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#WHAT DO Y THIBK ABOUT THAT
my-castles-crumbling · 3 months
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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii Omg i havee SOOO much to tell and ask you its both sad and fun stuff, First off i wanna tell you that you are such an amazing person like seriously omggg how do u even exist like you must not be allowed away from heaven. Btw random: i heard u mention abt u in university so hows that going and whats ur majorr???? :)) And now the very very bad stuff: i messed up. not very uncommon you see, but very bad. my cousin whom i rllyyy love shes amazing shes like the andromeda to my sirius. nd my dad's side is very cruel to my mom before i ws born and they also shamed her for having a kid (my sis) that has problems (they refuse to tell me what it is but she has 2 problems idk the first one she has since birth and the second is that she had um.. men parts but when she was around 4/5 we founf out shes.. female? im a minor i rlly dont undersrand how ths works so..yeah. shes 8 now btw this year shes gonna be 9 y/o) basically very cruel people very very bad and so my cousin, whos from my dad's side, she came for like a sleepover thingy and my father commented on my mom's side and how they arent close to me even though they are my basucaly everything.. and in reply, i said how i like them and they are good and i said "my mums side is great... better than father side atlst" and she said "i can hear u yk" and i said that shes a excpetiion but when she wnt home she really felt upset and she had an exam but she stll didnt come to my house (my house is closer to her school so she stays here in exam time so it takes less tme in travelling) so my father cmpletly blamed me and now im so upset idek what to do i dont wanna apologize to her cz she doesnt know that i know that she said shes upset. my father confronted me about it and he got to jknow from my cousins mom so there was no direct contact but basically yeah thats it. i need help in what i should do to fix things again :( but this is the reason that simply talking wouldnt work and its rlly hard :( btw random: how do i start my microfic thing like do i just upoad a micfic or do i post smgthn else first if ykwim? another thing:
yeah idk but i think m bisexual and i have a bestfriend shes straight and supports lgbtq+ community but i rlly like her and cz were besties i dont wnanna ruin anything at all and im cool with how we r rn but at the same time i want more ykwim? and.. were like the touchy-feely kinda bestfriends so we hold hands n stuff as a joke nd people ship us and its so asdxdfgkhljhxx idek if i rlly like her as a frnd or i like her as in like like her.. but i also have a crush on a boy but it only lasts for 2 secs but when i see him again i start to thibk i like him again but my other rlly gud friend likes him so is it that i like hm and ignore my feelings js cs my frnd liks him or do i just like him as frnds,, idek were close we play games togheter n stuff but thtas about it..
also have i mentioned how much of an angel you are??? i literally scream and jump off a cliff casually when u reply to my texts <333 ilysm ur such a great person <333
xoxo, sweet potato <33
hi!
Aww you're so sweet! I'm not in university anymore, at least not in the traditional sense: I'm working on my master's degree. It's going.....not terrible lol. I'm majoring in ESL Education (English as a Second Language).
For your first question: I think this is a really good example of how talking through other people isn't the best solution. Do you have any way of getting in contact with your cousin directly? Because things are definitely going to be changed and exaggerated if you are talking through your aunt and dad. Once you talk to her, be truthful. Be sincere and tell her how important she is to you. I'm betting she'll come around.
For microfics: Nope, just go for it! You don't have to do anything beforehand, just start! I can't wait to see what you write!
For the last part: First, are you sure you friend is straight? If she definitely is, then yeah, it might not be worth it to say anything? But I mean, you could always try bringing it up casually. Like "Oh, I think you're really pretty!" and see what happens?
With the guy- I know it sounds cliche, but if your friend likes him, stay away. I've been there. I've seen friendships fall apart. It's not worth it, especially since you're not even sure of your feelings. I know I probably sound like a parent, here, but there was a full-on FEUD I experienced in eighth grade because two people were fighting over a guy and....yeah.
Thank you so much for the compliments, you're so nice!! <3 I hope you have a great day!
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umeqii · 7 days
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-⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀IF THAT WHORE TOUCHES YOU ⠀⠀⠀. . . ⠀i'll kill her .
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fandom ; class of 09
character ; emily
gender ; fem reader (i hc emily as lesbian :3)
creator ; umeqii
QUICK A/N - again, it's co09, it has sex, pedophilia, slight nsfw, drugs and things so read at yur own risk !!
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─── GENERAL EMILY HEADCANONS !!
okay so we know how emily has like a 20+ year old boyfriend and she probably don't even like him yeah
how you guys met was that you both (and nicole) were in that one remedial (??) class, like the one where // SPOILERS : emily killed herself during her english thing
so like you and her got close after opening up or sometjing
and like i lowkey made this the day i got the request and i'm writing this on the 3/05 and idk how to do emily's character ☠️☠️
but, despite how aggressive she may seem to other people, she definitely isn't with you!!
she gets over protective most of the time, for example, when jeffery comes up to you n starts tryna talk to yu
you guys wld fr do drugs tgth
she asked you out, it went smth like :
ym were smoking together, whilst skipping pe, and you were laughing with her and she then took notice in how beautiful your e/c eyes were and the way your voice cracked whenever you laughed a bit TOO hard
she thought about what it would be like to give you head
her eyes widened at the thought of thibking those typa things abiut your bsf?@?@?@
and then she just pulled the old!!
"y/n." in a silly lil voicd, but not TOO silly if ykwim
then when yu looked at her, she grabbed your face and kissed you
you liked her aswell, so you didn't pull away
then when she realised you guys were lowkey getting into it, she just moved into your lap n shit got heated 💥💥💥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣💯💯💯💯
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I AM GENUINELY SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SO BAF BECAUDE IVE BEEN SO BUSY W STUDIES N OCCUPIED BC OF MENTAL HEALTH SO ILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE SMTH BETTER IN FUTURE 🔥🔥🔥
taglist : @liliathevamp
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maiwon · 2 years
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💭28: g eff?! WHAT?!
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you signed up for the vice president position in decelis academy as a joke, but the joke quickly faded when they announced you as the vice president. you decided to make an application and post it on your twitter account because you were tired of not having a love life outside of school. but what if the president of the student council sends you his application?
warnings: cursing ( thats all i thibk hekp )
word count: 362
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you heard a knock on your door a few minutes after you sent the message you wrote for jungwon. you stood up slowly, confused to who's knocking at your door this late. you walked quickly to the kitchen to get a small pan to protect yourself if this person was a criminal.
you walk towards the door, pan in hand. you slowly twist the door knob, the pan still in your other hand, ready to hit who ever was standing outside your door. you opened the door quickly, preparing to hit them with the pan.
you stopped swinging the pan when you saw who was outside the door, yang jungwon. your face flushes red when you remembered what he had asked you earlier, making you slam the door right in front of him.
you lean your back on the door as you slide down from embarrassment. you push the pan aside, fixing your hair quickly. "y/n?" you hear jungwon mutter, knocking softly. "ah.. wait a minute!" you stutter, getting up and dusting your hands.
you take a deep breath as you open the door again, with a nervous grin. "what are you doing here, jungwon?" you ask him, grabbing his wrist to pull him inside your dorm. "uh... about my message, i guess?"
you raise your eyebrow as you sat down on the couch, "...what about it?"
"i wasn't joking. look... i really like you. i've liked you since... i don't know, 7th grade? i did court you for this. and i'm willing to wait for your yes until i grow old or when i die or—"
"yes jungwon."
jungwon stops talking, his breath turning shaky. "what?" he asks you, confused of what you said. "i said yes jungwon, yes you can be my boyfriend," you repeat, with a clearer explaination ad you broke out to a grin.
he smiles as he launched himself on you, holding you as if you would just fade right there. he smiled so hard that his cheeks hurt the day after.
but he didn't care. all he cared about was you, and the fact that he now can call you his. you're finally his girl.
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note THEY . THEYRE SO CUTE T_T i love ynwon so much . Also so sorry for the irregular updates </3 might update again later this evening!!
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boffeecean · 4 years
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19 days as things me and my friends have said p.8
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Zheng xixi: *gasps* omg is that a cat
Jian yi: *holding up a raccoon* I got a new kitty
Zheng xixi: N O
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Jian yi: Did you know pop cans explode if you leave them in the freezer too long??
Mo: Yea, y
Jian yi: *scooping out frozen slushy chunks of coke out of the freezer* No reason
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*Mo’s phone buzzes*
From she li: prepare your anus :)
From mo: what does that mean
From she li: :))
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Mo: what did you eat today
Zheng xixi: ass
Mo: I’m done caring about you
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Jian yi: Dude can we get a shark coochie
Brother qiu: A WHAT (doesn’t know what a meme even is)
Jian yi: ya’know the thing with the cheese and crackers
Brother qiu:.......
Brother qiu: DO YOU MEAN A CHARCUTERIE BOARD
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Jian yi: *holding up mo* awww he likes me omg
Zheng xixi: no he doesn’t he’s gonna hurt you
Jian yi: no he won’t he needs a bathie
*not even 2 minutes later*
Jian yi: *loud Screeching and crashes* HE DOESNT LIKE ME GOD HELP ME *comes out of the bathroom with blood covered arms and snatches everywhere*
Zheng xixi: so... I guess I was right
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Jian yi: * silently pours hand sanitizer on his hand*
He tian, mo and Zheng xixi: *all talking*
Jian yi: *stares at lighter, slowly reaches for it, carefully lights it then shoves it into this hand* ......MO HELP ME MY HANDS ON FIRE WHAT DO I DO ZHENG PLEASE OMG I DIDNT THIBK ITD DO THAT
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He tian: why does he get 4 cookies, we didn’t even get one
Mo: *pointing at Jian yi* he’s had a sad life
He tian: I’ve had a sad life
Mo: sucks to be you then don’t it
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He cheng: *to he tian* I don’t care about you but your dad does so I gotta pretend I do too so no you can’t die today
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cloudykaii · 4 years
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Sadly
pairing: got7 x eighth member!reader [PLATONIC]
summary:  Yes if you want!! I loved the new imagine!! I was thibking yknow the prank they did to yugyeom when he was ‘late’? An 8th member imagine where they do that to reader !! And reader is just confused and sad
warnings: the reader get’s really sad and as i’ve said before i am a kpop baby, so I had no idea what anon was talking about, I won’t lie, but i kind of did my best and just ran with it
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You weren’t in a rush, walking casually up to the practice room since you were pretty early according to the time on your phone, You smiled happily as you entered the room, but it quickly fell as your eyes landed on your brothers, all throughout the room, their faces either upset or stony. 
