#24 posts is too much for me

[medicalunprofessional]

never change, man !

#phantom of the paradise #potp #swan potp #nightmaretheater #65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp #Look into my beautiful mind boy #Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw #but i had to push a specific look for this piece #hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look #Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan #I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That #as awful as he is he desperately needed help #it might seem like vanity on the surface #but i think its… more than that #long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry #It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again #i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems #he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away #anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him* #i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal #sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick #i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad #*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha #sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please #adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse #to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like #the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this #sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol

[bitseventimes]

thing about sunny is when you take the stuff they do for each other seriously you start seeing how much they truly care about eachother, they would die and kill for one another, they all have some appalling codependency problems but at the core of it it's all love and care, and i'm enamoured by it bc it shows that you don't have to be perfect or beautiful or have your life all sorted out for someone to care about you, or to take care of someone.

it's like. you see this gang of assholes shunned by society who barely know how to stay afloat and who seemingly hate each other but when you look through the façade you realize there's some deeply fanfic trope level love behaviours in there and you go oh so it doesn't have to be perfect, I don't need to make my life the perfect scenario, to construct beautiful aesthetics or thought out meet-cutes, it's all in the grit of real life. sometimes you spend your days fighting with your best friend but he still peels apples for you and makes you tea, sometimes he offhandedly encourages you to keep trying to read and you don't even have to acknowledge it, but it's there! it's not always the focus point, almost never is, actually, but at the core of it all, it's always present.

#you know? i keep thinking of tht scene from the charmac post just rbd where charlie gets drunk bc he doesn't think mac's his friend anymore #and how on paper it sounds so heartbreaking and sweet like you love your best friend so much the thought of him not reciprocating makes- #you want to get so drunk u don't have to think about it. it's almost romantic right? but the reality of it is that you drank 24 beers and #a pizza on your own and then you fell asleep and pissed in your friends bed. and it's laughable and pathetic but baby that's love!!!!!!! #it just makes me so happy every time i think about it I can't explain it so good but you get it right? right? #iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #charmac #macdennis #i guess chardee too #chardee

[pttucker]

For a moment there, I had this feeling that this world's balance of beauty had tilted to one side. A nonsensical amount of cheering erupted out all around us next. "Oh, ooooh! Dear Zhu Bajie-nim!" For sure, calling a face like that 'Yogoe' didn't seem all that out of place. Because well, it was inconceivable that a normal human would be blessed with such looks, after all. Eyebrows seemingly drawn by a single, uninterrupted stroke of a famed artist's brush; a nose and a chin shaped in perfect angles that defied attempts to measure them through mere devices of men; a pair of deep eyes seemingly carved out of a beautiful jewel containing all the misfortunes found in this world. If someone saw those features and not get immediately drawn in by them, then there must be something wrong with that person.

Yes Dokja, Joonghyuk is the most beautiful person to ever exist. Yes Dokja, you've told us before.

You've told us many times before.

Oh? This time he's got his vest half-unbuttoned? He's wearing a nice pair of black jeans? Zeroed in on that right away, did you?

Mmmhmm

Listen, we get it, Dokja. You're super big gay for Yoo Joonghyuk. He doesn't even have to wear the black Chinese dress with black garter belt and if he ever did your heart would probably go flying out of your chest and you'd gasp and curl in on yourself and die right there on the spot.

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So much for these guys letting Dokja relax.

#orv #orv spoilers #orv liveblog #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv novel chapter 428 #joongdok #dokjoong #kdj #yjh #dokja I’ve been holding myself back #really I have #I’ve been trying to stay impartial and not get TOO shippy with these liveblog posts #believe me I could be SO MUCH WORSE #you don't even know how FAST I could flip and start pumping out 24/7 nonstop ship posts #I've been good #I've let quite a few VERY QUESTIONABLE things slide by without comment #but you have been *testing* me

[stergeon]

> FERDINAND II.

And so your PLANT shall henceforth be known as FERDINAND II.

