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gently .. places my hands here

#ooc #tba #waves from the mcfuckin dead

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can u raw me pwease

this is targeted harassment

#tbd #i hate prince #empyrebled

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shiro the hero, golden boy, superman, tim drake. how u doin buddy

        ‘                  who ?   ’

#tbd #my first ic stuff since my mom passed away and this is what i do #this has been in my inbox for 2 months #Anonymous

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fingertips dig into shoulders , lips pressed together in a thin line as he settles into charon's lap ; this is not their first tryst , & it certainly won't be their last ( he only hopes this isn't the day where the paladins , relaxing in the room over , discover them ). ' please , sir , ' he whispers , voice strained , ' give me your cock. '

temptation’s finest distraction   /   @weptichor

this is dangerous. this is tempting fate, brandishing actions as if little more than idle conversation rather than true damnation. this creature of lithe sinew and lowered lashes, sleek and dark and full of a ethereal beauty charon knows IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE ! he sits himself in his lap, thighs already spread so obscenely around the girth of his own, and coaxes flush to seep deeply into skin, glow faint yet still evident in the dim lighting.   (   HE REMEMBERS ANOTHER MOMENT STOLEN IN TIME, FULL OF HEATED BREATH AND HURRIED, ANXIOUS TOUCHES.   )   they had been discreet, then. yet with every passing day they grow more and more bold, encouraged by their unending want for the other. charon knows it’s wrong of him to grow attached, wrong of him to see levi and feel an inkling of possession, of care. yet when he crawls forwards, eager and willing, he forgets for a moment what a good man would say.   (   AND WHAT A GOOD MAN WOULD DO !   )

         ‘   gotta be a good boy for daddy, baby.   ’   purred in dulcet tones, half whispered as if a snake at the other’s ear. greedy and quintessence - warmed hands grip levi close, synthetic blood pumping harder   /   faster every beat that passes between them. THEY ARE ANIMALISTIC ! they are two forsaken spirits given the chance to gravitate towards one another                (   two tossed aside beings with names echoing of a past they’d rather forget, forget, forget, forget !   )   charon’s heart lurches   /   aches   /   shrivels at the thought of levi being anywhere but his caring arms, lost in the cold blanket of space rather than kept tight to the warmth of his chest, neck. it’s ... too sentimental, too much to think about when cock aches within the confines of his pants, when fangs nip across ear, jaw, neck, starving for a taste of levi’s blood, his everything.

they do this out of need.   (   IF CHARON WERE A BETTER MAN, HE WOULD HAVE STOPPED THIS THE MOMENT NEED TURNED TO WANT AND WANT TURNED TO HOPE.   )

          ‘   go ahead and get me ready.   ’   he masks his adoration with talk, hides and covers his urge to soften under the guise of command.   ‘            EARN IT. prove yourself worth taking my cock.   ’

#weptichor #nsfw text / #nsfw / #tag tba #jem wh at the fuc k

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* SEXUAL PREFERENCES !

bold - applies always. italic - applies sometimes.

* INCLINATIONS/HABITS:

is submissive   |   is dominant  |   prefers to top   |   prefers to bottom   |   likes to switch  |   identifies as heterosexual   |   identifies as homosexual   |   identifies as bisexual  |   identifies as pansexual   |   identifies as demisexual   |   identifies as asexual   |   enjoys sex with men |   enjoys sex with women   |   enjoys sex with multiple people at one time   |  initiates   |  waits for partner to initiate   |   spits   |   swallows   |   prefers sex in the morning   |   prefers sex at night   |   prefers sex any time   |   no sex drive   |   low sex drive   |   average sex drive   |   high sex drive   |   hypersexual

* BODY/APPEARANCE:

small build   |   medium build   |   athletic build   |   muscular build  |   curvy build  |   voluptuous build  |   wears boxer[-briefs]   |   wears lingerie   |   goes ‘commando’   |  shaves/waxes   | doesn’t shave/wax   |   cup size a-c   |   cup size d-f   |   1-5" in length   |  6-9" in length   |   10" or over in length

* SOUNDS:

is silent / makes little to no sounds |   is very quiet   |   is very loud   |   grows in volume over time   |   bites hand / partner / pillow to muffle themselves  |   calls out partner’s name   |  curses   |   fakes/exaggerates   |   prefers a quiet partner   |   prefers a loud partner  |   is turned on by dirty talk |  is turned off by dirty talk

