#as always it looked better in my head

[andtosaturn]

Is this as good as it gets? Is this as good as it gets?!

#fizzedit #fizz #usercellphonehippie #ayastag #dodie #orla gartland #greta isaac #martin luke brown #dodieedit #orlagartlandedit #yourfavebandfizz #fizz band #* #*graphics #just a quick little.. whatever this is #as always it looked better in my head #anyway this album is coming out same day as 1989tv so expect me to be sooooo annoying about it

[icewindandboringhorror]

I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud.. #but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

[sysig]

Off to make mischief and terrible decisions for everyone (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Papyrus #Sans #Help they keep appearing #Where have I heard that one before lol #Genuinely! I wasn't expecting to keep drawing them but my pencil kept moving and they kept showing up on my paper! #Especially Gaster but the other two plenty as well #Got to employ a bit of my favourite coloured pencil ♪ I Will find a way to use my blue on nearly anything #Luckily for me they come prepackaged with blue magic so that was easy enough #Wiggly baby Papyrus does Not want to go >:( At least he's not being hurt :( #Some smoking Gaster ♪ I still quite enjoy drawing smoke honestly - fun to get to do so with a character who actually smokes haha #You can see I also added swoopy-swoops to his Lost Soul head - I like it much better for being such a small detail #I think it looks weird in black rather than white but against a white background- #Without them he feels....hmm something. Something old that I don't want #Not like the Classic Lost Soul head tho haha - similar but not quite the same! #I love his design ahh ♪ He's really so pretty but so much of that is in his details! Like the way he wears his clothes or holds his body #I'm always a sucker for that style of turtleneck as well haha ♫ #Perhaps his turtleneck keeps the smoke in chest from escaping longer :0 Yet another reason to wear them! #Shot of the little family before things went Completely terrible - before the plates and all that #I'm rather pleased with his hand pose there actually :) Keep an eye on your kids Gaster you've only got the one eye to do so! #And then some silly ones lol - I am desperately curious if animated skeletons would have a hyoid bone #It's not as though hyoid bones are specific to humans! They're just A Type Of Bone! Surely skeletons would have All their bones right? #But in the human skeleton it's not resting against another bone it's just floating there tethered by muscle and sinew #Would it float? Would it rest inside the lower jaw? Would it attach to the neck vertebrae?? #It'd probably get caught on his turtleneck a lot easier than like - getting it caught on his neck bones for example #They have a kind of fused canine-teeth-like structure as well they're like a weird set of tongue-teeth lol #It's just fun to imagine ♪ Similar to how the rest of the skeletal body like - magnetizes? to itself :)

[matoitech]

i know i have an addiction to making buff men with big arms and nice pecs but this one came to me in a vision. he has a bleached blond buzzcut and a massive c *im dragged off stage*

#his colors were TOUGH. ppl know i dont like working w base colors that r too light #averi suggested leaning pinker and i think it worked out well. its a genius like always #my art #furry #anthro #doberman #dog #canine #ocs #originally the colors i had for him were more of a lilac doberman but they r hard to translate in2 a design and Look Good #so i think this still has the lilac vibe but is a better looking palette #and in my head he had a pretty basic coloration so i hit that well i think #me and my Normal Guy Names ocs

[sensitiveheartless]

your art makes me wanna overcome my issues and just start creating as well after decades of not being able to. anw, just wanted to say you're an inspiration to me < 3

Aaaa I support!! <3<3<3 I'm really glad I've been able to inspire you! At least in my opinion, creating stuff is always valuable — Art art been very therapeutic for me :0 When I was younger I had a lot of trouble getting myself started on making stuff, and I was very on and off with it, especially during more tempestuous times. It's been about...seven or eight years now since I decided to start drawing every day, and admittedly some days all I have time/energy for is stuff like this:

But to me it still counts! Even though most of the stuff I draw in my sketchbook never becomes a finished piece, and it's all very messy, it still helps my brain to create it. Even when I just end up making a page of vaguely dinosaur-like creatures and weird little beasts like these ones from recently lol

Anyway! That was a bit of a ramble, but most importantly: If you do decide to create again, I wish you the best of luck, anon! <3<3<3