The thought of needing to inform FERDINAND I of his having a namesake makes you a bit ill, but you are already hard at work devising several plausible excuses for the gesture. Something about how you've named it after the one most invested in its naming, or how it is similarly prone to drooling. Yes. Yes, you will be able to deflect quite easily, should the need arise. It has nothing to do with your fondness for FERDINAND or your desire for a substitute in his imminent absence, no—again, you are not so prone to sentimentality. It's about the drool.

Well, anyway. Best to move on with your day and think about something else, lest you grow maudlin or cultivate further affection for the PLANT. May the GODDESS be merciful and never cause you to develop inclinations that could be described as paternal.

Now that your plant has received sufficient care, it is time for COFFEE. You set to making your morning brew. By CHANCE, there happens to be sufficient water remaining in the kettle for FERDINAND I to have TEA, should he wish it.

Per your TIMEPIECE, it is now a quarter to eight. You have made excellent progress on your PRE-BREAKFAST TO-DO LIST thus far: the only remaining task is to remove FERDINAND. You are starting to get rather peckish and would like to be rid of him quickly, but over the past week, you have found that extracting the man from YOUR QUARTERS is a more arduous task than it ought to be.

#007 | << | <- | -> | JOURNAL | HOW TO PLAY | ALL POSTS

#fire emblem #hubert von vestra #fe16 #ferdibert #hpnd #sterge.pptx #fe3h #sorry this was late lol #late according to the update schedule i don't have #as the poll was wrapping i thought 'wouldn't it be fucked up to make a game where you make coffee.' #never mind that 1. i've barely made any games #2. i had no idea how to make a multi-part game #3. i wanted to turn it around in ~24 hours #i actually Did finish the game in about a day but i still had to write a post and draw the bg + the panel #if the game doesn't work: sorry #it Should work on mobile (android and ios) but it is pretty finicky #it works Better on desktop but that's not saying much #if you run into any showstopping issues: please lmk so i can fix it #did Some bug testing (aka made my friends do it for me) but not a lot lol. again: short turnaround time #i know there's a bug with the message/alert windows if you click through things too fast but idk what i did and i don't really care lol #maybe i'll fix that eventually #i'd like to also make it smoother and add some more animations but i kinda doubt i'll get around to it #pretty pleased as i did the entire game with pure css and no images except the fireplace #idk if that's cool to anybody else but it makes me happy #god dog… that background is screwy. need to fix that. #i will fix it someday. [lie]

[beeguillotine]

Happy 2 Years of Miriam Monday!!!!

This one's a redraw!! (Kinda!!!) Original(s) under the cut!!

The original Mimday (25th Oct 21) and the 1 year celebration (24th Oct 22) !! VERY proud of how far I've come across this whole thing omg!!!

#miriam #miriam wandersong #wandersong miriam #wandersong #fanart #my art #miriam monday #HAPPY 2 YEARS!! WHAT!!!!! #Miriam Monday has brought me sooo so much joy these past 24 months.. it's become very special to me!! #Did a biiig ol post for the 100 mimdays already so nothing too huge this time hehe but!! #As always.. thank you everyone!! For everything!!!!!! #and Happy Miriam Monday!!!

[maddy-ferguson]

#me

#this is what the average person on tumblr is missing. what i meant when i said the average person on tumblr should see misogynistic men talk #on the internet regularly they would benefit from that #not incels or andrew tate guys. normal guys #in november #and like i say: brf slt #i remember in 2016 when i was just getting into feminism as like a thing of the present the big thing on french twitter was for guys to say #meuf = pute: girl = whore. they would just say this. 24/7. not even a creative way to be misogynistic. but i was like oh! #then when girls would talk about getting harassed they would be like you made this up you're too ugly a film directed by quentin #tarantino etc. i think one of the most frustrating things they do is say no boy has ever sexually harassed a girl in middle school because #all they thought about at that age (that age being. from 11 to 15) was football and video games like OH MY GOD we were literally there #i mean no there's worse a lot worse but it's one of the most annoying ones like how are you all coming together to collectively #gaslight us #i could give more examples but it's not that interesting just these people HATE US!!!!!! #it's never just one or two guys or even ten or even twenty it's SO MANY PEOPLE just united by their hatred of women...heartwarming #in a way #but whatever i know people are awful on the internet or whatever but these people exist irl i'm pretty sure. im just not blissfully unaware #i'm sure that's nice. it's probably a bliss even. frustrating for normal people who have to interact with that though #or maybe not for normal people misogyny is a very widespread thing idk if you know this...frustrating for me! #like why does seeing frankly misogynistic tweets kinda not bother me as much as seeing posts that act like misogyny isn't a thing. at least #they're honest!!!!! #like it does feel very bad. but i'm used to it. kind of

