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got my fave bitch boy liar whumpee pin, finally people can beat the shit out of me on the streets for liking and kinning him. ice never met a ronpa fan in the wild tho. I have like 10 kokichi pins. this is getting out of hand.

#danganronpa #drv3 #drv3 kokichi #kokichi ouma

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"you shouldn't be antisemetic because you're legitimising Israel when you do" no you shouldn't be antisemetic because it hurts Jews who deserve to not be hurt, like any other human being. you should care about not being antisemetic because it hurts people, and that should be enough for you. why isn't it enough for you?

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✨With the punch of a pentagram I wap bam boom alakazam✨

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me meme #obey me memes #obey me crack #obey me nightbringer #lucifer obey me #obey me lucifer #omswd #omswd lucifer #hazbin hotel #not me thinking it was canon for a second

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Kent State University

#tw #school shooting #that is insane #every time i hear news from usa i just black out metaphorically #i hope that the families and friends were able to get help

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love how when i get a new interest, i’m like “oh god it’s happening again” and i’m stuck like that for about a week until everything explodes and any interest i’ve had prior is completely dwarfed for an unknown amount of time

#autism 7 category event #is a fucking amazing name for a hyperfixation

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projecting on characters is awesome [recognizes myself through the other] what the fuck is this shit

#me with sirius who i kin unfortunately

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thank you for using tumblr blaze as intended.

HI DOGGY!!!

Say hi to Tumblr spot 🥰😘

4/30/24

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#dogs #dog #doggy #dogs of tumblr #pittie #animals #nox lumi dog tag

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three drakes

chilling in a hot pond

zero feet apart cuz they are gay

#did u know that a male duck is called a drake #anyways gay ducks #haven't seen a female duck anywhere near them #zero bitches award #to me they're either asexual or homosexual or just incredibly lonely #i wonder why there's only drakes #maybe i come at the wrong time #animals #ducks

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I'm in the worst burn out known to man and I feel like we don't talk a lot about mental health when it comes to it. I hate this theme about tortured poets and creative people in general.

yes, a person who suffers can create art, but that doesn't mean that their suffering should be linked to it whatsoever.

and I depsise the fact that my diagnoses actually influenced my creative abilities a lot and my art wouldn't be the same without them.

#nox lumi important #mental health #creativity #mental illness #burn out

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This is the only post I will be writing in regards to Wilbur Soot's statement.

It was a shit apology. I'm not going over that. We can analyze it to death but it absolutely reads like the apology of someone who is now represented by some label's legal team. The only thing I'm thankful for is that he did not release text messages between him and Shelby in some attempt to distract people. She doesn't deserve that embarrassment.

But, I really hope you read this, I need you to stop treating this like a party. I need you to stop giving every CC that speaks up about this a hit post or hit tweet by liking it.

Almost none of these people liked a single post of Shelby's or uttered the words "I'm so sorry for what Shelby went through" They waited until it was safe to say something. They waited until they could write a "coming in with a steel chair reply." They waited until they knew it would look good.

They revealed that Wilbur has always been manipulative, a narcissist a bully and mean to his friends. They revealed they've always thought he was a bad person. They've revealed that they don't think he's taking accountability while they stayed silent.

And not just silent for a few days. Some of these people are saying they knew for better for weeks, months, years that he was a horrible person. And they said nothing. They let people spend time and money and energy on a community of a person they knew was dangerous and cruel and they said nothing.

They didn't need Shelby Shubble to come forward and say how bad of a person Wilbur Soot was. They didn't need Shelby's story, if they thought he was a bad person, to not appear in videos with him or be in a group channel with him or mention him on stream or tease content with him or be on Anvil Cards or follow him on all social media platforms.

But they did anyway because, to these content creators, it's better to be silent and let a bad person flourish than cause "drama" online.

These people do not give fuck. I need you all to please take this advice that none of these online creators are worth the time and energy you put into them. You don't know what else they're sitting on. You don't know what they've done. You are lying to yourself, right now, if you think Phil or Tommy or Tubbo or Jack or whoever your current fave is wouldn't have been fine saying nothing if Shelby hadn't spoke first. You're lying to yourself if you think whatever new smp or content creator group you're currently into doesn't have horrible shit that they're all choosing to ignore.

The amount of manipulation required by these content creators to maintain the devotion and investment of their communities is horrific.

Do not trust your mental well being, your comfort, your whatever to these people. Any of them.

#wilbur soot #cw wilbur soot #didn't expect an actual crime to happen for them to say a single word

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good morning everyone!!! Guess what day it is

#DING DONG THE WICKED BITCH IS DEAD #hitler death day

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I've been thinking a lot lately about how Kabru deprives himself.