“Uh,” you stopped in your tracks, “Is everything okay guys?” No one said a word, which only made the uneasy feeling in your stomach grow. They weren’t even looking at you. You looked to your right to see Yugyeom, sat with his back against the wall next to the door. You tapped his shoulder, kneeling next to him. “Did something happen?”
He just looked away from you, not bothering to say anything, which gave you an empty feeling. What was going on? You tried walking over to BamBam, but he just backed up further, making you stop in your tracks. Your expression was full of confusion and hurt. “Did I do something wrong?”
You looked around at all of them, trying to search for any form of a clue about what happened, but they all avoided your gaze, looking more upset than when you first entered the room. “Guys, I’m really sorry for whatever I did, I swear I won’t do it again, just can someone please talk to me? I’m really sorry.” 
Your voice was soft but frantic as you spoke, and Jinyoung looked up at you slowly. “Then why were you so late? If you’re so sorry, why did you come so late? It’s like you don’t even care anymore.”
Tears welled in your eyes as you started to apologize, but Jaebum cut you off. “No, he’s right. You haven’t been putting in your part. Do we not matter anymore? Are we not worth your time?”
This was your worst nightmare. Your breathing started to quicken. “No! Guys, that’s not it, I swear!” This was not happening, you tried to face each of your brothers, but they just looked angry. Youngjae glanced at you. “Then what is it? What could you have possibly been doing that was more important than practice?” The tone of his voice finished the sentence for him, and you let out a loud sob at the thought of your brothers believing you didn’t try just as hard as they did or thinking that you didn’t care about them This was everything you never hoped to happen. 
The minute the sob left your lips and your tears finally streamed down your cheeks, Jinyoung cursed. He stood up and raced over to you, pulling you into a hug. “Hey, no, Y/N, come on. Don’t cry.” You only sobbed harder as he tried to calm you down, the rest of your brothers coming over to you. 
“I’m sorry,” you cried, and Mark frowned at the sound of your heart breaking sobs. He shared a glance with the others, this was not how this was supposed to go. He pulled you away from Jinyoung, whispering to cut off yet another apology from you. “Y/N, it’s okay. It’s not actually real, sweetheart, we’re not mad.”
You looked at him, more than confused. “You aren’t? But-”
“Look, over there in the corner. See the camera? This was a prank.”
Your jaw dropped and you stared at the guilty faces of all of them. “Are you serious?” Your bottom lip quivered again. “You’re so mean!” You said, moving to hit each of them. “I thought you guys hated me.”
BamBam dodged your hand. “We could never hate you, and I think I can definitely speak for everyone when I say that,” he nervously chuckled, “We will not be pranking you again.”
Well, you had no complaints with that. 
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romance-is-tragic · 4 years
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Everlasting ? (Jason Todd X Fem! Reader)
Summary: You thought the kind of relationship youhad with your boyfriend, Jason Todd would last forever. You were about to be slapped back into reality.
Warnings: Angst, Mentions Of Violence
A/N: Hey everyone, I hope you enjoyed my last fic. I'm back with Jason Todd this time. I've been watching a lot of Hindi movies in rhe past couple days and two in particular, कल हो ना हो (Kal Ho Naa Ho - Tomorrow May Not Be There) and कभी अलविदा ना कहना (Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna - Never Say Goodbye) gave me some inspiration to write this piece. I hope you enjoy. As always, feedback is appreciated :)
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"Honey, I'm home," you called out as you stepped into the tiny apartment you shared with your boyfriend of three years, Jason Todd. You set down your purse and rubbed your eyes tiredly as you walked inside. It had been a long tiring day and you wanted nothing more to curl into Jason's arms.
You opened the door to your shared bedroom with a gentle smile on your face. Instead of your boyfriend waiting for you, you found him wrapped around another girl, your best friend, Sara. You watched her sit on his lap, his arms around her waist, hers slinking around his neck as they held together in a passionate kiss. "JASON TODD, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THIBK YOU'RE DOING !" you yelled at him, the smile on your face replaced by rage as angry tears slipped down your cheeks.
"Y/N, I didn't think you'd be back until later..." he stammered, pushing Sara off his lap. You rolled your eyes,"clearly," you said. Tears flowed faster down your cheeks, "why Jason ? How long ?" you said, trying to hold yourself together. "Eight months," he said quietly. You slipped to the floor, "but why, am I not enough for you ?" He ran his hands angrily through his hair, "of course you're not, dammit," he snapped. "Look at yourself, Y/N. You're always so busy with work, you refuse to sleep with me because of some stupid genophobia you invented and you never once spent any time with me," he said.
Sara stepped quietly out of the room, saying she'd be in the living room if you wanted to talk to her. You basically growled at her, saying you couldn't believe she'd been with your boyfriend for the past eight months, declaring your friendship over and told her to go home.
"Listen to me Jason," you said firmly. "I'm busy because you're not. I pay the bills, I keep this house going, you're living off my charity. Genophobia is very real, from the very start, we girls are told that fornication is going to hurt, we're going to bleed heavily and that we have to please our men no matter what the cost. It terrifies the everloving crap out of me and I've already told you that. As for not spending time with you, who made you soup when you were sick ? Who cooked your favorite meals no matter how tired they were ? Who fixed up your suit by hand with no light in the middle of the night after a fight ? Who tended to your every need, stitched you up and healed all your wounds, scars and bruises ? Me, that's who..." Jason stood up and made his way to you, he placed his hand on your cheek, wiping your tears and before you knew it, a sharp pain coursed through you face, he'd slapped you.
Jason hit your jaw with his powerful right hook, making you fall further onto the ground. He yanked you by the arms forcing you to look into his eyes with your teary, hazy ones. "We're done, understood," he said. "I don't love you anymore, get out of my house." You stood up on shaky legs, "MY house," you said, hanging on to the door frame for support. Jason slapped you once more, your red cheek starting to bruise.
"What do you think gives you the right to treat her like that ?" a soft but gravelly voice asked. You turned on your heel and saw Bruce standing there, Dick, holding a carton of beer, by his side. "Bruce, Dick, what are you doing here ?" you asked quietly. Bruce walked forward to confront his son, "we were supposed to spend time together, instead of waiting with takeout like you promised, I find you hurting your girlfriend."
Dick took your hand and led you to the worn-out couch, sitting you down. "What happened Y/N ?" he asked tentatively, stroking down your bruised cheek as you both heard Bruce and Jason engaged in a shouting match inside "I found him... cheating on me... with my best friend," you said. "He said that I wasn't enough for him, that I never spent time with him..." Dick thumbed away your tears and pressed his lips to your forehead. "I'm so sorry, Y/N," he said softly. You looked into his eyes, calming yourself as you said, "its not your fault, Dick."
Bruce stalked out of your bedroom, Jason following like a puppy behind. "Dick, stay with Y/N, Jason, you're coming with me. I'm keeping her away from you, you don't deserve to be with her if you can't appreciate her." You put a hand on Bruce's arm, "I'm fine Bruce, really." "Look here, Y/N, it's best, Dick will stay the night with you." With that, Bruce walked proudly out of the apartment, Jason following suit while Dick put a protective arm around your waist, seeing your now ex-boyfriend growl angrily at you as he followed his father.
Dick made coffee for you both and sat with you on the couch, holding your hand as old movies played softly in the background. "You okay ?" he asked after you pried your eyes away from Breakfast At Tiffany's. You nodded, tears slipping down your cheeks, "I'll be fine." Dick pulled you closer, gently kissing your forehead as he wiped your tears. "Don't worry, you're safe with me," he said. "Just remember, no love is everlasting."
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sad-boy-mono · 4 years
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High School Casualties
Chapter 2/?
Word Count- 1,586
Master post with Ao3 link
Damien and Shayne were now 30 minutes through their second period of the day, parting ways with Courtney after the first. But, as always, agreed to meet up again at lunch with Keith, Noah and Olivia.
They only had 10 minutes left of class, and in that 10 minutes their teacher let them work on their homework. Shayne, working on science notes, took a look at his friend. Damien, sitting a few rows away from him, was staring blankly at his textbook for world history. His eyes glued in place so Shayne could tell that he wasn’t reading. Just... Staring.
Shayne glanced around the classroom, seeing if their teacher was nearby. When he confirmed it was safe, Shayne snuck his phone out of his pocket and held it in his lap so it looked like he just was reading a book. He unlocked his phone and went to Damien’s contact.
Shayne
You good? You’re just kind staring off into space
Shayne looked back at his exhausted friend. Damien jerked his head upwards as he snapped out of the zoning out he was doing. He did the same glance around the room Shayne had done, then pulled out his own phone from his bag. He turned it on and after seeing the notification, looked at Shayne briefly. He began typing, glancing around every so often.
Damien
Yeah I thibk so just really ducking tired.
*think
*fucking
Damn I need to learn hiw to spell or just type slower
*HOW! GOD DAMNIT!
Shayne stifled a laugh and looked at Damien with a smile.
Shayne
Ok just making sure ur not dying or something lol
Just be sure to get some good sleep tonight you dumb bitch
Damien
ooooooor I could suffer and try to nap during lucnh
Shayne
I mean you could also go to the nurse
u tired fuck
Damien
Well I’m not gonna do that so if u excuse me ima continue to stare off into space
Shayne
Well staring off into space is not a good substitute for sleep so you better get some tonight
Damien
Or wut ;)))
Shayne stifled another laugh. This time he was laughing at himself though.
Shayne
Or I’ll come to your house at midnight and make you sleep ;)))))
Damien
Like r u gonna knock me out with a bat or fuck me? cuz im down either way honestly ;)))))))))))))
Shayne laughed quietly to himself after reading that, and looked over at Damien. Who looked like he was also struggling to hide his laughter.
“I fucking hate you!” Shayne mouthed to Damien, who just blew a sarcastic kiss to Shayne.
Shayne
Ok but deadass don’t force yourself to be miserable all day. If you keep this up I’ll bring Courtney into the chat
Damien
Oh god plz no she scares me when she goes into mom mode
Shayne
Exactly. So be a good boy and get to sleep by 8 and eat your veggies 
and do your homework
That would be smart as well
Damien
But I don’t waaaaaannnnaaaaaa
Shayne
Ok you leave me no choice. 
Shayne went to the group chat that had all 3 of them in it.
