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dootznbootz · 3 months
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Odypen definitely and equivalently adore each other BUT I weirdly can't see them as the type to actually say "I Love you".
They still definitely vocalize their love for each other but it's more so in "My Joy", and "Extraordinary Woman", "Strange Woman/Man", etc. And very cheesy lines (both say some cheesy shit in the Odyssey, and he definitely does in the Iliad as well. "Joy like a drowning sailor seeing land" bit???)
I could see "I adore you" but even then, that's probably during very specific moments but the actual "I love you"??? I just typed it just now for fic shit and... It weirdly just didn't feel right and I don't know why. 😅
Idk maybe it's kind of because I see them as over the top in ways, they love wordplay and riddles and I think they'd almost think "...That's not good enough >:( " about it??? I don't know???😂
#I wrote this last night. I'll do the asks I got later. don't worry! :D#I am the cheese god remember?😅#I think these two would try to “out-cheese” each other and whoever is left speechless first loses#“I would forget my own name before I would ever forget you” bullshit. CHEESY#And yes. “I sleep in our nest with you or outside on the dirt” stupidity >:D#I plan for Odysseus as a beggar to ask why she waits so long. As he's been gone a longer amount of time than the time they had together#(Simply asking as reassurance. He knows his answer. Calypso asked him. but what about Penelope?) but she gets mad at the#“Beggar” and pities him as he must be telling the truth about having a miserable life if he never got the chance to know such devotion#How what they have could never be sullied by#something as trivial as distance and years. How the years with him were the best in her life. Only made better by their son.#'My dear Joy made songs and poems about love a reality as that was simply the life we shared. Even separated our 'song' will always echo#no matter how long it's been. I'LL make sure it always does. And I know he's doing the same... That strange man used to say that#even if he died his corpse would drag itself back to us before he'd ever give up.'#...I'm not one for 'odyssey zombie au' but when I first heard it yeah. :'D Came up with this back then#“His eyes as hard as flint or horn-” Bullshit! The sad lil fuck is hiding sobs with coughs and telling her to keep away for fear of her#catching whatever “illness” he has. The nice thing about being disguised as old means sickly old man works.#...#I'm noticing that Odysseus has a lot of silly oneliners while I write Penelope with a shit ton of set up :'D#They are so silly and I love them so much#...I wrote a lot :'D#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#odypen#yahoo!!!#sometimes I wonder if I should tag this with more things but I don't want to taint the regular tags with my bullshit :'D I KNOW I'm insane
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silvershiningtarot · 6 months
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💕💕PAC: moodboard Of Your Relationship with Your Future Spouse? ☀️💋
Disclaimer: 18+ mature. This is a general reading I wanted to added a MoodBoard. I’m doing a reading of my intuition. To see if you guys like it or not. Remember this is a general reading and these are Three Piles! So enjoy 😊 sorry it is going to be short and tell me what you think first.
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Pile 1: In this relationship between you and your Spouse as the goofy couple. Both of you love to joke around with each other. It is like you two get each other, in the most possible way you can think of. Maybe, you two like the same movies, shows, food, or goofy faces. You both are each other’s perfect match. I feel that you two are telepathically connected. You'll know what your husband is thinking and they'll know what you are thinking. Both of you say it out loud. I see lots of laughs and giggles. Aww, so adorable. I can see that you two will find ways to brighten up each other’s mood. For example, if the other one is down the other uplift the other one up. I heard “Hella support.” so much support here. I feel that this relationship is childlike. But don't get me wrong every relationship has there’s low vibrations. But I'm sensing that this relationship is so goofy after an argument you two continue laughing 😅. Which is good to me, in my opinion. I see that your spouse likes feeding you making sure that you eat well. They're more the type to eat fruits. Your husband likes to eat fruits make sure their body is nice and right. I heard “rice” so maybe, they eat a lot of rice for some of your husband’s. Most of you, I think that your husband is very childlike in a relationship with you. It is like I heard “childhood crush.” you know in those movies kid grow up remembering their childhood lover. It is like that with you two. That's the vibe I'm sensing. But I also sense self-care as well. You two will bathe with each other, putting on face masks. It is like a routine with you two. Every day the second you wake up in the rising. You two start your routines. I feel that you like to be on your husband a lap. If you look at the mood board pictures, you can tell. Always on them. For this Pile, I sense that you have a codependency. Or they do. They are always on you. You're on them. Which is okay as long as it is healthy. If it gets too toxic, oh snap! Lol 😆 but I don't sense honestly. But I sense good vibes. I do feel that they will propose to you. They'll make your dream wedding happen for you. Even if they don't make that much money they'll help you out because I heard them say “I love you.” They'll do anything to make you happy. You are their priority. You come first in their eyes. Oh wow! I sense some irritation from people, but who gives a damn!
