MISS BAD MEDIA KARMA
pairings: (alleged) charles leclerc x reader. lando norris x reader. george russell x reader. (platonic) sebastian vettel x reader.
warnings: misogynistic media and comments.
summary: after a night out with your fellow drivers, the media is alight with rumours and speculation about your romantic life. most people would call a pr meeting, you go through the funniest rumours on instagram live and rate them out of ten.
authorâs note: iâm still taking questions/asks/requests so please send some in! also as usual, there is a poll at the end so please vote!
â part of my maneater series ê€
START INSTAGRAM LIVE. (20K WATCHING)
Y/N: hi guys! hi! how is everyone? how are you doing?
user1: Y/N NOTICE ME!
user2: y/n girl u look hungover as hell đ
Y/N: am i hungover? perhaps. thatâs probably why iâm doing this. jo is going to kill me but whatever.
user3: what are you planning on doing? đ
Y/N: after yesterdayâs⊠events. there have been a lot of rumours about me and my fellow drivers that have been spread around social media. so letâs talk through them and rate them out of ten.
user7: ainât this a pr disaster?
user8: you probably shouldnât do this.
landonorris: LMFAOOOOOO DO IT
Y/N: lando? how are you not hungover from last night? iâll start with you. apparently according to this thread by twitter user y/nando, the two of us are secretly engaged to be married. okay first of all, why? second of all, no. iâm sorry. that isnât happening any time soon. also, my schedule is too packed to be thinking about marriage plans. this one is 2/10 because câmon.
landonorris: iâm searching that thread right now.
landonorris: wait lol why is this kinda accurate⊠are you sure weâre not engaged?
user7: LMFAOOOOOO
Y/N: weâre supposed to be EXTINGUISHING the rumours, not adding to them??? we are not engaged. weâre just friends. barely that if anything.
user8: BOOOOOOOOO
y/nando: itâs okay :) youâll see that youâre perfect for each other one day.
Y/N: will we? anyways. next rumour. according to some monaco newspaper, charles and i have a secret child. this is apparently backed up by some anonymous sources.
landonorris: BOOOOO we get some shitty engagement rumour and you and charles get a child. i want a redo!
charles_leclerc: donât deny our child y/n đ
user6: yâall are MESSY đ
user9: CHARLESY/N SUPREMACY đ
georgerussell63: end the live y/n đđđ»
Y/N: what is this photo? this is supposed to be proof of my pregnancy? i was just bloated from an evening of indulging at this amazing italian restaurant. it was gorgeous. whoever used this photo is dead wrong for that. this one is 5/10 cause i feel self conscious.
user12: no deadass đ if i was famous i would have had a million pregnancy rumours by now.
user68: no charlesy/n baby? BOOO!
Y/N: another one. george and i were spotted buying baby clothes in london. apparently george is me and charlesâ babyâs godfather. there is no baby! charles and i donât have a kid. so george is not the godfather!
georgerussell63: wait⊠why not? i would be a great godfather actually. i am offended.
user9: george going from telling y/n to switch off the live to being offended he isnât the godfather of her alleged baby is crazy đ
Y/N: also why was i shopping with george and not my alleged baby daddy? charles youâre a deadbeat to our non-existent child and thatâs why this newspaper is saying that george is raising my kid?
charles_leclerc: apologies to leclerc jr but no way iâm letting george raise him.
georgerussell63: iâm not ready to be a stepdad but câmon iâd be a great one.
user4: george isnât the stepdad, heâs the dad that stepped up!
logansargeant: iâm upset that i havenât been included in these rumors.
Y/N: if i was gonna ask anyone to be my babyâs stepdad it would be oscar. this rumour is 3/10 because itâs so unbelievable.
oscarpiastri: NOOOOOOOO đ°
user9: HELP???
user67: iâm watching this while doing my makeup. y/n is my favourite influencer!
user78: i was watching your vlog when i saw the notification!
Y/N: did you enjoy this vlog? for people who havenât seen it yet, itâs detailing my offseason with my friends and family! we travelled a little and i did some work with my sponsorships! so check it out. we have some very interesting camera people.
user65: canât believe you had the usher do your camera work for your superbowl vlog.
user8: you met beyoncé, you never gonna fail!
user67: be honest, did you faint at the sight of all the big celebs?
lewishamilton: y/n, this is all very interesting but maybe you shouldnât be doing this? - sebastian.
Y/N: seb?? what are you doing here? and why are you on lewisâ account? donât you have your own?
lewishamilton: i lost my login information đ
and i got a message from charles telling me to shut this down - sebastian.
Y/N: what a snitchâŠ
user23: he mad y/n didnât accept their child đ
Y/N: speaking of sebastian, here is my favourite rumour. that sebastian is my father and iâm his secret lovechild.
youryoungersis: waitâŠ. is that why we look so different? you have a different dad???
lewishamilton: iâm not that much older than you? how can i be your dad? iâm only 13 years older than you! do i look that old? - sebastian, NOT your father.
user7: HELPSOSJSSJ
user5: NOT HIM CLARIFYING đđ
Y/N: that one is funny but no. we donât even look alike! i hear a lot that we have the same mannerisms but thatâs probably because i practically grew up around the guy. iâm rating this oneâŠ. 7/10.
lewishamilton: grew up around not with! - sebastian, NOT her father.
user2: BRO WE GET IT đđđđ
Y/N: so basically, time for the last one. this one is definitely the most out of pocket one.
alex_albon: BOOOOO I MISSED MOST OF IT
danielricciardo: đ€Łđ€Łđ€Ł
user98: HELSPSOSJ iâm laughing so hard.
Y/N: oh hi jo! how did you get in? WAIT!-
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Frat Rafe Headcanons +18 Minor DNI
Ask: @babygorewhore Baby I need more frat rafe headcannons please feed me mommy
Sorry this took me so long, babe. Thank you so much for your ask
Also, if you haven't, please read @xxbimbobunnyxx frat carwash blurb you should because itâs so cute. Those carwash videos make me blush for reallll. And I swear I'll be dropping some pervfrat!rafe part 2 soonish
Also I dropped fic yesterday and didn't tag people đ here
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Pet names, unprotected p in v, mentions of oral sex, public sex, choking, jealousy, ownership kink, perv Rafe, recording sex, possessive, mentions of fighting, degradation
Meeting HimâŠ
Frat Rafe - Who first noticed you from across the lecture hall. Luckily for him, you were sitting next to a pledge who quickly switched seats the second Rafe gave him a hard look. He didn't say a whole lot at first, chuckling to himself as he watched a little blush creep across the apples of your cheeks when he spread his thighs slightly brushing his knee against yours.
Frat Rafe - Who couldn't take his eyes off of you through the soapy glass at the Fraternity Car Wash. You shamelessly recorded the show, giggling and smiling as he and his brothers washed cars between slow grinds and finger-drawn hearts. A very wet Rafe Cameron somehow made it through the car window, his tall frame barely fitting inside the cab as he continued to work for your cash. He danced to the music blaring through the speakers, smiling cheekily as you tucked a few extra dollars in his short red trunks.
Frat Rafe - Who waved you down before you could pull out of the lot, jogging up to your freshly cleaned car, asking you to come out to the bar that night.
Frat Rafe - Who sent three back-to-back text messages before you could pull away, the third making your mouth fall open. You looked through the window, watching Rafe chuckle and smirk, pretty proud of himself at the reaction that he got from you and the smile you couldn't take off your lips.
Frat Rafe - Who you fucked after the first date. You couldn't stop thinking about him after the carwash, his tanned, toned skin glistening in the sun. It was unclear just how many times you watched that fucking video, but it was a lot. You couldn't wait to get your hands on him. Rafe Cameron lived up to every one of the rumors. The sex was amazing, the best you ever had, rough and slow, fast when you needed it. His long thick cock filled you deliciously. It seemed like he was always one step ahead of you; like he knew what you wanted before you even asked. His beautiful blue eyes were always on you, hazed with sex. His soft lips and tongue pleased you again and again âtil you were a babbling mess.
Dating Frat!RafeâŠ
Frat Rafe - Whoâs affectionate and gentle with you. Only you get to see that side of him, Rafe, reserving all his sweetness for you.
Frat Rafe - Who loves to wrap his strong arm around your neck in doggy, tugging you as close as possible, âtil you're begging him to let you cum.
Frat Rafe - Who went absolutely crazy the first time you called him daddy. The petname quickly became his favorite.
Frat Rafe - Who loves to brag about you to his frat brothers, especially when he's drunk. The blonde, quick to remind them how much better you are than the girls they are hitting on to the point where it's downright rude. Youâll scold his tipsy ass, and heâll sass you as he continues to dog his friend until you have no choice but to smash your lips against his and steal the words off his lips.
Frat Rafe - Who sent you this message just a few days after you started talking:
Little did you know how much it was on his mind. He hated that you weren't official. A much as Rafe wanted you to belong to him, he wanted to belong to you.
Frat Rafe - Who asked you out that night âcause he couldn't wait any longer.
Frat Rafe - Who loves sneaking away with you at parties. Sure, he loves showing you off, but his favorite thing to do is chill in his truck, listening to music while the two of you share a joint and talk.
Frat Rafe - Who would rather spend every night at your place than the frat house because he can actually relax. Some nights you go to sleep alone and wake up with Rafeâs strong body hugging you from behind after he let himself in with the key you had cut just for him. He couldn't sleep and needed you.
Frat Rafe - Who lives in weathered fraternity t-shirts and snapbacks if he's not rocking a crisp polo. At any function, Rafeâs hat usually ends up on your head, one way or another, left on from time to time when you suck him off or ride his cock.
Frat Rafe - Who doesn't trust any of his frat brothers around you but Top. If youâre coming over to hang out he's meeting you out at your car to walk you in. If you're at a party his hand is in yours, resting on your back, draped over your shoulder, or wrapped around your waist. He loves the contact just as much as he loves keeping you safe.
Frat Rafe - Who texts you cute/horny shit when he's drunk and you're away.
He often questions how he got so lucky or why are you dating me again? Rafe knows you love him, he just loves hearing it. His frat brothers also know when you're gone for the weekend because Rafe turns into an absolute dick, bitching about everything until you're back.
Frat Rafe - Who doesn't care if people can hear the two of you having sex in fact he loves it. Rafe coaches you through each orgasm, trying hard to get you screaming for him.
"C'mon, princess... Let these boys hear how good daddyâs givinâ it to you."
"Shh... Baby, I'd hate for all these guys to hear what a filthy fuckinâ slut you are fâme."
âBet he didn't think I was fuckinâ you right. What do you think he thinkinâ now huh?â
He also loves watching you walk back into the party all flushed and wobbly knowing that he was the reason you were weak in the knees. Rafe loves to mark you with love bites, and hand prints, dark hickies on your cleavage that peek out of your low-cut dress, pairing beautifully with the sparkly little R pendant around your neck.
Frat Rafe - Who dedicates every Wednesday night for date night and will never let a frat meeting or function interfere.
Frat Rafe - Whoâs a surprisingly good dancer. Heâll only dance at the bar if he's wasted, but when he does, your ass is pressed up against him with his strong hands clutching your hips. It doesn't take long until youâre dress is bunched up around your waist, panties pushed to the side, with Rafeâs pants in a puddle around his ankles as he fills you up in the dingy bar bathroom. On the other hand, if youâre at the frat house, it only takes a song or two until your bent over the bathroom sink or pressed up against the hallway wall.
Frat Rafe - Who couldn't wait for Spring Break. Each drunken day was spent at the beach with his frat brothers and your friends - each night, a different bar. But Rafe made sure you still had some moments alone whether it be to take you shopping, share a beer, or watch the sunset.
Frat Rafe - Who got rid of his dirt bike and bought a motorcycle instead. Of course, making sure he bought a helmet for you so he could bring you to class or for a cruise around campus.
Frat Rafe - Who fell in love with you all over again when you made him a beer poster with yourself as the model. You had no idea how much he loved it until you showed up to the next frat party and saw it framed on the wall.
Frat Rafe - Whoâs gotten in trouble with the law a few times for fighting. Rafe, no stranger to a fight on account of you when someone tries to start shit or gets handsy. He never ends up making it to jail, usually talking or paying his way out of it.
Frat Rafe - Who knows your class schedule like the back of his hand. Whenever he's at the library heâll text you and ask if you need a study break which is code for stuffing you full of his cock in study room D.
Frat Rafe - Who jealously gets the better of him, and when he pisses you off, all it takes is a flirty smile and a wave at one of his frat brothers or a hockey player to set him off. The rest of the night consists of rough, possessive sex, and punishment which somehow turns into sweet, slow passionate sex where's he's mumbling I love youâs and Iâm sorryâs between deep strokes and kisses.
Frat Rafe - Who loves it when you wear his clothes, especially his oversized frat t-shirts paired with your cute little panties.
Frat Rafe - Who sends you gym selfies because he knows how crazy they make you, especially post-workout shots.
Frat Rafe - Who couldn't keep his hands or eyes off you at the frat formal. It was hard not to think about the future when you looked so pretty in your white sparkly dress.
Frat Rafe - Whoâs fiercely loyal. You never need to worry about other girls around him, but the sight of it still makes you jealous. Rafe is quick to assure you you're all he wants and needs.
Frat Rafe - Who has a thing for your panties. The lacey and prettier the better; wrapped around the shift of his truck, looped over the hand of his bedroom door, the rung of his bedpost, anywhere and everywhere. He loves to wrap them around the base of his cock when you ride him or knot them around your wrists when he ties you to his headboard. But his eyes roll back in his skull when you stuff them in his mouth because he loves how you taste.
Frat!Rafe - Who loves recording the two of you having sex and frequently snaps pictures of you just âcause.
Frat!Rafe - Who won't just send you dick pics when you ask, but videos with the sounds on, usually moaning your name until heâs spilling onto his hand, using the pictures or videos the two of you took as porn.
Frat!Rafe - Who had to change his lock screen when you took him home for the holidays because it was a picture of you in his favorite lingerie.
Frat!Rafe - Who has pictures of you everywhere and he doesn't care who sees because donât you wish you had a girl like mine.
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đ« - jake! maybe about reader having some hardships during her pregnancy but baby daddy jake would be ready to do anything for her comfort !!
rejecting his kisses | sjy
pairing: husband!jake x wife!reader
genre: fluff bro what else i write đđ
synopsis: reader is growing sensitive day by day to touches and snaps at jake, jake being a mature husband handles the situation well.
everything felt so much more overwhelming, jake kept a family dinner and everyone was over, his members and his family.Â
âhow are my babies doing?â jake said as he nuzzled his nose in your neck as you moved back in annoyance.Â
oh he noticed it but shrugged it off, maybe it was just a silly reaction right?
the sound of everyone talking at the same time in their own conversation rings around in your ears making it hard for you to keep up with everything jake had his hands on you the whole day, hugging you from behind, talking to his friends and family with a hand on your bump, rubbing your nose agaisnt his, kissing your cheeks, lips and forehead. yeah sounds cute but not when youâre feeling everything a little too much.Â
what is going on.Â
it was so bad that you had to shut your room door so loud and settle on the bed,Â
there you were, pregnant and finally on your thrid trimester with your annoying husband being extra touchy anywhere he could find you at.
rubbing your temples you sat on the bed, grabbed the water from the beside table and starting chugging it down.Â
meanwhile, jake who already spotted your absensce in the living room came in âbub?â you heard his voice and your brain gave a reaction not again.Â
he walks in as you donât even dare to look at him in the eye, your eyes closed as you take deep breath.Â
âdid i do somethingâ he leans over to your face while staring deep âno..â u say as he hums in question he sits beside you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder âare you oka-â you cut him off,
âno- just no- please okay? please just get your hands off of me please jake. stay away from me i am not feeling all your touches just leave me the fuck alone.â you say raising your voice.Â
the next thing you see is tears in jakeâs eyes as he looks away from you trying to hold them in.Â
âi am sorry.âÂ
a moment of complete silence goes by as you rest your head on the headboard.
you notice him avoiding your looks and turning to the other side, hesitant to ask you if you need anything again.
âdid i do something wrong?â he asks out of curiosity âi wonât touch you ifââ
âno i dont know.. i am sorry i dont feel like getting touched i dont know.. i donât know why i am being like this i donât knowâ as youâre saying he turns around and comes closer to you.
attentively listening as he brings a hand to tug your hair strand back.
âhey no no itâs fine, its completely fine yeah, this is super normal for pregnant women to feel..â he says as tears start spilling from your eyes because of how understanding he is.Â
jake has always put your perspective before his, always understanding everything you did, always finding a reason for your actions and letting you express yourself, god you think what did you do to deserve him.Â
âb-but jakeâ you say as he holds your face in his hands and squishes your cheeks trying to calm you down.
âat this stage youâve grown more sensitive. to touches to words to noises to everythingâ he says bringing his hands back to himself, âisnât it?âÂ
you nod in agreement as he adds âso donât ever blame yourself about all this okay? i love you just how it is. nothing will ever change thatâÂ
you look at him and take his hand and place it on your belly, he makes sure to keep it exactly where you kept and not rub it because of muscle memoryÂ
he pauses and lets out a little laugh as he feels the baby kicking where his arm is placed âjust try not to be as aggressive as you were okay?â you nod once again as he kisses your cheeks wiping your tears off his lips.Â
âbaby doesnât like hearing mum and dad argue does it?â he says as he feels another kick to his palm as you both laugh out of surprise.Â
it makes you giggle, mood swings are crazy.
