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Have you ever wanted to escape to another world and run away from the stresses of life? Not everything is as peachy as it seems! Meet Azura, an interdimensional traveler with a knack for bringing trouble to the table. 

Please REBLOG or LIKE if you’re interested in rping with a sassy, talkative, possibly immortal, multiversal traveler who has a knack on befriending villains! Wanna get yourself psychoanalyzed by this self-proclaimed therapist? Then Azura is the sweetest gal for you!

- Independent OC, Semi Selective, Low to Medium Activity  - OC & Canon friendly 

✨ABOUT THE MUSE //✨RULES

#[promo] #[i know im not active these days but azura is awesome plz love her]

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STREAMING NSFW! 

Gonna be working on more doodles and a NSFW commission 

#txt #br00kiedraws #nsfw #ooc #its meeeeeeeeeeeeeee bitches

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:)

#[musings and fanart] #i had shoes exactly like these in high school dont @me

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[sonic]: what’s wrong, buddy?

[chip]: huh? oh, right. i’m just… scared.

#[musings and fanart] #Q

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Happy Sonic Movie Day!

#txt #the-caped-shadow

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“why haven’t you been more active?”

#txt #gcdgiven #ooc #yyyyyyeah life's been kicking me in the ass lately #so sorry for the slow updates

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Sonic worrying over Shadow during Final Hazard makes me sob

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doing a small stream, working on commissions!

#txt #br00kiedraws

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“fuck em up, your grace.”

#txt #sonic-anomaly #[musings and fanart] #Q

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Ralph Breaks the Internet.

Sonic the hedgehog Cameo Appearances.

#txt #anastasia70756 #[musings and fanart] #Q

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aren’t you tired of being nice? don’t you want to go ape shit.

#[musings and fanart] #txt #spaceyyblue #Q

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a-bitter-resentment​:

When the sparks had started, he kept his expression smooth and calm. Never before had he seen an alternate of Sonic do something like that before, but…if he was about to be harmed, he seemed more than ready for it. Expecting it even. 

So when nothing happened…he felt at a loss. And the emptiness in his eyes spoke volumes as well.

But when Xavier began to speak, confusion was the first emotion to flit through his deadened orbs, and then denial. “You think that’s all I’ve done? Xavier, I abused my younger brother… I turned into my fuckin’ father!” And there was the anger, the vitriol again. The self-hatred.

The tears that he had just barely been holding back were growing in volume, one spilling down the side of his face as he jerked his gaze away from the other speedster. “I used ta beat him…the same way my pa did me. I used ta starve him. I was no better than my dad. An’ then somethin’ changed. Ray looked at me with such adoration…with trust, an’ the utmost loyalty, an’ I realized how much I’d fucked up…”

Because he had started to care for the kid then.

And he couldn’t afford that emotion back then. He had been a mere kid himself when he’d adopted the squirrel. And only in recent years had he actually started to mature mentally enough to realize just how horrible of a guardian he’d been. 

“I sent my lackeys after him… My kid brother. Ta kill him. Cause…I couldn’t do it myself. Fer years, I thought he was dead. I had no idea he had survived…not until I broke outta prison seven years ago.”

But even then, he’d treated him horribly. All the way up until the point his brother had nearly killed him.

It almost seemed as if he were trying to find some excuse, any excuse for Xavier to turn that ire on him. To reject him, to lash out. 

“I’m not a good man, Xavier. I never was. I used to enjoy bringin’ pain an’ sufferin’ ta others. Xavier, I was a King! I forced others ta bow ta me, ta obey me, lest I sick my goons on em. A tyrant. I ruled with cruelty an’ let the anger of my past dictate my every action. I still do!” He tried to reign it in now, at least a little, but most of his actions were fueled by bitterness and resentment from the past he had suffered. From his father, from the frigid streets, and then the betrayal of his ex when he’d been sent to prison and abandoned by his supposed ‘team’.

“There’s nothin’ good about me… How could she…How could she ever be proud of a son that’s done such terrible things? How can you just excuse it?” His shoulders were beginning to quiver and tremble, the hedgehog sinking a fang into his lower lip and drawing blood as he attempted to literally bite back the sob that had fought to escape. Blood that dripped down into the snow and stained it.

“I tried to kill a kid. Someone that looked up ta me. I was selfish. I saw Ray as a weakness an’ tried ta rid myself of him.” And even though his brother had survived, Char would never be able to forgive himself for what he’d tried to have done.