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Pile 2: Hmm, 🤔oh aww, I see that in this relationship a lot of kid vibes too. Huge childlike. I see that you guys might go to Chucky Cheese together. Or a lot of carnivals 🎪. Don't make fun of the Chucky Cheese pizza place I think it is adorable. Maybe, your husband is good at playing basketball. But I see that you guys winning tickets together. They like winning prizes. Oh my god, aww. I heard “love at first sight.” for this relationship, it is love at first sight. The second they saw you, it was a moment for your husband that they fell in love with you. That's so amazing. I feel that for this relationship, I sense a wedding vibe. But I heard “slow burn.” this relationship will take time to grow and mature. But I'm seeing a lot of comfort. So much emotional support. A lot of kissing, and cuddling next to each other. Oh wow. You two love being all up on each other! Yes, I am seeing so much kissing. Making out sessions even at home. I won't tell if you don’t lol 😂. I'm just kidding. But I am having a small wedding. I do see that you two want to grow old together. Even when you two old together you two will look amazing old. Still taking selfies together. Haha 😂 amazing. I feel that you have your kinks and you might show off your kinks in public with your husband. Oh yeah, I see that you guys are always out in public. Like sometimes you two will be at home and having sex a lot. But when you guys are in public Bam! Kissing and selfies. I heard the song “Teenage Dream.” by Katy Perry. Maybe, you should listen to that song. You two are teenagers in this relationship it is like your high school sweetheart. I can hear your husband say “I wish that I'd met you in high school.”
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Pile 3: oh dang, I am sensing a lot of sexual intention between you and your husband in this relationship. I heard “goofy moment.” oh yeah, you two love being up on each other including sexually. You're always horny for your husband. Even them as well. I see them kissing your legs, body, and your pussy too. Wow, but I'm seeing them gently kissing you up and down. Kissing your thighs, neck, arms, hands, lips, etc. They are always fuccin horny for you. I see that you wear lingerie whenever your husband comes home from work, I heard “meeting.” and even after a meeting, they finished up. You wearing their T-shirt 👕 and just slowly undress yourself the second your husband walks through that door. Oh yeah, I can see them hitting their lips. I heard them say “Wow, I had a rough day.” so they just walked in the door picked you up, lay you down on the bed, and started kissing you. I feel that you guys love being in the water. Maybe, water cleanses you two. It is like a relaxing body. I sense self-care as well. Your husband brushing their teeth while you doing your makeup. I don't see you two hogging each other space. Or whenever you guys are in front of a mirror 🪞 they don't hog you. You two respect each other space. I am seeing so much love 💕 here. I sense dominant vibes. They're your dominant man/woman and your submissive woman/man or them/they. That's what I'm feeling like. I do see you putting your finger in your husband's pants! Oh my god, I can sense them moaning. They love your hand in their pants. So you two have this kind of relationship of submissive momma and dominant daddy or the other way around. But I am getting a healthy relationship and boundaries. Wow, I'm feeling heavy respect here!
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leonsliga · 2 months
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hi bri!! some anon asks for u!!
- favourite snack?
- best comfort thing to do after a harrowing loss in football (sending condolences 💕)?
- what is your favourite football-related memory?
*jumping up and down while clapping* yay!!!
Fave snack: depends on where I am tbh 😵 if I’m in the UK, probably Tyrell’s mature cheddar and chive crisps or Scottish tablet. If I’m back in the States with my family, it’s gotta be tortilla chips and queso. That shit is the nectar of the gods and I miss it so much.
What comforts me after a devastating football loss (also, thanks for the condolences bestie, ily 🥹😭💜): usually I’ll watch some of my favorite comfort footy vids, like Bayern’s summer games. I’ve got a whole ass playlist on YouTube devoted to all the beautiful game content that makes me smile, and that usually helps me remember the good times. I also love a good snack, so I usually I’ll whip up a plate of bacon cheese fries for myself (one of my go-to comfort foods). And if comfort footy videos don’t work, I’ll either watch a movie or, more recently, I’ve been binging Watcher’s puppet history with Shane Madej and Ryan Bergara, which I can’t recommend enough for when you need a good laugh.