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Haii!
How do we feel about a smut with pornstar reader & pornstar Konig? Like- their comments in their vids/twts/etc. always saying to collab w/ eachother and after awhile, they finally do đ
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(Also sorry if I already sent this- I forgot if I didđ)
You didn't! I love the idea of being shipped with Pornstar!König. The Austrian with a monster cockđ€€
Pornstar!Kïżœïżœnig x Pornstar!Reader (fem)
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König is famous in the adult film world. During lock down he downloaded Only Fans and ended up making his own account. His striking blue eyes, hidden face mystery, and 6â10 280 lb frame of solid muscles werenât the only reasons he became so famous; he also has a 10-inch cock the size of most womenâs forearms.
You, on the other hand, are a cam girl turned OF girl. You are known by your fan base never being scared of a challenge. You use toys that make people's jaws drop. Your body being strikingly stunning along with a beautiful face and kinky appetite for sex, you blew up quickly on the platform.
Because of the material you make, your fans instantly made you aware of another content creator, König. After about the 100th comment, you decide to go on your X account and check out his page. Instantly you notice the mask covering his face and his blue eyes. His bio gives his height and weight, your jaw drops. You continue to scroll and see a photo heâs recently posted. Heâs wearing gray sweatpants with no shirt. His body is stunning, but your eyes drop to the outline of his erection in his pants, his dick literally hanging down his leg. You smirk now, understanding why the fans think you two should film together. You go ahead and give him a follow.
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König has also seen the comments. After the first one he instantly looked you up. His eyes shot open when he saw the photo of toys on your profile. Scrolling down a few posts he sees you, and wow. Youâre wearing a pink lace thong with your breast fully exposed. You have a sweet smile on your face and youâre standing in a field of wildflowers. You look ethereal. He instantly took notice of you, but contrary to his online persona, he is very socially awkward. He has no idea how to reach out to you, or any girl; thatâs why he only posts solo. Then while he is scrolling looking at his feed, he gets a notification. You just followed him.
He quickly sits up and smiles. He clicks your profile and begins to look at all the photos youâve posted again. His heart rate is picking up, he doesnât know if he should message you or wait. Thatâs when your phone chimed and he got the notification that you messaged him.
> âHey! Iâm sure you know of me from your comments đ, but Iâm y/n!â
He reads your message probably ten times before getting the courage to respond to you.
> âHey, ja, I know you. Itâs nice to finally talk.â
He hits send quickly and waits for you to respond. He can feel his heart rate picking up. He hopes that youâre messaging him to make content together. He can feel his excitement rising as his leg bounces waiting for your next message.
You sit feeling nervous yourself as you look down at your phone. He responded so quickly it didnât give you time to think of a smooth way to ask about a collab. Youâve only ever filmed solo or with women, never a man.
> âI was wondering if youâd be interested in maybe getting together? I see you mostly do solo, so please feel no pressure. I just figured the fans would love it.â
König stands and punches the air like his favorite sports team had just won the big game. Now he just has to act smoothly and not ruin this.
> âIâd love to.â
Both of you do a little celebration dance, feeling excited about the possibility of filming together. You both continue to message back and forth and work out how youâd both meet on account of him being based in Austria, but you both work something out.
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One week later you post on your social media accounts a photo of a plane at the airport. The comments explode with assumptions and more tagging of König. During the next few hours, you continue to post your travels while König doesnât post at all.
That is until he posts a photo of a small feminine hand in his and then you post a bathroom mirror selfie with a manâs large arm around your waist. You sit with König in your Airbnb on the living room sofa, both giggling as people begin to realize the collab is about to happen.
König paid for you to fly to him, picked you up at the airport, and paid for your Airbnb. You knew König was 6â10, but seeing him in person actually blew you away. Plus, he is so sweet. In person, his face remains covered by the mask. You have questions, but you leave it alone.
Your first day together you spend the day going over health, boundaries, safe words, and any questions you might have for each other. Once everything is settled, you both plan to film the next day to allow you to get some rest.
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König wakes up early and works out the day of filming. He eats a light breakfast and takes a long shower to help with his nerves. He is excited to have sex with a woman that he knows is very capable of taking someone his size instead of having only the tip of his cock in someone. Getting dressed in sweats and a black shirt, he makes his way to you.
You are currently sitting on the floor in front of a full-length mirror to do your makeup. You just do a light natural look for today. Youâre wearing a black silk robe over your nude body with two sets of lingerie set out, waiting to get Königâs opinion.
A knock at the door, you jump up and rush to the front door. Smiling, you let König inside and motion for him to follow you to the main bedroom.
âOkay, so I have two options for today and I wanted your input.â
He follows you to see a large king size bed with white lush looking comforters and he feels his nerves spike again. He sees one black lingerie set and then a light pink one that looks like the one from the first photo he ever saw of you.
âPink, it will look great with your skin tone.â König says looking at you with a soft smile behind his mask.
You grab pink and go to the connected bathroom to get dressed.
König walks around the room and sets up the ring lights and cameras for different angles. He stands looking around and waiting for you. Slowly he takes his shoes off when the bathroom door opens and he gets to see you. Heâs seen you naked online, but in person you looked even more perfect. He stands and just looks at you for a while before speaking.
âYou look lovely.â
âThank you,â you canât help but to find his Austrian accent attractive. âThanks for setting up too.â
âOh, itâs not a problem.â König reaches for the hem of his shirt and pulls it off.
Your eyes go over his body and smirk at how attractive he looks. You notice his erection forming as you walk to the bed.
âDo you want to film everything? Like role play and all?â You ask in a soft voice, the tension in the air heavy as youâre both ready now.
âUh, let's film it all. Iâd rather have more to edit from.â And also, because heâd want to watch these moments with you later.
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König lifts his mask slightly, the first time his audience will be seeing his sharp jawline and his thin soft lips. His lips meet yours in a tender first kiss as his hands begin to roam over your body. His hand squeezes your breast gently as your lips part and your tongues caress each otherâs.
You move your hand down his chest, feeling the small amount of chest hair the covers his chest. His muscles twitch lightly at your touch. His penis now fully erect in his pants as he tastes your lips and feels the touch of your soft skin.
He moves his hands behind your back and begins to unhook your bra. Slipping the straps off your shoulders slowly before pulling it away from your body. He breaks the kiss and gently leans you back on the bed. His lips kiss all over your breasts until he finds one of your nipples. He licks in slow circles around it before closing his lips and sucking lightly. Opening his mouth again he begins to flick his tongue.
You let out a soft moan as your hand reaches for the back of his head, pressing him against you, the fabric of his mask soft. His other hand goes down to your thighs and begins to gently move up them, caressing the soft skin on the inside of your thighs.
He pulls away from your breasts and whispers to you, âIs it okay if I touch?â
âYeah,â you smile at him asking for consent.
His hand grabs your leg and moves it to where the camera can see everything, He moves the thin fabric of your thong aside and begins to rub his thick fingers between your folds. Youâre already wet when he touches you and that excites him knowing youâre so turned on. He moves his lips back to yours as he gently rubs your clit. Small moans leaving your lips, muffled into his. He eventually slips one finger down and pushes it gently into you. He feels the texture of your walls and feels how tight you are. He can only think about shoving himself deep inside of you, but he wants you to get off first.
He moves his kisses from your lips back down to your breast before kissing down your stomach. He moves your leg a little more as he rests his head on your thigh, he kisses your clit before flicking his tongue. Your legs jerk and you sit up to look down at him eating you out. He canât get over how good you smell and taste. He is surprised you arenât selling your panties; men would pay big money for this.
âOh, fuck König,â you moan caressing the side of his face.
König slips in another finger as picks up his pace, as he continues to lick your clit. Hearing you moan his name means that he is on the right path to get you to orgasm for him. Your hand grasps the fabric of his mask, making him smirk before he switches to begin just sucking your clit. Your legs tremble as you drop your head back and lay back down. The sound of your wet cunt gets louder as you cum on his fingers. He keeps going for a while before pulling back.
You lie there panting before you giggle and sit up, âYour tongue is amazing.â
He chuckles and goes in to kiss you, making you taste your sweet pussy on your own lips. You move your hands to his chest before moving down to his cock, pulling back you pull at the waistband of his sweatpants. His heart rate began to pick up. The videos of you deep throating your toys comes into his mind and he gets excited. Lifting his ass, König helps you pull his sweats off of him, boxers as well.
Seeing his cock spring free makes you smile; his cock is as big as some of your toys. König leans back to support himself on his elbows to allow you room but he still wants to watch.
Grasping his dick at the base, you stroke it lightly as you lick the back of his tip. Königâs breathing heavy as his blue eyes watch with anticipation. You move your hand and lick from the base all the way up his shaft, back and forth and a few times before finally wrapping your lips around the head of his cock. You begin to suck on the tip and move your head in a fast motion making König moan out. He reaches down and moves some of your hair out of your face.
âAh, ja, just like that.â His voice shakes as you keep going.
Finally, you lower your head down the length of his shaft. Your full lips wrapping tightly around him as you take his ten inches inch by inch down your throat. König watches in amazement as he has never had a woman be able to take more than half his cock into their throat. He takes a sharp breath before letting a small moan out.
You feel a bit of pride being able to take someone like him, to make him moan like that. You look up at his eyes as you continue to suck his cock.
âIs this okay?â König asks as his hand moves to the back of your head.
âMmhhmm,â you respond without stopping.
His hand gently guides you motion as the other one is behind him supporting himself. He lets himself enjoy the pleasure of your skills. Gently lifting your face with one hand he brings your lips to his, lifting his mask and kissing you. He wants you fully now.
Pushing your body back without breaking the kiss, his hands caress your body. You both agreed on no condom but to us the pull out method and since both of you are clean. Slowly pulling away from your soft lips he looks down at you and removes your thong, tossing it to the side.
âAre you ready, Schatz?â
âI am.â
âGut.â
Grabbing you by your hips he drags you forward. He is such a massive man that he can easily move you. You giggle as he does and he responds with a chuckle of his own.
âYour voice is so sweet.â He tells you as he grasps your thigh as pulls one leg back for the camera view again. He rubs himself back and forth over your folds before he begins to push himself into you. His eyes watch your face to watch for pain or discomfort, yet he sees nothing but bliss.
König pushes himself as far in as your tight cunt will take at first. You moan out, grabbing his arm and the bed sheets. Your sweet pussy welcomes him with a warm wet hug and he pushes in more, a moan leaving his lips as you take him.
âYouâre so tight, Schatz.â König speaks with a voice dripping with lust. His hips begin to thrust harder into you, letting his desire take over.
Your lips hug his fat cock as he pumps it into you leaving your creamy cum on his cock. He pulls out and stands to grab one of the cameras. He comes back and points it to your pussy as he slides his cock back into you, recording the way your tight cunt can easily stretch for him.
âLook at that beautiful pussy, you truly take cock so well. So fucking tight.â He picked up his pace, holding the camera in place as you reached down and put your own leg back. Your fingers digging into your own flesh as you moan out his name.
âPlease König, fuck me.â You look into his eyes begging for him to get you off again.
König returns the gaze as he fucks you harder. The phone picking up the sounds your pussy is making and both of your moans.
âThatâs it, cum for me, good girl.â
Your eyes flutter back as your body tenses, your cunt tightening around his cock. He puts the phone down and fucks you through your orgasm letting the other cameras pick it up. His body leaning into yours as your hands move to his back and begin to drag your nails along his pale skin.
âGood girl,â he whispers to you as he lifts his mask slightly to kiss you all over your neck and face. His hands grasp your body tightly as he continues to thrust into you. His balls begin to tighten and he feels the temptation of just cumming deep inside of you, but he canât.
Quickly König pulls out and grabs the phone again to record. âCome here,â he grabs your hand to pull you up and sits at the edge of the bed. He points the camera down at you as you scoot closer to his cock.
Moving your pillowy lips up and down his cock, sucking as you do. You begin to lick your own wet from his cock.
âSuck it Liebling,â his voice breathy.
You move your mouth to wrap around his cock again. König grabs your hair in his hand to hold your head steady as he begins to buck his hops forward, face fucking you gently. You look up at him, not breaking eye contact as he looks down at you. He moves his 10-inch cock deeper and deeper as he fucks faster. Your eyes begin to water as you close your eyes.
âOpen, look at me. Please.â König moans.
Once your eyes open and you look back up at him, he presses your head all the way down. His cock outline is visible in your throat. You gargle on his cock before he pulls it out and begins to jerk off quickly. You open your mouth and hold your breast up waiting for his load.
He cums on you, letting out loud grunts of pleasure as he does. His milky white seed shoots some on your breast, your mouth, but most on your face. He smiles at how beautiful you look covered in him. You play with it a little for the camera before he stops recording.
You both relax on the bed and pant, relaxing. König looks over to you and gestures for you to come snuggle with him. The other two cameras picked up the sweet moment.
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The video blows up on both of your pages. Fans ecstatic to see you get dominated by Königâs monster cock finally. The chemistry you both had radiating through the camera adding to the passion. People requesting more and starting to ship the two of you.
You have 5 more days in Austria and König is excited to spend those few days with you. Heâs at home, late at night, watching the clips of him snuggling you after sex. A small smile on his face as he watches it over and over. He didnât want to, but he caught feelings. He wonders if you feel the same.
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STAR STUDDED BAGGAGE [3].
SYNOPSIS. the saying ânever meet your idolsâ exists for a reason. you just didnât expect the reason to be because said idols would end up declaring that youâre their alleged lover from a past life (past lives, rather). now you have three big celebrities vying for your attention, and itâs not as dreamlike as you imagined it to be.
PAIRINGS. choi yeonjun, choi soobin, choi beomgyu x female! reader.
GENRES. reincarnation! au, celebrity! au (soloist! yeonjun, actor! soobin, rock band member! beomgyu), slight college! au, slight historical! au, rom-com, angst, reverse harem woohoo.
WARNINGS. swearing, talks about stalking, talks about death, data privacy violations, so much emotional whiplash yummy, a very long conversation, google dependent historical information.
WORD COUNT. 6.3k.
NOTE. this chapter finally made its way out hell đđđ per usual, please let me know your thoughts on the chapter! a single comment on ao3 inspired me to finish this, so ur feedback really means a lot! enjoy<3
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CHAPTER 3 â can we go back to being parasocial?
IF SOMEONE HEARS YOUR SUMMARY OF THE EVENTS THAT UNFOLDED WITHIN THE PAST FEW DAYS, they may accuse you of lying. Delusional, even. Youâd think the same had you not been the center of it allâ yet the proof is in your pockets. Your phone. In the album Choi Yeonjun failed to sign, stuffed inside your bag at the last minute before you left your apartment earlier.
The summary. Right. Yes.
âCan they stop sharing that video of Yeonjun excessively flirting with a fan?! Iâm going to kill myself if I see it one more time.â
You were lucky enough to nab a fansign slot. But instead of getting Choi Yeonjunâs signature, you ended up getting a kiss of a hand instead, along with a scrawl of numbers on your album that youâre far too terrified to try to dial.
âHey, send me our photo with Soobin the other day,â nudges Huening from beside you. âIâm gonna print it out and put it in a locket and use it as a family heirloom.â
You bumped into one of your favorite actors, Choi Soobin, in the middle of a late night convenience store run with your friends to fuel your group all nighter, stained his shirt with your ice cream, and got a photo with him in the process.
âBy the way, have you called the business card yet? What are you gonna do with your broken phone screen?â
And Choi Beomgyu may or may not have professed his undying love for you, asked for your hand in marriage, and started crying in front of you in less than ten fucking minutes.
âSheâs zoned out.â
The problem is, you canât even bask in the delightful absurdity of it all because one common thread from all those three separate instances has been keeping you up for nights. Itâs clawing at your brain, lingering in the back of your mind like an incessant stalkerâ which, mind you, is not a pleasant feeling when the very causes of such disturbance were once the bringers of joy and all things good in your otherwise meaningless life as a cog in the capitalist machinery that is society.
âHello? Are you awake?â
Said problem being the fact that youâre pretty sure they all called you by your name at one point.
How the fuck do they know your name?
âI deleted Twitter. I Airdropped it to you. No, I have not called it yet. Now please let me think in peace.â
Crazy. This is all too crazy. In the first place, what are the odds that you bump into three celebrities within one weekâs time? Is this some sort of prank, or something? Are those three filming a hidden camera show together? No, no. That couldnât be because thereâs no fucking way a company is sane enough to stage a risky hidden camera prank during a fansign knowing full well how obsessive and insane fans can get. Youâre lucky your face wasnât caught in any of the videos circulating onlineâ video of you and Choi Yeonjun, mostly him, acting out a fucking sageuk. Youâre lucky you havenât been doxxed yet.
âFinish your sandwich,â Taehyun clicks his tongue, nudging your food closer to you, and you sigh heavily. Maybe youâre just wrong, you think, taking a bite from the bread. Maybe this is just a misunderstanding. Maybe youâre just overthinking.
You eat your lunch and steal some wet wipes from Gaeul in between. Right. Itâs not like youâre ever gonna bump into them again. You live in, as cliche as it sounds, two different worlds after all. Youâre just gonna watch their dramas, listen to their music, enjoy their performances, and thatâs it thatâs it thatâs it.
