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Firewhiskey earns its name, flames rising up Peter’s throat as it descends, belly catching fire moments later, pleasant and dangerous.

“I forgot how quickly Firewhiskey gets to you,” Tony teases, nudging his nose against the Potions Master’s, lips brushing Peter’s.

“Shut it.” The sounds of students traipsing back toward Hogwarts on the main road echo in their little corner, an inconveniently-timed reminder. “We’d better go.”

“Or,” the Charms professor counters, “we finish this bottle-” He produces the remainder of their Firewhiskey, courtesy of Madame Rosmerta. “-and sneak back like the old days.”

The Firewhiskey makes Peter’s eyes shine brighter. “Deal.”

#harry potter au #hogwarts au #starker #100 words #ash writes

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watch my shattered edges glisten

Turning Fluff Prompts From This List to “Angsty AF”: Day 1, Part 1.

Prompt 53: “Do you take this man/woman to be your lawfully wedded husband/wife?”

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The moments stretch, the silence in the room as terrifyingly loud as gunshots on an active battlefield, Peter caught as the mediator between the two sides, metaphorical weapons drawn and aimed, ready to fire if he said the wrong word, made the wrong move. His hands, held captive by the man across from him, would tremble, if released.

“Peter,” Aunt May whispers. “It’s okay.” Her voice is faint, despite her being directly behind him, her fingers wrapped protectively around his upper arm, ready to pull Peter away at a moment’s notice, run away and never look back (because they would never be safe, not after snubbing the Superior - if they even made it to the door). “I promise you that we can find another way.”

We can’t.

“You can’t, sweetling,” Tony Stark coos, cold eyes laughing at them. A chill makes its way through Peter’s body, gooseflesh rising in its wake. “Your options are: marry me and I help find the best medical treatment for your uncle; or leave me at the altar and Uncle Benny won’t make it through the summer. And let us not forget the debt hanging over your heads, thanks to him, as well.”

Aunt May’s grip tightens, her fury clear, but she doesn’t move and she doesn’t move Peter; she leaves the decision to him.

(The Superior is right, though; it isn’t really a choice.)

The ring on his finger is cold and stays that way, never warming to body temperature, an electric-blue line of… something shifting on (in?) the dark band. It feels like a shackle, a death sentence for himself, but… a life for Uncle Ben and Aunt May, even if it is without Peter.

“I do.”

#starker #ironspider #superior iron man/peter parker #Peter Parker/Tony Stark #tony stark/peter parker #prompt response #ash writes #angst

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

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i have some fandom legends following me and it still leaves me shook every time i get a notification from them… hello royalty… it is i…. just a clown……..

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#all hail duck

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y’all expose yourselves and take this fanfic test i was just forced to by an irl so now i’m making you too

#getting called out by the first post on my dash on my first visit back in months is as unexpected as a marketplace button in this hellsite #and yes #it was probably the abo #but we love a good omega milkshake bringing all the alpha boys to the yard in this house

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send me a pairing and one of these and i'll write a mini fic

things you said at 1 am

things you said through your teeth

things you said too quietly

things you said over the phone

things you didn’t say at all

things you said under the stars and in the grass

things you said while we were driving

things you said when you were crying

things you said when i was crying

things you said that made me feel like shit

things you said when you were drunk

things you said when you thought i was asleep

things you said at the kitchen table

things you said after you kissed me

things you said with too many miles between us

things you said with no space between us

things you said that i wish you hadnt

things you said when you were scared

things you said when we were the happiest we ever were

things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear

things you said when we were on top of the world

things you said after it was over

things you said [make your own]

inspired by this

#fic ideas #prompt list

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Humiliation, hot and cruel, rolls down Peter’s spine, settles like a brick in his belly.

