#and you are a truly kind soul !

[koushuwu]

UPPER RANK TWO DOUMA for @upperranktwo - happy birthday, my love!

#kny #kimetsu no yaiba #douma #doma #knyedit #» coloring #animangahive #anisource #allanimanga #animangaboys #usersky #useradrienne #userrashed #usericybtch #hi sky i love you to absolute bits #thank you for being such a kind soul and for being one of the first mutuals i felt safe with on here #i hope that you have an amazing birthday because you truly deserve the best day that there ever was #<3

[holygroundgone]

just absolutely fucking obsessed with the 0.5 evil marriage bad end deep in love deep in suffering of it all, everything that could've possibly went wrong went wrong and they're in it together

#truescholar.txt #the way that from the beginning of the book mo ran absolutely portrays it as him one sidedly tormenting chu wanning out of hate #but slowly it unfolds the realization of the sheer degree of intimacy and 'you would not be fucking doing that if you just hated his ass' #it's strongly been my conviction that once chu fei realized what was going on and 2.0 chu wanning inherited his souls and memory #thus meaningfully continuing his existence on (and i want to think it's a more complete continuation unlike soma level memory self shit) #that his perception of their years together in taxian jun's palace would completely change #and that he would almost treasure the time they had together even if during it was the most painful and agonizing time of his life #toxic trauma bond moments but they were in it together #and mo ran would've never done this to him in this way (ie the illusion of not loving him deeply in body heart and soul) #2ha is definitely not a moral tale nor an 'example of what you should or can do in a relationship' #but instead the story of how two deeply mentally ill and traumatized people fought their hardest to find their way home together #over two lifetimes #over many lives lost and regained #it truly only works because it's them and because they have the exact same kind of madness for each other

[vullcanica]

Characters baring a mouth full of sharp fangs as show of aggression is top tier but can we talk about how sinister a flash of smooth square omnivore teeth can be. The implications therein? The difference between facing a carnivore vs a member of the terrifyingly, aptly named 'opportunistic eaters'? The fear of being on one's menu, the knowledge that you are on the other's - no matter what you are. The inherent danger of a threat display where there are set rules to avoiding harm turning into a hunt on a dime.

Anyway, thinking about Nikodemus and how beautifully all of this translates into his supernatural setting...

#man said Eater eater. on all levels including spiritual he is an omnivore #on my 'omnivores are the most terrifying kind of animal' grind #no one is truly safe fr we can be as high on the energy food chain as vegetables fruit and grain #or as low as munching on carnivore-eating carnivores #so yeah maybe i like the idea of that extending to the preternatural in the respective worlds i play him in #as much as nik's beyond inhuman at this point he truly embodies the spirit of humanity by clawing his way to the top of the food chain #when he started at the metaphysical bottom #inspired by me saying nik has a mouth full of sharp fangs spiritually in my head - like the way we see carnivore teeth as inherently scary #and then realizing no you know what omnivore teeth are more terrifying we're just desensitized because we're part of that horrid 3% #thinking about the lion-eating chimpanzees #or hedgehogs eating snakes #something about an animal not as associated with violence and danger nor even built for it eating creatures who are #simply because it was hungry and there was no other more convenient food source #thinking about Avita tangentially. my other eater who has more readily available energy sources than souls #but would not deny herself a morsel if prey was stupid enough to purposefully wander into her path and challenge her #to be fair she wouldn't even bare her teeth #𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 ‒ nikodemus ║ MUSINGS

[ratstuckinamarble]

Everyone please feast your eyes on the unholy creature I found on the web today:

Tis a wolpertinger. Apparently.

I see myself in him.

#I am kind of obsessed with him actually #he is truly staring into my soul #anything I've ever said that about; I take it back #none of you have stared the way he does #rätposting #weird taxidermy creature... #I bet this is a gender to someone out there #perhaps me #who knows

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

me witnessing every single carrie/big anything: girl! DUMP HIM!!!!!!!!!!!

