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NEW FAVOURITE COVER?
NEW FAVOURITE COVER!
Chapitre 201 - The Truth from within the Ruins
Oh this is just beyond gorgeous. Who can stand against the pure concentrated adorable that is Tsubasa Babies Family Photo? Now with all four of them!
I’m in love with all the tiny details that they clearly spent so long on - all the lovely folds of Sakura’s dress, the intricate detailing on Fai’s robe and staff. Lava Lamp is in his ceremonial garb, and tiny Kurogane IN HIS FANCY LITTLE OUTFIT. (AND HIS POSTURE? GET OUT. Incredible)
Kurogane doesn’t have Ginryuu yet (since this is Happy Childhood AU, so his father will still have it. Still has the moon though!) but Lava Lamp has the Syaoran Family Sword all ready to go. His outfit would be incomplete without it - they’re all wearing clothing from their home worlds, or maybe their families? I’m technically not sure which world Lava Lamp comes from, but his outfit is Family Legacy all the way down. I’m dying to know if Fai’s outfit is in the style of Seresu or Valeria - I don’t think they’re all that different, but I think I would put my money on Valeria based on the position of the fur and the curl motif. In which case it’s fun for me that his Happy Family AU is in Valeria instead of with Ashura. (sorry not sorry Ashura get fucked)
I suppose in this version he never had reason to leave Valeria in the first place, so it’s a very nice touch that the outfit doesn’t immediately resemble the clothing he wore in his backstory, since that’s all so closely linked to the death of his twin, who would be alive here. Very nice visual choices all around, especially with each of them in their own unique colour pallette. Oh, and even with the colour differences they all have bits of yellow somewhere on them, showing their connection.
The left/right split between them is really fun too - sword wielders on one side, phenomenally powerful magic users on the other, cats vs dogs, unique child/parent pairings, etc. It’s very funny to me that they found a super fancy chair for Sakura and a cushion for Kurogane, but nothing for the other two. But Fai draping himself over the chair is such an incredible piece of character flair, which I am in love with, but also, the TOUCH? The little touch of tiny hands? Sakura reaching back to put her hand on the back of Fai’s? Tiny Lava Lamp’s little grip on Kurogane’s arm? OH it’s so touching.
And behind them all? THAT WINDOW. Such a clear symbol positioned directly in the centre frame. At first I thought it might be an eye, but this is Happy Family AU so there should be no Evil Wolverine to spy on them. What I’m voting on instead is CLAMP playing with Tarot symbols again and this being the Wheel of Fortune, or a similar idea of a wheel of destiny. They use the latter idea a lot in their earlier works (RG Veda and X/1999 say hi), but I think the tarot symbol in particular really shines through with the ideas they’re playing with in Tsubasa/xxxHolic, and has a very strong parallel to the idea of hitsuzen.
After some much safer googling it looks like the “Wheel of Fortune” in Tarot can mean change or cycles or inevitable fate, but on the flipside could also be lacking control. I think the reversed meaning of the card really speaks to me the most about their situation in general, as it describes bad luck and misfortunes thrust upon you from external forces, that you are fighting to take control back from an unwinnable situation. That fighting it is impossible, that continuing to fight it can only bring more suffering, and that the only option is to let it go. To stop blaming yourself for the thing you did wrong, or the thing that you think was your fault. To forgive yourself, to accept it all, to let yourself move on, to accept that change is inevitable, and to finally be able to move forward and just let everything happen.
Because if that’s not exactly the whole situation we are in I don’t know what is. It’s a mirror for the things that Fai and Kurogane have already been through, and for what Lava Lamp Guy is still currently fighting, and CLAMP love to do drop these symbols all the time.
And this is a bit of a tangent but who’s gonna stop me? Clamp LOVE their tragic destiny pairs, especially in their early works - the couples deeply love but also cursed by fate, like Kendappa and Souma, Ashura and Yasha (flavoured differently in RG Veda, but still fitting this cycle again in Tsubasa), Subaru and Seishirou, Sorata and Arashi (unfinished), Kamui and Fuuma, etc. The characters who are so different from each other, so diametrically opposed, but in love still, and it burns so strong that they either have to kill each other or let the world burn around them - or both! They’re always fighting destiny, just like the reversed wheel of fortune, and they fight it to the point of obliteration.
AND THEN we have Tsubasa, and I think it’s so endlessly interesting that they took the same pattern and turned it around. Syaoran and Sakura definitely fit the theme (and wild that they took the Cardcaptor Sakura happy couple deliberately to make the most universe shattering tragedy out of it, but I still haven’t seen how their story ends, whether one will have to tragically die to save everything or whether they’ll get out somehow). But what I mostly want to talk about (surprise surprise) Kurogane and Fai, who fit the pattern exactly. Complete opposites, diametrically opposed, set up as antagonists and destined to kill each other but fall in love instead. That they both fight against the tragic pasts that defined them and eventually change their mind. Eventually, slowly, they accept love again and realise that they can actually live with themselves and each other if they let it all go.