Fave football-related memory: this is a tough one, because I’ve got a few 😅 my first football memory’s gotta be in the mix: Wayne Rooney’s thrilling Manchester derby bicycle kick. That was my very first club football match and the one that, needless to say, made me fall in love with Manchester United. I’d also say the whole of the 2014 World Cup. It was the first WC I watched all the way through, and I think I’m still chasing the high following that tournament gave me. I had so much fun watching it and talking about it with my family, and I don’t think I’ve ever felt heartbreak like when the USMNT got eliminated. But I loved watching the two finalists, Die Mannschaft and Selección Argentina, so that softened the blow quite a bit 😂 discovering my love for Bayern and the 2022 World Cup final definitely make the list as well :)
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sorcererinthestars · 1 year
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For the AH asks!! 1, 3, 4, 6, 8, 17, 38, 44 and 51 (hope that's not too many to answer 😅)
Hahaha, love, no problem at all. It's like 2013 tumblr where I'm just doing all these ask games again.
How did you get into AH? I'm boring and got into AH through Rage Quit, like all of them! My current (kind of) partner had never really heard of AH and I was going back through with him last weekend, which made me remember the first ever AH video I ever watched was The Impossible Game Part Two. Swiss-fucking-cheese-god-damn-it was the phrase that hooked me lol. Went through all the rage quits and then into the minecrafts and then to the GTAs and now here we are.
Who was your favorite when you started? Immediately, Michael and Gavin as I was introduced to AH via Rage Quit and I loved their dynamic, like everyone!
Who’s your favorite now? Favorite is such a tricky word because I love them all for all sorts of different ways. My partner asked me the same question and I didn't really have an answer. Of course still Michael (and Gav, when he's around). I adore Matt. I really love Ky and BK and their interactions. I am obsessed with Dad Michael and Kid Joe dynamic. Last but certainly not least I love the Red Web boyos. I really do think Treh has the softest spot in my heart right now though.
Favorite ship? I am a ride or die OG OT5 girlie (Michael/Jack/Geoff/Gavin/Jeremy) even if it doesn't make sense with the current layout. FAHC isn't AH really, so it doesn't matter lol.
For new crew? I am a hardcore Alfreyo shipper and BK/Ky (what is their ship name...?)
Favorite AU?
I'm still such a slut for the FAHC, honestly. Although the new outlaw AU is super cute. I also have a huge thing for 7 Days, its one of my favorite games, and there's not a lot of 7 Days AU out there so a girlies gotta take what she can get.
Favorite experience meeting any of the crew?
This will be my 5th RTX, but one of the best experiences was meeting Michael after Theater Mode in like 2018. He was obviously stupidly tired and just wanted to go home but he stayed and chatted with everyone who lined up to take pictures with him. Me and my friend were one of the last ones and I was like "we don't have to get a photo, go home" and he was like "nah come here" and it was super sweet.
Also pulling Treh over for a photo and getting to say hi was awesome.
Poor Joe at RTX last year was just still so flabbergasted anyone ever wanted to meet him, he is such a sweet boy.
Double hugs from Ky and BK <3 <3 <3
Matt gives one of the best hugs I've ever had.
Jeremy was so happy I was shorter than him.
Not AH, but I met Greg Miller at PAX once and he came running over to ME to take a pic because I was in an AH hat and signed it huge so the real AH guys had to fight for the premium real estate lollllll
Favorite GTA mini-series?
Gotta say Criminal Masterminds despite the fact that I don't really feel comfy going back and rewatching it. Only series I've ever watched that I was literally on the edge of my seat. They gotta do something like that again.
Has AH ever inspired you?
AH inspired me to make the videos that I had on YouTube and because of them I have like 300 subs. I don't make them anymore but it was a really great time in my life. I haven't updated them though, so proceed with caution.
Any videos, series, podcasts, etc. You’d recommend to new fans?
My partner that I mentioned is just getting into AH so I'm trying my best to compile a good watch list for him. Survive Block Island is incredible. The 7 Days series is top notch. Weird Place. Haunter, if you don't mind a certain someone being in it. Red Web has my heart.
There's so much incredible content, even from 2021 onward. Binge. Enjoy. Smile. Laugh! <3
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honour-thy-god · 4 days
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Hi! Please take this anon as genuine curiosity with 0 ill intent 😅
I am interested in practicing Catholicism and tarot reading, amongst some other "sinful" things. But they're literally like chalk and cheese. How do you balance these?
Ciao! <3
I'm probably going to get backlash for this, but here's my opinion:
So personally I DO use tarot, but I don't use it as a general prediction of the future nor do I believe it can alter my future. I am a highly spiritual person, but I think it's all been given to us by God. Because it's not the actual object that is the problem, but how you use it. But that goes with anything. Whether it's spiritual or not, it can be turned satanic real fast. It's all about how you manage it!