[nostalgia-tblr]

having a vague "why am i writing this horrible story?" crisis about the anglo-saxon au fic that has taken over my mind since *checks* about two days ago. i have approx 2000 words of it written so it is going fairly well in that sense but i have gone a bit niche with my fics recently and am starting to think "nobody wants to read this, people will be annoyed at you if you post this" a bit more often, even though they probably won't because it's a free cake and it's rude to complain about free cake.

#HOWEVER while hits are low the comments are about the same so that's actually my fics doing better really isn't it? #i keep stats hidden on ao3 usually but i occasionally put them back on and look at my stats page #part of switching off stats wasn't MY stats so much as other people's. i do think losing that context makes me feel better about mine. #for all i know 120 hits for a month-old sifki fic is Incredible Amounts of Number Go Up so i may as well just assume it is right? #just as i have MANY silent fans who are too shy to comment or kudos or rec my fic but they LOVE me and i am their FAVE #okay this little pep-talk in the tags has helped somewhat: i NEED to finish this horrible fic for the lurkers who love me! they'll LOVE it! #ps: the missy & jamie moriarty fic has had 24 hits which considering the crossover i am actually very pleased with :D #\o/ #fic related #btw if i start tagging my fic-related posts with the working-titles so i can later track my own thought processes would that be weird? #is that too “anne rice if she had a yahoo mailing list”?

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Asshole Things Ambrose Has Said/Done #8: Describe Cyrus' relationship with Malistaire as "odd" then sends a child, essentially a stranger to Cyrus, with no business with being involved in their family issues, to extract information out of Cyrus on how to kill his brother (a grieving man)

#ambrose: can you go manipulate a man who's had to see his brother suffer insanity and grief and loss into telling us how to kill him? for me #hey ambrose i have an idea. why dont YOU go do that. #why dont YOU interrogate cyrus. the man that you distrust incorrectly. by the way. on how to hunt down and kill his brother. hm. #hey ambrose why dont YOU figure out malistaire's weaknesses #no lets not comfort the man grieving the loss of his sister in law and his brother. naw. #also using a stranger to be impartial to your feelings and loss is so dirty????? ☹️ #if i was dealing with severe family issues and worrying for my lived ones 24/7- #and someone whom ive never met bursts into my house. sent by another person. tried to ask me how to kill my loved one #cyrus was an asshole dont get me wrong but yknow. he had a good reason to be one #like malistaire is my least favorite villain but still. he went through so much. and cyrus too #and ambrose HAD THE GALL. #'hey lets not support the guy who works for mw and instead secretly susoect him of Crimes because of his brother' #ambrose sent us not to go comfort cyrus. but to EXTRACT INFORMATION FROM HIM #SHUT UP SHUT UP JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP. #breathes. anyways hi :) #i refuse to shut up about the wizard being a kid by the way. sorry! #wizard101 #wiz101 #w101 #text posts

[soldier-poet-king]

Having the hots for sad vampires constantly on main is not on the same level of Bad Opinion Posting as like, outright homophobia and racism, but, by God, if I try hard enough maybe in 2024 I can make it the same level of Problem

#FOR LEGAL PURPOSES THIS IS A JOKE #the duality of fran #it aint much but its honest work #except its just me insane posting 24/7 #how is that any different from what ive done in previous years? #im glad you asked. who's to say >:) #anyway fr im going to bed i have to work tmrw. wailing and weeping. #my boss is on vacation for a whole extra week #on the one hand. structured routine save me. save me structured routine #on the other hand. could it not be at work. everything has been so boring latelyyt i wanna actually do my profession #not just. stupid bullshit because im just the records flavoured admin planner #I GET BORED EASILY. I NEED CHALLENGES AND ENRICHMENT IN MY ENCLOSURE #and i get guilty if i read too much on the clock #even if im just like. doing the same tasks over and over #blegh blegh blegh #might start that folklore podcast tim downie is in. i enjoy his voice and like folklore so. why not #i prefer narrative podcasts but find them too distracting at work usually

