#I just… woke up at 1 in the am

[canichangemyblogname]

They keep insisting that what failed in South Africa (partitioning and segregating people into different states on the basis of race & ethnicity, and observing disparate legal and judicial systems on the basis of race & ethnicity) will work in Palestine, as if the insistence on apartheid in Palestine hasn’t ultimately contributed to or helped foster conflict. And as if Palestinians do not live under a single state reality where ultimate control of the land falls to the occupying force— from food imports to where they live to (primarily military) courts to who can govern them. And as if this defacto state solution— the status quo— isn’t designed to systematically deprive them of civil rights.

Permanent, sustained peace necessitates a deviation from the status quo. Two states will not sustain.

#I just… woke up at 1 in the am #and now here I am #reading the news and blogging about it #use two states as a stepping stone to a free and liberated Palestine #where all people within have the same rights and privileges #and can move freely

[narwhalandchill]

oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh

so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.

why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.

and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.

so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.

it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.

like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!

and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)

(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)

#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony #anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate #skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant #instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady #then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change #and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again #make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello #i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔 #so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl #anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows. #riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us #bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath #whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage. #why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself #funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that) #anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch #aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck #WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH?????? #i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed #rambles #genshin #childe #childeposting #narwhalposting

[hookhausenschips]

Thank you F1 Admin for the hand porn

#formula one #formula 1 #f1 liveblog #f1 lb #sharl leclerc #charles leclerc #ferrari f1 #I just woke up and I am going FERAL #salivating #las vegas grand prix #las vegas gp 2023

[skitskatdacat63]

i hope u’re not offended but at this point u’re my point of reference when searching for vids/photos or whatever 😭 do u mayhaps have that vid of the brazil 2013 podium, mark’s last race, when seb asks the interviewer to interview mark first and she was like “(seb) is so gentle mark, are u gonna miss him?” and then mark shyly nods mouthing “yes”?????? could’ve sworn i’ve seen it somewhere but i can’t find it anymore tears. anyway no pressure, hope u’re enjoying being in germany!

Of course I'm not offended! Actually, tbh you actually have made me see a lot of new content, and it's a lot of fun to look around, so ty in return 🤭

Here is the vid :D

I also liked this moment beforehand

#but nah im glad you ask me bcs its a lot of fun!!! #i love looking for stuff #i just honestly havent seen a lot of like specific race content bcs I want to watch the full races yknow? #so that kinda keeps me from watching the post-race stuff #so ty for opening my eyes to stuff hehehehe #i am having fun in austria but then i realize how much time is left and i want to die #you caught me at a good time for an ask bcs i just woke up :D #catie.asks. #martian #sebmark #mark webber #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #2013 brazilian gp #ALSO MAKING ME WATCHING GHE INTERVIEW OF MARK'S LAST RACE YOU CRUEL PERSON 😭😭😭😭

[b-blushes]

monday quest is to order the couple of supplies i need for a project. this is challenging to me because it combines 2 things that melt my brain: 'online shopping' and 'deciding between similar but subtly different things'. HOWEVER i can do it!!! and it will be fun to make things when they arrive >:) side quest make a different dinner, i have got some fresh fish to try and i have never cooked with it before due to we always bought it frozen. worst thing that can happen is it doesn't agree with my health stuff and i do not cook it again 👍 i'm making it so basic style for this reason. i feel like it could be delicious!

#monday quest #i was wondering why i was feeling so crazy insane like i would explode into one million pieces and amongst the fact that i woke up #so many times in pain last night and hurt a lot today. i remembered i'm waiting on 3 prescription requests to be approved so they can #be delivered to me before i run out AND i'm going to the dr within a fortnight. so. hahahaha :P that'll do it!!!!! #also it's my birthday soon which is good and fun and i am lucky to have fun things planned but that does not stop me from being worried #that i will get a bad grade in 'having a birthday' despite there being zero precedent for that :P u know how it is with anxiety 👍 (bad :P) #goal for this week: BE REGULAR and have regular days!!! literally so possible i just need to 1) stay present in the moment. #2) keep practicing the habit of not kicking myself through the days. and 3) DO MY EVENING ROUTINE AND GO TO BED ON TIME HELLO. #<- guy who is about 20-30 crucial irreplacable minutes behind schedule voice #so on that note goodnight everybody in the world unless it's daytime in which case i hope ur having a good day

[crescentfool]

not indicative of anything, just something silly i thought about! feel free to fill in the variables with whatever you like.

