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karolinsmind · 26 days

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I miss the control

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karolinsmind · 27 days

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after a long time, I'm talking here. I was in recovery for half a year. But thanks to the stress, I fell into Ana again...

I know recovery isn't linear, but It's really hard.

for some it is not enough, but in half a year I gained three kilos and it is extremely difficult for me.

I guess what I miss about anorexia is numbness in the form of hunger and other health problems

#diary #healingjourney #ana recovery #ed recovery #recovery

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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My new favourite daily thing is listening to relaxing instrumental jazz while looking at the sky 🎧

I think this can help others to reduce stress. as it reduces my stress.

#favorite #fav #tumblr fyp #fypシ #stress #healingjourney #self healing

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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I have to find in myself what I have been looking for in others to give me since childhood. I must learn to live with myself, because in the end I am alone with my thoughts, and I must learn to forgive myself and have the greatest support in myself.

#healing #diary #self healing

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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I wrote Ana a goodbye letter where I scolded her and explained everything she had done to me. I recommend writing her a letter because you can realize what she took and did to you

#ana recovery #ed recovery #recovery #ed treatment #edrecovery #healing #diary #pro recovery

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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Recovery isn't linear, and that's okay. It's about progress, not perfection.🤍

Whether it's a small victory like trying a new food or silencing that negative voice.🤍

I'm proud of you. Keep going 🤍

#ana recovery #ed recovery #recovery #ed treatment #edrecovery #healing #diary #acceptance #motivation #quotes #healingjourney #mental health #keep going

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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I need ibff🤍

#texting buddy #internet #internet friends #text me back

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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Dear Ana, you lied to me so unbelievably about how everything will be better if I lose weight. You took away my identity. I don't know who I am anymore without you. You took the last piece of my soul and my health.

#ana recovery #ed recovery #recovery #ed treatment #edrecovery #healing #diary #healingjourney

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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In the battle against anorexia, every resistance to dark thoughts is a step towards the light of one's own strength.❤️‍🩹

#ana recovery #ed recovery #recovery #ed treatment #edrecovery #healing #diary #quotes #motivation #acceptance #journey #still recovering #eating disorder recovery #pro recovery

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karolinsmind · 5 months

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the following text contains thoughts associated with ana. If you know it would trigger you, do not read it

I should be honest.. the healing process is extremely difficult for me, and sometimes Ana wants to put me in her "safe" arms and control me. Sometimes, I have thoughts that I shouldn't have gone through the process, but then I realize that I saved my life.

I hope that someone will understand me.

for the last 5 days, I have been suffering from extreme guilt after eating, and on top of that, I am sick every 14 days due to weak immunity.

#ed recovery #recovery #ed treatment #edrecovery #ana recovery #diary #healing #eating disorder recovery #tw disordered eating

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karolinsmind · 6 months

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Every time I resist the voices of Ana in my head, I give my heart more strength.