âProf Jang sent a message. Class is canceled.â
But stillâ
âWoohoo! Letâs go to the new dessert shop that opened downtown.â
Choi Beomgyuâs voice saying I love you, Choi Soobinâs cologne wafting in the air you were breathing in, and Choi Yeonjunâs lips pressed against your skin.
How can a sane person just forget about all of that?!
âWhy do you look like youâre fantasizing about perverted shit?â Woohyun slaps you in the face with a reality check. This is fucking stupid.
âIâm not fantasizing,â you grunt, because they were events that actually fucking happenedâ they werenât birthed from your brainâs insanity. âAnyway, dessert? Where is it?â You ignore your burning face, hoping that your friends decide to ignore it too, but Gaeul has her eyes narrowed at you. Crap. She didnât recognize that itâs you in the videos right? Holy fucking hell, youâd rather die.
âArenât you gonna answer that?â
Oh. Well. Thatâsâ thatâs something. A good something because she hasnât suspected you yet, moitioning instead to your cracked phone that has been buzzing under your notice because youâve been thinking way too fucking much.
You check the caller ID, but itâs an unknown number, and it doesnât match the business card you got from your run in with the alleged Choi Beomgyu. âHello?â you answer, and a voice you donât recognize says your name and asks if itâs you. âYes, this is her. Whoâs this?â
Another item added to the weird as fuck things that happened to your this week. You excuse yourself from your friends, and with knitted brows, you listen to the stranger at the other end of the line. âYou met Choi Soobin the other day at a 7-Eleven in Gangnam, right?â The fuck? Did someone see you that day? Is this a stalker? âThis is his manager. Lee Byeongho. I would like to speak with you regarding a certain matter.â
Now, hold the fucking phone.
âIs everything alright?â
You respond to Hueningâs concern with a stiff smile before turning away from them. âDid I do something wrong?â you fuss into the call. âI didnât post any of the photos from that day. I never talked about it online either, and Iâm pretty sure my friends havenât either. Wait. Wait a minute. How did you get my number?â
âYes, it was difficult to obtain knowing only your first name and university.â That doesnât answer your question. That just gave you more questions. âBut, no. You arenât in trouble. Actually...I called because youâre the only one who can help usâ help Soobinâ get out of trouble.â
Your face scrunches up.
âIâm at your campus right now. Parking lot. Do you mind meeting me for a moment?â
Just what did you get yourself into?
âYou havenât finished your food. Where are you going?â
âSomewhere,â you reply, quickly snatching your half-eaten sandwich from the table as your friends follow your swift movements with matching looks of confusion. âIâll be right back. Itâs nothing, donât worry.â However, you are quite worried. Youâre pretty sure Lee Manager, or whatever, is committing some data privacy crimes against you, but the one thing you want at the moment is answers. Your brain is about to explode from all the fucking questions and confusion. Thereâs a sliver of hope that meeting up with this sketchy guy can answer a few of them. Youâd take that chance to air out your head.
Thereâs a black van in the parking lot. Itâs the first thing you noticed because one of its doors are open, and thereâs a familiar looking guy waiting just in front of the exposed seats.Â
He notices you approaching. âItâs nice to finally meet you,â he says. Whatâs with men youâre meeting for the first time treating you with familiarity? Youâre going to rip your hair out and throw yourself into moving traffic.
âSure, but can you get to the point?â you stiffly say. âIâm a little busy. I still have classes in a bit.â
âOf course, Iâm sorry. This whole situation mustâve come off as a shock to you.â Great, now youâre feeling bad. Soobinâs manager (allegedly) looks like heâs been through a whole lot as well. âAnyway. You are a fan of Choi Soobin, correct?â
âWell,â you blink. âYes.â
âHow about the dramas Kang Jaehee has written and directed?â he follows up. âAre you a fan of those as well?â
Your brows furrow. âI guess?â Peach Tree. That Summer. Mogi. Those are the titles that come right at the top of your head. âWhat does that have to do anything with me?â Manager Lee spares you a look of pity. You feel like this meet-up is just set out to making you even more fucking confused.
âI sincerely apologize. I didnât want to drag you into this either, but Iâm afraid youâre the only option I have,â says Manager Lee despondently. âSince...since you are a fan of Soobin, and I assume that means you also care about his career, soââ
He pauses. Like heâs practicing the next set of words heâs about to say inside his head.
ââdo you mind meeting up with him to convince him to take the lead role for Kang Jaeheeâs upcoming drama?â
But nothing couldâve prepared you for that.
What.
What the fuck?
âMr Manager. Sir,â you start, appalled beyond comprehension. âIâd appreciate it if you start making a bit more sense.âÂ
âTrust me, I canât believe Iâm doing this either.â
Youâre speechless. Your mouth is hanging open with no words coming out because, again, what the fuck? Manager Lee looks just as defeated as you, as if he werenât the one who had just presented that ridiculous proposal. You are, quite frankly, at a discernible loss.Â
Manager Lee lets out a sigh and digs a hand into his pocket. âIâm afraid this is all the time I have today. But please contact me once youâve made a decision.â Another business card acquired. This is just dandy. âI am really hoping for your cooperation, miss. Iâm sure youâre aware of Soobinâs inactivity lately, and my intention of approaching you today is simply in order to help my starâs career. Please consider the favor positively, and we will compensate you as much as my authority can allow.â
With that, youâre left with another laminated piece of paper in your hands. Gosh. This is a headache. When you get back to your friends, they notice the distress youâre in, further justifying a visit to the new dessert store, and seeing how your soul has completely left your body, youâre dragged along with them with ease.
âHey, pick one. My treat,â says Woohyun. You let out a grunt and point at a random pastry on display. Next thing you know, youâre seated in between Huening and Gaeul at the store you donât even know the name of.Â
Huening is force feeding you an eclair. âEat.â Your scowl disappears when you allow the eclair entry into your mouth. âSeriously, whatâs going on with you? Who did you meet earlier?âÂ
Seeing as you show absolutely no intentions of telling them, they refuse to question you about it further. Good on them, because thereâs no way in hell youâre spilling your predicament. Not until you find out exactly what kind of situation youâre in, at the very least. The two business cards feel like theyâre weighing your pockets down, a constant reminder of their existence along with the scrawl Yeonjun left behind. Â
âI know exactly how to make you feel better.â
The declaration comes from Gaeul, who slides her phone over to you, and when you look down to see what exactly her miracle medicine is to make you feel less manic, you hack out a cough upon seeing Choi Yeonjunâs face on her phone screen. âThe hell is wrong with you?â asks Taehyun from across, giving you some water to push down the eclair lodged in your throat. âI know you like him, but even that is an overreaction.â
Jesus, youâre close to losing it. When youâve avoided choking to death, Gaeul puts an airpod into your ear, and you hear Yeonjun reading out some comments. âChoi Yeonjun, you look really happy lately, did something good happen? someone asked,â he says while having snacks of his own. âFirst of all, why are you calling me Choi Yeonjun? Itâs like youâre putting a wall between us. I donât like it.â
Gaeul makes a noise of some sort and had you not been subjected to this weekâs insanities, you might have reacted the same way too. Instead, you simply listen to his live in caution, feigning disinterest as you watch him nibble on some pretzels and churros through the screen, continuing to answer the slew of questions in the comments.
âAnyway, youâre right! Something good did happen.â Yeonjun hums while picking out a pretzel from the paper bag, rustling noise and a lively tune filling the audio for a momentâ a short moment, right before he continues speaking. âThatâs because I finally met the love of my life.â
Taehyun has to give you his water again.
âOh? Oho, whatâs with the exclamation points?â he laughs. âDid I meet them the other day? Hmm...thatâs a secret. Youâre curious? You think it might be you? Well, letâs see. Should I describe her?â
âGod, heâs so fucking messy,â says Gaeul from beside you. âThis is why I like him. How many calls is he getting for his manager and company this time?â
âWhatâs going on? Why is she so startled?â
âYeonjunâs talking about his apparent soulmate, I donât know. Wanna listen?â
âDidnât he get in trouble for doing the same thing last time too?â
Now, youâre not one to give a shit about his love life, and you like to stay out of that side of celebrity gossip as much as you can, but Choi Yeonjun himself is droning on about the love of his life right now. You canât not hear about it even if you want to. However, as much as you want to let things come into one ear and out through the other, you canât. Becauseâ wait. Wait. His description is eerily familiar. His description is making you double take and second guess what youâre fucking hearing.
âSounds a lot like you,â Taehyun remarks without much thought, right after Choi Yeonjun says that the girl he likes has a bit of an attitude, but he likes that about her.
Huening lets out a snort. âYeah, thatâs definitely you. Why donât you go in a wedding dress the next time you attend a fansign? Who knows, you might have a shot.â
You snap them a dirty look. Fuck. This is making your head spin. For the second time, Choi Yeonjunâs tendency of putting himself into headlines and the trending searches for doing something insane is giving you nothing but stress.
âI did give her my number, but she hasnât messaged me yet, so Iâm quite hurt.â
Number. Hold on a fucking second.
âThe comments are going crazy.â
You grab your bag from underneath you, dropping it down to your lap.
âHey, if youâre watching this, plâeeeeease contact me. Kim Noona thinks I have a phone addiction now because Iâve been dying waiting for your call.â
You quickly get up from your seat.
âYo, where are you going this time?â
âI need a minute,â you announce, eyes scanning the store for a quiet place alone while hugging your bag to your chest. Thereâs nowhere. Looks like you have to get out.Â
âDamn, we were just joking. As if you have a chance with a celebrity like him.â
Hueningâs joke is ignored and you quickly leave outside the doors, making a sharp turn around the corner, slipping through the passersby downtown until you find an empty alley. Your heart is racing. Your heart is racing like crazy and you may be reaching right now. You may be acting crazy, but what Choi Beomgyu said during the interview with Yeong-Il the other day is echoing in your mind, andâ in conjunction with everything else that had happenedâ youâre starting to think that maybe he wasnât joking.
Your cracked phone screen greets you when you take it out of your pocket. On your other hand is the first business card you got this week.
âWhoâs this?â
âHello. Good day.â You tell them your name, the events that led up to you receiving this number, with the hope that maybe youâre finally on to something. âIâd like to talk about the compensation for my broken phone.â
Whatever that something is, youâre gonna get to the bottom of it.
*
Itâs already beyond closing time at Kwiyeomdongmoim Cafe (a mouthful, you know), yet your pink apron is still neatly tied around your waist as you pace back and forth, to and fro, in circles inside the breakroom. The time is half-past nine in the evening. You shouldâve clocked out thirty minutes ago, but youâre still waiting.Â
The knock on the door signified the end of your wait. You turn to see your bossâs head popping in through the half-open crack.Â
âThree guys are waiting for you,â informs Seokmin. âThey all seem handsome. Are they your suitors?â
When you ditched your friends at the still unnamed dessert store the other day, you did it to make a few calls. Three, to be exact. Today is the culmination of those calls, which is why youâve been erratically nervous the entire freaking day. Choi Soobin, Choi Beomyu, and Choi Yeonjunâs managers all answered respectively when you called all the sketchy numbers you got and made some negotiations (apparently, the mess on your album is Yeonjunâs number, but he got his phone confiscated after that livestream).Â
âAs if,â you say, walking up to the door leading back into the cafe. Suitors, more like stalkers. Fans stalking their idols is common, but the other way around is a pretty fresh idea. âAnyway, thanks, Kyeom. Thank you for letting me use the store for a while.â Because this is the only private place you can think of outside of your own homeâ and thereâs no way in hell youâre letting them in there when you donât even know how they managed to get hold of your personal information.
âWeâre closed anyway.â Seokmin smiles and makes way for you to pass by. âGo ahead and do your thing. Do you want me to stay inside or keep watch?âÂ
âYou can stay inside, itâs alright.âÂ
He nods. âCall me when youâre done. Scream if you need backup. I can handle all of them.â
You laugh and thank him once more, a pat on his arm before you decide to peek out the door first as a precautionary measure. From your spot, you can see three thoroughly covered men in windbreakers, caps, and masks sitting on three separate tables in the store. The blinds have already been rolled down, so you canât see anything outside, but there doesnât appear to be any cameras around, so you take it as a safe sign to finally leave your hiding spot.
The moment you do, the break room door creaks, and all three pairs of eyes immediately fall on you.Â
They stand up. They call out your name in unison.
Holy shit.
And when they do, they all look at each other with a sudden flash of hostility in the air.
Um. Well. How are you supposed to do this? âHâhello,â you manage to squeak out, prompting their attention once more. Soobin takes off his cap and removes his mask, the other two following suit, and oh my god. Oh my god. You suck in a deep breath. Today, you are not a fan. You are an interrogator. This is not a fansign. This is an interrogation.Â
âIâ uh, I asked your managers if I can meet you all toâtoday for a specific reason.â Wow. Good job. Your hands are shaking and you canât look up from the floor or else youâd start losing your mind. âButâbut, before thatâ would...would you like some drinksâŠ?â
Interrogation paused. You need to get your shit together first.
âPlease enjoy.â
With the help of your boss (because your hands wouldnât stop shaking and you dropped the first one you made), you managed to whip up four iced teas and settle all three of them into one table at the very back of the store. You send a stiff smile at Seokmin after he placed all the drinks on the table.
God, you owe him so muchâ especially when heâs being unreasonably glared at by the three men sitting with you right now. Choi Beomgyu to your left, Choi Soobin to your right, Choi Yeonjun directly across from you and holy fuck, you have yet to look at them properly yet for your own safety. They havenât been talking to each other either, simply sitting and waiting for you to speak. Youâre pretty sure they know each other though, at least by name, being in the same industry and all.Â
To say that the tension in the air is suffocation would be an understatement. How...how do you start this? The fuck should you say first?
âYou know, I was really happy when Kim Noona told me you called.â
Apparently you donât have to start it. Choi Yeonjun does it for you.
âBut why are these two crashing our date?â
And thatâs when things also start to get messy.
âDate?â Choi Soobin interjects. He sounds offended. Why does he sound offended. âWhat are you talking about?â
Choi Yeonjun doesnât get a chance to make his case. Because Choi Beomgyu from your left suddenly snatches one of your hands from the table, prompting you to look at one of them for the first time tonight, and your eyes fly wide open. âIâd...like to apologize for the other day. I was just overtaken by my emotions. I hope you werenât too freaked out.â
You are quite freaked out because holy shit, this is too much maybe. Not maybe. Yes. This is too much. Too. Much.âHey, why are you holding her hand?!â you hear Choi Soobin exclaim from your other side. Choi Beomgyuâs soft expression suddenly disappears into a glare and a sneer the moment he shifts his gaze.
âYouâre holding her hand too!â
âWhy canât I?!â
âHey, this isnât fair! One of you switch with meââ
Dizzy. Youâre feeling dizzy. Your head is spinning and youâre suffocating from the heat emanating from your very face. Whatever theyâre arguing about isnât even reaching your ears anymore. Youâre getting lightheaded and your sweaty hands start slipping out from the twoâs weirdly tender hold on your hands because your body is physically breaking down.
âShut up! Oh my god, my headââ
Your vision actually starts spinning for a second so you quickly bring the bottom of your palms to your temples, elbows on the table to balance yourself, only to be wobbled and shaken because the three suddenly jolted off their seats in panic.
âAre you okay?!â
âIâm fine, just pleaseâfor the love of godâ sit down and shut up.â
They sit down and shut up. You massage your temples in silence. You remove your hands from your face and, after sucking in a deep breath and releasing it thereafter, feel your heartbeat settling into a normal rate. As normal as it can get in this situation.
âWhew. Okay. I think Iâm ready. Letâs get down to business.â Finally, youâre the one steering the conversation. You give each of them a once over as quickly as possible because now you know that prolonged eye contact will only hurt you. You settle with looking at the gaps between each of them. Thatâs fine. Youâre fine. âChoi Soobin, Choi Yeonjun, Choi Beomgyu.â
Itâs like three bulbs just lit up in succession. Your brain is starting to hurt.
âAâas I was saying, you three are some of South Koreaâs biggest celebrities and although I am, in fact, a big fan of all three of youââ Why is Choi Soobin growing pink. Why the fuck is he blushing. ââthatâ that does not make me fail to recognize the amount of weird shit thatâs been happening lately, and I think I need answers.â
They are still sitting down and shutting up. They listen to instructions well, at the very least.
âFirst, how the fuck did all three of you know my name without any prior introduction. Secondââ
The words get clamped in your throat. Itâs lodged in there very tightly because you make the mistake of looking one of them in the eye, only to notice that all three of them are looking at you with the same expression. An expression you can only describe as longing.
And your face starts burning.
âSeâ second, whyâŠwhy do you all keep looking at me like Iâm an ex you want to get back together withâŠ?â
Maybe you asked the wrong question.
Because for some reason they all look sad now. Really sad. Really fucking sad and itâs making your stomach clench and nerves all numb and funky because making three big celebrities all sad simultaneously is a bragging right at one end of the spectrum, and a national crime at the other.
Itâs Choi Soobin who cracks the silence. âIâŠI had a feeling when I saw you again for the first time at the store.â Again? âDo you not remember me?â
Your face furrows. âNoâŠ? Did we ever meet before you became an actor?â
Hurt. The look of sadness has now spiraled into hurt and one might think you just stabbed and twisted a knife into his fucking gut. âHowâhow about me?â Your attention turns to Choi Yeonjun who isnât looking any better. Itâs like his entire world view was just proven to be wrong and why does it feel like youâre the one to blame.Â
What else can you do but shake your head in denial? Now he looks like heâd just been told heâs adopted!