“Look at him,” comes Tony’s gruff voice again. Peter can feel the heat of the older man’s body just behind his own, pictures Tony towering above Peter as he is, on his knees, pliant; the image makes him shudder, a muffled whine catching in his throat. Tony huffs a harsh exhale through his nose as he adds, “A cockslut to the core. Hardly been an hour since I fucked him stupid in the lab, and here he is again, begging you to choke him on your cock, Bucky Bear.” A disappointed tut sounds in the spacious bedroom; Peter’s face, buried in Bucky’s lap, burns.

A low rumble of laughter is the soldier’s response, a heavy hand settling on Peter’s crown, petting him fondly. “Leave him alone,” Bucky chuckles. Peter closes his eyes briefly before chancing a glance up to the other man, a slow curl of pleasure sliding in next to the embarrassment and shame Tony’s words had elicited when he sees the warmth in those eyes that remind Peter of the sky before a storm, dark and ominous and beautiful. The cock filling his mouth, just resting its thick weight on Peter’s tongue, makes it impossible to smile, but Peter makes another soft sound, tries to convey his gratitude with just his eyes. “Sweet thing just hates the thought that he might not be paying enough attention to one of us, don’t you, doll?” Peter taps Bucky’s thigh, thick and muscled, twice in affirmation.

Another huff. Peter hears Tony shift, feels him kneel just behind and beside him. “He’s a greedy little slut, Barnes. If he had his way, he’d have every cock in this Tower fucking our sloppy seconds,” Tony explains, his hand squeezing one of Peter’s bare ass cheeks, middle finger sliding over his entrance, still loose and wet with Tony. Peter closes his eyes at the rush of humiliation, squeezes his thighs together as his dick twitches. A half-snort of ridicule fills Peter’s ears.

“Is that true, sweetheart?” Bucky continues petting him, the clash of cruelty and sweetness building a confusing storm of arousal and shame and shyness inside of Peter’s head. “You’d let all of them fuck you the way we do, be a perfect little boy for them the way you are for me? You’d let all of them slide their cocks down your throat, fuck your pretty face until you cry?” Peter squirms as the tip of Tony’s finger slips inside of him, an obscene squelch filling the room, opens his eyes and tries to shake his head in answer, making Bucky hum, his lips curving in a soft smile. “Of course you wouldn’t,” he almost coos. “You know who you belong to, don’t you, sugar? You know who takes care of you the way you need.”

Peter taps his thigh two times. Yes, sir.

#winterironspider #starker #winterspider #my writing #rated w for what

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i love it when you read multiple works from a writer and you start being able to pick out the things that stick with them. like the themes they keep thinking about, that can’t be satisfied with just one poem or novel or story. or the motifs they like to reuse and recycle throughout their works like an extradiagetic thread. it’s like drawing a map through a writer’s collection of all the things that keep them up at night

#not me wondering what specific thing makes people think of me #jk I know it’s the never-ending sentences with fifteen commas two hyphens and four parentheses

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I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you're able to write loads & make lots of progress <3

#samesies

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It's hilarious to me when people complain about AO3 and its policies, and what they allow on the site - but it's ESPECIALLY funny when people complain like "Why can't the freaks make their own site and just go there?"

Sweetie... AO3 is the site for that. Y'all invaded our space.

Wattpad and FFN still exist. Go there. They're as shitty and G-rated as you want. You can't have the luxuries that AO3 offers if you're gonna be a little bitch about its policies. Imagine walking into a strip club and complaining about the alcohol and naked ladies when there's a god damn Dennys next door you could have gone to. Christ.

#🙃

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It's a widely known and often memed statistic that Tony Stark has never dated anyone older than twenty-five-years old. The reliability with which all his relationships degrade within weeks of his partners' 25th birthday is truly comical to the entire internet-using world, except to two people: Tony Stark himself, and his current boyfriend, Peter Parker.

Peter knew of Tony's history upon entering a relationship with the older man, of course. He's Gen Z, born with the power of the internet in the palm of his hand. He was 21 when he first met 46-year-old Tony Stark. He knew he had an expiry date. But he was young and Tony was funny and smart and nice and so unbelievably hot. Peter could have a good time with him for however brief it may be.

