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IM BACK FR 🙏🏻 being a construction worker during summer is a fucking medieval torture bru

i'm gonna reply to your asks when i get home !!

#unbearabledesire #unbearable thoughts

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ALRIGHT LAST POST ABOUT LOP I SWEAR 😭😭 i literally beat nameless puppet in two tries... kinda underwhelming boss, scrapped watchman was harder 😓

#unbearable thoughts #lies of p #liesofp #nameless puppet #lies of p nameless puppet #scrapped watchman

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Romeo and Carlo gotta be the SatoSugu of lies of p 🗣️

YES !!! dynamic wise, the two duos are kind of different, yet still i see some parallels, especially because of the whole black and white thing and the fact that both were doomed. i love them so much they're so tragic 💔💔

#unbearable thoughts #liesofp #lies of p #lies of p romeo #romeo lies of p #romeo king of puppets #carlo geppetto #lies of p carlo #jjk

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"When the boy opened his eyes, he found himself sitting on a throne that he had not asked for.

When he sought his friend of the past, he clung to his memories even though he knew there was no going back."

ENOUGH. FUCK LIES OF P I REGRET PICKING IT UP.

#unbearable thoughts #liesofp #lies of p #lies of p romeo #lies of p carlo #romeo lies of p #romeo king of puppets

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both him and carlo are my roman empire, their dynamic is so sad ☹️☹️ i wanna start writing for LoP so bad !!

Unused Romeo Voicelines (Audio)

These 2 text lines below are decoded during your battle with KoP Phase 1 on NG. Although not in the final game; the raw & unused audio for these decoded texts still remained in the old Demo assets. You can take a listen here:

+ Bonus (used audio lines, but VA's raw vocals / no sfx):

#lies of p #lies of p romeo #romeo king of puppets #liesofp #lop #lies of p carlo

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yall have to be so dumb to actually think Yuta willingly wanted to take over Gojos body as if he wasn’t treated as a weapon as well being the second strongest sorcerer in existence. And not to mention Yuta DOES care about Gojo and always have this was probably the most painful thing for him to go through but yall are so intent in the Gojo alive theories and ship that yall can’t look outside the box for other characters

#so real #he's just 17 😭

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truly a horrible day to be both a gojo and yuta enjoyer... "haven't we been pushing all the burden of becoming a "monster" onto gojo sensei alone? if gojo sensei is gone, then who else will be the "monster"?"

YUTA was there when gojo had to kill his best friend. he knows what the jujutsu society forced his teacher to do, become a "monster" and throw away the very last vestiges of the humanity he had possessed. that's why he tries to kill kenjaku, in his own trying to lessen some of gojo's burden. gojo basically names yuta his successor in shibuya. the fact that he has to use gojo's corpse isn't out of character, it's the TRAGEDY that plagues both of their existence..

this panel isn't just his visceral reaction to gojo's death. it is his slow, horrific, catatonic realisation of his succession as another "monster" and thus what he has to do...

#yuuta my poor king

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heyy, may i request some natasha content? she's so underrated i swear 😩😩

☆ — SONG TITLE: Acts of service

☆ — PAIRINGS: Natasha x Reader

☆ — TYPE: Fluff, SFW

☆ — CONTENT WARNINGS: None

☆ — NOTES: No NSFW for this one cuz I've been doing a lotta that 🫶 hope you don't mind!!! Also idk what colour to give her :(

☆ — WORD COUNT: 1,609 words

Visiting Natasha became something of a routine for you. Despite everything that you did in the day, you never failed to visit the doctor—it was usually during the afternoon, around the time you had lunch, because then you asked her to have a bite with her every time, to which she always agreed to.

Half of the reason why was because you had wanted to spend time with Wildfire's true leader as.. well, not Wildfire's leader. You wanted to get to know Natasha, nobody else, at first.. but then it went from getting to know her to having each other's presence become something of a constant in both your lives, and then to something even more.

The other half of the reason, though, was because you were concerned.

She was the Underworld's best doctor, so naturally everyone relied on her. While she did have a massively good reputation, unfortunately that came at the cost of a decrease in the time for her to relax.

