moonsun2010

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huh...

#the hobbit #bilbo baggins #thorin oakenshield #real and true!!!

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#dracula #dracula daily #note to self: dd2024 #yipeee

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the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

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Kim and Harry explore Le Royaume.  I’ve had so many ideas bouncing around in my head for a fic

#disco elysium #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi

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Sometimes people get their start in fandom with something like, idk, the MCU or light action shows like Supernatural or children's fantasy like Warriors (this last example said with love), where the writing is an inconsistent mess, characterization can change on a dime, there's no themes stronger than like "family" or "stop the bad guy from changing our way of life". And their fandom experience is taking the hints of interesting ideas presented and dropped and spinning them into something interesting, or just fluffy and fun, and then discarding the rest.

And then these people come to a piece of art that like. Actually has themes and good writing and a coherent vision, but they're still trained on The Giant Trash Heap That Must Be Sorted Through, so they start their routine of excising fun yaoi moments and throwing the rest in the trash, except now the rest is like. A professionally made passion project by a group of skilled writers with a hundred years writing experience between them, and this fan is writing the same coffee shop AUs as ever. And it makes something that feels same-y and fandom out of something unique and well-made and, well, interesting.

And like. That's their prerogative, more power to them, but it makes me wanna pull my hair out to talk to these people about a piece of media I actually care about beyond that Trash Heap level.

And if you're someone whose only fandom experience has been Trash Sorting and you're running into people arguing with you abt their favorite piece of media, give them a second thought I guess?

#this is why if im writing on texts i happen to be in a fandom in i cannot look at fandom while working on essays or ill absorb bad takes

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MONKEY MAN (2024)

#ok need to watch this now rhen!!! #well. once exams are done

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#dracula #dracula daily #note to self: dd2024 #YAYYYYYY #i love how each of these drawings has a deeper meaning depending on your knowledge of the book

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Commissions Open!

If you want a custom piece of your own, go to my commisssions page HERE

Commissions can have a waiting period of several days

Changes can be made during the sketch phase

Will not draw: nsfw, heavy gore, mechs

All payment is through paypal

#yoo

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Doctor Titus’ orders!

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #op your mind...

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unsung benefit i think a lot of ppl are sleeping on with using the public library is that i think its a great replacement for the dopamine hit some ppl get from online shopping. it kind of fills that niche of reserving something that you then get to anticipate the arrival of and enjoy when it arrives, but without like, the waste and the money.

#wait this is real i need to do this once exams finish

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Blood of My Blood:

"What Dreams May Come"-- Part 1

Part 2 on the way!!

(Credit to @animate-mush and @see-arcane for helping shape this nightmare sequence >:)

#blood of my blood #RARR tearing off my shirt like that one werewolf meme THIS IS SO GOOD #dracula #writing #comics

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Goth girls love trains

#mina harker #mina murray #dracula

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I won't be able to finish this drawing before the convention, which will take up my next 5 days.. But I want to talk a little about him.. I've been thinking about golems and Frankenstein, and the trans body, projection and misunderstanding, villainization and death.

The concepts of Frankenstein's monster and the golem have been swimming in my head for a while, and their lore intertwining.. The tragedy of existing being seen as a monster no matter how you try,.. And the Golem, a protector of his people and a servant whose only flaw always rang a bit close to home as an an autistic person-- being too literal in execution of his orders. He's tired and struggles with a yearning for death. His havdalah candles will be out.. The first flame of the week, a spark of starting over again-- The flame brings him fear. As much as he's kept himself together he doesn't know how much longer he can keep doing it, he fears failure- but the fear of what may happen if he's gone is even more terrifying. He's lived a long life, and over time the one who formed him has sculpted him to the golem's own wishes.. From nothing to the man he is- but even with that effort, to outsiders he's still a monster. His skin is different shades of clays from varying riverbeds as his people have travelled.. Golems are unformed, imperfect.. but even as outsides can be polished the insides can still be broken

#frankenstein

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First you procrastinate on the task because it is not a big enough deal to get done urgently. Then you procrastinate on the task because it has become such a big deal that doing it is overwhelming. You would think that this implies a middle point where it is just big enough of a deal to get done easily, however the inherent perversity of the universe's causal geometry prevents this

#hey.

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you screwed up again

#disco elysium #harry du bois

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#dracula #dracula daily #note to self: dd2024 #YAYYYYY ANOTHER ONE 👀👀

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to me kim kitsuragi is the ultimate litmus test for how well a fanartist can interpret physical features

#real i was struggling hard when i first tried to draw him. reminder of need to do better #kim kitsuragi