In my opinion, all tarot "predictions" come from our guardian angels, deceased loved ones, and GOD Himself. I believe they are messages from God. I do believe some aspects of spirituality can be demonic, but that's with anything. Anything can be influenced by the devil, whether it's "spiritual" or not.
I grew up with a highly spiritual family AND we were Catholic. They were amazing people and in no way "satanic". Because that was never their intention. Their spiritual / supernatural gifts were from God.
Spiritual (or historically "sinful") themes were associated with witchcraft. Like the pentagram, evil eye, etc. It was all seen as satanic, when in reality, the majority of it comes from other cultures and their beliefs. There is no issue embracing other cultures!
I wouldn't allow things like these to stray me from God, but my relationship with Him is my business and my business only. What I do while on Earth is for no one to judge, except for God and Jesus.
These practices have never posed a problem or gotten in my way of my religion, so regardless of what people say, a lot of it is talk. If it was truly "bad" there would be much worse punishment for it.
In conclusion, it's all about your own personal beliefs about it and your intention. Remember, it's all about how you use it! No one else's judgement truly matters except for Jesus and God!
✞♡
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chelleztjs18 · 1 year
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Hello you mrs. hater of frogs honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😌
Yes, I really want to know where they get the breads from so I can order it and make it into garlic bread for pasta days 😂🤤
Well, the headache went away this morning. But it's starting to show up again now. Maybe it's too much light. This new place has really nice lighting but it's very bright.
I wanted to add, the part 4 ending also reminded me how Love just killed the sister in season 2 of you. Not as gory as how you described lol now don't go boosting my ego about what I said hahaha maybe that can be in the epilogue.. or give us a cliffhanger in the epilogue.. I'm going to throw my phone if that happens just kidding 🤣
Or what if, R actually becomes tired of Nat, even though R was very much in love with her, R still doesn't know the true meaning of it. So, they grew tired of Natasha and tries to get rid of her and makes her the suspect in all of the killings/missing people that have happened. Dun dun dun.
Anyways.
You don't like eggplant? What other vegetables don't you like to eat? Besides onions.
I like pork the most but don't eat it as much. I also only just eat chicken breast or the thighs. But they have to be baked or grilled. If I have fried chicken, I like it extra crispy 🤤
Great all this food talk is making me hungry hahaha and I just had sandwich and chips! When you do your fasting, do you plan on what to eat or do like a meal prep thing? Or just eat whatever there is in the fridge or pantry?
Ahahahahahaha why did you have to describe the frog like that?? Act like the sexiest animal 🤣🤣 it makes me think that they are posing on their side with a half smirk.
Yeah see, it's the food poisoning part that scares me about oysters. I think I've heard too many stories like that for me not to want to try it at all. My cousin, who loves baked oysters, would always post about it when she orders it. It has cheese on top and all that, and I'm here just gagging at the thought of how it would slide down your throat like mucus... 😒
If you like squid, do you like calamari?
Ah I see. So you wear dresses when you go to formal events?
I am the same when it comes with shoes. As long as it's comfortable, I will wear it. But I really like my converse or vans.
What was your favorite subject in school?
- CuriousGeorge
Hello bread lovers righty eyebag!
Oh so u like garlic bread? My husband's family think it's funny n weird that i dont like garlic bread. 😅
Oh no that sucks.. yeah maybe light can be the culprit too.. maybe u can try get a curtain or blinds that can block the light. I personally dont like too much light in my house or room.
Ah yeah i remember that episode of You. So in thay chapter 4 ,u think that it's pretty gory? I personally i feel like it's not gory enough. 😅 i wish i could make it more gory.
Oooh my god! Ur idea is brilliant! How R try to frame Nat because she is bored n try to get rid of Nat.. oh my god! Why didnt i think that. But i think it's a whole nother level of plot n need a hell of writing skill to make it happen. N my skill is still far away from that. Hats off on the idea though! Maybe someday if u finally message me in person u can help me brainstorming.🤭😁 anyway, r u sure u r not a writer? 🤭 haha.
No, i dont like eggplants. I also dont like crispy stem vegies like brocoli, carrots, brussel sprouts1. I love leafy vegies. Hope my answer makes sense?
For fried food i like it crispy but not too much batter. When i break the fasting,i usually just eat whatever i have to minimize what i eat.
Ahaha but it was true.. just google frog legs, u'll see what i meant. I looks like legs with muscles n trying to be sexy. Haha. Ew a frog posting like that with a smirk? 😅
Oh yeah, to me oysters r gross. Some people eat with lots of lemon juice to kinda "cook" it but then again a no for me because i dont like sour.
Yes i love calamari..