Kabru as a character is intertwined with the idea that sometimes we have to sacrifice the needs of the few for the good of the many. He ultimately subverts this first by sabotaging the Canaries and then by letting Laios go, but in practice he's already been living a life of self-sacrifice.

Saving people, and learning the secrets of the dungeons to seal them, are what's important. Not his own comforts. Not his own desires. He forces them down until he doesn't know they're there, until one of them has to come spilling out during the confession in chapter 76.

Specifically, I think it's very significant, in a story about food and all that it entails, that Kabru is rarely shown eating. He's the deuteragonist of Dungeon Meshi, the cooking manga, but while meals are the anchoring points of Laios's journey, given loving focus, for Kabru, they're ... not.

I'm sure he eats during dungeon expeditions, in the routine way that adventurers must when they sit down to camp. But on the surface, you get the idea that Kabru spends most of his time doing his self-assigned dungeon-related tasks: meeting with people, studying them, putting together that evidence board, researching the dungeon, god knows what else. Feeding himself is secondary.

He's introduced during a meal, eating at a restaurant, just to set up the contrast between his party and Laios's. And it's the last normal meal we see him eating until the communal ending feast (if you consider Falin's dragon parts normal).

First, we get this:

Kabru's response here is such a non-answer, it strongly implies to me that he wasn't thinking about it until Rin brought it up. That he might not even be feeling the hunger signals that he logically knew he should.

They sit down to eat, but Kabru is never drawn reaching for food or eating it like the rest of his party. He only drinks.

It's possible this means nothing, that we can just assume he's putting food in his mouth off-panel, but again, this entire manga is about food. Cooking it, eating it, appreciating it, taking pleasure in it, grounding yourself in the necessary routine of it and affirming your right to live by consuming it. It's given such a huge focus.

We don't see him eat again until the harpy egg.

What a significant question for the protagonist to ask his foil in this story about eating! Aren't you hungry? Aren't you, Kabru?

He was revived only minutes ago after a violent encounter. And then he chokes down food that causes him further harm by triggering him, all because he's so determined to stay in Laios's good graces.

In his flashback, we see Milsiril trying to spoon-feed young Kabru cake that we know he doesn't like. He doesn't want to eat: he wants to be training.

Then with Mithrun, we see him eating the least-monstery monster food he can get his hands on, for the sake of survival- walking mushroom, barometz, an egg. The barometz is his first chance to make something like an a real meal, and he actually seems excited about it because he wants to replicate a lamb dish his mother used to make him!

...but he doesn't get to enjoy it like he wanted to.

Then, when all the Canaries are eating field rations ... Kabru still isn't shown eating. He's only shown giving food to Mithrun.

And of course the next time he eats is the bavarois, which for his sake is at least plant based ... but he still has to use a coping mechanism to get through it.

I don't think Kabru does this all on purpose. I think Kui does this all on purpose. Kabru's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder should be understood as informing his character just as much as Laios's autism informs his. It's another way that Kabru and Laios act as foils: where Laios takes pleasure in meals and approaches food with the excitement of discovery, Kabru's experiences with eating are tainted by his trauma. Laios indulges; Kabru denies himself. Laios is shown enjoying food, Kabru is shown struggling with it.

And I can very easily imagine a reason why Kabru might have a subconscious aversion towards eating.

Meals are the privilege of the living.

#dunmesh #dungeon meshi spoilers #oh no that explains so much #i do not relate to this at all (lying) #kabru #character analysis #i do in fact kin him... #great analysis 10/10 I cried

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few bangers from my drafts. I do not know what I was going for with the second one.

#arcana twilight #arcana twilight sirius #artw sirius #here's a look inside my dark and twisted mind #nox lumi drafts

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schedar: sirius, what were you doing at the cult of the void monthly assembly?

sirius: schedar, what were YOU doing at the cult of the void... wait, it's a monthly assembly? how did you even-

#arcana twilight #arcana twilight sirius #arcana twilight schedar #artw sirius #artw schedar #arcana twilight incorrect quotes #artw shitpost #nox lumi circus #the me trying to be funny hashtag

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I'm so serious about being kind above all else. it has genuinely changed the way I interact with the world on a fundamental level and has made me so so much happier.

#as op noted there is a threshold to not be crossed regarding kindness #paradox of tolerance #but sometimes if you just kindly explain yourself #people will understand you #you have to remember tho that sometimes #people are simply hellbent on not even trying w to #that's when you leave the conversation #it's pretty obvious most of the time #but yeah #being kind is a choice #dont make people regret it