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Was created originally from a character I had for a rp, it's kinda based off an outfit I used to have irl! And as time goes on its slowly become more bird coded cause I've become rather obsessed with birds (definitely partially because of Philza Minecraft). (This variant is more bird than usual cause of the qsmpblr server and being able to have a custom model)

Okay yall on qsmpblr heres the real question, what do yalls minecraft skins look like and where you get it?

Here's mine! I made it for my character a while ago!

#also prev that skin is so fun I love the textures!! esp in the hair

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I've been feeling really stressed because of this scene.

This is my biggest fear. The idea that the people you think of as friends only barely tolerate you, and you're just too dense to pick up on it. And it would be my own fault for not being more socially aware.

I'm too conscious of the fact that I would *not* pick up on social cues like this. How many people talk about me like this when I'm not around? How many people would gladly be rid of me? The fear of this possibility consumes me. It regularly has me afraid to reach out to anyone. It causes me to isolate myself. I'm not sure more socially capable people could ever understand the horror of this. I can't get it off my mind.

#yeah #dungeon meshi

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I AM SO DUMB AND SILLY- HOLD ON-

SHE WANTS ME TO BE LOVED BY THE HAPPY FITS IS DEATHDUO/PISSA CODED. HELLO??? Maybe someone already mentioned this song- I don't know, I didn't see anyone mention it— BUT IT FITS?? IT FITS THEM BOTH

I know you know, I'm not too discreet

Walking around, heart on my sleeve

So, you say you love me, but not the way I need

Things are so close to what I want to be

I've known you so long, and maybe too well

All of the boys, you kiss and tell

Though I'll never be them, see I'm just a good friend

Though it's not quite bliss, I don't want this to end

Missa, it's so Missa coded with these words. He's more emotional, he's more open with his feelings and he's always nervous and embarrassed. He is vocal and is more connected with his feelings. It was so obvious that Philza even knows, he knows what Missa said when he tried to speak quickly in Spanish. Missa isn't exactly good at hiding it, but he sure knows not to press further in Philza's boundaries!!

Missa wants more, but he knows Philza isn't comfortable. So he's content with their arrangements, even if he wants more! He still wants to be Philza's friend, someone Philza can turn to even when he wasn't around as much for the kids!!

(also the whole "all of the boys, you kiss and tell" is a silly hint how Philza is super comfortable with Fit and others. You know what I mean-)

Let's take a walk down by the beach

It's warm on the sand, we'll save space for Jesus

I'll pick you flowers while you count the hours

'Til you can go home and watch drama TV

I'll say it now, there's no turnin' back

Time after time, my odds are stacked

So, I'll say no kiddin' while you wish I didn't

Maybe this time will be different for me

Philza, ohh, this old crow father is so repressed with his feelings. We have to rely on his actions, and sometimes actions speak a lot (not for Missa. PLZ- we need to gently hit him with a hammer to get him to understand).

But we can see how Philza keeps things that remind him of Missa. He kept the armor stand for so long, holding hope that Missa will eventually return. He tells Tallulah about Missa, and Chayanne keeps the skull that Missa gave him.

We can see the gradual shift as time flows, and seeing how the other Islanders start to get into more relationships. Philza is slowly starting to yearn and do things, or well say, he'd never would say about someone else (other than his wife). And by God's, the new crumbs we got just confirms this because of how much he changed from "platonic government assigned husband" to "MY Missa"

Also the way Philza gets so sad and upset when he mentions how Missa thinks Philza doesn't want him-

One day you'll love me before we grow old

All of your wishes to have and to hold

I'll do your dishes and ask for no kisses

So, I'll tell you what I want if

You tell me what you want is

Quit movin'

Quit dancin'

Why can't you love me here tonight?

The yearning from Philza, who desperately wants his platonic spouse back. He'd do anything for him, get him anything if he can just come back hommeeee and Missa is willing to do anything whatever Philza says he needs him to do. He won't press further, until Philza says something-

lord help me-

Deathduo/pissa crumbs save me...

#deathduo #pissa #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #yoooooo it does fit so well

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minecraft..

#rip good luck with finals

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irl tumblr meetup with the mutual circle but no one says what their url is so u have to guess who is who

#prev so real it is

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There’s still debate about split attraction on my dash why do you people even care

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QPhilza sketches

Trying my qphilza design, he has wings but I still need to practice drawing them (they are so hard for me to draw, as you can see)

I think that philza would be one of those characters that always has his eyes close, Idk something in his voice when he talks softly I picture him like that (but then he screams... XDDDD) and he also has a mouth like a "v".

(I feel intimidated posting a philza drawing because every other fanart of him is really good)

#awwwww this design is so cute #himmmmmm #qsmp #qsmp philza #i love the v mouth shape

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Caves are weirder and more varied than you think

#saved

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pov: you are coming out to fitmc (he is homophobic)

#HAHAHAJSHKKSGSJ #fitmc #fav

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get ready for an exuberant summer

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Eighty Percent

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you, reading this. you're a creature now. reblog to creature your followers

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Natalie Portman being confused by the fact that you have to say “hi” to someone before starting a conversation in France got me like ?????

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saw a poll about dry/humid heat and like OBVIOUSLY everyone preferred dry heat but. would love to know what everyone considers to be “too hot”

me personally it’s a hard cutoff at 75°F. don’t need anything more than that thank you 🫶🫶🫶

#anywhere above 65 starts to get to the point where i cant wear anything i want #it definitely depends on whether the sun is out though (if the sun is out definitely below 65 but if its cloudy it can be comfy up to #80 or so) lots of factors involved

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“I don’t care about dumb weed jokes,” I said naively, before I saw this

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I love qsmpblrsmp because you can meet the tumblr users you admire and they live in a dirt hole or wear one leather pant

#real its so silly and fun i love it #qsmpblrsmp

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:3c

#uh oh OSHA #hope my unfinished house isnt a hazard lmao #qsmpblrsmp