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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
concert rehearsals #3
You felt heavy hearted when you woke up. You couldn't sleep much and now you had to get up for concert rehearsals day 2 today you had to put all the effort because the concert would be tomorrow. But you weren't so sure how much efforet you could put in.
You were tired, confused, and heavy hearted. Your anxiety was playing games with you and you felt paranoid.
How were you going to look at Joshua after last night with mingyu? And that fucking confession? What the fuck mingyu?! Now you felt the world pressing on your shoulders even more before.
No one knew the anxiety you had. And you felt like you had schizophrenia (A disorder that affects a person's ability to think, feel, and behave clearly.) you felt as if you weren't seeing anything clearly anymore.
What were you going to do?
"Why are you looking so crazy today?" Minghao laughed scaring you out of your thoughts. He looked good in his stage outfit. Everyone here had their stage outfits on today.
"Am I?" You questioned. You wouldn't doubt it considering you felt crazy.
"Yeah hella, did you sleep? Are you nervous for the concert? You'll be okay."
No, no and no. To all those questions.
"Yeah I'm hella tired I feel like I'm having an outer body exper-"
Just then mingyu passed with won woo giving you his signature look and smirk he passed by so close you could smell the smell of his Cologne and after shave. Wonwoo glance at you giving you a smile.
Fuck did he know?
He knew didn't he?
God everyone did.
You were freaking out.
You probley really looked crazy.
Damn it he don't that on purpose. He passed you on purpose!
"Y/n , earth  to y/n," as you came back down to reality you looked up at minghao. He gave you a confused look. He grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the exit of the concert dome your heels click clacking against the pavement.
Once outside you enters the concert hall and he gave you a look letting go of your arm. You two were the only ones out there eyeine was in music blasting from pristin.
"What's wrong?"
You grimaced you didn't want to tell him he would only scold you.
"Nothing," you tried to go back in.
He pulled you back.
"Y/n," he pressed.
You looked at him.
"I messed up again."
He raised his eyebrow.
You sighed. "You were right and so far things have only got more complicated in the world of y/n"
"Okayyyyy," he strung out.
You shut you eyes and sighed again. " mingyu confesses his love for me and figurenout that Joshua is the one stealing all my attention. He caught me on his floor early in the morning sneaking back to my room-"
Minghao sighed
"- with my shirt inside out," you quietly said.
"Damn." Was all he said." I don't want to say I told you so it's so cliche but I told you so."
"I know and now it's only worse I can't even look at Joshua."
"Wait I thought you said you wanted to sleep and we couldn't hang why were you with Joshua ?"
Fuck.
"I-"
He looked down, "it's okay I get it."
Although he still looked hurt.
"lets get back before manger hyung finds us and lights us up." You followed him click clacking behind him.
When inside your eyes connected with Joshua's and he gave you this look and your heart melted everything about Joshua made you melt.
When you looked the other way mingyu was staring at you darkly. He seen your whole Joshua interactions and wasn't happy.
You sighed fucking kill me.
Okay seventeen to the stage. Filled the stadium speakers.
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before the music started Joshua made eye contact with you. making you smile like an idiot.
You avoided mingyu a gaze.
You watched seventeen, minghao was so good. and of course Joshua looked good. after they were done you were called to the stage. lets just say you were about to blow up this stadium.
"Y/n to the stage." echoed around the speaker system and your adrenaline went. your heart skipped some beats but that was okay. it was time. it was your time to shine. it was time to show the whole who y/nwas.
As seventeen exited the stage you passed by Joshua who touched your hand as he went down
The boys cheered you on.
Jun and Hoshi stayed on and everyone was confused you ran up in stage to join them.
"jabal eum-ack juseyo"
You only have to watch till 1:53
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(You only have to watch till 1:53 your are in the red and hoshi and Jun are the other two. Hoshi is in the red pants and jun is the one in all black. FYI this isn't what you look like lol this is your opening act as a new artist at pledis, this will be the first time People actually get to see you no one knew of you special performance with him and hoshi till this concert rehearsal so everyone is going crazy screaming on the top of their lungs because your so talented. Your the best dancer they have at pledis which why they are thinking about putting you as a solo instead of in a group because your so talented.)
"Ladies and gentlemen I give you y/n" director-nim screamed you posed but was still out of breath.
Everyone was still screaming when the music ended and your next song started.
hoshi and jun stayed up there while the rest of your backup dancers filed the stage for the cover song.
they will be the two boys in the front on the right and the left.
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(Okay so now I imagine the main with an attitude like hyuna so this is who you can imagine her being like I guess. But this is the cover song y/n did for the concert)
You stood their in your heels and posed at the end everyone was screaming for you. You felt so happy that all your hard work paid off in the company although you were happy the back of your mind was spinning like a merry go round.
You exited the stage and pristin surrounded you bombarding you with questions and screaming
"Omg unnie that was everything!!!"
"Why didn't you tell us that you had that performance with the boys????!"
Mean while Joshua watched as everyone surrounded you they loved you there was no denying your place in the company you belong in it. You were meant to be a star. And he was sorry if he ever said other wise.
Okay let's take a break. director -nim called.
You sat down on the floor trying you took off your heels and sighed. Everyone was still talking about your performance and they kept passing your giving you encouraging words and such. Minghao found his spot next to you and smiled shaking his head.
"What you?" laughed.
"Nothing.." Still he kept smiling.
"Minghao!"
"You were amazing up there. I just can't get over it."
Your checks flushed and you smiled ear to ear. "I was nervous but you know I tried my best."
"you gave a lot you don't have to try, you control the music- the music doesn't control you- your such a natural. The way you dance I've never seen it before come from a woman like that. Your unique."
"Thanks minghao i really appreciate your opinion."
"Your welcome," he grabbed your hand and squeezed it giving you encouragement.
When he let go you sighed," I'm so tired. And stressed."
"Well the concerts tomorrow so at least we'll get some days off before the next one," he said
"Yeah I know, thank god,"you said. you began to stretch and roll your neck around. Minghao just stared. It was kind of hard not to stare at someone as beautiful as you.
In the midst you caught him and he quickly looked away
"What?" you said laughing what was wrong with him today?
"Nothing," he cleared his throat.
"We will now resume. Those who have rehearsed may leave if they want get some rest before the concert please."
You and minghao lit up "omg the rest of the day off!"
"I know is this a dream."
" we must have been 100 percent perfect for director-nim to let us off." You quickly put your shoes on.
Everyone that had been on stage had exited and you and minghao went arm and arm skipping towards the cars to get a ride back to the hotel.
When outside you and minghao raced to one of the many company vans everyone piling in them. You and him sat in the back and waited until the driver would pull off. Joshua found a seat in front of you and you smiled. You laid your head on minghao shoulder and Wonwoo followed by mingyu popped in.
Annoying.
How fucking annoying  you thought. Mingyu gave eye contact and smirked when you knitted your eyebrows in annoyance at him. You snuggled into minghao more and glanced at Joshua's head who was immersed in his cellphone.
The rest of the car was filled up by back up dancers so the only idols were Wonwoo, mingyu, Joshua, minghao, and then you who was to debut tomorrow.
The driver pulled off and you still had your head in minghao.
You held onto his arm and he put his head on yours too. He grabbed your hand and you closed your eyes. What would you do without him? You loved minghao so much. He was the only person that never turned on you, spoke ill of you. Judged you. In his eyes you never did any wrong.
You really appreciated him. And would do anything for the boy. He kept all your secrets covered for you. Watched you destroy yourself so he could fix you. He didn't have too but he always did.. whatever girl he would end up with you'd hate her just because you wouldn't be his main focus anymore. It was just like having a close brother who gets a girlfriend and you automatically hate the girl for taking your brother away.
Mingyu happens to look back and he gave minghao an you this look before turning back around you both had fallen asleep during the 30 minute car ride hand in hand and heads together. So you didn't see him.
But he was looking and hating.
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
concert rehearsals #2
"Bro did you take a shit?" Minghao said when you stood at his side again. Nu'est t was on stage about to do their rehearsal.
"No!" You hit him. He laughed. Well you took a long ass fucking time. He eyed you. you instantly thinking he knew. Your sub- Conscience getting to you.
"Well damn were you counting the minutes until I got back?" Minghao rolled his eyes and you laughed. "What it seems like it."
nuest get their mics on.
You searched the crowed for Joshua and when your eyes connected it was like the world was in slow motion. Everything seemed so irrelevant when it came to him. You shyly looked away remembering what just happened. And you became nervous as you remember you were staying the night with him.
"So I was thinking we could watch another movie in my room tonight if your up for it minghao smiled. Joshua flooded in your mind again. You couldn't cancel on him-
"I can't I'm super tired, I think I rather rest tonight cos I'm dragging today I feel like I'm about to kill over and die," you exaggerated. Which was true you were tired but you weren't that tired.
You wanted to tell him that you had talked to Joshua but another part of you told yourself not to do so you didn't want to get a lecture from minghao to tell him again. You were going to tell him but on your time you knew it was long over do and dragged out but that was besides the point the pint was, was that you needed some time and you were afraid of losing Joshua if he ever found out. It was kind of selfish but it was the truth. The complete truth.
"Okay, that's fine I'm tired too," then why did you want to what a movie? "Minghao looked up and nu'est began their song.
"Because I just wanted to spend time with you," minghao confessed. You eyed him as nuest rung in your ears.
"We can tomorrow night if you want,"
he smiled,"okay that sounds great."
He sighed and stretched his body out. "Rehearsals are going to take forever as we go through the whole show. All I want to do is lay down," You looked around, the pristin members were scattered and some were laying on the floor talking or sleeping.
"Look," he looked over across the room following your head gesture, "pristin, why don't you do what they are?" Minghao looked and felt relived.
"Yes, I should do that." Minghao dropped to his knees laying his body on the floor. You decided to do the same but not sleep- but watch the rehearsals. You couldn't miss a moment because you wanted to take in the whole process of getting ready for the show. This was your first concert- verses minghao who has done this a million times he wasn't missing out on anything in particular.
You laid on minghaos back when he found himself laying on his stomach.
"Okay next song," director-nim said," trama- rap unit."
Minghao had passed out. So you just sat and watched the next coming  songs
"Pristin v"
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The singing unit finished and got off stage minutes passed before the director called up the next stage.
You shook minghao as the director called the performance team to the stage. Minghao groaned and you eyed him as he looked...sexy like that. Mmm.
Hail down hoe. You thought.
Minghao got up and you moved ending up crossed legged on the floor. He groggily walked towards the stage Dino jun and Hoshi coming from all sides too minghao put his hands through his hair and shook it a little.
They got into place and minghao put his game face on despite him just waking up.
Umack chusaeyo"
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You always loved the performance team.
"Okay let's go ahead and do thanks."
The rest of seventeen made their way up to the stage.
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The rest of the day went well you had gone through the whole show tomorrow everyone had to dress up and act like it was the actual show (expect more video skip them is you don't wanna watch them but it's part of the story)
Everyone exited some stayed behind and asked questions but  your ass bolted out the stadium . You went with pristin in their van and took your ass back to the hotel. You were so tired you didn't want to stay any longer.
You needed some rest before going to Joshua's later. You said good bye as you you and pristin went your separate ways and you got your card key out. Seventeen had just arrived on the floor and you hurried into your room before any one of them spotted you.
With your back pressed again the door you sighed in the dark room. It was now late and the sun was going down. It was close to eight and you were ready for this trip to be over so you could go back home and use your own bed again.
You threw your bag on on the floor next to the door and took your shoes off not bothering by taking anything else off you popped in the hotel bed and past out.
- There was a noise in the background of your dream. You were running through a forest, running away from something. You had anxiety, and panic filled your system- but you didn't know what you were running from.
Again a phone text message sound filled your mind. Confusing you as you ran. You tripped as you looked back and you jolted awake before you could see what was trying to get you it almost grabbing you.
You moved around in the bed moving your head side to side while your eyes were still closed you eyebrows knitted together before you opened them. looking around at a pitch black room you suddenly remembered- Shit you slept for a long ass time didn't you? You had somewhere to be.
