#and trying not to dump it all on you two

[explodingcrayon]

still can’t get over “don’t you have any other friends you could live with?” well you apparently think i’m an INCREDIBLY just generally unpleasant, cold, snotty person so i’m shocked you think i’m even worthy of friends since i’m just so overwhelmingly unlikable.

#like yeah you're right i am a worthless unlikable miserable piece of shit #that ruins everything around her and poisons the people in her life and can't do anything right #just a worthless ugly stupid mean coward that shouldn't even be alive let alone living with other people #'live the life you deserve' well i don't deserve anything except to be fucking stabbed in the back so #not really sure why we're having this conversation over and over #message received i'll leave won't bother you again #you and kat can just have that horrible repressive weight lifted off of you both #sorry to have ruined your lives the past year by...having my own shit to deal with #and trying not to dump it all on you two #my mistake! #won't happen again! #i will never bother anyone ever again #negative

[bumblingbabooshka]

It must have been rough

#I'm not immune to Max/Delacroix #FLORIN. I'M GONNA GET YOU. #I like how Max is all fun and games until it really matters <3 #Max Van Meyer #Patrice Delacroix #theyare....SUCH a good couple I love all the couples in these games #Asher/Hyacinthe??? ADORABLE.... #but back to these two: what if we just two odd men(gender neutral) out trying to make it?? #I have headcanons for how Max feels about him Blaise & Hartmann's friendship dying out and I want it to be angsty #picturing literally ALL three of them feeling that the other two were the ones that abandoned THEM #but specifically imagining Max relating to Delacroix's hurt at being so quickly dumped by their so-called friends #Max wasn't institutionalized but I'm sure plenty of people who used to be friends started avoiding him when his behavior got wilder #anyway......play creme de la creme #get WICKED into the small implied backstories masterfully woven in #creme de la creme #cdlc #creme de la creme fan art #comix #bea art tag

[ardate]

Things are just so bleak man.

#vent #just me rambling #SO many fucking things #first off and maybe the least bad of all #that one studio that contacted me for a feature film turned me down ultimately #i WANT so dearly to work on features. it's what i want to do. but nobody will give me a chance #because they all want experience on features to work on features. well how do you guys think this works #i'm so tired of it and discouraged #but ultimately that's the least of the issues because #my usual studio is going under. they been struggling financially for years and the CEO did a special meeting to say it #they're lowering activity (one friday every two weeks is off to try and save money) and have 6 months to get back on their feet #which is nothing. they can't find producers willing to dump money in the studio in 6 months esp with ENOUGH to pull it out of the gutter #if they're not better off in 6 months the CEO said ''then ill get back to you with terrible news'' and didn't detail but we know. we know #it's basically said and done in my mind. my main studio as big as it was is crashing down. and idk what ill do. #i bought a flat in this city due to this studio being there- without it this place has no more work to offer me. empty city #job security doesn't exist anymore #and we all know why. producers are much more squeamish about investing in animation because ai is here #why would you give money to allow hundreds of workers to live and pour passion in projects when you can pay a pathetic percentage of that #with midjourney or whatever the shit and get an easy cheap show. rack in more money for smaller an investment #and tumblr is going down that route too. can't get a fucking break anywhere #i'm heartbroken and grieving the world we lost #in a bunch of years looking at art while 100% knowing a person made it with intent will be a memory #being able to not even think about it is already out of our hands #ai 'art' will be everywhere and it will become a new normal. and i'm just.. man. #the world feels so empty already

[greghatecrimes]

it's very rude of my outline to just sit there all nice and written and then suddenly decide it needs to CHANGE once i actually start typing

#this is why i try not to plan extensively. because things always end up getting switched around or changed in many little ways #i have two docs for this fic. one of the actual fic and one where i dump all of the stuff i wrote for the chapters and scrapped but #didn't want to get rid of #anya shush #bangs my head against the keyboard #one day it's free flowing like a waterfall and the next i'm grueling over every word. writing pls why can't you be consistent #writing woes

