#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[p4nishers]

man we are NOT talking enough about loki remembering “a beautiful union between form and function” like that was season 1 episode 2 bro REMEMBERED

I KNOW I FUCKING KNOW THEY NOT ONLY LISTEN TO MOBIUS ABOUT JET SKIS (WHICH BTW NO ONE ELSE FUCKING DOES) BUT REMEMBERS WORD. FOR. WORD. WHAT HE SAID AND FUCKING QUOTES IT BACK TO HIM LIKE SOME LOVE SICK CHARACTER IN AN AMNESIA AU I CANNOT TJ I REALLY CANT

#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #i cabt stop screaming im sorry abt the all caps im too excited #lokius #loki series #loki spoilers #mobius m mobius

[studentbyday]

day 57-58 // 100dop

monday: so this week is an intro to organic reactions and i am SO glad that organic chem is a notoriously difficult subject so you have LOTS of explanations available online and in particular, i'm loving @thecrashcourse's organic chemistry series (really, crash course puts me in the mood to study when nothing else can XD), and just bc I don't get the book or prof's explanations doesn't mean the prof is bad or the book is bad or that i'm an idiot, sometimes we just need a different way of explaining for us to get it and that's completely fine. 🙂

tuesday: i must've gone insane bc i just signed myself up to take 4 courses this fall...how am i already feeling overwhelmed XD the most i've taken in a semester is 3 courses and that was tough, i couldn't do anything else except study - idk, maybe i've smartened up in terms of study skills since then and i can take this load and get A+ in all of them (can you tell how bad my perfectionism is? 😖😅 ...yet i'm hesitant to let it go entirely bc i could also just not try and then not learn much of anything and then what am i spending this money for, going to university????)???? i highly doubt that my study skills have improved much tho 😅😅😅😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 one of those courses is calculus and i have NOT touched that since high school and i barely remember precalc so aaaaahhhhhhhh - i'm hoping to get through some khan academy videos/questions on the topic before September (taking calculus was kind of a last minute decision 😑), starting with "getting ready for precalculus" (i finished a few practice quizzes on polynomials today) because their ACTUAL precalculus section looks scary and unfamiliar (nggghhh how am i gonna do thisss?). also really confused about complex numbers and imaginary numbers and i found a video on it by 3b1b, i'm still watching it (it's an hour and 22 mins long) and i looove how calm i feel when being guided through a specific topic that's confusing me instead of just...feeling overwhelmed by the complexity and the immense info dump in my university courses... finished 2 sections of chem notes, got 2 more left to do...1 of them is really big but i was able to read through the rest of the chapter today (thank God they're not going THAT deep with organic reactions, else i would go crazy) and i seem to understand it, so that shouldn't be TOO much of a problem (i just have to read and think slower than i'd like with these things...)

update: i just counted the max number of hours per day i would spend studying based on the recommended hours per week for each course... that's 10 hours of focused studying. i don't think i've ever focused 100% for that long???? (in the past, I've always gone over...and i think it's bc my focus starts waning pretty quickly but I never realize it until I've snapped back to reality and start really studying again 🙄 smh, i gotta do better than that if i don't wanna have to drop)

#study aesthetic #i wanted to chill and be cozy this week buuuut it looks like that won't be happening within the next few days 😅 #studyblr #stemblr #stem student #stem academia #chaotic academia #without the aesthetic #it's just stress XD #aaaaaahhhhhhh #overwhelmed #burning out #let's just keep chugging - only 2 and a half weeks left... #aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh #it'll be fine it'll be fineeee #mittonstudies #heyfrithams #heydilli #heyharri #heyzainab #rant #altinstudies #problematicprocrastinator #perfectionism #wondering if i'm falling into the trap of prioritizing speed over mastery... #but it's impossible to ''master'' a subject (my metric is my prof's ability to speak about chemistry off the top of his head and have it ma #without spending years dealing with it over and over again... #so... 🤷‍♀️

[lavender-temult]

I AM SHAKING WITH EXCITEMENT

#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[randomfandomss]

Besties I think the boatguy is gonna return next episode. Don't ask me how, I JUST KNOW IT!!!!!