Your phone- the sound that you heard in your dream rang again. You reached for it and seen Joshua had called you and texted you.
3:05 am
Shit.
You were supposed to meet him at 12:00 am
You hurried and got out of bed brushing your teeth and trying to look decent and not like you weren't running through the woods in your dream.
Your heart beat extremely fast and you thought about being alone sleeping with him.
You grabbed your phone and card key and slowly looked out the room not wanting to run into anyone. You peeled your head out looking down both sides of the long elegant fancy hallway.
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The ghost was clear.
You ran out down the hallway getting in the elevator. Joshua was on the next floor up. Pledis rented out two whole floors in the hotel. Minghao however was on your floor. And unfortunately so was mingyu.
You pushed the next floor up and rode the elevator for a split second. The doors opened and you looked up. Joshua was on the other side. His hair pushed back and phone in hand. You stared at another and when the doors closed Joshua put his arm from keeping them from closing.
You jumped out of your trance and you titled your head to the side. He smirked and held out his other hand. You slowly took it and he intertwined your fingers together. You began walked down the hallway the elevator closing behind you both.
Him here and you like this it felt so right. It was like a dream. There was a lot of ups and down with him but it had been worth it. He was definitely worth all the emotional turmoil you went through.
You smiled to your self thinking. You felt so lucky right now.
"What?" He said looking at your smiling side profile.
You shook your head feeling silly and childish for your cotton like feelings, "this just feels good that's all," you said looking back him. He smirked and you melted. He squeezed your hand and continued to walk with you.
His room was all the way at the other end of the hall. He put the key in and when you opened it it was dimmer lighting it up just a little. He let you enter first him following in after you.
He shit the door and locked it it echoing outside the room and in the hallway. He lean his back against the door and smiled at you. You squirmed under his intense gaze and you broke the eye contact first. He made you nervous. This made you -
He grabbed your hand again him leading you to the bed. You swallowed a big lump in your throat. Why were you nervous you're the one that made him nervous. Was it because he was acting out of the norm?
He pushed you down on the bed and you slowly layed down your hair fanning around you. He put his hand on your face and gently kissed you. With his knee he pushed your legs open and got in between them. With one hand on your neck and the other on your hip he started to make out with you. Gently sweetly addictingly.
The taste of him was always so Enticing.
You responded. Gently of course. And moaned when he pushed himself into you. Him making you feel every part of him that wanted you.
This was bliss this was what you wanted this was everything. You couldn't deny that you loved Joshua. Joshua was everything to you. With or without the sex. The silly game that you had up your sleeve had the opposite effect you wanted. He played you. Not the other way around. The player lost its own fucking game.
Joshua did that kind of shit.
He broke the kiss. And hovered over you. He just starred at you. His kisses lingering on your lips. You wanting them again.
A second passed with heavy breathing. And flusters cheeks. Him looking at you with those hooded eyes was dangerous for you more than for him.
"Do what you want with me," he whispered finally as if he had come to an final decision.
You eyes could have rolled in the back of your head with him saying things like that. He was really tempting you. You had switched roles and you wondered how the fuck it happened, who was seducing who again?
You could have just came alone with just those words.
You stared at him holding in your new found excitement. A willing submissive Joshua.
You grabbed him back to you holding both his hips to yours as you rolled them around against them. In a slow gently motion.
He moaned into your mouth and kissed you down your jaw.  He found your neck and you quickly stopped and arched your back. He smiled against your skin and you hated that he knew your weakest spots.
Again your hands on his hips forced him to push himself into your core. You wanted to feel him. Every part of him.
He had his hands above you head rubbing your forehead, guiding his hands through your long silky hair.
He breathed you in. His eyes brows knitting together out of satisfaction before finding your lips again. You didn't even need to have sex. Just doing this with Joshua was satisfying enough.  Whatever he gave was always enough until you craved more.
You had waited forever to be this close to him. You had been through a lot just to get to this point. You broke the kiss and kissed him down his neck this time earning a manly sexy groan from him.
God did Joshua know what he was getting himself into. That you would suck out his innocence, literally?
He was in for one.
He didn't know what he had done.
You rolled him over so that you were on top of him he didn't know what to do so his hands were awkwardly in the air as he didn't know where to put them as you took control. You pulled them above his head intertwining his fingers with yours as you moved your hips on him and kissed him.
It was a sexy sight to see.
He was so hard you bet it hurt. It was time to blow his first load. You didn't know how he lasted all these years with out anything sexual. To think that he never came before and you were able to do that for him made you into a monster.
An addict
An fucking with Joshua addict.
As he breathed into the poison that was you, you leg go of his hands and made your way down south. Kissing him along the way in every place you could kiss. You looked up at him his eyes hooded as you stopped at the end of his sweatpants. His breath bitching him awaiting his invitation to your hell.
He laid his head down and waited for what was to happen next.
You pulled the waistband down a little and kissed him on his hip bone earning and cry from him you tugged them down some more and kissed his v line. He had his hands in the air again about to lose control. He was sensitive there and you knew it.
Finally you pulled his pants all the way down and off his feet. And threw them bitches to the floor his cock sprinted up and stood tall. God, he was massive and all you could think about was deepthroating him.
With his cock exposed to your eyes you looked past it while sitting on your knees. You sat in between his legs and waited for him to lift his head up and look at you. When he did you said, "tell me you want it," You sinisterly said. He didn't say anything and you challenged him.
Finally he said, I want it,"
"Are you sure?"
"Im sure,"
"Sure of what?"
He breathed sexy and blinked slowly, I want you to suck my cock,"
"You want me to what?" you feeling exciting talking like that.
"I want my cock in your mouth,baby" he breathed barely holding on.
You lost control that's all you needed.
You grabbed him and he moaned and withered at you command you now had control over him.
You got him. Right where you wanted him.
You licked the tip before you unexpectedly took him in your mouth. He cried out and it was like music to your ears. He tasted so good.
With your hand on his shaft and your mouth at the top you found a rhythm as you mouth fucked him. All Joshua could do was moan and grab your hair he experienced nothing like this before and was losing all control. You would be surprised if he would bust in your mouth quickly which would be okay.
Anything for him. You had all the time in the world to do everything eles.
"Mmmmm," he moaned as you deepthroated him. You sensually and slowly let up and kissed his cock. You watched him his face red and in distress as he tried to fight you from making him come so soon.
"Baby it feels so good-"
"Come for me then,"
"I don't want to yet." He said.
"Enjoy this we have all the time in the world baby." You said before you found him in your mouth again. He tangled your hands in your hair and helped you suck the fuck out of him , him surrendering to you completely this was it there was no going back now one he came it was it and it was over he wouldn't be pure. He would be your sinful boy.
As you flatted your tongue you upend your mouth more for his well endowed manhood. He took control moving in circles fucking your mouth as he tried to find his relief.
His breathing was so harsh and short as he tried to find himself in you.
It was amazing how he was so innocent but quickly caught on he knew what he liked and didn't like already and you love it.
You let go him piping out your mouth you killing his orgasm him moaning in distress. A string of saliva connected at the tip of his cock to your mouth. When you pumped him with your hand it broke.
You stared at him as you used your hand watching his squirm Beneath your control.
"Your so sexy baby like this, it's a good look on you," you said before putting him back in your mouth. It was time to make him cum because he wouldn't be your dirty boy until you popped his innocence it flowing down your throat like you wanted it too.
You rapidly deep throated him(Mouth wide open mouth wide open mouth wide open like I was at the dentist- if you don't know those lyrics get off my profile we can't be friends lol jk) he hissed, cursed, groaned. As you worked to get him to cum again.
"Oh baby," He whined.
You popped him and licked him from the base to the shaft before pulling him back in your mouth again.
He was so sexually frustrated he started mouth fucking you again. God your baby wanted it so bad. The way he rolled his hips in circles really got you wet. He mouth fucked you harder- "Oh fuck," he breathed at the same time a fat ass load shot down your throat. Popping the innocence of what was Hong Joshua.
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
Waking up in the arms of the person you love is beyond belief. It feels like you could stay there forever and never leave. Waking up in Joshua's arms was something unimaginable but at the same time unreal.
It made you laugh how you wanted to play him and use him and now you couldn't ever think seeing him hurt. You gave up a lot for him. Lost yourself and recreated your self to fit his needs and he had done the same.
The morals he went by were no longer valid and your sinful "morals" you had obtained was as well. Love made you do crazy things.
Last night you had showed Joshua what you could do with that sinful mouth of yours taking him all in making him bust the biggest load you had ever seen. You popped his innocence completely and it only left you wanting more.
But you would go at his pace, not yours- and you wanted to show him you could wait until he was ready. You wanted him to initiate it- not the other way around. As bad as you wanted to take it you wanted him to give it to you instead.
Joshua was still asleep as you laid in his arms and you didn't want to wake him up. So you carefully and quietly got out of his arms so that you could run back down to you room before you got caught by manager oppa.
You quickly put on your cloths and quietly shut the door so you couldn't wake him up. You ran towards the elevator when the coast was clear and rapidly pushed the elevator button as if doing that it would come faster.
Still doing it the doors finally opened and Mingyu stood before you in the empty metal box.
and you just stared.
You who was stunned didn't move your hand from the elevator button stopped clicking it but didn't move your hand from it. You  just stared at each other. no one moving until the elevator doors tried to closed breaking your trance. he gave you this look before stepping off. he stepped off the elevator towering over you looking down at you with that look that made your stomach turn. even though you couldn't exactly read him he didn't look to happy.
You swallowed hard and braced your self.
"What are you doing up here at this time? Your floor is downstairs like mine-," he interrogated you. okay dad? who the fuck did he think he was always bothering me about    
You opened your mouth to speak but you didn't have anything to say. You couldn't think of a lie and you felt like he knew.
"I'm- im.." you started.
"He looked at your inside out shirt and it had went through his mind. You were being a hoe. It was no other explanation to why you were here instead of your room- shirt inside out- a dumb ass look on your face.
"Who are you fucking?" He spat.
Whoa.. why did it matter though. you had agreed to be friends with benefits until you found someone why was he so defensive.
"What the fuck are you talking about?!"
"Your're fucking someone other than me aren't you?"
He was coming off so wrong. It made you pull your head back.
"Let's end this," you dropped. A big a bomb blowing up in his face causing him to instantly shut down. He looked hurt, dumbfounded, confused, a whole lot of emotions bubbling up ready to explode.
"You can't just do that to me," was all he could say.
"We had an agreement-"
"Yeah but that was before I fell in love with you."
You had completely come undone and not in the way You wanted Mingyu had just said the L word something he would have never even thought he would say in his life and too the wrong person.
Maybe in another universe- one with out Joshua, you could have returned his feelings maybe. But this was never meant to be anything more than the agreement you had both sought out to be. It was never supposed to be the fall in love with me project. It was a simple understanding that once one or the other found a lover you were to end it. No complaints, it's or butts. You never thought you fall for someone but you did. you had changed and now you and Joshua weren't the only ones that had changed.
Look at that big old Mingyu found someone to love and tragic enough someone he couldn't and would never have. Even though he had HAD you he would never HAVE you in the way he wanted. The way he was feeling. You know it sucked but not everyone was supposed to have a happy ending.
His eyes were teary and the situation became intense.
He stared at you like really stared at you and you felt guilty his eyes were like windows to his soul showing how genuine he felt about you. But there was nothing you could do Joshua was first. No matter if you felt anything for him Joshua would always come first.
"I'm sorry," you said avoid Mingyu his eye contact.
He snapped, "who is it? I wanna know who the fuck took you away from me- don't tell me it's fucking Joshua. I thought you were trying to play him don't tell me you fucking feel for him?!"
He had read you, he knew you. He knew you better than anyone eles did. And that's what sucked.
"Don't worry about who it is Mingyu I'm not yours." You said avoiding his questions.
"You are! we made love too many times for you to say otherwise-
"Love?" You scoffed. "It was sex! it's not my fault you took it the wrong way."
You pushed the button to the elevator many times wanting to leave as soon as possible.
He was crying and in hysterics the first love of his life had rejected him. And he didn't know how to take it or let you go. Finally the bell chimed and the doors opened but he grabbed you before you could get on.
