#ALSO SENSORY DEPRIVATION TANKS

[soldier-poet-king]

Ok but that video made me think of sea longing again and I'm gonna be SICK with it, tolkein was RIGHT in having it as representative for this larger than life soul-hunger that is both terrifying and wonderful

#i need to swim regularly again but hip bas + chlorine is so murder on my skin and hair #and its not like i have easy access to saltwater pools #and lake ontario both cold and extremely gross polluted during the warmer months #and you cant swim laps in the fuckin. lake. yknow #WAHHHHH i need to float in one of thise sensory deprivation tanks tbh #and ALSO climb around the rigging of a massive boat #i dont mind heights. i would love to be a rigging rat ok #the duality of fran

[princesssarcastia]

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#sometimes i wonder how much of my existence is insulated by like #my detachment from physical reality? #not in a psychosis way! i do not have any form of psychosis #(am i spelling that right?) #but like. there's so much repression going on #also i don't interact with people very much #and im kind of out of touch with how my emotions sit in my body #and i don't come into physical contact with other human beings #more than like. once every two weeks if not once every two months #idk #obviously a lot of this is just self-inflicted bullshit #but still. i wonder #are other people actually Experiencing things #while i am sitting here with earplugs and a blindfold on #in some kind of sensory deprivation tank #....probably if im getting this kind of introspective #i should go to sleep #alrighty its bedtime now

[toad-games]

After being in sensory hell all day I’m just gonna say that M’s behavior is entirely justified

#if I had hyper senses and had to be anywhere other than a sensory deprivation tank #I would be way meaner than M is #actually I think they’re showing remarkable restraint #I am also kind of half asleep and one melatonin in #so keep that in mind #the wayhaven chronicles #twc m #the wayhaven chronicles m

[jrueships]

Sauce fucked that old man 🤭

sauce: i Envisioned this. i Envisioned this, you Know. i Did. us two.... together .... A l o ne .

i envisioned it.

just me. and you, arod. and your friend,

Little Rod .

but he comes attached like a parasite between your pelvis so- he doesn't count, now Does he 🤭? ...... maybe hes Lonely .😳

Aaron: Ahmad Where Are Right Now ...

.... i'm Scared. .... the Nurses said it's Past my Bedtime . .

#sauce: IM SO GLAD WE'RE ALONE RIGHT NOW #* shouting over the sounds of men yelling and biting and spitting and screaming in a soldout stadium #sauce is like a kardashian #the cameras are his oxygen. they are invisible to him. but they are also his sustenance #he needs them around everywhere all at once All the time #great movie btw dont show ur mothers ull cry and she'll get up saying the movie sucked and didnt make any sense #sauce: WHEN THEY (zach wils*n 😡😤🙄) GO LOW . . . i go LOW - E R !!!! #* tries s*cking aarons musty crusty **** on LIVE television #whenever he sees a camera on them he starts leaning over #aaron is clothed and afraid #he misses he aquafina fucking whatever retreat #picturing himself trapped in the darkness of one of those sensory deprivation tanks to get him thru this hell #aaron voice: when words have new in front of them theyre supposed to be good #so why are you taking me to see the knicks . #didnt aaron have more greys and whites in that hair of his ???? #...... did sauce dye it for him . #yall . #PLEASE SAAUCE #STAND UPPPPPPP #OR AT LEAST CRAWL OVER TO SUCK A PP THAT HAS PEED ACROSS LESSER CENTURIES INSTEAD !!! #SAUCE #PL E A S E‼️‼️ #thank u for this ask but also WAARARRARARARARARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH !!!`++!+++!111!1!1!!1!! #MAJOR sauce L! ! N O T rare ‼️‼️‼️ #ted asks #HES NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FREEROAMIN AT THIS TIME !!!!!!!! #NURSES SAID IT CAUSES HIM FRIGHTS!!!!!! #LEAVE HIM A LONE SAUCE !!!@@@!!!

[reikunrei]

i just need. i just NEED. scott to be the key that solves everything. i need him to be there with henry. and i need the party to come back to him. i need them to remember/realize that scott was there when they were kids. mr scott clarke who solves all of their specific theoretical hypothetical questions so they can solve their problems and figure out what’s going on. i need him to be there to tell them about henry and make them realize they are Not Dealing With Henry. i need scott to clear henry’s name!!!