#I don't know if it helps other people — but I always like seeing artist's unfinished sketches and such #because it reminds me that EVERYONE has art pieces that don't turn out they way they want them to #which in turn makes me feel better about my many many sketchbooks full of nonsense and poor anatomy attempts lol #so! putting these sketches of mine in here in the hopes that I'm not the only one who feels that way :D #ask box #senhart rambles #side note but I recently started drawing dinosaurs from memory to cheer up one of my roommates #and they just always end up looking derpy. I cannot remember the right proportions of a T. rex off the top of my head XD

[guardian-angle22]

Ronen Rubinstein | promoting 911 Lone Star Season 4 on “Your Morning”

#ronen rubinstein #911 lone star cast #listen... you could try to convince me that this isn't one of the BEST looks he's ever worn #but you would not succeed because you would be wrong #this is PEAK for me #I just wish I could see the chain on the vest better and that I could see more of the earring #I want this outfit for myself but I will settle for just staring at him in it #head to toe though for real - the hair.the earring. down to the flower socks peaking out.the boots. give this to me #my gifs #also his eyes as always are 😍 #911 lone star

[transmechanicus]

Don’t usually show my natural hair so be grateful and sweet to me, m’kay?

#my stuff #my face #blonde hair #my dye job was fine turns out if your hair is wet and your scalp is red from a hot shower it will just look silly til those stop #shoutout to our buzzcut queens if this flops i will be electrocuting myself <3 #like legit i don’t like my natural hair compared to my Better Options #why would i want to show off a necessity buzzcut when i can be the scene girl i always want to be #anyways Exhibit G of Kissable Spots: My Whole Head #trans #buzzcut #lesbian

[pallanophblargh]

Oh no, not me, human often frustrated by the willful whims of mammals, looking warmly at the profiles of mostly bully mix type dogs in local shelters.

Don't worry, I'm not that brand of impulsive. I just love their big smiles and I'd never met one I didn't like.

Alternately, I'm missing my childhood dog (who wasn't a bully type) but like all dogs, he was a certified Good Boy.

#April rambles #I'm not immune to canine propaganda #but I can be particular of course #I think people might guess what breed my childhood dog was #anyway I love bully type grins #they have hippo faces #I'm not the usual asshole who feels entitled to dogs I'm always overthinking if I could do right by them #it's a question of a dog fitting into the lifestyle with feasible adjustments #my patience is so much better now that I'm medicated lol #I'm not worried since I know myself and my capabilities #for the time being I'm gonna smile guiltlessly at pictures #fond memories of the time I was drawing in a coffee shop and two amstaff looking dogs bolt over to me #and put their basketball heads in my lap #and the owner is like “I'M SO SORRY they got out of hand” #and I'm like we're good they love my magic scritchies #core memory right there

[lexisimss]

Two turtle Doves. 🕊️🕊️

#ideas always look better in my head #ignore the fact that its not a turtle dove #i couldn't find one #and i'm definitely not making one #not that i could anyway ;c #dove #ts3 #the sims #simblr #the sims 3

[quietwingsinthesky]

sometimes interpreting media through a shipping lens enhances it, on occasion even beyond the author’s original intent, but sometimes, you do have to accept that your ship was not in the heads of anyone making the source material and trying to force it to fit into evidence of your ship will severely hinder your ability to discuss the actual text.

#and also ill hit you on the head with a brick #posts that. im not going to say theyre about destiel. im not going to say that. #and im not gojng to say it because. i dont need to. you already know <3 #and to be clear: its not the interpretation thats a problem here. thats the fun of shipping. its then taking what youve interpreted and then #trying to backread that onto the media itself as intentional. as intended. #dismissing the actual themes and story for evidence of a ship is the problem. u get me? #shipping brainrot is not ‘oh i think these characters would kiss for this reason’. #its ‘this show is and has always been about these characters kissing no matter how much i have to ignore about the show to make that true or #pretend is completely different than its actually presented or straight up make things up to make my ship be a part of the intended reading’ #thats the brainrot. the brainrot is when u step off the train of reality. #this is not true about the best piece of art ever made Captain America and the Winter Soldier. btw. that movie IS about bucky and steve #kissing alsjfdjskdjg #(<- okay im being silly here but id like to make a real point here too. the thing about TWS is that. it is genuinely enhanced by a romantic #reading. its not *better* than a platonic one. its just different. being able to see it through that lens does make a lot of the original #movie’s ideas even more complex. case in point like: steve struggling with his dating life. because what shared life experience does he have #with other people who look his age. and the movie is. about. someone who has his shared life experiences. and his mission to get bucky back. #you can see how that lens would be beneficial to the original movie rather than fighting it to prove the ship works in opposition to the #author’s original intent.)