Yes mostly i wear dress for formal event. When i used to work at the travel/tourism industry, i used to wear either short skirt with button shirt, but mostly i wear pants with button shirt n sometimes with vest or jacket suit, with high heels.
Ah i see. I like converse / vans shoes, they r canvas shoes right? Keds brands have same style of shoes. So u might want to check it out.
I loooove french subjects, english and biology. Whats urs?
Cheerio!
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kachulein · 3 years
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Oof, I once had a lowkey panik when the post tracker thing had a wrong delivery address on it for some reason adn I was stressed tf out for my poor album on whether I would have to go get it from some far South city sjdhd 💀💀 post offices pls
And yeah, it was such a chill time adn all the games and such were fun will also apologize for all the tag games my dumbass adhd brain forgot to do lmao
Aaa mainly skz and ateez, since those two are the only ones i probably keep up with anymore 😅 I faintly remember skz releasing an album some time ago and having some questionable drama again but that's pretty much it sjshs
Oh my god, I would've panicked as well if that had happened to me- How did it go? Were they able to deliver the album to you despite the wrong address?😭😭
Aww it's fine, tbh, I also forgot tags here and there🤚🏻😭 but yes, it was really cool, we were all just vibing😌
Ooof,, you're right with that!! Stray Kids did release a new album called NOEASY. The title track Thunderous is amazing, it honestly was a "love at first listen" moment for me and the mv with the traditional scenery and props and all was so cool. The whole album is amazing though, I can highly recommend looking into the songs. I especially love Domino, but also songs like Cheese and Ssick are a m a z i n g. They also did unit songs; Bang Chan and Hyunjin with Red Lights, Changbin, Felix, and Minho with Surfin', and Jisung, Seungmin, and Jeongin with Gone Away. Now, I am not kidding when I tell you Red Lights made me her bitch. That song is fantastic. They released an mv for all the unit songs (as well as for Cheese and The View) but holy shit, Red Lights is so dark and edgy👀 and I mean the lyrics too- just, wow.
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I mean, this is the thumbnail and if that does already give the vibe of the song away, idk either🤭😂
On another note, Hyunjin also released another choreography video back when he still had his long hair (rip, you'll be deeply missed) and I also love that he's sharing his art with us on Instagram these days!!
As for the drama, I haven't really kept up with that, tbh, so I'm not sure if I have the right incident in mind or whether something else has happened again💀
But on a more positive note, Stray Kids also released the Japanese single Scars and it's really amazing too!! And they're also currently releasing vlogs again🥺👉🏼👈🏼
Anyway, Ateez actually came back with a mini album in September!! They released Zero: Fever Part. 3 with Deja Vu and Eternal Sunshine as the two title tracks. And oh my lord, if I say this is Yeosang's era, I really mean it. The hair?? the crop tops?? and just everything is *chef's kiss*. Seonghwa also has longer hair at the moment and it looks amazing.🤧 Deja Vu is a huge bop, another "love at first listen" moment and Eternal Sunshine is great, too!! They also released the Japanese song Dreamers earlier this year which is also a great song. Mingi is back and glowing as well!!🤧
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alotofteez · 2 years
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I SAW YOUR LAST POST ABOUT THE TICKET!!! I don't know if I understood correctly but DID YOU GET A TICKET?!😳😭💖
AYYY YOU ARE SO CUTE, thanks, it makes me feel good to talk about this with someone older than me, I was thinking of ending it with him until he said something to me and I was like WHAT?!😳😳😳😳 thank you but I'm embarrassed to talk to you by private message besides I feel like you'd get bored😭🤧
I was going to say that my private messages were also open but I realized that I am annonie😂😂
awwww baby don't blame yourself for that, your thesis was very important and you had to graduate, you can't blame yourself for that, besides if you couldn't go now nothing would happen baby I'm sure you would another chance to meet them and tell them that I love them❤❤❤❤💖💖💖💖
TELL THEM I LOVE THEM LMAO AYYYY GOD I AM SO EXCITED I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!! GOD I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU YOU SHOULD HAVE BUY ME A TICKET TO GO TO TEXAS AND A TICKET TO THE CONCERT😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧
the second book in the hush hush saga, It cost me almost a lung to be able to buy it but I'm happy 😊
yay I'm glad, I'm frustrated because I don't wanna study🙇🏼‍♀️☹
