whitexdove

[whitexdove]

TBH IM STILL NOT 100% but im still safe n shit. but will be slow because of work.

so my mental/physical health are in some rough spots rn. i've been trying to just push past it, BUT i think for the weekend, i'm going to focus on edits for my sideblog that i had to remake and like... basically try to relax? i'll probably advertise the hell out of the sideblog just for the sake of "haha look at my oc i love them"

DISCORD available to mutuals. just shoot me a dm. i'm down to plot and whatnot! im just slow to reply and very anxious.

#tbd

[whitexdove]

there's a moment of pause, taking note of how eager she was to work -- again. "didn't you ask the same thing yesterday?"

@whitexdove has requested her.

"Sir." A deep bow comes, the line of her shoulders rigid. "Have you any request for me today?"

#trollith #v. i'd promise you anything for another shot at life ( main. ) #rufus: why do you guys want to work so much chill out

[whitexdove]

rufus always forgot that katsuki had a bedtime, THIS BLOND did not -- of course, he was an insomniac and could NOT sleep so easily. thus, late night at a convenience store. he laughs lightly, gently nudging katsuki.

"i needed a strong hero to protect me." cat teases, ears twitching. mostly teasing. he knew katsuki was strong, and he appreciated the company. "c'mon, i'll buy you a snack."

◟×  𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐃  𝐈𝐒  𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍  𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃,  𝐎𝐊𝐀𝐘  ?!  it  was  way  past  his  damned  bed  time  and  katsuki  muffled  a  yawn  into  his  sweatshirt,  the  fuck  were  they  doin’  here  again  ?  he  ain’t  got  a  clue  -  all  he  wanted  was  to  be  in  his  goddamn  bed,  yet  here  he  was,  in  a  shitty  convenience  store,  past  ass  o’clock  in  the  middle  of  the  night.  squinting  against  the  bright  lights,  katsuki  huffs.

❝  the  fuck  we  doin’  here  again  ?  ❞  he  grunts  as  he  follows  along  behind  rufus  with  a  scowl  plastered  on  his  face.

⠀ ⠀  ◟ ⠀ ⠀  set the scene / 001,a convenience store past midnight. ⠀ ⠀  ❌ ⠀ ⠀      @whitexdove

#xplosionbomb #v. standing on the edge young and hopeless ( mha. )

[whitexdove]

hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall to remind me that I am a fool

tell me where I came from, what I will always be ---

TURK OC, BY STUMPY || sideblog to whitexdove (x)

#& || support your bastard's endeavours ( self promo. ) #i think i feel more like a person #but here's my baby #i love them

[whitexdove]

#& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. ) #& || ( aesthetics. )

[whitexdove]

#& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. ) #& || ( aesthetics. )

[whitexdove]

#& || will a pretty face make it better ( face. ) #& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. )

[whitexdove]

“What kind of pretty are you?” Rotting meat

#& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. ) #& || i feel like i'm fucking dying ( study. )

[whitexdove]

im safe, just not doing well

so my mental/physical health are in some rough spots rn. i've been trying to just push past it, BUT i think for the weekend, i'm going to focus on edits for my sideblog that i had to remake and like... basically try to relax? i'll probably advertise the hell out of the sideblog just for the sake of "haha look at my oc i love them"

DISCORD available to mutuals. just shoot me a dm. i'm down to plot and whatnot! im just slow to reply and very anxious.

#tbd

[whitexdove]

#& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. ) #& || ( aesthetics. )

[whitexdove]

this was... new. he leans back a bit, but stares down at her hand. rufus wasn't exactly the kid with friends, and pinky promises were not something he was informed of. can you blame him for being confused?

"what's that?"

"Piiinky promise?" A step closer. She's invading his personal space again, none-the-wiser. A hand held out, fingers curled with the pinky held out in askance.

#trollith #rufus who has never made a pinky promise in his life #just staring

[whitexdove]

so my mental/physical health are in some rough spots rn. i've been trying to just push past it, BUT i think for the weekend, i'm going to focus on edits for my sideblog that i had to remake and like... basically try to relax? i'll probably advertise the hell out of the sideblog just for the sake of "haha look at my oc i love them"

DISCORD available to mutuals. just shoot me a dm. i'm down to plot and whatnot! im just slow to reply and very anxious.

#tbd #& || stumpy drowning in the sunshine riptide ( ooc. ) #basically: i'm in crisis mode and trying to avoid a grippy sock sleepover #tbh i'll be best reached for rp n anything ON discord #i gotta force myself to relax

[whitexdove]

“you want apologies? girl, you might hold your breath until your breathing stops forever, forever the only thing you’ll get is this curse on your lips i hope they taste of me forever,”

#open #honestly bro it's fall out boy lyrics #it fits

[whitexdove]

there's a soft sigh from rufus, not quite annoyed, but a little more than exhausted. "awful." he mumbles. rufus takes his jacket off and hangs it up, before he nudges lucas to be looking away so rufus can take off his binder and change into something more breathable. he sighs. "you don't have to do that for me."

"I know, but you love me for it~" Lucas said in an obnoxious sing song voice as he followed Umbra to Rufus' bed. "I'm not gonna undress you or anything, I think you can do that alone, but I can make you a tea that dad always does for me. I always have it when I have a rough day- and I usually listen to music, but I don't know if that would help you." He offered.

#shinrascomputer #& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. )

[whitexdove]

How dangerous,

to finally have something worth losing.

#& || voices in my head tell me i'm not good enough for them ( musings. ) #& || mirrors are not to be trusted ( queue. )

[whitexdove]

me @ all of you

#tbd #another one for the early morning bc once i get off work im taking care of my puppy and fucking off for several hours #it does mean a lot that people do like my take on characters enough to want to write with them #im just geniunely super anxious. im trying but man i've had so many negative experience

[whitexdove]

brows raise and rufus looks... perplexed. this feels super specific. well, he's rolling with it so it's too late now. "i just told you i'd pet a full grown one if i knew it wouldn't rip my arm off. clearly a smaller one isn't a concern."

Lucas pursed his lips in thought. "What if... That behemoth came out of the labs? And it wasn't a full sized one." He pressed.

#shinrascomputer