[mooifyourecows]

me and the metric paper wasp building a nest on my front door have a deep, emotional bond built from making eye contact multiple times a day through the glass and so naturally i wanted to express my love for him by way of little treat and looked up if paper wasps like sugar water but the search results were all "HERE'S HOW TO LURE WASPS INTO A TRAP TO KILL THEM AS HORRIFICALLY AS POSSIBLE TO ENSURE THEIR LAST MOMENTS ARE PURE TORTURE AND AGONY" and like no, sir, you do not understand, we are in love

#its seriously so cute #he sits on the window and is like totally chill and stuff #and then ill stand on the other side and look at him #and i can see him notice me #like his little antennae start moving #and he turns his head and moves to get a better look at me #and we just observe each other #it looks like hes literally having the same thoughts as me #which are 'look at this cute and interesting creature' #we are soulmates #anyway i'm a wasp lover front and center #my partner is like scared of them and always does evasive maneuvers when theyre around #and im always like wading through them like moses through the red sea like no they would not hurt me we are in love #and its true ive only ever been stung as a child #and only on accident #ie accidentally stepping on one when playing outside #they would not hurt me because i love them and they love me

[luchiaketchum-art]

His taunt of singing along to his theme is just too cute....

#sf6 #street fighter #jamie siu #street fighter jamie #fanart #chibi #I love the taunt so much #also saw someone checking and he's actually pressing the right buttons as if playing the trumpet #these looked better in my head #as always #also didn't plan properly coloring first so this went messy #but yea #have some weirdly shaped jamies www

[tenowls]

august 2022/july 2023 life drawing improvement RAHHH

#life drawing #going to stop hitting myself on the head and let myself be proud of smth for once HSKDJSK #i think i have a decent eye for proportions/anatomy but have always been a very hesitant markmaker hsjdjks #my digital art looks neat only bc i have the power to Undo #BUT ANYWAY. GETTING BETTER AT IT TRADITIONALLY #WHICH WILL HELP MY DIGITAL ART IN TURN #my goal for the last yr has just been to get looser n more confident n focus on gesture etc #but now i might start looking at proper resources n actually trying to improve in a focused way aksjks #i would like to get better at understanding 3D form especially #it will be slow bc i am Busy and also Lazy but I WILL DO IT. THE TIME WILL PASS ANYWAY

[pastafossa]

I'm not sure if this was already asked, but if Jane had skipped town when she had planned to, would Matt ever forgive her? How would he react?

Ooooh, now this is an interesting question.

I definitely think there's a small part of him that never would have forgiven her for it, especially since he'd already had a few vulnerable moments with her where he'd opened up and she, seemingly, had opened up with him, too. But mostly, it would have simply... broken that part of him that felt hope, that felt that maybe, just maybe he deserved to have someone care about him, or even love him one day, because he'd have read her letter - the kinder one, the gentler one, the one that said without saying, 'I could see myself loving you if I stayed.'

Ironically, despite her intentions - that she leave him a kinder letter, one that was honest and told him how much she cared for him - reading that letter after dhe left would have broken an entirely different part of him.

The loss of her, the idea that he'd been left alone again by someone who might have loved him, would have been all the proof he needed that he was a fuckup, that everyone in his life that he cared about was destined to leave him. He'd spiral, spiral right down into the decision that all he could do was leave them first before he hurt them so bad or put them in so much danger that they left him behind and, subconsciously, before they hurt him like the loss of his parents had, like Stick and Elektra and now Jane had by walking away. He'd retreat in on himself, curling up tight around that hurt and hiding behind the ferocity, darkness, and rage of the Devil because that seemed like the only way he could protect himself from being abandoned again when he wanted so, so desperately to have just ONE person who might... love him. It would have been a ticket to the S3 mindset basically, but because Karen and Foggy at that point didn't know about Daredevil, and because he hadn't met Maggie yet, no one really would have been in a decent position to help drag him up out of that spiral.