The doors closed and you became livid with him.
"Leave me alone Mingyu,"
"Not until you tell me you didn't feel anything for me! you know you did!" He sniffed.
You stood there looking at him unable to move you didn't want to say the wrong things but you also didn't want to lie either.
He grabbed you in his arms. Even though you had hurt him he didn't want yo let you go.
"Y/n I don't think I can let you go. I've known this for a while now and I wish I would have told you sooner. But I can't stand to lose next to Joshua or whoever the fuck that guy is!!! he doesn't deserve you. Joshua hated and ridiculed you, branded you, and insulted you! how can you see something in him that you don't see in me. I've always supported you and treated you with respect I don't get it don't do this."
He had a point.
But it wasn't enough.
You didn't want to talk about it anymore and you didn't wanna cause a scene any further. With his arms around your shoulders and his head on yours you stood there with your arms on your sides.
"Let's just go back to our rooms." You muffled. not answering him. he cried a little harder. And you felt a pang in your heart you stayed like that for a little longer before he let go eyes rimmed in red.
This was a complete utter mess. But it only had got this far because you didn't do anything about it Minghao had told you and now look. Someone fell in love with you.
Someone eles other than Joshua.
He looked down at you and guilt spread across your face. He pushed the button that you were so desperately trying to push and didn't say anything finally went the elevator stopped and the door opens to the floor you were on he pulled you inside you stood side by side in the air.
Time went by as he pushed the button entering your floor. Silance filled the box and you both looked ahead.
"Give me one more time." His voice cracked.
Your head whipped to the side to look at him.
"Give me one more time to make love to you and show you. You know it you know it's different than just sex I'm not lying let me love you. Chose me not him. Spend time with me for a day let's do things have fun. I'm alot of things but I'm capable of loving you y/n."
Stress all you felt was stress.
When you didn't say anything. "Don't tell me you never felt anything for me. Cos if you didn't you would have dumped me a long time ago when you started to fall for Jesus freak."
Oh now he was a Jesus freak? Lmao someone is mad.m at the poor boy.
He had another point he was head on.
You didn't want another love triangle cliche but...
The elevator opened to your floor and you sped walked to your room Mingyu following close behind.
"Don't run from me,this...it's partly your fault for not telling me. He said behind you, "Give me one day and one night after the concert."
You squeezed your eyes shut and contemplated on jumping off your hotel balcony.
This was seriously the worst thing you could ever possibly go through. Two men in love with you. One you had feeling for before and one you currently loved oops did you just admit that?
Was you holding on to Mingyu?
Attached by intimacy?
"Fine," you quickly said digging a deeper hold because why not?
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
You felt heavy hearted when you woke up. You couldn't sleep much and now you had to get up for concert rehearsals day 2  today you had to put all the effort because the concert would be tomorrow. But you weren't so sure how much efforet you could put in.
You were tired, confused, and heavy hearted. Your anxiety was playing games with you and you felt paranoid.
How were you going to look at Joshua after last night with mingyu? And that fucking confession? What the fuck mingyu?! Now you felt the world pressing on your shoulders even more before.
No one knew the anxiety you had. And you felt like you had schizophrenia (A disorder that affects a person's ability to think, feel, and behave clearly.) you felt as if you weren't seeing anything clearly anymore.
What were you going to do?
"Why are you looking so crazy today?" Minghao laughed scaring you out of your thoughts. He looked good in his stage outfit. Everyone here had their stage outfits on today.
"Am I?" You questioned. You wouldn't doubt it considering you felt crazy.
"Yeah hella, did you sleep? Are you nervous for the concert? You'll be okay."
No, no and no. To all those questions.
"Yeah I'm hella tired I feel like I'm having an outer body exper-"
Just then mingyu passed with won woo giving you his signature look and smirk he passed by so close you could smell the smell of his Cologne and after shave. Wonwoo glance at you giving you a smile.
Fuck did he know?
He knew didn't he?
God everyone did.
You were freaking out.
You probley really looked crazy.
Damn it he don't that on purpose. He passed you on purpose!
"Y/n , earth  to y/n," as you came back down to reality you looked up at minghao. He gave you a confused look. He grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the exit of the concert dome your heels click clacking against the pavement.
Once outside you enters the concert hall and he gave you a look letting go of your arm. You two were the only ones out there eyeine was in music blasting from pristin.
"What's wrong?"
You grimaced you didn't want to tell him he would only scold you.
"Nothing," you tried to go back in.
He pulled you back.
"Y/n," he pressed.
You looked at him.
"I messed up again."
He raised his eyebrow.
You sighed. "You were right and so far things have only got more complicated in the world of y/n"
"Okayyyyy," he strung out.
You shut you eyes and sighed again. " mingyu confesses his love for me and figurenout that Joshua is the one stealing all my attention. He caught me on his floor early in the morning sneaking back to my room-"
Minghao sighed
"- with my shirt inside out," you quietly said.
"Damn." Was all he said." I don't want to say I told you so it's so cliche but I told you so."
"I know and now it's only worse I can't even look at Joshua."
"Wait I thought you said you wanted to sleep and we couldn't hang why were you with Joshua ?"
Fuck.
"I-"
He looked down, "it's okay I get it."
Although he still looked hurt.
"lets get back before manger hyung finds us and lights us up." You followed him click clacking behind him.
When inside your eyes connected with Joshua's and he gave you this look and your heart melted everything about Joshua made you melt.
When you looked the other way mingyu was staring at you darkly. He seen your whole Joshua interactions and wasn't happy.
You sighed fucking kill me.
Okay seventeen to the stage. Filled the stadium speakers.
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before the music started Joshua made eye contact with you. making you smile like an idiot.
You avoided mingyu a gaze.
You watched seventeen, minghao was so good. and of course Joshua looked good. after they were done you were called to the stage. lets just say you were about to blow up this stadium.
"Y/n to the stage." echoed around the speaker system and your adrenaline went. your heart skipped some beats but that was okay. it was time. it was your time to shine. it was time to show the whole who y/nwas.
As seventeen exited the stage you passed by Joshua who touched your hand as he went down
The boys cheered you on.
Jun and Hoshi stayed on and everyone was confused you ran up in stage to join them.
"jabal eum-ack juseyo"
You only have to watch till 1:53
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(You only have to watch till 1:53 your are in the red and hoshi and Jun are the other two. Hoshi is in the red pants and jun is the one in all black. FYI this isn't what you look like lol this is your opening act as a new artist at pledis, this will be the first time People actually get to see you no one knew of you special performance with him and hoshi till this concert rehearsal so everyone is going crazy screaming on the top of their lungs because your so talented. Your the best dancer they have at pledis which why they are thinking about putting you as a solo instead of in a group because your so talented.)
"Ladies and gentlemen I give you y/n" director-nim screamed you posed but was still out of breath.
Everyone was still screaming when the music ended and your next song started.
hoshi and jun stayed up there while the rest of your backup dancers filed the stage for the cover song.
they will be the two boys in the front on the right and the left.
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(Okay so now I imagine the main with an attitude like hyuna so this is who you can imagine her being like I guess. But this is the cover song y/n did for the concert)
You stood their in your heels and posed at the end everyone was screaming for you. You felt so happy that all your hard work paid off in the company although you were happy the back of your mind was spinning like a merry go round.
You exited the stage and pristin surrounded you bombarding you with questions and screaming
"Omg unnie that was everything!!!"
"Why didn't you tell us that you had that performance with the boys????!"
Mean while Joshua watched as everyone surrounded you they loved you there was no denying your place in the company you belong in it. You were meant to be a star. And he was sorry if he ever said other wise.
Okay let's take a break. director -nim called.
You sat down on the floor trying you took off your heels and sighed. Everyone was still talking about your performance and they kept passing your giving you encouraging words and such. Minghao found his spot next to you and smiled shaking his head.
"What you?" laughed.
"Nothing.." Still he kept smiling.
"Minghao!"
"You were amazing up there. I just can't get over it."
Your checks flushed and you smiled ear to ear. "I was nervous but you know I tried my best."
"you gave a lot you don't have to try, you control the music- the music doesn't control you- your such a natural. The way you dance I've never seen it before come from a woman like that. Your unique."
"Thanks minghao i really appreciate your opinion."
"Your welcome," he grabbed your hand and squeezed it giving you encouragement.
When he let go you sighed," I'm so tired. And stressed."
"Well the concerts tomorrow so at least we'll get some days off before the next one," he said
"Yeah I know, thank god,"you said. you began to stretch and roll your neck around. Minghao just stared. It was kind of hard not to stare at someone as beautiful as you.
In the midst you caught him and he quickly looked away
"What?" you said laughing what was wrong with him today?
"Nothing," he cleared his throat.
"We will now resume. Those who have rehearsed may leave if they want get some rest before the concert please."
You and minghao lit up "omg the rest of the day off!"
"I know is this a dream."
" we must have been 100 percent perfect for director-nim to let us off." You quickly put your shoes on.
Everyone that had been on stage had exited and you and minghao went arm and arm skipping towards the cars to get a ride back to the hotel.
When outside you and minghao raced to one of the many company vans everyone piling in them. You and him sat in the back and waited until the driver would pull off. Joshua found a seat in front of you and you smiled. You laid your head on minghao shoulder and Wonwoo followed by mingyu popped in.
Annoying.
How fucking annoying  you thought. Mingyu gave eye contact and smirked when you knitted your eyebrows in annoyance at him. You snuggled into minghao more and glanced at Joshua's head who was immersed in his cellphone.
The rest of the car was filled up by back up dancers so the only idols were Wonwoo, mingyu, Joshua, minghao, and then you who was to debut tomorrow.
The driver pulled off and you still had your head in minghao.
You held onto his arm and he put his head on yours too. He grabbed your hand and you closed your eyes. What would you do without him? You loved minghao so much. He was the only person that never turned on you, spoke ill of you. Judged you. In his eyes you never did any wrong.
You really appreciated him. And would do anything for the boy. He kept all your secrets covered for you. Watched you destroy yourself so he could fix you. He didn't have too but he always did.. whatever girl he would end up with you'd hate her just because you wouldn't be his main focus anymore. It was just like having a close brother who gets a girlfriend and you automatically hate the girl for taking your brother away.
Mingyu happens to look back and he gave minghao an you this look before turning back around you both had fallen asleep during the 30 minute car ride hand in hand and heads together. So you didn't see him.
But he was looking and hating.
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
"Bro did you take a shit?" Minghao said when you stood at his side again. Nu'est t was on stage about to do their rehearsal.
"No!" You hit him. He laughed. Well you took a long ass fucking time. He eyed you. you instantly thinking he knew. Your sub- Conscience getting to you.
"Well damn were you counting the minutes until I got back?" Minghao rolled his eyes and you laughed. "What it seems like it."
nuest get their mics on.
You searched the crowed for Joshua and when your eyes connected it was like the world was in slow motion. Everything seemed so irrelevant when it came to him. You shyly looked away remembering what just happened. And you became nervous as you remember you were staying the night with him.
"So I was thinking we could watch another movie in my room tonight if your up for it minghao smiled. Joshua flooded in your mind again. You couldn't cancel on him-
"I can't I'm super tired, I think I rather rest tonight cos I'm dragging today I feel like I'm about to kill over and die," you exaggerated. Which was true you were tired but you weren't that tired.
You wanted to tell him that you had talked to Joshua but another part of you told yourself not to do so you didn't want to get a lecture from minghao to tell him again. You were going to tell him but on your time you knew it was long over do and dragged out but that was besides the point the pint was, was that you needed some time and you were afraid of losing Joshua if he ever found out. It was kind of selfish but it was the truth. The complete truth.
"Okay, that's fine I'm tired too," then why did you want to what a movie? "Minghao looked up and nu'est began their song.
"Because I just wanted to spend time with you," minghao confessed. You eyed him as nuest rung in your ears.
"We can tomorrow night if you want,"
he smiled, "okay that sounds great."
He sighed and stretched his body out. "Rehearsals are going to take forever as we go through the whole show. All I want to do is lay down," You looked around, the pristin members were scattered and some were laying on the floor talking or sleeping.
