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i have so many things. i don't know what are they but at some nights i feel like my arms are full.

#it does sound positive #it may be #im not sure but i know its so overwhelming #there are so many things #are they all hollow? #i don't know #then shouldn't they feel lighter? if they are hollow? #they don't #i can't explain

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悪い夢【リヴァハン】

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devote your heart.

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Monday Morning

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Oda wanted to die. . . . I, above all other men, felt and understood deeply the sadness of Oda. The first time I met him on the Ginza, I thought, "God, what an unhappy man," and I could scarcely bear the pain. He gave the vivid impression that there was across his path nothing but the wall of death. He wanted to die. But there was nothing I could do. A big-brotherly warning - what hateful hypocrisy. There was nothing to do but watch. The "adults" of the world will probably criticize him smugly, saying he didn't have enough self-respect. But how dare they think they have the right! Yesterday I found record in Mr. Tatsuno [Yutaka]'s introductory essay on Senancour the following words: "People say it is a sin to flee by throwing life away. However, these same sophists who forbid me death often expose me to the presence of death, force me to proceed toward death. The various innovations they think up increase the opportunities for death around me, their preaching leads me toward death, and the laws they establish present me with death." You are the ones who killed Oda, aren't you? His recent sudden death was a poem of his final, sorry resistance. Oda! You did well.

Dazai’s published eulogy for Odasaku. I found it in The Saga of Dazai Osamu: A Critical Study and Translation by Phyllis I. Lyons, pages 49-50.

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writing is fun until you write

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my babies

eren how dare you hurt them

#let them be happy #let them run around their city #let them dream

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im so scared

#me me me #why are you then #don't be

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Humanity’s Strongest Soldier

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#crack baby #fake plastic trees #instant crush #acının ilacı

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list of things to make fanart of:

alice from twilight

enderman from mc

lale ki lolu (babytv) pink haired creature (i REALLY like the design of this show?? it's so interesting)

angela from mlbb

#these are easily forgettable ones so i have to write them down #i reccomend taking a look at lale ki lolu's design if you are interested in creating characters #it's unique #i love alice so much #and dr carlisle

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my favorite mob is enderman but zombies are reletable

#i hate hate hate skeletons #i hate them #if there aren't any skeletons i would be playing mc x1028272 more #stupid bones #why you have a bow #fucking #and when it drops the bow it's FIGHTING FOR ITS LIFE not even useful #they seem so clever to me #endermans are cool #too egoist #don't look at my eyes blah blah #dude who r u #mc #minecraft

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i really want to visit an aquarium

i have to

#how bad i wish i can breath underwater #there are millions of things #no thpughts in a fish mind #no single thought #and colorful fishes #flowing in the water #not even feeling your own weight #flwping between the bubbles

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Come on... it's only one drink.

ねえ、一杯だけ

#my only ones

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Late night stroll

#i LOVE the overall vibe of this piece omg

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i'm n1 painter dazai lover

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how the fuck

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