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༺♡༻ — first time with hyuka !

❊ hueningkai x afab reader

❀ genre: smut, fluff

✧ word count: 3.7 k

✼ warning: loss of virginity, dry humping, unprotected sex, size kink, bulge kink, breeding kink, overstimulation, dacryphilia, creampie

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“what? what is it?” kai laughed, a big grin on his face as his eyes darted from side to side in a joking manner.

you were shamelessly admiring the long legs and broad shoulders of your boyfriend laying on his stomach in front of you, a plushie tucked under his chin as he tirelessly played cookie run, until he had caught you staring.

“hm? nothing” you bluffed, smirking as you heard the click of him locking his phone.

kai threw the plush to the edge of the bed, giggling as he crawled closer to you, before starting to press feathery kisses to your lips.

it would always start like this. cute and completely innocent.

but as your fingers tangled themselves in his hair, and he let out a sigh, you both knew that this was one of those times where simply kissing just wasn’t enough.

needing to feel more of you, his hands slipped under the hem of your shirt, holding your waist. you tried to pull him even closer by wrapping your legs around him, but he flipped you over, making you straddle his lap. brushing the hair out of your face, you attempted to steady yourself by placing your hands on his chest, surprised at how he all of a sudden had tossed you around with basically no effort.

however, kai didn’t waste a second, quickly reconnecting your lips and deepened the kiss, swiping his tongue against yours and drawing whimpers from you that drove him absolutely crazy.

he had to pull away for a moment to catch his breath, and upon seeing your otherwise sparkly, innocent eyes looking up at him, now darkened and glazed over in pleasure, he couldn’t help but imagine what it would be like to finally have you under him, letting him do all the things he would think about at night when he was alone in the quiet of his room.

and as always, you could tell he was holding back.

whenever you were making out, kai would keep enough distance between the two of you to make sure you wouldn’t feel his growing boner.

as if it wasn’t obvious. he couldn’t hide it no matter how hard he tried. his unawareness was actually kind of cute.

but you were tired of waiting. you wanted him so bad. and his erection occasionally nudging your thigh didn’t make it any easier.

you thought you had given him enough hints to show him that you were ready to go further, yet he would always stop things when they started to escalate, regretfully pulling away as his eyes fluttered open, his pretty lips swollen from all your kisses.

it was like he was waiting on you to make the first step.

and with the way he was kissing you, so eager and hot, pulling you closer by the back of your neck, you couldn’t take it any longer.

so, with your mind made up, you shuffled closer to him until you sat on the bulge in his jeans. both of you moaned at the contact, kai drawing away from your lips in shock, making you look up at him, anticipating his reaction.

kai’s head was spinning, his pupils dilated with lust, staring at you in a way you’d never seen before.

even if it was something so minor, you two had never gone this far, and he just couldn’t believe you were actually sitting on his dick.

neither of you said anything, and you slowly started to experimentally move your hips over him, keeping eye contact. his hands shot down to hold your waist again, pulling you back into the kiss and moaning desperately into your mouth.

you smiled as you felt his hands travel from your waist to roam your body, faintly grazing over your tummy to grabbing your ass, helping you grind into him, all the while his tongue continued its dance with yours.

you were dizzy, feeling so good with having him all over you.

eventually, kai started rolling his hips up in time with yours, the increased friction making you wetter by the second. he let his delicate fingers run up the sides of your ribcage, towards your breasts and over your nipples, making you pull away with a small gasp at the stimulation.

“oh, s-sorry, i’m sorry” he stuttered, immediately withdrawing himself.

“no! it’s okay” you rushed to reassure him, timidly taking his hands in yours and putting them back on you. “i- i liked it” you continued, taking a deep breath as you mustered up all your courage, cheeks growing warm as you looked down at your hands fiddling with his shirt. “please, hyuka... i want you to touch me,” you whispered, “i want you.”

his eyes met yours, giving you a shy smile. he felt all warm and fuzzy inside at hearing that you needed him as bad as he needed you. still, he was so nervous. it would be both of your first times. the fear of not being good enough, of hurting you or making you feel like you had to do this for him was all making him worry.

“are you sure you want to? we don’t have to if you’re not ready, y/n, we could just-”

“yes!” you exclaimed a bit too eagerly, making you both burst out in laughter. kai felt more at ease at your excitement, laying down on his back and pulling you with him. you caressed his face in your hands, softly rubbing your thumb against his cheek before asking, “are you?”

