#Sorta nervous

[cybernecromancer365]

Have a feeling my next chapter is gonna get me in trouble...

#sorta nervous

[istadris]

Bowser : why is Green Mario here ?? I didn't kidnap anyone this week ! Won't you pests leave me alone ?? You have a death wish or what, you wimpy little-

Luigi, scruffed by the collar : ah, I'm-I'm-I'm here for the job offer actually.

Bowser : what job offer ??

Luigi : *holds up an ad for a croupier job*

Kamek : that tracks, Sire, the casino is hiring these days.

Bowser : You ?? A dealer in MY casino ?? Since when do you that ??

Luigi, shrugging : it's-a been a while but I used to do that as a side job during my studies. I saw the ad, got nostalgic, and-

Bowser : Pah !! As if I would hire you ! I'm NOT gonna let you turn my casino into a joke ! Bet you can't even hold a deck properly !

Luigi, glaring : bet I can beat you at any card game.

Bowser, too vexed to think : DEAL !

*

Bowser, 2 hours later : ...what just happened.

Kamek : you promised him the job if he beat you, Your Baffledness.

Bowser : HOW IS HE THAT GOOD ?? He must have cheated!! I can't give him the job !!

Kamek : Sire, you gave your word-!

Bowser, grinning devilishly : he wants to work for me ? Oh, is he gonna love his new job...

#super mario bros #miscellaneous mario madness #bowuigi #sorta ? #i just listened to that world 8 theme in 3D world and it slaps #but also made me think of Luigi's casino gig #anyway Bowser keeeps trying to find out how Luigi cheats. except he never does. #Luigi is still a nervous mess outside of a poker table but when he sits down he gets in the zone #dealer Luigi in Bowser's casino AU

[royalarchivist]

Fit: Pac– this isn't you, you're just– I know you're all happy and stuff, and this medicine is making you feel good, but it's not reality. It's not reality.

Pac: [Shouting] And what is reality, Fit?! What is reality?! The reality that we have is like, just wait until the Eggs show up, or just wait for something to happen! I'm cool with my medicine, you know? I'm cool with Cucurucho helping me! It's making me feel way more better! So that's the reality for me, you know. Reality is the thing that you accept, so I'm accepting this as my reality. [He sighs, then says in a quieter voice] Sorry, Fit. Sorry, I just– sorry. I didn't mean to scream at you, sorry.

Fit: No, listen Pac– you need help. I know you– do you even remember why you took this medicine in the first place?

Pac: [In a quiet voice] 'Cuz I didn't have any other choice, you know. I was hopeless. It was my only choice, to use the medicine. That's all. [In a quieter voice, starting to mumble] That's why I'm gonna- I'm gonna still- gonna use it.

Fit: Look Pac–

Pac: –until I forget what happened, and that's it! That's what I'm going to do.

Fit: I know you're still in there somewhere, Pac. I know you still remember everything. I need you to remember.

Pac: [Mumbled] ...I will remember– I won't– I don't want to, I don't want to. I just want to- to build my home alone, ok Fit? I'm- I'm sorry.

#QSMP #Pactw #FitMC #Hideduo #Fitpac #...sorta #Fit #Pac #Risus Arc #September 12 2023 #As a Pac viewer the Risus arc was so rough #but this specific interaction #this specific conversation broke me #this is only a section from the fully conversation (which I've already posted. I didn't realize this part was missing until now) #This entire conversation I can visualize so clearly in my mind as if it's an animated sequence #Pac's nervous fidgets. The dark circles under his eyes. all of it #agh.... #I wasn't sure where to fit it in the transcript but #Fit exhales like he's trying to remind himself to stay calm and it drives me crazy

[seabunnieart]

frustrated & anxious

#fan art. #twisted wonderland #floyd leech #artists on tumblr #vent art... sorta #ive been like #weirdly nervous abt sharing my projection art of floyb #i have a lot of anxiety sketches LOL #one day

[lurkingandstalking]

INTRO!! ; )

took a long ass time to conjure up one of these cuz i was nervous..