I GOT A TICKET AND OMFG I WAS TERRIFIED TO GO BY MYSELF BUT I'M SO GLAD I WENT! Their stage presence is on another level. They get so immersed in their performances. They were born to be on the stage. They eat CDs for breakfast and I refuse to believe otherwise. I got chills from how the crowd cheered and sang along. I was so happy to see others enjoying the concert. I've always found happiness in other people's happiness, so seeing all these fans' excitement and love for ateez really warmed my heart🥺 It also concerned me because the balcony the furthest sections (which I was in) were on literally BOUNCED WHEN PEOPLE JUMPED AND DANCED ALONG WITH THE SONGS AND IT FREAKED ME OUT. Being in the back sections, it was really difficult to hear them speak or perform because people kept screaming and I’m pretty sure there were only speakers at the front of the venue. They spoke in English for the most part but I didn't hear most of it because of the screaming. From what I did hear, their English is so good. They really didn’t have to learn it, and it shows how much they want to communicate with fans who speak it. They are the sweetest talking about atiny and you can tell how much they love us. More about the concert below the cut because I don’t want to annoy people with a long post; it includes pictures, albeit blurry because why would my new phone that was marketed as having high quality cameras actually take good videos or pictures??🙄
WHAT DID HE SAY?? I understand why you’d feel that way. I would never get bored talking to you, my love❤️
I WISH I COULD HAVE GOTTEN YOU HERE TO GO WITH ME, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH MORE FUN WITH A FRIEND
I’ve never heard of that book series, so I searched it lol it sounds interesting! I don’t like reading novels because I can’t focus on one long enough to finish it😅 (I didn’t get diagnosed with ADHD until last year). In high school, I only read spark notes for book reports because I hated reading and I’m a really slow reader so it took forever.
Love, you need to study and do well, but I totally feel you lol
Hongjoong was so cute with the fans. Someone made a weird scream and he repeated it and said "I like that." 😳 bOY IF YOU DONT CHILL lol he called himself "the captain" of ateez and I died because I remembered this stupid meme I made forever ago. He also brought up how the last time they were in Dallas they kept saying yeehaw. The person behind me was like "I know he did not just say yeehaw." I was recording when that happened but it didn't get picked up on the audio. It was so funny I snorted. I didn't realize how many singing parts he has in their songs until last night and he did so well🥺
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(pic below from “eternal sunshine” for Hongjoong’s “okay cheese” part)
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Seonghwa was a demon and an angel last night. He turned it ON during performances, like he knows what them hips and that tongue do to us hard stans. During one of his talks, he was trying to get the audience pumped up and kept yelling "say my name" and I- *dirty thoughts activated* tbh every time he yelled to get us excited was hot. In contrast, in his ments, he was so appreciative of atiny and had such a way with words. I'm pretty sure they were reading off screens next to the speakers across the stage, but I'd like to believe they wrote their own speeches, not a staff team. He mentioned that the last time they were in Dallas he said we were brighter than the stars and then said "But now, I see that you are the light of the stars." HOW SWEET IS HE?? His ments got me emotional, and I think he stopped himself from crying at one point after he talked about how he learned to love himself from atiny. During star 1117, San didn't sing one of his parts to let atinys sing and Seonghwa looked like he was tearing up during his last part (1st pic below). This man is too precious. He was the most emotional member at our concert🥺😭🤧
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(pic below of him during introductions; he smiled every time he talked and it was so cute🥺)
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Yunho. twerked. like. his. rent. is. due. tomorrow. (1st pic below; he put his whole back into it). His dancing was so clean; he makes it look so easy. That one part he does in the deja vu chorus 🥵 HIS HIPS DON’T LIE. In the choreo for "desire," he's on the ground and, like, shushes the floor (2nd pic below), and my section lost it. The entire venue was thirsty for this man. His and Yeosang's duet parts in turbulence were works of art. He looked so happy on stage and had the brightest smile🥺
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Yeosang has become so confident and it makes me want to cry I'm so proud of him. That mixed with his stage presence had me dead in my seat. His performance last night makes me think he’s coming for the demon line idk I can’t explain it. He had that bad boy vibe. Every time it was his turn in a song or ment, the entire venue were Yeosang stans and screeched so loud. He got so shy when Yunho called him sexy when they were talking about what makes ateez attractive. There were so many signs for the venue about prohibiting weapons yet somehow Yeosang got in with these guns??? 😳 
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(pic below from desire of Yeosang [left] and San [right]; I’m pretty sure this isn’t a part of the choreography because Yeosang seemed surprised when San grabbed him lol)
