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the temptation -1

paring: jeon jungkook x kim taehyung x reader

genre: smut, innocence,celibacy, corruption,seducing, going against morals,

summary: Church. School. Work. Home. Home.work. school home. It was a hell of routine. But it was old. It was getting way too old. This pure innocent life was just a facade nowadays. Your mind had fell into the fifth circle of hell. And your boyfriend jungkook realized this. Especially after you cheated on him with the person he hated the most. Taehyung. And now according to him you would burn in hell for it. How long could you keep your legs closed after reviving oral sex from taehyung? Could you keep the rest of your innocence or did you really want to burn in hell like jungkook said you would? Book 1/7 in the bts series

notes: this series is about sexual desires and religion don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.

He stood there with his hands in his pockets, tears threatening to fall from his eyes as his breathing continued to try and  even out. But it couldn't - no matter how hard he tried to breath correctly- him being upset with you killed him in every way possible. He couldn't believe the things he found out even after all the things you both had been through together.

His hands were in his pockets and he bit down on the inside of his cheek to keep the crying at bay. He was really affected by your actions greatly. And he didn't know if he could forgive you for them either. You took a step towards him and he took a step back closer to your apartment door as your heart broke looking at how serious he was with you. But you couldn't blame him.

"I can't believe you would cheat on me-"he paused as his voice broke, tears coming down his face as he tried to look you in your eyes.which was very hard for him to do. "And in that way, because of what we wanted."

What he wanted was for you both to be celibate till marriage. You couldn't talk about sex, have sex, even kiss because he always said kissing always leads to sex. And since sex was a sin, kissing only meant harm and turmoil.

Jungkook's frame shook and he tried to calm his hyperventilation but all he wanted to do was scream and break everything in your apartment and it didn't help that you didn't say anything because you didn't remember that night, but you wouldn't doubt that you would do something drunk. You were always crazy when you were drunk. Your temptations heightened. Your lust for a man to touch you greater.

"So did you fuck him?!" He spat just the thought sending him into a frenzy. "Or did you suck him off while he fingered your cunt?" the dirty words comming out of his mouth made you cringe. it was so unlike him to speak like that.

So, one: Jungkook had proof of you with another guy drunk off your ass. Someone had sent it to Jungkook. You didn't know who would do something like that but they did. It was a video, showing the encounters of you and a man getting a little to close at a party. Then proceeded to dance practically having sex on the dance floor. Then you whispering something in his ear and you leaving hand in hand upstairs. You had gotten the video this morning and flipped out knowing it would break him. That all hell would break lose within this relationship. Question was how would you survive this?

"Really- taehyung though." he continued to blink back tears. Him barely managing to do so. A shock wave went through you when he figured out who the guy was because the video didn't show his face.

The video was of you and Taehyung, very harsh to the eyes. it looked too intense- so intimate that you could barley watch it. The way you both made out screamed sex and the way you touch him inviting him to want him to want that from you was beyond words. When sober you wouldn't do that in a million years. The liquid of courage was a dangerous one. One you in particular needed to stay away from.

Okay so..

two: the part that you need to know was you and Jungkook were celibate. You both had parents that put their faith in god before any of their  desires. And anything sexual before marriage was a one-way ticket to hell. No matter how tempting sex was. This is what you had been told over and over again by your parents that is.

You believe in it pretty deeply but you had also gotten to an age where temptations was going to be the death of you. Nowadays you felt like you couldn't even look at a boy with getting aroused. Knowing that underneath there was a cock beneath the jeans they wore. Knowing that it could harden and be used to stick you made you squeeze your legs shut. and squeeze your eyes shut.

Boys were a gift from god- but god said they couldn't be touched. Not unless you were married and it didn't make sense to you. Why are all these men here to temp you? Your mother had said it was to "test your strength." To put your faith in god and you could overcome it. But it felt so evil like setting someone up for failure.

Taehyung a name that ran through your head as they hung above you from Jungkook's lips. His lips that kept trembling as he tried not to cry in front of you because of the pain that he had experienced because of you and your sins was beyond him. he felt like he didn't deserve your shit. He was so done with you.

Still you stood there looking down because at this point you couldn't say anything. It was to the point that you regretted ever agreeing to go to the party with one of your best friends. She knew how you were when you were drunk. You couldn't make healthy decisions. and even though she said she would keep an eye on you she disappeared leaving you with the one boy you needed to stay away from.