Banana Man
@Court Bourt 
Deem
NOOOOO
The two stared at their phones, waiting for Courtney to reply. It took about 3 minutes before she did.
Court Bourt
What did you guys do this time?
Banana Man
Damien’s being a lil bitch. Make his sleep
Court Bourt
What do you want me to do? Kill him?
Deem
Yes
Banana Man
No!
He’s gonna pull another all-nighter on us again and be miserable 
Court Bourt 
Daaamemiiiiin
Deem
I’m sowwwwwwy 
Court Bourt
I will personally come to your house and make you some niiiice sleepytime tea. But little did you know it will be full of that extra sleepy juuuuuuice
Deem
DrUgs?
Court Bourt
yes
Deem
oh
please don’t
Court Bourt
Oh I will and don’t you doubt it
Deem
:(
Court Bourt
Ok I gotta go my teacher’s about to yoink my phone
Banana Man
oof
Court Bourt
But Damien, don’t think this is over bitch
Deem
Oh shit she’s gonna kill me
Banana Man
Good
Shayne heard a snort come from a few rows ahead of him. He looked ahead and saw Damien chuckling to himself.
Banana Man
Why you laughing bitch
Did I say something fUnNy
Deem
No youre just being a SILLY GOOSEY BOY
Banana Man
...
Bitch
Deem
Oh
That was kinda rude.
Banana Man
That sounds like a you issue
Deem
It probably is but fuck you anyways :)
Shayne giggled to himself quietly. Damien always made him laugh, even if what he said wasn’t necessarily a joke. 
Deem
Oh WhAtS sO fUnNy sHaYnE dId I sAy SOmEtHiNg fUnNy?!?!
Banana Man
No 
It is just you who is the silly goosey boy now
Shayne could see Damien chuckling to himself at the comment Shayne made. Damien turned to face Shayne slowly and subtly flipped him off, making him laugh once again.
Then the bell rang, and in seconds time the whole class was on their feet and packing up to leave. Shayne walked out the door and waited for Damien right outside the classroom. Once Damien walked out the two just stared at each other.
“You’re really fucking stupid.” They said in unison, which was followed up by boisterous laughter from the two. 
“JINXS you owe me eight- thousand dollars!” Damien said in between laughter, making Shayne laugh harder.
“God I WISH I had that kind of money!” Shayne said between laughter. 
“Imagine having money to do stuff.” Damien began walking down the hall once the crowd of people finished making their way out of the room.
“Well first you need a job.” Shayne said, following Damien
“Imagine having a job.” 
Shayne laughed at his comment. “You know you’re dumb idiot, right?”
“Yeah but I’m your dumb idiot and the only way you’re getting rid of me is if you kill me. And I think Courtney’s gonna beat you to that. So JOKES ON YOU!” 
Shayne rolled his eyes but continued to laugh. “You’re still a dumb idiot though.”
“Again, Shayne, we just went through this! I’m your dumb idiot!” Damien slapped his own hand for emphasizes. “And, also, you’re my dumb idiot! That’s how this WORKS Shayne!”
The boys laughed harder as they walked down the hall, getting a few weird looks as they did.
They continued to talk until Damien began to talk slower, his words we getting jumbled and he looked pale. He took one last look around before he began to fall.
“Whoa- shit!” Shayne’s reflexes kicked in and wrapped his arms around Damien, preventing him from hitting the ground. 
“Damien you good?” Shayne asked, getting a delayed nod from Damien. 
“Can you stand up?” 
“Y- yeah.” Damien placed hid feet fully on the ground and slowly stood up. “Ok yeah. I think I’m good.”
“What caused that?” Shayne asked, trying to mask the obvious concern in his voice.
“I-I don’t know. One moment my head really hurt, the next I’m almost on the ground.” Damien rubbed his temples in an attempt to sooth his head. “I think it’s just really loud in the halls.”
“Ok lets head in there then,” Shayne point to the bathroom not to far down the hall. Damien nodded in agreeance. 
The two boys walked down the hall, Shayne keeping a subtle hand on Damien’s shoulder in case of another spill. Damien was running a hand through his hair to try and stable himself.
The two took a quick turn into the bathroom. Damien went to lean against the wall in between two sinks. Shayne dug through his bag and pulled out his water bottle.
“Here,” he passed it to Damien “drink up bitch.”
“Wow is that anyway to talk to your friend who could be dying? No I don’t think so!” Damien sarcastically said, then took a drink of the water.
“I friggen hate you!” Shayne chuckled, pulling paper towels from the dispenser and running them under the sink with cold water.
“What you doin there baby boy?” Damien said in between drinks.
“This,” Shayne took the paper towels and placed them on Damien’s forehead after ringing them out. “I don’t know how much it’ll help, but we gotta do what we can to prepare for the long journey to the nurses office.”
Damien snorted at Shayne’s exaggeration. “Oh yeah I guess I should go to the nurse shouldn’t I?”
“YeAh I think that’d be smart!”
“Also I’m sorry, but I’m gonna drink all your water.” Damien punctuated with another drink.
“oH nO nOt My wAtEr! Dude drink it. Drink it all! Hell, I will get you and your sleep deprived, dehydrated ass another bottle of water.” Damien snorted at his statement, only slightly choking on the water
“You good?” Shayne asked with an amused smirk on his face.
“Yeah, you’re just a dumb lil man who makes dumb lil man jokes.” Damien teases, receiving one middle finger from Shayne. 
“Hey man, that’s just unnecessary.” Damien said, flipping off Shayne as he did. The two looked at each other and began snickering.
“Oh god,” Shayne said with a sigh, “Let’s get you to the nurse.”
“Oh you’re trying to get rid of me now? Well I’m not going down that easily! Take that!” Damien gently slapped Shayne with the wet paper towel that had been on his forehead.
Shayne stood there, mildly stunned.
“Let’s go to the nurse now.”
“Ok.”
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i want to hate fran but i literally love her name so i dont thibk i can but shes not doing anything wrong w being w nolan since y/n is w keelan.......honestly idk what to feel i want nolan and y/n together but i also like keelan ahhhhhh
omg is fran just doing it to get nolan to spill that he likes y/n or for y/n to get jealous and eventually admit she likes nolan fjslfjs what if fran actually likes kevin LMAOOOO IM JUST THINKING OUT LOUD DONT MIND ME
full send I think if I ever have daughters their names are going to be Evelina and Francesca (Evelina was my Nonna’s name and I was the last great-grandchild she met before she passed away and yes I know that I should technically call her my Bisnonna but whatever that’s 100% the first daughter)
the reader did say she didn’t care if Fran did something with Nolan, Fran did express interest, and Nolan did consent to everything so really no one is doing anything wrong (other than Fran making y/n question her relationship when she really doesn’t need to) 
hmmmm maybe you’re giving me ideas who knows I have a paper to write honestly I haven’t thought about it 😂
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Always/8
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Part 8
Elijah Mikaelson x reader/Elena Gilbert
ft Klaroline, and Stebekah
AU TVD/TO story
a/n: thanks so much for reading and liking. xoxo I sooo appreciate it. 😘😘😘
Summary: Y/N/E was attacked and after it she was in a coma for a year. As she woke up she finds she is married to Elijah Mikaelson. 
tags @rissyrapp20 @dendrite-lover @cassienoble2000 @captainshurley @goddessofthunder112 @elejahforever @hides2000
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Stefan Salvatore arrived late at the Ball and looked now for his brother and his sister-in-law. Coming from the hallway, Rebekah now stumbled upon him and stood in front of him like he was a being out of space.
"Hello-how are you? Rebekah Mikaelson?"-Stefan said. "Yes. That's me. Oh, Dr Salvatore-"
"Stefan. Just call me Stefan"- he said.
"Right, Stefan"- Rebekah said and quickly switched back to the hostess mode-"If you are looking for your brother, well, they are with Mrs Lockwood- she wants to get one of them interested in one of the projects."
"Thank you"- Stefan said-"I hope you will have time to spare a dance later?"
This was not something Rebekah had expected. The way he said it was warm and sweet.
"I will- spare a dance?!"- she said somewhat clumsily. It was rare that someone shook her to the core in just a second. She had met him that once as she went to visit Y/NE with Elijah. She looked him disappear in the crowd smiling.
Y/N/E and Elijah mixed with many acquintences, who they knew through work and Elena's art circle. Nearly all of them were happy seeing Y/N/E well, but to Y/N/E, it all seemed false. She had, nevertheless found everything quite enlightening. One thing was sure, and it was her enjoying dancing even though it was quite elaborate in the gown she was wearing. "I can't imagine having to wear this kind of clothes every day"- she said to Caroline as they sat down for a little break as Mrs Lockwood presented the good work their organization had done in the previous year, as well as the projects to come.
"The corset is killing me"- Caroline admitted.
Both women laughed a little.
"When I said to my colleagues that it is not just a Ball, I didn't believe them. I organized parties- but this is another level "- Caroline said. "I guess, it's Rebekah. What I found out about her, nothing is done half-way."- Y/N/E said. "Well, I get that now. Explains Klaus so much"- Caroline added looking at Klaus who was conversing with one of his clients.
Y/N/E noticed Caroline's dreamy look and said- "It's like they have this magic that compels you straight away" "Ha?"- Caroline turned to Y/N/E getting out of her momentary daze. "The way you looked at Klaus just now. Something draws you to him and you can't help yourself. I remember when they told me about Elijah when I got out of my coma, about who he was to me, and when I saw him- this man is my husband-really? Even though I didn't quite understand straight away what it meant. And everyday, I was looking forward to seeing him."
"I just know him for a few weeks, and, yeah, there is something magical"- Caroline admitted-"but at the same time feels like -wow-isn't all this a bit too fast- I don't want to get burnt. I got burnt before, not once- I went too fast in with my heart"
"Love is about the heart though"- Y/N/E said.
Caroline looked at Y/N/E and then at Klaus who was now coming their way. Whatever it will be she would at least have fun this evening and let her heart aside for the moment.
Everyone was asked to find their partners as another set of dancing would commence.
Stefan now found Rebekah politely holding his hand out for the dance. She silently took it and they walked towards the dance floor. Her heart flattering as they swayed to the song.                          
I close my eyes and there in the shadows I see your light You come to me out of my dreams across the night
Caroline avoided Klaus' gaze as if making sure she would not fall under his spell. Klaus, on the other hand sucumbed to her charms letting himself be bewitched.