#im literally going insane he's TOTALLY THERE #they would NEVER FORGET ABOUT SCOTT!!!! #i say things #stranger things // #also i dont give this any real weight but like. it's fun to pick out moments that parallel one another thru the show #and a lot of them happen like. things that happen in s2 are mirrored in s4 #or things that happen in s1 are mirrored in s3 but NOT directly mirrored in s2/4 #like so some things that happened in s1 and 3 i'm like oh it'll happen in 5 too so we get 1 3 5 #so im like. if in s1 scott helped them w the sensory deprivation tank thus allowing el to find barb and will #and if in s3 scott helped joyce figure out her magents #then in SEASON 5 he'll show up and HELP THEM with their HENRY PROBLEM #he will be the thing that really solidifies the distinction between henry and edward i can taste it #he will have a hand in it so help me god

[alluraaaa]

hunk is the type of autistic who’s always understimulated. he wants more noise more pressure more color more movement more more more. day to day life without self added stimulant is like being unable to scratch an itch. keith is the type of autistic who is always overstimulated. daily routines can feel like an uphill battle sometimes and it leads to him being snappy and short with others.

the two of them often clash, with both of them forgetting that not everyone is like him. so hunk will grab and squeeze keith in a bearhug and keith thrashes and gets pissed because why would anyone do that to another person? other times, albeit rarer, keith will initiate touch— a hand on hunk’s shoulder, a hug, the secret team voltron handshake lance forced everyone to learn— and hunk gets annoyed at how soft it is. it tickles in the worst way and it could be solved if keith just put more pressure into it.

but after way too long of mixed signals and miscommunication, they realize just how much they’ve been accidentally pushing each others buttons. there’s embarrassment and apologies, but there’s also relief at knowing there were no actual harm in the actions— in fact, both of them were trying to do what they thought would be nice.

and, in the future, keith happily treats hunk like a human pillow, putting pressure on him without getting any on himself in turn. they watch movies at high volumes, but hunk gives keith ear plugs beforehand, just enough to lower the noise while letting him still hear. hunk makes dumb jokes at the sunglasses keith wears on bright days and keith turns it around into dumb jokes at the headphones blaring pounding bass that hunk wears while tinkering on projects.

hunk’s hugs are gentle. keith’s hugs are bone crushing. both of them smile into the warmth

#sorry not sorry for autism posting. it will happen again. #for clarification the entire team is autistic and also butt heads #but keith n hunk are at opposite ends of the sensory spectrum with everyone else falling somewhere between them #someone put keith in a sensory deprivation tank Now #and whatever the opposite of that is. put hunk in that Now #send hunk to a rave. it’s what he deserves #hunk #keith #hunk&keith #headcanon #txt #mine

[midcarder]

when will i stop being so tired WHEN

#it's rly bad rn!!! need to be in a sensory deprivation tank but like...instead of that a coffin maybe? #IN THE GROUND??? #lol jk but also holy fuck i feel fucking dead this rules

[fingertipsmp3]

Like one of the side effects of my new pills is vivid and strange dreams, but idk how I would tell if I was experiencing that particular effect because my subconscious regularly sends me to the shadow realm anyway

#like last night i had a dream i was the nanny for this family. and i think the dad wanted me? or the mom thought the dad wanted me #she kept giving me side-eye and i was like ‘i literally don’t want your man. i don’t know why you want your man’ #and we were on a flight and the kid i was supposed to be taking care of was literally being kept in a cube #it was in a sensory deprivation tank. it was like a sentient little embryo. it was horrible #it kept complaining in there and the dad was like ‘well you have to stay in it’ and i’m just holding this tube and looking in; horrified #there was also something about newspapers but i can’t remember what that was #i woke up thinking like.. well that was weird but no weirder than normal to be honest #like i’ve stone cold sober had dreams about shit like being chased through dimensions by the vampire king because i stole his sceptre #or like there was this one where my dad had secretly been alive this whole time with a second family and it was Crazy detailed #or the really realistic one i had where i went to work in my small pyjamas #so yeah.. it was weird but not the weirdest or the most vivid #i’m going to have to gather more data on this. i need to find out how my brain is being affected #personal

[milo-is-rambling]

I am so high I love you dabs I love you big bong rips I love you huge heavy bong I love you only having 20 dollars to my name and no plans but getting high and ignoring it I love you oh no I’m thinking about it

#I want to take an ice cold shower and scream and smoke a whole pack of cigarettes and lock myself in a closet for 72 hours in the dark with #no distractions to figure out what I actually want to do with the rest of my life and to face every bad thought I have and struggle to #ignore even years later like ugh I just need to be at the bottom of the ocean floating sinking alive dead in between for like a month and #then pull me back up and either I’ll be normal or I’ll be so fucked up they just put me back in there #like either way I am vibing at the bottom of the ocean (I have been desperately imaging a sensory deprivation tank all day) #(put me in a fucking sensory deprivation tank until something in my fucking brain rewires and I get worse or better than I am now this #inbetween stage is fucking killing me like what do you mean I’m not a horrible person but also what do you mean I struggle every day but I’m #normal but I have things about me other people don’t and alienate me to the point of near total isolation but also this is just how humans #are and I need to take meds and actively struggle to fit into a perfect little box of what a person should be like god damn I am so tired of #getting better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and better and worse and I’m miserable and I’m happy and I’m sobbing and #I know a month from now I’ll be depressed again or I’ll be the best I’ve ever been and it’s so fucking horrible to be in the middle stage #where I actually have to step up and admit shit is wrong and face it like why can’t I just lay in bed forever until I become the bed and not #like get a job and have a future. ugh. depression is so fucked esp bc most things in my life are normal I guess or like easier than my #friends like we all have seperate challenges but I’m the only one still living off their parents (ha. parent. forgot for a second.) and the #only thing wrong with my life is the mental health issues but I won’t step up and deal with it bc I feel like I’ve been depressed for so #long I like fucked up the foundational shit and like I know it’s fine but also I feel so behind and I feel like I’ll be behind and unhappy #forever even when im happy I know the next depressive episode is right around the corner and I give up again. ugh. I hate knowing that’s #what’s wrong with me but still not having the energy to step up and fix it. im so pathetic I want to cry. my brain is me but my brain is #destroying my life. anyways. im high and now im sad and have dry mouth. I think im gonna drink ice water and change into shorts+lay in bed)

[pepprs]

having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.