Lucifer himself.

Taehyung was a natural born evil sex fend. He was walking sex on legs. and he wanted nothing but to take you from Jungkook and make you his. Jungkook and Taehyung hated each other and it killed Jungkook that you would chose him of all people to cheat on him with. It actually disgusted to the point he wanted to throw up.

Taehyung didn't think you needed "that boy" as he said. He said you needed a man like him who could pleasure you and give you everything you need. he said he could treat you right if you just let him. But Jungkook had always been in the way.

Now don't hate Taehyung too much he's only been in love with you your whole life. He grew up with you like Jungkook did. But he was the boy next door that your parents told you to stay away from. Taehyung never went to church and his dad was a drug addict. Your parents hated him like no other and you would always tell them to do what they preach and never judge a book by its cover. Not that they gave a shit.

Now, Jungkook, you knew him since you were young and attended the same church as you. He fell for you instantly and your parents approved of him right away since they were friends with his parents. It was all a fuck fest of how you two got together- all threw the grace of god.

You started dating him when you were 16 and now you were 20 him being 21. and when Taehyung found out you started dating him back then he became angry and distant from you at first but two years later got over it. He said you would always be his no matter what. Whatever that meant.

But now that your way past 18 and your hormones are way out of control- As you and Jungkook go on your 5th year together you never been so horny. And you had no release up until that night with Taehyung when he made you sin with his mouth. Your sexual tension withering away. He knew you were a virgin and he respected your morals to be a virgin, but he also believed that you could get off without using genitals. there was always a way around it. whether Jungkook wanted to admit it or not.

The funny part was he didn't force you you had asked him to help you feel good. You wanted to cum. And he hesitated but he could tell how sexually frustrated you were. With the magic mouth of Tae, you had never felt so good.

The video triggers your mind and you remembered everything instantly. Everything you said to get him to touch you that night. You quickly threw a hand over your mouth and started to cry as your drunk rendezvous popped in your mind.

"Oh, you remember now?" Jungkook laughed bitterly.  is it breaking every part of you too?"  Your surprised eyes flashed to his and you looked like a deer in headlights in front of him. With his eyes rimmed in red his tears finally stopped and anger replaced it.

"You want sex that bad that when your drunk you can't keep your legs closed?"He spat at you the venom attacking you at every angle. "My mom was right about you! she said she could see the evil in your eyes and I never knew what she meant until now!" He spat-  you hurting from the new news from his mother about you. She hated you.

"Jungkook- "

"Oh, now you want to say something?" he said his hands still in his pockets. "I thought we had something special I thought- "

"You thought what? You won't even kiss me you," admitted. "You won't show me you love me in any intimate way I feel like you don't want me Jungkook!" you spat back. "I feel disgusting unworthy of being touched because you think everything will lead to sex."

"I always wanted you...I - I needed you," his voice shakes, " it's just kissing will make me-"

You were in his face furious. "Yes, Jungkook kissing leads to sex but we can stop at any time!!!!" You cried. It bothered you so much because your body was craving and lacking something from him. He didn't fulfill at least one thing for you. You felt like his friend rather than someone in a relationship.

" I hate myself Jungkook, I'm depressed and disgusted with myself I felt like nothing I do is good enough! I have to walk on eggshells, I must keep my sexual desires to myself- I have no one to talk about the urges I have with you. I want you in between my legs so bad-"

his eyes glassed over and he forgot how to breathe.

"You won't let me talk about how bad I want your cock in my mouth- or how bad I think about you fingering the fuck out of my pussy- or how bad I want to feel you rip apart my innocence!!! - The point is that even if we don't do it we could at least talk about it. Why can't we at least kiss. I'm not your friend I'm your lover! if you can even call it that"that hit him where it hurt.

He looked shocked at your confession not knowing exactly what to say. So he said, "We haven't done anything yet so maybe you are right you're  just a friend," he started to walk out. Him basically trying to end it there. "These 5 years have meant nothing. You already showed me that!"He screamed.

You wanted to hit him so you did letting all your frustrations out on him- he quickly turned around and grabbed your wrist towering over you angry with his eyes watery. you still continued to hit him on the chest him trying to stop you.

