lyrica
so today im thinking of writing and only because i have no internet at the moment.
its amazing how much the internet controls our day to day livs. I feel less productive
when in hindsight im more productive given that theres no music, films netflix to
indulge in. I just had a neighbour offer me a strong painkiller and i said no.. hmm. Should
i have taken it? i mean im feeling good so no. No i shouldnt be taking it.
its called lyrica ive had it before, unfortunately i love my painkillers. Fortunately im strong
enough to say no. Its like floating on a cloud with a stomach bug. Im seriously considering going
up now and asking for one. Ill just keep typing my useless day into this notepad generic bullshit word doc type thing.
i wish i could write code id love to make a cool website and have people come and check it out,
that'd be pretty cool. so today i scrounged around the house for $1 just for a slurpee... my new addiction.
i had to scrounge because i went out on friday night and lost my fucking wallet. such a bummer. i had
my passport bank cards numerous opal cards and it was new, i also had a mental health crisis card in there.
id insert an emoji but notepad doesnt have that... i dont think it even has windigs. if my wallet was stolen the culprit
had 3 valiums in there too. i was going to sell them, $5 a pop. But no, i lost them.
I dont even know how i got home friday night but thank god i did. How the fuck do we humans do it, get so sloshed
we cant walk but end up home tucked into bed with the whole fridges contents poured onto the kitchen bench.
a feast i want to forget, im pretty sure i ate off hummus dip, stale lebanese bread and the month old butter.
Anyway, i lost my wallet and i went out friday its sunday now and im still not over it.
i was proud of myself adulting and using my wallet to adult with. Now im back to cardless cash begging parents for money
and no way to get on a train to dads. I just want to pick up my GHD from there. I need my fucking GHD, i have an
appointment with a job agency tomorrow and i dont want to look like a messy ball of trash. MY neighbour matt just told
me about his acid trip, now i know why the vibes are so intense when i see him. I feed off those vibes, if youre on drugs
im on drugs. I think thats why i like to be on my own, in my own bubble, my own feels/vibes/aura whatver the fuck you
want to call it. By the way im having internet withdrawals. Not social media though, i dont even like facebook.
Or instagram, i dont have a nikon d603852-86402=3403094302-5 to use to make myself look spot on and carefree whilst the photo
probably took about 600 shots to get, for what a couple of likes and a "follow" im psychotic at times and i dont think the sound
of being followed quite agrees with my mental state. Jubalubgily has followed you. okay juba.. sweet thanks. i dont even know you
and im not going to be asked to sponsor anything soon. so uhh fuck off. I dont look at fitspo and think yeah ill go for a run
and look like that because no i wont, i will not have thighs that shake the ground my ass isnt flat thank god but its not going to be
clapping by next week so yeah seeing white teethed fake tanned big booties tits and practicly no waist isnt for me.
its seriously soft porn, like there could be dudes wanking over those chicks, not could be. WOULD be. that wouldnt offend me but
it would definetly creep me out. Im not going to re read this. Its like a journal entry of word vomit, projectile chunky
word vomit. Maby ill write a book and sell it on ibooks for a buck, any thought? no because im typing this myself dumb fuck.
actually couldve just said that was a rhetorical question. So what do you wear for a job agency interview? noe im worried... actually no im not
ill wear my black flare pants a nice button up top and my cons. Back to thinking about taking lyrica. So i let my neighbour use my tobacco
and now i feel as though he put something in there, but no he didnt. thats just paranoia. ughh so stupid.
its a bad idea but im still wanting that lyrica.
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