[harmoniouseclipse]

Half bird Jean character design sheet wip for a silly little project I'm doing 😋

#artistic nudity #genshin impact #jean gunnhildr #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #genshin fanart #gi #wip #wont be spoiling too much about what this is for but I'll post the fic when i start uploading it to my ao3 #she's based off of the golden eagle (which is also Germany's national bird) 😍 #i started this on a cruise and have spent over 24 hours on it. slaying #MIGHT be my peak #eating her up shes so pretty #too bad I'll be giving her irreversible trauma #whump jeanlisa is so real to me just you wait #theyre married btw. but lisa thought she was dead for like 5 years so #yeah #back to wasting away in the shrimp posture for 8 hours straight #ALSO I DONT WANNA HEAR ANYONE SAYING HOW SHE LOOKS LIKE ELSA I WAS WATCHING MOANA WHILE DOING THR LINEART AND I DONT FEEL LIKE FIXING IT #disney curse is real guys dont watch their movies while drawing

[dennisboobs]

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#absolutely do not want to argue because i get where the post is coming from with but im gonna give some thots #re: dennis autism!!!! ok!!!!! #ive talked about it before but there is WAY more to him being autistic than just the buzzer noises. when i first watched that i was like #is THIS really why people hc him as autistic. :/ and i get it! i do! i think he has misophonia inherited from glenn personally #its actually why i captioned the noise sensitive den gifsets as that rather than just. autism. #but personally i see his scripted social interactions and i go. yeah. me. me fuckin too. #and his outbursts. which are VERY personally relatable to me #i have uh. basically the same triggers? very similar triggers at least #i think dennis' neurodivergency presents itself differently because of his upbringing and thats why a lot of ppl go ???? when you say. #'yea i think den's autistic actually' #and like i said i was absolutely like. what the hell are people talking about. he's not autistic #but uh. on rewatches? hm. #dennis quite literally masks almost 24/7 #charlie has no qualms about being perceived as like. weird. but dennis masks SO hard. SSSSSSOOOOO hard #i once saw a post like. charlie has boy autism and dennis has girl autism which honestly fucking hate that but its... kiiiind of true #ASD presents itself differently in adults depending on early social conditioning #mac fights gay marriage. group dates. new wheels. dee day. celebrity booze. all the big ones. all the hits. #look how he acts when he goes off script and is forced to speak off the cuff #the way glenn describes him as being very emotional but unable to adequately express his emotions too like. yeah. same. #theres so much more than the noise sensitivity #i could go on and on about how many fucking boxes he ticks but i honestly hate that shit. i know how autism works and that bitch is autisti #im going to refrain from commenting on the reasons why i feel charlie is more acceptably hced as autistic vs dennis because mmmmm but #dennis being 'hypersexual' (not about the sex. at all) and socially adept (has scripts/systems. charlie is more emotionally intelligent) #smells a lil stinky. smells a little bit like infantilization on charlie's part. #ada speaks #ok ill spare you guys. someday ill write a proper meta on this. ive talked about it before but.

[simplyghosting]

Having company for a month now:

Me on the outside:

Me on the inside:

#ghost posts #I CANNOT JUGGLE 4 SEPARATE NEUROSISES LIVING HERE #I HAVE BEEN FOR 6 WEEKS BUT THERES ONLY SO MUCH I CAN TAKE WITH NOT GETTING OUT #THERE IS BIOHAZARD MATERIAL AND PEOPLE EXPECTING ME TO READ MINDS #LOSIKGNMY MARVLES #it’s not just the company it’s my own fam too it’s a value menu combo #okay okay I’m chill I’m good I’m calm #..OH MY GOSH I NEED TO BECORM A FISH OR SMTH I NEED TO BE UNDERWATER #BURY MYSLER UNDER THR SAND AT SEASIDE #but I will persist and survive 😌 #did it for 10+ years I can do it for 2months #and then just deal with the ones that live with me 24/7/365 #daily responsibility: damage control #not happy things