Such a thing was evident to see when it was moments like these—you had just stepped into her clinic and already you are witnessing the blue-gray-haired woman rush back and forth, patient to patient. After all, you had waited for.. what was essentially an hour before you decided to just stop waiting and to go to her yourself to see what was happening.

You had to take your time in actually approaching her, worried that you might somehow disturb her flow, and only actually decide to try to gain her attention when she seems to have slowed down.

Gently placing a hand on her shoulder, you softly called out to her, "Natasha?"

You hear her sigh the slightest bit, tired and weary, but when she turns her head and sees you she pushes herself upright on her desk as if startled. She quickly downplays her surprise with a laugh, however, "Oh! Dear, you gave me a quite a shock. What are you here for? Are you sick?"

"No, no," you shook your head, "I'm not on death's door or anything like that. Seems like you've got your hands full of the people that are, though."

She let out a small yet exhausted laugh, the lines on her eyes particularly evident today, "I suppose I am, aren't I? ..Though not to be hasty, and I do love to see you and your face, but if you aren't here to get treated, then is there another reason why you're here?"

The clinic was so particularly hectic today that she forgot.

"..Nat."

"Yes?"

"We were supposed to meet up a bit more than an hour ago."

You see her take her phone out of her pocket to check the time and--

"Oh."

Her eyes widen at the realisation before darting back to you with furrowed brows, "I hadn't realised... Were you waiting this whole time?"

You shrugged with a sheepish grin, "I didn't really want to leave in case you were just late. I see that you're really busy, though."

You see her sigh out and look at you apologetically, "Dear, you should've called me. I didn't mean to lose track--"

"Hey, no, I'm not mad or anything, don't worry about it." You reach for her hands to hold them tenderly as you got a little closer to her, "I can see that you're absolutely swamped with work, I get it. I wouldn't have signed myself up for dating you if I didn't accept it."

"Be that as it may, this is practically routine for the both of us."

"Yeah, but this is still your job." You gave her a light shrug and a reassuring smile, "Don't worry about it, yeah? We can just postphone it for when you go off the clock."

She huffs out gently with a small shake of her head, "A doctor never fully gets off the clock."

"Even when the Stellaron's gone?"

"Mhm. Not only that, but some of the others have caught an illness so we're short-staffed and I've been scrambling left and right. I'm afraid I had no time to think about anything else... Or, well," she draws a hand back from your grasp to cup your cheek with such a soft, affectionate look, "until you came along. Now I feel like I can't seem to think of--"

"Natasha?" The both of you turn to look at the nurse calling out to your lover, her touch on you breaking away at the disturbance, "Sorry to disturb you but, um, we need you here."

Natasha fully lets go of you now, easily getting herself back into work mode, "He's woken up?" And when the nurse nods, she answers swiftly, "Alright. I'll be there in a second."

Then she turns back to you, work mode off for a brief moment. While her affectionate look is still there, you could easily see how much today's exhaustion's getting to her, "I'm sorry that I'll have to leave you like this. I don't think I really have time to spare so.. I'll meet you when I'm done?"

"Mm." You briefly go to squeeze her hand and press a quick peck on her cheek, "Good luck with work, yeah? I'll be waiting."

She nods, and then she turns to make a beeline over to the waiting patient, leaving you alone in the middle of the clinic. You supposed that you should probably go so you make your way over to the door...

But when you put a hand on the doorknob, suddenly you're hit with a revelation.

You rush back over to her (the desk she owns, specifically) and wait for until she's finished with her current charge. It takes a while, but eventually she turns to walk over to said desk, to which she sees you and makes a confused yet amused expression, "I don't believe I'm off the clock yet, darling. Anything you need?"

"No, actually." You shook your head at her, "On the contrary, I think I have a little solution to your problem."

She crossed her arms as she hummed in curiosity, "Hmm? And whatever may that be?"

"I can help. Like, as some sort of assistant."

"..Go on."

"I know I'm not necessarily trained to be a doctor like you, or a nurse, or anyone in the professional health field, but I can do the other stuff like book-keeping and supply pick-ups. And maybe fetching stuff for you," you shrugged, "but I can't promise that I'll know what they look like."

You had expected her to accept the help—you have to use whatever resource you have in the Underworld, even when the passage between here and the overworld has been opened up. However, instead you see her shaking her head with slightly furrowed brows, "I'm afraid I can't let you do that."