âYouâreâŠyouâre joking,â he tries to laugh it off, but it only comes off as strained and shaky, then, in one fell swoopâ desperate. âRârightâŠ?â
âGreat!â
Before you start feeling even shittier, Choi Beomgyu finally decides to join in.Â
âAnd here I thought her forgetting about me was the worst case scenario.â His tone is bitter. Thereâs a snap in his words. âI didnât think thereâd be other bastards in the same situation as me. God fucking damn it.â
Thereâs a moment of silence. You watch as realization hits the other while youâre still left in the dark. Choi Yeonjun juts his seat closer. Choi Soobin tries to reach a hesitant arm to your direction, but youâre tugged to the other side by Choi Beomgyu, whoâs suddenly a little too, too close.
âHey.â
Your hands are clamped together.Â
âI meant it when I said I love you. I do. I have loved you four hundred years ago and I still love you now, and if whatever god or deity decides to make you meet you for the third time, Iâll still love you then.â
Beomgyuâs holding both of them in between his in a firm grip.
âSecond life is about you. Blue Spring is about you. Youâre the person Iâve been waiting for from the beginning of this life until the last.â
Now, if this situation wasnât crazy, your heart would be skipping a beat right now.
But it is crazy. This is fucking insane. And you look around to see that thereâs a weird look of sympathy and understanding in the other Choiâs eyes, clearly not recognizing the visceral insanity of this situation, which fills you with a swallowing lump of existential dread. You pry your hands out of Beomgyuâs grasp (you swear you can hear glass breaking), and slowly turn to Choi Yeonjun and say, with a very hesitant, very cautious, âY...you tooâŠ?â
The look on his face says it all. And then you swivel over to Choi Soobin.
âAnd you?âÂ
âIâve loââ
âNo!â you snap. âDonât finish that sentence. Please. Oh my god.â
You see Seokmin popping his head out from the corner, mouthing an are you okay? and you shakily bring up a weak thumbs up. âWell, isnât this interesting,â you hear Choi Yeonjun say, which feels like a slap in the face because what exactly is interesting about this. âHere I thought I was special.â
âGet off your high horse,â retorts Choi Soobin, a sneer in his voice. You double take. Choi Soobin is supposed to be sweet and gentle and kind. Who is this man? âWhatever kind of past you had with her doesnât mean anything. I met her first. I met her at the end of King Danjongâs rule.â
âHa!â Choi Yeonjun starts. âWe got married under King Taejong. Iâve loved her before any of you did.â
Now, what the fuck?
Choi Soobinâs face pales and he chokes over his words. âMâmarried?â
Thereâs a smug grin on Choi Yeonjunâs face. He leans back against the chair with his arms crossed in victory. âYou heard that correctly. Married. Pack up your bags. Unless you want me to tell you everything we did on our weââ
âShut up, shut up, I donât want to hear it!â
Marriage. King Danjong. King Taejong. Second life. The gears are churning inside your head. You donât like the direction where the gears are pointing.
âWhat about you?â
Choi Yeonjun raises the question and the attention is now on Choi Beomgyu. Heâs been quiet. The other two wait for him to say his pieceâ a feigned air of disdain and arrogance but thereâs an unconcealable undertone of nervousness underneath it all. Your iced teas have been left untouched. Choi Beomgyu simply scoffs and presses his crossed arms against his chest.
âI have no reason to tell you any of that. This is between me and her.â
And at your mention, you receive the undivided attention of three pairs of eyes once more. Your heart rattles. God fucking damn it. Listen, youâre an avid consumer of the entertainment industry. Youâve watched a good amount of dramas and have read a good amount of manhwas to surmise a conclusion with the bits and pieces of stray information being tossed back and forth between the three. And itâs all ridiculous. But you have nothing else to work with unless they come spilling their guts themselves.
âSo,â you clear your throat. âAre you three, likeâŠa coupleâŠhundred years oldâŠ?â
They all look offended.Â
âNo!â
Well, maybe youâre wrong about that part. But after a very long, convoluted discussion, the âfactsâ (if you can even call it that), are finally laid down on your feet.
They say youâve all met before. Separately, in three separate lifetimes, with this one allegedly being your fourth unless there were lives in between that they canât remember. One thing for certain is that the three of them remember the life they had while loving youâ and they loved you very much apparently because those feelings and memories got carried over even after they got reborn into the present day.
The problem is, you donât have the same symptoms. You donât remember anything about your past lives. Hell, you canât even remember anything in this life before you hit two years old.Â
You slump in your seat. The table rattles. They get up from their chairs and come circling around you in concern.
âAreâ are you okay, do you need to lie down? You could rest in my van for a while andââ
You swat Choi Yeonjunâs hand away before it could land on your shoulder. Youâve now got your hands on your face in stress, and peeking through you see Choi Soobin on your right, crouching down and looking up at you with furrowed brows and big, sad eyes. On your left is Choi Beomgyu, half-seated on the chair. You let out a very long, very anguished and muffled groan. This is too much. âIfâ if what you guys are saying is true,â you say. âWhat does it matter?â
Thereâs a tense pause in the air.Â
âWhat do you meanâŠ?â
You spring up from your seat and turn around, Choi Yeonjun in front of you.Â
âI mean what does it all matter? King Sejeong, Joseon era, or whateverâ I donât care about all of that. Weâre in the twenty-first century right now. Iâm neither your lover nor your wife. Iâm just a fan of your dramas and music and performances and that's it.â
You squeeze your eyes shut. You donât really want to see their faces right now. You let a huff of air slip past your lips, turning back around to collect the untouched glasses of drinks on the table.
âThank you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to meet me and explain. I hope itâs all settled. Thanks for clearing everything up today. You can now all leave.â
Itâs Choi Yeonjun who races after you when you make your firm and quick strides to the counter. He cuts off your path. âIâI donât understand,â he chokes out. You make the mistake of meeting his gaze and see the threat of tears glazing his eyes. âWhatâwhat do you mean?â
Admittedly, that hurled a giant pang against your ribcage, knocking the air out of your chest, but you move forward. You brush past him, setting the glasses back on the counter, andâ after a momentâs pauseâ you turn around, a heavy weight on your shoulders. Itâs like gravity is trying to suck you deep into the mantle. âWhat Iâm trying to say is we should all just get over what happened all those hundreds of years ago and live our lives in the present. I mean, I donât know any of you. Donât you think itâs unhealthy to keep clinging onto the past, especially when you guys are nothing but strangers to me in this life?â
Dead silence. You donât dare look at any of them in the face. You try and retreat to the break room as quickly as you can, hands fumbling to untie your apron along the way, but you stumble over your steps, screeching to a halt the moment you hear someone sayâ
âDo you think itâs that easy?â
You could hear your heart in your eardrums.Â
It takes all the strength in your body for you to look back, to see the pained expression on Choi Beomgyuâs face standing the farthest away from you out of the three. âDo you think I put my name out there so that itâd be easier for you to find me, wrote all those songs about you in the hopes that I could see you again if youâre someone I can just easily forget?â
Your throat tightens. Itâs like youâre swallowing a boulder.
âIf you wanted me to forget about you, you shouldnât have died right in front of me then. You shouldnât have told me you loved me right before you went cold in my arms if you wanted me to fucking forget.â
Oh.
Oh, god.
Choi Yeonjun and Choi Soobin donât look any better. It hits you that you might have been more than a little bit unfair.
âIâm sorry.â
You donât know your history. You donât know what the fuck happened between you and them throughout those years that made them feel so strongly about you. But it must be harder for those who remember than for those who forgot.
Itâs not like they chose to live in the present with half of their souls stuck in the past, either. Youâve been acting awfully unfair.
âI was being insensitive. Iâm so sorry,â you exhale. Your knees feel like theyâre about to buckle. Your head is spinning in circles. âBut to be honest, this is all still very overwhelming, and Iâm having a hard time comprehending and making sense of everything. It doesnât feel real.â You try to take a step closer, but your legs give in. Choi Yeonjun quickly rushes to balance you back on your feet.
âDonât push yourself,â he says, softly. You canât look at him. God, these guys really know how to bring your guilt all the way home.
âThanks, um, anywayââ You breathe in. Shit, you canât believe youâre considering this. âAgain, I really canât and wonât be able to understand the magnitude of yourâ well, uhâ feelings, since I really donât remember anything. But how aboutâŠI spend some time with each of you individually, and maybeâŠmaybe it can help in jogging back my memories?â
The atmosphere shifts. Ah. This feels like a fucking trap.
âYouâ you mean it?â
To be honest, youâd much rather just not deal with any of this, just stay at home and continue living your life with these three men as persons you only know behind the screen. But those looks in their eyesâ hopeful and melancholicâ make you feel your organs are being rearranged every five seconds, and youâd feel bad leaving them with the pain of this conversation especially after they poured out their hearts to you.
You canât deny the joy and escape theyâve given you for the past couple of years youâve spent as their fan. Maybe entertaining this unreality is the least you can do.
âI mean, well,â you start, clearing your throat. âChoi Beomgyu, you still need to pay for my phone. Choi Soobin, your manager wanted me to talk to you about something, and Choi Yeonjunââ
You look at the guy who still has one arm pressed against your back, two hands in a firm grip on your shoulders. Heâs looking at you and batting his eyes expectantly. You let out a sigh and set yourself loose.
âI need to discuss something with you soon, too.â As in, please stop vaguely mentioning me in your live streams because I fear I might find an angry mob in front of my house. âI think I have all your contact information anyway.â
There arenât any more reactions coming from them. This seems like the best possible solution for all of you. You sigh again. This has been an emotionally draining evening. You canât wait to get some fucking rest.
âIâll be in touch with you or your managers soon. For now, letâs call it a day.â
STAR STUDDED BAGGAGE.
© hannie-dul-set, 2024.
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domestic > keigo takami/hawks (mha)
Word Count: 3.6k
Ship: Keigo/Hawks x Reader
Warnings: Corrupt hero commission (we hate the hero commission on this blog), keigo overworks himself, keigo & reader fight, miscommunication, some cursing, keigoâs a little shit (he has his reasons okay), mentions of a rescue mission and the aftermath, hurt/comfort
A/N: So sorry this fic is so delayed đ Have been going Through It lately but Iâve got a few fics queued up to make up for my absence â€ïž This is my favorite Keigo fic so far
âpro hero hawks is the first on the scene!â
âpro hero hawks took down the villain thatâs injured dozens, including some pro heroes!â
âanother takedown by pro hero hawks.â
âhawks is finally on the scene, this should be over soon.â
-
keigo wasnât answering his phone. which was expected for the first night. he had just come home from a week long mission and on his flight home, another issue came up that he had to answer to. he didnât get home until midnight, having refused any other heroâs offer to relieve him once his shift had technically ended, until best jeanist all but escorted him off the scene. you had hoped keigo had been resting when you walked into your office the next morning, until you looked at the news and saw he was already back out on patrols.
when you walked into keigoâs office, you expected to see a mountain of paperwork on his desk. you were fully prepared to work all day to catch him up, hoping to surprise him by finishing all his work for him. you were the one surprised when you saw only one paper on his desk, a note for you.
âgonna be working late tonight, donât wait up for meâ
you scowled as you read the note, even if you had to fight the urge to melt when you saw the little bird doodle keigo had signed the note with. you once again called keigo, this time his work number, and you resisted the urge to throw your phone at the wall when your call once again went unanswered. you pulled up your text conversation with keigo and began to type.
âyouâre going home tonight. i will be outside at eight and you will let me in. i am not kidding when i tell you iâll wait all night. please, just let me know youâre okay.â
you knew the text would go unanswered, but you hoped. you hoped that he would read it, at the least. that he would talk to you. your phone buzzed and you quickly picked it up, and you sighed when it was just another text from rumi.
âiâve seen him pass by once or twice, but he doesnât stop. iâve got a few others looking out for him, iâll let you know if i hear anythingâ
you set your phone down with a sigh as you sat back in the office chair. this was going to be a long night.
you texted keigo a warning before you entered his apartment. you had been given a key by keigo to use in case of emergencies, and your chatty birdbrain suddenly ghosting you is an emergency in your eyes. it was two AM when you entered, and you felt your eyes begin to sting when you realized keigo wasnât home. a quick search on the hero network showed that he was last seen a little after ten, and none of your own security alerts had gone off at your apartment. he was at his agency, avoiding you. it stung, the avoidance settling heavy in your chest, weighing you down as if there was a physical weight on your body.
you texted a quick update to rumi before you left keigoâs, and you made the walk back to your own apartment. keigo would definitely have lectured you any other time if he knew you walked home alone, and a selfish part of you hoped heâd find out. youâd take the scolding if it meant he would talk to you.
you flinched as you heard a voice speak from beside you.
âsurprised he let you walk home alone at this hour,â you relaxed once you recognized the drawl of eraserheadâs voice. âyour guard bird working tonight?â
âyouâre going to sneak up on me at the wrong time one day and youâre going to get your shit rocked,â you replied, no real heat to your words.
âiâll take my chances.â a hint of a smirk graced his face before it relaxed into his usual stoic expression.
âbut no, heâs not working tonight.â you paused. ânot patrolling at least. he is working hard at avoiding me, though.â while you and eraserhead, aizawa, had only met a few times, you had established a friendly relationship with the underground hero. you had also developed a friendship with present mic, which seemed to influence eraserheadâs opinion of you. odd.
âthatâs⊠different.â eraserhead says after a moment. âiâll keep an eye out for him, and iâll have hiz- present mic look out for him as well.â
the two of you continued to talk as he escorted you to your apartment. minutes later, you opened the door to your apartment and let the door shut with a soft click, and you barely made it to the couch before you fell asleep.
-
âooh, rough night?â one of the tech interns, kazuki, teases as he watches you walk in.
âhilarious.â you scowled. you knew you looked tired; you woke up frequently throughout the night, unable to sleep for more than half an hour at a time. you gave up on sleep around five thirty this morning, and you clutched to the thermos of coffee in your hands like it was the only thing keeping you alive. âdidnât really sleep much last night.â
âhawks working you too hard? i saw him walking around a few minutes ago. looks like he was headed to his office,â your heart stopped at those words. was he actually here?
âthank you, kazuki!â you called as you sprinted for the elevator, reminding yourself to send kazuki a proper thank you later. when you burst into keigoâs office, you jumped back as a sharpened red feather flew at you, stopping mere centimeters away from your neck.
âshit, you scared me.â keigo smiled when he recognized you, and the sight of it filled you with anger. âoh, sorry. let me just.â keigoâs feather returned to its natural state and you swatted it away as it went to caress your cheek, not in the mood for his usually sweet antics. âsongbird? you okay?â
and you couldnât help but laugh. full body, doubled over laughs. keigo tilted his head, confusion flashing across his face as you continued to laugh. your name left keigoâs lips, and you recognized the slight movements he was making. he was twitchy, like he wanted to move but he couldnât decide which move was the best. you could practically hear the wheels in his head turning and you looked up at the ceiling as you felt the familiar sting of unshed tears in your eyes.
âyou son of a bitch,â you whispered. you looked at him and his form became blurry, the tears now sliding down your cheeks. âyou, you have me worried for days. you ignored my calls and texts, i even had other heroes looking out for you!â you started to walk towards him and you stopped just out of his reach. âyou went to the point of staying here to avoid seeing me. why?â you finally met his gaze and golden eyes were filled with an emotion you didnât recognize. his gaze was cold, distant. yet still, he kept the smile on his face, the smile he plastered on for annoying news reporters.
âiâve been busy.â
âyouâre running yourself ragged! youâre going to get hurt or cause someone else to get hurt because youâre working yourself to death.â you reached out and jabbed him in the chest.
âyou donât understand. you never will, so why are you even trying to? i canât answer every call and text from my assistant.â
âthatâs all i am to you? your assistant?â you asked. you were met with silence and you felt your heart begin to break. âlook me in the eyes and tell me thatâs all i am to you. and i promise, from now on, thatâs all youâll get from me.â
âwhat else would you be?â
wordlessly, you dug your key ring from your jacket pocket. you pulled off the key that belonged to keigoâs, to hawksâs, apartment and you set it down on his desk.
ânoted. since youâve clearly got a handle on things, i think iâll be taking the next two days off for some personal days. iâll be back on monday, hawks.â the name felt foreign on your lips and his wings twitched in response. you wordlessly spun on your heel and slammed hawksâs office door shut behind you. you could feel the stares from everyone in kei- hawksâs agency watching you, and you briefly shook your head when you saw kazuki before rushing out of the building, straight into the rain that had suddenly started to downpour. because of course it did.
as you walked in the rain to the bus stop, you ignored the frequent buzzing that came from your pocket.
âwhat else would you be?â echoed through your head, and you couldnât believe that came from kei- his lips. what happened during his last mission? you shook your head to clear your thoughts.
âjust an assistant,â you muttered under your breath. âwhat the hell, birdie?â
-
it was the middle of the night and you were sitting on your couch, eating from a carton of ice cream as you flipped through the channels on TV. you had finished your second movie of the night when you stumbled across the news. you paused when you saw hawksâs name flash across the bottom of the screen and you wanted to change the channel. but you couldnât.
