#and im also a hoarder

[nblynera]

slam dunking my brain onto the pavement so it spreads into a thin film of awful pudding and i am no longer capable of being aware of the state of the world as a whole

#hate being able to schedule my daily despair breakdown this shit fucking sucks man i hate the concept of time #everything happens so much. gods. i fucking hate time limited shit up to and including my lifespan #that one repercussions of time travel post has ruined me why the fuck is my brain behaving like this i hate being a person #watching the world decay in real time sucks and i hate the ever increasing worsening of things #gonna crack my head open w a fucking hammer i stg #im swapping back to windows 95 #and if the state of the world continues to decay then i dont wanna fucking live in it anymore #i hate capitalism and i hate all of the manmade horrors its brought about #this shit sucks #the assorted bullshit bin #regularly scheduled mental breakdown hour #but this time its bad enough for me to actually fucking post abt it i guess #therapy cant fix me bc all of my problems are directly linked to the current state of the world #and im also a hoarder #and ive got at least a few mental healh conditions jangling around that would be inadvisable to diagnose anyways

[jkpng]

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#nobody laugh at me for making smth embarrassingly heartfelt and sincere. #ok listen ive never edited video before in my life. but im always like ‘if i was a person that made edits id make one with angel baby’ #and the brain worms got to me. i just had to get angel baby OUT of my brain #also didnt download any new clips for this. all of this was just already on my laptop i am a file hoarder #anyways. sssorry #~ #jk #jungkook #my art #this doesnt belong in my art tag but idk where else to put it. im not renaming it My Creations for 1 video

[marxism-leninism-meowism]

he's doing great

#“bjorn do you just like torturing this man on purpose” maybe #okay honestly i just hated the way his clothes look so i took them away and thought itd be funny to give him the destitute outfit #im also a hoarder in video games so i haven't given him any magic stuff #bg3 #bg3 gale #gale dekarios

[tunapesto]

cosplaying is healing me personally (killing my wallet, also)

#mmmmni love having expensive hobbies HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAJHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHYAA #Tbh for most of my life all i did was draw so like #i get surprised when shit costs stuff #w drawing #esp digital it s kind of like an investment #where u buy one device then after that have fun go crazy #w cosplay it's like . paying up Per character and Per accessory which is Yay #amazing even #and then i picked up cooking #it's consumable so obviously . youd have to buy shit all the time #im just very . i forgot the word. cautious about my money and end up spending it on dumb shit anyway #i am a hoarder at heart #but also deeper inside said heart is just a monkey brain that smiles when yellow color sad when blue color etc #simple minded activities of a person trying to feel something after being numb for a long time #also trying new hobbies because i fear the passion i had for drawing has been spent #i still do it because its what i do best and itd be a waste #but like yeah i kind of hate it sometimes #its cool when it turns out nice then a few hrs later i dont wanna look at it ever againnnnnnnnn #truthfully #i want to restart my brain #maybe itll do better on its 2nd try

[pcrplevenom]

"Am I a bad person?"

-Malleus 🐉

(Owed starter for you! Twst verse 2)

@of-knights-and-fairies

@of-knights-and-fairies

A concerned look came strongly visible, Soldan didn't even blink once during the few minutes that passed while she thought it over. "That ain't true! You aren't!" hands on her hips, fins halfway flared open. "I find your company nice to be around, and I could keep going on from there!"

#Savanahclaw Serpent; Default Twst Verse #of-knights-and-fairies #I'm also a ship hoarder so we can discuss it over IMs :D

[quinn-of-aebradore]

The timeline is soooooo fucked up, love it XD

#i do. i also don’t XD #i respect Matt for just saying fuck it XD but also im a lore hoarder and It makes me crazy XD #critical role #cr spoilers #cr liveblog

[citrlet]

FINALLY done with cleaning/sorting my mods folder and managed to go from 41gb to 30!

#and ive re categorized so many things #ahhh i can play again!!! #just in time too im really starting to miss milo and also running out of glc posts in my queue #someday i hope to get my mods folder below 20gb again but im such a cc hoarder i dont think itll ever happen afjkdsl #dl

[faggotslime]

man I W A S gonna post way more of my UG collection piece by piece in here but because of my LL I have to pack it immediately before she realizes how much it's worth 🫥

#personal #talk #she made fun of me for setting up a camera in my apt because 'lol like we'd want anything in here' #girly with all due respect and as a broke butch myself do you have any idea how much my shit is worth #my collection ive thrifted could go at auction for $2k E A S Y #i just do not want to sell it #im a hoarder jan #also bones snd skulls arent cheap either #but thank god you dont see any value in my belongings #makes sense why youre comfortable making fire hazards in my living space #you can burn your house down once i move out for the insurance claim #dont ruin my life because of your midlife crisis thx #vent

[majorshatterandhare]

Thinking to myself “man it’s a good thing there nine mechanisms to project my disabilities onto, wouldn’t want people to think I’m headcanoning them to have an unrealistic amount of issues.” When it’s like, I have all these issues! And some people have way more comorbidities than me!

