#I think I’ve improved a lot since then

[scottie-draws-sometimes]

I don’t know how, but recently I started thinking about ye old early dsmp and L’Manburg and all that good stuff so here’s a doodle dump

I know some people really hate dsmp, or think it’s cringe, or whatever else. But it’s honestly what got me through most of the pandemic. Not to mention the mutuals I met on here through it!! So no matter what, it holds a little special place in my heart :]]

#I am really tired today #but the grind never stops (I love making and posting art :3) #maybe I show redraw some old things from 2020 #I think I’ve improved a lot since then #so it would be pretty cool to see!! #anyways hope this isn’t too cringe for you guys #I may be cringe but I am free!!!!!!! motto for life!!!!!!! #dsmp #dsmp fanart #lmanburg #uhhhhh what are the fuckin tags again #c!tommy #<- would they still be like this??? idk I hope so #let me know if I’m wrong #c!tubbo #c!niki #Crab Doodles #also don’t mind how long it took me to actually search up niki to figure out her hair -_- #I’m just a little lazy sometimes but I figured it out in the end!!

[momodr0id]

older drawing that i forgot to post here!

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #sonic prime #this is only from july but i think i’ve improved a lot since then :0

[gaydexvocaloid]

pa-pa-para paranoia

#kairiki bear #kagamine len #kairiki bear bug #bug #pjsekai #project sekai #purosekai #pjsk #pjsk fa #pjsk len #crypton future media #vocaloid #my art #fanart #digital art #vocaloid fanart #redraw #virtual singer #i drew this last year and i think i’ve improved a lot since then so if you’re curious #just search kairiki bear on my profile 2 see if u want #len sounds so good singing this btw

[megarywrites]

Worked out the chapter titles for part one of book one today. Love that for me.

#writing journal #wip: seafoam #book: tss #sf 2nd draft #most of them are carried over from the first draft #but since i’m fleshing out the first book to make up for the fact that i was only planning on this whole thing being a single book #instead of a duology i’ve extended the content for book one for sure #and the parts are all already titled with the ‘stages’ of a tsunami #since that’s what Thala’s going to metaphorically become #book one’s parts are: tremor; split; and ripple and book two’s parts are: undertow; low tide; and wave #i’m really happy with the changes so far I think it’s really improving the story #looking forward to it being a lot more polished #also #does anyone want me to post snippets? it’s been a while and i usually don’t get much interaction on them so i’m just hesitant #kinda not wanting to tbh but we’ll see

[carnivoured]

driftcells fanzine

#i probably will in a few years #would be really cool sometime since I don’t really know how to do bgs rn except for cloudy skies lol #i have a lot of ideas. would probably have different sections with art of different aus including them from their respective games #maybe someday kicks my feet while laying on my stomach #I’ve also got to improve on coloring lol. not happy with it rn #my drifter design is so inconsistent too. he looks weird everytime i draw him except for when i first drew his cyborg design #im also pretty bad at drawing bobby/beheaded/whatever hah i never decided on how i actually do want to draw him #for now ill think about how I’d want to put it together and someday get it together #ill start working on improving bgs and doing studies for now i havent down that in ages

[awakefor48hours]

#I don’t want to get too into it #but I’ve realized ever since watching the first episode of F&C #I’ve been more social #I haven’t been dreading work as much #I’ve done a lot to improve on myself #and it’s beginning to show #I genuinely don’t think any show had the ability to do that

[boyghcst]

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#not been smoking as much as i used to #mostly since i got my meds increased #n tbh i just haven’t rlly been thinking abt it as much as i used to #which idk is such a massive improvement #but i have been pretty hyper fixated on buying a lot of gaming stuff and my collection #so I’ve not been that fussed I’ve not been high #i still get emotional flashbacks to things i don’t wanna think abt #n idk it does really suck cos it depresses me so much and is a huge trigger to my emotions when im alone #n i feel like i cant talk abt it to my therapist bc i don’t want to be judged and looked down on #i fear tht it’d change their view of me so i do just keep it to myself most the time #journal