"Look," he looked over across the room following your head gesture, "pristin, why don't you do what they are?" Minghao looked and felt relieved.
"Yes, I should do that." Minghao dropped to his knees laying his body on the floor. You decided to do the same but not sleep- but watch the rehearsals. You couldn't miss a moment because you wanted to take in the whole process of getting ready for the show. This was your first concert- verses minghao who has done this a million times he wasn't missing out on anything in particular.
You laid on minghaos back when he found himself laying on his stomach.
"Okay next song," director-nim said," trama- rap unit."
Minghao had passed out. So you just sat and watched the next coming songs
"Pristin v.”
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The singing unit finished and got off stage minutes passed before the director called up the next stage.
You shook minghao as the director called the performance team to the stage. Minghao groaned and you eyed him as he looked...sexy like that. Mmm.
Hail down hoe. You thought.
Minghao got up and you moved ending up crossed legged on the floor. He groggily walked towards the stage Dino jun and Hoshi coming from all sides too minghao put his hands through his hair and shook it a little.
They got into place and minghao put his game face on despite him just waking up.
Umack chusaeyo"
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You always loved the performance team.
"Okay let's go ahead and do thanks."
The rest of seventeen made their way up to the stage.
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The rest of the day went well you had gone through the whole show tomorrow everyone had to dress up and act like it was the actual show (expect more video skip them is you don't wanna watch them but it's part of the story)
Everyone exited some stayed behind and asked questions but your ass bolted out the stadium . You went with pristin in their van and took your ass back to the hotel. You were so tired you didn't want to stay any longer.
You needed some rest before going to Joshua's later. You said good bye as you you and pristin went your separate ways and you got your card key out. Seventeen had just arrived on the floor and you hurried into your room before any one of them spotted you.
With your back pressed again the door you sighed in the dark room. It was now late and the sun was going down. It was close to eight and you were ready for this trip to be over so you could go back home and use your own bed again.
You threw your bag on on the floor next to the door and took your shoes off not bothering by taking anything else off you popped in the hotel bed and past out.
- There was a noise in the background of your dream. You were running through a forest, running away from something. You had anxiety, and panic filled your system- but you didn't know what you were running from.
Again a phone text message sound filled your mind. Confusing you as you ran. You tripped as you looked back and you jolted awake before you could see what was trying to get you it almost grabbing you.
You moved around in the bed moving your head side to side while your eyes were still closed you eyebrows knitted together before you opened them. looking around at a pitch black room you suddenly remembered- Shit you slept for a long ass time didn't you? You had somewhere to be.
Your phone- the sound that you heard in your dream rang again. You reached for it and seen Joshua had called you and texted you.
3:05 am
Shit.
You were supposed to meet him at 12:00 am
You hurried and got out of bed brushing your teeth and trying to look decent and not like you weren't running through the woods in your dream.
Your heart beat extremely fast and you thought about being alone sleeping with him.
You grabbed your phone and card key and slowly looked out the room not wanting to run into anyone. You peeled your head out looking down both sides of the long elegant fancy hallway.
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The ghost was clear.
You ran out down the hallway getting in the elevator. Joshua was on the next floor up. Pledis rented out two whole floors in the hotel. Minghao however was on your floor. And unfortunately so was mingyu.
You pushed the next floor up and rode the elevator for a split second. The doors opened and you looked up. Joshua was on the other side. His hair pushed back and phone in hand. You stared at another and when the doors closed Joshua put his arm from keeping them from closing.
You jumped out of your trance and you titled your head to the side. He smirked and held out his other hand. You slowly took it and he intertwined your fingers together. You began walked down the hallway the elevator closing behind you both.
Him here and you like this it felt so right. It was like a dream. There was a lot of ups and down with him but it had been worth it. He was definitely worth all the emotional turmoil you went through.
You smiled to your self thinking. You felt so lucky right now.
"What?" He said looking at your smiling side profile.
You shook your head feeling silly and childish for your cotton like feelings, "this just feels good that's all," you said looking back him. He smirked and you melted. He squeezed your hand and continued to walk with you.
His room was all the way at the other end of the hall. He put the key in and when you opened it it was dimmer lighting it up just a little. He let you enter first him following in after you.
He shit the door and locked it it echoing outside the room and in the hallway. He lean his back against the door and smiled at you. You squirmed under his intense gaze and you broke the eye contact first. He made you nervous. This made you -
He grabbed your hand again him leading you to the bed. You swallowed a big lump in your throat. Why were you nervous you're the one that made him nervous. Was it because he was acting out of the norm?
He pushed you down on the bed and you slowly layed down your hair fanning around you. He put his hand on your face and gently kissed you. With his knee he pushed your legs open and got in between them. With one hand on your neck and the other on your hip he started to make out with you. Gently sweetly addictingly.
The taste of him was always so Enticing.
You responded. Gently of course. And moaned when he pushed himself into you. Him making you feel every part of him that wanted you.
This was bliss this was what you wanted this was everything. You couldn't deny that you loved Joshua. Joshua was everything to you. With or without the sex. The silly game that you had up your sleeve had the opposite effect you wanted. He played you. Not the other way around. The player lost its own fucking game.
Joshua did that kind of shit.
He broke the kiss. And hovered over you. He just starred at you. His kisses lingering on your lips. You wanting them again.
A second passed with heavy breathing. And flusters cheeks. Him looking at you with those hooded eyes was dangerous for you more than for him.
"Do what you want with me," he whispered finally as if he had come to an final decision.
You eyes could have rolled in the back of your head with him saying things like that. He was really tempting you. You had switched roles and you wondered how the fuck it happened, who was seducing who again?
You could have just came alone with just those words.
You stared at him holding in your new found excitement. A willing submissive Joshua.
You grabbed him back to you holding both his hips to yours as you rolled them around against them. In a slow gently motion.
He moaned into your mouth and kissed you down your jaw. He found your neck and you quickly stopped and arched your back. He smiled against your skin and you hated that he knew your weakest spots.
Again your hands on his hips forced him to push himself into your core. You wanted to feel him. Every part of him.
He had his hands above you head rubbing your forehead, guiding his hands through your long silky hair.
He breathed you in. His eyes brows knitting together out of satisfaction before finding your lips again. You didn't even need to have sex. Just doing this with Joshua was satisfying enough. Whatever he gave was always enough until you craved more.
You had waited forever to be this close to him. You had been through a lot just to get to this point. You broke the kiss and kissed him down his neck this time earning  a manly sexy groan from him.
God did Joshua know what he was getting himself into. That you would suck out his innocence, literally?
He was in for one.
He didn't know what he had done.
You rolled him over so that you were on top of him he didn't know what to do so his hands were awkwardly in the air as he didn't know where to put them as you took control. You pulled them above his head intertwining his fingers with yours as you moved your hips on him and kissed him.
It was a sexy sight to see.
He was so hard you bet it hurt. It was time to blow his first load. You didn't know how he lasted all these years with out anything sexual. To think that he never came before and you were able to do that for him made you into a monster.
An addict
An fucking with Joshua addict.
As he breathed into the poison that was you, you leg go of his hands and made your way down south. Kissing him along the way in every place you could kiss. You looked up at him his eyes hooded as you stopped at the end of his sweatpants. His breath bitching him awaiting his invitation to your hell.
He laid his head down and waited for what was to happen next.
You pulled the waistband down a little and kissed him on his hip bone earning and cry from him you tugged them down some more and kissed his v line. He had his hands in the air again about to lose control. He was sensitive there and you knew it.
Finally you pulled his pants all the way down and off his feet. And threw them bitches to the floor his cock sprinted up and stood tall. God, he was massive and all you could think about was deepthroating him.
With his cock exposed to your eyes you looked past it while sitting on your knees. You sat in between his legs and waited for him to lift his head up and look at you.  When he did you said, "tell me you want it," You sinisterly said. He didn't say anything and you challenged him.
Finally he said, I want it,"
"Are you sure?"
"Im sure,"
"Sure of what?"
He breathed sexy and blinked slowly, I want you to suck my cock,"
"You want me to what?" you feeling exciting talking like that.
"I want my cock in your mouth,baby" he breathed barely holding on.
You lost control that's all you needed.
You grabbed him and he moaned and withered at you command you now had control over him.
You got him. Right where you wanted him.
You licked the tip before you unexpectedly took him in your mouth.  He cried out and it was like music to your ears. He tasted so good.
With your hand on his shaft and your mouth at the top you found a rhythm as you mouth fucked him. All Joshua could do was moan and grab your hair he experienced nothing like this before and was losing all control. You would be surprised if he would bust in your mouth quickly which would be okay.
Anything for him. You had all the time in the world to do everything eles.
"Mmmmm," he moaned as you deepthroated him. You sensually and slowly let up and kissed his cock. You watched him his face red and in distress as he tried to fight you from making him come so soon.
"Baby it feels so good-"
"Come for me then,"
"I don't want to yet." He said.
"Enjoy this we have all the time in the world baby." You said before you found him in your mouth again. He tangled your hands in your hair and helped you suck the fuck out of him , him surrendering to you completely this was it there was no going back now one he came it was it and it was over he wouldn't be pure. He would be your sinful boy.
As you flatted your tongue  you upend your mouth more for his well endowed manhood. He took control moving in circles fucking your mouth as he tried to find his relief.
His breathing was so harsh and short as he tried to find himself in you.
It was amazing how he was so innocent but quickly caught on he knew what he liked and didn't like already and you love it.
You let go him piping out your mouth you killing his orgasm him moaning in distress. A string of saliva connected at the tip of his cock to your mouth.  When you pumped him with your hand it broke.
You stared at him as you used your hand watching his squirm Beneath your control.
"Your so sexy baby like this, it's a good look on you," you said before putting him back in your mouth. It was time to make him cum because he wouldn't be your dirty boy until you popped his innocence it flowing down your throat like you wanted it too.
You rapidly deep throated him(Mouth wide open mouth wide open mouth wide open like I was at the dentist- if you don't know those lyrics get off my profile we can't be friends lol jk) he hissed, cursed, groaned. As you worked to get him to cum again.
"Oh baby," He whined.
You popped him and licked him from the base to the shaft before pulling him back in your mouth again.
He was so sexually frustrated he started mouth fucking you again. God your baby wanted it so bad. The way he rolled his hips in circles really got you wet.  He mouth fucked you harder- "Oh fuck," he breathed at the same time a fat ass load shot down your throat. Popping the innocence of what was Hong Joshua.
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
You were searching for your keys in your purse. You had just come back from practice with the potential girls you would be combined in a girl group with. Hopefully. "Fuck," you cursed when you finally found them. You opened the door and took your shoes off in the foyer. You heard a distinctive laugh that you couldn't stand, and your hair raised giving you goosebumps. You through your purse to the floor and you knew that you were going to be mad.
  That fucking bitch was here.
 Tyuzu.
 How could he bring her over when she punched you in the face and made your nose bleed? You became furious and instantly went into the living room. You haven't talked to Joshua for two weeks and from the look on his face you could tell he wasn't expecting anyone to be home especially you.
 They were all cooped up on the couch together looking at something on her phone. So, the moment Joshua realized you were standing there furious he froze. Finally, Tyuzu looked up at you and instantly got heated. She hated you- you were a bitch. A schematic bitch.
 “Joshua what the fuck is she doing here?”  You said ignoring her as if she wasn't there.
 “Don't worry about why I'm here you cunt-” Tyuzu snapped. But you ignored her like she wasn’t shit. Because, she. Wasn’t. Shit.
 “Why do you have trash in here this late in the day? And alone, where are the boys?” You said asking 20/20 questions like you were the police.
 Tyuzu started to get up but Joshua grabbed her your heart breaking. He was going to defend her this time and not you. Funny.
 “Y/n don't call her trash, you wouldn’t like it if she called you a slut?”
 You froze. You drew your head back and your whole world came crashing down. So, we were doing That again? Calling you a slut and whatnot? And what was even worse- he was defending the cunt.
 “Well she is a slut, but since Im trash I don’t have an opinion do I baby? Tyuzu laughed and looked at her phone snuggling into Joshua’s side.
“SLUT”
“BABY”
Oh fuck no.
