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[lisadarn]

I thought to myself that if i let myself eat whatever i want for breakfast then i can do better the rest of the day. When i‘m telling u i didn’t eat that much and my tummy feels so uncomfortably full i never want to eat again. I mean maybe i did myself a favour because now i like starving more then being uncomfortably full🙃.

#€d #tw €d #disordered eating cw #anadiari.exe #⭐️rving #tw ed but not sheeran

[lisadarn]

I need a super deep shock right now to get back on track, I stopped even trying, but i need to lose the weight.! Can someone talk to me in my dms? I really want sb to talk to about this🫶🏻 possibly to motivate me back on track🤩 nice people only thank you❤️

#€d #tw €d #meanspø #sweetsp0 #ed but not sheeran #tw ed rant #ed vent #looking for moots #ed moots

[lisadarn]

I find €dtumblr so comforting. Im on my period and i feel like no one is there for me, I don’t find comfort in absolutely anything.( other than this place🥰🤗 once this madness😢 has ended i will rise again from the ashes🤭🫶🏻 I have a holiday veryverry soon and even if my progress is ruined for that i know that i can glow up while im there🫶🏻

#tw €d #€d #sweetsp0 #ed not ed sheeran #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed but not sheeran

[lisadarn]

I finally binged yesterday🙄. But i feel okay, i know i am gonna make up for it. It wasn’t like a huge binge, but i was so uncomfortably full. I feel better already😘

#bingedisorder #bing eddsworld #€d #tw €d #disordered eating cw #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #sweetsp0 #eating disoder trigger warning

[lisadarn]

What are the current best free fasting apps?

I love fasting but an app i used to use has to be purchased now☹️

#disordered eating cw #€d #tw €d

[lisadarn]

Just because you are not bloated doesn’t mean you are skinny.

Just because you are not bloated doesn’t mean you are SKINNY.

JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT BLOATED DOESN’T MEAN YOU ARE SKINNY.

JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT BLOATED DOESN’T MEAN YOU ARE ✨SKINNY✨

#meanspø #disordered eating cw #€d #tw €d #meanspp #ed not ed sheeran #ange rambles

[lisadarn]

I change so much it drives me crazy. At one point i have this disordered mindset about body image, then i am just very moody and depressed, then I’m suddenly happy for a day or two. I even researched the menstrual cycle because i know the hormones mess with emotions but still nothing. I don’t know why i am like this. I can’t make up my mind…

#disordered eating thoughts #mental health #please help #alone with my thoughts #maybe its just me #kill my mind

[lisadarn]

coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything

[lisadarn]

Hello Sweethearts❤️

It’s 15:00 and I haven’t eaten, i feel proud tbh haha i know it’s not a big deal🤗

I am baking a strawberry shortcake soon for my birthday! I will try to make it so cute that i don’t even want to eat it!

EDIT: not eating untill 5pm😚

#tw €d #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed rant #tw disordered eating #€d #tw ana shit #disordered eating cw #tw ana diary #ed bllog #ed but not sheeran #food diary

[lisadarn]

Relationship motivation

So i have been together with my bf for almost 2 months now and not to brag he’s amazing. I always feel like i am too fat for him tho, like he’s not buff but pretty muscly. Turns out he weighs a bit more than me, this doesn’t satisfy me tho because he’s a lot taller too. I couldn’t imagine if i let myself weigh more than him….the point of this post is that he motivates me to starve because i want him to have a skinny and pretty gf but he sometimes makes me feel so loved i feel like I don’t need to. I really need the strength to keep going rn otherwise I am scared he’ll not be attracted to me.

#disordered eating thoughts #tw €d #€d #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #tw ed rant #relationship #ed vent #tw disordered eating #skinnnyy #skinnytumbler