And Stick knew that, which is exactly why he tried to talk Jane into leaving, and why he gave her that letter to ensure she truly broke the more gentle, tender part of Matt. He knew this would push Matt into the mindset Stick wanted: that Matt was meant to be alone, that there was nothing for him but his 'duty', and there was certainly no room for friends, for lovers, or family.

One day it's possible he would have pulled himself out of it, and by then he likely would have forgiven her - either because he recognized she ran for fear of Cyrus, or because he simply blamed himself instead of her - but either way, if that domino had tipped, a part of him never really would have recovered or felt safe reaching for that kind of gentle connection again.

#the red thread #it's not something i ever confirmed in canon but in my head that's basically what would have happened #he'd just experienced Claire kinda backing away from friendship and her being hurt 'because of him' so he was in a VERY vulnerable position #which he shared with Jane. like he OPENED UP to her and he was finally feeling like... accepted and cared for #and so when you consider where he was mentally/emotionally #and his prior history #it would have taken him a looong time to claw his way up out of that darkness if he ever did #and even if he did he'd always have a wound there #one that never really healed over #especially if he'd read her letter that explained her feelings for him #because that letter and what happened after in the warehouse was sort of the 'soft' beginning of their real relationship #I intentionally set it up so there's no real point you can look at and go 'ah it started here'. it was a gradual thing. a blur #but that moment was foundational where that blur really started #and so yeah if that moment had gone the OTHER way #...poor matt #basically #(not that jane would be much better off but that's another story since she'd have been captured by cyrus without matt's help later)

[a-lonely-dunedain]

I don't usually have "ships" but when I do I'm pretty chill about- *trips and all these fall out of my pocket*

*frantically trying to shove drawings back in my pocket* oh gosh I um- look I'm actually super normal about them it's just- *another one falls out* aw geez--

look I um- ok I lied I'm not normal about them. on the bright side, turns out getting obsessed with The Characters is a good motivation to get some much needed drawing practice in!

#it's funny how I say 'getting obsessed' with them when I have literally had these two rotating in my head for so many years #I should say I'm only just now getting to *post* about my obsession. it's always been there #it's actually really hard to draw Celeair bc I keep having to stop and scream to myself over how cute his lil face is #he's literally looking with the 🥺face how am I meant to focus like this?? #Margim is hard to draw bc I think my style lends itself better to characters with like. idk 'softer' features? #it just takes a lot more time and tweaking to get her looking close enough to how she's supposed to. this is why I need practice #lotro #lotro oc #Margim #Celeair #haven't logged into lotro for like two days bc I keep having to Draw Them but I'm SLOW at it

[clusterbuck]

ok before anyone tells me to curate my space or whatever i know this is a Me Problem but. i was thinking about why so much of what i see on the dash during show season annoys me and i think i just. don’t like knowing things, full stop. i don’t like spec because it feels too much like knowing, except with the added layer of constantly waiting to see if it actually will happen.

but it’s not just spec. i don’t like spoilers, i don’t like sneak peeks, i don’t even like synopses or teasers or promos or stills. i read book blurbs to figure out if i want to read them in general, but if i’ve added a book to my tbr i don’t reread the blurb before starting the actual book. when i watch new to me shows i don’t like reading episode descriptions as i watch.

i don’t like knowing things, because i feel like part of me is constantly evaluating everything that happens trying to make it fit together with what i know and i haven’t yet figured out how to turn that off.

(but like i said fully a me problem i am simply thinking out loud i will figure out how to square this with existing in fandom in the information age or whatever)

#shush emma #also i know it seems like this shouldn’t align with fic and especially codas but it just. does ?? somehow ?? #i guess bc fic is always kind of looking back at canon instead of looking forward #i’ve written a few spec fics and it always feels a little weird #that being said i do have one (1) idea for a eddiemarisol breakup spec fic #but it’s not something i think would happen in the actual show which makes it better In My Head #(better re: this issue not better conceptually yk)