 You couldn't move. What was this? What was happening here? This didn't make any sense. This was terrible, terrifying. Your worst nightmare. Joshua egging Tyuzu on was a moment in hell. So, you snapped. You really snapped.
 "You weren't saying that when you mad me cum." You were going to play dirty. He wanted to be that way? So be it but he wouldn't get out alive he was going to be in for it if anything.
 Tyuzu became alarmed and she quickly turned to Joshua. "You fucked this slut?" She began hitting his chest. “I thought you told me you didn’t?!!!”
 "Yes, he fucked this slut," you lied.
 Tyuzu became furious and Joshua now realized he shouldn’t have started a fire. Because he couldn't deny being sexual with you two weeks ago although he was still a Virgin he was more impure than he was two weeks ago. And any moment longer with you- you would have had his cock inside you. It would have just slipped right in.
 “Tyuzu I didn't actually- I,” Joshua didn't know what to say. He was in a pickle. He had fucked up and he didn't know what he really had gotten himself into. What he really should have done was shut the fuck up and bask in that you were jealous that Tyuzu was over in the first place-  but of course he had wanted more out of you and that what he got. Fire.
 “What happened to our plans to lose it to another? What happened to the future we talked about and possibly marriage?” She was furious, crying, butthurt, and Joshua could only glare at you as the fire ignited around you. You were the devil in disguise and there was no doubt about it. Joshua knew you were spoiled and you always got what you wanted. That's what was terrifying of you.
 She devil.
 "He has a really nice cock too thick and tall and in my mouth. He came so hard in my mouth. I gaged on his shit. and to think that he never used it I showed him how he fucked me like a pro," you deviously said.
Tyuzu got up and came at you and grabbed you by the hair. " why can't you just stop, what can't you leave him alone?" Now she was blaming you as if you forced him to touch you..... well you kind of did but that was besides the point.
 Tyuzu punched you again and you about had it. Remember when you said she would get hers? Well here it was. You sucker punched her in the mouth twice and she let go of you real quick. She didn't even know what hit her. You hit like a man. She was lucky it had taken this long to get her ass back. Tyuzu stumbled back and instantly started crying. Screaming, your force of fist was 5 times that of hers and it was really unexpected. She really didn’t expect that.
 That's what you get bitch put your hands on me again I bet you won't. Tyuzus lip instantly started to swell up and Joshua quickly went to her side.
 “You didn't have to hit her that hard,” he spat. “you busted her lip.”
 “Well she almost broke my nose!” you screamed as he defended her and not you.
 “Well maybe if you would leave peoples men alone she wouldn't have-“ he stopped before he realized what he had said.
 “Oh, so your her man now?”
 “I-” he stuttered.
 “You what?!” you screamed.
 He gave you a look before he helped Tyuzu up and headed for the kitchen. And when they disappeared you became even more mad. You grabbed all her shit and opened the door and threw it out in the hallway. Her purse went flying everywhere its contents spilling out. You were angry devious and petty. You hoped the neighbors would snatch her shit up. You slammed the door closing it in on them like this was hell and you were there to greet them.
 You went to the kitchen and Joshua was icing her face. You wanted nothing but to get rid of the bitch- " get her out of here, I don't want her here." You screamed.
 “fuck you!” Tyuzu screamed threw the ice pack.
 “fuck you bitch, I bet you won’t fuck with me again.” You said trying to come at her again. She instantly started to hide behind Joshua’s tall frame.
 Joshua made Tyuzu hold her ice pack and quickly grabbed you into the living room away from her.
 “Stop this.” Joshua demanded.
 “No! You stop this! You’re only doing this because you’re scared of me! I scared you so your trying to shack it up with this bitch. Miss-goody-two-shoes!!”
 Joshua looked down. He knew you were right. You had scared him. He was terrified.
 “And I'm telling you if you pretend that you love her you’re going to regret it in the end. Quit pretending to be something you’re not Jesus boy. You’re slowly falling from heaven.”
 “I'm not” he snapped.
 “You are, and you’re bound to fall straight into my hell.” You glaring up at him.
 You guys just stared at another. Joshua was angry because he knew it was true. He knew that he was because his thoughts of sex had gone a 360 which resulted in his antics now. Trying to mask them and cover them up. Tyuzu was a comfort zone from which he was guilty he abused. He dint love the girl he wanted nothing to with her but he knew she kept him grounded.
 You on the other hand lifted him up and he experienced nothing he had before. You made him feel something he never thought he could feel and it was scary. With the influence of you and a little time he could be just as or worse than you. addicted. The queen of the damned. He out to be your king soon.
 You wanted to corrupt him and convert him. Make him dirty.
 “Whatever.” Joshua said. He tried to turn away but then you grabbed him and kissed him roughly to remind him who he belonged to. He tried to get away but then he let go because every time you kissed him he felt submissive and he liked it. You were the dominant one and he knew one day you would dominate him to no end.
 “Remember who you belong to.” You said claiming him out into the open. Exposing your intentions. Who you really were. A she devil.
Behind him stood Tyuzu and tears were falling from her face you kissed him again him unaware of her presence and he lost control him grabbing your ass wanting to ravish your body yet once again. But you let go cutting it short.
 “Remember who he belongs to,” you said looking past him looking her straight into her eyes. Joshua looked at you confused.  Sobbing started behind him, he came back down to earth and realized where he was and who was here. He was no longer in a trance.
 Because you possessed him. He belonged to you.
And there was nothing more to say.
 Joshua quickly got out your spellbound arms and you smirked at Tyuzu, as he went to her. She started to cry harder and hit his chest screaming kicking and you watched it all unfold. There was nothing he could do.  He knew what the deal was you didn't know why he was pretending. He tried to calm her down, but it was of no use now she really believed that you fucked and the way he touched your body made her believe so. Perfect.
 “Tyuzu Im sorry-”
 “WHY?! BECAUSE YOU CAN’T CONTOL YOURSELF OR BECAUSE YOUR PURITY IS GONE AND EVERYTHING YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING ME WAS A LIE!!!? She looked at you before looking at him. She hated you so much.” WHY HER?!!! WHAT DOES SHE HAVE THAT I DON’T?  SHE IS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD LOOKING!!!!”
 “Bitch,” you started,” you look like you got punched in the face… you paused. “oh wait…” you laughed.
 “What's so funny you homewrecker.” She started to scream because she was just so overwhelmed by you.
 “Why don't you get out my house.” You said unbothered which pissed her off even more.
 “This isn't your house!” she screamed.
 “Oh, but it is I run this show here- ask the boys.”
 “What a whore house?!”
 “Is that all you got?! Just because I like sex doesn't mean I fuck everyone in the house. The only person I fuck is Joshua so suck on that one,” you said unbothered.
 Joshua dodge Tyuzu as she tried to hit him again and tried to hold her still.
 “Joshua get her out my house, so we can have hot dirty sex.” you said.  Joshua shot you a dirty look.
 You really weren’t helping and although Joshua wanted to be mad at you he couldn't. He knew he would sin, eventually. He knew you would get in his pants and he couldn't say anything more. He just had to wait it out and hope he didn't submit to you too soon. Faster than he intended.
 “Fuck you both! Both of you can burn in hell!” she caught Joshua off guard and slapped him his head whipping yo the side. You laughed because she wouldn't dare come close to you again. But you had to admit you felt bad for Joshua ‘cause he got slapped again.
Tyuzu went searching for her purse and shoes. “Where is my shit?!” she screamed at you.
You laughed, and you shrugged your shoulders. She started to come at you again and this time Joshua stood in front of you. He closed his eyes and sighed while Tyuzu staired at him furiously. “where is her stuff so she can leave y/n”
“out in the hallway.”
Tyuzu ran out of the dorms. With the slam of the door.
 Joshua got mad. Taking it out on you. “This is all your fault! Why did you have to go and start shit-” he said as he turned around to face you glaring down at you.
 “Oh, I started it? yeah I started it! You called me a slut! yet once again and egged her on she and you and that bitch got what you deserved.”
  He towers over you and you looked up at him. “What say something.” you pushed. Joshua just stood there his hand fisted. He wanted to hit anything but you. So, he hit the nearby wall over and over.
 “You’re really a bad influence you’re doing something to me and-”
 “It scares you.” You finished.
 “You’re not the only one doing something to someone.”
 You grabbed Joshua's hand and caressed it gently because he fucked his hand up by hitting the wall by being so angry at you.
 Joshua's eyes darted from side to side taking your beautiful exterior in. There was just something about you that made him weak. Although you were dirty dark and umpure inside, you made him weak. He wanted to fall at your feet.
 “What am I doing?” he said huskily. His head inching towards yours.
 “Your changing my views.”
 “On what?” he breathed.
 “On….. love. “you said looking down.
 Joshua lost it and picked you up and you wrapped your legs around him. He carried you to the couch and he sat down you on his lap. He instantly got hard for you and you both forgot that you were mad at each other the past few weeks.
 You moaned, and it was like music to Joshua's ears. He wanted to make you make that sound over and over so he grinned your hips with his to make you feel every part of him.
 And he got to hear you again but this time his name slipped from your lips in a moan like sound and he groaned.
 “What are you doing to me? he breathed.
 You found his ear and whispered, “corruption.”
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incident 06 | guilt
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
The death of someone couldn't literally always mean death, it could be an expression for one which could have an unbearable feeling of somewhat something well, unbearable.
This for an example this was unbearable. Joshua kissing you on this couch after his wanna be bitch left angry and not being able to go further was unbearable.
The way the room became hot as it was, hell on earth, you the queen of all things evil in her layer trying to ravish this fallen angel that fell right into her chambers was hell itself.
But what was even worse was he was still out of reach.
Although Joshua admitted to his becoming of sins he just couldn't- still couldn't let you in. He wouldn't go all the way with you. He was scared and maybe you couldn't understand that. Sex was natural to you. It was something to be done when you couldn't control yourself.
And right now you just couldn't control yourself.
But Joshua still could.
See what Joshua didn't understand was you were the predator and he was the prey. Simply speaking he wouldn't last long. You would be the death of him. Another metaphorical meaning to being the death of someone.
Moaning, kissing, loud kissing filled the room. You were exhausted you had been kissing what seemed like forever and you just craved more. You wanted more- something, anything. Just to get off rather he fucked you or not would be great. You were so horned out that you could explode.
You were bound to have a cardiac arrest of you didn't release what he had caused.
"Baby, I need you," you whined in his ear. He groaned at the sound of that his cock twitching at your comand. He was bound to give it up or you were just going to have to take it.
And he was just going to have to want it.
"I know baby, just wait." He pushed your eager hands away from his pants and he placed them on his shoulders as he continued to ravish and kiss your neck. Boy, this boy wanted to make you fall out. How were you supposed to wait when he touched you like this? What was he expecting of you. To close your legs and shut up? Or how about the wetness inside your pants oozing out like a volcano? One that wanted to erupt? That being all over his cock.
Mmm? No. Try again.
"I need something, anything," you begged.
"What do you need?" he breathed his hands finding your ass.
"You," you breathed.
"I can't," he whispered in your ear suductively. And it only made you want him more. What an innocent forbidden fruit he was waiting for you to corrupt.
Forbidden fruit was just the kind of fruit you liked to eat. Corruption happened to be your favorite thing to do, and innocence had to be one of your favorite things to love.
Aka all of the above, Joshua.
"What are you waiting for, sin with me," you begged like a fox .
In response he squeezed your ass so tightly to rub against his throbbing cock hard and he buried his face into your neck out of frustration, and indecisiveness.
There was just so much to do in so little time before the boys got home. And here you were on the couch in the common area begging to be found by them. Not that you wanted to. But it did add to the thrill.
"The boys will be back any minute," he tried to change the subject but you just didn't want to let him live- You couldn't let him live.
You quickly found yourself taking your shirt off in front of him leaving you in your bra. Joshua's eyes went straight to your mounds and he swallowed hard his Adam's apple boning harshly up and down settling down in the middle of his throat.
"Touch me," you demanded.
He slowly started to touch your breast threw the bra shakily but he knew you wanted more out of him. You wanted him to take it off you and see your exposed breast for the first time. But he wouldn't and it bothers you just like you were bothered between your legs.