"Fine leave. Leave when this gets tough. You're the only reason I lasted this long." You spat in his face.

With  fury in In his eyes he threw your hands away . "And if it weren't  for me your parents would see how much of a slut you have become." He looked you up and down. "Fucking disgusting if you ask me. You can't do a simple thing and keep your legs close and not cheat on your boyfriend of 5 years slut!"

You stumbled back tears prickling there way to the surface again.

"The evil in your eyes burns lasers into my soul as you try and capture me with sinful thoughts. - I have no clue as to why you can't control it, but you need to get it together god doesn't wait for anyone. Once you cross over you can't be saved and  you'll earn your respective place in hell and for that I  hope for you to burn."

Your heart broke at his words. But you wouldn't go down like that.

"Well then since we're done I'll gladly take that place to hell. I'll just scream Taehyung's name all the way down to the bottom to the fifth circle of hell how about that?!"

"Good you impure slut I wouldn't touch you anymore anyways!"

"YOU NEVER TOUCH ME!!! You screamed on the top of your lungs. But you was only met with a door.

He slammed your door to your apartment leaving you there starting at his departure ending 5 years of pure self hatred and tournament.

But still you were unsatisfied.

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fucking with joshua 11

00 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 |..

paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader

genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals

summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.

notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.

UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉

Waking up in the arms of the person you love is beyond belief. It feels like you could stay there forever and never leave. Waking up in Joshua's arms was something unimaginable but at the same time unreal.

It made you laugh how you wanted to play him and use him and now you couldn't ever think seeing him hurt. You gave up a lot for him. Lost yourself and recreated your self to fit his needs and he had done the same.

The morals he went by were no longer valid and your sinful "morals" you had obtained was as well. Love made you do crazy things.

Last night you had showed Joshua what you could do with that sinful mouth of yours taking him all in making him bust the biggest load you had ever seen. You popped his innocence completely and it only left you wanting more.

But you would go at his pace, not yours- and you wanted to show him you could wait until he was ready. You wanted him to initiate it- not the other way around. As bad as you wanted to take it you wanted him to give it to you instead.

Joshua was still asleep as you laid in his arms and you didn't want to wake him up. So you carefully and quietly got out of his arms so that you could run back down to you room before you got caught by manager oppa.

You quickly put on your cloths and quietly shut the door so you couldn't wake him up. You ran towards the elevator when the coast was clear and rapidly pushed the elevator button as if doing that it would come faster.

Still doing it the doors finally opened and Mingyu stood before you in the empty metal box.

and you just stared.

You who was stunned didn't move your hand from the elevator button stopped clicking it but didn't move your hand from it. You  just stared at each other. no one moving until the elevator doors tried to closed breaking your trance. he gave you this look before stepping off. he stepped off the elevator towering over you looking down at you with that look that made your stomach turn. even though you couldn't exactly read him he didn't look to happy.

You swallowed hard and braced your self.

"What are you doing up here at this time? Your floor is downstairs like mine-," he interrogated you. okay dad? who the fuck did he think he was always bothering me about    

You opened your mouth to speak but you didn't have anything to say. You couldn't think of a lie and you felt like he knew.

"I'm- im.." you started.

"He looked at your inside out shirt and it had went through his mind. You were being a hoe. It was no other explanation to why you were here instead of your room- shirt inside out- a dumb ass look on your face.

"Who are you fucking?" He spat.

Whoa.. why did it matter though. you had agreed to be friends with benefits until you found someone why was he so defensive.

"What the fuck are you talking about?!"

"Your're fucking someone other than me aren't you?"

He was coming off so wrong. It made you pull your head back.

"Let's end this," you dropped. A big a bomb blowing up in his face causing him to instantly shut down. He looked hurt, dumbfounded, confused, a whole lot of emotions bubbling up ready to explode.

"You can't just do that to me," was all he could say.

"We had an agreement-"

"Yeah but that was before I fell in love with you."

You had completely come undone and not in the way You wanted Mingyu had just said the L word something he would have never even thought he would say in his life and too the wrong person.