“am i what?”

“are you sure you want to?”

kai paused for a second, confused by your question. “are you kidding?” he chuckled. you were worrying about him?

he flipped you over once more, making you yelp in surprise. you laughed at him, taking this as his answer, as he leaned down to capture your lips in a tender kiss. “you don’t know how long i’ve wanted this” he admitted, letting out a shaky breath. you stared into his eyes, almost tearing up, overwhelmed by all your emotions.

“i love you” you said, kissing him again.

“i love you, too. so much” he sighed against your lips.

his fingers slipped back under the hem of your shirt, slightly tugging it before looking into your eyes, silently asking for permission. you gave him a small nod and he slowly pulled it over your head.

although kai had seen you in only your underwear before, this felt different, and you swallowed nervously, trying to calm your heartbeat. he gingerly placed his hands on your chest, awkwardly feeling your breasts through your bra.

“wait,” you said, sitting up slightly to reach around and unhook the strap.

you slipped it off before unsurely laying back down, feeling vulnerable under his gaze.

kai soothingly ran his hands along the sides of your waist, taking in the sight of your half-naked body. he admired how small you looked underneath him. so pretty, all laid out and trusting yourself to him. it made his heart ache.

you were more beautiful than he could’ve ever imagined, and he hadn’t even seen all of you yet.

“i’m so lucky” he whispered to himself, making you cover your face with your hands. he pulled them away, leaning down to kiss you while taking your breasts in his hands, kneading them and softly pinching your nipples between his fingers, making you moan quietly.

despite his bold actions, kai was blushing madly. the feeling of your naked skin was overwhelming, to say the least, and your sounds were sending blood rushing straight down to his dick. looking to relieve some of the tension, he began rolling his hips into you, the remaining fabric between you starting to frustrate the both of you.

you quickly decided to reach for his belt, fumbling with the buckle while he took the opportunity to take his shirt off. after you succeeded with the fastenings he stood up to get out of his boxers while you slipped your sweats off.

you were about to take off your panties as well until you were met with the sight of kai kneeling back on the bed, his cock standing impossibly hard against his stomach.

“fuck,” you whined just from looking at him, “you’re so big, hyuka.”

you had no idea a dick could be that pretty. it made your mouth water.

even though he felt shy and exposed, kai chuckled faintly at seeing the effect he had on you, gaining confidence from it. shifting the attention to you, he ran his thumb over your clit, rubbing it through your soaked cotton panties. you bit your lip, excited to feel him touch you where you had always wanted him.

he hooked his fingers under the hem of your panties and you helped him pull them down your legs. your arousal glistened between your thighs as if asking him to slip inside, making him groan.

you closed your legs slightly, embarrassed from all the staring.

he was taking too long.

“please” you begged, taking his hand in yours and guiding it towards your heat.

kai got the idea, grabbing one of your thighs and spreading you open for him.

your heart was beating so fast. you couldn’t believe your sweet, pure boyfriend was about to eat you out. the same, precious hyuka who would insist on cuddling you together with his plushies, who loved grape juice and blushed if you so much as kissed his cheek in front of others, was now leaning down to finally taste you.

whiny moans and mumbles of his name filled the room as kai licked up your slit, rhythmically thrusting his tongue into you every so often. you threaded your fingers through his hair and gently tugged him closer, throwing your head back in bliss. he moaned into you, his breathing getting heavier as he started humping the bed, your mewls combined with the taste of you making him more and more impatient.

pulling his mouth away, his left thumb began rubbing circles on your clit while he wet his middle and ring finger. you had to be properly prepped and stretched out for him.

you groaned as he slipped his two fingers into you. they were much thicker and longer than yours, able to reach much farther than you were used to. yet despite the tight fit, he moved them with ease thanks to how wet you were, all because of him.

if his fingers felt this good, then you couldn’t wait for the real thing.

it didn’t take long before you felt your climax approaching. it was all too hot. the way kai couldn’t take his eyes off of you, staring at his fingers going in and out of your dripping hole, to how your face twisted in pleasure.

he watched as you switched between grabbing the sheets, his arms, and covering your mouth when your moans got too loud, not knowing what to do with yourself as he brought you closer and closer to the edge.

kai leaned down, taking one of your breasts in his mouth, sucking on it before switching to the other one.