Very.
"Joshua I can't take this please," you whined your hands finding his hips as you grinned on his cock.
Joshua slipped his hand down to your zipper and zipped them down. He helped you out your jeans and now you were semi naked in front of him. He's never seen you completely naked and the anticipation was real.
You found your rightful place right on top of him and he wrapped his arms tightly around you as you guys kissed agin you melting in your panties even more if possible.
It was Niagra falls down there. Joshua surprised you by slipping his fingers into you threw the side of your panties. You gasped and concentrated on his fingers going in in out of you while his other hand secured you around the waistline.
Friction started to build up as your breathing became ragged and you were practically dry jumping the boy to stimulate your clit ass well. With the combination of that and his fingering you were bound to explode.
You had no doubt that Joshua's hand was covered in your wetness and you liked that he was dirty. Dirty because of you, his hand contaminated by your juices. Sexual juices.
He pulled out and rubbed your pussy causing you to whine as you continued to hump him. Your mouth found his again as you became an animal. Preying, on him, week and innocent.
As soon as Joshua found your warm hole again and pumped a few times you came and he went faster kissing you as you moaned into his mouth. And when your body twitched after the volcano erupted you breathlessly sat there. Stared at him and said. "I'm addicted to everything containing you,"
He stared at you and looked down, " I'm addicted to the sinful hell your putting me through,"
You grabbed Joshua's hand and felt how wet you soaked it you grabbed your t shirt you had on and wiped it clean you however making a mess on his pants as you sat on him.
"But you like it," you continued the conversation.
The door began to jiggle in the foyer and you and Joshua panicked he threw you off of him- saving himself and you hurried and grabbed your cloths from the floor running with Joshua to your room and him running to his. On the way you pushed him in his back for leaving you to fend for your self. What kind of sight would it be for you to be there by yourself practically naked in your bra and underwear. What explanation would that be.
As you were in your room you started to laugh about the situation, you could Imagine him now, Joshua in his room panicking about it all.
You took your bra and underwear off and decided to get ready for bed. You found your self in the shower taking a scorching hot one at that, only she devils bathed in fire (lol me, I have my shower water hot as fuck that my skin turns red, anyone eles shower like they are a demon from hell?)
All you could think about was Joshua. It seemed like he had completely took over your life. And you had hoped that you had completely taken over his.
After your shower and getting dressed you took a nap and you were awoken to someone knocking on your door. As you were trapped inside your dream you tried your best to wake up and when you did you were stairing in the eyes of mingyu.
Great.
You were still mad at him. Or you wanted to pretend that you were, considering the fact that you pushed him away from Joshua. You didn't want to admit it but that's kinda what you had done.
"You still won't talk to me huh?" He said bitterly as you just sat there and stared at him. Your mind was racing and you had a whole bunch of thoughts running through your head already.
Before you could say anything he sat on the edge of your bed and you watched him as he fidgeted a little as he tried to spit out what he wanted to say. You couldn't exactly see him 100 percent correctly considering it was dark out side now and your nap had turned into hours instead of minutes.
The moonlight shined brightly in your room and you waited. Waited for a break in the silence to continue this. Whatever exactly this was to be.
"I I don't know what to say, and I don't want to say the wrong thing," he said. Your heart started to race but you continued to listen.
"I miss...you, I miss...us and how things used to be. It's killing me to not being able to hold or touch you because your mad at me. You've became so distant it had me thinking and feeling some type of way about it." He eyed you not knowing to to expect of you. Your reaction could be anywhere from good or bad.
Now you really didn't know what to say. You didn't want to say the wrong thing and give him the wrong idea. And think that you could be more than friends.
You paused and though of what to say but when you spoke you vomited out, "- I.. miss..you too," you forcibly said. You did but not in the same intimate way as before. He just didn't get you off anymore. Your main focus was Joshua.
His eyes lit up in the dark room and his smile seems to go ear to ear. And you felt a pang in the middle of your stomach. And when he crawled to you to grab you in his arms you knew that you had fucked up.
Tell him that you don't want to be intimate anymore-
Mingyu kissed you and the spark that was once there had disappeared. He was no longer the main focus that he had once been and now you had to find a way to tell him. But not today. But soon.
You let him kiss you and ravish your body but you couldn't help but want to pretend it was Joshua. And when things got heated all you could do was close your eyes and Joshua appeared in your mind. In no time mingyu had you on top of him as he dry jumped you and kissed you. You moaned loudly when his magic fingers found there way inside of you instantly making you cum because he was an experienced man.
And when he knew you were ready for him he slipped his cock inside you causing you to scream out and him holding your mouth to muffle the sounds as he entered and re-entered you.
You missed this, cock, sex, Joshua needed to give you this. You didn't want it from other people you only wanted it from him.
"Baby shhhh," mingyu tried to quiet you down but you hadn't had sex in weeks. "You missed me fucking you didn't you?" He kissed your neck hand on your mouth while the other one snaked around your waist.
Your eyes seemed roll in the back of your head as you got your fix. Mingyu could only grunt and look at you so beautiful as you road his cock and his hand covering half your pretty little face.
The bed shaked as he went faster, deeper, harder- and you couldn't keep your hands to your self grabbing mingyu face to yours he leg go of your mouth and muffled your sounds with his lips.
"Uhhhh...uhhhh," you cried out into his mouth.
And when you came you practically screamed. Mingyu smiling knowing he was excellent at getting you off. He knew every part of you and what you liked and what you didn't.
Mingyu didn't want to admit it but he was fallen for you. He just didn't want to be your friend. And he didn't know if he could ever tell you. But maybe one day he would try.
Mingyu came soon after and he grabbed your hips pounding you hard. He nestled in your neck and all the sounds in the room were of heavy breathing, the smell of sex, and sensitive genitalia.
You didn't want to move. You ever have an orgasm so good you just didn't want to move?
Mingyu sat against the headboard your head laying in his chest you in his arms as you were connected as one.
But the whole time you pretended it was Joshua.
You felt guilty.
I'm more ways than one.
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Incident 04 | chose your fighter 
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
You were tossing and turning in your bed. You couldn't fucking sleep. You were still mad from last week when Joshua happened to pop up at the wrong moment again. You didn't know how he fucking did that.
You hadn't talked to neither Joshua or Mingyu since that day and you didn't care. You were pissed off to the Max. No one could say anything to you anymore with out you blowing up. Everyone was scared. The boys didn't understand why you were acting like a bitch- while some of them brushed it off and thought you were on your period.
Mingyu tried to make eye contact with you sometimes but you weren't having it. He said some shit that he shouldn't have.
You threw your self around in your bed throwing a fit out of exhaustion and irritation. You wanted to argue.
Argue?
Yeah you wanted to argue. You threw your body to the side of the bed throwing your blankets off and got up.
You made you way down the hall way. But you didn't get far.
Chose your fighter.
You turned around and went the opposite way. You huffed and puffed until you stood in front of a door.
Min- ha no Joshua's.
You wanted to fight with him just for the fuck of it. He was going to wake up and he was going to fight with you. Because you said. You didn't care if the boys had a schedule tomorrow you were going to argue. You didn't care if he would get mad about it. You were going to argue. You swung his door open and he was sleeping soundly on his bed unaware of the next coming events.
Him unconscious and unaware of your presence. You stood over him glaring at him. Why was he so cute? You brushed that off and you picked up a pillow and threw it at him him jolting awake.
He swung at you and realized what was happening. He became furious.
"Y/n don't ever fucking do that again I could have hit you!" He spat standing up abruptly towering over you looking down at you.
You pushed him on his chest, "hit me then!"
He drew back and he stumbled a foot as you pushed him. You did it again and he held onto you and held you in place
"What is your problem?! do you know what time it is we go- "
"I don't fucking care, and I won't fucking care, and I'm never going to fucking care!!!" You said dropping the F bomb like nothing. Oh and loudly.
"What is your problem with me!" He yelled getting even more furious than before.
"What is your problem with me!" You said emphasizing me.
You both were being so loud you could fucking wake up the whole house. You knew at least the rooms around Joshua's could at least heartily both going at it.
"I don't have a fucking problem y/n you fucking started this bullshit with me! And here you go again!" His face was red as he yelled in your face.
"I didn't start shit with you! You started to hate me for no reason and threw around how I'm such a slut!" You pushes your index finder into his chest hard. " just because I'm not a freak like you doesn't mean you have to judge me,"
He shook his head and drew it back, "Really, you still on that?! Why can't you get over it?! And MAYBE if you would keep your legs closed I wouldn't even had the reason to say that!"
You smacked him, and you smacked him hard. He grabbed your arm before you could do it again.  His exterior became dark and he seemed so Demon like. A change from his angel like exterior he displayed.
"Get out," he growled.
"Make me," you said him still holding your arm from hitting him again.
You pushed him again hard forcefully and he landed landed on the bed. He tried to get up to tower over you again but you put a stop to that and got in his face. You were standing inbetween his legs and if you weren't so angry you would be hype about this.
"Your a fucking asshole and I hate you!" you spat in his face. "You treat me like the gum on the bottom of your shoe because I'm not like you. Sorry I'm not perfect like you. Sorry I'm not someone like Tyuzu!!" You screamed and pointed a finger into his chest again.
He looked up at you and you both just stared hard. Tension rising and electrifying. It seemed like you started at him for an eternity as he staired back.
And then something in you both snapped. Somthing that changed the whole entire mood. Hate. Lust. Want.
Joshua grabbed your face and kissed you. You responded back hungrily like you were starving. Because you were you had been starving for his touch, his kisses. His sex.
Still in between his legs him sitting up on the bed you standing up you lost your mind. Joshua made you lose you mind. He could make you hate him and make in go away in point five seconds.
The kiss deepened and you fell on top on him his hands found your hips and squeezed. Real hard. Extremely hard. You were wearing just a long t shirt that stoped mid thigh. All he had to do was pull your underwear to the side if he really wanted to. If you could get him too.
You broke the kiss and you eyes filled with lust. "Touch me please," he watched you. Arguing with him self if he should. That if he could.
He shakily moved his hands to your ass and you watched him.
"No like this," you grabbed his hand and had him cup your breast. He looked scared. He knew he was out of bounds he knew this could led somwhere . He didn't want to cross that line with you.
"Squeeze it," you whined. Your predatory ways coming out seeping through your pores to try and corrupt him.
He lightly squeezed it his hard on becoming unbearable you turned him on like no other and that was dangerous for him. He knew how to control himself but then you come along Things were getting dangerous for him.
You gasped as his hand clasped around your left breast and your eyes closed you leaned down to kiss him again his hand still on your breast. You rocked against his member and you heard him moan and it was the most beautiful thing you could had ever heard. Him withering away in front of you like that. Him pushing back his morals just a tad for you. Just For you both to experience this. Something you both been craving.
As you continued to rock back and forth on his cock you kissed him. His hand massaging your Breast just like you told him to do you came and you came hard when he heard it he froze and you stopped and kissed him you kept kissing him you wanted to devour him you reached for his pajama strings and he instantly stopped you.
"Let's stop here," he breathed.  His whole lap wet with your juices.
But why? You you were so horny- you wanted to fuck him sensless. You wanted him to ram himself into you you taking his innocence right here in his bed. Just like this.
You didn't want to move.
He let it get this far why couldn't he just let it go just a little more? maybe all the way? You wanted to at least taste him and make him cum. You been wanting him in your mouth ever since you took interest in him.
You pulled at his pants and he held his hands on top of you to stop it.
"We can't," he whisperd. He stared at you into your soul. How could he do that. It made you feel werid. You couldn't exactly pinpoint what he made you feel. But he made you feel it.
"But I want- I need you."
He looked back at you and just watched you his hands still on top of yours.
"You don't need me," he whispered and then he looked down.
"I want you." You deadpanned
"You don't know what you want."  He said looking back up at you. His eyes sparking even here in the dark.
"Yes I do." Why couldn't he just believe you? You wanted him you wanted to ride him. You wanted to kiss him. You wanted to suck him off. Why didn't he get it? That him inbetween your legs like he was now was killing you. You wanted to get off on him some more. That your pussy throbbed for him.