Sophie found Kol on the terrace. He looked completely shattered. The Ball was another dark reminder of everything that was haunting him. Sophie brushed his cheek lightly with her hand. He looked at her with eyes clearly showing despair. "I love you and everything will be right again"- she reasurred him. "I don't deserve you"- Kol said-"I don't know what you see. I am such a screw up"
"You have a good heart even though it gets lost from time to time"- Sophie said.
Kol now embraced his firmly wife kissing her on the head.
And Y/N/E and Elijah were sitting this one out as Y/N/E felt a bit faint as they walked to the dance area. Elijah urged them to leave, but Y/N/E said that it wasn't that bad. She was even checked by Bonnie and she said that her blood pressure was slightly high, but there was nothing alarming.
"Please go dance. I am fine. I will take my medicine and I will be ok."- Y/N/E said to Bonnie.
"But if this persist and you continue to feel faint- you will need to go to the nearest ER"- Bonnie said.
"I think we should go"- Elijah said.
"No. It is nothing. Please, don't fuss. I am having a great time."- Y/N/E said-"I just felt slightly dizzy. I was like this the other day and then I was fine, and nothing happened. Even at the check-up they said this could happen and I was to sit it out."
She took Elijah's hand and then said-"I love this song. It is a bit ott but - it just made me feel like - how about we renew our vows"
He was stunned at this comment.
"For always"- Y/N/E said as she listened to the refrain.
"What brought this on?"- Elijah now said.
"Everything"- Y/N/E said.
"What-? Do you remember?"-
"A moment ago - I had this glimpse- when I spoke to Caroline-"
"A glimpse?"-Elijah was happy.
"I am not sure- maybe I have imagined it- but we are at the gazebo - I have a blue flower in my hair"
Since they had no photos and Elijah didn't detail all of what she wore that day.
"It was not a flower"- Elijah said-"I don't know what it really was - but it was blue. You had to have something blue- OMG- you remembered something!"-
"I did- I want to go down to Mystic Falls. I need to see this place. Dr Salvatore's exercises helped!"- Y/N/E was happy.
It was a great breakthrough. They both revelled in it. Finally, things were moving in the right direction.
Elijah leaned over to her and gave her a little peck-"And I like this thing with renewing our vows"- he said-"for always"
Mikael came up to them apologizing for the interuption, but he needed Elijah's assistance on a business matter. And as a financial adviser Elijah was the man he would trust. Reluctuntly, Elijah agreed and left with his father, but not before he made certain Y/N/E was ok with it.
"Sure. There, Sophie will watch over me, not that I need watching"- Y/N/E said.
Sophie asked what it was about, but Y/N/E didn't want to go on about it and asked why she was not dancing. "Kol is not much of a dancer"- Sophie replied. And then their conversation focused on Rebekah and the fact that she was having a great time with Srefan. "I think he could be the one"- Y/N/E said.
"Really- why do you thibk so?"- Sophie continued.
"He is pretty calm and Rebekah is boisterous- but that's maybe a crazy observation"- Y/N/E then said-"even though they all wear masks- somehow they can't hide the twinkle in their eyes."
"Yeah- "- Sophie said pensively.
Y/N/E drew a long breath and then stood up telling Sophie she was going to the bathroom. Sophie offered to accompany her but Y/N/E said that she didn't need to be chaperoned. She felt she needed some fresh air and went to the terrace.
She got to the edge and gazed into the bright city lights listening to the constant buzz of the traffic.
"This is where you are hiding?!"- a man behind her said taking his mask off.
Y/N/E turned around and recognizing the man from the photo Vicky showed her said-"Mason?"
"Yeah-"- Mason said-"You look good as ever. I am glad you're better."
"Not completely, but I'm getting there. Wish I can turn back time"-Y/N/E said.
"Oh, yeah-I wish we can turn back time"- Mason now took a step towards her and Y/N/E stepped back, but Mason now pulled her swiftly to him and kissed her. She pushed him away looking at him astound-
"What are you doing??"
"Come on-you always had time for me, married or not"- Mason shot back.
"What??"- Y/N/E said in panic-"Not true"
"Don't give me that"- Mason continued-"you were such free person- look what the Mikaelsons have done to you-"
"Done to me? You are mad. I am not listening to this"- Y/N/E now tried to rush away from the man, but got caught up in the gown and nearly fell.
"Run to the people who killed your brother and covered it up"- Mason spat in anger
Y/N/E turned around and stepped forward to him and slapped him.
"Yeah-slap me. They are the once needing a kick in the guts. They are masters of manipulating everything and everyone."
"Kol did not kill my brother!!"- Y/N/E shouted back.
"That's what yhey wanted you to think, but I have proof!"-
"What proof?"
"That he is still involved with the drugs and making deals tonight at this very Ball!"- Mason shot back at her.
"You're pathetic! Vicky told me about you. This is because I went to marry Elijah?!"
"Please-Maybe this will open your eyes about them"- Mason now took his phone out showing her a video of Kol offering a deal to one of very respectable business man.
"This is not true"- Y/N/E muttered-"this not true"- now holding her head with her hands feeling it pulsating as if it was to explode any minute.
The only thing she could hear was Mason saying -"This is very true. This is what the Mikaelsons are like" and seeing Elijah appearing heading straight for Mason punching him before she fell down blacking out.
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Y/N/E's flashback
"Where is the money?"- shouted at Y/N/E as the other one grabbed hold of her with his arm around her neck.
"Take what you want. Here's my bag. Just don't hurt me please"- Y/N/E gasped looking horrified but thinking how she would kick the goon off. So she tried stomping with her heal on his foot and he screamed and Y/N/E thought she got free, but the other one got hold of her and now kicked her in the stomach. Y/N/E fell on the floor gasping for breath. He got hold of her hair now pulling it.
"This is not a game. We don't want your few bucks. Jeremy Gilbert double crossed us! So where is the money? And don't tell me you don't know. You were tight. You look after him. We know that! SO TALK!"
"I really don't know. Please-"
The man was getting really angry and now slapped her across the face as he pulled her up to sit down.
"Talk! That scum played us all". He slapped her again. Blood was now running out of her nose and mouth.
"I don't know-"- Y/N/E murmurred-
That only angered the man and now he punched her hard.
"That is what I remember"- Y/N/E said looking into nothing as Elijah held her hand wishing so hard this was not the memory that would float out first.
"I am sorry"- he said gently as he now put her hand on her chin making her head turn to face him. There was a numb look in her eyes and she then muttered-"I had a surprise for you that night"
Elijah thought her heart would explode as his knew she was going to mention the baby.
"I did a test that afternoon. I was pregnant"- she continued in her numb state.
Tears now streamed down his face and as he wiped them off with his palms he nodded-
"They told me. There was nothing they could do to save it"
The ER felt as cold as a tomb. There were people, doctors, nurses buzzing around, but the of them felt like the whole place emptied.
Rebekah who stood not far from the examination area, stood silent witnessing all that Y/N/E had said, cried as well. Klaus walked in putting his hands on his sister's shoulder nudged her a little to get ouy of there. "He needs me"- Rebekah said making Klaus move her arm off of her now-" I have gone through it with Elijah once before".
"They need all of us now"-Klaus said-"go and wash your face. Then find Kol. I don't know where both Sophie and him are not answering any of my calls. Can you do it?"
Rebekah nodded.
"Good. I have sorted things out with mother and father."- Klaus informed her.
"I should have known that Mason Lockwood would stir up shit"- Rebekah said.
"You know the Lockwoods. Arch enemies never sleep."- Klaus said.
"Caroline?"- Rebekah then asked.
"She left."- Klaus said shortly. It was clear that this was one subject he didn't want to discuss further.
Rebekah now took her phone and dialled Sophie. Klaus went into the examination area.
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Elsewhere, Kol went away from the Ball oblivious to Mason's clash with Elijah, sending a message to Sophie that he needed to slip away.
And Sophie left shortly after the message being a  nervous wreck eversince she found out he was doing the undercover job.
At home, she listened to all voice mails Klaus and Rebekah sent. Her heart was in turmoil, but she swore she would keep quite till it all ends.
She took her phone and sighed as she now pressed Rebekah's name on speedial.
"Yeah, Bex- huh, sorry- no. Kol is not here. I am home. We got -  we argued and he stormed out. He had one of his crazy moments. How is Y/N/E?"
"Why - what happened?"- Rebekah now mellowed a bit as previously she was not so pleasant as she picked up her phone.
"You know that he gets into this mood - after the prison. I deal didn't go the way he wanted- so I tried to calm him down and he just blew"- Sophie continued with the pretence.
Flashback A few hours before the Ball
"You have to keep your cool"- Kol said to Sophie kissing her on the forehead-"Rebekah had already picked up that you are not your happy self. She's been asking me questions if things are not r8ght with us. They can't know anything. She will tell Elijah, Klaus, too- and he would get involved and things could fold. I have to make things right."
" I hate all this lying. Rebekah is my best friend"- Sophie said.
"I shouldn't have told you either, but you are my strength and I just wouldn't be able to go through with it otherwise"- Kol said.
Sophie nodded in acknowledgement.
Rebekah and her soon finished the conversation. It was now about finding Kol. And he was i meeting the suppliers.
The FBI Agent, who picked up what went off with Mason and Y/N/E just before Elijah got to the terrace, managed to do some damage control, and took Mason away acting as a guy who just happened to be there to break up the fight between Elijah and Mason.
And so, all was just a brawl beteeen ywo men over a woman.
But Y/N/E had told Elijah about Mason showing her the footage about Kol's drug deal. And telling her that the Mikaelsons killed her brother- seeing Elijah punch Mason and the blood coming out of his nose- all of it brought her to the breaking point that was like a dark key unlocking her memory of the attack on her and everything else just stormed out. Although not completely. It left them shattered like a mirror smashed into pieces.
Y/N/E was released from the hospital after she was checked by Meredith and Stefan. Elijah took her home.
Both Klaus and Rebekah followed them. They didn't let Elijah alone, even though he reassured them he could manage. But Rebekah was not letting it be.
Klaus and Rebekah went to the kitchen as Elijah helped Y/N/E to bed. The siblings now discussed Kol and Sophie’s supposed fall out.
"She has been so edgy lately"- Rebekah remarked-"if they wete having problems why wouldn't she talk to me?"
"It's their marital stuff"- Klaus said-"maybe she thought you wouldn't get it"
"Seriously? We've always talked about Kol, even when they were dating. All the stuff they went through while he was on trial- please- there is somethung really odd going on here"- Rebekah then said.
