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Ok so when I read this it got me thinking

What if Arnold also dreams of his past lives?? Maybe he doesn't know they're about his alternate lives, but they very well could be!

Does he maybe dream of an eternal battlefield, a slaughter house he's the source of?

Does he dream of running his sword through a soldier who, for some unexplainable reason, has Rishe's face?

#omg imagine he fells so guilty about those dreams #why would he dream of killing his wife?? #does he think he is such a monster when subconciously dreaming about such things??? #anyway #7th time loop #7th time loop: the villainess enjoys a carefree life married to her worst enemy! #rishe irmgard weitzner #arnold hein

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Oliver: Your future wife despite claiming to want to laze about is building up her faction

Arnold: I know, isn’t she great

Oliver: My Lord, she’s trying to get in the way of YOUR plans

Arnold: I know, I can’t wait to marry her

#he would #he's so whipped #rishe pls marry him faster #7th time loop #Arnold I don't want to get close to anyone but damn is she fascinating Hein everybody

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New Coraline design drop

#coraline #art #that's so pretty #new coraline design

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Happy black cat day!!

Here are some black cats I've drawn through the years

#awww #funny #cat #black cat #silly

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long hair origin story

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#fem skk #long haired dazai #pretty #dazai is a brat #but it's funny

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poor old granny scorpion-shoes. no one ever saw her death coming

#funny

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just found out i've been abandoned by god which means he's not watching anything i do anymore. you should come over.

#funny #quote #I'll use this as material for my daydreams

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(read left to right)

in a dream, on a wave.

#atsushi #sskk #akutagawa

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atsushi gets kidnapped... a lot

at first, when he's not just the new recruit but a part of the ada family, the agency tries to find him and/or judge whoever took him and if atsushi can handle it - and sometimes he can and sometimes they send someone over

but it just... it happens so much

so kunikida, who is training atsushi and knows that sometimes they dont get a session in becuz of... yokohama has an idea

atsushi needs to use his kidnappings as a training activity - so essentially the idea is that atsushi gets kidnapped, gets out, and then reports to kunikida, dazai, or anyone rlly about who they were and how he got out and they give him pointers - ranpo and dazai tell him how to use the things he picks up about ppl (for example, atsushi can see that someone looks nervous but he wont know what to do w/ it or what it means) and kunikida telling him how to improve his fighting and other physical aspects - sometimes yosano will even pipe up w/ where he should've attacked and what injuries r worse and which just look worse

anyway

the thing is, they dont know when atsushi is in genuine trouble tho - like yeah atsushi can escape all these kidnappers but on the off chance he ends up somewhere he cant escape - how will the agency know

dazai suggests a tracker

atsushi says no to the tracker

dazai suggests a tracker atsushi can turn on and off - so that if atsushi is in trouble and needs help he can turn on the tracker (they make him promise to just call the agency and not think too hard about bothering them or however atsushis head works)

atsushi reluctantly agrees

and yeah

anyway atsushi gets kidnapped so often, its just a mild inconvenience to him - just a training activity to get over

unless of course, akutagawa hears about it

akutagawa knows atsushi can get out but... somehow he finds himself wandering over to whereever whatever organization that took atsushi is anyway

atsushi doesn't realize it at first and thinks its a coincidence

but then he starts picking up that wait...

and then whenever akutagawa shows up atsushi either meets up w/ him and they fight together or atsushi lazes around so he can be rescued and akutagawa can fret over him before catching himself and getting embarrassed

#sskk #bsd dazai #bsd atsushi #cute #idiots in love

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Ha I wonder how many strokes the most complex Chinese character has like maybe eightee-

#chinese #funny #damn #poor beng da

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Camille Fourcade on Instagram

#art #illustration #bunny #cat #birb #crow #fox #cuties

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The O(ccasionally)samu D(runk)azai

#skk #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #saps #cuties

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well guys

au where no one tells atsushi akutagawa's name so at first he's just like 'this guy' or 'you' and eventually they've been running into each other for a hot second and atsushi's too embarrassed to ask now

and he can only say 'heyyyyy.... you' so long before akutagawa catches on that atsushi doesn't know his name and again atsushi is a little embarrassed since akutagawa knows his first and last name

so he starts saying nicknames like 'well well if it isn't the rabid dog' but thats long so it shortens to 'dog' but thats kinda mean and atsushi is learning that as much as akutagawa can rip him apart limb from limb he's also pretty harmless in some ways (and also if he says dog near akutagawa's coworkers that weird hat guy turns to him and then gets angry and stomps away so) so 'dog' is too violent so now he's calling akutagawa 'puppy' or 'pup'

but rabid dog to pup nickname pipeline isn't the only pipeline atsushi's got going on in terms of nicknames

there's "god you don't do anything for urself u just follow orders" to just calling him "doll"

the "what u have to have the highest quality tea or you wont drink it?" to "princess" pipeline

theres also "hey dude!" "do not call me dude" "hey d-du... uh i mean dear"

and calling akutagawa a coward for whatever he's got going on to calling him a baby (derogatory) to just calling him baby

and eventually at some point he starts realizing that these names are not translating the same way between him and akutagawa and literally anyone within hearing range

so he just owns it

but his other nicknames which don't have malicious roots aren't treated differently becuz akutagawa just thinks he's a weirdo which yeah

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when he and akutagawa start getting close ranpo throws him a bone (in exchange for enough candy to fit a room) and tells him his name

and when atsushi calls akutagawa akutagawa, akutagawa gets upset so atsushi thinks he said the wrong name and corrects it by saying the other name ranpo gave him and akutagawa seems oddly pleased w/ being called ryuunosuke so atsushi takes it as a win

#sskk #atsushi nakajima #akutagawa ryuunosuke #nicknames

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if you, like me, are asexual or acearo - I cannot recommend enough “Is Love The Answer?”

It’s a shojo manga by Uta Isaki. The space imagery, the artwork, the lovable characters, the explanation of a sexuality, and the relatability of it all made me cry by page 11.

It feels good to finally get some explicit representation of myself in anime/manga.

#asexuality #aromatic #must read

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A mark on your forehead identifies the god you must worship to stay alive, usually by joining its local church or temple. Your mark is unknown, meaning an old, forgotten god sponsored you. To survive, you must either find an old temple to worship at, or do the arduous task of building a new one

#story #gods #mythology

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When you learned your mother was a goddess, things finally seemed to fall into place. The other demigods laughed at you, the only child born to the goddess of the hearth, Hestia. But your power was so much more than they could dream of.

#gods #greek gods #story #hestia

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Rosemary? You mean spicy pine needles?