor account in the making @fadingbeats (but I'm totally up for writing Ivan, Matthias and Nina as well!!!)

If you're interested like this post or shoot me a message, I'll be happy to respond :))

[trassellynn]

Awwww I love it so much thank you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

Congratulations on 100 followers! Here for the game: 💙 for Helnik! (but not sad please!)

Thanks! <3 <3 <3

Nina

Nina is confused, to say the least. Matthias has been vanishing off somewhere every few days a week. Monday, Wednesday and Friday. From 6 pm to 8 pm. At first, when she asked him if they could go for a movie and he said he was busy, she let it go. Then he came late for one of their at-home dinner dates, which she was a bit annoyed at but promptly forgot about it when he wrapped his arms around her and just held her for a few minutes. But slowly, she started to notice the pattern. Same three days. Same hours.

Whenever she asked, he'd have an excuse prepared. Whenever she called during those two hours he'd pick up and repeat the excuse. She's considered the obvious options. A surprise for her. But both her birthday and their anniversary has since passed and he's still not stopped whatever this is. An extra job. But he never has work from this elusive "job" so she's dismissed that too. A proposal. But they're already married so what would he even propose? And why would it take this long? Plus she knows that Matthias is not the type to take big life decisions without discussing it with her (they discussed the idea of marriage months before he proposed. She loved that he wouldn't do it without asking her first).

She has even considered the worst, most terrible thing, an affair. She dutifully sniffed his clothes for a smell of a new perfume and peered at them carefully to search for a differently coloured hair strand. When neither turned up, she was relieved but not too surprised, she didn't really think Matthias would do that to her.

She's tried all sorts of ways to figure out what it is. She's tried following him many many times yet he always loses her somehow. Out of desperation she even asked Inej once and he somehow managed to hide from her too! She's running out of patience and has decided to confront him tonight when he gets back from wherever it is he goes during this time. She's on her way home on this dreary Monday evening and she's already thinking of ways to bring it up. She's not too worried though, she has a few hours to think of it, it's only 5:30 pm.

Matthias

Matthias is excited for tonight. He's been prepping all day and he can't wait for Nina to come see. He's perfectly dressed for the task and is ready to go. He's also eager to end this secrecy. He knows Nina knows something is up. He's actually quite impressed that she managed to go this long without asking. He recollects her various other devious ways though, following him, even getting Inej to follow him (all he had to do was tell Inej the plan and she left him alone) and even calling him randomly to see whether he'd let something spill by mistake. He grins to himself, he loves the way her mind works.

He hears the door knob shake a bit and the sound of a key being inserted. He holds his breath as she walks in. And walks right past him into the living room, onto the sofa and collapses onto it with a sigh. He hears her muttering to herself, "oh he's gonna tell me today". He smiles and walks over to her.

"Nina."

Her eyes pop open and she looks at him as if she's seeing a ghost.

"Wh-what are you doing here?" she asks, bewildered.

"I live here, love," he quips, trying not to grin at her.

She narrows her eyes and is about to reply when he grabs her hand and tugs her to their dining table. She stands there gawking for a moment. Many moments. When it's been almost a minute she turns to him and seems to suddenly notice the apron he's wearing.

"You...did all this yourself?" she whispers. Even as she's looking at him, her eyes keep darting to the feast he's displayed on the table.

"I did," his voice reflecting the pride evident in his smile.

"Then...wait, is this related to your Monday-Wednesday-Friday ritual?" Her eyes are narrowed and her hands are on her waist.

"I took cooking classes, and baking ones too," he clarifies, eyes growing brighter and brighter.

"Ugh, I hate you," she groans, and then smooshes her face into his chest and wraps her arms around him. He hugs her back, feeling his excitement melt into syrupy sweet contentment.

Nina

How could he do this to her? How dare he! He can't just be this thoughtful and sweet and- oh screw this! She pulls away and presses her lips to his, trying to convey all her bittersweet emotions about this (such lies, there is not a single bitter emotion right now, she feels as if she is about to explode with all the love blooming inside her).

