bpdruinedme

[bpdruinedme]

ⁱᵗˢ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁿᵒᵇᵒᵈʸˢ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ

[bpdruinedme]

Is there any greater punishment than being forced to stay alive?

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I have never felt as pathetic as I do now

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“don’t trust any negative thoughts you have past 9 pm” girlies when they have negative thoughts before 9 pm

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I need to cut myslef rn

[bpdruinedme]

Ill give you the same energy you give me until you start acting like you actually fucking care about me

[bpdruinedme]

bpd culture is getting jealous whenever ur fp says they miss someone else. why don’t you miss me enough to post or talk about me?? why do you like them more then me?? why dont you love me as much as i love you?? am i not good enough???

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Why is it so easy for you to tear me down, watch me crumple on the floor, then walk away like I'm not a sobbing heap on the ground

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slight vent.

bpd culture is realizing they really are all the same. they will leave you, they will abandon you. nobody is an exception to that, even if they tell you otherwise.

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[bpdruinedme]

𝙞𝙛 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙤

[bpdruinedme]

bpd culture is making a harmless joke to fp and they don’t get it/respond well and it eats away at you for the rest of time 😁😁

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[bpdruinedme]

I am a puzzle with the edges broken off, there is no putting me back together.

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“you’re so self aware”

thanks it’s ruining my life

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bpd culture is wishing you could feel emotions normally

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[bpdruinedme]

𝐢’𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞

[bpdruinedme]

Thank you for your constructive criticism Unfortunately, I have been sent into a rage which I will not mentally recover from for three to five years

[bpdruinedme]

bpd culture is feeling like your fp hates you because they aren’t messaging you daily anymore, or because they stop messaging after you say something and your brain immediately rationalizes that you did something wrong. it’s your fault. you did it again.

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