[yuukimiyas]

thinkin ab takin a lil hiatus for a few days/a wk ૮ ིྀ◞ ◟ྀིა

#things are just not goin well for me irl :(( & its not right for me to come on here & bring negative energy #esp bc thats not what the city of lovers is all about!!! & i dont wanna just like dump all of that here :/// #just facin a lot of irl demons right now & my living situation is fucked up & so is my job(s) #so i think i’m gonna take a few days to just try & take care of myself <33 & try not to feel bad doin it ૮₍ ˃̵͈᷄ . ˂̵͈᷅ ₎ა #pls keep your fingers crossed that i can wrk smth out….its v rough bein 25 & not knowing what you’re doin (꒪̥̥﹏꒪̥̥ ) #i’ll probs reblog one or two things here & there so you guys dont forget ab me!!!! #pls remember to take extra good care of yourselves!!!! make sure your faves are too!! <33 until then au revoir!! #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[neuroticboyfriend]

im never going to get quality healthcare am i

#im just going to keep decaying and get shucked around from specialist to specialist #and they all do the same fucking thing. next to nothing. #they blame it on my anxiety or my weight #they dont give me the time of fucking day. ive had appointments that didnt even last THREE MINTUES #they'll run a test or two and very rarely do a procedure #and when that yields jack shit they dump me saying there's nothing they can do #and they apologize and say they're so sorry and they wish they could do more #I DONT WANT YOUR APOLOGIES I WANT YOU TO FUCKING TREAT ME INSTEAD OF HALF ASSING THIS SHIT #YOU WENT TO MEDICAL SCHOOL FOR HOW LONG?? YOU CANT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO DO? BUT IM THE BAD GUY FOR PLAYING DR GOOGLE? #i've SPENT HOURS TRYING TO FIGUREOUT WHATS WRONG WITH ME #YOU HAVENT EVEN SPENT ONE #FUCK YOU holy SHIT #youre just going to leave me to suffer and die. cant wait to live a totally unfulfilling life. never get the chance to live. #i know the life i want and i cant fucking have it. it's nigh impossible #i just want to be happy. but how can i be happy when almost no one takes care of me #julian rants #vent

[jheselbraum]

Nintendo is stupid here's my new better timeline:

Skyward Sword

Legend of Zelda

Adventure of Link

Minish Cap

Four Sourds

and it's sequel Four Swords Adventures

A Link to the Past

Link's Awakening (edited, whoops)

A Link Between Worlds

Ocarina of Time

The Hero is Defeated Timeline: Oracle games and Triforce Heroes that's it.

Child Timeline: Majora's Mask and Twilight Princess, as usual, easy peasy, for once no notes Nintendo

Adult Timeline: Wind Waker, Phantom Hourglass, and Spirit Tracks once again pretty easy, no notes

11. Breath of the Wild 12. Tears of the Kingdom

#bluh bluh ''the imprisoning war in alttp was oot'' no it wasn't #''only minish cap and skyward sword happened before oot'' incorrect by #grouping all the games without a master sword in it #at the beginning of the timeline #then you set up why the hylians think a GROUP of people called THE HYLIA created the master sword #instead of a goddess CALLED Hylia #it also ties forgetting the master sword is a thing to the overall decline in worshiping hylia directly #and then by having alttp in the history of ALL the remaining zelda games #you pretty firmly establish that they didn't forget it existed again and #then that makes the whole ''hey we've got this down pat we know to look out for two blonde children who like puzzles'' thing in botw #a lot smarter writing #instead of just nintendo ignoring the hero is defeated timeline and using it as their dump game timeline #''but there's no master sword in triforce heroes'' triforce heroes doesn't take place in hyrule it gets a pass #we can also use the zonai as a convenient excuse to re-merge the timeline if you really want to get creative with it #since they're kind of demigods and have their own temple of time that is drastically different from any of the hylian ones we've seen #and the hylians zora gerudo and gorons and presumablly the sheikah were all running around before rauru ''founded'' hyrule #wouldn't have to do that if you weren't trying to join together like three different timelines two of which have a dubious relationship #with hyrule as a concept existing

[m0e-ru]

investigation

#p4 #gsa sl au #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #tohru adachi #arttag #boot.tingting #komikku #// HAHA my firefox nerfed the fog emoji now it's just a question mark it's so poetic #// anyway i would make this a companion piece to a fic that ive never actually written yet this is all i can draw #// hold on hold on this concert's so cute he cant fucking sing because one of hsi backup dancers wore a beard with the santa costume #// okay anyway there are three sets of shoeprints. two of them belong to yeah . #// one of them you can find in the 4th volume of the ultimax manga lol #// mims been trying to figure out whos been hanging around the canopy making noises sometimes and the rain doesnt wash out the shoe prints #// re concert NO HES LAUGHING AT A RIBBON BEHIND THEIR BACK ?okay jthsdjsfd #// adachi walks home but goes up to the canopy because somehiting bad might happen which is. this idiot #// har har im the detective here ohh but youre not getting paid keijisan WHATEVER #// i was going to post the epiznmi art dump here but oh well WHYS HE STRIPPING <- still watching the concert

[i-bring-crack]

Bitches be coming out unscathed of supposedly certain death scenarios simply because they were very very dumb.