#girl!!!!!!!! just dump him!!!!!!!! y'all are not compatible!!!!!!! he's stressing you out too much!!! let it go!!! #this is really reawakening the feeling of when your friend likes some guy who clearly sucks and your whole soul screams GIRL!!! DUMP HIM!!! #i don't even think big is too bad or whatever but like. he's making her crazy. he's not it. just dump him!!!!!!!! #nothing that takes this much effort at this stage will ever be good!!!!!!!! #thank u for your service peloton #this is a very realistic depiction of this kind of relationship dynamic tho. gruelingly so. #anyway. this show is really leading to some deep tumblr posts from yours truly #dollsome's deep thoughts

[crescentfool]

beaming everyone on the dashh with good brain day vibes!!! i hope that you all can remember to extend self-compassion to yourself whenever you're feeling down about something 💙

#lizzy speaks #the human brain works in such profound ways i think #lately i've been thinking about that post that was like 'you will always be your oldest friend take care of yourself' #it's definitely a sentiment i agree with and i appreciate how it emphasizes the importance of extending compassion to yourself #you wouldn't say such hurtful things to your friends right? (or at least i'd hope so) #so why would you say it to yourself? #you are your own friend too. and i think everyone has a beautiful soul within themselves. nurture it! water it! feed it good thoughts. #basically i wish everyone a 'i hope that your brain is not your own enemy but rather a friend that you can find comfort in' #things will work themselves out with time. there's beauty in life and you will find small delights to cherish!! i am manifesting it for u!! #and for those who find it difficult to transition from a self-critical mindset to one that's more compassionate and nonjudgmental #i truly think that with time you will be able to rewire your brain to be kinder to yourself. i'm proud of you for taking any first steps :) #there are times in which it feels counterintuitive to go against habits that feel hard-wired... but brains are very malleable littel guys- #with such a wonderful capacity for changing and learning new things. so i hope everyone can learn to be their own best friend! #not to undermine the importance of a support network ofc. that's good too and im all for that!! but i hope everyone remembers to be kind- #not only to others but also to themselves!! you're going to do great out there!! i love you all!! #ive just been thinking about this a lot... i needed to get it out there. you all shine so brightly!!! we shall be fine!!! have a good week! #sorry if this is out of nowhere but if there's anything about me you should know it's that i'm the 'hey dont cry 8 billion people on earth- #ok?' post. idk i just find great joy in knowing others are out there thriving and finding a daily delight yknow i love humanity!!

[moregraceful]

post-vacation hangover except I didn't go anywhere I just spent 4 straight days with Sierra so post-Sierra's vacation hangover...has anyone ever had a guest visit them and you're showing off your boring cringefail city with great weariness and they notice five thousand beautiful and deeply stupid things you never noticed before and then they leave and you have a renewed appreciation for your city 😭

#they sell ESPRESSO MARTINIS AT THE TANK #downtown is DEAD #there are amazing vegan nachos downtown!! #there is a nirvana soul kinda close to the tank!! #veteran's day is on a FRIDAY #and if you're a 10 on the east coast you're 50 in san jose and a 1000 for the barracuda!! #i can't believe i got them to haberdasher i forgot that place existed until this week and then we were there until 12am talking abt keebler #god truly fuck san jose conceptually this place sucks but living in north county was so so so much worse and i'm glad i'm down here again #and i get to show my beautiful friends this town #and i get to experience with them how deeply stupid this cringe ass boring city with bad highways is but with a kind of appreciation #asking sierra 20 times yesterday when they are coming back. you wanna come back for the all-star and season finale sooo bad :(((((( #now i have to write a sermon instead of being put in a medically induced coma or writing weird keebler/ekky all afternoon #which is a hell i think only methodists could design #fresno oilers.txt

[archiveofyearning]

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#the truth is. over the years i really have tried to make the best of this loneliness #i've given into it and tried to extract as much beauty and joy out of it as i could. #and i truly do cherish it and the freedom it has given me to be myself completely #i just wish that i could actually have someone to see me that completely. and choose to love me for it #these days i feel such an aching for it that i might explode #like if i don't fall completely in mind-numbing all-consuming love with someone again i will literally die #the kind of love that takes over my entire soul. like knowing someone and feeling known by someone so completely #that it's like you were invisible before #i think i'm feeling that kind of all-consuming love for the desire to love itself. and i think that's worth treasuing too #but god. i've tried so hard to accept that i may never have it again and i keep failing #i just want someone to see this desperate aching inside me and choose to carry the weight of it with me #choose to build something magical out of it #but i end every night feeling undesired and unloveable and alone always alone

[taeyungie]

😺

#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet #i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean #he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today #and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this #its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back #but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason #he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much. #he would want that for all of us right #but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus #the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months. #thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time #and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol #my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most #when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most. #but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway #i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit #i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody #because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right #and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated. #i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do. #to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him #nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest 💓 i can't wait to see it #anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here 💓 #please keep your heads up and lets wait for him 💓 #we have esch other and we will be okay 💓 #sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am 🤓

[apollosbirthdayplaylist]

Alicia Keys - Songs in A Minor (Medley)