And I think what really gets me is that if this was an earlier Clamp work they absolutely would have tragically died - they would have killed each other in the climax of Seresu and it would have been beautiful and terrible and no-one ever would have ever emotionally recovered from the complete and utter devastation.
BUT THEY DIDN’T.
CLAMP spend all of Tsubasa revisiting all their old works, taking us through a parade of the various tragedies they’ve sung across the years, all leading up to them ultimately breaking their own pattern and letting Fai and Kurogane save each other from the same Clamp fate that claimed every tragic pair before them. They choose each other and get out alive. They stop blaming themselves for the unchangeable parts of destiny and finally forgive themselves. And it’s just very emotional to me that it’s these two that make it, these two that get to recover and choose each other and live their lives inseparable from this point on. The two that had arguably the most tragic backstories also get to face their trauma, survive, and live.
And it’s just so beautiful to see how the CLAMP storytelling method has changed over the years, and to find out that after all these years, the big destiny story they really wanted to tell in their longest and most detailed work was about the two men who fell in love, against all odds and saved each other. Despite absolutely everything saying that it should be impossible, it’s Kurogane and Fai that finally flip the tarot card back around and live.
And I’m extremely interested in what this means for Lava Lamp and Not!Sakura.
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you think it doesn't mean a lot that episode 5 opens on karl losing blood and limping into the synagogue and breaking rules as a massive fuck you to god. he could have gone anywhere else but he goes to the synagogue. karl weissman who stares down the lamp, a symbol of god's eternal presence, and he lights the last cigar that he stole from a man he killed. you think he's not asking why he's here and god is here but esther isn't? why his mother isn't? you think he stares at that lamp throughout his conversation with rabbi goldstein for no reason?? and karl weissman and how he drags polly back to that same synagogue, and still watches that light before trying to kill her?? the faint light in the background as polly accusses him of nearly killing esther himself? how it's the only warm light, how it is purposely framed so it's seen through the entire confrontation, against the blue tones of the scene? and hayden having the balls to compare elias to god, and it's karl who finally kills the false prophet. it doesn't fix anything but i think he believes his justice and revenge is god given. poetry in motion i think
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Can vampire use sunscreen or do they just fail to work
nouh, its less abt uv rays and more abt the sunlight as an abstract concept. like how moonlight doesnt kill them even though moonlight is just second hand sunlight.
I try to apply some level of physical like """"realism""""" to them like their fangs/esophagus being connected to their veins & thats how the blood gets in there & try to take some basic rules to their most extreme implications but it is still a curse thats got random bullshit thats really hard to draw hard lines around :') the getting into a house thing isnt even on the law its abt who feels most at home in a space bc i dont think laws existed when the first vampire got vampired.
(only reason avery cant get in her own home without asking her landlord is bc avery is cringe and mopey and doesnt decorate & a random guy who doesnt even live there feels more ownership over her space than she does)
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Me still just crying over Syaoran: SURE OK THERE ARE STILL MORE PAGES I GUESS THERE ARE OTHER THINGS TO READ
I GUESS MORE THINGS MIGHT AS WELL HAPPEN
SO WHAT IS NEXT
We have! The last remains of the family (except Mokona, who is still safely off screen) stand together to face whatever happens next once the wind fades away
ALL of their eyes shadowed over in the grief of everything they're still coming to grips with
AND HONESTLY SAME
BUT LAVA LAMP PULLS HIMSELF TOGETHER AND I GUESS THAT MEANS THAT MORE STORY WILL HAVE TO HAPPEN
LAVA LAMP IS STRONGER THAN ME HOW DOES HE DO IT
BUT SURE OK LET'S JUST TURN THE PAGE AND STOP CRYING EVENTUALLY
KUROGANE PASSING SYAORAN’S SWORD ON TO LAVA LAMP HELP
Lava Lamp in Syaoran's same clothes and his literal sword as they head to face off against Evil Wolverine
Lava Lamp carrying Syaoran's mission as well as his own now
How they don't have Syaoran anymore but they can use his sword to help finish it all
Meanwhile Fai has mercy on me and explains what the magic is doing - it’s connecting them to Evil Wolverine’s realm, so they can presumably just go right through and chase him down
How they're holding Syaoran's last possession, and the last spell he cast is what will take them through to the end
How I'm still crying over every little detail Clamp how dare you
And those expressions
If I was a fan of their murder faces before now I have chills
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