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The Chronicles of Kurt in The Wastedlands (Canadian Prairies)
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A new playlist I just created.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7KReI2owqt9lPIyMVvb3y9?si=bkWb-Pj3SV6frGcmMquCTQ&pi=u-n8Du467pT2S9
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Here's the story on what was happening prior to my meth days.
I first started hearing the voices at work after I quit the construction job with Dylan to go back to school. In 2013 winter I got a job at The Crazy Cactus when it was off Ruth Street. I enrolled in Royal West Adult Education High School for Precalculus 20 and I was going to school every day and working every evening/night bussing tables and cooking bar food while doing my homework. Then it became impossible to do my job because these assholes decided to make my job too hard to do and it felt violent towards me so I quit.
Then I got a job at The Congress Beer House with Logan. I worked there for a few months where it was an open kitchen and I was excited to work with actual Chefs because that was experience I was looking for. I wanted to learn everything that I could from them but then the people turned on me. There were people throwing seeds and stuff at me. While I worked there I was getting up at 6:00 am to give Dylan a ride to work then a ride home at 3:00 pm which I slept between. Then I had to be at work between 5:00pm and 1:00 am. The stress of hearing what sounded like the entire customer base making fun of me and threatening me was too much so I quit there too.
Then in winter/spring 2014 I applied to Original Joe's at 51st Street. It seemed like a place that people I didn't get along with ate at but I needed a job so I went for it. Then I was hired and things went smoothly for a bit. It seemed like people were again hating on me but I didn't pay attention to it because I was working. It got real out of hand until it felt like everyone wanted to fight me, then one day I was getting a drink after the rush and everyone was beaking me and I found out that I licked my exes asshole and that was the big deal. I just got mad at everyone for getting into shit that was none of their business and it was the heat of the moment. And then everyone started laughing.
All the while I was dealing with my neighbors watching me and trying to find anything wrong with me. I yelled at them and challenged them nightly when I was drunk. They threatened to shoot me and I finally freaked out and told them to just do it. I'll leave myself open or to just shut the fuck up about it. I was having voices from all directions attacking me. They used everything that I had issues with to to try to get me to commit suicide but I swore it off. I did have a suicide plan but the days I decided to do it I was left alone and had such a great day that I forgot.
Then I decided to fight the voice and took away all of his power over me, i bitched out the first night then I caught him coming back to the restaurant from a truck and he was this little guy! I just went through 4 months of sobriety and intense working out so I was much bigger than him. I then laughed all night until the end when I played Nails Abandon All Life to pump me up for the fight. Then I waited for 3 hours outside of my apartment in nothing but a bunnyhug and comfortable pants in -35°C and I didn't get cold. Then he bitched out and I searched the area for him but I couldn't find him.
That was how I ended the psychosis that the city was against me. It was funny because I just played "World Up My Ass" by The Circle Jerks a lot.
Then the second year of this shit culminated in a full blown psychosis again in 2015 where I couldn't tell if it was safe to go to work and I ended up selling all of my treasures such as my SNES and N64 collection and my guitar and amp for rent money. I didn't want to sell them but noone would lend me the money. Then I had to get loans from both Money Mart and Cash Money to make rent. I ended up collapsing at work and it felt like I slept there in the broom closet for 24 hours until the next day at the start of my shift. it went on until my friends Colton and Skylar drove me to the hospital. I went a few times and phoned the police a few times to come and show me that everything is okay. I ended up going to the Dubé Mental Health Centre. I was in contact with my managers the whole time.
When I was discharged in January 2016 no one but Dylan talked to me. I lost my position at my job and my new medication made me very sleepy and my bosses Crystal and Steve were mad at me. I ended up quitting for a better paying job and trying to come back but Steve wouldn't hire me. He gave me a bad reference that pretty much blacklisted me from working. I ended up getting on E.I. but it was $650 every two weeks. Everyone was mad at me for being broke. Saying that I'm not doing enough to get money like I had a choice. I ended up ditching everyone and living with Dylan which was moving around a lot and before I knew it I was in the meth scene.
After I was discharged from the working world I decided to go to AA and sober up. I did for most off the year until December 2016 when I basically lost my life so I then decided to do meth because I was around it for the whole year already.
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This is the same car as I had in highschool. It's a Ford Festiva and I delivered pizza's in Grades 11 and 12(2003/2004) in it. It was like a go-kart driving that thing and I'd drift after snowfalls when I was the only one out on the streets delivering pizza's just zipping around. It was the perfect high school car.
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I removed a lot of suspected childrapemedia off of various apps a few years ago. I had my tablet working with my phone to clear the apps one at a time. I've spent my free time fixing the internet and erasing bad data from the many devices I've bought. I've cleaned dirty glitchy devices back up to factory specifications and optimized the entire internet. I've taken back lost free WiFi hotspots from the criminals and kicked out the dark web from everything I touched. My programming fights the dark web and erases it and its side on our devices because I deleted it off of many devices. I've been going through a kind of little Hell doing this but the end result is what matters, with total erasing of their bullshit.
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