"Why me? All this time- and even with Mingyu- why me? you never gave me attention."
"Your different." You said. You let go of the band of his pants and he grabbed you again and he lost control he sat up and wrapped his hands around your torso as you straddled him you let him do what he wanted. He tangled his hands in your hair and passionately kissed you.
He found his lips on your neck and you moaned for him. He regretfully loved the sound you made for him. This was so dangerous. But he kind of liked it. He found your lips again and kissed you and kissed you it never seeming to end. You found your self rocking on his hardness again wanting you cum all over the front of his pants again.
You grabbed his hand and guide it to your core pushing the thin fabric to the side the moment his hand some in contact with your woman hood you lost it.
Joshua however was nervous. You felt so wet so warm. He felt like he could lose control. And when you motioned for him to slip a finger in you he really lost it. He wanted it and it terrified him. He was prey he could stop.
As he fingers you he wonders what it would feel like inside you. You tight around him just like you were wet and tight around his finger. He groaned at the thought sending him into over drive. A little bit more of this and he would sin.
You hoped he would do more but he didn't all he did was make out with you endless trying to give you as much of him he could handle giving. He fingered you you coming again as he picked the pace up. And just the thought of him being dirty and nasty with you made you cum instantly.
Now you had him where you wanted him. You were for sure going to get him to cross the line he was too weak. And you were dominant. You pushed him down yet again and reached for the hem of his pants. Him to busy kissing you you pulled them down a little exposing his v line you. You rubbed the skin there and he whimpered under your touch. You pulled him down all the way and you were shocked.
He had a nice cock. It was thick and tall you sighed in exhaustion trying to get him to subbcom to you. You hesitated but grabbed him and he inhaled drastically you stroked him and he quickly found your woman hood and shoved two fingers in you. Your eyes threatened to roll in the back of your head as he whined in your ear as you pumped him.
This was amazingly beautiful, his cock was amazing beautiful and to think he doesn't use it. Well you were going to use the shit out of it. It wouldn't go to waste any longer.
You rubbed the tip while Goulding the shaft and you stroke him and his breathing fastened just when you thought you got so far someone ruined it by knocking on the door.
He broke the kiss and he slipped from you . Joshua snapped out of it realizing what was gaping and he seemed upset. He tried to hid his face from you but you still saw it as he pulled his pants up and went to the door.
Joshua tried to hid his boner but he couldn't in pajamas.  You watched him. Finally he got the courage to go open the door.
He opened the door a little bit and stuck his head through. So the person on the other side wouldn't see you laying on his bed.
"Hyung are you okay? What's going on? was y/n in here just now? Why did I hear screaming?" It was Vernon. And he was asking 20/20 questions.
"Yeah we came to see if you were okay." Minghao was there too, they sounded so tired. You felt bad that you and Joshua had woken them up. But at the time in that mindset you didn't give a fuck.
"Yeah we're fine she went back to her room a little while ago and we both apologized to each other for being so rude these last few weeks to another,"
There was a pause.
"Oh okay ima go back to bed then," Vernon said.
"Yeah same." minghao added.
Joshua shut the door and locked it when he turned around you were laying under his covers. He kind of just stood there and tension rose in the room. You looked hurt because you knew he was angry with you. He was probably going to blame you for everything. For him sinning with you.
You were already hurting before he said anything. So you just kept staring. Waiting for it. Bidding under the blankets- them being your safety shield.
Joshua was doing it again. He was making you feel worthless, sad, emotional. All because you wanted him so bad.
"Let's forget this happend," he said it hanging in the air in the small amount of space inbetween you. You cracked. Somthing in you cracked and felt like you were having an putter body experience.
How were you supposed to forget what happend? How could you forget the lust, the wnat, and need he had evident in his eyes just now? How could he act like that?
He needed to stop acting like that.
You couldn't move and you didn't know what to do. You just wish you could have disappeared at that moment. Your anxiety made you stay put. You felt stupied and disgusting. Disgusted that he even touched you. You were a shame. You shouldn't even came on to him knowing his morals. You wanted to give up. Forget him. Forget everything. But you can't. You could not. So how could he just say it so freely like that.
Boundaries were crossed wheather he like it or not. There was no going back or taking back what was done. He was insane to think otherwise.
You started to tear up and you quickly got off the bed and went for the door. Joshua tried to grab you but you got out just in time to run down the hall locking your self in your room.
You were stronger than this. You'd be fine. Things will change and Joshua would wish he never played with you.
Let the games begin.
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No one asked but-
Here’s a comment from my AO3 acc I love so much on my fanfic for FUCKING WITH JOSHUA
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Me and @yeolsmuffin desperately tryna write so we can update 😂
Trying to get out lives together
What even though. We got no lives.
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
concert rehearsals #1
"We have two days for rehearsals to perfect this sold-out stadium." The director's voice boomed over the Huge stadium speakers. Everyone cheered and whistled for the unbelievable sellout. You were really happy to be there. This would be your first company concert to participate in. and you had a secret stage given to you all by yourself.  You were going to shit bricks thinking about it because this would be your first big reveal. Everyone would want to know who you were and if you were going to debut in the company.
Minghao stood next to you while everyone, the staff worked around everyone. They were setting up things trying to perfect everything for the concert night which was in two days. All the company idols were scattered around mingling together waiting for direction from the director.
Minghao has his arm around your shoulder and you could feel daggers burning a hole in your head. It was either one of the two boys and you didn't dare look. Because it was too much to worry about at the moment. you had you a secret stage to worry about. you didn't have time for your emotions let alone anyone else's.
Everyone was talking and rehearsing on the main floor while they cleared the stage for the first rehearsal. Minghao, Hoshi, and you stood in a circle, "Noona are you okay?" Hoshi asked.
Minghao still with his arm around your neck said, "she's just going through some rough times. She thinks she won't debut. that she’ll forever be an extra for all of us." Minghao covered for you because honestly, you didn't know how to reply to that. Your words got caught in your throat. could everyone see your distress on your face?
"Oh Noona, you'll debut. Honestly, I hope that they debut you as a solo artist. You have way more potential than all these other trainees. Even if your debut in a group you will take all the spotlight."
You smiled.
"Our Noona is perfect," Minghao smiled down at you.
Jun popped up in the circle and gave you a big hug. "Noona I heard you're doing a special stage for our transition why didn't you tell us?"
Your face heated up how did he know?
Hoshi's eyes lit up, "Noona really?"
Shying away you tried to hide in Minghao’s chest. Hoshi grabed you away prying you away from him. "Don't hide now, why didn't you tell us."
You tightly grabbed Minghao. Jun grabbed you this time to him, spill or I'll break your arms off." All of you laughed.
"Okay.., Yes, yes I am- who told you?" you said pushing jun off you.
"I overheard the crew talking about it just now and so I came over here to confirm it."
You rolled your eyes, “ Jun your so Noisy why are you up there with the crew anyway? You're supposed to be down here with us waiting for direction.”
He flinched before you tried to punch him.
"Yay don't hit my hyung dino came over.
“Yah don't get into this you'll get it too,” he laughed and ran behind Hoshi
The speakers in the stadium came on, " okay Nu’est and seventeen to the stage. We need you to begin the opening act." (watch video below)
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"Good, perfect." The director boomed over the speakers. "Joshua I need you to try a little harder even if it's rehearsals. This is supposed to be like the actual concert. And DK I couldn't hear you? Is your mic on?" There was a technical sound and DK was talking but it wasn't coming through the mic. The boys laughed around him.
"Sing something," Ren from Nu'est said ov
"Ulgo shipji Ana," nothing. 
"Crew?" The direct said.
"Ulgo shipji Ana," you heard faintly, "ULGO SHIPJI ANA, "it finally bombed over the speakers. Everyone laughed even the director.
"Okay, fantastic! now everything is perfect."
Everyone exited the stage.
Minghao found you in the crowd of idols and gave you a hug. He was all sweaty and you started to squirm out his sweaty arms. Joshua passed by you and acted like he didn't see you. He was mad. And your heart broke. That's why he wasn't putting effort. What were you going to do now? You felt guilty and you couldn't act right because of it. And if you felt guilty you felt even more guilty now because of what happened with Mingyu last night.
You searched the groups of boys in suits and found Mingyu he gave you a dangerous smile and you quickly looked away. At least Someone was happy.
"I saw that," Minghao said.
"I know, I wish we both didn't," You replied.
Minghao read your body language, " You didn't," he said you ignored him. "you did! Damnit y/n what did I tell you?" he said, "You keep digging your self further and further because you can't open your usually big mouth."
You gave him a look, "I can."
"Then prove it."
You opened your mouth and closed it, "Whatever that's besides the point I have have to wait for the right time.
“Yeah, the right time will hurt more.” the man had a point. You didn't say anything because he was right. 
“sorry,” minghao said. “ it's just frustrating to watch, so I can only imagine being you.”
“its okay,” you sighed. “I get where your coming from I'm mad at myself for letting it get this far. but until I feel like its the right time I won't fix this. plus Joshua is mad at me again and I gotta fix that first.”
you found Joshua across the stadium all by himself. he was beyond pissed plus he messed up rehearsals so he really wasn't having it. 
“Pristinnnnnn,” the director said into the intercom.
The big group of girls found their way to the stage getting into place.
“Okay,Everyone in 5,4,3,2,1"
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"Perfect," the stadium boomed.
"I'm so glad you didn't debut with pristin you would have outshined them." Hoshi popped back up and you laughed
“Stop,” you said.”I'm really close to some of them- they are who I trained with,” Hoshi laughed. “okay okay, .....I'm sorry,........ your still better than them,” he quickly said and ran off before you could catch him.
“I'll be back I have to go the restroom,” you said to Minghao.
“Okay,” he said as he started a conversation with Dino and DK .
As you past the other members, woozy- he smiled at you. You walked backstage and found the restrooms- the backstage being empty since everyone was on stage trying to put everything together. 
You pulled down your pants and began to pee. As you say in silence with the only thing but your stream of pee being heard you thought about Joshua. of course you did. everyday all you could think about was Joshua. he had infected your mind, body, soul. changing you beyond knowing. And you were mad at your self that you were going to screw It up with him. Scratch that you WAS  going to screw it up with him.
You wiped and flushed and washed your hands. when you dried them you looked in the mirror at you yourself looking at what you become. you felt like you was slowing losing your self- or your mind,  whichever fit the best. if anything you was losing yourself to Joshua and you were losing your mind because of Joshua.
 it all pointed back to him.
and that is what you hated the most. he controlled every part of you.
you were going to do it. you were going to tell him he deserved it. he deserved to know the truth. all the confidence had washed through you and you were going to tell him that you were still fucking with mingyu and you were going to apologize. hopefully he could forgive you-
When you exited you ran into Joshua, him being there so suddenly made all your confidence disappeared and you started to internally panic, what the fuck how are you going to tell him? Why were you going to tell him? Your mind had gone into shock and had felt stupid for thinking you could tell him now. No, you couldn’t tell him now not with that look he had on his face like his whole world was crashing down. But so, was yours? It wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair that he could look like that when you felt the same way and was trying to hold it in. It was like he didn’t give a shit. 
 with his hands in his pockets he gave you this sad excuse for a question "What have I done to you? For you to do this to me?” That you didn’t feel like dealing with. His eyes were watery and practically waiting to fall down his face,” I can't even function sleep or eat because of this,” because of what? Neither could you, “because you're ignoring me. Do I mean nothing to you? I was going to give up my all for you and you just stop talking to me?! I don't understand," 
 He didn’t need to understand what he needed to understand was what he was dealing with. A she-devil in disguise and if he was willing to feel at least 10 times as worse as he was feeling now he could handle the coming events. If he was like this now how could you ever tell him?
 “I’m wrong for you,”  You word vomited.
 “You're not, I thought you were, but I changed my mind.” He shakily said. He looked pathetic and he was desperate for you to hear him out. “he just didn’t understand what and who he was dealing with. When his world really crashed down on top of him he would feel the weight of your actions weight on top of him. And he would be vulnerable. 
 “Why are we having this conversation here out in the open for everyone to see? -“
“No one's back here- “
  “Anyone can pop up at any time.”