#purrs #idk if im swaddling my inner child or str*ngling her (sorry) but she needs to stop crying bc my GOD i can’t keep living like this. my counse #counselor literaly told me i could get fired if i end up working somewhere else (🤨👊💥) and don’t heal AJD it’s like ok you’re right but also #shut up don’t fucking say that. but he is also so right like i can’t keep living like this. i was anxious and agitated all day and it’s good #that no one noticed but also like it takes so much energy just to sit in one place and do my work and respond to the stimuli and not start a #sobbing and howling. i hate this shitty fucking situation i want it to be over so i never have to feel this helpless again but im feeling pr #pretty helpless right now mutuals. i am feeling pretty helpless and i also cannot breathe because the elephants are taking up too much space #and i mean that in more ways than one. i don’t even have the energy to play video games rn like literally all i want to do is sleep. omg #still not as bad or in as bad a place as last week. and thank god i have not been dizzy since friday. but this is really pushing my limit. l #like im scared my heart is gonna give out from pounding so hard and i was trying to do affirmations w mysef and talk myself through the #logic and it didn’t work really and im like 😐 plus like almost every triggering / upsetting kind of situation that can happen has happened #today and i haven’t flipped out abt it it’s been more like slowly chipping away at me and.. i am at my fucking limit. i need to sit in a #sensory deprivation tank. and i also need to get married and/or a phd immediately. and i also need a lobotomy.

[hoppinkiss]

ok im feeling significantly less like im about to explode but if I am not left alone for the next twenty-four hours I will let out a most unholy screech and possibly start biting family members

#therapy isnt enough i need to be abducted by a better family #also i need a rage room followed by a sensory deprivation tank #harper has spoken

[asfarion]

i think its fucked up actually how ill be in like a fucking oven of a room with temperatures bordering on overtaking literal hellfire and ill still be cold and shivering like a leaf in the winter

#im in a boiling hot bath and judt jumpscared myself w my own cold body #i also put the heating on beforehand to make sure the bathroom wouldnt be cold #im still fucking freezing #if i wanted to try a sensory deprivation tank theyd have to put me in a fucking ice bath or smth #at this point warm places just help w pain and stiffness. im gonna be cold forever thanks past me #luka.txt

[dagasinfilo]

the way i can only get asmr from videos of people who are at the very least slightly awkward. if there’s like too much production or if the person is just a bit too confident or neat it just completely takes me out of it

#it has to not be perfect quality also #some background noise. some crunch. something #i don’t want to feel like i’m in a sensory deprivation tank with a disembodied voice and toothbrush sounds #give me a dog barking in the distance and i’m in the zone immediately

[drewsaturday]

i just know we're getting the twinky birdsona musical number tonight and i NEED to experience that trip as soon as possible so i'm praying i don't fall asleep early

#yellowjackets tag #context #musical theater guy is playing a human version of misty's bird and next ep has been described as a birdcore musical iirc #and bc misty goes in a sensory deprivation tank next ep we're thinking that's what triggers whatever the fuck #that comes up in #i promise this is a show about cannibalism-- #it's just also about silly little milfs having silly little acid trips about their silly little 'dangerous bottom' birdsonas i guess

[countingnothings]

i hate being in meetings with ineffective chairs. hate. seething with rage and also sensory overload.

#bonus points for meetings that i am minuting #SORRY I CAN'T MINUTE THIS PERSON'S REPORT BECAUSE OF ALL THE CROSS-TALK #SORRY TAKING MINUTES IS HARD WHEN YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING THAT ISN'T RELEVANT TO THIS AGENDA POINT #also i always end meetings like this absolutely vibrating #what i need is a sensory deprivation tank to immediately step into #GPOY #especially galling because i am a ruthlessly efficient meeting chair myself but am not currently the chair of any of my many meetings

[moon-song-and-star]

So I was playing the game, doing my investigations, as you do and I saw something.

What the fuck does that mean, "2 enter, 1 leave" Has that happened in in canon? When did only 2 people enter HNL? is it talking about people? Is this hinting at something? That whole board mildly concerns me but this one pic.

#4:00 HNL labs #other things on there: #pic of someone using magic on a demogorgon #pic of a random empty green hallway #pic of the mall but that makes sense #and the plans for the sensory deprivation tank #that one is weird cuz only El knows about that thing rn #and which also concerns me #stranger things puzzle tales #stranger things #i dunno its weird