Even though Ray had already forgiven him himself. 

“Every day that I see my reflection…I see his eyes starin’ back. The eyes of my father. An’ I’m reminded that I can be just like him. All it takes…is one bad day, an’ everythin’ could come crashin’ down. I don’t wanna hurt anyone anymore. But I’m fuckin’ scared that I will…”

It’s like what Xavier just said went in one ear and out the other. The outburst startled the anxious hedgehog aback as his back end tipped into the snow. 

Xavier was silent throughout his whole speech, taking everything in as Char spoke those harsh words. Again, small bundles of doubt kept creeping into his thoughts as Char tried to convince him, but it was no use. No matter what Char’s said or done before, it was different than how he is now. Or at least, so he hopes. Xavier might not be people smart, but he ain’t stupid. Like before, he’s trying to scare him away, not cause Char hates him or anything, but cause he cares. Whether it be to keep him safe from the cops, or from his own hands.

To be honest, it was hard not to get angry, knowing someone you care for deeply talking about himself so harshly in order to push you away. It was maddening. Sparks once again tried to ignite around his quills, but the hedgehog tried to tame them. Breath. He thinks to himself. He’s just worked up. He’s scared. 

“Char...” The hedgehog grinded his teeth, letting out a small, frustrated huff. “Look, I get it. I can’t convince you that you’re good. With everything you’ve been through... everything you’ve done, it’s doubtful that even you believe there’s good in you somewhere.” The hedgehog sighs, raising his arm to scratch the back of his head before standing up once again. “But... That hasn’t changed how I feel. What I know.” Was he still hoping for the best in a worst possible scenario? He wasn’t sure, to be frank. " I still doubt you’ll do any of that to me. Hell, you saying this to me proves you feel guilty of it. I can’t guarantee it but... I can’t loose hope just because you’re scared of what you might do to me.”

To be frank, though, that bit with the brother kind of surprised him. Of all the horror stories he had, that one was... too close to himself. A sibling he cared for deeply only to be almost killed? Why? It was the only thing he couldn’t quite get. Does he consider Xavier a weakness as well? Is that why he’s lashing out like this? Whatever the case is, Xavier isn’t just some kid that’s his sibling. With Char’s help, he’s able to fight for himself, even if this does end up backfiring. But it’s unlikely there’d be a need for that. He had hope for him not to.

As he dusted the snow off his jacket, he lowered a hand to reach out to Chartreuse. Sharp emerald hues had a calmer glow as they met the other’s, and even the sparks in his quills had dissolved completely.

“I said it before and I’ll say it again. I’m not leaving you. You might not believe in me, nor yourself for that matter. But for long as you let me... I’ll stay.”

#txt #a-bitter-resentment #((brain made me stay up til 5:30 am to do this now i slumber

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((sorry i’ve been kind of inactive guys! Between work and my new bf and handling commissions, I’ve kind of kept things here on the backburner. I’ll try to get to some replies, but just know that im supurradic these days. 

#txt #ooc #((i think imma just close commissions after the ones I owe so I can be less stressed about everything #((and with my job now im actually being s o c i a l irl and im VEEERY not used to it #((that includes.... the bf lmao

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[eggman]: i should have known you’d still be alive, you stubborn little hedgehog!

#[musings and fanart] #txt #gamefaq

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What’s your problem?

you’re too nice

that’s not a bad thing, not by far. you’re wonderful to be around and no one hates you. but it feels like they do. maybe it’s imposter’s syndrome. maybe it’s simply fear. no one hates you but you need everyone to like you. you need to feel validated and so you go out of your way, so far out of your way that you shove yourself to the side of your own story. remember, you are your main character. you need just as much attention as the rest of us. you’re human, and it is okay to want, to ask without being expected to return every time. you don’t need to compensate for your friendships. i know it’s hard to believe, so many people have used you like a stepping stone that a path is beginning to form over your body. you can’t let them do it, though. change is hard but you need to find people that will care for you without expecting payment. those people, your people, are right around the corner. they’re waiting to listen, to talk, to greet you with their arms open and their smiles wide. accept them. you’re worth it. you are worth the love and the friendship and the happiness that is waiting for you. take that step. stand up for yourself. you’re strong, i know you can do it.

“I…. Don’t know exactly how I should feel about that.”

Tagged: Stolen from @/ a-bitter-resentment 

Tagging: Uuuuhh im not good at tagging

#txt #redid this because i realized i posted on my main instead of here #[Memes promts and starters]