âeight hours later, the search and rescue has been completed. over 200 victims were rescued from the destruction thanks to the effort of our number two hero. thank you to pro hero hawks for being the first hero to respond, and the last to leave the tragic scene of the collapsed apartment complex.â
the reporter continued to talk about the injuries and the casualties, and you scanned the screen for him, not seeing a glimpse of red anywhere, save for some discarded feathers on the ground. you pulled out your phone immediately and searched online for something, anything about your- kei- hawks. your messages were full of texts from rumi and kazuki. a few from present mic, even a text from best jeanistâs assistant with a message from the pro.
suddenly, there was a knock on the door and you jumped off the couch. you glanced at the time, a little after midnight. you had hopes for who it was. you also didnât know what youâd do if it was him. you slowly walked to the front door, willing your heart rate to calm down, and you reached forward to open the door.
you gasped at the sight in front of you, your phone clattering to the floor but you paid it no attention. hawks stood at your door, covered in dirt and dust and⊠blood? his jacket was gone, pants torn and ripped to barely there shreds of fabric. his flight goggles and headphones were gone, hair caked in dirt and sweat and he looked like he was seconds from falling over. he looked small without his massive wings behind him, most of the feathers left at the scene.
ââm sorry. i tried, tried to go home. you were closer and,â hawks gestured to himself. âkind of grounded. iâm sorry, i can go.â he swayed a bit. you dove forward as he stumbled, and you held him up as he leaned into you. you kicked the door shut and you repositioned yourself to better support the hero as you walked towards your bathroom. âwhat are you doinâ?â his voice was hoarse, and you made note to grab him water, as well as a million other things once you got him settled.
âfirst, im gonna clean you up. get some water for you, heat up some leftovers, and get you in clean clothes before i put you in bed.â
âwhat? no- i. i was horrible. you canât⊠you canât be nice to me. not after everything i said.â hawks said and you shushed him.
âshh, youâre going to wreck your voice more. weâll talk once youâre taken care of.â you walked into the bathroom and made quick work of setting up a shower. you started to step away to grab towels and you felt a hand grab your arm.
âdonât leave me. please,â he rasped and you turned to face him, your heart aching at the sight in front of you. your keigo.
ânot going anywhere. just grabbing towels, yeah?â you walked with him to the hallway, and you grabbed your fluffiest towels. you then grabbed a caddy full of keigoâs favorite toiletries. his shampoo, conditioner, body wash, and oil for his wings. he was missing a lot of feathers, but youâd take care of what was left. he was hurt, your birdie was hurt. it was your turn to be the hero, to make sure he was okay.
when you returned to the bathroom a minute later, keigoâs tired eyes lit up at your return.
âletâs get you in the shower, yeah?â you set the towels down, put his supplies in the shower, and turned on the shower to his preferred temperature. you then walked to him and placed a gentle hand on his shirt. you glanced up at him and when he nodded, you gently began to peel his uniform off him. you quickly scanned him as you removed more articles of clothing, taking note of any new injuries and were relieved to see relatively little. once keigo had been stripped, you stepped into the shower with him, ignoring the fact you still had your t-shirt and sleep shorts on. your only focus was keigo right now, and you guided him under the shower head.
keigoâs exhaustion had seemed to hit as he leaned against you, and you supported him as you let the water get the top layer of grime off him. âthere we go,â you soothed as you shifted, reaching for his shampoo. âthereâs my birdie,â a weak chirp left him and you smiled sympathetically. âthink you can sit so i can wash your hair?â
wordlessly, keigo moved to kneel down and once he settled, you began to scrub his hair. your hands worked in his hair until they ached, getting everything from the collapsed building from his hair before you added the shampoo. you took your time sudsing up his hair, and you smiled when you brushed some baby feathers in his hairline that caused keigo to coo quietly. keigo pressed a kiss to your stomach as you worked and leaned into your touch, much like a cat being petted. you helped him stand back up once you were ready to wash his body, and keigo practically laid against the wall of the shower as you worked to clean him off efficiently but quickly.
what felt like ages later, you turned the shower off and wrapped keigo up in a towel. you used the other towel to pat your own clothes dry quickly before you started to towel dry his hair.
âwhy are you⊠being so nice to me?â keigo asked and you frowned.
âiâm always going to care about you, pretty bird. you were a dick earlier,â you admitted. âbut like it or not, youâve wormed your way into my heart. you deserve to be taken care of, kei. we both know you donât do it enough for yourself.â you moved to stand behind keigo and you looked at him in the mirror. âis it okay if i touch them?â you glanced at his baby wings and back at him. you held the oil in your hand, letting him see what your intentions were and you panicked when you saw his eyes fill with tears.
-
keigo couldnât believe it. he had been horrible to you. he had tried to be horrible, he had never planned to come back to you this way. but he did and you? you dumbfounded him with how you treated him. as if you had just had a little spat over him breaking your heart. he could feel your heartbeat change during the conversation you two had in his office, he could practically hear your heart breaking over his words. but when he came to you, bloody and dirty, wings practically gone, and you treated him so tenderly. so⊠lovingly. when the first tear slid down his cheek, a dam broke. keigo chirped in surprise as you spun him around before he threw himself into your arms. he sobbed as he clung to you, as if youâd vanish into nothingness if he let go.
your arms immediately tightened around him and you used one hand to stroke his wing, the other combed through his hair so gently, sad warbles left his throat. âwhatever happened,â you started. âweâll handle it. me and you, yeah?â keigo tried to respond but couldnât force any words out, more chirps leaving him as he nodded against your neck. âthatâs my songbird.â you held him until his sobs turned into soft cries, and the cries into the occasional sniffle. keigoâs wing twitched as he felt you began to pay more attention to the feathers, and his eyes began to well up with tears again as he realized. you were preening him.
youâve straightened his feathers out before a handful of times, usually for shoots or press interviews. heâs never had this much attention paid to them before, never in such a caring way at least. his body became lax against you, pleased coos and quiet chirps leaving his throat every now and then.
once you had finished, you led keigo to your room. you walked to the drawer with keigoâs things and he watched as you pulled out clothes for him to sleep in. âgonna change out of my wet clothes real quick, okay?â he nodded and you smiled softly at him before walking to your own side of the dresser. the two of you got dressed in a comfortable silence and you guided him to the living room, where minutes later, you settled onto the couch with dinner. keigo stayed curled into your side and you seemed perfectly content as you stroked his hair.
what felt like an eternity later, keigo was finally able to speak again. âi tried to come home. when i got off that mission. it.. it went horrible and i just wanted you. but i fail- they had told me i failed. i wasnât as efficient as i should be, one of the villains had managed to escape before i caught him again. if i was a proficient hero, he never would have gotten a chance to get away.â you looked up as keigo spoke, and keigo struggled to maintain eye contact with you. you always seemed to see him, and that was terrifying.
âso i was already beating myself up when they sent me to another disaster, to redeem myself,â he quoted and you scowled at the words. âand i did better, thatâs what they told me. and for a minute, i didnât feel like a failure anymore. i felt worthy of my hero title so iâŠâ
âyou stayed busy, worked harder and harder to get rid of that bad feeling.â you finished for him and keigo nodded.
âbut no matter what i did, how many patrols i went on, how many hours late i worked, it wasnât good enough. they said iâm letting personal things get in the way of me being a good hero, that i was a better hero alone.â keigo trailed off and you looked sad, yet angry at the same time.
âthey were the reason for our fight.â you said and keigo hummed in response.
âstill. i never should have said what i did,â keigo cupped your cheek and you leaned into the touch. âi need you to know. need you to know youâre so much more to me than an assistant. maybe iâm a worse hero for it, but i love you. i love you, so much.â keigoâs voice shook and you scooted closer to him.
âi love you too,â you whispered. you glanced at keigoâs lips then back up at him, golden gaze meeting your own. you leaned in and brushed your lips against his, and keigo let out a soft breath as he kissed you. he had kissed you countless times, but none had ever been this soft. this slow, this.. vulnerable. there was no rush, nothing you were aiming for. just the two of you intertwined, and keigo didnât break the kiss until he was out of breath, and he smiled at the quiet whine you made. âi think,â you said after a minute. âyou need a few days to recover. bed rest, doctorâs orders.â
âyouâre a doctor now, hmm?â keigo smiled as he pressed lazy kisses down your jaw and you pulled a blanket over the two of you. âcanât argue with doctorâs orders.â
âbed rest is the first step in treatment. cuddles could speed up the healing process, as well.â you said matter-of-factly as you tangled your legs with his own. keigo closed his eyes as you buried your face into his chest, and as you rubbed his back, keigoâs thoughts became fuzzy.
âcareful, will stay here forever.â you nuzzled closer and keigo vaguely remembered your reply before you fell asleep.
âiâd love nothing more.â
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we need help again...
I hate hate hate hate to make this post but we could really use some help. Mostly because I am uninsured until my job opens enrollment for its health insurance in June and on the eve of us signing the apartment lease tomorrow, I have contracted strep throat from my coworkers. Hooray!
I'm gonna try and get an appointment at the community health center doctor's tomorrow because I straight up don't have the money or time to go to the CVS minuteclinic across the street. They said it was $139 for a strep appointment without insurance, I said hell no... If I wait another day I can try and get a sliding scale $40 appt at the doctors. Right now is just stressful because we need money and because they didn't give us our security deposit back I'm not going to have enough money for my bills the beginning of the month. Plus there are literally THREE prescriptions I have asides from however much a Z pack will likely cost and one of them is an ointment from a compound pharmacy that I don't have money to pay for~!!!! đđđ
Asides from that I am afraid that we miscalculated how much we have for rent for May so I'm trying to see about covering those costs so we aren't paying 3 days late into the month of May for our May rent first month. I really don't want to have a bad first impression with these people. They've been very kind to us so far with renting this new place but I don't want to push the limits.
I've already asked my dad for help but he wasn't able to spare enough for us to be totally covered + he needs me to pay him back by August. During the month of April I also applied to multiple credit unions for personal loans and got rejected...
So my total expenses are:
- Medication/Doctor's visit (including pre-existing prescriptions that I haven't had the money to pick up) ($160)
- Phone bill ($75 for this first month, should be going down next month as verizon charges my account with different coding)
- costs for rent/move (like hopefully $200 idk. I think we can swing the last hundred)
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Caught You, Again
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you?
summary: You and Gun have been in the same class since the eight grade, and you developed a little crush on him that same year. Once the ninth grade started and you two had been paired as seat mates, you started to drop subtle hints here and there with the idea of your little crush on him for the past two years. Gun notices this and takes it as an opportunity to constantly tease you about it jokinglyâ until, he was no longer joking, and made a move by asking you out which then ended with you becoming his first and last girlfriend, because he made you into his first and forever wife. Yet, he never fails to see you in the not so hidden act of admiring him, which has him calling you a âsimp,â and he continues to tease you for it.
character(s) included: Park Jonggun x fem!reader
cw: fluff, teasing, playful and flirtatious gun, gun is nice, swearing, use of Y/N, mentions of physical fights gun gets into, mentions of blood/bleeding/bruises, couple nicknames, kissing, established relationship, idk much about weddings, VERY SUGGESTIVE TOWARDS THE END!! this is really long tbh đđ
unwrapped on: Saturday Night, December 03 2023
wrapped up on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
published on: Sunday Evening, April 28 2024
âNeed something?â Your seat mate suddenly questioned you as he shrugged a brow at you, who was blankly staring at him, obviously lost in your thoughts.
âO-uhâ No!â You quickly replied and zoned back into reality, âSorry, I was just thinking, I didnât notice tha-â You added before he cut you off and said,
âIf you like me, you could just say soâ You wouldnât be the first girl to confess to me this school year.â
âWha-! Talk about confident, also itâs literally the second week of the ninth grade..â You scoffed, a little nervous considering you have liked him since the eight grade so he technically wasnât wrong.
âThat isnât a no~â He replied with a tint of his usual smirk.
âWel-â You tried to speak right before he interrupted you once more âEnough with the excuses already, itâs boring.â
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âWell?â He added and you responded with, âWell.. What I was trying to sa-â Ding, Ding, Dingâ You were interrupted once again, but this time, by the bell. And it was now lunch time, so you two went your separate ways.
That was one of the occasional conversations you had with Gun, it just so happens that you two have been paired as seatmates since the eight grade and therefore, had to have spoken to one another atleast a number of times by now. They were just meaningless and short interactions that was just another way to kill time for him, yet those little conversations and interactions meant the world to you.
Fast forward into the school year and currently, itâs almost the fourth month of schoolâ all of your classmates along with the new/transfer students have gotten to know each other, and it just so happens that you and Gun have started to talk more aswell. From little âHey, about the homework-â, âSince were the next pair whoâll discuss, how about we-â, and âCould I borrow an extra pen, if youâve got one?â To âWhat did you get for this number..?â, âLetâs hang out at my place, we could also plan our discussion for english tomorrow.â, which also turned to him simply grabbing things out of your bag when he pleases.
The formal little questions heâd usually ask you were starting to turn casual and friendly, not only his words but his tone is shifting as well.
You never thought youâd be invited to his place so casually and heâd lend you his jacket whenever you two are hanging out. Although, he insists you keep all of them since he loves the way it looks on you. It was weird. It was all so weird. So many girls like him, heâs constantly got girls dreaming to be around him as much as you get to be. Now, if you think about itâ you never actually see ANY girls approaching him or hanging around him at all, aside from you, that is. People are constantly telling you about how you two must be dating, well you arenât, but heâs never actually denied it either. He continues to tease you almost everyday and it just has you falling for him even more.
âY/N?â Gun suddenly called out to you while you were walking out of the classroom to go home.
âHm?â
âDinner, just you and me. This Friday at 7 oâclock, howâs that sound?â
âWait, what?â You rose a brow at his sudden invitation, âWhat do you mean, by dinner with just you and me?â You briefly added.
âA dinner date, with just the two of us.â
âThat was a little, out of nowhere.. Donât you think?â
â..Yeah.â He responded, âMy bad. Maybe it was a little too soon, never mind about what I sai-â He added before you cut him off, âWai- wait! it wasnât too soon at all! Sorry, I was just taken a backâ since I really wasnât expecting this from you.â You said, visibly happy.
âWell then..?â He nervously asked and you responded with, âAre you kidding? Thatâs all Iâve ever wanted!! Iâd love to, Gun.â It was evident just how excited you were. Suddenly all bubbly and red in the cheeks, Gun found that to so adorable. âI wasnât expecting such enthusiasm from you,â Gun said as he laughed, âYouâre probably in love with me, arenât you?â to which you replied, âYou asked, I answered! And would you have wanted a no for an answer?â âA no from the girl whoâs head over heals in love with me? I highly doubted that response.â
Gun mightâve said those words so casually and care free but he really was surprised with how quick it took for you to say yes. Throughout the course of your friendship, it did become obvious that the two of you do like each other. But it was much more evident on your side, with how much people knew you like Gun and how you spoke about him and how you were whenever you were with him, versus how you were when you were with some other boys that were rumored to like you. Of course, Gun was slightly taken aback when he learned about all thisâ how could someone like you, a beautiful and simple sweet heart who doesnât even like contact with people or going out that much, like him, a guy whose name is insanely problematic and all the rumors spreading about him are mostly true and have something to do with his violent side and the things he does outside of school, a guy who people quite literally fear.
But Gun didnât really like thinking about any of that. All that mattered to him was how you felt and the adorable reactions that come out of you whenever he teases you about apparently liking him so much.
A few months passed since your first date and the two of you started dating after a while, even more time has passed since then because you two were now in your final year of high school. Despite going further into your friendship to turn it into a relationship, nothing much has really changed.
You guys were at your place this one time and you begged him to do skin care with you. He was reluctant at first but with your puppy dog eyes and some touchy convincing, he finally agreed.
âStay Still!!â You scolded your boyfriend who kept moving when you were trying to apply a full mask onto his face.
âHow am I supposed to? Itâs so wet and slimy, kinda reminds me of something..â Gun replied.
âOh shut it, I finally finished applying it, now we have matching masks on!! Come look at the mirror!â You exclaimed, âTada~!â
He looked at the mirror blankly and slowly turned to you, who was overflowing with joy.
âAwh, donât you like it?â
âItâs.. something, thatâs for sure..â
You looked at Gun with your usual pout, to which he caved in and finally went along with the whole thing, saying itâs not that bad.
âHehe, my baby looks so handsome, just as he always does~â You said as you admired Gun while squeezing his cheeks.
âYouâre such a simp, you know that, right? Gun said, slightly muffled as he looked down at you with his usual smirk.
âHmph! If you donât want my love then you could just say so!â You said as you let go off his cheeks and crossed your arms with a grouchier pout on your face.
âBaby, thereâs no need to be a brat.â He then grabbed your chin to kiss your lips (you were tiptoe-ing). Gun always knew how to deal with the unpredictable pace of your mood, given how you can go from absolutely simping over him to a pouting girl who doesnât wanna talk about it at all with him.
âYour eyes sure as hell love to wander, dont they?â Gun teased. You went all pouty again so he coated you in some more kisses to make up for the teasing about you being a complete simp.
Those were the moments that ultimately led to the situation youâre currently in. Beneath the sunset in your favorite place, dressed in an astonishing wedding dress, paired with an elegant pair of heels, just the right amount of steepness for you to walk in, given your veil and dress that was trailing on your back. Holding an extravagant boquet with all of your favorite flowers wrapped in such delicate material.