#lizzy speaks #HELLO TUMBLR. this question was brought to you by me from 1 AM who woke up in the middle of being sick #this was a genuine question i thought about. i joked around in my head that i was sick bc im clearly just a host for my little blorbos #but actually though i think i just had a silly little reaction to taking the flu shot #me playing sr with friends at reset with my beloved wife squiffy wondering 'why do i feel hot?' (completely forgot about the flu shot) #anyway! i hope you are all have an excellent weekend. please make sure to stay hydrated! #and feel free to rb with thoughts i need to see what everyone's relationship is with a parasitic god-like entity #not that the entity needs to be a parasite but yknow. i think its fun #also related but unrelated whenever im unwell i think about kitaro. im like. damn. he works so hard for SEES... #going and climbing through tartarus through all that even if it makes him sick.. ue ue ue he is everything to me

[catboygirljoker]

normal normal normal normal i hate the word normal. i hate people using it as a stand-in for "kind" or "compassionate". i hate people using it as an unmitigated positive. im white and able bodied and can pass as cis and neurotypical in a pinch but im autistic bi and trans i am not "normal" and even i have been hurt by uses of that word can you imagine how much worse it is for people who don't pass as neurotypical or cis or aren't white or able bodied. saw someone praising someone else for being "normal" about kink artists and you know what it looks like to be "normal" about kink? it means disparaging it. treating it as inherently dirty and amoral unless in the very specific forms that have become pop culture signifiers. it is in fact very "normal" to be awful to kink artists.

im still mad at that one post thats like "be normal about intersex people!" / "no, no, people are sexualizing intersex people in the reblogs, i meant be NORMAL!" and its like yeah buddy. sexualizing intersex people without their consent in inappropriate situations IS normal. if you wanted people to be compassionate to intersex people and humanize them you should've said that. instead of appealing to "normalcy". like even if the word "normal" DID mean only positive things you fucked up when you used an extremely vague word that means different things to different people in different contexts and expected them to know exactly what you meant

#sorry i woke up and chose violence today tee hee how are y'all doing #how is it that we have fucking REGRESSED from ''normal people scare me'' fuckin 2014 hot topic culture #to ''okay well actually im normal just like you and if youre not normal thats Bad don't be Weird be Normal'' #and YES. i do use the word ''normal'' still in some contexts. like Being Normal About That Old Man #but in that context it's pretty clear what i mean and that i'm being sarcastic #that i 1) am NOT being normal about that old man and that 2) Not Being Normal is a fun praiseworthy state to be in #intersexphobia #edit: the word the WORD the WORD NORMal. not world. FUCK #blakeposts

[oozeandgoo-art]

had an odd dream that i was reading a comic book. sketched a couple of the pages i could remember.

#i might adapt this into an actual story because i am SO SO SO mad that it isn't a thing i can go back to reading #oc #im definitely keeping the concept of save-bot i fucking love save-bot he's just doing his best. i love a robot who wants to help people #im not equipped to be writing about underground rebellions with any sense of real tact though #besides its in a superhero universe/story so you know it would just be so sucks lol #sketch #god the colors were so interesting. the teal parts were all very precisely crosshatched and the fire was this gorgeous brush pen looking #colored inks that just seemed like they were MOVING #and i mean some of that was because i was dreaming but god even in my halfhearted copy you can see some of the movement #it was a bad scene but a really really REALLY fun dream. i love when a book can *get* to me so i was really enjoying it #put it aside so i could take a break and woke up. instant fury at the universe for not having it be a real book instead #ill reblog with details if anyone's curious. i can explain this scene but i dont feel like it #the green people are in a secret basement though. hiding from the government. blue jacket guy is a speedster robot named save-bot who does #rescue stuff with every fire department so fire suppression technology is not very good because save-bot "can just save you'' #however they're badly over their legal occupancy and the secret basement has One (1) exit so everyone is like really fucked here. #includinig save-bot who is going to do his job until he dies because he is an ai without any sense of self preservation and he cares #which i didn't even CATCH until i woke up and started tryin to frantically note everything down #and then i was like wait. the glitter on that last page before i realized i needed a glass of water to keep reading... what WAS that... #(it was tears suspended in midair because save-bot goes so fast and also knows he's so fucked LOL) #seriously i'm so mad someone else didn't make this.

[chloeseyeliner]

oh my god.

i am never getting over young royals.