“fuck, hyuka” you whined even louder, grasping at his hair and bringing him up to meet your lips. you were completely out of it, lost in the feeling, drunk on him, and it was about to make him lose control. all he wanted was to be inside you, to see you like this as you fell apart on his cock instead.

his thumb started rubbing your clit while he added a third finger, continuing to thrust into you.

your walls clenched even tighter around him, the burning sensation in your stomach intensifying, and you reached down to push his hand away.

“wait, wait” you panted, pulling away from his lips. kai’s eyes widened slightly, immediately stopping his movements and carefully slipping his fingers out of you. you felt bad seeing his expression, not meaning to make him worry.

“shit, are you okay? did i hurt you?”

he looked like he was about to cry.

“yes, no- i’m okay! it felt amazing, kai” you assured him, cupping his face in your hands. “it’s just… i want the first time to be… i- i want you inside… together” you blabbered, feeling your cheeks grow hot. it wasn’t easy telling your boyfriend you wanted him to absolutely wreck you and make you cum on his cock for the first time, but this would have to do for now.

kai chuckled, kissing your forehead. “okay.”

he leaned back, running his hands down along your tummy, letting out a shaky breath.

you could tell he was nervous. you were too. all the nerves and the excitement were making your bodies tremble. you just wanted to make him feel good. to give him everything. to show him how much you loved him.

kai licked his lips, adjusting himself between your thighs, grabbing the back of them in his large hands, lifting them slightly upwards and pressing them against you.

he adored your thighs, and had always fantasised about what it would be like to be in between them this way. they were so soft and squishy. so easy for him to pry open. it was all making him go crazy. how they perfectly framed the warm and wet place he so desperately wanted to bury himself in. he couldn’t wait until he was squeezing them and feeling the smooth skin softly slap against his sides from the force of his hips rutting into you.

while these thoughts ran through your boyfriend’s head as he got comfortable, you took the time to admire his features. the pretty mole on his perfectly shaped nose. his blonde, almost white hair that only seemed to enhance his beauty, contrasting with his deep brown eyes, his eyes that were looking down at you with so much love.

he truly was an angel. so careful and gentle. so thoughtful, the way he had repeatedly asked if you were okay.

you ran your hands over his shoulders, feeling the soft skin under your fingers.

kai moved his knees closer to you so your thighs were resting over the top of his. he gripped the base of his cock, rubbing the tip up and down your slit, coating it in your juices.

“are you ready?” he asked, his voice strained in pleasure. you whimpered, nodding ‘yes’.

he finally sank into you, and you grabbed his biceps, gasping inaudibly. even with only the head inside, your eyes squeezed shut, wincing from the stretch.

“you okay?” kai couldn’t help but worry.

you opened your eyes, taking a deep breath. “yeah, just go slowly.”

kai pulled out a bit before carefully pushing in further. you moaned, the small thrust stimulating your walls, causing more of your arousal to drip down his length, making it easier for him to slip inside. he was throbbing now, fighting the urge to just start pounding you already, but he knew he was too big for you to take him without properly building up to it.

he leaned down to kiss your neck, continuing to push into you, occasionally repeating the movement of slowly pulling out and pushing in again.

the pleasure started to overtake the pain. a little more than half of him was now inside you, and you felt full in a way you’d never felt before.

he stretched you so good, your walls clenching and starting to pulsate around him.

kai whimpered at the feeling, and you gently pulled him away from your neck. his elbows were on either side of you, holding himself up, and you giggled slightly upon being met with the lustful expression on his face. though you guessed you must’ve looked just as fucked out already.

“you can move now” you whispered, tracing his lower lip with your thumb.

you felt him twitch inside you from your words alone. poor baby, patiently waiting all that time to finally fuck you.

he kissed you before starting to thrust at a slow pace. you arched your back almost immediately, his width and length massaging all the right spots.

you moaned his name, furrowing your eyebrows and pulling him back into the kiss.