She kisses him, thank you and I love you and I cannot believe you did this.

And he kisses her back, I would do anything for you and I love you too and How can you not believe I'd learn to make the one thing you love as much as you love me (food, that is)?

After lots of kissing, they sit together and eat. Nina is in awe of all the wonderful things Matthias has made and Matthias is in awe of Nina, not because of how fast she manages to finish all the food, but just because.

#Six of Crows #SoC Prompts #Nina Zenik #Matthias Helvar #Helnik #Nina x Matthias

[trassellynn]

Me: I'll never hate fictional stuff more than Crooked Kingdom ending.

Bardugo, writing Nina's storyline in Nikolai's Duology:

#Let me be a little petty please #I'm so bitter when I think about it #⚠️This is NOT hate on Hanne I don't hate him/them I'm actually sorry for them because I don't think the author treated them well #I just hate the storyline and the pair #AND THAT AWFUL NONSENSE ENDING #Rule of wolves spoiler #Row spoilers #Rule of wolves #Nina Zenik #Matthias Helvar #Don't come at me I'm old and tired and I need to write bitter posts sometimes

[trassellynn]

Me? Pretending I auditioned for Nikolai's role in S&B2? Pretending someone leaked my self-tape?

It seems so.

https://www.instagram.com/tv/CT9oDHEIltS/?utm_medium=copy_link

#Shadow and Bone Netflix #Shadow and Bone #Nikolai Lantsov #Grishaverse #Six of Crows #Leigh Bardugo #Zoyalai #Kaz Brekker #Inej Ghafa #Jesper Fahey #Nina Zenik #Wylan Van Eck #Matthias Helvar #Alina Starkov #Zoya Nazyalensky #Genya Safin #David Kostyk #Malyen Oretsev #Aleksander Morotzova #Shadow and Bone 2

[trassellynn]

Nina Zenik from Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo 

“Nina just liked to flirt with everything. He’d once seen her make eyes at a pair of shoes she fancied in a shop window.” ― Leigh Bardugo, Six of Crows

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#Six of Crows #Nina Zenik

[trassellynn]

May I ask why you had someone sensitivity read for neurodivergence in your fic? Just wondering if ADHD/Autistic Kaz...

Hi! I worked with a sensitivity reader because one of my original characters, Helèna Parr, is Autistic. I admit the possibility of ADHD/Autistic Kaz didn't come to my mind, when I planned this story, but some time ago I read some interesting posts about this topic, written by an Autistic author. If I find them again I'll re-share them 😊

[trassellynn]

Where Demons Roam [link]

Despite swearing never again to visit the ancient mountains in Virginia, Zoya finds herself accompanying her girlfriend Alina and their friends to Appalachia, where Dominik is doing research for his dissertation. David has left a pregnant Genya back home, but can't pass on the opportunity for his own studies. The friends must reckon with their own trauma and past as an ancient demon in the woods awakens, with a thirst for blood. They must fight against themselves and the monster itself if they want to escape.

TW: Troubled Teen Industry, Opioid Epidemic, General Horror Tropes, Implied Past Sexual Assault

Thank you to my incredible @grishaversebigbang gang, go check out their works!

beta: @darklesmychuckles and @ahodgepodgeofthings

art: @trassellynn [x]

art: @lizzybizzyart [x]

art: @gigi-drxws [x]

art: @jjelliacee [x]

art: @kavinskysdick [x]

art: @alittleartistic [x]

#Where demons roam #Grishaverse Big Bang #Gang 22 #😍😍😍

[trassellynn]

Ahhh!! Happy birthday, Lynn ♥️ Love you, girl! Hope today’s amazing for you, you deserve it xoxo

Thank you!!! ❤️

Love you too!!! 😘😘😘

[trassellynn]

Ohhh happy birthday!!! Hope you have a great day!:33

Thank you so much!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[trassellynn]

Happy birthday! 🥳🥳🥳

Awww thank you so much!!! ❤️

[trassellynn]

Today it’s my birthday! 💕 Have to change the age on my bio 😂