* TURN-ONS/KINKS:

having their hands pinned   |   pinning their partner’s hands  |  having their hair pulled  |  pulling their partner’s hair  |  being watched (by their partner)   |   being watched (by a third party)   |   watching their partner   |   receiving oral   |   giving oral  |  calling their partner ‘daddy’   |   being called ‘daddy’   |  giving praise  |   receiving praise   |   biting / marking   |  being bitten / marked   |   spanking   |   being spanked   |   teasing   |  being teased  |   having toys used on them   |   using toys on their partner   |   giving anal  |  receiving anal   |  choking  |  being choked |   dirty talk  |  being tied up   |   tying their partner up  |   being worshiped   |  worshiping their partner  |   humiliating   |   being humiliated   |   degrading   |  being degraded   |   knife play   |   blood play   |   being pegged   |   pegging

tagged by: @bladebuilt tagging: y’all who haven’t done it yet yeet

#.✧. ↷ searching ... encryption found → the stars are calling your name. can you even remember their heat? › headcanon #nsfw / #nsfw text / #IM FINALLY BACK AND ALL SET UP ON CAMPUS !!

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He got me hooked on the illusion I was whole.

Robin Richardson, from “No Exit,” Sit How You Want (via lifeinpoetry)

#tag tba #weptichor #HEY JEM U WANNA FUCKIN SEE SUM SHIT !

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warzonic‌:

i love editing caps

he’s so fuckin good

#tbd #cathy edited the second one but w/ my psd u cant see his prosthetic :c shame

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COGNITIVE  ASSESSMENT.

alcoholism.      amnesia.      anxiety.      appetite  loss.      binge  eating.      co — dependence.   cynicism.       defensiveness.      denial.     depersonalisation.     depression.    derealisation.    devaluation.      displacement.     dissociation.      drug  abuse.      dysphoria.      emotional detachment.     flashbacks.      flat  affect.     guilt.     hallucinations.      hypersomnia.    hypervigilance.      hypochondria.      idealisation.   insomnia.      intellectualisation.    introjection.      isolation.      low  self—esteem.     mania.      narcissism.       night  terrors.     obsessive  compulsion.      overeating.       panic  attacks.      passive  aggression.    paranoia.    phobias.       projection.      psychosis.      rationalisation.      regression.     repression.    restrictive  eating.      self-harm. ( in the form of being self destructive )      somatization.    splitting.      sublimation.      suicidal  ideation.       sleepwalking.     suppression.     thousand-yard stare.      triggers.      trust  issues.     violence.    whiplash  temper.

TAGGED   BY:   stolen from @shiroganc​ TAGGING:  @bladebuilt, @empyrosis, @pyrobled, @empyrebled, @astraei, @nostraen, @starnoire

#.✧. ↷ searching ... encryption found → the stars are calling your name. can you even remember their heat? › headcanon #mental illness / #suicidal thoughts / #suicide / #depression / #god charon buddy

[warzonic]

i know who i am   /   personals do not reblog !

#i honestly have no idea how good of a keith i'll be but here we are fellas

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nostraen‌:

bulging  muscles  twitch  as  kaiera  holds  charon  closer .  they  feel  themselves  weaken   ,  but  it  was  worth  it.  HE  WAS  WORTH  IT .   this  small   token  was  nothing  compared  to  all  charon  had  given  them .    the  red  lion  is   in  their  sights .   pushing  hard  on  stronger  legs  kaiera  roars  in  return ,  leaping  towards  the  lion ,     climbing  into  its  open,  inviting  maw .

SAVE  HIM ,  kaiera’s  heart  demands ,  monstrous  whines  echoing  through  the  red  lion ,  the  sound  of  claws  against  metal  shrill ,  frightening .  the  creature  sniffs  around  searching,  searching ,  searching .  THERE MUST BE AN ANSWER HERE.  something to save charon . 