It was all so ethereal. Gun, your soon to be husband hasnât seen you. You were queued to walk down the aisle so very soon, which had you shaking in both excitement and fear. Itâs finally the day youâve been waiting for so very long. You knew you really liked Gun the moment you two became closer, yet youâre still stuck in the point where you were admiring him from technicallyâ not afar because he was right beside you the entire time. But still, you were just an admirer in awe. And now you have the same last name as him and do tons of things togetherâ cooking? hell yes, shopping? without a doubt. hopping in the shower and bathtub together? you donât even notice him coming in until you feel a strong pair of arms wrap around you and start to wander across your body.
Another thing is that Gun may seem like a âcoldâ or reserved person on the outside, but he really does care about people that matters to him and knows how to observe. One of the things he observed about your âinfatuationâ with him was how you looked at him. He really saw right through the eyes you looked at him withâ they only expressed one thing. That one thing was actual love, and it was not at all short-lived as people say what infatuation is.
It truly surprised him to see how your eyes never got gloomy or even got tired of looking at him that way even when time passed.
If anything, they became brighter and loving with every moment that passed with you looking at Gunâs dark eyes, wondering why he would ever want to have anything to do with a girl whoâs had a huge crush on him for so very long.
He realized just how much importance those little details hold. As they say, the eyes donât lie. And he sure as hell was able to experience that for himself.
He may not have wanted to admit it at first, but he slowly fell for you, in the way where you fell first but he fell harder. His entire mood and demeanor would change the exact moment that youâre around him. He could be beating up people and see that youâve come to check up on him because he specifically told you that he was just going out to get something from Goo, but ended up taking way too longâ hence, why you went to find him. He changed in an instant. Leaving behind the scene and making sure you wonât have to worry your pretty little head about it. And according to Goo, the way he talks about you is just âagitatingââ which pretty much translates to âamazingâ in your vocabulary, given that Goo doesnât care about these types of things.
Youâve heard from various of his friends that he really does love you, because he doesnât prolong any of his fights due to the very fact that he wants to make sure that he can get home to you asap. Especially when itâs late at night, he knows you like to sleep but he wants to be the one to tuck you in and cuddle and place gentle kisses on you to sleep. So even though he loves fighting worthy opponents that gets him turned on, no one can top youâ he just loves that matching pjâs set that you tend to wear, with the small pink lace ribbons and the silk fabric, the short and small shorts with the sleeveless top.
Gun told you all about what he does for Charles Choi when he fully trusted you and you guys were already dating, and he didnât expect you to stay. He was scared to tell you with there being a big chance that youâd freak out and leave him, call the cops, and do other things he wouldnât have ever wanted you of all people to do to him.
Despite all of his fears and bad expectations of what you might do when you learn of the âbadâ side of his, he still has you and always will. He really cant believe that you stayed after everything and still look at him the exact same way you did when you first met him. You somehow still retained the same feelings and love you have for him despite everythingâ and he is insanely in love with you for that. He loves teasing you about it though.
Going back to the present situation youâre in, you were now walking down the aisle as Gun absolutely stared at you in awe. Enthralled by how amazing you looked in white and how such a gorgeous woman was walking down the aisle to meet eye to eye with him and to hold him hand in hand.
The ceremony was breathtakingly beautiful, flowers of all sorts were surrounding the venue with just the right amount of lights that have been set upon with candles and dim lighting. The details in fabrics, decorations, covers, and even the architecture of the venue was simply incredible.
All of this âextranessâ as Gun would call it, was for you. Gun wasnât the type of person to have such a big wedding despite the small number in guests, but he knew you loved all of the things he had made to be included for the special day.
And even though Gun was relatively smart with his money, he was more than willing to go all out on this short event.
After all the agreements and words that the officiator had asked the two of you, you guys finally reached the most important part of the day, the one you have been dreaming of for who knows how long.
The officiator spoke once again, âDo you, Y/N, take Park Jonggun to be your lawfully wedded husbandâ To have and to hold, in sickness and in health, in good times and bad, for richer or poorer, keeping yourself unto him for as long as you both shall live?â
You looked deeply into Gunâs eyes, âI do.â
The officiator turned over to Gun, âPark Jonggun, do you take this woman to be your wifeâ to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?
Gun held eye contact with you with a subtle yet sincere smile, âI do.â
He then carefully placed the beautiful ring on your finger, which was followed with you doing the same with his. Just after that was the unity ceremony which was such a bliss.
Of course, once that had passed, came the pronouncementâ After more words and hundreds more that you didnât pay much mind to, the officiator finally looked at the two of you deeply and stated, âI now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!â
And so you guys did kiss, for a pretty long timeâ With Gunâs hands placed on your waist and one of your hands on his shoulder, and the other nestled against his face. The crowd cheered for the two of you as it all happened.
It was all so, so, so, incredibly divine.
Once the ceremony has ended and the after party was finally about to begin, you kept chatting with the guests, more particularly your closest friends who were also your bridesmaids. It genuinely made them wonder how you could be so in love with someone. The way you talked about him was absolutely adorable considering theyâve met Gun before, and think of him as the luckiest guy on earth, and you as the blindest girl.
And despite not knowing many of Gunâs friends that he invited, they were still so kind to chat with you. They told Gun when he came by that he really was one hell of a lucky guy to have someone so head over heals for him. To which he only agreed with them before he went to attend to the other guests.
âI donât understand how you could like him so much, heâs garbage..â Goo said as the other guys were talking amongst themselves at the same table you and Goo were at.
âMaybe to you he isâ but he is just the sweetest to me, and heâs hot as hell too.â You replied, obviously lost in your thoughts, imagining Gun once again.
âWoman, what the hell do you see in him for him to be considered as sweet? Do you have any idea how much people heâs arranged the organs of?â Goo questioned.
âOh please, how much have you?â
âHey. I donât like getting my hands dirty as much as Gun does.â
âRightttt..â
Goo came closer to you and whispered in your ear, âDid you know that Gun has liked you before you even attended the same school together..?â
â..What?â
âYup. You may have been led to believe that you were the first to like him all these years, but heâs just never told you that heâs actually a creepy stalker deep down.â
âYouâre bluffing.â
âNope! And you could figure it out for yourself!â Goo exclaimed.
âOh please! If he hasnât told me all this time then he wont tell me now, why donât you just tell me more about it?â
âFine, buttt! You canât tell Gum or even give him hints that I was the one to tell you all this, alright?â
âDonât worry, I wouldnât do that,â you replied.
âAlright-y then! Iâm guessing you know Gun as someone you became classmates with in the eight grade, and became friends with in the ninth. Butttt, he actually first heard of you in the seventh grade, and although he wasnât in your school that time, he transferred the next year so that you two could be classmates. He first saw you walking out of that school and he told me all about how pretty you were and how heâd like to be friends with you,â Goo explained.
âI canât tell if youâre telling the truth or not..â
âIt doesnât matter what you believe, just know that I am telling you the truth and itâs up to you to take it or not.â He said with a smile spread across his face.
Like all things, the wedding eventually came to an end, it may have been short-lived but it was truly memorable. Of course, what comes after the wedding is the honeymoon.
You guys went on a trip to somewhere tropical for your honeymoon, which resulted in Gun wearing almost nothing most of the time, and if he was wearing something, itâd be boxers or swim trunks, or a more formal outfit that just looked sooooo good on him.
There was this one instance where you guys were about to go to bed, and Gun would usually have on some loose pants or shorts, but this time.. He was wearing absolutely nothing, not even boxers or briefs of some sort. He casually walked over to your shared bed while you stared at him.
âNeed something, babe?â Gun asked he tucked himself into the blanket you were also tucked in, but you were both still sitting up.
âWell.. No, but umâŠâ You replied nervously, obviously pent up from the view you had right in front of you.
Gun looks at your eyes then down to his naked body (and mind you, you were wearing a cute yet small and slightly revealing matching- sleepwear set), âHm? Youâve seen me naked countless times before, and itâs not like youâre a virgin.â He teased as he brushed some of your hair to the side.
âYeah b-but..â You managed to utter as you were still straight up staring at his body, fresh from the shower.
âBut what? Does my wife need help with her words?â Gun teased as he leaned in closer to you and slowly lifted up your top to place his hand on your chest. To which you got very tense and nervous.
Iâm sure you already know what followed in the next moments..
But moving forward with a few more days that passed, Gun caught you staringâ maybe even admiring one of the pictures that you took together recently, specifically zoomed in on him. You hadnât realized or even noticed his presence so you were just looking at the picture like some teenage girl, obviously crushing on him.. As if you didnât just get married to him to him last week.
You were cheekily smiling at the picture, even giggling to yourself at some point when you swiped through some of the other pictures of him and you. You just loved him so bad, that even though you had him right with you, you still resorted to pictures. Gun thought that was adorable. The woman he fell in love with, sat on a chair facing away from where he was sneakily stood at, was swiping away at pictures of him when you didnât even know that you had him wrapped around your finger.
âWhatâs my dear wife up to this evening?â He spoke out of nowhere, suddenly startling you. This caused you to have the phone slip out of your hands, but he swiftly caught it and took a closer look at the photos you were staring at.
âWhat are you doing with pictures that you canât already to with the real deal right beside you?â He asked as you got increasingly nervous by the seconds passed and you were starting to fidget.
âI was just looking at what photos I wanted to keep.. And what I didnât want to keep, yâknow what I mean..?â You replied.
âIs that so?â
âYes, my dear oh dearest husband,â you said mockinglyâ âWhy are you interrogating me?â
âWouldnât you like to know? Little miss stalker,â Gun said as he sat on the chair across from you, obviously enjoying himself.
âStalkeâ? Oh wait-! That reminds me,â your husbandâs brow rose at your sudden statement, âYour close friend, Jonggoo, told me a little something when him and I were talking during the after party.â You added.
âAnd that is..?â Gun asked, skeptical of what you mightâve learned, knowing Goo very well.
âWell,â you shuffled around as you tilted your head and finally spoke, âIs it true that you only came to the school I go to in the first place because you saw me walking out there one time and.. yeahâ?â
âThat bastardâ But, yeah. That is true.â He said without a change in expression and emotion.
You gave him a teasing smile and a soft âheheâ as you looked at him. For some reason, finding out that was true only seemed to make you fall in love even more.
âOh hush, I donât understand how much a person could like someoneââ He said and he stood up to lift you into his arms for teasing him.
âHey! Why are you carrying me?â You suddenly yelped. He dropped you gently on to the bed and he climbed on top of you.
âWoman, itâs not good to start something you canât finish.â
âTsk! My nickname is now woman?â You pouted.
âMy apologies then, my wife.â He said somewhat mockingly to which you pouted even more, so he finally said it in a more sincere manner and gave you a kiss.
âWell?â He asked you as you were still in the same position, with him on top you.
âWell what?â You clarified while your eyes shamelessly wandered through his body, flustered with the position you were in and the teasing he was doing to you.
âYouâre eyes seem to be wandering yet again, and your cheeks are redder than rubies.. You just never get tired of me, do you? Gun said in a teasing tone as he leaned in closer.
This honeymoon sure as hell will be going on for a long time.
notes: I think ill prolly put out a masterlist and about me post in like a month or two who knows, also this request has been with me for so long đ I am so so so sorry to this anon, please forgive me đ”âđ« Also, I really hope that this wasnât too bad and can live up to what you were expecting and requesting, I am so sorry if it doesnât, I really tried đ ANDDD I accidentally deleted the actual request because I got a little lost with trying to navigate tumblr because I accidentally clicked the Queue button and yeah.. I donât think I really proofread this tbh
- With or without proper credits, please don't try to steal or claim any of my works as your own
I genuinely appreciate opinions, feedback, likes, and reblogs
Once again, I hope this isn't too bad for a request, and I'll be doing more characters in lookism so feel free to request!!
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YOU WROTE MY CHEM FANFIC?!?? can you please tell us a little about it oh my godđ
wheeeeze it was horrendous and i've blocked most of it from my mind, but i vividly remember my first fic was a college au where patrick stump was a homophobic bully????? who then SURPRISE turned out to be gay and actually had a crush on one of them, and at some point frankie and gerard were making out in their dorm and the bed broke under them. and my school friend came running up to me the next day so scandalised like THEY BROKE THE BED!!! and i felt so alive
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Synastry aspects that I personally donât like.
before i start please read that I am not an official astrologer so take this with a grain of saltttt too haha. Just for fun.
North node square north node ( Iâm sorry but everyone lives in a whole different worlds, completely different perspectives, mindset, somehow not letting each other move to the next step)
Chiron in 7th house overlay. ( now Chiron isnât always bad, but thereâs kind of.. pain it gives , itâs not any better in other houses, but Iâm saying romantically, there could be hurt during the marriage... if you want Chiron overlays in synastry please lmk)
Pluto/Uranus in 12th house overlay. ( now Mose of yâall know 12th house overlays arent so good eventually, but i think Pluto or Uranus being there could be harsher than any other planet , could indicate so many things, one of them unpleasant endings in the relationship, finding truth about something suddenly, betrayal..in worst cases you wonât be able to forget each other )
Saturn 8th house overlay. (Sure yâall know why..)
Mars conjuct Mc/10th house. ( uhhhh it just donât give me nice vibes when both are seen in public eye. Could be arguing in public a lot, the mars person makes it hard for the 10th person to forgive them. Works even in composite chart )
Mercury square Saturn. ( a lot of judgements and misunderstandings)
Chiron opposite asc/Venus.
Saturn opposite Neptune. (Broo)
Moon opposite moon. (Now tbh Im not really sure of this one since nobody complained about it and it could indicate âslightâ emotional understanding difficulties with each other that can also cause attraction. But Iâve seen this aspect with some couple that really canât stop hurting eachothers emotionally . )
Another moon aspect, ofc moon is the first thing you should observe In synastry s, it simply represents how each otherâs emotions play with the other. now moon square moon. Obviously most of yâall know why, literally each one is on different page when it comes to how they view emotions which makes it pretty hard to understand each otherâs feelings with the square aspect. ( believe it or no I have this one with my man, even knowing it Iâm still with him lol. yes the attraction is definitely there due to other loving aspects and also with this one, it gives attractive energy yes. but still, he donât understand my emotions and my point of view, struggles with analyzing me sometimes or what I even think , even when I try my best to throw him an obvious sign about something, without me speaking, he donât get it where everyone else does same goes for me đ€Łđ. he sometimes thinks I mean something the opposite of what I meant. Bottom line is with this aspect you need to speak each otherâs feelings and what you want to tell the other cause itâs way too impossible to understand eachother with no words spoken. đ AAAA THIS IS THE ONLY STRUGGLING PLACEMENT WE HAVE AND ITS NOT EVEN A SIMPLE ONE)
Mars in 5th house, ( Now this is NOT a red flag, bUTTTT i always read about this placement represents a ânot lasting relationship â and tbh every fling I had I had this placement with, literallyyyy very guy I used to dm or talk to even for a couple of days, attraction at first but then boom, you din yourself not talking to them anymore for god knows what reason lol, so thereâs something interesting about this placement. đ€đ€Ł ( pink for flings đ€Ł)
Mars 1st house.... ( uhh you know what? Wait for part 2 đ )
But before part 2 Iâll make my next post positive I promise, I didnât even want to write red flags placements because it shouldnt be taken seriously haha. So next post will be about .. hmm wait , what you guys want it to be about?
Synastry observations
Natal chart observations
composite observations
Solar return observations
â Yâall literally if u find one of these placements in your synastrys itâs totally okay lol, I have multiple of these w my man and tbh some of them donât really play this negative way for us, but i just did them for fun , ofc donât take these TOO seriously đ„°
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Before I tell you about my request, I have to acknowledge that you are so FREAKING amazing at writing!!
Don't know if you've already done these before, but Jameson's POV of when he first met Avery, during the will reading, when he first snuck into Avery's room, and when Avery was leaving Will Blake's ranch in tfg. It's probably a lot, but I've been wanting to read about these for a while and I also know a good writer who is capable of doing that. Also, just know that I'm probably going to request you many more things to write about.
first of all I'm HONOURED. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TRUSTING ME. second of all, i really hope this satisfy you and is enough đđI'm no jlb, this is completely of what I think jameson would have thought from my understanding. if you think otherwise please do let me know. again, it's completely from my understanding of jamie's character. also sorry it took so long.
NOTE: all four parts are here. pretty long. some copy pasted dialogues!!!!!! hope you enjoy.
Jameson meeting Avery for the first time.
It was not easy for the Hawthornes, everyone grieved in their own way. But for some reason the grievance was put aside today by everyone, Jameson would like to say he has put it aside as well but the bottle in his hand and the obvious intoxication would say otherwise. It is not a good idea to get drunk during an important time like the reading of the will of the great Tobias Hawthorne, and it's definitely not a good idea to leave your family hanging while one sits at the edge of the balcony, only supported by the railing. But that's exactly what Jameson Hawthorne did.
His mind was all over the place looking for something, something that would give him the thrill more than sitting at the edge of the balcony, drunk. He might have been wrong, but there was a two out of ten chance that he may be right. He refused to look away from the brown haired girl who was standing in the backyard, completely mesmerised by the Hawthorne backyard. As she took in the view he took in her features and movements. He finally decided to interact in the only way he knew to find out what she is.