#ted lasso spoilers #boatbecca #rebecca welton #i think we are gonna meet all the moms next episode #jamies mom...teds mom....Trent's ex wife and crimmlet 😭😭😭 #boatguy and his daughter (Rebecca gonna be the future mom probably) #aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh #by I KNOW IT I mean my clown senses are tingling LOL

[barkingangelbaby]

uh oh besties I feel a menty b coming on

#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #gotta wait a whole week for therapy too 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 #just one of those days where im in a foul fucking mood which makes me uncomfy #which makes me lash out at ppl which.. makes me uncomfy #we r spiraling but what can u do #at least im doing easy tasks at work that make my brain feel nice #(organizing months worth of film) #i think im gonna play games w my friend on discord tonight bc we're both having v bad days #ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh #someone take my brain out of my skull and beat it #thank u for coming 2 my tedtalk #rAMbles #AAAAAUUUGHHHHHHH

[o-sahiba]

Another friend of mine got engaged today! I mean kya ho rha hai bhaii!? We are just 22/23 (my whole batch) I'm like... Why y'all are so hell bent on making me feel singler than single???

#idhar meri assignments ki tension khaayi jaa rhi hai mujhe #and y'all are stressing over your engagement and wedding preps #idk #these situations make me feel like mummy krdo na shaadi meri bhi #but ik #I still am a kid #not mature enough to handle such responsibilities #aaahhhhhhhhhhhhh #and I wanna have a successful career before committing #aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh #screaming intensifies

[stillavoidingbaddays]

I LOG INTO TUMBLR AND I SEE MANY THINGS

BASTILLE SAYING DAN IS MOST LIKELY TO HOOK UP WITH A FAN???? I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE ☝🏻☝🏻☝🏻

BIM GRINDING ON DAN???? DAMN DAMN DAMN

#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #bastille #dan smith #i am speechless #breathless #lifeless

[officialambassadorfrisk]

UNDERTALE!!!!!! *slams my fucking FISTS into the ground!!!!*

#moss post #AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #I AM FEELING SO FUCKING NORMAL TONIGHT HOMIES!!!!!

[neurogliadudette]

my lowkey crush ( on whom I've chickened out to make a move )most probably is a bi... too...

#aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh #bisexual #They paint their nails tooosjenwwnwnwn #i have only ever talked to him once

[whoreadsnowadays]

im so sorry I do in fact have you filed away in my brain as "the blog that starts with whore" that's just how it is now everytime i come across ur url djsjsjsjk

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

DAMNIT DAMN FUCK NO GOD IM THE WHORE BLOG FR GOD DAMNIT-

#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #Romeo Speaks

[akumanoken]

#inbox commentary #AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[teddybeartoji]

mickey!!! i hope you're having a good day! wanted to tell you that i love seeing your headcanons and writing on my dash <3 i love the way you characterize satoru specifically, he makes me so happy :3

PERCE!!!!!! WAHHH:(((( YOU'RE SOO SWEET I AM KISSING YOU VERY LOVINGLY RN<3333 thank you thank you thank you:(((( satoru is my baby i want to take care of him and it means sooo much to me that you think that i write him well<33333 ily<333333333

#I ALSO JUST READ YOUR TOJI THING #AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #GOT MY HEART DOING FLIPS IN MY CHRST FR!!! #MWAHHHHH!!!!! #perce <3 #friends!!

[computerillness]

I think I would kill myself from embarrassment if Michael McKean ever found out of my existence (probability: low, but what if?). How could you even explain THIS. So, some gay teenager has an autistic fixation on you and watched everything with you in it and saves over a thousand images of you on his harddrive. I feel like such a creep but I honestly can’t help it. Why am I like this?

#i should be shot and hanged and shot again and electrocuted and decapitated and dismembered and and and #AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #my mind is racing so fast #joey moment.txt

[orallech]

DECEMBER!!!!!!!

#GET ME TF OUT OF HEEERREEEE #like wading through a knee high pit of tar while it slowly rises to your hips #aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh #it’s holding me hostage I just need to get to the next year

[the-dragon-blade]

//Fen is my go-to character in video games. Tank fighter with sword/shield, preferably draconic options if available, and certainly choosing big stats over complicated powers.

Now, there are exceptions, like FF14, where i prefer the Warrior's moveset over Paladin's, or Skyrim, where playing sword and shield with how its quick-set system works gives me an aneurism. There i lean to Igris a lot more.

But in general, he will be my first option when playing a new game. Most rpgs ive played, he was my main playthrough character.

#ooc #*stares at BG3 drooling* #YET I MUST WAIT #TILL I CAN MOVE OUT FIRST #AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #SUFFERING