Klaus took some beer out of the fridge and handed it over to her. "I need something stronger"- Rebekah said.
Elijah then appeared and they inquired how Y/N/E was doing.
"She’s asleep"- Elijah said  and added-"I need to talk to you two" It sounded ominous-
"Right"- Rebekah said-"but first- whiskey! I need it. This so doesn't sound good"
She went in the living room to the liquor cabinet.
"What is it?"- Klaus asked.
Elijah took the whiskey glasses from the cupboard and put ice in them saying-"It's Kol"
Rebekah walked back with the bottle and poured them a drink each-"What is with Kol?"- she slipped.
Elijah took a good sip of the drink before he told them that Mason was accusing Kol of dealing drugs.
"WHAT?"- both Klaus and Rebekah said simultaniously.
"Yeah"- Elijah confirmed taking another sip of the drink.
"Mason Lockwood would say anything -he hates us. You especially."- Rebekah said.
"Maybe-"-Klaus said, which made Elijah and Rebekah looking stunned at their brother.
"Do you know something?"- Elijah looked at Klaus infuriating.
"No!"- Klaus replied-"but- it makes me think. A few times he would get these calls and it would make him go all serious and he always walked away like he was hiding something- I don't know"
"Sophie and him had a bust up tonight."- Rebekah added.
"Now-well, she either knows or suspects - the puzzles fit the picture"- Klaus said.
"OMG! Please no!"- Rebekah said-"but why? He swore on Davina's grave he would never do it again. We were there!"
"It's Kol"- Elijah said-"it's like the devil gets inside of him and he loses it. You never know when he is going to flip. "
His siblings could not dispute that. As a boy, Kol was very mischiveous. As a teenager, very problematic, getting involved with drugs and very shady people. All through the college years until his girlfriend Davina O.D.ed That threw him. It was a wake up call and he stopped. Cut all his ties. Then met Sophie and hope of love, new life came in giving him the will to leave the past behind. And as Elijah started dating Y/N/E, he met Jeremy, who was no different from him as he got involved with the drug demons. Several times he looked out for Jeremy on his own accord. Same as the night before Jeremy was shot dead.
"When he gets home- and he will-I will go and confront him"- Klaus said.
" Oh, no. I want to be there"- Elijah said-"I want to see it in his eyes when he denies the truth!"
"You are way too pissed off and hurt and - to go there"- Rebekah shot at Elijah.
"This could cost me everything. My marriage- my life. I have already lost a child! My wife was more than a year in a vegetative state!"- Elijah burst out angrily.
"But that was not Kol's doing"- Klaus then said and Rebekah now stood up as she saw Elijah seeing red and on the verge of lashing out on his brother and her gown got caught up falling down awkwardly twisting her hand in the process.
It felt like that night had no ending. Subsequently Klaus then took her to the ER where it was concluded that she had a sprain.
Elijah, who stayed behind, received the message sitting on the balcony with the nearly empty bottle of whiskey lighting another cigarette as the sun appeared on the horizon.
×××××😘😘😘 Later that day
Y/N/E woke up feeling as if her whole body was bruised. She turned around and looked at Elijah's side of the bed. It was not slept in. And as if she was a robot she walked to the bathroom. There, she washed her face and as she wiped it of she looked at herself in the mirror. Almost all her memories were back. She had her life back, but she was not rejoicing. She sighed a little putting the towel away and now went on to brush her teeth. She heard her phone ringing, but she ignored it. She could not stand talking to anyone. When she finished freshening up, she went to look for Elijah, finding him on the balcony asleep. She saw the empty bottle and ashtray nearly full of cigarettes.
Y/N/E's flashback First few months after the wedding
"Are you hiding up here to smoke?"- Elena jokes as Elijah lit a cigarette.
"Just one"- Elijah said.
"I thought you're  a man of great will and character and you said you had beat this monster!"- Y/N/E stood there scolding him for still sneaking around to smoke.
"Ok, warden! Here done!"- Elijah put the cigarette down.
"I married you knowing all your demons and darkness- but- still- I know I am not perfect either-"
He interrupted her there enveloping her in his arms-"Oh, you're perfect. The rarest of flowers. My rarest flower of all and I can see that your nose is smelling my bad cigarette breath and not liking it"
"Well, I want to kiss you, but - huh- the cigarette taste- no- sorry. I'd rather kiss a frog"
"Ok, let me turn into one quickly. Stay here. I'll be right back" ***
Y/N/E now kissed him on the top of the forehead that made him move nearly jumping up.
"Y/N/E- is everythina all right?"
"Yes"- Y/N/E replied and then took the bottle and the ashtray away. He followed her apologizing for having drank too much as well as smoking.
Y/N/E didn't say anything and said that she was going to make coffee.
As she trailed away to the kitchen he stayed standing in the hallway wishing he had a magic wand and go back in time.
The breakfast went in silence. Y/N/E was absent-minded and he later wrote to Rebekah-
"I don't what is worse- her being locked up now with all her memories back or then when she couldn't remember anything"
"I think it is the loss of the baby that hit her hard. She so wanted to have baby"- Rebekah replied-"You got to talk to one another. What does her therapist say, come on. You two are what true love is about"
In the therapy session, Y/N/E revealed that she felt lost, that something was ripped inside of her, that she was not feeling herself anymore. That she wanted to curl up and sleep forever.
And then a few days after she came to a decision she now laid down to Elijah at breakfast.
"I got to go"
"Go? Where? Ok. Do you want to take time away from everything and go to the Hamptons? It's ok. Being away would do us good"- Elijah said.
"No. I need to go away on my own- I just- inside of me I have this knot here in my chest and - all rreminds me of that night- all the time"
Elijah felt like someone had kicked him in the gut really hard.
"On your own?"- he paused taking her hands in his and then continued-"we said we would weather any storm together, remember? Always!"
Y/N/E's eyes watered-"Yes, I remember"- and she kissed him and looked him straight in the eyes-"I need to find myself again, so I can come back to you"
"I don't understand this logic. I - just got you back. I love you"
"I love you, too- I do, but I need to- I just need to get away from here. I just have to. But we will talk every day. Elijah - I just need to- I everything is-"
"Where would you go?"
"I called Vicky. She is taking time off and I asked her if I could stay in her house "
It was done. She went to Bodega, California. And before she got into the taxi taking her to the airport she gave him a hug whispering-"Love you- Always!"
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danieyells · 5 years
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THE FACT THAT THEY HAD TO C L A R I F Y T H I S LMAO
'yeah we know this is weird and 0% like where you left off in the prologue. Stay with us here.' lololol
I'm not sure if I'm annoyed by the MC or if I'm delighted by her lolol I think it's that i'm so accustomed to how the MCs in otome games often seem kind of. . .useless for lack of better word atm--so i'm anticipating her being the same and with the setting and the way she is i'm just thibking the combination won't appeal to me but
I'm sticking with it i'm curious and amused so far lmao
Also they do this on occasion in the prologue
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tumblunni · 5 years
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What do you guys think about the names Dustin and Darcy for my protagonists in Let's Go?
Cos i really wanted to play the co op mode thing by myself, just so i can pretend this role in the plot is filled by two siblings and have a bit of fun roleplaying that. But i dunno yet how the co-op works and whether you'd be able to customize the avatar of the second player or if its just the default trainer? Or can you only play co-op if you have two separate games? Im planning to buy the other version anyway once i get more money, so it could be fun to play my first version with sibling one and then the second playthru is sibling two's turn to shine!
Oh and the whole reason i wanted to do this is cos i wanna try out the customization features to make some ocs now that there's no competitive online stuff unless you pay a subscription fee (LOL NO THANKS). Like..i always felt like i HAD to make my character me in xy/sumo/usum, otherwise its like lying online? But of course i cant actually make me because theres no nonbinary option or even remotely ambiguous outfits for either gender. And you cant have wild hair colours while i dye my hair 24/7 irl lol. Its silly cos like 95% of the gym leaders and other characters ingame have anime hair colours yet the player has to be normal? So yeah i cpuldnt really enjoy making this innacurate defanged version of myself yet i didnt feel like i was allowed to just make up a new character either. Closest i could do was give myself white hair like my old trainersona when i was 12, lol. I mean i guess thats my 'real hair colour' underneath the dye right now, if you think about it that way?
OH GOD PIKACHU CAN HAVE A LITTLE TUXEDO AND BOWLER HAT HOLY FUCK IM SORRY TO INTERRUPT THIS BUT I WAS WATCHING THE IGN REVIEW AND THEY SHOWED PIKA BOWLER HAT PLEASE GO GOOGLE THAT VIDEO JUST FOR THAT 1 SECOND OF NEW FOOTAGE OF MY BEAUTIFUL CLASSY BOYE
okay where was i
Yeah! I think sibling trainers could be a good and unique way to handle a rival! Like having them be your sibling already establishes that rivalry. But it can be a soft and nice rivalry! I wanna go with that fun version rather than the full on angry exaggerated sibling rivalries you often see in kids media. Like i know that some people legit dont get on with their siblings and some people can even have a very gary esque full on rivalry thats sorta 'love to hate' or like..tsundere pretending you hate them. But personally i never had experience with that, i can never relate to those 'tfw u hate ur sibling and theyre always an asshole but lolll u love them anyway' posts. I only got to live with my little sister for a little while due to the catastrophe of abusive parenthood that was my childhood, and i lost contact with her forever when she was very young so i doubt she'd even remember me. *sigh* But like i don't think i only love her so much because i miss her! People say newborns and toddlers are the most bratty so like you'd think if i was gonna ever find her 'annoying' i would have done it back then. I was always just mega proud of her and whenever she'd be 'bratty' i'd be cheering her on and trying to protect her from mom. And when she'd try and pull pranks on me or practise play-fighting or whatever i was just like 'lol thats legit funny' and taking play-falls so she felt better about herself. Like we didnt have much power in that household so i felt like encouraging her pretending to be a wrestler would help her feel like she had some sort of control in some part of her life i guess? And just i wished i was allowed to roughhouse and run around and be all 'unladylike' and just enjoy BEING A KID when i was a kid, yknow? I always had legit fun being with her and legit enjoyed it and was legit proud and legit never annoyed. I just dont understand 'yeah she's annoying but i love her anyway'. I was only ever her rival as a play-rival to help encourage her to like.. Enjoy the things she enjoyed. Feel like someone else cared. I only ever acted like 'ha ha baby stuff yeah sure i hate hanging out with my sister" cos i thought i was SUPPOSED TO. I always felt so guilty doing it and so dissappointed cos id rather hang out with her than be a boring stereotypical teen tbh. I dunno, maybe this isnt typical for siblings and its just a sign of how badly we were raised? I was just real fuckin lonely and absolutely loved having a family member who loved me for the first time since my grandma died. Same reason i always used to act all 'i am too cool i totally am not soft for my lil sister' around my lil sister's dad. I really wanted him to love me too! I used to say swear words at him cos i thougjt he would thibk i was Cool And Adult?? I have soooo many cringe moments from that phase of my childhood. Man it hurts to think that i never actually did get to become that positive influence that protected my sister from my mum and let her know she was loved. Cos i was sent to live with my dad when she was like 5ish? And never saw her again and now im too scared to try and reach out to her again because 1: she probably doesnt even remember me, 2: theres a chance she believes my mum saying i was some horrible asshole who abandoned the family, 3: even bigger chance that contacting her could mean my mum finding me again and big fuckin risk of further abuse. Plus the awkwardness of introducing my trans self when she'd remember me as her sister and all. Sigh! All i can do is hope that her cool dad eventually got custody of her, and that he didnt turn out to be a secret bastard like when i met my own dad. He seemed good, but then again i was just a lil kid and my dad seemed good at first. Sighhhhhh...
