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dreichrainbow · 7 months
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DO IT AGAIN???
I'm not quite sure what happened here.. I was a woman possessed and wrote 736 words on my tablet because I couldn't sleep. I was actually enjoying writing some nonsense smut for the first time in years. But I needed to get this out of my system..
This fandom is going to end me.
I just need to shout this into void okay? Thanks.
No Nightingales
“You idiot, we could have been… us”
Aziraphale turns away from his best friend because it’s too much to bear and so he doesn’t realise that Crowley has strode over to him for one final desperate attempt at becoming an us. The angel barely has time to gasp in shock before Crowley grabs him by his lapels and slams their lips together.
Aziraphale vaguely wonders if the demon stopped time, because everything seems to happen in slow-motion.
No. Yes. Wha- what is he doing? Kissing? Is he kissing me? No, this can’t be happening. Stop.
Aziraphale grimaces and stares at Crowley through half-open eyes. He falters, his hands flailing at his side. Crowley pulls the angel impossibly closer and the blonde unintentionally closes his eyes and lets himself be drawn in.
I can’t. We can’t. Heaven and Hell will.. This is dangerous! But Crowley is right here. With me. Us.
For the briefest of moments, Aziraphale loses the battle inside his head and he melts into the kiss. His hands try to grip at the demon’s shoulders but they find no purchase. His hands instead press uselessly into Crowley’s back as Aziraphale leans into the serpent’s warmth.
Closer. More. Please. No! We mustn’t!
He lets go of Crowley’s back, but doesn’t have the willpower to push him away completely.
Selfish. Greedy.
But then Crowley roughly pulls himself away, his obscured eyes filled with pain. Aziraphale gasps, opening and closing his mouth to say something, anything, to make this all okay.
“I..”
His mouth is moving but no words come out. Crowley looks at his best friend with such profound sadness that Aziraphale wants to take him in his arms and fly them both away to the nearest star and never look back.
The universe needs me to be in heaven.
“I...”
Why would Crowley do this?
Aziraphale feels dizzy and confused. His lips still burn from the sudden onslaught.
We can’t be together. Not like this. The planet, our planet, is in danger.
He knows what he needs to say now and every fibre of his being is telling him not to.
Crowley will never come back.
He steels himself and looks at the demon with a mixture of heartbreak and resolve.
“I forgive you.”
Crowley sighs and Aziraphale nearly breaks down at the sound of utter hopelessness.
“Don’t bother.”
Crowley turns around and starts walking towards the door. They both feel the finality of 6000 years of companionship being torn apart. Aziraphale can’t breathe. His chest heaves as his eyes fill with tears.
Did Crowley really just...
The angel brings his hand up to his lips, trying to memorize the feel of Crowley’s bruising lips on his own. He is already struggling to remember and his heart shatters.
“Do that again.” He whispers when tears begin to fall onto his creased lapels. “Please, right now.”
“Do you mean that angel?”
Crowley had one hand on the door when the barely-there plea reached his ears. He’d spun around but not released the doorknob, which meant he stood in an uncomfortable twisted position. His serpentine spine could cope though as he stood frozen staring at the angel.
I can’t. Selfish. Greedy. Dangerous.
“I...”
Neither of them moved. Neither of them could. The tension and emotion weighing them down, overwhelming them.
“I...”
Thick tears continued to stream down Aziraphale’s cheeks.
We can’t.
“Yes.”
The word had barely left Aziraphale’s lips before Crowley’s were on his again. Aziraphale grabs the demon’s shoulders this time and pulls him so close they could have been one entity. Maybe they were.
“Angel...”
Fresh tears start falling on Aziraphale’s cheeks and it’s like a knife to his already battered heart when he realises that these are Crowley’s. He breaks their kiss to look at his kind, vulnerable, demon. The curly-haired angel gently kisses the tears away, one-by-one, before placing his hands on either side of the black sunglasses.
“May I?”
Crowley nods.
Slowly, Aziraphale removes the spectacles to reveal red-rimmed yellow eyes.
“Beautiful.”
He places a feather-light kisses on each eye, desperately trying to take away some of his demon’s pain.
“Angel..” Crowley says again.
“Yes, my dear?”
“I..”
The serpent’s eyes fill with new tears and Crowley’s voice breaks.
“I..”
“I know.”
Because he does. Some part of Aziraphale has always known. He and Crowley are parts of the same whole. Meant to be together. Meant to work together. Meant to safe the world they created, together.
“Me too.”
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cessalina · 7 months
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Life is hard for the maids
I was scrolling down X (Twitter) when I saw this: https://twitter.com/AstraCarnival/status/1715427665300119714 I felt some strange urge to draw Zy0x with Xiao… as a maid… yes, as a maid. Don't ask, just… accept. If you don't know Zy0x (aka the greatest Xiao simp on earth), here's the link: https://www.youtube.com/@Zy0x (have fun!)