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Goddamn, will San be the death of me. His duality gets me every time. When he's performing, he acts like he is the hottest man alive and knows it, but then gets all shy when they're talking. When they were talking about what makes ateez attractive, Mingi threw San under the bus and said San’s “sexy-cute” was attractive. San looked at him so fast like “bitch don’t start with that.” The members were trying to get him to do something sexy and he kept stalling so Seonghwa took the mic out of his hand lmao We started chanting his name and he did a slow hip thrust but Mingi wasn’t satisfied. He ended up doing that grind on me dance from vine and shielded his face from us because he was so embarrassed (pic below). Then the members teased him for being “too sexy,” and Hongjoong added that San’s most attractive feature is his energy heain’twrong. During other members’ parts, he was such a hypeman omfg. His vocals were so nice; his voice is very much my style. He also kept growling during his parts💀 I haven't wanted to admit it but San has become my bias. NOBODY TELL HONGJOONG🤫
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(pic below from “take me home;” San is effortlessly sexy🥵)
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Mingi must be protected at all costs. He is a precious little bean. My section was mostly Mingi stans so I barely heard him speak. His voice is sooo deep. He and Yeosang did a pushup competition, and he teased us like he was going to take off his jacket to show off his arms. He was also really funny and bubbly. Seeing him perform songs he didn't get to during music show promotions because he was on a hiatus I just- 🥺 The yungi bromance was alive and well
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Wooyoung was such a flirt with the front sections especially stage right omfg 😩 and his whisper part in "the leaders" had us all gagged. This little shit flashed his abs (pic below) and smirked after everyone screamed (my video is too blurry to see it). He and Yunho did the dance break in "the real" and they both twerked💀 His and San’s dance interlude after “answer” was beautiful
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(pic below from “the real;” he literally rubbed his hands up his legs and over his butt💀)
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(pic below of San losing it after Yunho and Wooyoung twerked)
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Jongho's high notes gave me CHILLS. His vocals are unreal. He sang "when I was your man" by Bruno Mars aka my favorite Bruno Mars song and holy shit does this man have talent. He is one of the best vocalists in kpop, not just this generation of kpop. Also, Hongjoong had the audience screaming to get him to do aegyo, so Jongho sang that Korean children's song "three bears." Later during another ment, he came out with Hongjoong’s sunglasses on and called himself “boss” lol (1st pic below)
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(pic below of him just being a vocal legend during “turbulence”)
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I saw videos of the hi-touch event and fans just waved and walked past the boys behind a plastic screen. They didn't get to talk to them, get something signed (I know they get a poster but idk if it’s signed), or touch them. Staff members were gesturing and telling fans to walk faster. I thought hi-touch events were like fansigns you see videos of from fansites in South Korea. Maybe I’m just dumb, but hi-touch is not what I thought it was. It took place after the concert when everyone was so tired. The fans had already been standing for so long and the boys obviously just finished basically a 2-and-a-half hour intense workout. I thought it happened before the concert along with soundcheck. I'm glad I didn't give into one of those expensive tickets because that would have felt like a waste of money (because I was expecting something completely different), but I would have loved to have been closer. I took binoculars but my tremors were really bad and I couldn't get them to focus properly. I'm very nearsighted and I was in one of the furthest sections.
Ateez came to Texas because of fans campaigning on MyMusicTaste (this page explains it). If there’s a big enough fan base in your country, y’all could win a concert. I’d help the best I can!
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hi hi me again!!
awwww YAY!!! i’m so happy you were able to go and have a good time!! 🥰💖 i’m not exactly sure what type of convention that is but it sounds interesting!! conventions look so fun to go to!!!
awwww please you’re so precious!! 🥺🥺🥺 wouldn’t mind you throwing hands with the weather tbh 😭 it’s looking like it’s probably gonna rain on and off all week unfortunately, but am just gonna stay in bed and be cozy!! today i’m just watching some anime and cartoons!! i recently started snow white with the red hair on hulu and it’s been so adorable so far!! have you seen it? 🥰 what’s your day looking like so far? i really hope it’s going well!! 🥺💖
i would be down for a code name!! i’m not the greatest with coming up with names myself but if there’s anything that’ll help you remember me, i don’t mind going by that name! 🥰 that’s really sweet that you think of me as well!! it made me so happy to hear that!! i worry about annoying people too much 😅
please take care of yourself and make sure you’re hydrated and fed and get in some rest!!! 💖💖💖
Hello and welcome back!!