you can call me anything for now or just until i come up with a fake alias or smth ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i am 14 years old bout to turn 15 in a few months

i’m a girl (she/her) and live in the US

i’ve been interested in true crime as far back as i can remember rlly. i’ve been particularly interested in cases of mass shootings, but for all i know that can change in the near future. mostly into columbine and other such cases as of late.

typa stuff i enjoy doing consists of drawing (though i literally have like zero motivation), watching tv shows and movies, listening to music, and researching on cases

i NEED friends who are into tcc or else i will go absolutely feral so dms r always open so feel free ( like no really, pls feel free, practically begging on my hands and knees ) also dm for disc

i don’t want this to be too long nor detailed so i should prolly shut the fuck up now and go on my merry way ! (◕‿◕✿)

#first post… kinda sorta nervous #be my friend #tcc tumblr #teeceecee #tccblr #tcc columbine #tc community #columbine 1999 #eric and dylan #eric columbine #dylan columbine #is this too plain?.. to devoid of substance?… oh well its 2:38 am and my mind is blanking outttt

[death-draws]

In the brief time Jason had been sitting here, he was already starting to feel better. He felt like a capybara in an onsen full of yuzu. And duck candles.

this line blasted this image in my head so thank you @noir-renard lol

[ID Jason Todd  is sitting in water with a capybara. Jason looks very pleased and has a duck candle with a cowboy hat on his head. The capybara has an orange. END ID] 

#this is from if you give a bat a burger by cielle_noir on ao3 btw! #dc x dp #tangentially in that its a crossover fic #ive never made fanfic fanart before im kinda nervous lol #iygabab #batburger au #i think today was the first day of dpxdc week so this is also sorta something for that haha #EDIT forgot my ID lol

[bugtoast]

guys what the fuck what the fuck a (kinda big??? idk???) youtuber just made a video about that one tumblr myth analysis that i chimed in on awhile ago and the video ended the video on my little analysis part?????? what???? anyways uh??? hi!!!! if you're coming from the Bettina Levy video, hi!!!! if you're looking for more analysis of things like that you're probably not gonna get it, cause I only really post random shit about my hyperfixations on here!!! i mean i might do more things like that if i get hyperfixated on something but like!!! hi!!!

idk im just??? im so surprised that im now in a video with (as of the time of writing this) 8.7k views????

#Btw im only posting this as a ' ' just in case ' ' scenario #like if i randomly get a bunch of attention n all that #if nothing happens then i'll probably delete this #anyways i am like??? im so nervous right now?? not in a totally bad way but in a ' ' oh my god what is happening right now? ' ' sorta way? #im just not used to having this much attention on me #even if its from a secondhand source? #like?? what?? #anyways this post is meant to be taken /positively!!! #textpost #might delete this later #rambles

[beelsjuicytitties]

Somewhere Only We Know

solomon x gn!reader

warnings/tags: slight angst, emotional hurt/comfort, reverse comfort, established relationship, partial solomon backstory spoilers?

summary: You hadn't heard from Solomon in weeks, and you were worried. So you go out in search of him.

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AN: haha... its been a hot while since i posted my own writing here..... wrote this in like june when i was extra emo about solomon lol. title taken from Somewhere Only We Know by Keane. read on Ao3

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You were worried. You haven't been able to get into contact with Solomon for weeks. It wasn't exactly unusual for him to be somewhere he had no reception, but he'd always let you know beforehand. Everyone you had asked simply apologized, saying they had no clue where he was. And so, you decided to go and look for him yourself, remembering all the different places he's shown you, or told you about. You brought some provisions along, unsure of how long it would take to find the witty sorcerer you loved so dearly. 

  You spent most of a day checking around the devildom, teleporting from place to place without any signs that Solomon had been there recently. Settling down onto a large stump with a sigh, you pull out some of the food you had brought. All the teleporting was starting to wear at you, but you couldn't possibly stop now. It took only a few minutes to finish the food, the taste barely registering. You quickly packed up your things and stood. There was no time to rest, there was still the human world to search. You steeled yourself, before teleporting once again.