SO UMM YEAH WOW I MADE MYSELF SAD
Anyway the point is that whenever i write siblings i'd rather write 100% unapologetic super loving love cos its wish fullfillment for me. This is also why in/cest shipping is a massive beserk button for me, good wholesome family relationships are REAL FUCKIN IMPORTANT and how DARE you corrupt that shit! Some people would fuckin KILL to have that wholesome family!!
Anyway lol thats why i'd like a Wholesome Rivalry for these sibling ocs! Like they challenge each other to contests along the way just for fun, and they react all 'wow my sis is the BEST' when you beat them, so hard feelings at all. And you dont JUST do rival stuff but also sometimes just hang out and have fun cos you missed each other. And if anyone threatens your sibling then THAT is the only time you see the Serious Sibling Power! Rival moments: ha ha lol bet ya cant beat me ooo im a scary villain LOL I CANT KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE HAHA! Giovanni punches your brother: *stony cold death glare from hell as tricksy prank sis turns into an unstoppable vengeance engine* Oh, but also the only other time they'd be serious is in their final battle together! Like most of the 'rivalry' is just competing to make the adventure fun and to help each other get stronger. But if sis/bro ever actually legit said they really want to fight to find out who's the best, and its like..important to help their self confidence, then i think bro/sis would respect that and go all out. Taking a fall and letting them win would be the most disrespectful thing of all! Oh, but i do think there would be one kind of battle like that during the story? Like in one of the more low stakes faux-rival fights the sibling actually does try and let you win, and the challenge is to try and lose against all odds. High stakes super failure battle!!! Imagine the evil team in the background like 'wtf' as these two run the most aggressively slow race of all time! XD
Oh and i kinda thought about different personalities for the two of them based on who you pick? Like i did like that aspect about brendan/may in RSE compared to other 'unpicked option becomes rival' characters in later games that didnt even have one personality let alone two. It just sucks that the personalities they decided to give them were 'female rival is super self concious and thinks youre better than her because youre a boy' and 'male rival is super ego and thinks he's better than you because he's a boy'. Boooo!
So instead of that the personalities i was thinking for these two would be less sexist lol. Male sibling Dustin is basically Wally so far? I need to develop him a bit more to make him a bit distinct, i mean its not like every single shy dude is identical. I'm thinking maybe mix him with all the wasted potential in Brendan? Like in the game they slightly hint at him having the ONE non stereotypical trait of liking cute teddy bears, and that made me think about how much better his whole plot would have been if it actually criticized his sexism and said that he only behaves that way cos he's overcompensating for being bullied for being 'feminine', yknow? And then in the manga they actually DO write him as super feminine, and even as a contest star who loves fashion and dressing up his pokemon! But then GAHHH they present it as some sort of fuckin 'character flaw', like he's shown to be selfish and superficial because of it. And the backstory is that him and the female protagonist used to be 'normal' until a traumatic event. Brendan was a Natural Fighting Prodigy until he saved his female friend from a wild pokemon and was so traumatized that he never wanted to fight again, while she wanted to learn to fight so she'd never need to be protected again. But this is not only presented as Wrong Ways To Be Gender but also like.. Fighting their natural instinct which still comes through?? Like male protag hasnt fought in YEARS yet whenever he's forced to fight he's just magically better at it than female protag who's been practising all these years to become his equal. Ha ha silly girl you can never achieve that! All you get is this patronizing 'well if you just tryyyyy girly things im sure you'll like it' plot and then you get rescued by him in the end because OF COURSE you do. Sigh! I cant believe they made me hate that pairing even more than the games did! So yeah i dont really wanna write Dustin as a jerkass who's secretly got synpathetic motives of internalized homophobia/sexism, cos i feel thats a plot very specific to my perceptuons of Brendan and id basically just have to make Dustin a clone of him and he wouldnt be able to shine on his own merits. Instead i'm just thinking of writing him as a 100% sensitive soul, and he still faces predjudice for not being that bigoted idea of an 'ideal man' but really the fact he doesnt bow down to their demands proves that he's the bravest person here.
And then I'm thinking maybe the female sibling Darcy is the older one and is a bit "gary ish"? Like eitjer way you still have a friendly and loving siblingness, but she's a bit more of a sass who is tsundere about admitting she loves her bro. But i dont think she's the cold or grumpy sort of tsundere, more like a trickstery tomboy? Bombastic loki jock sis! She can only be a bit abrasive with her bro cos she wants to teach him to be tough even when she's not there to protect him. But sometimes she can mess it up and make him feel like he has to change his personality in order to be tough, rather than letting him know she supports him in being "unmasculine" and just wants to help him find the confidence to stand up to people who bully him for it. Like she feels like she is 'weaker' than him in the sense that she worries too much about what people will think if she expresses her real emotions, yknow? Like theyre both suffering from toxic masculinity! He's suffering from the standard form where men who are too 'soft' are beaten down into that mould. Ans she's suffering from the problem where 'masculine' girls feel like they have to be '100% masculine' in order to be allowed to be themselves at all. Like back when i was a kid and before i came out as trans i always used to try and pretend to like sports ans like..cliche macho shit where you Cant Admit You Care About Your Friends and also i wasnt allowed to like ANY feminine things at all. I had to either follow the stereotype of femininity entirely or follow the opposite stereotype, i wasnt allowed to just reject stereotypes and like what i actually like. So yeah me realizing i wasnt really a girl has led to me embracing more 'girly' things than back when i thought i was one! So i think Darcy would have a similar arc but like..the cis equivelant? Just finds people who arent such judgmental pricks and stops having to conform to either of those stereotypes in order to keep fake friends who dont really give a shit about her. She can have a plot about both forced feminine and masculine stereotypes being equally limiting, rather than that shitty 'being masculine is a prison uwu every woman will be happier embracing her love of makeup' shit. That dominant narrative just made me feel like i was somehow wrong about myself whenever i didnt like 100% Of Sports All The Time, i must be somehow girly if i liked even ONE girly thing yet i needed hundreds of proofs if i wanted to be masculine. And like i wasnt just allowed to be neither! I wasnt allowed to like parts of both! I wasnt allowed to BE GODDAMN TRANS!!! So yeah i dunno if i'd go whole hog and make this character a trans man or a nonbinary person tho? I think she's just actually a cis girl who happens to be sporty and brash and likes a lot of 'masculine' fashion and hobbies. And she's just been made to feel self concious about it, as if she cant possibly REALLY be that unless she likes Every Single Boy Thing and wins at Every Single Challenge. Does anyone else remember that shit too? The girls have to win Every sports game against the boys in order to be 'one of the boys' but if you lose even one of them it somehow proves that you're inferior. Even though the boys lost 50 billion games to you and that doesnt prove theyre inferior! Like man she has sooooo many 'gary rivals' in her school life, thats why she loves going on this adventure with a kind brother rival who actually respects her! So her resolution would just be her staying the same but being more confident about it and saying fuk u to those fake friends. Same as her brother's plot, just they both face different specifics to the way this sexism affects them, yknow?
Oh but yeah when i did finally learn about LGBT stuff and realize i was trans it was Big Amazing cos even in the rare stories about Its Okay To Be Yourself it still left me feeling weirdly empty when the girl decides that yes she does wanna be a girl in the end. So i get that these plots might come off as queerbaiting if i write them badly? I need to make sure to make it clear that these characters 100% want to be seen as this gender and its just other people being fuckfaces and trying to define what their gender has to mean. I think maybe i'll try and mitigate this potential misunderstanding by adding different sorts of lgbt content. And, well, also cos i just want lgbt content in all of my stories because i am lgbt, of course! I'm 100% sure that Darcy is gay, and i think also maybe possibly Dustin is trans? Like, his plot is about being mocked for being a 'feminine' boy, but its also even more personal for him because he's a trans boy and he feels like he needs to change his personality in order to pass/he isnt really real because his personality doesnt fit the stereotypical image of a man. Like if you'd looked at the two of them back when they were identical twins, you probably would have expected Darcy to end up being trans if you were the sort of person who believes those basic ass stereotypes about 'boys who play with barbies and girls who play with trucks'. Or i mean maybe its the other way around and Darcy is a trans girl who still has a 'masculine' personality according to stereotypes? Or even both of them are trans and both face being told that they arent real because they dont fit the perfect stereotype of a trans person according to cis perceptions? Or maybe i'm overcomplicating things with all of this and it'd just muddy the message i guess. I might just keep it to them both being cis but also both of them like girls. And i can always apply my trans and other LGBT headcanons to other characters along their adventure.
Anyway LOL im rambling too much!
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December Wrap Up
Books: TBR
la patagonia rebelde (argentina - history)
more than two (relationships - nonfiction)
detransition, baby (lgbt - fiction) OR she who became the sun (lgbt - fantasy)
the push (thriller)
klara and the sun (science fiction - japanese) OR never let me go
billy summers - STEPHEN KING
Games People Play
Songs:
batmovil - hens
nieve - aron
amor de verbena - pole
stay with me, mix - night tempo 
mon amour - zzoilo, aitana
2011 - 5sos
Events:
date - fer - cinema
spotify wrapped
i miss being artistic - i wanna have more time to enjoy that
03: Fo and Flor’s wedding 
04: date - fer - dogs - antares - el salmon - make out - emi y vane - clip - depto costa - house - seks
06: completed Caroline’s 50 day Epic program :’) -- great body image // neutral -- caring more about what I can do with my body (progressive overload) than what it looks like. 