âIf yes is no and once is never , then how many sides does a triangle have?â His words slurred but it got her attention. She looked up to him, bending her neck backwards.
âYouâre going to fall.â She told him.
He smirked. âAn interesting proposition.â
âThat wasnât a proposition,â She said.
He offered her a lazy grin. âThereâs no shame in propositioning a Hawthorne.â Jamesonâs smirk grew a bit wider when she noticed that he was shirtless.
âYou must be Mystery Girl,â he said.
âIâm Avery,â She corrected.
She looked at him like anyone who knew what recently happened in the Hawthorne family would look at him, wondering why his face was anything but filled with grief. He wouldn't blame her for being a little judgemental. He is very good at grieving in his own way and an expert at hiding it.
âWhatever you say, M.G.,â he retorted. âCan I call you M.G., Mystery Girl?â He was trying to taunt her at this point.
She crossed her arms. âNo.â
He brought his feet up to the railing and stood. He wobbled, he could see her thinking about something with worry and panic when he put one foot in front.
âDon't!â But he didn't listen to her. He twisted and grabbed the railing with his hands, holding himself vertical, feet in the air and dropped. He landed right next to her.
âYou shouldnât be out here, M.G.â He told her.
âNeither should you.â He can tell that her heart is beating fast. It was so obvious. Janesonâs heart was racing too, he told himself that it was because of the stunt he just pulled.
âIf I do what I should no more often than I say what I shouldnâtââhis lips twistedââthen what does that make me?â
She sighed like she just realised who he is. She was taking in his features to make sure, especially his eyes, and his abs.
âWhat,â he repeated intently, âdoes that make me?â
âDrunk,â She said. Jameson was about to say something else, he was ready with a comeback but she added two more words. âAnd two.â
âWhat?â Jameson Hawthorne said.
âThe answer to your first riddle,â She told him. âIf yes is no and once is never , then the number of sides a triangle has⊠is⊠two .â She didn't explain her answer, she didn't have to.
âTouchĂ©, M.G.â Jameson ambled past her, brushing his bare arm lightly over mine as he did. âTouchĂ©.â He was impressed and intrigued.
Two out of ten, this time the odds were in his favour. And now that Jameson Hawthorne got the answer he wanted from this Mystery Girl, he has no plan to leave her alone. That moment he knew she was special. And his grandfather brought her here for a reason. He will find out why.
The Will Read
Jameson made his way to his wing and managed to find himself a shirt and suit jacket. He checked himself in the mirror once before heading to The Great Room. Once he was inside his eyes looked for a specific pair of brown eyes but he realised Avery hadn't arrived yet. He went further inside and stood with the rest of his family. Soon he watched Avery make her way inside and made eye contact with him. He immediately gave her a cheeky smile and a salute, he can also noticed Grayson stiffened at his action through the corner of his eyes.
Once the lawyers made sure everyone who is mentioned in the will was in the room they started. First, they handed an envelope to everyone in the family and to Avery as well. They were asked to open the letters after the will reading. Jameson is already curious about his letter and what the old man has to say to him and to Avery Grambs. His eyes were fixated on her envelope for a whole minute before focusing on the reading prudently.
âMr. Hawthorne stipulated that all of the following individuals must be physically present for the reading of this will: Skye Hawthorne, Zara Hawthorne-Calligaris, Nash Hawthorne, Grayson Hawthorne, Jameson Hawthorne, Alexander Hawthorne, and Ms. Avery Kylie Grambs of New Castle, Connecticut.â
Everyone's eyes including a pair of green ones were on her. Avery Kylie Grambs.
â...To my daughters, Zara Hawthorne-Calligaris and Skye Hawthorne, I leave the funds necessary to pay off all debts accrued as of the date and time of my death.â Mr. Ortega paused before speaking, he looked directly at Zara and Skye then back to the will.
âAdditionally, I leave to Skye my compass, may she always know true north, and to Zara, I leave my wedding ring, may she love as wholly and steadfastly as I loved her mother.â Another pause, more painful than the last.
âGo on.â That came from Zaraâs husband.
âTo each of my daughters,â Mr. Ortega read slowly, âbeyond that already stated, I leave a one-time inheritance of fifty thousand dollars.â
Jameson wanted to smile but he knew better, just like how he knew that his mother and aunt won't be the one holding the old man's entire fortune. It's not a surprise, none of them should be surprised that the person who would be taking the fortune would be the heir apparent, his brother, Grayson Devenport Hawthorne.
There was a mini quarrel between Zara and Skye on how Jameson and his brothers became the old man's favourite, how Skye gave them to him so that her sons would have the inheritance.
âNow, if I may continueâŠâ Mr. Ortega looked back down at the will in his hands. âTo my grandsons, Nash Westbrook Hawthorne, Grayson Davenport Hawthorne, Jameson Winchester Hawthorne, and Alexander Blackwood Hawthorne, I leaveâŠâ
âEverything,â Zara muttered bitterly.
Mr. Ortega spoke over her. âTwo hundred and fifty thousand dollars apiece, payable on their twenty-fifth birthdays, until such time to be managed by Alisa Ortega, trustee.â
Everyone heard Alisaâs audible shock. Unlike his brother Grayson who was utterly shocked and threw knives for the word âwhatâ Jameson Hawthorne thought that this is getting interesting.
The old man didn't leave everything to Grayson like everyone thought the old man would because of the way he was groomed. Or to Nash, or to Xander, or to me. There is only one person left in the will. There could be two things happening right here, and if his guess is rightâŠ
âThe remainder of my estate,â Mr. Ortega read, âincluding all properties, monetary assets, and worldly possessions not otherwise specified, I leave to Avery Kylie Grambs.â
And it was indeed right, if you're smart you would have seen this coming right after they read that Tobias Hawthorne didn't leave his fortune to his daughters or his grandsons. The only blood related heirs. But now? A new heiress. Not blood related as far as he knows. She is not a random girl. He knew his grandfather too well to know that he wouldn't randomly write his entire fortune to a stranger. This is something. He doesn't know what she is yet. But he will find out.
Everyone's demeanour changed, especially Skye and Gray's. Not surprised. Even Averyâs, she is in utter shock, he can only say that much.
â...I assure you, there is no mistake.â Mr. Ortega met my gaze, then turned his attention to the others. âAnd I assure the rest of you, Tobias Hawthorneâs last will and testament is utterly unbreakable. Since the majority of the remaining details concern only Avery, weâll cease with the dramatics. But let me make one thing very clear: Per the terms of the will, any heir who challenges Averyâs inheritance will forfeit their share of the estate entirely.â
âNo will is that ironclad,â Constantine said, his voice acidic.
âNot when thereâs this kind of money at stake.â âSpoken,â Nash Hawthorne interjected, âlike someone who didnât really know the old man.â
âTraps upon traps,â Jameson murmured. Trying to look into the old man's mind about this context. Trying to look into her mind. âAnd riddles upon riddles.â He looked right into Avery's eyes looking for something.
âI think you should leave,â Grayson told me curtly. An order. Typical Grayson.
âTechnicallyâŠâ Alisa Ortega sounded like sheâd just swallowed arsenic. âItâs her house.â
âI donât understand,â She said.
âMy daughter is correct.â Mr. Ortega kept his tone neutral. âYou own it all, Ms. Grambs. Not just the fortune, but all of Mr. Hawthorneâs properties, including Hawthorne House. Per the terms of your inheritance, which I will gladly go over with you, the current occupants have been granted tenancy unlessâand untilâthey give you cause for removal.â He let those words hang in the air. âUnder no circumstances,â he continued gravely, his words rife with warning, âcan those tenants attempt to remove you.â
Oren stood between us and her.
âOren!â Zara sounded shocked. âYou work for this family.â
âI worked for Mr. Hawthorne.â John Oren paused and held up a piece of paper. It took me a moment to realise that it was his letter.
âIt was his last request that I continue in the employment of Ms. Avery Kylie Grambs.â He glanced at her âSecurity. Youâll need it.â
âAnd not just to protect you from us!â Xander added to her left.
âTake a step back, please,â Oren ordered.
Xander held his hands up. âPeace,â he declared. âI make dire predictions in peace!â
âXanâs right.â Jameson smiled, he knew it and he knew that he is not wrong about this. A random girl picked out from a random place far from home to be The Hawthorne Heiress, this isn't something regular, this a game. One of the old man's games. âThe entire worldâs going to want a piece of you, Mystery Girl. This has story of the century written all over it.â He reminded her about the media and how the world is going to talk about her.
Avery didn't say anything, she walked outside. He wanted to follow her but instead he opened the envelope that was held by him.
Jameson going to Averyâs room through the secret passageway
Avery didn't stay at Hawthorne House that night, he assumed her bodyguard and lawyer took her to one of the hotel's that was owned by Tobias Hawthorne and now hers. He saw her later the next day solving the keys, yet another game that proved that she is special, she solved it faster than any Hawthorne to start with. That night Jameson read his letter again and again, it took him one read to realise it was a clue, he can't help but read it again to see what it says, where it leads. But he also knew this would be nothing without the major clue, a walking brown eyed clue.
If he was a normal person he would have knocked on her door. Jameson Hawthorne is anything but normal. He walked into her wing and moved a picture frame to solve a simple puzzle to release a handle that popped two inches away from the drawer nearby the picture frame, he pulled it and twisted it four times to make the drawer and the wall it was attached to open.
Secret passageway. It was everywhere in Hawthorne House.
He made his way inside and made his way to his grandfatherâs room, now owned by Avery. Once he was close to the fireplace he heard nothing, almost thought she wasn't there. But he gave it a shot anyway.
âPull the candlestick.â
He wasn't sure if she heard because it was dead silent. So he spoke again âPull the candlestick on the fireplace, Heiress. Unless you want me stuck back here?â His tone was frisky.
âPretty sure this qualifies as stalking.â His lips curved into a smile once she said that.
He can tell that she was just pulling it. âDonât just pull forward. Angle it down.â
She did as he asked. Once he heard the click and saw the gap below, Jameson lifted the fireplace up to the mantle to go through the opening. Once he was in the room he positioned the candlestick back to it's original form.
âSecret passage,â he explained to know if it intrigues her. âThe house is full of them.â
âAm I supposed to find that comforting?â She asked him. âOr terrifying?â
âYou tell me, Mystery Girl. Are you comforted or terrified?â He let me sit with that for a moment. âOr is it possible that youâre intrigued?
She didn't say anything but he knew the answer. She didn't ask him what he expected her to ask.
âYouâre not asking about the keys.â Jameson offered her a crooked little smile. âI expected you to ask about the keys.â
She held the keys up. âThis was your doing.â Not a question, he noted.
âItâs a little bit of a family tradition.â He said with a motive. He has done nothing but think about the will reading and raise questions to himself, whys and hows.
âIâm not family.â She tried to make a statement but wasn't sure herself.
He tilted his head to one side. âDo you believe that?â
âI donât know.â She thought before she spoke. Does she know something? That was Janesons first thought.
âIt would be a shame,â Jameson commented, âif we were related.â He spared another smile for me, slow and sharp-edged. âDonât you think?â Jameson is good at a lot of things, flirting is definitely one of them.
âI think that you already have more family than you can deal with.â She crossed my arms. âI also think youâre a lot less smooth than you think are. You want something.â
Points to Heiress. She's quick.
âEveryone is going to want something from you soon, Heiress.â Jameson smiled. âThe question is: How many of us want something youâre willing to give?â He spoke in a way that would make her want to give into him. But her resistance was stronger than he thought.
âStop calling me Heiress,â She shot back. âAnd if you turn answering my question into some kind of riddle, Iâm calling security.â
âThatâs the thing, Mystery Girl. I donât think Iâm turning anything into a riddle. I donât think I have to. You are a riddle, a puzzle, a gameâmy grandfatherâs last.â He spoke and looked at her very intently. He didn't care how it sounded to her, he was sure of what he believed to be true.
âWhy do you think this house has so many secret passages? Why are there so many keys that donât work in any of the locks? Every desk my grandfather ever bought has secret compartments. Thereâs an organ in the theater, and if you play a specific sequence of notes, it unlocks a hidden drawer. Every Saturday morning, from the time I was a kid until the night my grandfather died, he sat my brothers and me down and gave us a riddle, a puzzle, an impossible challengeâsomething to solve. And then he died. And thenâŠâ Jameson took a step toward her. âThere was you.â He tried explaining to her how Hawthorne House is, how his grandmother was. Why his grandfather chose her wasn't random.
âGrayson thinks youâre some master manipulator. My aunt is convinced you must have Hawthorne blood. But I think youâre the old manâs final riddleâone last puzzle to be solved.â He took another step, bringing the two of them much closer. âHe chose you for a reason, Avery. Youâre special, and I think he wanted usâwanted me âto figure out why.â
This point he was convinced that she was a puzzle to be solved or a clue that would lead him to something. Something his grandfather wanted him to find, to know. Because the old man knew damn well that Jameson Hawthorne could never resist a game.
âIâm not a puzzle.â Her heart was beating faster because of their closeness or because of what he's saying.
âSure you are,â Jameson said. âWe all are. Donât tell me that some part of you hasnât been trying to figure us out. Grayson. Me. Maybe even Xander.â
âIs this all just a game to you?â She put her hand out to stop him from advancing farther. He took one last step, forcing her palm to his chest. That touch shouldn't have excited him, even if it did, he didn't concentrate on it.
âEverythingâs a game, Avery Grambs. The only thing we get to decide in this life is if we play to win.â He reached up to brush the hair from her face, and she jerked back.
âGet out,â She said lowly. âUse the normal door this time.â
âYouâre angry,â Jameson said. Making her angry isn't helpful, if she's angry with him she may not help. Or see that this is a game, and she is a piece of it.
âI told youâif you want something, ask. Donât come in here talking about how Iâm special. Donât touch my face.â
âYou are special.â Jameson kept his hands to himself, but the heady expression in his eyes never shifted.
âAnd what I want is to figure out why. Why you, Avery?â He took a step back, giving her space. âDonât tell me you donât want to know, too.â
She does, she wants to know. She must.
âIâm going to leave this here.â Jameson held up an envelope. He laid it carefully on the mantel. âRead it, and then tell me this isnât a game to be won. Tell me this isnât a riddle.â Jameson reached for the candelabra, and as the fireplace passage opened once more, he offered a targeted, parting shot. âHe left you the fortune, Avery, and all he left us is you.â
Avery coming out of Vincent Blakeâs mansion (tfg)
Jameson wouldn't forgive himself if something happened inside, if someone happened to either of them. Avery and Grayson. Especially Avery because he let her go inside, knowing the kind of man Vincent Blake is. His heart could pop out any second, it was beating that fast. He tried to keep it cool with all the paparazzi outside. He kept looking at the gate, waiting for her. For her to come out alive and bring his brother, maybe Toby even. Whatever is happening inside, he prays that she is winning. Somehow she must.
His heart skipped a beat once he saw Avery come out with Grayson and Toby. He wanted to run and hug her, he didn't care that they'd cause a scene. but he stopped himself because he saw Toby talking to her, he slowly made his way to them and the car. To let her know he was there. He also let her have her moment with Toby.
He didn't know what happened inside, but from the look of it he can tell that Avery won. Whatever game they played, however she played, she won. And she was safe along with Grayson. That's all that mattered to him at that moment.
When she made her way to him, he didn't ask her what happened. âThe knight returns with the damsel in distress,â Jameson declared. He glanced toward Grayson. âYouâre the damsel.â
âI figured,â Grayson deadpanned.
âWhat are you doing here?â She asked Jameson. He can see the victory in her eyes, she was more open with him now that the first time they met. It was getting easier to tell what she was thinking.
âI thought you could use a ride home,â Jameson told her. She looked past him, expecting to see a helicopter.
âPretty sure you arenât allowed to land a helicopter there,â Grayson told his brother.
âYou know what they say about permission and forgiveness,â Jameson replied, then he focused back on her with a familiar lookâequal parts I dare you and Iâll never let you go. âWant to learn to fly?â
Avery smiled and took his hand. He still didn't ask her what happened, he just enjoyed her victory in the air. Just Avery and Jameson.
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omg help i have been searching for this very specific rafe fic i read like last year and i NEED to read it again
itâs like the reader is so nice to everyone and rafe âhatesâ her because sheâs so nice but heâs actually like obsessed w her. they sit it in a restaurant booth like right next to eachother and theyâre flirting in front of everyone and itâs just to good but i have no idea where it went.
pls say youâve read this and can help me find it again đ
OMGGG I SWEAR BY THE WAY YOU DESCRIBE IT.. SOUNDS SO FAMILIAR BUT I HAVE NO IDEA đ ughhh i hate being useless, but like I said- think I read it before
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP
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you have literally infiltrated my brain with bff mark itâs not even funny đđ where tf is my childhood best friend who is literally obsessed with me, thinks weâre soulmates, will scare off anybody who gets too close to me, and thinks he absolutely knows whatâs best for me?? like??? helloooo??
-đ
bowtiful anon!! i see your ask and i raise you this:
âKNEESOCKSâ
âwhen you know whoâs calling even though the number is blockedâ!â
mark finds out you have found out that you have a creepy stalker.
cw: MDNI!!!, more bff!mark, somno (making out), religious themes(?), worship, short drabble, reader knows mark is invincible but not essential to story.
side note that has nothing to do with this story whatsoever: mark would most definitely pick out your outfit for the day and look over at you with lovey eyes as he lets you try his ice cream, feeding you with the spoon⊠idk just an idea haha
you had a stalker.
you knew you had a stalker, there was no way you were going crazy. messages would flood your phone at night time, every time you would block one number another would pop up. this was getting scary.
