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J E R E M Y  A N D  V I

Two of us. :^)

- Maisy

#eye strain #art #artist #our art #my art #artists on tumblr #dissociative art #did art #alter art #Reblogs mean so much more than likes #I worked so hard on this and I hope people like it #Maisy

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My Sexuality

I’m sorry to break it to everyone but I’m not BISEXUAL, I’m not HETEROSEXUAL, I’m not HOMSEXUAL.

I’m actually MILFSEXUAL. Get it right.

#miss yandere. that is my friend. please leave him alone. #yandere ment #nsfw #natalie

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sorry we’ve been inactive. social media is very stressful

-aspen

#aspen

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It’s yours truly.

#billy tiem #i wuv u billy autograph my toes #its courtney btw

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Some Things I Didn’t Realize Were Complex Trauma Symptoms

I don’t usually post personal shit but my friend and I were talking and there were some things she didn’t know were PTSD related, and sometimes it’s just so weird and out there so. Some stuff I learned too late were caused by trauma:

- Nightmares that have *nothing* to do with your trauma

- Getting angry at anything that startles you/is loud/is irriatating

- Becoming alarmingly calm in situations of crisis/chaos

- Shaking, just, all the time

- Needing very little sleep to function effectively

- Massive mood swings that often get mistaken for personality or mood disorders

- Feeling like there is a layer of dirt on you/that your skin is dirty and needing to get it off

- Believing you will die young and alone !! Big one!!

- Looking for reasons to cut people out of your life

- Needing things to be exactly as you like them to be – not necessarily clean/organized but just to be a specific way and be within your control, and getting angry when it is not *this one gets mistaken for OCD v often

- Preferring high stress/very busy lifestyles to keep occupied

- Needing compression/pressure (ie tight shoelaces, heavy coats and blankets, snug fitting hats, etc) to feel comfortable/safe

- Discomfort with silence

- Very sensitive to heat, smell, and lighting

- Ringing in ears!! I had no idea about this one tinnitus is not that uncommon for ptsd, even if there was no direct head trauma involved

- Physical numbness, often in arms & hands when a flashback or panic attack is about to start

- Derailing conversations when they are causing stress

- Sudden and unexplained onsets of just the most deep sense of melancholy (often accompanied by a lot of tears)

These are just the ones I know of from experience, if there are any others ppl know of and were surprised by pls add. But yea ptsd is not always flashbacks and panic attacks and avoiding triggers, it’s also just random small shit that effects how you exist ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#The last one. #trauma

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day 2: who knows about your system?

hmmmmm. our therapist does, for sure! she knows and trusts in our existence and i couldn’t be happier with her, even if she does refer to it as MPD and not DID. she is SO nice.

personally, i would want the mom to know, but no one else. it’s too personal for others to know. at least, it is to me!! lololololol

but yeah. it would feel weird to tell others we’re a system. i prefer it stay (irl of course) between a therapist and us.

-courtney 😌💅

#courtney #30 days of did

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30 days of did: day one- describe your system

so day one is “describe your system”. describing us is.... hm. let’s just say that we all fall somewhere on the prep/nerd/jock/goth scale LOL

we’re a system of 13 (and counting) people who are mostly social. our brief description is in our bio.

we were in denial abt each other for abt 2 years lol n we didnt know how to handle havin realization abt each other. we (or aspen) realized that we were a system when a very bad fight happened with our dad. they realized we were here because we kept switching and what the dad said triggered our emotional flashbacks really badly. that was a little after the beginning of june.

since then, we’ve been dealing with a lot of ups and downs and stress and the system has had a lot of unknown dormant alters come up. newer ones are lexie and bee and cache.

we are seeing both a therapist and psychiatrist abt this and our therapist knows of our existence. :)

- aiden

#aiden #30 days of did

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30 Days of DID

There are a number of these ask memes floating around the internet, and we thought we might as well start one for the DID folks around WordPress. You can do this privately, as a way of learning more about your system, or publicly to let your followers know more about your system. Or both,if you prefer.