08: tree decor, chill family time, fo’s cake
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1kv9wtEJkLYBMj4cmigPkm9ujS4ceJZRxWeXTSG272Bc/edit        wrnrs card game for Cati 
a lot of things happened the rest of the month but now it’s february and I didn’t close this wrap up. here we go: 
other dates with fer - i really like him but I don’t want to. I don’t understand him. He say he’s asexual bc he’s traumaticed for his previous toxic relatioship, but when we go out he ends up inviting me over to his house and he ends up fucking me. Which I love but I feel awkward. Is he usign me? bc he knows I don’t want a relatioship, so why would he like about his sexual orientation? if not, I feel like he is doing something he does not want to do... I don’t know. He said he likes me but that i am “too good for him” and that I should be with someone like his best friend???? what the hell? while his friends talks to me (more than he does) and tells me that I have to be patient with him and that he really likes me ?????? This is a mess and I hate it because I know I’m gonna end up wanting to see him after my trip and he will be MIA (which is exactly what happened and I’m still trying to find someone who makes out as good as him)
dates with other guys, none of them worked for me (obviously, bc i’m fixated with fer, shit). 
fiesta de la serpiente with palito and car - fer said he wasn’t going and when I told him I was there, EMO TEXTED ME AT 3 AM ASKING ME WHERE I WAS BC THEY COULD NOT FIND ME. excuse me??? i looked for them for like LITERALLY 5 minutes and then they told me they’d left bc they were not having fun. I was ANGRY AF  so I did not care about looking ridiculous dancing. I guy approached me and started talking to me. We made out, I liked it, I wanted to go to his apartment but I couldn’t so he gave me his number and I went a few days later. He introduced me to wie and I introduced him to Doja Cat. We had sex, it was great, chill and great. That was it. I thibk about texting him to fuck again somedays but I am not crazy about him and that’s great. 
christmas. it rained and i went to take pictures of the sunset at the beach. fer saw my story and WENT OVER TO MEET ME AND GIVE A KISS FOR CHIRSTMAS... why? what? why do you keep feeding my addiction and WHY DO I ALLOW IT? i’m the worse.
palito’s birthday. had fun, played with benji (i love that he loves dinosaurs and wanted to show me his toy’s collection, he’s the best kid ever)  --- emo texted me telling me where he was with fer and that “they wanted to see me” ????? they went OVER TO PALO’S HOUSE TO PICK ME UP, but i was too nervous and I asked flor to go with me (i owe her big time for that). ended up, again, at fer’s house. classic 
dinner at emo’s apartment. he talked to me more than fer, so i paid more attnetion to him bc if not, i was going to kill that little hot piece of ass. emo lended me a book to read on the trip and he wrote on the inside “LAS COSAS QUE NO SUCEDEN EN LA VIDA ES POR DOS MOTIVOS: 1) NO TENIAN QUE SUCEDER. 2) NO ERA EL MOMENTO” ok. i got the message. I have to let go of your friend bc CLEARLY he is not going to talk to me anymore and this is your way of giving me the heads up. Thansk Emo. I’m not blaming Fer. He has his own stuff going on and he did nothing wrong. I just hate myself for allowing all of this to happen. I should have said no many dates ago. But here we are. 
i feel sick bc of missing him. i’m stupid. why do i care about this much? it’s nothing. I have to stop being so intense and dramatic. 
new years eve. sad. binged. felt like shit. almost purged but I didn’t. i forced myself to go to sleep and think only about the trip. 
aaaaand that was the end of 2021. a heel of an year. lots of thign happened. I’m ending it on a minor low, because my brain is making me think dark shit like no one wants me, no matter how nice / good / atractive / interesting /patiente I am. I just want someone to give my attention to every now and then, and to have that in return. I don’t want a boyfriend /girlfriend; I just want friends who want to make out with me and occasionally have sex. why is it that hard to find? 
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I posted 18,878 times in 2021
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For every post I created, I reblogged 100.5 posts.
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In honor of Spooktober, I decided to hop on to the Vampire Zim bandwagon! I think this turned out quite well!
28 notes • Posted 2021-10-16 03:23:26 GMT
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11. with Zim, and a flirty reader maybe. Just the idea of the reader mentioning something he does runs their whole word sounds funny to me considering he wants to take over and destroy earth.
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I love it! I do apologize for this being rather short but I enjoyed every second writing it!
“Monster Inc. was onto something, your smile and laughter runs my entire world.” You mused as you scooted closer to Zim on the couch.
Zim blinked in shock as he turned to face you
“Eh?! How does smile and laughter of Zim run your world? Have you been harvesting them this whole time?!”
“No! No! No! I meant it as a figure of speech, you goof,” you chuckled, “What I meant was, your smile and laughter is amazing and always makes me happy to hear!”
“Oh, heh, I knew that!” Zim lied as he relaxed a bit, “I was joking! Yes! Yes! Telling a joke! However I’m not joking when I say that your smile and laughter runs my world as well!”
“Really?”
“Of course! You are my dearest love pig, Y/N! My love for you knows no bounds! NO BOUNDS!” Zim announced dramatically as he held your hands in his.
You giggled at Zim’s over the top behavior.
“Right back at you, Zim!”
“You know, while we’re on the subject of that cartoon monster movie, I must admit they definitively made a good point about you humans.”
“Oh?”
“Not all humans are disgusting and toxic. You’re like.. the opposite of those things! You’re attractive, kind, interesting, humorous…”
Zim rattled off a long list of your positive qualities for what felt like 5 minutes.
You were practically melting with every word he spoke.
When Zim had finally finished, you gazed deeply into his deep magenta eyes
“You really are Irk’s finest invader, Zim. You’ve conquered my heart.”
“Well I was hoping to conquer all of Urth but this is a great start!” Zim chuckled as he pulled you into a cuddle.
“I’m glad, my tallest” You purred as you gave Zim a kiss.
Zim’s PAK sparked a bit as his face turned a darker shade of green.
“Heh, heh, heh. While I am your planet’s future overlord, Zim is no tallest.”
“Well you’re my tallest in spirit.” You insisted playfully.
“Eh?”
“You may not be the current tallest, but you’ve got the spirit of one! I guess I'm trying to say you’re a great leader.” You giggled as you reached up and stroked his antennas.
Zim practically melted as he nuzzled into the crook of your neck.
“Yes, indeed I am…. But while I am a leader, you shall rule by my side so you don’t have to refer to me as such.”
“I know, but I want to…” You yawned as you rested against Zim’s chest.
“Very well, if I am your Tallest then you are my mighty love pig! The rest of this filthy planet will respect and worship you as well. I’ll make sure if it!” Zim gently stroked the top of your head.
“I like that sound of that…”
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33 notes • Posted 2021-06-24 04:05:53 GMT
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Hi hi! I wanna start off by saying I absolutely love your work. It’s so in character and well articulated I just-🥺 Secondly, I would like to request possibly a Dib x reader where the reader is the ‘most popular girl in Skool.’ Feel free to make Dib as stalkery and unhinged as you please :)) thanks!!
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You’ve got it, amigo!
I hope you don’t mind but I made Reader gender neutral in this!
Also I got waaay too carried away so this is going to be super long.
Be warned: There are Obsessive behaviors, attempted kidnappings, violence, mentions of bombs, mentions of brainwashing, police arresting  and tasing a character, and mentions of bullying ahead!
Here’s the song I used btw
Ever since your first day back from summer vacation, you had become the center of attention!
All eyes were on you and you never walked alone.
You weren’t sure what spiked your popularity so suddenly but you sure as hell weren’t going to question it!
Nothing felt better than finally having friends to talk to as opposed to bullies to fight off.
The best part of your new found popularity was that you were finally free from Dib’s clingy clutches!
Before your rise to hi skool stardom, Dib was the bane of your existence.
Ever since you humored one of his paranormal rants, Dib refused to leave you alone!
Everywhere you turned you’d be greeted with his signature unnerving grin and a new flood of paranormal nonsense.
To make matters worse, Dib was convinced you were his ‘partner’ and would tell everyone that you were dating him.
The constant bullying aside, Dib’s delusions made it almost impossible for you to get an actual date with your crush, Zim.
Every time you even so much as looked at Zim, Dib was already trying to kill him with some crazy gadget.
The only reason Zim didn’t seem to hate you was that you were always nice to him.
Nevertheless, Hi skool was a living hell thanks to Dib’s antics!
However, once your popularity skyrocketed, it felt like the curse was lifted.
Anytime Dib even so much as breathed in your direction, he was met with an army of angry football players beating him to a pulp.
It felt so nice to finally be able to study in peace!
The only downside was that your new popular friends didn’t seem too keen on Zim.
They always found him strange long before they even met you.
You started to worry they would shun you if you even so much as says ‘hi’ to him.
As much as you loved Zim, you loved your newfound Dib-free skool life more.
However, you knew you couldn’t hide your feelings from Zim forever.
When the week of prom rolled by, your popular friend group was buzzing with gossip and excitement.
“So, Y/N! Like, Who are you going to prom with?”
The sound of Courtney’s, the group’s leader, cheerful squeals jolted you from your thoughts.
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35 notes • Posted 2021-05-26 16:44:34 GMT
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So you see, Zib became evil because his Zim chased his dad off a cliff.
63 notes • Posted 2021-05-31 06:12:48 GMT
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Hello! I hope you're having a lovely day I was wondering of you happen to have a masterlist because I can't find any of your fics or headcanons
Don’t worry, friend! I’ll write one up right here!
Full length fics:
All is found [Incomplete] (Zim x reader/Dib x reader)
Enter the Zimvoid [Completed!] (My personal favorite! Multiple Zims x reader/ Dib x reader/ Zib x reader)
Caught in the Spider’s Web [Incomplete] (Alternate ending of Enter the Zimvoid.)
Defying Gravity  [Incomplete] (Both Tallest x Reader/ Zim x reader with a hint of Dib x reader
Change your mind [Incomplete]  (Zim x Autistic Reader. I’m autistic myself so this one is very sentimental to me.)