#alicia keys #songs in a minor #fallin #music #literally this is where it all started for me #i mean when it came out and i listened to it in 2003 or sth like that #alicia keys was the first artist that woke me up to music #i was 11 or 12 or sth like that #and i heard #and #the diary of alicia keys #and i didnt know what to do with myself #i just knew #i needed to listen to that music #over and over #and over again #and i sure did #i love her so much #i listen to all kinds of genres now #and my tastes are pretty broad #which i enjoy a lot #but i know where i started #r'n'b and soul artists #the truly great ones #they just have that honesty and immediacy #that just hits you IMMEDIATELY #you cannot listen to fallin #and not get it #again #LOVE HER

[orchidyoonkook]

I love weeping willows so much, and just

It’s by the pond deep in the woods behind your house, where you watch ducks swim through the long, wispy branches that just reach its shore. Where you sit at the base, waiting for the sun to set the sky ablaze with colour as it falls into the horizon for another good night's sleep.

Three seconds in and I could already feel this is going to destroy my soul and I just want you to know that this sounds like the kind of story I would cherish so much and would love to have as an actual book 😭

ARRIIIIIIIIIIIIII 😭😭😭😭 my love. You spoil me with your kind words. I LOVE willows too. We have one in my hometown that I used to look at every time i passed by. (It’s on semi private property so I couldn’t visit unless it was certain times of the year)

Thank you for being so kind to UTWT, she’s my baby that sprouted from nothing and became so dear to me. I hope it destroyed you in a good way at least!

An-an actual book!??? Oh no! I seem to be drowning in a pool of my own tears. That’s the nicest thing anyones ever said to me!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️. Thank you for that.

I don’t even know, I just, wow. An actual book? I couldn’t even imagine.

#whos the sweetest human and why is it you. #okay but I’m the topic of actual books imagine making a little collection book of all your stories!!????? #sold! bought in a heartbeat by yours truly. #a little dark romance novella!??? #I’m so gone. it’s already shipping to me and I’m waiting to hold it #thank you endlessly for your kind words #i don’t know what I did to deserve you ♥️ #asks #aris-ink #UTWT #UTWT reviews #ms.mailbox📬 #the kindest of souls #UTWT book

[eldrichfuck666]

I'm pretty sure I wasn't tagged, so I just saw it on my dash and like- OKAY I'LL DO THIS THING!! Lmao BUT the way it didn't write Will Wood's songs full titles 😭😭 IT'S SO FUNNY HELP I'M DYING also WHERE is Electroforez - Зло??? WHY IS THIS SO RANDOM SKKSKSS I'M DYING I need to stop listening to same songs on loop for a MONTHS HELP. It's almost all Will Wood...

Also what is new jersey indie?? Is this a thing??? 😭

And, I'm tagging anyone who wants to do this thingy ;') consider yourself tagged by me and also, if you want, you can tag me!

#nonsims #THIS IS SO RANDOM AND THE GENRES AND SONGS ARE SO RANDOM TOO 😭😭 #I'm just constantly getting possessed by one song and then other song and listen to it for a month THAT'S WHY IT'S LIKE THAT #also my adhd brain really LOVES will wood AS YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE #this is actually kind of.. impressive?? 6/10 songs are by Will Wood #and 5/10 in all time top- 😭😭 #it's- I love Will Wood so much I can sell my soul to hear it 24/7 and only it #like stimulation it gives me- truly impressive mind blowing wowww #HOW COULD I LIVE WITHOUT WILL WOOD. #it was such a random discovery- what if I'd never stumbled upon Will Wood 😭😭 I'm going to cry WELL HAPPILY it did happen!! #listening to cop-out once again btw #someone stop me #I can't stop #I've been listening to will wood for five hours straight today and now I'm doing it again

[anothermansjeans]

harry making a point to say he’s aware of his privilege indicates he definitely saw what people were saying and i think i heard my heart crack ☹️

#harry styles #noooo the hate he’s been getting is actually so heartbreaking because i truly believe he’s a kind soul #(based upon small acts we see— i know we don’t actually know his true character) #and honestly to have a bunch of people say that you don’t deserve a win when he put his whole harussy into it??? #i apologize for that btw but i needed to make a point #HAHAHAHA #ANYWAY #I WANNA CRY NOW #ALSO #HIM THANKING ALL TJE GUYS #IM PHYSICALLY ILL AFTER THAT #anne marie shut up pls :)

[zouisalmightie]