#the mechanisms #i don’t only hc my disabilties onto them #like the LM/MC. someone i am close with has that. not me #but still i project *mostly* issues i have or similar #like i definitely dont have ocd but i have enough similaries in symptoms and my anxiety has previously manifested with ocd tendencies #as well as anxiety driven delusions. that it makes sense to just. like. tick it up a bit more for the hc #obviously research is done re conditions i dont have #but also the words are easier that way #it *hard* to explain my symptoms that overlap and muddle with other disorders so it doesnt make sense to do so for a hc #not when im describing it for my own purposes and not typically if i were to be discussing it w #it with someone else #anyway its ivy. i think that makes sense #part of me also wants to headcanon her to be a hoarder #because i struggle with that #but i think shes a good archivist and those seem to be mutually exclusive #unless she is hoarding non library/archive things i suppose #this isn’t just about ocd this is about many many things #my body doesnt work right and it does so in ways people just Never Talk About…. #the point is that if i headcanoned one character to have all the same exact problems i do it would seem excessive #when its not its just my life #and again other people have way more comorbidies than me! #fun fact: all your body shit is connected to all your other body shit

[citrinitxs]

Hello, everyone! I'm finally back (more or less alive, really) to say that I'm dealing with a lot of troubles irl so if my replies are extremely late, I apologize in advance.

To those who see me on Discord: you're free to (lovingly) haunt me 🫶 I won't oppose to it because I need some form of sanity back BAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyways, expect normal Albedo posting + responses when I FINALLY get my hands on his replycards + how I format things. It's going to be a rocky road so let's... Hope I don't die LMAO

#written by alice... ⟡ #;; ive hoarder a few too many asks and im gonna get to them someday #;; gonna start the starter calls to motivate myself to write for him LMAOOOOO #;; maybe i should also do some ship hcs too... hm...

[hellishqueer]

been making slow progress on cleaning my room and the temptation to just throw everything away just so i dont have to figure out where to put it is so strong

#txt #but also im definitely a hoarder of small things because “just in case” #i think ive found a balance but sometimes the desire to trash everything is very strong

[princessg3rard]

all the jewellery im wearing today has been gifted/made for me by my friends <3 literally wearing our friendship around my neck (and hands) (and ears) this feels poetic

or maybe it’s just my usual sappy bullshit lol

#i love my friends #my beloveds #these fags truly make my heart full #can u tell gift giving is our love language yet #also im a hoarder #like frank levels of hoarding #so I keep everything they’ve ever given me #i am gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

[bootyful-seventeen]

hey y'all, anyone have any good stress relief tehniques or habits they'd like to share cuz I've been more stressed in the last 3 weeks then I was in the last 6 months

#to cut the long story short my mom had to sell the old house cuz her broke ass couldnt afford to keep it up #eventho it is a whole ass hoarders house and was in shambles with a flooded basement a collapsing ceiling in at least 2 rooms plus mold #and the stench a dirt and dog piss and shit all over the floor really made it worse then it was #but yeah so shes been staying with me and my grandma and its been awful #she hasnt been taking any of the medicine the doctors gave her when she snapped and started a fight and also started screaming at neighbour #so shes been terrorizing us here while the house has become her second hoarders den since she dragged so much crap here #my backyard side entrance and front porch are full of her shit and my grandma hates it since she can barely step into the house #so since she kept looking for places way out of her budget i had to go do house hunting since my useless sister is busy getting lit again #so ive been showing her shit in her price range that was under 420k cuz im not a moron who looks at 800k homes when i have 570k #and each time she has a new complaint saying its too expenive or its too small or its too old when she said she wants to do renovations #but shes saying she wants to renovate a newly renovated place instead of an old one #so i just showed her a house near my sisters uni and she liked the inside & backyard but she complained that 400k for newly renovated 3 bed #that is literally a 9 minute drive from my sisters uni is too expensive when shes the one who was looking at an old ass unrenovated bungalo #that is a street over from us that is 800k and she says it looks like garbage cuz an old lady previously owned it before dying #like no shit it looks old cuz older people lived those decades and like it and she just keeps doing her bullshit again & again #cuz when i tell you her mind is gone i mean it is GONE and she starts up all these wild stories to just explain some shit #like something goes missing? the neighbours are hungarian and stole it and left the hoard of junk in her old house #she has more stupid stories to harass and stress us out with but if im gonna share that ill have to write a book about it cuz fuck #and you know its bad when no one else can stand being in any contact with her cuz she starts screaming at people about it #so the only one who even likes her anymore is my sister and thats cuz shes deep in denial about just how insane she is & how abusive she is #so yeah i need some stress relief help that maybe isnt constantly hitting up maryjane cuz i dont do weed often especially since shes here #cuz weed 'burns your brain & makes you crazy like this' when shes the only one whos ever infuriated me to astronimical levels #i know retail therapy helped before she came here but i dont want to keep spending money i dont really have #it would be great tho but shes refusing to give me the 70k she said was mine from the house sale so i can cut her out for good

[elijah-loyal]

i think i'm so funny because whenever the star wars text pops up i try to read it backwards like arabic

tell me that shit doesnt look like it should be read right to left

#also ki adi mundi's name just sounds arab to me #i think its so funny how growing up in the middle east really makes star wars a more plausible concept in my brain #like #cmon #star wars #btw get ready for more star wars posting bc im bouta go sicko mode w catchign up on the last 7 years of media #i might just text my grandpa bc he has all the star wars shit from the 80s and he's GOTTA have a manual buried somewhere in his hoarder hou

[bluebeetle]

me liking owning cute things and physical media versus me hating having stuff that just seems to take up physical space and collect dust: fight

#txt #forever a battle... #i also grew up with my dad who was two steps from a hoarder so that didnt help #tho my CD collecton im p big on keeping ahah its mostly movies and books and other stuff #i did donate some CDs tho bc i didnt think id listen to them much anymore

[butchmartyr]

“i think having two names is cool and more people should do it” (she is dropping hints more people should call it by her other name)

#my other name is gwyndolin btw :) i like it short to gwyn too #im also a hoarder of sun-based nicknames #sasha speaks