It was so much fun!! I'm so glad I went and got to enjoy with some of my best friends☺️ it's a boardgame convention! So there were boardgames galore that you could try out and buy, and people cosplaying (there was a contest for that I wish I saw), there were larping events and places to buy that stuff, anime booths, a magic the gathering tournament and a ton of other different booths! It was awesome too because it wasn't just some of the big names that everyone knew but really tiny companies and indie developers too. I bought a boardgame called Fire Tower, never heard of it until I was at the booth, but it's so much fun and easy to play! Same with a game called Taco Cat Goat Cheese Pizza😂 played it with my group and random people and had the time of my life. I haven't laughed that hard in so long. I can't wait to go next year and go to more conventions🥰
I'll make sure weather never hurts you again, and when it comes back that it'll be nice to you about it😡😡😡yeah it's supposed to rain all week here too and get a bit cold these coming days but I don't mind because I love wearing hoodies and flannels🥰 but staying in bed all cozy is always a solid plan! God I wish that were me this morning😭 I slept super late last night and had to get up early, fell asleep multiple times at work and just got up from a two hour nap that was initially supposed to be a half hour😂 but it could have been worse. Flaked on some errands because I was so tired from work but there's always tomorrow!
That sounds like a good day! What're your favorite animes/cartoons? I have not! Haven't even heard of it but I looked it up and it looks super cute! What's it about? Maybe I'll watch it tonight☺️💖
I don't want to give you a nickname you won't like😂 I initially wanted to go with letter M. Just felt good saying out loud, ya know? But what's your favorite animal? Maybe we can refer you as that☺️ I don't I'd ever forget you, I wouldn't want to anyways😌
Aww I'm glad I can make you happy! Well you don't annoy me at all!! I anticipate hearing from you���️💕
Take care of yourself too!! Stay well and the same to you! I hope to hear back soon☺️💖💖💖
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Open letter to the one that I (still) love
Hi babe, by the time you're reading this, I may be gone already. But don't cry. I'm okay. I'm fine. I'm happy. I just want to tell you again how much you mean to me. I love you more than anything else in this world. You are my world. I love you more than my favourite pancit cantons, or my favourite cheese fries, hot dogs from the Philippines, and of course, I love you more than all of my guitars. There is no word that can describe how much I love you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. I love you more than I love myself. I love you so much that it breaks my heart letting you go. I love you so much that I'll have to let you go because darling I understand what you're going through right now.
I want to say sorry for everything that has happened to us. I really do. I want to say sorry for being such an asshole to you. I want to say sorry for not giving you enough attention that you always asked for. I am sorry for not showing you how much I love you. I am sorry that I was insensitive and emotionally unavailable. Please forgive me. Forgive me because I regret everything I've done to you.
Don't hate yourself too. Don't blame yourself for the things that happened to us. We both tried our best. I just want to say that don't ever think that you're a bad person because you are not. I sitll believe that the girl I used to love is still hiding there in your heart where I used to be. You are a blessing from God so don't hate yourself.
You are the most amazing person I've ever met in my life. You are very beautiful, very gorgeous, very smart, very talented, and very kind. I don't say this often but I really do get kiligs when you sing for me. Especially the times when I pretend I'm asleep and you sing for me. I love you. I love your voice, your body, your everything. You are perfect to me. The way you comfort me when I'm sad, the way you kiss me when I'm not okay, it's all perfect to me. You are perfect to me.
I pray to God that He may always be with you and may He always guide and protect you. I pray to God that you may now finally find the missing pieces of your heart and that you may now finally find peace in your life. I also pray that your family will now be in a better relationship with each other, that you guys and your parents will not fight anymore. I pray that all your dreams will come true and that you will be the best person you can be. I pray that in the future when you find that one special someone who will marry you, may he take care of you more than I ever did. May he make you laugh til your stomach hurts more than I ever did. May he kiss you everytime everwhere you guys are. May he give you all the things I never got the chance to give you. The life I couldn't afford you.
Things have gotten rough for us but my love for you is still alive. You may have found someone better but my heart still belongs to you. Our chapter might have ended here but life doesn't end there. May you be happier and continue your journey in life, without me. Remember me through all the memories we shared together. Remember me to the songs I used to sing and play for you. Remember me on our favourite places. Remember me as the guy that was angry at the world before you came into my life.
Don't worry about me okay? I'm fine. I'm okay. I'm happy, and I will always be here watching over you. I love you much and damn I really wanted to meet you before so that I could kiss those soft lips of yours, lips of an angel. But yeah... So I guess this is really it huh? I will miss you so much my bestfriend. My bestest psychologist. My first and last girlfriend. The one I asked to marry me when she's 39 and still single. 😅 I will miss you so much more than I miss myself. I love you and take care always. May God guide you everyday. 😘❤️
May the time take us back to where we first felt that we love each other, where we used to be ourselves, where we used to be innocent victims of love. May the time take us back into esch other's arms again. Maybe this time, it will all work out.
signing off - Johnnvelo7
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Our last picture together #YouthCamp2018
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