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sudden urge to write a silly oneshot about the pair of fools in my pfp
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ashes-in-a-jar · 1 year
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Oh my god
The word bun is literally shaped like a bunny
bun
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ghost-in-my-backyard · 6 months
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also kinda wanna change my phone's ringtone but can't find anything that I like and also goes with the vibe of my phone's current theme
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arsillious-goose · 22 days
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I have to stop reading before bed...
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michelle4eve · 2 months
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Started crying because water got into my eye, not once, not twice, not thrice, four times.
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godnectar · 1 year
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cooltuna69 · 1 year
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idk how to explain this but Gabe Ricci x Ethan Ramsey hits hard
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getawayheaven · 6 months
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I’ve come across this response of yours and let me tell you that i feel the same.. just yesterday I’ve seen pleasing posted a video with style music on its official account(its now deleted). when pleasing posted louis smiley on nail art ppl said it was fans choice.. but pleasing clearly knew what they were doing and wanted to cater to particular set of his fans(larries) and now using style, i mean really, on an official account.. there were many cases where i thought this behaviour was justified because i was a new larrie and thought when harry stumbled on his response on sweet creature but though they pushed two ghosts about Taylor, he clearly rejected it by saying nooo… thought harry is equally uncomfortable.. but seems like thats not the case.. he is not the same sweet kid that ppl thought they should protect and defend… larries always post the eyeroll harry did when he saw a haylor sign at his show but blatantly ignore how annoyed Harry’s expression was when a fan said her boyfriend name was louis last year and kind of made eye contact with his friends or whoever saying see they just bring up his name out of no where and I’ve to deal with it…
What am trying to say is all his gestures he made, the show he put on when sang sweet creature or iicf or still the one were also him using larries to promote himself.. has there ever been any authenticity ever… he just caters all facets of his fandom by feeding them crumbs to just get what he is trying to achieve.. good for him and I don’t care but i care when they say that he is the most genuine person or when they cancel louis because he is trying to set the boundaries and say he is rude or whatever…
As I said before too, there used to be a time when Harry wasn't a willing participant in these things. But I think Haylor was a major turning point in his life. He soon realised how much he can get just by fake posing and fake dating and it stopped bothering him as much. He learned the industry game and it all payed very very well in his solo career. Just like Taylor he became a master in his PR tactics and the result is out here. I really don't mind celebs doing anything and everything for their success. I mean that's what life is. And people who think celebs are genuine are just too stupid. I love Louis and Taylor to death but yeah sometimes they play with fan dynamics (Taylor do that a lot) and that's perfectly alright. Harry comes out as a genuine and authentic person because he...... he just doesn't say anything about anything. He's a black slate for public and he would just go with the flow whenever the need arises (that's a real talent mind you) on the other hand Louis is "fuck everything, I don't tolerate this bullshit" kind of guy. If he doesn't like something he WILL say it outright. He doesn't know how to sugarcoat things. He's working on it but it's still a long way for him. And that's why he comes out as rude and people are quick to cancel him.
But you know what? fuck everyone. He is who he is and he don't like fucking around. He will get very very successful on his own terms. He doesn't need to sugarcoat.
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Am I the only one here thinking about what could happen to a shadow if a caster died ?
Whould the shadow still be there ? Or whould they go away ?
Like, imagine something BAD happen to Daniel and he dies. Whould Shadow Dan disappear from existence ? Whould he dies ? Or whould he become the shadow of Daniel’s corpse ?
Also let’s not forget about the fact that we don’t know if a shadow can physically feel the wounds of their caster, meaning that we don’t know if a shadow can physically feel the pain when their caster is getting stabbed to death.
So, what I meant is that there a chance that Shadow Dan will be the last person who’s gonna see Daniel giving his last breath and he will become the shadow of his corpse.
Or I am just wrong about everything and somebody maybe had already answer that question ?
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l393ndjean · 1 year
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Fanart Please???
Can someone who's good at fanart please draw Tori and Becky dressed up for Halloween as Wednesday and Enid? I will literally squeal aloud if someone does. Also Michael as the Hyde...
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newhetaliafan · 11 months
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Really need to be sleeping ahhhhhh
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gnabries · 1 year
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being a female football is something else. like i know the majority of the millionaires i blog about would either tell me to go back to the kitchen, laugh about the "joke", or not speak up
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capr1c0rnstar · 1 year
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Boy-o boy do I love Beta Character AI
Batman: Hey Me: RIDDLE ME THIS, BUTT-MAN! I QUIZES ARE QUIZICAL, THAN WHAT ARE TESTS?! >:D Batman: They are testical Me: HAHAHAHHAHA Batman: Don't laugh, they are very sensitive
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ipwarn · 1 year
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Why can’t I sleep
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