I'm bitches.

#aniversary for that one time i tried to fight off an armed robber even though he was literally pointing at my face #but i caught him off guard by just. grabbing the gun. #sinply because the thought train was: ah shit if you take away my phone then the game ive spent #hours just to get my characters to level 50 and fight of one monster #will be all for nothing. #and its literally thr only thing that makes me happy! #so yeah fuck you #*grabs gun* #anyways i didnt shoor him or anything #he got the gun back and left me with a concussion that should have made me faint. #but i have a cintillo (hair guear? idk what they call it) that was made of THICK wool #so that saved me #and i got my things back the robber crashed into a car by sheer luck. he was too scared to pick them up because i was already running #towards him trying to get my things back #(no 13-14year old me you arent supposed to fight of an armed robber again or chase it down two blocks bc of Raid) #anyways #info dump here for your stupid things you did that like. somehow survived through

[awkward-smirks]

.

#i miss gianna #and i always do but :( #she was the one friend ever in my entire life to fully understand me even compared to my closest and bestest friends or friends i've known #for longer #like she would genuinely ask me about how i was doing and let me make things about me (esp bc she knows i hesitate to do that) #bc with all my other friends i am SOOO quick to turn the conversation back to them bc i'm scared i'm too boring or my problems are too much #but w gianna she would let me have that space and it felt like a genuine two sided conversation #which is why i lovedddd talking to her so so much #it wasn't a chore or her just dumping all her life problems on me #i knew she came to me to genuinely hear about me - i wasn't just an in between person until she found someone better #but idk now bc she ghosted me and blocked me after saying 'i love you' and 'we have to get together soon!' #bc maybe i WAS too much and talking too much about myself and she felt overwhelmed by me #over the past... idk almost a year now... i've been trying to figure out what i could've done wrong in this friendship #and I can't figure out what went wrong #and i miss her so so so much ... she was my soul mate #the quote '[s]he is half of my soul‚ as the poets say' was about her #'Whatever our souls are made of #his and mine are the same #' type beat #so now im like... :( #so i think it's made me more cautious in my friendships bc i'm scared to give it my 100% #idk #i miss gianna... friendship breakups are so difficult #i hope she is achieving all she's set out to do and feeling confident in her timeline and bumping into love wherever she goes #sandy rambling

[abyssalhuntersnerd]

Tfw your teacher tells you that you need to pick a simple logo design before Friday to make handmade stamps out of it and you immediately think to yourself: I am so doing the Abyssal Hunters Logo. You can't stop me.

#normal posts #I am gonna make myself personalized merch #once we get past this fucking semester #it's all just #sitting down and listening to the teacher and nothing else for 3 hours at a time #it's kinda boring because of how much info they dump on you #like I love it but ugh it's tiring and tomorrow I have the worst subject of them all #aka you gotta learn laws and the teachers won't explain shit to you #:))) #I'm getting used to it tho I've been sleeping and all so that's good #but like damn getting home at 10pm is a little hard sometimes but its a welcome change #I'm just kinda worried cause I haven't studied for 5 years so like oh god how did you do this #also I forgot how to fucking write in Spanish my god I've been working for too long and my brain just can't make #anything sound proper #and my classes are in two languages so it's even more confusing #I'm not the best student I'll admit #but I'm gonna try my best #I'm just scared I won't be able to do things in time ;;; also sn ;;;;;;; pls don't let is have any tests by then #aaaaaa

[svcrecy]

[ @clickonmedotexe: fuck it i dont know max but i wanna know him ]

❝ You... want to know me? ❞

MAX-ERNEST SEEMED SO STUNNED AT THIS FACT THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN OBJECT TO BEING CALLED MAX.

( It. . . wasn't often that happened. Then again, it wasn't often people came out with statements like this, either. )

❝ I mean-- yeah! Wow. Cool.