Day One: Describe your system. What kind of system, how big, anything you feel is a good introduction.

Day Two: Who knows about your system? Who do you want to know? What do you feel like it’s like coming out as multiple?

Day Three: What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?

Day Four: Are you or any of the others in a relationship in or out of the system? How does dating work for you if you do it?

Day Five: How often do you switch? How often do you lose time? Talk a little about what dissociation is like for you.

Day Six: How do you feel about talking about the trauma which created your condition? Do you like to write about it privately or publicly? Why?

Day Seven: How many parts do you know of in the system? How many know about each other?

Day Eight: How did you first discover you were plural? Was it before, after, or during diagnosis?

Day Nine: What level of co-consciousness do you have? How do you feel your communication skills are within the system? How do you want to grow in those skills?

Day Ten: Have you ever done a system map? How extensively have you mapped your system?

Day Eleven: How much control do you have over switches? Do you know of any specific things which cause specific alters to front?

Day Twelve: What’s the worst thing you’ve woken up to finding out your alter’s done? What’s the best?

Day Thirteen: Has anyone ever noticed you were multiple before you told them? Do animals seem to know the difference in your switches?

Day Fourteen: To whoever’s fronting; what’s your favorite item to have around when fronting? Is it yours or do you share with other alters in the system?

Day Fifteen: What song(s) do you relate to your DID?

Day Sixteen: Where, as a system, is the safest place for you? Why?

Day Seventeen: Who’s an alter you’re interested in knowing more about or befriending? Which alter do you know best?

Day Eighteen: What’s your least favorite misconception or common misinformed fact spread abut Dissociative Identity Disorder?

Day Nineteen: Have you ever met another multiple offline? Tell us about it.

Day Twenty: Do you have a favorite book or TV show about or including DID?

Day Twenty-One: Tell us about your persecutor(s), protector(s), and gatekeeper(s).

Day Twenty-Two: Tell us about your littles.

Day Twenty-Three: Do you have an inner world? If so, who can access it? What’s it like?

Day Twenty-Four: Have you ever dealt with denial? What helps you work through it?

Day Twenty-Five: When did you first hear about Dissociative Identity Disorder? Was it before or after you discovered your plurality? In what context did you hear about it?

Day Twenty-Six: What aspect of DID do you find most challenging in daily life?

Day Twenty-Seven: What do you think the biggest differences between living as a singlet and living as a person with DID are?

Day Twenty-Eight: Share a memory of one of a different alter fronting which you’ve either been told about by them or by another friend.

Day Twenty-Nine: How do your alters like to express themselves on a daily basis?

Day Thirty: What’s one last thing you feel should be written about after answering all of that? Talk about whatever you want.

#were gnna do this lol

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what singlets think switching is like: argh..h.h..h..  blerggjg…. aaaaa…. i am..,,,, hhh…,, oh god…. oh no i am S W I T C H I N G i have…. be;legegrrrhghhh…. SW I  T T CHED..,.,,,,,,,,,,,,gagggrrrrrhhhh,,.,,,,  𝑜𝒽 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒾 𝒶𝓂 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝓉𝑒𝓇

what switching is actually like: oh i’ve been fronting for the past half hour? wack

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bruuuuhhh i can’t tell who’s frontign loool i think this is mikhail

#mikhail #lovelyyy #just tagging it as mikhail bcayse its like 99% me probabably #probbaly #probably.

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when you get slightly comfortable around people as a system and 4 dormant alters awaken in the same week

#aspen #did memes #did system #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #osdd1a #osdd1b #osdd system #actuallydid #actuallyosdd #actuallytraumagenic #this is an exaggeration ofc but

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Hello there!

We’re looking for more DID/OSDD blogs to follow/be mutuals with. Please reblog this if you’re a DID/OSDD blog! Not many requirements needed, but please, no endos.

We’re a traumagenic DID system consisting of 12 (and counting) people.

It’s nice to meet you guys!

#actuallydid #actuallytraumagenic #did system #osdd #osdd1b #osdd1a #dissociative identity disorder #mental health #maisy speaks