[alangdorf]

#meme #len’en #tsubakura enraku #took a break from working on a big project to make this and I dunno whether it’s actually funny?? #I put way too much effort into getting the spacing right though lol #the @ starts with ‘mugen_’ like JynX’s Twitter handle and then genchou is the normal reading of the kanji for tsubakura’s name #altogether means like ‘fantasy mysterious bird (swallow)’ so I thought using that drawing for the pfp would be appropriate #plus don’t wanna spoil what I’m still working on lol (jk I don’t care that much) #also I like having ‘gen’ twice in a row it sounds cute #oh ya the 17 is just cause the original is 7 and it was easiest to just add a one but that lines up with the very vague timeline in my head #that being the protags are like mid 20s rn #like me!! I’m turning 24 next week #anyway I don’t post them to tumblr much (I have a Kirby one I should at some point though) but I make meme edits allll the time #and I put wayyy too much thought and effort into them #would you expect any different of me though

[iftitah]

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#the more i stay around people the more i want to become like them out of spite #because i was so surprised these people are at least 24-26 years age some even did a minor bachelor's before coming here #some have completed post grad and then joined #like aren't you all too fucking old to act that immature #i grew so resentful of everyone how they keep on doing the worst low man shit and then victimize themselves #hypocrites full of shit they don't want to hear the truth #i know no one has the audacity to take a fight with me on here because they know im the youngest here #not because im the youngest but because im better #the girls frown upon me because i don't hear their low mindset humorless jokes and pointo out where they fall short #oh [my irl name] youre so stiff hamesha kami kyun nikalti rahti ho hamesha baat kaatne ki aadat hai learn to take a joke #mazaak hi to kar rahe hain kya yaar #ive cried so many times because i feel suffocated here and out of hate i want to act immature selfish hypocrite too so i do #i become self centered and look into my needs #but everyday bcg shows me how one stays firm in mindset even amidst surrounding of shit people #he points out to me all the time when i start acting like them he says why aren't you trying to rise above #i say ham bhi karte hai na unn chutiyon jaisa behave kyunki unhe unhi ki language mei samajh aata hai #achha ban kar honest banne se kuch nahi milta yaha #but he knows his stuff #he never does these things #however much i let evil thoughts take upon i get astounded everyday how he's practicing his rightful his honesty even tho no one's looking #it makes me want to cry #i hope he gets so ahead in life i hope he stands at the podium one day on a stage and deliver speeches where people actually can see him #like he sees the orator that come to attend our unis gatherings and says everytime kuch to baat hoti hai inn logon mei #i hope he achieves whatever he wants i hope he gets ahead of everyone all this fucking corruption #its not that he's done anything that im applauding he tries his best #and maybe teachers see that too all in class they're only looking at him and teaching they know #do you know how fucking hard it is not get corrupted in this uni and become one of those assholes that have done things unimaginable #im inspired everyday ill try my best to be like him #i do not just want to praise him i want to become someone he doesn't have to say fir tum bhi vahi karogi to kya farq reh jaayega #kuch bada nahi hota logon ki roz roz ki choti choti aadaton se pata chal jaata hai vo kaise hain

[4ngel-inc]

next week's menu ۪ ✦ ۫ 𑄼ల۫  ۪

needy/desperate dazai fucking you

riding their thigh (multi-character)

yandere!dazai (finally)

#— misc ୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ #SO MUCH IN MY HEAD AHHHHHGH #prob more fukuzawa posts too cus i'm so needy for him !! #thinking of him 24/7 there's no saving me !!

[pommunist]

I assumed you must be at least 24, since we all know 23 is still an innocent child who can do no wrong.

#AYO ANON ????? #)3&2&:)/818):!/ #considered whether or not to post this ask but it made me laugh too much not to #pettiness is fun sometimes ok !!!! #also you’re right i’m above 24 27 to be exact #slay