moonpa1n

[moonpa1n]

They will fall irrevocably in love with the person they want you to be, and they will punish you for not being that person

#love #heartbreak #breakup #i love you #sad

[moonpa1n]

but you don’t know how i feel, even more importantly, you don’t care

#heartbreak #breakup #divorce #sad

[moonpa1n]

i used to reread our conversations and now we barely ever talk; not having anything to reread is heartbreaking but even worse, I can't hear your voice in my head anymore because we don't talk. there are no words to read and there's no voice to read them in anyway

#heartbreak #nanami kento #divorce #pain #heartache #breakup

[moonpa1n]

i miss you so much and i think about you all the time and it hurts that i doubt I'm ever on your mind. it hurts so much to miss someone that doesn't miss you.

[moonpa1n]

i love you, and i want you to say that you love me and you miss me but if didn't say that i miss you, then you wouldn't

#heartbreak #pain #divorce

[moonpa1n]

i keep coming across all these tiktoks that are literally you and I, and i wanna share them so we can laugh about it together but having to remind myself that we aren't together anymore sucks<<<

#heartbreak #movingon #breakup #tiktok

[moonpa1n]

tell me something, anything that doesnt remind me of you

#heartbreak

[moonpa1n]

starting to think i might be kind of a perv :/

[moonpa1n]

show ur girl off; do her against the window

[moonpa1n]

🤍.

[moonpa1n]

I'm not a tamer, but I fucking love brats. They act coy and shit, but I know the game. The prank you pulled, the comment you made, the way you suck your teeth. You want to piss me off. I know it's all bait, but the best part is I literally have no self control. You want me to claw your ass to pieces, bruise you, use your holes like the slut you know you are. I'll give you everything you want and more, Doll. Please, please give me a reason to fuck you up. Roll your eyes. Ignore me. I've been itching to get at you, I honestly might just give it to you anyway. Look at me wrong. Blink too hard. I promise, you'll be full of me before you even know what you did.

[moonpa1n]

you don’t have to cancel everyone the second they misstep or do something dumb but you also DON’T have to defend everything that your fave does. you can say “hey this particular thing sucked” without getting into this all-or-nothing mentality. you are not an extension of the things you like. you can think freely and criticize the things (and people) that you like, and a criticism of something you like is not something that you should take personally or feel the need to correct/defend.

[moonpa1n]

I'm so much an auditory person. The easiest way to turn me on is moaning for me. Dirty talk. That little growl that some people do. The small intimate laugh that happens when you're in the moment. Gets to me so easily.

[moonpa1n]

i still ask “you promise?” like a little kid.

[moonpa1n]

Please dont let the bdsm fool you I'm very very very romantic and soft

[moonpa1n]

lol bestie there's like no way your cock would even fit in me. i mean you can try it but you're not gonna be able to stretch me out enough to get balls deep inside my dripping pussy or anything haha

[moonpa1n]

Some realizations I had in the last few days

— I’m never going to be good enough to make anyone stay

— I’m needy and pathetic, clingy and annoying. No one wants that

— I’m so inconsequential that I’m not even worth being told by people that they don’t want to talk to me

— there’s something terribly repulsive and unlovable about me

— my sadness will be the only thing that will be there for me so I need to hold on to it

— happiness isn’t for me

— I need to stop trying and accept my fate of dying alone. Let’s face it, why would anyone want me