"Why not?"

"I can't ask that of you. I wouldn't want you to sacrifice your day to help me with my job..." She looks to the side, pensive, "And I'm afraid I can't pay you either; I don't want to monopolise you just because we share a close bond.

You waved off her concerns, "Don't worry about that. One, I already get paid by spending time with you. And two, you're not monopolising anything—I'm offering to help. So let me?"

She looks at you, looks back towards the patients behind her, and then looks back at you again, her face showing clear contemplation. She's silent for a while and the lack of an answer plays with your nerves, but she eventually gives you a small, teasing smile, "It will probably take up the entire rest of your day. Are you sure you can hold out for that long here?"

"Ah, but you underestimate me—I can do anything when you're with me."

She laughs, and it's the most beautiful sight you've ever witnessed, "We'll have to see, won't we?"

You both get straight into work after that; Natasha tends to the patients with the other nurses as you dutifully do exactly as you said, taking care of most of the documentations and fetching the needed supplies for her and everyone else (without touching the chemicals in case you mess something up, of course). The amount of work was, quite frankly, insane for such a small clinic but you supposed that all places had their busiest days, medical locations included.

It was tough, and it sure as hell was exhausting, but eventually you pulled through the day and finally you were off the clock. You left a little earlier per your girlfriend's request, waiting outside for her to come out instead. And once she walks out the door, you two walk back home in companiable silence.

It's only when you reach your house when she speaks up, guilt tinging her tone, "I'm sorry we didn't end up having lunch as per usual, dear."

"I told you so many times, Nat, I seriously don't mind. I wanted to help!"

"Not that I'm ungrateful, and I know you offered, but are you sure you were okay to help? Treating people and helping them recover is something I love to do, but you could have done something else."

"I could have," you paused in your steps, opting Natasha go do the same. "But I wanna spend more time with you. Plus, hospital intern dates aren't exactly the worst dates ever."

She laughs again, and you can't get enough of it, "I suppose it isn't. Now come," she nudges her head towards your house's direction, "I'll make up for the whole of today, starting with a delightful meal. Care to join me, Y/N?"

Yes. Yes, you'd very much like to.

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heyy!! i'm ur old moot that got his account banned 😭

btw, may i request some ruan mei brainrot? she's wife material in my eyes idk why 😩😩

(also can i be 🦥 anon?? much love to u!!)

sub ruan mei x dom gn reader

ruan mei who lets you take the lead since she doesn’t understand love. easing her into it by peppering kisses along her plush thighs, teasing her and letting her melt under you.

but eventually you start eating her out, tongue swirling along her throbby clit and easing two fingers deep into her. you could hear all the sighs and pretty whines she could let out for you, legs threatening to close up around your face as you continued pleasing her

when she cums, she lets out all the prettiest sounds as you worked her through her orgasm, praising her for doing so good for you. you could see a small smile on her face so you know you’re doing the right thing

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there's no stronger bond for a man than the one he has w his non-biological brother, even surpassing the one he may have w a lover. i said what i said 🙏🏻

#unbearable thoughts #sworn brothers #i thought about this while on the toilet

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"we grew up together in the monad charity house. remember? we are best friends!"

OH MY GOD???? THIS GAME IS SO SAD I WANNA KMS

#unbearable thoughts #lies of p #lies of p romeo #lies of p carlo #fuck this game

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y'all i'm finally back from the hospital 😭😭 it's been a long week, but now i can go back to writing stuff !! 😩

#unbearabledesire #unbearable thoughts #my eye still hurts tho

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y'all sorry for not posting for like two days but i'm in hospital rn and i did not have much free time !! 😭

#unbearable thoughts #fuck hospital food #i wanna go home

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honestly i don't know what i would do without sweets, like if i don't have my sweet treat atleast once a day i genuinely start tweaking and become a lobotomized fuck 😞😞

#unbearable thoughts #i love sweets #i just ate a donut i'm happy

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ℬ𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒾𝓇 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒

☃ summary: you always felt something for them, yet fate decided that you must play your part as a background character.

☃ content: jean, kujou sara x gn!reader.

☃ warnings: reader's death, mostly angst.