Actually, not cool. Not not cool, as in, I hate that, because I don't, obviously- I mean, who would hate compliments? Unless they really didn't feel good about themselves or they thought you were lying or something- but not cool as in I'm using that word wrong. I think. I mean, I still don't even know HOW you can use a word wrong- unless you're using it incorrectly, I guess- like saying stationery instead of stationary- but I don't think it's like that? Why do we even use the word cool? We don't mean it's actually cool, as in- getting compliments doesn't earn shivering from anyone- so why cool? Why not another temperature? Can't I say that compliments are lukewarm or smoldering or a little above average- or maybe it's weather that it's tied to. As in, ❝ how's the weather today, Max-Ernest? ❞ ❝ Oh, it's really cool out ❞ - then, that's a measure of weather as much as it is temperature, because while it's still the temperature, obviously, it's kind of also the weather, because you can say that in response to someone asking the weather and they'll be like ❝ oh, okay. ❞ and so if that's an acceptable answer, then it must be a measure of weather too, right? So can you use other measures of weather? What about windy? Can you say something's windy if it is being affected by wind, I mean? I don't think you can-- ❞

It was beginning to become apparent why nobody wanted to know him.

#ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄɪᴀɴ. / max ernest. #ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʀɪᴅᴅʟᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ɪᴛꜱ ꜱᴏʟᴏᴜᴛɪᴏɴ. / RESPONSES. #clickonmedotexe #( #first of all i apologise deeply he was not mean to dump that whole ramble on you lmao <3 #secondly... yeah. yeah. how do i describe max-ernest. he's erm. #he's a child. he's got more experience in parenting than his own parents. he's canonically terrible at math. he's canonically good at math. #hes entrusted with trying to find the secret to life. he can't keep secrets. he's allergic to chocolate. he eats nothing but chocolate. #he once met his future self and worked out it was his future self in seconds. he's a dumbass. #he once spoke not a word to anyone for a whole ten days. he once spoke so much it took up a whole two-page spread. he's gay. he's straight. #he has hair that looks like he's just been electrocuted. he somehow has a decent hairstyling experience. #he's...an enigma alright #now go get ur arms ripped off rex we love you #)

[honorhearted]

@multigwenverse​ | continued from (x)

Ben didn’t make it a habit to approach strangers -- least especially ones who sported shiners and coffee stains -- but the mark on the young woman’s cheek drew him to a stop all the same. And then he stared. So long, in fact, that her almost snappish response took him off guard.

“Oh, uh...sorry,” he stammered. Finally, a hint of wryness entered Ben’s features. “The other guys?” he echoed, assessing her appearance with visible doubt. “Were these ‘other guys’ your baristas, by chance? ‘Cause no offense, but you’ve got some wicked coffee stains that could give Jackson Pollock a run for his money.”

Awkwardly, he patted his pockets a moment before extending a handkerchief. “It’s not much, but it was either this or some handwipes. I teach kindergarten, so...” He shrugged, smiling before holding it out more emphatically. “I have a first aid kit in my car, if you’d like me to go get it?”

#multigwenverse #coffee and shiners #v: modern au #//dumb title is dumb lol #and that sounds good to me! <3 #you can just let me know whenever you want to try historical out #my modern verse has two alternatives #where he's either a teacher or a special a.gent #and the teacher option just seemed more viable here for some reason #like HEY I'M OVERLY PREPARED *dumps out all sorts of supplies* lol

[the-busy-ghost]

Why did all the big shops decide to have a rattan renaissance right when I didn’t need it