#like #ughhhh #it may sound weird or silly #but i woke up some hours ago #and i realised once again that it's over (i haven't watched the doc yet but the story is over) #and i loved it. i love it. i will love it forever. yes. #but #it was much more than a show #not only for me i know #just i for one 1. fully realised and embraced my identity through yr #2. had comfort and company during the worst times in my life #3. fell in love with the writing of all the characters and the acting and. EVERYTHINH #and i know it couldn't have been any other way the story was written for three seasons #but i believe i am allowed to miss all of the above and also the fandom #the fandom and their wonderful analyses and silly memes and everything in between #it's all so bittersweet #and i wouldn't have it any other way #<333333 #**imagine simon's song playing in the background** #thank you lisa ambjörn #and everyone #they are fucking stars #young royals #anyway #ignore me #i am almost twenty mourning the loss of my favourite show #as if it's not going to be there #(which is nothing to be ashamed of in general!!! i specifically am just embarrassing from head to toe) #disclaimer: i am on my ✨period✨ so naturally i have been crying at random times since yesterday

[sanchoyoscribbles]

daily may day 14: frame

Yes........this is a meme redraw 😗✌️ (original here)

#tm2 #daily may 2024 #ocs #original #mira aoyama #persimmon #aqua shirogane #yue-Bing fong #cara #luna fujiwara #the worst part about drawing a ton of charas is tagging them all 😵‍💫 #I thought doin a lil fun meme redraw would be fun! u can just trace it right! no. there’s so many and I made the choice to change up poses #I could’ve done more but I’m TIRED #originally was gonna do smth with queen and it was gonna be serious but this is much funnier #anyway yeah i did this and my last post at the same time i was swapping between them since like. 1 am #woke up kinda sick so i elected 2 just take the morning off work to draw #i gotta run errands this afternoon too UGH >:( #dont feel like it...want to draw ocs more. #text

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[hopefuloverfury]

favorite pastimes include writing fictional characters fucking each other, thinking of fictional characters fucking each other, and stalking every new followers' blog

#i'm delirious atm #did not get enough sleep #even though I woke up at 1 pm today #still haven't eaten #also have not drank enough water #anyway just in case y'all thought i was dead #i am not #just trying to bulldoze through a monster of a request for my bestie #someone pls help it's pushing 6k words :') #pls look forward to it #leospeaks

[ghostwnby]

#i just woke up and i had a dream where all of the other drivers were making Esteban cry and now i am feeling overprotective of him 💀 #i don't care that he is 9 years older and almost a foot taller than me #hes MY babygirl #hes my estie bestie #formula 1 #bwt alpine f1 team #esteban ocon

[neechees]

I love my niece and nephew but my sister literally keeps dumping them with me & expecting me to babysit without paying me despite the fact she has a job, & I'm tired of being treated as free labor for her

#when i asker her if there was anybody else to babysit she said her friend but was like 'but then if i took them there #then I'd have to pay them' (meaning she offhandedly admitted she doesn't believe she should pay me for babysitting all day) #i agreed to ONE day of babysitting & now ive been babysitting since monday from 9 am to 5 pm #& she didnt even tell me about the other days i literally woke up to my nephew crying & my sister gone so she just left him here #without saying anything #tbd #and she STILL never paid me for watching her son all summer 2 years ago despite telling everyone she was going to #she had a job & good money then too she just. decided not to pay me #i also hate 1. waking up early 2. waking up early in the summer 3. babysitting without getting paid 4. doing shit last minute #so this is p much my nightmare to keep waking up early in the summer to babysit all day without being told about plans & without pay

[chocolatecatcupcakecheese]

The worst part of trying to edit Gortash’s voice lines into suggestive sexy audio is that he doesn’t have enough heavy breathing sounds for me to use 😭😭😭😭😭

#I’ve been pitch correcting the same six sounds for so long that I forgot what they sound like #and then I went to bed and woke up and went back to it and found it sounded like shit #THERE IS TOO MUCH EMPTY SPACE #I just Need Jason Isaacs to pant into a microphone for 10 seconds straight please I can’t do shit with these 1-2 second groans #I am struggling. #babymoding

[salsflore]

#cw rant #found out the reason my mom took my money is ‘cuz a tita staying with us needed like. a minimum of pocket money to leave the country #and she didn’t have that so. my mom took my money... she needed extra $20 usd i think and that wouldve been 150-200? depending on rates ig #it sucks to have money that i cant even spend because in my mind i'm like ahhh my mom will need my money later.. #she woke me up with how loud she was being at 1 am anyways. she couldve ASKED and i just asked her abt it #and she raised her voice at me and told me she’d pay me back. i’m glad my money was able to help someone but maybe ASK ME before you take #*all* of my money. ok maybe not all i have like 2 rm in my wallet but #i'm genuinely so irritated and i know what was apparently the equivalent of $60 might not be a lot to you but it was MY savings still...?!? #ueueue maybe i’m just viewing the situation immaturely in which case tell me but :/ i’m just miffed #couldnt even buy a drink (literally 10 rm) online bc i gave my brother all my small change.. ahhhh #💭 #my school tag thing had no money (we use it to buy food) and i didnt have anything in my physical wallet so i couldnt buy anything :| #i'd rather die than ask a friend... even if i did i wouldnt have the money to fucking pay them back anyways