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  Solomon wandered through a quiet field. The clear air helped to sooth his wrecked thoughts, but not enough. The sadness and grief he usually held at bay had overwhelmed him once more. In times like these, he tended to isolate. To run away and keep everything hidden from those around him. He hated this part of himself. The part of him that was a sad, lonely little boy. A boy that had lost anyone dear to him. A boy who curled up in the corner of the dark basement he lived in. His face was tense as he walked a game train through the tall grasses around him. The trail led him to a small ruin. A fallen tree that once stood proud and tall, next to a crumbling stone wall. He ran his hand along the once familiar stones, a deep melancholy gripping his heart. He sat gently on the fallen tree, and gazed up to the endless sky. Dusk had begun to settle in, the clouds painted in dark blues and saturated oranges. His tears were silent, slipping down his face and dropping onto his clothes.

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The sky was growing dark as you finally felt traces of Solomon. Even without casting anything, his magic tended to seep out and stick to his surroundings. You followed the trail you were sure he had walked, steps quickening as you felt him more and more. Finally, after searching hell and back, literally, you see him. There's barely any light now, but you could never mistake his frame. You broke into a run, a sound of relief bursting from you. He looked towards you at the sound, surprised. He was less alert in this state, less aware of everything around him. The moment you reach him, your arms are around him, holding him tight to your body as you fall to your knees in front of him. It took Solomon a moment to fully realize what was going on. He looked down at you, seeing the way you clung to him as though he was your lifeline. The way you pressed your face against his chest, quiet sobs shaking your shoulders. 

  "How.. How did you find me?" Solomon inwardly cringed at the way his voice wavered. 

  "I looked everywhere. Everywhere you've ever taken me, or told me about. I was so worried Sol, I was so, so worried." You pulled back, just enough to see his face. His eyes were red and puffy, tear stains evident on his cheeks. He looked like he hadn't slept the entire time he was gone. Knowing Solomon, it was entirely possible. You raised a shaky hand to his cheek, cradling his face softly as though he might break. "I couldn't get in contact with you, no one knew where you were, I thought.." You swallowed back your tears. "I thought something happened to you." 

  Solomon's eyes widened, how long had he been gone? Everything was one big blur as he tried to recall how many nights had passed. "You know nothing can happen to me, I've always survived any mess I get myself into." A defensive smile tried to make its way onto his face, but it looked more like a grimace. "I'm okay, you don't need to be so worried MC." 

  "Please Sol… Please don't lie to me." You raised up your torso, so you could press your forehead to his. "You're always there for me when I need you, let me return the favour." Solomon took a few shaky breaths, tears threatening to begin falling once more. He raised his arms to wrap around you, leaning against you. The two of you stay like this for a while, just holding each other and breathing. Your legs were straining to keep you up but you didn't even notice. All of you was completely focused on Solomon in this moment. Without realizing, you began to hum. A gentle, soothing tune that Solomon had hummed for you countless times when you were broken down. A soft, sad smile made its way onto his face. 

  "My mother used to hum that for me. During the cold dark nights, when I would cry, she'd come down and hold me. When I was a very young boy."  You cracked your eyes open, and looked at him through your eyelashes. 

  "Is it alright?" He gave an affirmative hum, and you continued the tune. Solomon shifted his head down, nuzzling into your shoulder. You leaned your head against his. You weren't too sure how much time had passed, before he pulled back. 

  "Why don't you come sit next to me?" His voice barely above a whisper. "I'm sure your knees would appreciate a rest." You nodded, finally noticing how stiff you had grown as you moved beside him. You laced your fingers with his, and leaned against him. "... I'm sorry. I never wanted to worry you so." He squeezed your hand. "Thank you.. For coming to find me." 

  "Always, I will always come find you Sol." The promise warmed Solomon, helping him return to himself. "I love you Sol, I love you more than words could ever say." You turned to look at him, your eyes so full of love and care. Solomon had no clue what he had done to deserve you. His adorable little apprentice, who could calm his heart without even trying. Who warmed the forgotten parts of himself, that had been stuffed away by the years and years of pain and sadness. Who took the hand of that little boy, and brought him out into the warm sunlight. 