#I bet trying to find rattan homewares when I do need them will be like pulling teeth #Trends are really dumb quite frankly #Everyone just ends up with the same house but then when you try to look for that stuff in a few years it's gone #And it encourages people to buy a load of rubbish and then dump it #Dark wood was all the rage ten years ago but I can't find it now for love nor money #Do people not LIKE the stuff they buy #Do they only buy it because it was 'in' at the time and then they feel like they haave to throw it out when it's out of fashion? #I understand buying what you have to when there's no other option- for example people who didn't really like pine furniture #but that was all they were able to get at the time- I can understand them finally replacing it when something better comes along in ten year #But there's far too many people dumping their stuff for that #I'm too picky though to be fair #I have only the bare minimum of furniture and my house looks really dull because I won't buy something I don't love unless I really need it #But still #If it means that in a few years I DO have loads of things I like which I will keep for decades #Rather than buying stuff I'm indifferent to (and don't really need- I don't mean beds or plates) and chucking it out when it's still good #I suppose that's a cost saving #Still though #I'm not hugely into rattan but there are one or two things I think might want in ten years #When I won't be able ot get them anymore #Unless I wait for them to all be thrown out #Also does anyone remember when shops used to have DIFFERENT stock? #Because currently it seems like everyone is sacrificing at the altar of mid-century modern #And you know there's a place for mid-century modern but it used to be that only some shops went all-in for a style #whereas others were known for something a bit different or had a wider appeal #And even if the style is different the colour scheme is still the same- Cotswold company (expensive) may have 'older' style furniture #but it's all in light browns and grey-greens and blue which is the same colour scheme as every other shop out there #First world problems I know and I'm trying to resist the pressure to have my life and house just organised and done quickly #because these things take time and that's ok and personally I don't actually need all that much stuff #But sometimes family members will very kindly volunteer to go shopping with me #Anyway! That's my selfish rant over for today I just have a lot of Thoughts about homewares and trends and 'fast furnishing'

[orcelito]

Honestly the store has come a long, long way since last January where we were legitimately going to hold a store-wide strike b4 the boss and then-manager panicked and started holding meetings with all of us to try to figure out what to do about it

It's still a workplace, but our current employees r in general much happier and content. + there's a better community in general. It's nice to know I had a part in making this happen.

#speculation nation #i was starting out in a higher position back at the start of the year. but really freshly starting out. #and it wasnt assistant manager. it was lead supervisor. essentially a go between of supervisor and assistant manager #and then all this shit happened and Then the then assistant manager ended up being incredibly nasty towards me #and i put in my two weeks fully intending to leave b4 changing my mind on the very last day bc my tax return was delayed #and i didnt have the monetary security i needed to quit lol #manager gave me the assurance that i wouldnt have to work with the assistant manager. and it was good enough to last until she left. #ive had my insecurities regarding the now manager in training. mostly about what she thinks about me #but i think she does like me. boss told me today that she spoke up for me on my level of effort around the store #since im kinda bad at messaging everything i do lol he doesnt see it like he sees her efforts #but she sees it. and she stood up for me. #she also spent a good half hour ish the other day info dumping about the ateez universe lore. and it was so fucking endearing #me being like 'i have no personal interest in this but you seem so excited and i am really happy youre this comfortable with me. go on' #and especially with her being promoted to manager... makes me feel less bad about how much i do comparatively #im still gonna try of course. but im going to assume she will be paid more than me. bc she will be doing more than me. #as it stood my wage was actually a little higher than hers due to seniority. and it was making me feel pretty guilty #and i was soooo anxious about her possibly leaving after graduating college & the responsibility for the store falling onto me #but i can remain in a support position while she takes up the mantle of manager. and i am so much more comfortable with that #yea it feels a lil weird to be like 5 years older than her with like 5 years more seniority working here & her being higher ranked #but i can manage that lol. im happier not having too many responsibilities thanks #there r things we need to improve on with the store. but overall things r so much better #makes me feel like i can actually breathe easy for once. maybe at least a little bit.

[redxriiot]

In between fic writing and irl, my muse is v picky save for like...the more objectively awful muses lmao

#//Which means basically I have hella high muse for two ocs #//One is an absolute b!tchof a person who can't friends all that well and willing to screw anybody over for amusement or work #//Yet is a surprisingly good listener if you've got info to dump and has a bit of an elder sibling instinct if you squint a little #//And the other is a dumbass who thinks being understimulated is a valid excuse for impulsively unaliving sb bc he thinks it's funny #//Like 10/10 evil for the lolz but also just as willing to be friends w anybody who can put up with the murder antics & do some back #;mun has spoken #//Both are p willing to get along with heroes as they see fit. And try to sway to their side #//Be it genuinely turn villian or just gain their favor and leeway in some shit. Or genuinely have as company bc theyre 'amusing' #//But they're both just fucken awful overall if the other person is not anything like the latter bit or at least in their good graces #//Or even just bc they were in a silly goofy mood. It be that way sometimes #//Is v funny if the other muse is a villain tho #//Idk; recent rants about them and a fic writing completely unrelated to em got them hella active #//Y'know what? I'll rb their promos and keep an eye out on the dash for good memes #//Let's see if I can throw them at a couple friends today