they  want   to   recoil   into  themselves .  the  pain ,  it  is  only  soothed  by  his  warmth .   they  want  to ..  want  to  POSSESS  them  again ,  MARK  them ,  CLAIM  them .  the  animal  beckoned  to  REST,  to  take  what  was  theirs  and  nest  with  him .    but  what  remained  of  the  man ,  of  KAIERA ,  wanted  to  SAVE SAVE SAVE, HAD TO SAVE .   for  now ,  the  beast’s  will was  squashed  beneath  the  palm   of  kaiera’s  need .  another  guttural  whine  escapes  the  beast  as  it  searches ,  tears  streaming  down  its  pathetic  face,  grip  tightening  around  charon  as if  it  feared  the  lion  would  take  him  away .    they  him  on  the  floor ,  body  stretched  over  his  protectively ,  nose  &  ears  working  to  find  a  source  of  healing ,  water ,  anything .  searching  eyes  fall  upon  battered  face ,  tired ,  pained ,  BEAUTIFUL . clawed  fingers  grip  charon’s  face ,  tongue  licking  over  his  lips   in a  slight  flick ,  momentarily  distracted  by  the  glow  of  his  eyes .    the  beast  YEARNS , as kaiera’s  grip  upon  their  reason  wavers .

PERHAPS HE WOULD HAVE BEEN TERRIFIED IF HE WERE MORE LUCID ! perhaps he would have the clarity to calm ferality with open and loving palms, mind focused upon calming his lover even as body runs dry and mechanical bones fall to rust   /   ruin. instead he lies helpless, half - lifeless and so, so weak.   (   ‘   KAI, I’M SO TIRED.   ’   )

           ‘                medkit.   ’   gasped out as body is lain lovingly across metallic floor, the surface smooth yet strikingly   cold   against his unarmoured skin. the frigid air of the oxygen - laden room tears at already shredded throat, drying it out as lips crack around a throaty   “   please ...   ”   yet kai, beautiful   /   loving   /   devoted kai, whines in earnest, and charon’s heart breaks a little more, cracks more akin to branches of a long - winding willow, swaying in tempo with each slow beat of his heart. lips part again, the action tiring in and of itself, yet words are swallowed by questing tongue, flicking against him in an odd restrained motion.

if charon could laugh he would. KAIERA, YOU ABSOLUTE BEAST !

        ‘   medkit.   ’   he repeats, lips pushing weakly against the other’s.   ‘   beneath ... pilot seat.   ’   he wants to say   “   look for the syringe !   ”   yet head falls back against floor, a shaky cough rattling frame. how frustrating it must be to be so close to death, yet unable to help yourself.   (   YOU WERE ALWAYS MEANT TO BE PREDATOR, NOT PREY !   )   damn it. damn this god forsaken            

red’s lights flash on, bright cyanic bulbs blazing against the dark of the interior, creating a path towards the cockpit.   THE SYRINGE !   ‘   medkit first. then ... then you can have me.   ’   /   YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE ME !

#nostraen #.✧. ↷ downloading … → they ask you ‘ what is your purpose? ’ you say to love / to heal / to protect. › nostraen. #charon vc stab me w/ the syringe first then fuck me

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i know who i am   /   personals do not reblog !

#sp #HELLO FUCKERS

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weptichor‌:

a  study  in  emotions  completely  failed  ,  levi  maintains  a  blank  expression  ,  eyes  half  -  lidded  as  they  watch  charon’s  assured  spiral  into  rage    ;    perhaps  this  was  his  goal  all  along  ,  an  exercise  in  pushing  buttons    &    eliciting  flames  he  could  curl  up  to    (    charon  hardly  makes  that  a  challenge  ,  near  instantaneous  in  his  litany  of  words  thrown  out  like  declarations  of  war    ).    unfortunately  ,  he’s  amused  ,  if  not  virtually  unaffected.  how  comforting  his  anger  is  ,  to  know  he’s  become  his  own  person  in  spite  of  the  circumstances  of  his  birth  !  to  know  he  ,  despite  sharing  a  face  with  voltron’s  center  ,  is  an  individual    —–    a  violent  ,  unpredictable  individual.

there’s  something  poetic  in  charon’s  claim    (    YOU  HAVE  NO  IDEA  WHAT  YOU’RE  TALKING  ABOUT    )    as  if  he’s  got  any  real  idea  of  who  levi  is  ,  what  levi  has  done  ,  the  things  he’s  experienced    &    the  way  he  truly  thinks    …    laughable  ,  but  earning  no  such  mirth  from  the  smaller  ,  gripped  up  figure.  his  chest  echoes  inside  with  the  rapid  beating  of  his  heart  ,  the  blood  pumping  through  his  veins    &    the  intensity  that  leaves  him  breathless    —–    this  is  charon’s  doing  ,  of  course  ,  but  levi  is  more  than  aware  he  cannot  kneel  in  the  face  of  his  body’s  instinctive  reaction.      ‘    you’ve  supplied  me  only  with  jabs  everyone  else  has  already  thrown.  you’re  going  to  have  to  try  harder  than  that.    ’