Tony, on the other hand, was prepared to quit dating entirely when he was dumped yet again shortly after spending a small fortune on a diamond necklace for his ex's birthday. She was nice enough to try to give it back the night she left him, but he refused. Maybe she can sell it and use it towards the down payment for a house or whatever it is that "serious adults" do.

Because that's the thing the internet doesn't talk about, how people date Tony Stark for a good time and not for a long time. Oh it's fun to get invited to high society galas and travel to beautiful places around the world and be showered with lavish, expensive gifts. But when people decide it's time to settle down, make commitments, have a family, they don't want to do it with a man like Tony Stark.

Peter is too beautiful for Tony to resist, though. And as Tony got to know him - just how sweet, kind-hearted, and absolutely prodigy-level genius the young man is - Tony knows Peter is entirely too good for him to keep. Tony knows his heart will inevitably be broken again down the line, but hey, it's better to have loved and lost and all that.

Right?

It's a wonderful few years. Perfect, even.

Peter never imagined he would find the love of his life in his early twenties but here he is. Tony Stark's incredible body and insane stamina and big, fat bank account are great perks for sure. But it's his quirks, his passion, his work ethic, even his flaws that make Peter fall even deeper in love. It seems like the only flaw of Tony's that Peter can't get over is the fact that the man obviously prefers them young. And it's not something Peter can ever accept or change about himself. The thing about puppies is that they always grow into dogs.

Tony throws Peter the biggest 25th birthday party the city has ever seen. No expense was spared. Everyone was out to celebrate, family and friends inside the venue, even the vultures outside waiting for their breakup, jokes at the ready.

There's just one couple whose happiness was subdued. It's a melancholy that hovers over them like a stormcloud. Each bout of lovemaking feels like the last.

With every kiss Peter is saying, please let me stay.

With every touch Tony is saying, please don't go.

Tony is the one who caves. This has gone enough for too long. Either way, Peter will be the last person he'll ever be with, the last person he'll ever love.

The engagement ring is a vintage piece of gold that once adorned Tony's own late mother. Tony hopes against hope that it doesn't become yet another piece of jewelry to bookmark another heartbreak.

But Peter says yes. Of course, he says yes. Few people are lucky enough to find a love like he had. Even fewer had found it so quickly.

"I'm sorry I kept you waiting for so long," Peter says.

"It's worth it to finally find you," Tony says.

In the end, everyone is still right. Tony Stark has never dated anyone older than twenty-five-years old. But he will be married to one.

#beautiful #i could read about 20k more #Just to start #starker #starker fic

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it’s settled

#leonardo dicaprio #🤣

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#truth

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Can you do relationship prompts but A confronts B for doing something dumb or harmful?

otp prompts — confronting lover over doing something foolish

“are you a complete idiot?”

“you could've died !”

“do you want to die?”

“again?”

“what did you do now?”

“i can tell by the look on your face you’ve done something. spill.”

“i hate hearing about this from someone else.”

“why can't you stop?”

“how can you be so dumb?”

“you could’ve asked me, you know.”

“is there something you want to tell me?”

“why did you feel the need to do this?”

“have you gone mad?”

“stop, please.”

“why are you doing this?”

#prompt list

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#i was so upset bc I saw three crows chilling in our parking lot one night #it had been silent in this bitch for over an hour and the literal moment I opened the door to offer them corn chips #fucking four people walked in and I had to deal with them #and when I went out again they were in front of some truck with someone in it so I couldn’t just go and toss Fritos on the ground #not in front of people at least #these people don’t need to see me trying to befriend crows #it’s my dream to do it #i want some to visit my home #so I can feed them and then sort of pass the message along to attack my family every time they get out of their vehicles #it would be the best thing #a great alarm system for when the bf and I are 🌱💨 #bc I can hear literally nothing from inside that house lmao istg a murderer could just roam around and my dumbass’d be half naked and high #anyway #i love crows #crows #birds

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#ask meme