☃ extras: in the little spare time my work leaves me each day i finally started reading berserk and i got inspired by Judeau for this. i apologize if this is hella short but i had to write something about this trope!!

You always stared at the acting grandmaster in awe. Ever since you joined the highly-acclaimed Knights of Favonius, you had always basked in the sight of Jean, not only for her beauty, of course, but for the amount of dedication she puts in everything she does. One day, you were tasked of guarding the entrance of her office, and there was not a single time where you saw her come out of that wicked room, getting worried to the point that you had to check up on her.

You admired her so much that a fire ignited inside of your heart, the desire of being by her side driving you to work times ten just to climb the ranks of the knights, making your way through all the other soldiers, that, atleast in your eyes, were nothing other than your enemies, other competitors for her gaze. After a whole year of dedication, even if you had successfully been promoted, the blonde beauty still would not bless you with the attention you craved, the longest interaction between you two being just a meeting for a mission assigned by Jean herself.

The grandmaster already had little to no time for herself, so it was rather obvious that she would not propose anything to you or anything, but you still saw how she smiled at the librarian, at the captain of the cavalry or at the owner of Dawn Winery. Why couldn't you get treated like this? You dedicated all of yourself just to get recognized by her, and you didn't even get a smile from her lips, just an honorary speech that you did not care about.

Your mind wandered for ages, asking yourself where you messed up. Was it because of the way you treated your comrades? Were you not dedicated enough? Those questions kept running in and out of your mind, trying to search for an answer that you most likely will never find. Maybe if you had been straightforward from the beginning, you might've had a chance. Despite the lack of acknowledgment, you'll keep trying to win her over, no matter how many hours of sleep or how many limbs you had to sacrifice, and in that, you showed the same dedication she shows towards her work.

Your friendship with the general has roots from way back, you two being childhood friends since she was adopted by the Kujou family. The two of you always stuck together, during training, recreative time and everything, the right word would be inseparable. Everyone noticed that the stern and cold Sara was always way more gentle with you, even offering you comfort when you needed, and of course the thing used to go both ways.

Honestly, it was as clear as the sky that you had developed quite the crush on her, and who wouldn't? after all, the girl who is mean to everyone suddenly changed her whole demeanor in your presence, you were honored in a certain way. However, things began to change when the two of you enrolled into the shogunate, your close friend progressively becoming more and more distant, her affection towards you slowly getting replaced by an unwavering loyalty towards the Raiden Shogun. Your lunch breaks together, all the training sessions you used to do slowly disappearing from your routine as she starts leaving your bond behind, interacting with you as if you were just normal colleagues and nothing more.

Things only worsened during the Vision Hunt Decree. You were one of the first to give away your Vision that you so deeply cherished to Sara, perhaps in a desperate attempt to show her how far you were willing to go just to have a chance to talk to her, and yet, you still got the usual soldier treatment. At this point, you couldn't give two shits about the shogunate or the Raiden Shogun herself, not sharing the ideals she imposed on the whole Inazuma, but you still were determinated to have your friend back, after all you still had something important to tell her ever since you were kids.

But unfortunately, the tengu did not see the signs you gave her, she had now become a full time servant of the Shogun, and you did not manage to make her question her values a single time. That being while you were still alive, though. The general's loyalty finally started to falter once she saw your dead body on the shore after a battle with the Resistance, blood dripping out of your mouth, eyes wide open and throat completely sliced. After years of serving the shogunate, she was used to the sight of corpses, and yet, there was something strange and unbelievably sad about seeing you lay down on the ground, all the memories starting to flood her mind again. Maybe it's her fault for focusing too much on the Shogun, for stripping you of your vision, Sara thinks to herself, as tears fall from her eyes for the first time in years.

#unbearabledesire #genshin #genshin impact #genshin impact angst #jean genshin impact #kujou sara #sara kujou #sara genshin impact #this lowkey sucks

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just came back home from work i don't think i can finish the hcs in time man ☹️. sorry y'all i'm gonna post them tmrw, i'm too tired 😭😭

#unbearable thoughts #lifting bricks since six am my hands feel so sore istg

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i hope not a single one of my irl friends finds out about this blog, can't let gang know i fw fictional characters 🙏🏻

#unbearable thoughts #if yall know me no you dont