[rainswept]

crow stop torturing ur faves at 3 in the morning challenge…😭

#reread this piece that i wrote the other night #it’s actually not that bad. #i think i’ve improved a lot since i last posted writing

[theeddiemunson]

ive been really hyperfixated on faustus lately. might draw his brothers later too. 😌

#i started drawing again recently and I’ve been drawing faustus a lot #despite not doing any sort of art since february/march I think I improved somehow #oc: faustus helheim #skyrim oc #dunmer #my art #I don’t usually do personal posts bc they make me Feel Awkward #but im pretty proud of this #i might color it some day #🥺 #elder scrolls #skyrim

[spellmage]

i need to re-edit mortal men i reread it a couple days ago and i was like this… is not as good as i remember it being…

#maybe i’m being a perfectionist but also i know it can be better so #i do still like it but the writing is kind of all over the place #so i will edit it #at some point #it’s weird but in the month or so since i posted it i do think i’ve improved somewhat ? so #this is what happens when you write a lot as a kid and then don’t write for nearly a decade :) #you forget… everything

[shortcake-stuffs]

Sampo in an outfit I found on Pinterest!

(I think I’m getting better at drawing his body type, which makes me really happy!)

#sampo koski #honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #honkai sampo #artists on tumblr #my art #art #he is so silly!!!! #so happy with his expression too!!! #I usually only give him the ^-^ or :3 face #so this was a nice change of pace #oo that rhymed #also I still think I need to improve on drawing his overall body type #but I’ve definitely made a lot of progress since I first started drawing him #so YIPPEE!!!

[rinnysega]

what's floating? :0c

It’s where you shut yourself in a sensory deprivation tank (no lights or sounds) and float in epsom salt for an hour+

(You strip naked but the example is wearing a bathing suit)

I’ve been doing it for a few years now and it’s helped reduce stress, anxiety, depression etc, and improves sleep and creativity. It’s not a substitute for a therapist but it’s a great pairing to go with it (think of it like a glass of wine paired to a meal). Recently it’s been helping me heal from some mental and emotional trauma by allowing me to focus on myself and meditate with my thoughts with no outside influence or distractions.

It can be scary the first few times but when you let go of your fear and breathe, you really get to know a deep, spiritual side of yourself! And the salt makes your skin feel super soft 🥰

#thank you for coming to my Ted talk #therapy is a tool and the float is where you dissect what you learn #and also where you have nowhere to run from your thoughts so you have to confront them #my demons don’t bother me in the tank because that’s where we talk and I learn hard truths I try to avoid thinking about #I’ve cried in tanks before because truths about people you cared for can be hard to process but it’s in an environment where I feel safe #I know for some people they don’t want to look at themselves in such an intimate way but I promise it will help guide you to what you need #I hope that makes sense??? #I always recommend trying it #you learn a lot about yourself and your mind can process things you learn in therapy in a quiet environment #when it’s just you and the water you learn to feel safe in your own company and my self love has been improving since I started meditating #and sometimes I just like to vibe and imagine OCs kissing #floating is always a win win

[niallismymuse]

I’ve only written two chapters of the fic I’m working on so far and they are both over 5,000 words, someone help me

#like this may be slightly ridiculous #but I’m really enjoy writing it tbh #it’s been a lot of fun for me #and I think my writing has really improved since the last time I shared with y’all #I haven’t been stone cold not writing I’ve just been in different fandoms #and also in college and a sorority and then a caregiver and all that #so this is fun. it’s nice. #might need a beta reader though

[monsterbroth]

i woke up early today and am way too energised my brain is like spilling in circles but I still have not the right energy to be coherent or focus on actually doing anything with it