  "And I love you too, my Dear. more than I've ever loved anything. More than anything I've ever felt." He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. "I'll try to rely on you more, I promise. There are things I still can't bring myself to talk about, but I hope I can one day." A tired loving smile found its place on your face. 

  "I will wait as long as you need." This time, he pressed a kiss to your lips. It was such a tender kiss, so full of yours and his love. It was then that Solomon's stomach let out a growl. Come to think of it, he can't remember the last time he ate. He gave a sheepish laugh, worried he had somehow ruined the moment. "I brought some food, we could eat together?"

  "That would be wonderful, my Dear." You started pulling things from your bag, the meal was rather simple, prepared in a rush. Then you pulled out the soft blanket you had brought in case you had to sleep outside. You spread the blanket out in front of the tree and sat down. Leaning slightly against the tree behind your back, you pat the space next to you. Solomon sat down, pressing into your side as you passed him some food. You ate together in a comfortable silence, staring up into the starry sky. Solomon's hand found your own once more, the warmth welcome in the chilly night air. You stayed there til morning, pointing out constellations and talking. Solomon told you a bit more about his childhood, and you shared a bit of your own, before you both fell asleep against each other. 

#solomon #solomon x reader #obey me #obey me fanfic #obey me shall we date #obmswd #lowkey forgot how to tag this sorta thing lmao #adrians writing #not q'd #late night posting again bcz im nervous haha #i want to write more and then. actually post it here #have a couple other fics i can post but extra nervous bcz theyre about my mc rather than reader insert #also might rewrite my first obm fic at some point

[agena87]

I was playing around in CAS, and suddenly I had this guy looking at me. I didn't mean to (it really was a random Sim I was making to stop me from playing dress up with Wolfie once again), but I guess it's now my version of Nervous?

Not that I would know what to do with him, as he has no place in my soap-operaesque verse (though, I could always be surprised by what my brain would come up with), but here he is and I love him.

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 cas #sim: nervous subject #ts4 townies #townie makeover #ts2 townies #(sorta)

[canongf]

my acting workshop is today!!!!!

#idk what it's gonna be like!!! #idk if i'm gonna be involved or not since i'm just sorta auditing it!!! #idk!!! #i'm nervous but i'm excited!!! #wish me luck!!! :) #i'll be on later and try to respond 2 messages thank u for being patient w me!!! <3 #live

[weaselishmcdiesel]

no comment no comment no comment no comment

#ok comment i just never see This dynamic and it's my favorite one #i dont control the thoughts i have at 3 am most of them mumbo #anyway sorry to tag this mumbo #mumbo #art #my art #hc #hermitshipping #sorta. guess it doesnt have to be #still to nervous to upload this to the main blog #interpret this whichever way makes your heart sing

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

With the modern au, can we learn more about how Frank and Eddie got together? If that's alright with you!

i. i'll admit. i kinda. forgot to think about them

#LMAO OH NO #the au started as me thinking 'ooo franklydear centric - eddie's new in town ooo etc' #and now its. well! Look At it! #check back in later... #well! i mean! ive thought about it a Smidge #its more classic love story yk? kinda? sorta. not really- #its slow going ill say that! #i like to think that popstar and laughingstock are Established before franklydear in this scenario #but its cute! #theyre both nervous about it and its very Pining yk yk #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #ok seriously though check back later lmao ill think on this more #id like to. hm. Speculate! of a sort! #i need to make sure it feels Right

[tickletails]

I would love to draw how our spidersonas hang out dear mutual :D i bet you got awesome sona gonna wait for em >:]

THANKYOU for being interested in my guy wtf!🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️ here he is lol

I'm torn on names for him though. Was thinking "snow-spider" or "icepider" (sounds silly) but not sure. Also random information under the cut, because I thought too much about his lore

His Earth is super cold and glacial so there's snow and ice everywhere. Most of humanity lives in insulated snow bunkers.

He's an apprentice at his universe's version of Oscorp which is how he got bit

The spider that bit him was an arctic wolf spider. He has pretty standard spider-man abilities, along with being able to withstand sub-zero temperatures.