3am, saturday morning. your messenger app started to blow up.
ding.
â youâre like a god to me, youâre my saviour.
ding.
â i need you so bad itâs driving me insane.
ding. ding, ding, ding-
you had enough. you put your phone on do not disturb, going straight to your phone book app and flicking through your recently called until you saw markâs name, pressing the screen and listening to the dialling sounds of your phone, waiting for the âcallingâŠâ under his name to turn into â0:00â to signify that he had picked up.
ây/n..?â
yes.
âmark? oh- mark itâs horrible iâm- please can you just come over..! iâll tell you when im-â
tick, tick, tick.
your head shot over to your window, getting up off of your bed and opening your curtains to see your best friend floating outside the glass, concern plastered on his face as you quickly scrambled to open the latch, pulling open the window and grabbing onto his hand to bring him inside. you threw your arms around his shoulders and planted your face in his chest with a sob, his arms wrapping around you like a safe cocoon, stroking the back of your head and shushing you.
âwhatâs wrong? jesus christ, youâre not hurt are you?â he asks, pulling away from you for a minute to observe your shaking figure. you shook your head, wiping your eyes with the sleeves of your pajama top. âi think- i think i have a s-..stalker-!â you squeaked out, struggling to admit your fear to him. his face contorted in anger, jaw clenched and teeth gritting, âwhat? wait, who, do you know who!?â he questioned, eyebrows furrowing when you shook your head. âiâll find them, y/n. i promise- iâll get on it first thing in the morning.â he reassured you, guiding you over to sit on your bed and swiping his thumbs under your eyes, wiping away your tears.
âplease stay with meâŠâ you said in between little sobs, getting back under your covers and resting your head on your pillow. mark nodded, of course he would, leaving you was out of the question. âiâm not going anywhere. iâll kill whoever they are.â he laid next to you on top of the covers, eyes fixed on you as you thanked him, wished him a good night and slowly slipped back into sleep, smiling before you lost yourself in dreams again.
4:30am.
mark never took his eyes off of you, watching as your chest raised up and down as you lightly snored, cutely even. you looked so peaceful like this, you had yourself out with your little sobs. he placed his hand on your cheek, leaning in to plant a kiss on your open mouth. âiâll keep you safe forever,â he whispered, head pressed against yours. âyou donât ever have to be scared, not when iâm here.â he continued, tongue sliding between and past your lips. you mewled in your sleep, tongue moving involuntarily against his own. mark pulled away, tugging down the covers and observing your thin pajama jumper, your nipples hardening underneath the material. he wanted to suck on them, leave wet patches on your shirt from wetting them through the material. you were a heavy sleeper, mark knew that all too well.
âyouâre my muse,â he breathed, hands tracing over your sleeping body with messy desperation, âyou saved me, so iâll save you⊠saved me like-⊠a god..â he finished, looking down on you beneath him.
âiâll keep you safe from everything apart from me.â
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Longass rant incoming. Please skip if my ramblings are boring. I bore myself, i know.
I loved this update so much omg!!!!!!!!! đ
1. I laughed so much at Oswin and Zahn because they are literally children đ€Šââïž
Love the fact MC could literally just make fun of them without intervening in their nonsense.
2. Loved that the update was so long. Took me all day to get through. Love you for that! â€ïž
3. I love every interaction with Oswin and Zahn the romantic options were so cute and i ofcourse chose both shy and bold choices to see the difference and it's kinda fun to alternate between more sweet than seductive choices.
3. Oswin is a dick đ but i really enjoyed the pain of the confrontation between him and MC. Because my guy! We all know you're hiding something, but whatever, you're still hot, so i shall overlook it.
4. Zahn is a golden retriever. âšïž i love em so very much. They have such a sad past, and it broke my heart. If Oswin is the moon, Zahn is the sun. How are they that lovable instantly. I honestly can't. I was right when i told you they would probably steal my heart, and they did.
I already see this getting so much harder with each RO being introduced. Christ đ€Šââïž
5. Don't trust Nathan for shit nor do i trust that cat. But i trust the cat more... and that says alot because i don't even like cat's. They scare me.
6. Love that we have can have a hobby.
I just seriously loved so much about the update im probably forgetting half of what i wanted to say. I was just so happy to play it. And it was fun to read. And i laughed alot. And i wanted to punch Oswin. And Did i mention Zahn is adorable????
We if i didn't make it clear. They are adorable!!
Oh my gosh, you have me rolling! LMAO
Just wait until Duri enters the mix. Oswin is going to get an ulcer, lol.
I am glad it felt that way! After doing my first edit through I was thinking - I wrote so much, why does this feel short!? lol
I hope I can keep that up. Boldness doesn't come naturally to me, so I am trying to commune with the spirits of seduction to learn more (that sounds way more...risqué than I intended...)
Oswin is a hot mess, emphasis on hot for your MC lol
Zahn is exactly that - showering MC with affection, running into things, eating garbage - Big Golden Energy -
Most cats can be trusted, probably...maybe...merchants though? Perhaps up for debate.
Everyone needs a hobby is what I thought before writing that, and then writing it, I was like - what have I done? lol Actually, the segment when you get to work on your hobby a little was very nearly twice as big. I was falling asleep after I started it and the answer literally popped into my head as my brain was shutting off. I am so happy I remembered it the next day. It cut down the passages by like a third.
I am so happy you enjoyed this and I can't wait for you to see more adorableness. You may actually get to pop Oswin one of these days too. Affectionately, of course. ^_^
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You're all I need to get by
Also on AO3!
FINALLY!!! I FINISHED THIS!!! I can't believe this was meant for Sicktember of last year, I feel so ashamed đ
Anyway, the original prompt was "But if you stay, you'll get sick too". Just a fluffy sickfic with some tiny bit of angst :)
âMr. Stark?â
Tony feels like he has just returned to reality. Was he sleeping? Was he awake? Was he not even here?
Either way, Peter is shyly appearing in his room.
âOh, hey kiddo,â Tony sniffs, unable to move without everything aching and burning. He checks his phone on the bedside table. âShoot, sorry Iâm late. Iâll get ready and weâll fix your suit.â
âActually⊠I brought you hot chocolate.â
Tony freezes, right when heâs about to remove his blanket. Peter is gently holding a customized Spider-Man cup that the kid made for him. Hopefully, Peter wonât know that itâs Tonyâs most treasured cup.
âI noticed you werenât feeling well yesterday,â the teen explains. âSo⊠I thought it might make your day a little better.â
The man feels like he could cry. Peter is so shy. So adorable. It doesnât help that he's wearing one of Tonyâs old MIT hoodies.
âGee, thanks, bud,â Tony smiles, taking the hot chocolate like itâs a precious invention. Anything Peter Parker creates is indeed revolutionary.
Peter grabs his chair and puts it next to the bed, sitting next to Tony.
âWait, youâre staying?â The latter questions.
âYeah, why wouldnât I?â
âIf you stay, youâre gonna catch whatever gross thing I have.â
âIâm not gonna get sick, Iâll be fine.â
âPeterâŠâ
âI mean,â the teen suddenly grows nervous, âdo you want me to stay? Because itâs okay if you wanna be alone.â
Peter is already standing up.
âNo, no,â Tony stops him, âyou can stay if you want.â
The other is sitting again. He stays quiet for a moment, watching the sick man.
âYou donât usually get sick, do you?â Peter asks.
Tony shrugs, muttering, âIâm just good at hiding it.â
Peter obviously hears it and doubts him, even if he doesnât verbally say it.
âDid you take any medicine?â The boy asks instead.
âYeah. Iâm still feeling like shit, though.â
Peter hums. âCan I help with anything else?â
âI dunno.â Tony takes a sip of the hot chocolate. âI miss my lab,â he whines.
âMaaaaaybe I could bring DUM-E here?â
âAnd have him fire extinguish me to help with my fever? No thanks.â
Peter blinks. âDid- Did that happen?â
âYeah, when I was doing the first flight tests for my armor. I wasnât even on fire.â
The kid snorts, wanting to laugh really badly. Tony glares at him.
âOh, you think thatâs funny?â
âI didnât say anything.â
âYeah, yeah, you little shit.â
âJesus, Mr. Stark. Youâre so grumpy when youâre sick.â Peter then lowers his voice, âMore than usual.â
Tonyâs glare becomes a face of betrayal. âWell, why wouldnât I be grumpy when literally everything hurts?â
Peter smirks, âOkay, thatâs fair. Sorry.â
Tony sighs.
âBut you know DUM-E loves you, right?â The teenager reminds him.
Tonyâs face softens. âYeah,â he says. Like a liar.
He briefly faces the hot chocolate before taking another sip, feeling it warming his soul, before he gazes at the sun again. The brightest smile of all. Itâs impossible not to smile back.
âYeah.â This time, Tony sounds a little more confident.
Peterâs grin becomes brighter, somehow. The man doesnât hide his eyes behind his loyal sunglasses, instead welcoming the warmth.
They share this moment in silence, but a comfortable one. Tony finishes the hot chocolate, taking a relieved, deep breath. Thereâs still too much snot inside him, but it helped, a lot.
He wishes he didnât get sick, because heâs the one who should look out for the kid, and he misses working to keep his active mind busy. Still, Peter convinces him to relax and stay in bed with delicious hot chocolates and those big puppy eyes.
âI think Iâll have one more, please,â Tony requests, handing the empty cup to Peter.
âWow, really? I didnât think youâd like it that much. I mean, the chocolate is super fancy, butâŠâ
âItâs because you made it, Pete. Itâs special.â
Peter blushes. âUm⊠thanks. I-Iâll be right back.â
Tony smiles and watches him leave, waiting patiently.
--
Itâs a quiet, easy day today. Things havenât gone as planned, but thatâs not all that bad.
Peter is eating now mostly due to Tonyâs insistence. Heâs checking social media in the meantime, and with his spider-powers, he makes sure Tony is doing okay even from afar.
Thatâs how he realizes his mentor has fallen asleep, judging by the loud snores coming from his room. They might sound a little stuffed, but it shows that itâs a heavy sleep.
He smiles to himself, glad to know that Tony is finally getting some rest. The hero is the kind of person who canât stand still, not even when heâs sick. He didnât stop working last night and Peter didnât mean to pry. Knowing how stubborn he is, Peter admits heâs a little surprised that Tony is complying.
The teen decides to go there and check on him, doing as little noise as possible. Tony doesnât seem to have noticed him. Peter then realizes three things: one, Tony drank all the hot chocolate given the empty cup on the bedside table. Two, there are many dirty tissues around the cup. Three, the blanket is on the floor. Peter throws the tissues in the small trash bin near the desk, then he uses the tiny hand sanitizer to quickly and carefully tuck Tony in again, hoping heâs not feverish. To confirm that, Peter lightly touches the older manâs forehead. Itâs mild. Thatâs a good sign, he thinks.
Tony quiets down at the touch, like heâs relaxed.
Peter grins.
He bends downâŠ
He doesnât really notice what heâs doing until Tony lets out confused noises.
âHmâŠ? Wha?â
Peter isâŠ
Heâs kissing Tonyâs forehead.
Shit.
Peter doesnât know what came over him. It was completely automatic.
He, unfortunately, is not quick enough to run away before Tony catches him on the doorstep.
âPete?â His mentor calls, sniffing.
âH-Hey, Mr. Stark! I just came to get your cup, nothing important!â Peter canât contain the nervousness in his voice. âSorry for waking you up, y-you can go back to sleep! Okay, bye!â
He leaves before the conversation goes any further, and he runs to his bedroom with the empty Spider-Man cup. Leaving it on his bedside table, Peter takes his pillow and screams in it, still not wanting to be too loud.
âWhy did you do that?! You stupid idiot! That was so creepy!â He curses at himself.
Uggghhhh. He can only hope that Tony wasnât too conscious when it happened.
Why? Why is he like this?
--
Walking on tiptoes, looking behind to see if heâll get caught, Peter approaches the bed and the stuffed breaths in the half dark room.
â... Uncle Ben,â Peter whispers. âHey, Uncle Ben!â
âEh?â Ben moves around, smiling when he sees the boy. âAh, hey sport. You shouldnât be near me, or youâll catch my bug.â
âItâs okay, Uncle Ben, I donât mind. I just wanted to give you hot chocolate.â
âAww, thanks, Pete. You can leave it here, Iâll drink it soon.â Ben grins like his nephew is the whole world to him. âYouâre an angel.â
Peter grins and puts the cup next to him, but heâs quickly busted when the door opens behind him.
âPeter, I told you to let your uncle rest,â Aunt May scolds him. âAnd youâre going to get late for school!â
âAh, itâs alright, May. He just wanted to look out for me,â Ben argues. âBut really now, you should get going. Iâll be fine.â
âOkay. I hope you get better soon, Uncle Ben.â Peter approaches and plants a little kiss on the manâs forehead. âIâll see you later!â
âAlright, kiddo. I love you.â
âLove you too!â
Peter, already in school uniform, is walking away to follow his aunt, who despite being initially stern, seems to have softened.
But before he leavesâŠ
âPete?â
Except itâs not Uncle Ben calling for him.
--
⊠Peter has been staring at the Spider-Man cup for what probably feels like hours, when he sees that his door is open wide (though it was never actually closed), and Tony is gazing at him with his big concerned eyes. Peter has been sitting miserably at his bed this entire time.
Apparently itâs dark out.
Tony looks a little better now, no longer pale or dead-looking. He still sniffs every now and then.
âAre you okay?â The man asks.
Peter puts the cup aside, on his bedside table, and completely ignores Tonyâs question.
âYou look so much better, Mr. Stark!â He comments, forcing a smile. âDo you want anything? Youâre probably hungry, right? I could make more hot chocolate tooââ
Heâs on his way to the door when Tony goes in, not allowing him to leave.
âKid, youâve been looking after me all day. Obviously, Iâm glad youâre here with me, but you donât have to push yourself aside to take care of me.â
Peter looks down, not sure what to say.
(He keeps wondering if Tony remembers the forehead kiss. Heâs scared of bringing it up.)
â... Iâm sorry.â
âWhat?â
Oh, that wasnât supposed to come out.
âI meanâŠâ Peter sighs. âI-It was automatic, yâknow. I can tell when someone isnât doing great, a-and I- I have to help them. I want to help! And I know you donât rest a lot, so thatâs why I thoughtâŠâ
Heâs kind of rambling, not really knowing where heâs going with this.
âBut what about you, Peter? Did you eat? Did you rest?â
âWell, I ate breakfast.â
âBut not lunch?â
âI wasnât hungryââ
âPeterââ
âLook, Iâm sorry! Iâm sorry I did- anything, and Iâm sorry I kissed your forehead!â
Truly he understands why everyone else tells him to shut up.
â... oh.â
Tony doesnât actually sound surprised, but maybe he thought he had imagined it. He was half-asleep, after all.
âI donât know what came over me,â Peter says, when he knows what did. âIt was stupid and probably creepy and- and maybe we shouldnât bring that up againââ
âHey, kid, Iâm not mad about that.â
Peter covers his eyes with his hands. âUgh, it was so dumb.â
Tony sighs.
Defeated, the teenager sits on the bed again, glancing at the cup watching them.
Suddenly, Tony is kneeling down in front of him.
âPeter,â he begins, âyou have a big heart. You have so much love to give, itâs no wonder why youâre a hero. And Iâm glad to know Iâm worthy of your love.â
The boy sees the hidden tears in his mentorâs eyes.
âI donât want you to feel that I donât want you here,â Tony insists, âI just donât want you throwing away your needs to focus on me or anyone else. Sure, you have responsibilities⊠but youâre still a kid.â
He doesnât mean that pejoratively.
âSeriously, thank you for everything. But youâre important too. Youâre important to me, kid,â Tony affirms, smiling sadly.
He gently cups Peterâs face with both hands, gazing at him for a few seconds before Tony stands high enough to kiss the teenâs forehead.
âSorry for getting my germs on your head,â the man jokes. Still, he looks at Peter like heâs Tonyâs whole universe.
Peter canât even react properly. He thought he ruined everything between them, and here is the man heâs admired for years acknowledging and praising him, and reminding Peter that heâs worthy of love.
Tony is not outright saying he loves Peter⊠but does he have to?
The boy wraps his arms around Tony, who hesitates, probably because he doesnât want to get Peter sick. Then his mind must say âscrew itâ, because Tony is hugging him back.
Peter never imagined he needed to hear Tonyâs words this badly.
They stay there for a while, before Peterâs stomach rumbles, and Tony decides to do something about it.
âWanna order something?â He suggests.
âOh, thatâs a good idea.â
âYeah, you choose, kid.â
âOkay.â
They order burgers and fries. Part of it is because Tony loves them, but Peter has been craving some all day.
They watch some TV, and this time DUM-E is here. The bot is happy to join them.
Tony mostly keeps some space between him and Peter, though he eventually wraps an arm around him to lightly squeeze him.
âNothing better than spending time with your kids at home, right?â Tony smirks.
Peter blushes and smiles. âYeah.â
DUM-E agrees.
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