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SUMMER 2020 THINSPO

keep going, keep hanging in there so your summer can look like this:

your outfits ✨💋

your bikinis 🌊🌼

your warm, sunshine filled days ☀️🌈

your crazy, adventurous nights 💫⭐️

keep going so you can have the fun, carefree summer you want. keep going so your focus is on adventure and friends this summer, not worrying about your body. keep going so you can be the aesthetic this summer, so you can be your own thinspo. keep going to you can live carefree and mindlessly this summer. keep going for the sleepy sunrises, the warm, breezy lake days, the humid, spontaneous nights, for the bikini pics everyone will be jealous of, for the fun you DESERVE to have.

keep going so this summer you don’t just exist, you get to LIVE.

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This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

This months choices are next months body.

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My 56 Reasons Why:

To be able to lay on my side and not have to worry about my stomach hanging down.

To look good next to people. (Esp my current boyfriend -not that he has ever said anything negative about my body, I would personally feel better if I looked good next to him) 

Baggy sweaters with skinny jeans that hug my thighs.

Slender and long fingers.

Sitting cross-legged and no fat seeps out from the sides of my legs.

Having extra room when I am sitting down. 

Being the smaller person in the hug.

Shopping for a size small.

Going to the beach and not being afraid to show my stomach and glutes and just lay in the sun relaxing.

Cheekbones.

“She has lost weight.”

Cute clothes that fit a size small.

Control is power.

Collarbones.

THIGH GAPS. 

Flat stomach.

If I ever get picked up they’ll be surprised at how light I am.

So I am not afraid of shopping mall mirrors.

Before and after pictures. 

Lounge around in workout clothes.

To be able to wear a sports bra with nothing to cover up my stomach and trackies.

Not comparing yourself to others.

To look good in short shorts.

To be able to sit on his lap and not feel like you are crushing him.

To feel your ribs and hip bones sticking out.

So that every photograph taken of you from any angle will look great. 

So that whenever you sit, wherever you sit, your stomach stays flat.

So that you don’t have to worry about your disgusting love handles oozing over the edges of your pants. 

So when you sit down your thighs don’t spread the size of the ocean.

Wearing bodycon dresses and looking good without fat bulging out.

To be able to wear tops with their backs open.

Tight and crop tops.

To not want to cry or rip out my fat whenever I see my body in a mirror.

To not have a double chin.

To be able to wear mini skirts.

Not wanting to look fat when I go out at night.

Not sucking your stomach when you wear a tight top.

Not needing to wear high waisted skirts or jeans to hide your stomach, muffin top.

People can give you piggy back rides.

Not looking puffy in coats. 

For small lace panties and the bra/bralette, you could never pull off. 

Looking good/elegant when you dance.

To not have cellulite.

Tiny wrists and ankles.

Prove yourself that you are not worthless and can achieve your goals.

Cute underwear and PJ’s.

Looking good when you are slacking off with a hoodie, tracksuit and wool socks and not like a slob.

Disappearing in his clothes.

Looking cute in a onesie.

Finally being good enough for myself. 

To not flinch or have the need to suck in your stomach when someone touches you.

Not feeling your thighs touch when you are wearing jeans or skirts.

My calves won’t look massive like football players. 

So his hand will fit between your thighs when you are sitting. 

So your legs won’t jiggle when you wear shorts or leggings. 

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Do u ever just wonder how ppl actually lose weight healthily without getting an eating disorder? Like how do ppl count calories, restrict and excercise without forming an unhealthy relationship with eating.. could not be me

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That’s a weird thing for me to say since I’m (re)starting an ed blog, but I’m only pro ana when it comes to myself. I’m way too damaged to be badly affected by any post. I’m already familiar to all crazy diets and ed thoughts. The reason I’m back here is because I need to express myself where no one I know would be able to hear me. But if you’re getting into this world now, what I have to say is: DON’T. Just don’t ruin your life, you have enough chance to be free of a mental illness that literally destroys who you are. Try going on a healthy diet, slowly and patiently. Ana makes you lose weight fast? Of that you can be sure. But the scars she leaves, the compulsion that makes you gain even more than what you lost, the inability of eating like a normal person again, etc, are some of the side effects I got to warn you all. Just be safe <3

#ed thoughts #pro recovery #ana mia #active ana blog #ana blog #ana blogs #eating disorder #thinspo

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I need some motivation, so c’mon:

Day 1: My stats

Current weight: 65kg (143 pounds)

Ultimate goal weight: 54kg (119 pounds)

It’s a long way to go, but I truly believe I will get there by the end of quarantine

#30 days thinspo challenge #ana blog #ana blogs #ana mia #ed thoughts #active ana blog #ana diet #ana diets #ana 2020

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Hey girls, I’m back on track... that’s the third ana account I’m creating here. I’ve been struggling with eds since I was 12 (I’m 20 now). I’ve reached 90 pounds when I was 18, but gained more than 50 pounds since then (yeah, compulsion sucks). I’ve decided to get back here, cause I’m tired of following “healthy diets” that go on for months and months. Ana helped me and I’m sure she can do it again. I gotta lose 25 pounds, and I want it as quickly as possible. When quarantine is over and I get back to college, I want to surprise everyone. Yesterday I started following my adapation of the Dukan’s diet. I’m only eating protein for a week, and I’m going to keep the calories under 500. I’m also exercising every day with emi wong’s videos and also dancing for 40 minutes. It’s been only a day, but I already feel less bloated. Ana blogs active in April 2020: let’s follow each other! I need support and I want to support whoever needs it too! Hope I get to be 6 pounds lighter by sunday :D I’ll surely let you know

#ana blog #ana active blog #ed thoughts #ana diets #ana blogs #eating disorder #thinspo #ana mia

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Reblog if you're an active ED blog in April 2020!!

I just made a new account and need to follow some people.

Would especially be great if you reblog and you:

are lgbt+

post ftm/nonbinary thinspo

post masc/andro thinspo

arent pro-ana

are 15-17