hi guys sorry for literally not being here ever and this isn’t really me coming back either i’ve been busy having a gender crisis, trying to tame my unmedicated but now diagnosed adhd and just generally losing at life bUT, i am here to tell y’all that delphine has a pet albino raccoon named dog and he looks like a giant lab rat and it’s epic. that’s all ily
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** misc angst sentence starters.
“ come back. come back to me. ”
“ it was real for me. ”
“ i’ll fight the bad dreams off if they come to get you. ”
“ flowers grow back even after the harshest of winters. you will too. ”
“ i won’t leave you here ! ”
“ we’re in this together. ”
“ i don’t need your help. not anymore. ”
“ you left me to die ! ”
“ what if i never fall in love again ? ”
“ we can’t keep doing this. ”
“ when were you going to tell me about this ? ”
“ you need to stay with me ! don’t close your eyes okay ? ”
“ my duty must come before everything else. you knew this. ”
“ stay away from me ! i don’t want to see you again ! ”
“ there’s nothing you can do that will fix this. ”
“ sometimes it feels like the world is crumbling beneath my feet. ”
“ now is not the time for goodbyes. now is the time to fight. ”
“ trust no one. not even me. you understand ? ”
“ i’m fine. i can walk on my own. ”
“ please, just look at me. ”
“ you and i are no heroes. ”
“ you think you can just waltz back in here and pretend everything is okay ? ”
“ those are the words of a coward ! ”
“ you can’t save everyone. ”
“ you’re better off without me. ”
“ i trusted you ! ”
“ you deserve more than i can give you. ”
“ please, don’t hurt me again. ”
“ you would never understand the pain you put me through. ”
“ did you ever love me ? or were those just words you said ? ”
“ haven’t you done enough today ? ”
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does reverse projecting exist bc i’ve pretty much become irl magnolia without the repression and a healthy family and also green hair
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“ still she was alive. her eyes shone like two bright stars,
but there was no rest or peace in them. ”
( musical based, movie & fairytale influence
as written by Julia since 2013. )
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@appleyed ✴ andromeda “ you’re not alone . you’re stuck with me forever . sorry . ”
LINCOLN DARTHE WAS TOLD many times ‘forever’ was something he’d only ever see in fairytales, so he devoted his entire life to making it one.
you have to leave him this: in many ways, he’s actually succeeded. sitting there, DROWNING in his girlfriend’s eyes and feeling her warmth while the sky above them, like a beautiful unfinished painting, is coated in darker and darker shades and splattered with hundreds and thousands of stars — it comes close to the fairytale he’s always dreamed of.
somewhere in the back of his mind, though, he is more than just aware of the WEAK POINT of this fairytale-come-true: even here, there’s no happy-ever-after awaiting him. it’s a bitter truth, always in the back of his mind luring, even right now; and he can’t help but to look away for just a moment. forever, until it’s not. he’s stuck with her, until he’s stuck at a place where she can’t ever go.
there can be fairytales with no happy ending, right?
his hand reaches out, his thumb brushes across her cheek — a gesture of ENDEARMENT in the hopes of covering up how the dark cloud over his head got just a bit darker for a moment. they had this discussion too many times already; now is not the time for it. « you’re just as stuck with me. » no forever, because there isn’t any to promise. « I LOVE YOU. thank you for being the light of my life. »
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okay so i’m not done yet but here’s a little update with things happening today and in the near future!!! it’s quite a lot of things so bear with me, but i’m excited to be back and mayhaps write a bit again <3
muses that were removed:
juniper audley
hélène bezukhova
tsabin / sabé
muses that were added:
emma nolan: from the prom musical with movie influnces. secondary muse. small town teenage girl who’s unwillingly been out since freshman year and tries to cope with all the shit she gets for asking her girlfriend out to the prom. affiliated and ship-exclusive with @kosmogramm‘s alyssa greene.
lincoln darthe: pjo-based demigod oc. secondary muse. son of apollo who’s been prophecied to die very, very young and thus tries to enjoy the limited life he has as happy and carefree as he’s able to. affiliated with @appleyed’s andromeda presley.
feel free to send them both some memes or hit me up for some plotting, it’ll be greatly appreciated <3
status updates:
anna of cleves: secondary to tertiary
odell anders: primary to secondary
next steps:
reply to all the people i am currently ghosting liSTEN i am SO sorry i see u i love u i’m just tired i WILL come back to u
rearrange the muse order on my muse page lmao
make some minor changes to my rules
start working on the next muses i’ll eventually add
go through drafts and yoink what doesn’t spark joy
maybe actually write.............. haha jk.............. unless?
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lincoln darthe tag drop :)
「 lincoln * general ☀— ❝ the doomed ❞ 」
「 lincoln * headcanon ☀— ❝ soft coffin open to the sunshine ❞ 」
「 lincoln * character study ☀— ❝ smiles of sunshine and music ❞ 」
「 lincoln * musings ☀— ❝ so much sunlight you drown in it ❞ 」
「 lincoln * crack ☀— ❝ googles golden retriever life expectancy ❞ 」
「 lincoln * rel. andromeda ☀— ❝ deep‚ dying breaths of love ❞ 」
「 lincoln * i. verse ☀— ❝ a hundred promises not to die ❞ 」
「 lincoln * ii. verse ☀— ❝ come to me in my dreams tonight ❞ 」
「 lincoln * iii. verse ☀— ❝ wondering‚ fearing‚ dreaming❞ 」
「 lincoln * iv. verse ☀— ❝ life’s no dress rehearsal ❞ 」
「 lincoln * mirror ☀— ❝ in perfect shape for nothing but death ❞ 」
「 lincoln * aesthetic ☀— ❝ auroras and sad prose ❞ 」
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emma nolan tag drop uwu
「 emma * general ☀— ❝ the cautionary tale ❞ 」
「 emma * headcanon ☀— ❝ as far as wanting goes ❞ 」
「 emma * character study ☀— ❝ this poor unruly heart of mine ❞ 」
「 emma * musings ☀— ❝ flaunting its love for all to see ❞ 」
「 emma * crack ☀— ❝ bigotry’s not big of me!!!!!1! ❞ 」
「 emma * rel. alyssa ☀— ❝ quiet murmurs and secret kisses ❞ 」
「 emma * i. verse ☀— ❝ close your eyes and count to ten ❞ 」
「 emma * ii. verse ☀— ❝ places where it’s in to be out ❞ 」
「 emma * mirror ☀— ❝ she flickers like a firefly ❞ 」
「 emma * aesthetic ☀— ❝ when music blares and no one cares ❞ 」
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ok exams are over i MIGHT try to get back to a lil writing over the weekend!!!! i’ll do some maintenance first (removing some muses and adding two new ones and also possibly yoinking some drafts that still make my brain go brrrr after staring at them for 2 minutes) and i’ll also bleach my hair again this evening so nothing promised for *today* but HI IM BACK
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if trc takes place in 2012 does that mean gansey can still be classified as a millenial
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DON’T YOU SEE I’M THE STORM ?
( as written by julia since 2013 )
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n e way yes i’m on hiatus but for anyone wonder what i’ve been up to when i’m not crying abt exams,
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not that anything will change in a major scale since i haven’t been truly active in a while, but my queue ran out a few days ago and in person classes started again this week so until mid april, i am going to have a lot on plate which is why i will go on semi hiatus until then. might still post once in a while bc a girl needs to Cope but, i’m still announcing this so i feel a tiny little less bad. see y’all soon <3
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