“fuck” he cursed lowly against your lips. one of his hands moved back down to your thigh to lift up and press against you, his other hand firmly holding your waist. his hips sped up as both of your moans got louder, thrusting into you with more force.

he leaned back up to see more of you. head thrown back and pulling at the sheets. his eyes trailed down to where his cock was disappearing inside you. he watched, entranced by how your tiny pussy sucked him in so well. your stomach bulged every time he pushed into you, and he pressed his lips together, trying to contain his whimpers.

kai had always secretly loved how tiny you were compared to him. he loved holding your smaller hands in his, giving you backhugs and kissing the top of your head. now, pounding into you, he found that he loved how you helplessly clung onto him, fluttering around his big cock, making you feel so good that tears welled up in your eyes.

you felt so emotional, euphoric to be having your first time with the boy you loved so dearly. breathless by how he made your body shudder with pleasure.

sweat running down his temples, strands of hair sticking to his forehead.

suddenly he placed a hand on your lower tummy, pressing on the bulge while thrusting deeper, trying to be as close to you as possible. almost all of his length now deliciously sheathed inside you each time he bottomed out.

you weren’t gonna last much longer.

you grabbed one of his hands, and the way you gazed up at him made kai melt. he never wanted this to end.

“’m close...”

kai answered by speeding up his hips, the sound of wet skin slapping and your moans rising in pitch filling the room. his nose nuzzled against yours, his mouth open in a gasp, letting out the most heavenly sounds. they were soft and drawn out. occasionally getting stuck in his throat and coming out as a groan, ending in a pretty whimper.

you couldn’t help but clench tighter around him as he lost control of holding back his voice, and he buried his face in the crook of your neck, feeling himself teetering on the edge.

“cum with me” he whined against your ear, so quiet you almost didn’t catch it.

his fingers slipped down to rub your clit, making you arch your back as you finally tipped over.

you panted his name over and over again, almost screaming as he fucked you through your orgasm. his grip on your hips tightened, furrowing his eyebrows. eyes scanning over your face that contorted in bliss, his breath hitching as he let his own climax wash over him.

his hips slowed but continued to roll into you as he whimpered your name. you brushed his hair back from covering his face, kissing his cheek and the corner of his lips to comfort him through the intensity.

kai looked down between your legs, seeing his cum dripping out of you, messily running down his cock. the sight sparked something within him. he had never felt closer to you than in that moment. the thrill of having the ability to get you pregnant sent shivers up his spine. although you two definitely didn’t wish to have kids for a long, long time, his heart ached at the thought of starting a family with you someday.

the contrast was so hot to him. that something so loving and beautiful could come out of something that seemed so forbidden in the moment- fucking you full of his cum.

practically fully hard again, his hips started moving faster in excitement, and he watched as you leaned your head back, whining loudly from the overstimulation. he started kissing your neck and up your jaw, grabbing your hands and pinning them above your head.

“h-hyuka…”

“i know, i-i’m sorry, it feels too good, so good” he blabbered, lacing your fingers with his while sloppily pounding into your pussy.

you were so sensitive. yet the feeling was addictive. almost drooling at how good his cock driving into you felt. you loved how he took control of you. how he was taking care of you. he caressed every part of your body, from running up your sides to cupping your face in his hands, holding onto you as if he was afraid you would slip away.

your lips chased his, sighing as you felt his tongue touch yours.

you were drowning. enchanted.

suddenly kai sat up, grabbing onto your hips, pulling them back to meet with his hard thrusts. the new angle had you gasping, repeatedly hitting just the right spot.

you tensed up, grabbing onto his shoulders, a few tears rolling down your cheeks.

“g-gonna cum again, kai, please, don’t stop” you sobbed.

his cock twitched inside you, moaning brokenly at the sight of fucking you to the point of tears. your arms wrapped around him, pulling him back down to ground yourself, and before you knew it, you were both tumbling over the edge once again.

kai sloppily thrust a few more times, allowing your tightness to milk the last of him before slowly and carefully pulling out.

he looked down at you, fighting the urge to bury his face between your legs to soothe the swelling he had caused, but he knew you were tired, and sensitive.

it would have to wait for another time.

he threw himself down beside you. you were both panting heavily, bodies completely spent and lingering in the afterglow.

kai turned his head to face you. you had your eyes closed, but you felt his gaze on you and as you met his, you both burst out in giggles.

warm cheeks. red, puffy lips.

suddenly feeling shy, his face fell into your neck, making you smile, fingers tangling in his hair.

he lazily rolled over so you were on top of him. you looked up, and he held you against his chest, pressing kisses all over your face.

oh, how you loved him.

#the way this blew up is craz #thanks anyone who read it<333

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