 He grabbed your hand and you freaked out by being caught by manger oppa. no, no one was back stage because they were out on stage, but you still were scared. He shoved you into a dressing room and locked it. Without warning He grabbed you, picked you up, and devoured your mouth. You quickly responded your heart craving him for all this time.
 What he needed to know that this wasn't his fault it was all your fault. He sat down on the couch sitting all over costumes for pristin (you were in pristine dressing room) and he kissed you, him getting horny quickly.
 "Joshua, we have to stop, I can't,"
 “You can't what?” he growled. “What is that I wanted lately is for you to take me here right now,” so it was like that now? There were no more barriers to break. Jesus boy had planned to sin. You didn’t have to con him into it now? 
 What had gotten into him that he felt this way? He was so set in stone, only to be out of line. Who kicked his stones around for him to act up?
 You weren’t complaining but damn.
he breathed a moan in your ear your pussy perked up and you became another inhuman being, Lust filling your system. but the more you kissed him, touched him, and devoured him, you felt a weird feeling. 
 “I don’t want to take you here right now, it’s not good enough,” you said in between kisses- “you deserve a better setting, a romantic time, not some shitty dressing room that our company has provided for our concert.”
 He stopped and held your hips. And pulled you back. He looked stunned that you just didn’t want to hit it and quit it. You touched his heart and for that he fell deeper. He was just trying to do what you wanted. even if that meant giving up everything he had.
 he just stared at you,“You're so beautiful,” he said as he took you in. Pulling your spaghetti strap up on your cami and pushing your hair back behind you bare shoulders. You looked back at him and seen something in him that you never seen in a man.  Love, security, and want. 
something that you never knew you needed to see until now. 
he rubbed the skin under your shirt on your side and you just wanted to lean into him and fall asleep on his chest. you were extremely tired these days from lack of sleep.his melodic rhythm on your hip sent you into a trance.
 “Let’s go before someone noticed we’re gone,” you finally said before you really went to sleep. “You go first.” His hand stopped, and you longed for it some more, but he pulled you off him and got up. “I want to talk to you tonight, he hesitated before leaving out the door. “Could you come stay in my room tonight.” 
 You were scared. You really didn’t want to get caught. But you knew your body would answer before you let your mind think about it. “Yes.” You threw up. He smiled before he exited leaving you there with your mind wrapped around tonight. 
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paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader
genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals
summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.
notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.
UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉
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Guilt seemed to follow with you the whole way. It's been days and it's been sitting on your shoulders making everything seem grey. Every touch and every kiss in the back of your mind. Every little action- had you pretending it was Joshua.
But then.
Every time Joshua smiled at you secretly your heart beat fast. But not in a good way. And every time Mingyu intimately touched you secretly. You would hurry and see if Joshua saw since you were on his radar.
Sure, you guys weren't a thing but it seemed like you wanted it to be. You practically told the boy you loved him in so many ways. And now that you had gained his trust what was there to do now?
Was this considered cheating? Was there a tie to you both? There had to be right? No one said there was but you felt it and you felt guilty.
You could imagine him finding out what all that has happened and disappointments would cross his face. All with the same judgment he loved to carry and everything would go back to how it was. When he wouldn't give you the time of day and when he became cold and distant. You didn't want that. You wanted the warm and happy Joshua.
But soon he would hate you and Mingyu would too. Both of them unknown to one another.
"Are you okay?" Minghao scared you and you didn't realize you were stairing off into space into the sunseted horizon until now.
You were at the company having a meeting with the new girls in your possible group. But the meeting had ended about a hour ago and you stayed behind and tried to gather some thoughts. Everything was all just a blur and there was nothing but obstacles in your way.
It seemed like there was no way out of this without shit hitting the fan.
"Yeah I'm fine," you continued to stair out into the city, you were on top of the company building. You had always found yourself up there when times were getting hard or you were upset and scared that you wouldn't fit into the company because of your "I don't give a fuck attitude,"
But nowadays you weren't being bothered by being different.
You were bothered by fucking with Joshua.
"You don't sound fine," minghao simply said. You were surprised he was talking to you since the last time you guys had a deep conversation you had said Joshua was a game. And that revenge was to corrupt the pure boy. But Joshua wasn't a game anymore and you were scared because of that. You had gotten way off track. Derailed and crashed.
You didn't say anything and you continued to look out into the city. "Is it Joshua?" He said hesitant. Because everyone knew the sound of Joshua's name used to bring you into utter turmoil but now you could only feel guilt.
"Yes,"
"What do you mean no- oh," he wasn't expecting you to say yes. "What about him? What happend now that I didn't know about. You know Joshua won't talk to me about you anymore and I didn't know if I should be scared or not,"
Your heart dropped into the out of your ads at the statement.
"No there is no reason to be scared," you said. You sighed and finally looking up at him. "I just feel guilty." You said wanting to tell him all but not sure if you should.
"Why," he eyed you- questioning.
"Because?" He pushed.
"I can't tell you," you said not knowing if you should tell him about you and Joshua's new found glory or that you were fucking Mingyu- still.
"I won't judge you," he placed a hand on your shoulder. You sighed silently. About to take a big shit on him.
"Im fucking Mingyu," you squeezed out.
You heard a surprise ass gasp and a loosing grip on your shoulder. Minghao's face was in pure utter shock. It was almost funny. Almost. But you felt too vulnerable to laugh. When normally you wouldn't give too shits about a reaction like that.
Minghao cleared his throat. "What's that got to do with Joshua though?" he said "not" judging you. But clearly he was judging you. He probley wouldn't have never thought that Mingyu and you would fuck. Or anyone in the house for that matter it was forbidden. It was in your contract with the company as well you could get kicked out.
"It has everything to do with Joshua...cos I'm falling for him. And I think he is falling for me too. We've been doing things" you quietly said
"What kind of things?"
"Things to drag him to hell with me, he's falling from heave-"
It dawned on him" Omg like sexual things your getting him to do sexual things-" he gasped again shocked his eyes practically bugging as his head. Everyone knew Joshua was so set in stone. He would never-
"Yes but now me and Mingyu are fucking again and now things just got compl-
"how long has this been going on with mingyu?" He said cutting you off. Not even caring about the complicated situation.
you looked at him and looked back towards the city. "almost ever since I've lived here. we both can't commit so we use eachother. but now i feel like its a problem." You sighed. " it's never been a problem till now- till Joshua."
"wait the whole time-" he said using his fingers and a head movement.
"yes Minghao," you said getting annoying. Shaking your head with a roll of the eyes, " see get this- the reason why me and Joshua got into it was because of Mingyu he preached to me about fucking him and started calling me a slut. It was judgement day every time he would lay his eyes on me."
Minghao gasped again, " omg it all makes sense now. Why you wanted revenge- why he was so mad at you," it was all piecing together because minghao never could quite understand you and Joshua but now that the big piece of the puzzle was there it all hit him at once. He just couldn't believe it.
"But that's besides the point- the point is I don't want to mess around anymore Joshua makes me want to commit. And since Mingyu and I started fucking again all of that got messed up. Joshua would never forgive me if he knew and he'd blame me even more for corrupting him for nothing."
Minghao didn't know what to say all this information was disintegrating his brain. He was wondering how he could miss this he always knew everything yet they had hidden these adventures from him.
"And we never said we were a thing but I feel like we have this unspoken commitment floating above us. Now, I'm practically sucking the innocence out of him a person wouldn't let that happen for nothing especially a person so uptight like Joshua."
You stopped talking and realized Minghao was stunned. Although this was a no judgement zone you couldn't help but feel completely naked in front of him. All of the problems you had bottled up inside all out in the open floating around you two like you were in isolatation.
Minghao swollowed it all down and breathed out, " okay well how's this? How about you just stop, " you knitted your eyebrows together. " just stop fucking with Mingyu and tell him that it over. Friends with benefits are never meant to last anyways. Eventually someone will catch feelings. Mind as well nip it I the bud, before it's too late- if it isn't already." Minghao shook his head and look down and kicked his foot slightly on the pavement.
You laughed, "no we're strictly friends with benefits, we promised each other to never venture out of that bubble. Strictly sex, fun, nothing more but a good time."
Minghao inched his head. " well hopefully- than it should be easy what are you afraid of?"
"Joshua ever finding out I fucked his friend after trying to corrupt him," you looked out into the city.
"Yeah, but he doesn't have to know."
"Unless Mingyu slips up and says somthing," you shut your eyes tightly and sighed. " well of course there's always the part we're if it got out it could change not only Joshua's perspective but everyone around me as well. Or what if Mingyu becomes cocky because he had me first? - it's a lot to think about no matter how I look at it it's complicated. What if they get into it because of me?"
"Seems like a really sticky situation," minghao commented. " it could go bad or good depending what fate brings."
You sighed in response.
"Well I'll cover you the best I can but eventually he'll find out on his own or from someone eles. Both bad-but what can you do?"
"I know," you sadly said. " I just don't want him hurt. That's something I would have never said to him a few weeks ago, a few weeks ago I wanted to use him and throw him away. It's funny how life does what it does."
"Life is beautiful though remember that no matter the obstacles," minghao said.
Minghao put his arm around your shoulder and pulled you to his chest. You buried your head in there. He smelled good. He always did. He always put up with you and your bullshit and tried to help you out always. He was like a brother to you- the one that you never had.
Minghao sighed.
"What's wrong?" You asked. Looking up at him. He looked down at you and smiled. "Just tryna figure out how I'm going to act like a normal person who doesn't normally find out his noona is fucking his friends."
You busted out laughing- " hey I haven't fucked Joshua yet."
He laughed even more, "like that sounds any better."
"Hey Im just saying,"
"Whatever let's go home it's getting late."
"Okay let's go,"
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Being in the same room with Joshua and Mingyu alone made you want to throw up. How you three ended up like this in the first place- you had exactly no clue.
You couldn't help but watch tv in silance as you bounced your right leg rapidly up and down impatiently as you wanted to run from the situation.
You didn't want to speak because speaking could get you into trouble if the wrong things were said. Things could hit the fan. You weren't used to messing with two guys at once like that with out the other one knowing. It was like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode in front of you. Plus they lived in the same vicinity and that didn't help either.
It was just a fuck fest.
It was currently 3am and you couldn't sleep all the shit that had happened was all clouding your mind in over compacity. There was no room left to think let alone sleep. So you wondered to the living room. You sat and watched tv for a while scowling through you phone on social media for a while then one of your problems walked it.
It was Joshua looking fine as hell even though sleep was evident in his eyes . When he realized it was you in the dark he smiled and found his place next to you. He kissed the side of your face and cuddle up with you under the blanket you had dragged from your room. You held hands underneath the blanket just Incase someone  had gotten up and went into the living room.
You had kissed his neck and made him whimper but didn't go any further as you almost gave him a hicky but successfully gave him a hard on. You laid your leg on it rubbing it his breathing becoming heavy you dared to kiss him as you rubbed your leg on his bulge. The moans from his throat sent you into a frenzy. You needing to fuck him right there in the couch with every one there. But you settled down and you both tried to watch tv .
And a few minutes later- bam happiness collapsed and your 2nd problem walked in. He gave you and Joshua a look but then he shook it off. He sat on the other side of you.
"I see your both getting along now?" Mingyu questioned. He didn't seem mad he seemed surprised. Because you both had been at each other throats for a while now.
"Yeah it was stupid." Joshua said but it was cold. You could feel the tension he had against Mingyu now. And that wasn't good.
You helped Mingyu get under the covers as well to try and make it seem there wasn't anything special going on with you and Joshua and you felt bad that you had to pretend. Joshua eyed you and when you caught him he turned his attention back to the tv.
Ah fuck what were you going to do? this was so fucking  awkward. There was so much  tension in the room.
You felt suffocated. You started to sweat. Concentrating on the tv seem a million times harder. It was getting  to you and at any minute-
Before anything eles could happen you hopped from out of the covers and went straight to your room not even looking back.
You left because you felt like shit.
And shit could hit the fan.
And you wasn't ready.
This was dangerous.
This was a battlefield.
Love was a battlefield.
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