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#im going to use these tags as a way to beat my soul about my job so if you come at me you’re a bitch and i hope you stub each individual to #i finally realized why im unhappy being a teacher and it’s because i don’t care about the future of these kids more than the cursory #‘I hope theyre ok’ you would feel for any stranger in the world #like i want to harm to come to them but i truly don’t care about them #like the kid that sleeps in class ? my thought is finally he’s fucking quiet the kid that’s got a 2% and doesn’t pay attention im like #whatever like im not motivated to get them motivated and if I wasn’t the kind of person that cared about her work id give them worksheets #for the rest of the year making them silently work while I r ead books all day #like I feel like at the beginning I did the calling home and the tutoring and the flipping over backwards to get as many of the kids to #their reading level and ensure they’re getting a great history lesson that’s going to reach every student and now im like #this is the lesson and if you like it great if you don’t idc you can pay attention or fail it’s on you #and part of me feels bad like I should want to dress up like x figure and get them engaged by doing xyz and like I just don’t want to #it’s like what’s the point im going to engage the same 9 kids in each class while the other 21 pretend to #pay attention while they’re texting under their desk and then they’re going to try to google or use ai the answers #and im like…. whatever i dont care turn it in don’t turn it in whatever #ik too young to feel this apathetic about teaching and it suck but also oof I don’t care #I want to quit at the end of the year before my apathy turns into hatred I’ve seen teachers that hate hate the kids and that can’t be me #like even if I stayed for 30 years it wouldn’t be me but the idea of it scares me #I don’t want this job to change who I am as a person but it’s taking away my care for the younger generation #I don’t hate them or wish them ill but I just genuinely don’t care about them or their progress or anything #it’s scary #anyways im rambling idk im just having a bad day ill see this tomorrow and be like wow girl get a snickers cuz this isn’t you #but rn that’s how im feeling

[corrodedcoughin]

about the post about southern Eddie and the phrase The devils beating his wife again, here in the south you'll sometimes hear (mostly older folks as far as I've seen) say either A) the devil is getting married, or B) the devil is beating his wife during sunshowers. (where rain starts falling without forming clouds l, so it stays bright and sunny. its cool to see and it's generally just in localized patches so you can walk 2 foot to the left and be completely out of the rain and just watch it fall) I've also heard people saying it means a pair of foxes or raccoons are getting married! just good wedding vibes I suppose

Anon you are my saviour in these dark and mysterious times. I mean I’d still like to know why it’s that phrase specifically but I feel appeased that I know when it is used. That weather sounds wild though, would love to experience one day but sadly I live somewhere that is 75% rain.

I feel informed! And that I’m in on the joke now so thank you!!!!

#anon #truly you are a kind and generous soul so thank you

[yuukimiyas]

HI CHLOE :> i just saw ur post about having a bad day and i have no idea when it was since it was on my fyp ;; but i just want to wish you well!! ur one of the sweetest writers i’ve seen on this app, you literally deserve the whole world. i hope it all got/gets better and i hope you have the best day of your life soon! lots of love <3

hello sweet kalo!! ໒꒰ྀི⸝⸝´ ˘ `⸝⸝꒱ྀི১ sobs tysm for these sweet words!! i am actively crying reading this omg you are much too sweet to me!! i swear!! ໒꒰ྀིっ ̫ ‹̥̥̥ ꒱ྀིა the past wk has been rlly rough on me emotionally/mentally (bc of my dumb brain :( lmaosjsk) but i cant even begin to put into words how much these words warmed my heart & i’m going to be carrying them so so closely to me as i go ab my tues, weds, & everyday after that!! omg you called me a writer ( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ωᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀ ) i am WEEPING!!! despite me being much too chicken shit scared to share anyth w anyone the fact that you referred to me as one!! eeep!! my heart is doin 100 cartwheels rn!! ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ thank you so so SO MUCH for this sweet & kind msg <33 i adore you ALWAYS kalo!! i hope the universe continues to show you light & good energy & i’m forever sebding all of my love <33

#KALO I AM ACTIVELY TRYING TO GET READY & IM CRYIN ˚‧º·໒꒰ྀི˚ ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ ꒱ྀིა‧º·˚ THIS IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE RN!! #you’re truly such a kind soul!! the world is so lucky to have a sweetheart like you around!!<33 i promise!! #omg you callin me a writer is makin me so warm & fuzzy & seen (even tho my works aren’t lmaozkek) but that means a lot to me i hope you kno! #i am squeezing you so SO CLOSE TO ME!!! i love you sm ꒰｡ › ·̮ ‹ ｡꒱ #*ੈ✩‧₊˚okkalo #( ˘ ³˘)♡moots! #⋆°˖➴ p.o. box!