His dad is an eccentric scientist + the one who designed a lot of his equipment (web-shooters, etc.) Funfact his webs actually work as an insulating material so he can wrap people up in them to prevent them from freezing to death

He was prob recruited by spider-society at some point because they figured out his earth is so uninhabitable (due to cold) that dangerous anomalies can be driven there in order to make them easier to entrap and contain.

On the flip side, no one ever wants to visit his reality because of how cold it is so he's not that close with any other spider-people

Ok I'll stop rambling but YEAH :D

#not tk #ask #ntj2pj #IM NOT USED TO MAKING OCS lol i've made like 3 proper ones in the past 3 years #well technically he is sorta a sona but #my ocs #my oc art #new tags hi #im nervous to post this lol *collapses* #Also edit the quality was bad so I reuploaded the pic

[bigkickguy]

wip - trying to doodle my rarepair on the beach and i can't stop trying to make emo ideas happen so im spitting out here to get it out of my head eustace and isaac could be cute !! just let them have their peace and quiet!! I'm starting to rotating them in my mind !!

#kickdraw #granblue fantasy #isaac gbf #esutace gbf #what do i even call this pairing - who cares im the only one out here on this boat ive seen post so far (join me hahaaaa) #eusaac #istace #??? - no idea lmao #reading isaac's fate ep made me so emo knowing how his parents treated him and grace - im glad he got her out of there cause oooouuuggghhh #anyway hear me out on them (I have almost nothing here yet lmao) #we take the 2 sorta solitary dudes on the team and we shove them together : ) #they barely interact before HSM - but yaknow im having my fun out here rotating them lol #just 2 dudes with their lives dedicated to a mission forced on them from childhood both ending their mission and moving on at the same time #guys who would relate to each other maybe if they ever spoke to each other but are too solitary probably - oops oops #grand zeta fate ep says isaac is now working for society fixing up the weapons and needs to work on ranged weaponry next : ) #eustace is the most stoic dude vs isaac being the most visibly nervous dude in the plotline - anyway i think they should kiss #could probably compare their characters more here but i'll just do it in a separate post sometime lol #edit - I FORGOT im eternally emo over how isaac got his arm eaten lmao #im want to draw 500 references to it cause it was really metal

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

Creativity demons please give me the energy to start a new painting tomorrow

#creativity demons #haven't painted in months and i need to make myself go back to it #the problem is I got all caught up in a concept that I came up for as a gift for someone i realized i should just stop bothering (D) #so was on the fence about making it even though i liked the painting idea itself and it was also going to be sorta intricate #so was feeling tied up and hesitant/nervous/anxious about making it for multiple reasons and that just put a block on all my painting mojo #but i want to paint again #I've decided to just leave d alone because I feel like he's clearly over talking to me even if he is too nice to say so #i need to move on and not let the loss of that situation keep me from creating things #it was just nice having all of his feedback on projects #most people that I know of I show them a painting it's just 'oh cool' or 'haha nice' #or my one friend who always gives blistering critiques that make me feel shitty about my abilities so I don't show him stuff very much #i know my art should just be for me but I like to share and discuss it too #ugh sorry creativity problems rant #faye's most excellent art projects

[azelle-intermisson]

i dont normally like to use tumblr as a journal but fuck it!!

i think i wanna transition but like i am like sorta afraid to do it bc my main goal rn is to move out as soon as possible bc i am literally sleeping on someones floor atm and even though i would love to have my own apartment ik its not entirely realistic given my situation and finding roommates that are either allies or other trans people sounds like really fucking hard esp since im not really in community with anyone else and idk where to look. idk normally when i feel this way it doesnt really get under my skin and i just ignore it but im sorta coming to terms with the fact that if i dont do something about this feeling im prob gonna keep feeling it for the rest of my life.

#azelle talking #like there are people who i wanna be friends with and i wanna make friends through the internet but i get soo fucking nervous #and like the times i have managed to overcome it i end up having a lot of fun talking to people #so idk why i am so nervous to do it #also for clarification i am sleeping on a mattress topper on someones floor #but like aaaa i wanna sleep in an actual bed in my own space soo bad its killing me #vent #sorta #i always end up deleting these types of posts but who knows i might leave this one up for fun