#thoughts #horrible feeling! #like tired but also way way way not. #the direct was fun. mario fans must have had a blast wow #not a bad thing I look forward to learning more of the peach game and the art style they went with for wonder is neat #uuuuh. oh I love the design of the glow pikmin they appeal to me very much. i haven’t played a pikmin game properly before but #I’m excited for 4 I’ve been wanting to get into it for a while now. uuuuhhhhhhh! silent hope seems neat ? dragon quest monsters too I like h #how it looks visually .wario ware is silly I don’t know if it’ll actually work but I like that it’s silly ?? I’m rambling to try to get #my energy to a manageable level I think it’s working talking takes So much energy #oh the the . i looked it up pennys big breakaway that seems cool I also like the visuals of that a lot #yeah this worked back to spacing out for me #wait the splatoon segment was weird that’s the last thing like. why’d they do that #maybe not back to spacing out exactly but definitely an improvement to when I started I’ll think of something else #oh I’ve been trying to learn to program in godot! it’s going slow since it’s a lot of reading and takes me energy pretty quick but #i think I’m doing well even if I can only do a little a day like I’m understanding it easy so far. don’t think I’ll be able to make anythin #anything for a while but making it feel less impossible to make something one day is nice #i made the tutorial turtle do a little dance : ) ! and I’ve been working on some crochet on and off. doing a bit more digital art though #just like sketching. i need to clean a bit so I can get my sewing machine set up I want to make little bags so I can carry more things #when I’m out. love having tiny bags for specific things in a big bag #oh and I’ve been reading about gardening a bit I need to map out the garden if I want to plant anything which I don’t know if I’ll be able t #to do any time soon but it’s still fun to think about and I hope I’ll be able to do it some time #ok words over I promise <3 back to art maybe goodnight

[theoryofreligion]

if the version of me from this time last year could see how i’m eating now he would be literally floored and i’m so proud of that

#it’s been getting a lot easier to feed myself and food has been bringing me so much more joy lately it makes me so happy #i think it’s primarily from just being way more mentally stable than i was last year + my bf loves cooking and cooks w a lot of foods #that i had never tried before and being w him has really helped me to enjoy feeding myself and enjoy trying new things #i love tofu!! and kale!! and parsnips and sesame oil and lentil pasta and shallots and sweet potatoes and fresh garlic and rice noodles #and goat cheese and feta and vegetarian chicken nuggets #and literally so many things that make me feel good and make me want to cook for myself #i would say i’ve considered myself pretty solidly recovered from my ED since like 2019 but still each year i feel like my relationship #to food improves in new ways and i’m very proud of that

[callilouv]

drawing is kinda nice actually<3

#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat #still hav a lot to learn but tbh i’m content w my current skills hehe #IDK i’m at that point where i just genuinely enjoy the process #sobs my drawings used to take like . 10 hours minimum back then but now i can complete a drawing in 2-3 hours :(<3 if i hyper focus on it ww #i want 2 branch out more and draw something more than just characters looking pretty :3 #since i’ve basically mastered how 2 draw the human body now i think it’s time 2 suck it up and explore more ideas #art is just so nice tbh . overtime i’ve learned to just enjoy the process and i think it really helped me a lot #but tbh i’ve gone like 4 months without drawing bc i was so burnt out after basically . forcing myself 2 improve faster and faster #abt something that will rlly only improve over the years #i don’t want to go back there again and relearn the stuff i learned LMAO🗿 #ever since i just told myself to take it easy #being an artist is hard but sometimes . sometimes i enjoy it .a lot<3 #IDK ever since i was a kid i’ve always just been an art kid #i’d draw in class and my teacher would pin my drawings on our board thing where u can pin pages wwww #and everybody would just go ‘oh name? yeah she’s the art kid’ #apparently i inspired one of my classmates to start drawing and aaaa my heart feels so happy when they go to me to learn fhdjnfdi #yeah :3 art is good <3 #SORRY ABT THIS RAMBLE HELP IDK WAHTS GOING OM WITHH ME IM USUALLY CRYING ABT ART BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT❕❕