Into the Unknown [Incomplete] (Zim x Chubby reader/ Dib x Chubby reader/ Gaz x chubby reader)
Quarantined [Incomplete] (Note: This fic was written long before the COVID pandemic. This fic has nothing to do with being physically sick. Yandere Dib x Reader/ Zim x reader)
Magnet [Incomplete] (Zim x reader/ Dib x reader)
Detention [Incomplete] (Zim number 2 x reader/ Zib x reader)
Revenge of the mad king [Incomplete] (Yandere Zib x reader/ Zim x reader/ Dib x reader)
Magical Girl reader [Incomplete] (Zim x female reader/ Dib x female reader)
Palindrome to the rescue! [Incomplete]  (Palindrome x Reader/ Zib x reader)
Oneshots:
Tallest Zim x reader
Zim x Irken s/o that chooses to live with him
Zim’s antennas
Tak x Reader vs Zim
Dib x reader who is scared of the paranormal
Yandere Emperor Zim x Reader
Both Tallests comfort you after a break-up
Yandere Tallests x Reader
House of Memories (Dib x reader)
Yandere Zim goes too far (Yandere Zim x reader)
Zim loses his PAK (Zim x reader/Virooz x reader)
Zim comforts you after a fight with your sibling
Zim vs. Dib for reader’s affection
Game over (Gaz x reader/ Zim x reader)
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68 notes • Posted 2021-05-10 05:13:14 GMT
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Would you be willing to write something about benxreader where the reader and bev are room mates and in college or they just share an apartment and he goes over one day. Maby with someother losers or just to see bev and he begins to have a really big crush on the reader and he is just super sweet and blushy everytime he goes over and the reader thibks that its the cutest thing ever and that he is rly sweet and cute.❤❤❤
my time has come -Max
You an Bev were college roommates, and then became apartment roommates finding the perfect place for the part-time worked both of you had and to get to school
“hey Y/N?” Bev asked from the shared kitchen with the phone on her hand
“yeah?” you looked up from the book to see where her voice came from
“could my friends come over next weekend? They’re from my old toen”
“sure thing” you responded looking back at your book, you didn’t mind Bev having her friends over, it was just you and her most of the time and she spoke about her childhood friends with a glitter in her eyes, how could you possibly say no to that, plus you can finally meet the losers club she talked about so much
when the weekend came there was a knock midday you went to answer it believing it was her friend
“Do we have the wrong house?” Stan inquired seeing you rather than Bev
“Are you here for Bev? If so she’s just out grabbing pizza for you guys” you told him and smiled nicely moving aside to let them in
“thank you” another male said and went in with the rest following closely
they made themselves at home and you offered drinks, assuring them that Bev should take no longer than 5mins maximum. You got to chat and asked them about little Bev and spoke how much they meant to her. In the end the tension in the air was one of lively old friends reuniting rather than strangers meeting for the first time. 
“Y/N I’m back!” Bev’s voice came from the front door, you swiftly got up to help her with the pizzas
“Welcome home Beverly” all the losers said and gave her a group hug
“guys, guys careful you’ll destroy me with the pizzas” she joked around
as they all cached up and chatted with you and her time went by slowly.
“so why the visit boys?” Bev said in between bites
“this fucker is going to attend your college this fall semester” Richie said patting the back of Ben who nearly chocked on his soda
“that’s so cool” you said with a smile causing the boy to blush
“sure is, I got a scholarship so we all came by to see the place” Ben said 
“So you’ll join us, campus of apartment, you can stay her we have an extra room if you want” Bev told him
“lucky Ben” Mike jestered
“umm, I actually have a place near by paid by the scholarship, but I do want to come and visit you guys” Ben said
the talk continued into the late hours of the night, Ben said that the losers also came by to help him unpack, but that the moving truck didn’t come until tomorrow so you and Bev offered them to stay for the night
“everyone has pillows and a blanket?” you asked looking at the men on the carpet
“We’re good Y/N” Bill said
“well then, goodnight boys” Bev said and turned the lights off
when the morning came, you and Bev offered to help the boys unpack Ben’s stuff and tidy up the place. Soon after it was time to say goodbye to your new friends, leaving a bittersweet feeling, but they all promised to come back
As fall came by you saw Ben regularly in your campus and even had certain classes with him, a sweet boy who would open you a chair for you to sit, chivalry wasn’t dead after all. Study sessions with him and Bev were also a regular occurrence. 
But this time you and Ben had to study while Bev was working the late shift, you took a break and browsed through Ben’s music collection
“sweet music Ben, Bev was right you do have great taste” you said causing the young man to blush and stammer a shy thank you
Ben was always like that with you, you found it cute that he would get shy, its something you really liked about him, never putting a more rougher appearance but rather a thoughtful and caring person
what you didn’t know is that Ben had a big crush on you, and Bev offered to be her wingman for him. It was nice that you were friendly, he felt at ease and admired you for that.  Maybe later on he will get the chance to tell you his feelings, but for now he has to plan for that moment to be perfect for someone as stunning as you
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princephil · 6 years
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hey tysm for the last post i sent u msjdjfnfndj but like cn i rant again h so its abt ny relatiobship,,, ok so ik y gf loves me n all and i love her but i dont thibk i wna date anynire byt i stull want to be friends byt i thought i liked her like that but after a while ive started to not feel like it as much and when shes away i feel sorta more relaxed ?? idk but i kinda feel like im doing this more for her than ne and i dont thinj i cant deal with an online relatiobship ?? i sant an irl +
+ i want an irl relatiobship and i want to be frienda again like how we were b4 bc it was chill and she us so hopefil for everything and she wants to meet irl lije soon bht ive only told 2 people about her an its jot even my best friend and i am so bad ay commitment ,,, i feel v bad and i dont know how to word this but i dont know !!!!!!! i dont want anything to ve awkward and i wany to be friends still and be able to sc and styff but liek shes also extremely sensitive and i dony want to hurt ++ her and idk what to so bc sometimss i want to have a relagionship and sometimes i dont wany to and idk . i have more to say but i have no ifea how to word this im si sorry -💕
hey!!  first of all, it’s completely valid and normal for you to feel like this. I had the same thing happen to me in a relationship (except not long distance) and you just gotta listen to and trust your feelings. The best thing you can do is tell her exactly what you told me (about how you want to be friends and commitment and long distance is hard for you and) as soon as possible because waiting too long might make things worse! Let her know that there’s no rush for her to talk to you and be your friend again and give her time and space. It’s normal if she’s not ready to be friends just yet and honestly, she might not want to for a while. Giving her space (unless she doesn’t actually want it) is the best way for her to heal. Good luck and I hope everything goes well
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franeridart · 7 years
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what is your opinion on mineta?
A pretty neutral one? I don’t like him, but I don’t actively dislike him either since his type of character is just something I’m assuming Jump editors outright ask for considering they’re in every single shounen ever - mostly I just forget he exists tbh, which is rude but he’s really rude too so that’s fine lol he has his moments and I’m very lowkey hoping he’ll be developed and grow out of the walking trope he is (it’s just wishful thinking, probably)(I appreciate that Horikoshi writes his behaviour as something as disgusting as it is, tho, kudos to you Horikoshi) but as things stand right now I mostly roll my eyes at him and forget he’s a thing the moment he walks off screen haha
Anon said:I. LOVE. SHINSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO DO I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:What did you think of the little todoiideku moments in the last chapter? :)
I CRIED literally, actual tears, I’m not making it up I love all three of them so much - Iida’s the most precious boy ever and Todoroki is wise and beautiful and them all offering food to Izuku to make him feel better was PURE 
but also waddup with Izuku suddenly saying he shouldn’t cry, he’s been crying since the beginning of the manga? It’s okay Izuku let it out
Anon said:how do you emotion
That depends on the emotion and what you want to do with it! How do you deal with it? How do you express it? How do you portray it? So many possibilities!
Anon said:That face Kaminari made when Bakugou called him stupid. My babyyyy
IT’S OKAY NARI HE DOESN’T MEAN IT okay he does but he’s just like that he probably just doesn’t remember your name - wait that’s making it worse isn’t it h e c k
Okay seriously tho have you ever noticed how the Baku/Kami interactions are weirdly similar to the Jirou/Kami ones it makes me laugh a lot why are your friends like that Kaminari why do you like them like that you masochistic bean
Anon said:I just want to say that I love your art. And the way you draw the one a kids makes my heart burst with overwhelming joy. It just makes my day to see them interact. Thank you for existing.
BOI ANON thank you for existing this is such a good ask thank you so so so much!!!!
Anon said:Hey! I thibk the english expression im looking for is wish you well! i hope you feel better, try to take care!! And i hope the rest of your day is better
Your English is more than fine and anyway I’m not native either so don’t worry about it!! And THANK YOU!!!! 
Anon said:I sent a message a while ago saying I had caught up with the BnHA manga when I had a concussion and your post about Baku and Kiri fighting made me realize Kiri's quirk woulda been damn nice to have when my partner threw me off of the mat. Why didn't I realize it before. Honestly it'd be super helpful in so many aspects of judo (that's how I got the concussion whoops) because he could like. Harden his neck and not get choked. Damn.
Haha yeah that’s why he’s good at what he does, isn’t it! It always felt weird to me in how little consideration Kirishima keeps his quirk, that’s, like, the best quirk a protector (aka an hero) could ever wish for, it’s so good keep your chin up nerd you’re the best !!!!!! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
Anon said:Do people always demand art from you? That's ridiculous, and I'm so sorry people don't have any manners.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh this is such a sweet ask, thank you so much anon! But it’s fine, if I don’t like the tone in which stuff has been asked of me I just don’t draw it! And I do have “suggestions are fine” written in my bio after all, so it’s not like I mind people asking as long as they remember I don’t promise anything haha
Anon said:am in love I can't. I love ur style really much especially how u draw Kacchan. srsly u are the rare ppl who draws him perfectly! also I love dat Kuroo icon u have
GOSH thank you!!! so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *O* I’m so so happy you like how I draw him!!!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Are there any other couples who have fascinations with each other's hands? (I would be thrilled if kyoutani had a thing for yahaba's)
Oops, sorry anon but the hand thing for me is something specific to the KiriBaku - I mean, it’s not like I can’t see anyone else with a fascination of that kind, but in the bnha manga Bakugou actually held Kirishima’s hand in a pretty important moment (the chapter was literally called “Taking his hand” I c r y) so now every time I think about hands my first reaction is bakushima and I kind of get stuck there SO applying it to other ships probably isn’t happening any time soon haha
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