The only thing that I'm more afraid of than being alone is finding someone that I truly love and trust and then end up being alone again. What if they leave me? What if i have to leave them? What if they die? How can I be afraid of the one thing I've always wanted? Why do I feel so defeated?
The forgotten friend. The one that gets overlooked or taken for granted. Always the first to answer when called but always the one ignored when reaching out. Who's comfort will always be dismissed or downplayed because they are the 'nice one.' Troubles forgotten because they are the ones that are supposed to do the comforting. Only wanted when needed, only used and then forgotten.