little  does  he  know  ,  levi’s  spent  the  past  several  moments  following  his  initial  comment  reeling  in  the  guilt  of  it  ,  the  regret  charon  promises  to  inflict    (    WHY  MUST  HE  MAKE  AN  ENEMY  OF  EVERY  STAR  IN  THE  UNIVERSE  ?    ).      ‘    if  you  want  to  cause  me  any  pain  ,  i  suggest  it  be  physical.  because  i  guarantee  all  of  the  weaknesses  you  think  you’ll  find  with  words  don’t  exist.    ’      he  sighs  ,  gaze  shifting  elsewhere  ,  dull    &    monotonous  in  nature  ,  as  if  he  weren’t  trapped  in  the  midst  of  charon’s  jaws.      ‘    i  promise  you  ,  there’s  only  one  thing  you  could  do  to  me  that  no  one  else  has  done.    ’      so  just  kill  me  already  !

HE KNOWS HE IS ILL -  TEMPERED ! he knows how often he garners looks of fear   /   hate   /   distrust. it’s because fists curl before palms open, legs shifting to a stance more akin of a predator than equal. it’s because he bares fangs before bowing head, offering no sign of submission in the face of a challenger. IT’S BECAUSE IT IS ALL OR NOTHING ! victor or lesser   /   champion or failure. instinct, however warped it may be, demands action, and the lack thereof inspires charon to label himself weak   /   foolish   /   cowardly. he vowed to never be that way again. and levi, this creature of taunts and jest, will not have him break that promise.   (   HE WILL NOT BE SEEN AS ANYTHING LESS THAN A MONSTER !   )

funny how he claims he’s more, yet turns his back on progress for the sake of pride.

           ‘   try harder ?   ’   disbelief laced within growled vowels, syllables announced as if forced through the gate of his teeth, his fangs. fist curls tighter, claws ensnared into fabric while a harsh yank is given, jolting the other in an attempt to have eyes trained on him. WHO IS HE TO LOOK ASIDE ? WHO IS HE TO SEE THE APEX OF CREATION AND DEEM HIM UNWORTHY OF THY’S GAZE ? he is kuron                  charon. a forceful mix of human nature and inhumane weaponry, no longer leashed and unwilling to be so ever again. WHAT RIGHT DOES HE HAVE ! what right does levi hold in order for him to deem him weak?

hissed voices in his ear, a whispered command of KILL   !   KILL   !  KILL   !

            ‘   too bad i don’t take orders from you.   ’   said to levi? or the witch at his ear? fist uncurls slowly, breathing heavy while body, taut and ready to strike, forces itself into docility. INSTINCT RAGES, TORN BETWEEN THIS ADMITTANCE OF WEAKNESS AND ACCEPTANCE TO WALK TALLER THAN THE OTHER ! shiro had once said to pick his battles. this one wasn’t worth it, no matter the anger that fuels him. no matter the outrage that had struck. truly masochistic, this one is   :   an unbound man yet chained all the same, insults more akin to love bites and force recognised as passion. CHARON ISN’T THAT MAN ! at least, that’s who he hopes never is again.

levi is asking for a deathwish. CHARON IS NO MURDERER !

              ‘                 find someone else to annoy.   ’   a shove is given unceremoniously, frown deep and eliciting the beginnings of rings at the corners of mouth.   ‘   i’ve stopped being a plaything years ago. you should too.   ’

#weptichor #violence / #long post / #oh ........ i See

[warzonic]

ME BREATHING. KURON / CHARON VERSUS SHIRO PARALLELS. 

#tbd #RATTLES MY CAGE

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#.✧. ↷ corruption detected! reboot needed → your eyes burn with hellfire. you are demonics personified. › kuron #.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby → upload complete › charon servus #.✧. ↷ accessing database → error! error! › shiro #shiroganc #.✧. ↷ downloading ... → to live is to learn. to learn is to love. › shiroganc. #HEY BABE I --

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weptichor·:

he  leans  back  contentedly  ,  lips  twisted  into  a  crooked  grin    (    so  easy  to  get  beneath  his  skin  !    )    &    arms  folded  loosely  over  his  chest.      ‘    such  a  bland  insult.  that  might  actually  offend  me  if  i  were  insecure  about  my  appearance.  alas  ,  i  have  a  healthy  confidence  in  how  i  look.    ’      he  tilts  his  head  ,  mocking  expression  turned  curious.      ‘    a  spa  day  would  do  you  more  good  than  me.  maybe  you’d  finally  be  able  to  let  go  of  all  of  those  anger  issues    &    insecurities  !  you’d  be  more  aesthetically  pleasing  if  you  didn’t  look  like  haggar  still  had  her  entire  hand  up  your  rear  end.    ’

THE MENTION OF HER NAME HAS TEETH SNAPPING SHUT ! eyes turn from a disinterested, subtle and faded hue to a blazing, almost golden colour, filled to the brim with near boiling quintessence, the substance flaring from corners as if a leak had been sprung.   (   YET DO NOT DARE TO BELIEVE THEY ARE ANY FORM OF TEARS !   )   charon is learning patience, but he has no false idea that he was ever a patient man. and levi is testing the limits of an already short string.

‘   you’re a brat. inconsequential and unimportant, always trying to make a statement because you know no one gives a fucking shit about you.   ’   anger seeps off of him in waves, cresting in tidalic measures at the tip of his tongue.  HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A SLAVE TO HIS OWN FOLLY ! yet restraint is a concept he has yet to master. shiro, no doubt, would be appalled   /   disgusted   /   disappointed. and he says             LET HIM !

           ‘   maybe if you were more than a glorified whore, you’d be seen as someone worth more than a cheap night in bed. maybe the empire would actually take notice of you.  ’   ah, there it is. that anger, fiery and full of itself   ;   a never ending cycle of volcanic ash   /   magma   /   tar.   ‘   maybe that’s why people choose to put you on your knees           so they can teach you how to KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT ! you have no idea what you’re talking about and i                 ’  

cue a heavy swallow, body tense as he reaches for the other’s collar, fisting it with an uncontrolled jerk of his hand. voice lowers, dangerous, and it begs the question   :   is it better to have charon screaming? or to have him whisper like this, a snake in the garden with unknown intent.   ‘   i promise, i’ll make you regret it.   ’

#weptichor #levi: haha haggar #charon: fuckin snaps #slurs /

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yay relationship tags part 2

.✧. ↷ downloading …  → with humbled hands & trembling lips we promise to love. to grow. to save. › bladebuilt.

.✧. ↷ downloading …  → we have the stars at our backs and the sun in our eyes. they say   ‘   i love you.   ’ › empyrosis.

.✧. ↷ downloading …  → they ask you   ‘   what is your purpose?   ’   you say to love   /   to heal   /   to protect. › nostraen.

#.✧. ↷ downloading … → with humbled hands & trembling lips we promise to love. to grow. to save. › bladebuilt. #.✧. ↷ downloading … → we have the stars at our backs and the sun in our eyes. they say ‘ i love you. ’ › empyrosis. #.✧. ↷ downloading … → they ask you ‘ what is your purpose? ’ you say to love / to heal / to protect. › nostraen.

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weptichor·:

‘    lance  once  told  me  that  if  you  frown  too  much  ,  you’ll  age  quicker.  do  you  want  to  get  wrinkles  ,  charon  ?    ’      he  likes  to  think  ,  sometimes  ,  that  his  terrible  habit  of  poking  the  bear  at  the  most  inopportune  of  times  has  been  completely  shaken  ,  but  deep  down  he  knows  that’s  false.  he  can’t  honestly  help  but  to  antagonize  him    —–    his  perpetually  morose  facial  expression  is  practically  painting  a  target  on  his  back  ,  after  all.      /      @warzonic.

           ‘   i don’t age like they do. i’m not human.   ’   /   voice shakes with thinly veiled contempt, lips pulled taut in a false image of nonchalance. he reminds himself to be the bigger man, to shut eyes and turn away. THAT’S WHAT SHIRO ALWAYS TOLD HIM ! pick your battles, shut down your pride. easy for him to say. he doesn’t have this nuisance at his back day in and day out.   (   HE DOESN’T HAVE THE INNATE FEAR OF HAVING TO DEFEND HIS EXISTENCE !   )

                                                ‘   maybe lance should share his skin care products with you. all that cleansing stuff? might help with, well            there’s a reason people avoid you, y’know.   ’

#weptichor #charon: im gonna be the bigger man #also charon: ur fucking ugly dude #untrue but he's childish okay