Maybe in another universe- one with out Joshua, you could have returned his feelings maybe. But this was never meant to be anything more than the agreement you had both sought out to be. It was never supposed to be the fall in love with me project. It was a simple understanding that once one or the other found a lover you were to end it. No complaints, it's or butts. You never thought you fall for someone but you did. you had changed and now you and Joshua weren't the only ones that had changed.

Look at that big old Mingyu found someone to love and tragic enough someone he couldn't and would never have. Even though he had HAD you he would never HAVE you in the way he wanted. The way he was feeling. You know it sucked but not everyone was supposed to have a happy ending.

His eyes were teary and the situation became intense.

He stared at you like really stared at you and you felt guilty his eyes were like windows to his soul showing how genuine he felt about you. But there was nothing you could do Joshua was first. No matter if you felt anything for him Joshua would always come first.

"I'm sorry," you said avoid Mingyu his eye contact.

He snapped, "who is it? I wanna know who the fuck took you away from me- don't tell me it's fucking Joshua. I thought you were trying to play him don't tell me you fucking feel for him?!"

He had read you, he knew you. He knew you better than anyone eles did. And that's what sucked.

"Don't worry about who it is Mingyu I'm not yours." You said avoiding his questions.

"You are! we made love too many times for you to say otherwise-

"Love?" You scoffed. "It was sex! it's not my fault you took it the wrong way."

You pushed the button to the elevator many times wanting to leave as soon as possible.

He was crying and in hysterics the first love of his life had rejected him. And he didn't know how to take it or let you go. Finally the bell chimed and the doors opened but he grabbed you before you could get on.

The doors closed and you became livid with him.

"Leave me alone Mingyu,"

"Not until you tell me you didn't feel anything for me! you know you did!" He sniffed.

You stood there looking at him unable to move you didn't want to say the wrong things but you also didn't want to lie either.

He grabbed you in his arms. Even though you had hurt him he didn't want yo let you go.

"Y/n I don't think I can let you go. I've known this for a while now and I wish I would have told you sooner. But I can't stand to lose next to Joshua or whoever the fuck that guy is!!! he doesn't deserve you. Joshua hated and ridiculed you, branded you, and insulted you! how can you see something in him that you don't see in me. I've always supported you and treated you with respect I don't get it don't do this."

He had a point.

But it wasn't enough.

You didn't want to talk about it anymore and you didn't wanna cause a scene any further. With his arms around your shoulders and his head on yours you stood there with your arms on your sides.

"Let's just go back to our rooms." You muffled. not answering him. he cried a little harder. And you felt a pang in your heart you stayed like that for a little longer before he let go eyes rimmed in red.

This was a complete utter mess. But it only had got this far because you didn't do anything about it Minghao had told you and now look. Someone fell in love with you.

Someone eles other than Joshua.

He looked down at you and guilt spread across your face. He pushed the button that you were so desperately trying to push and didn't say anything finally went the elevator stopped and the door opens to the floor you were on he pulled you inside you stood side by side in the air.

Time went by as he pushed the button entering your floor. Silance filled the box and you both looked ahead.

"Give me one more time." His voice cracked.

Your head whipped to the side to look at him.

"Give me one more time to make love to you and show you. You know it you know it's different than just sex I'm not lying let me love you. Chose me not him. Spend time with me for a day let's do things have fun. I'm alot of things but I'm capable of loving you y/n."

Stress all you felt was stress.

When you didn't say anything. "Don't tell me you never felt anything for me. Cos if you didn't you would have dumped me a long time ago when you started to fall for Jesus freak."

Oh now he was a Jesus freak? Lmao someone is mad.m at the poor boy.

He had another point he was head on.

You didn't want another love triangle cliche but...

The elevator opened to your floor and you sped walked to your room Mingyu following close behind.

"Don't run from me,this...it's partly your fault for not telling me. He said behind you, "Give me one day and one night after the concert."

You squeezed your eyes shut and contemplated on jumping off your hotel balcony.

This was seriously the worst thing you could ever possibly go through. Two men in love with you. One you had feeling for before and one you currently loved oops did you just admit that?

Was you holding on to Mingyu?

Attached by intimacy?

"Fine," you quickly said digging a deeper hold because why not?

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fucking with joshua 12

00 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | ..

paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader

genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals

summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.

notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.

UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉

You felt heavy hearted when you woke up. You couldn't sleep much and now you had to get up for concert rehearsals day 2  today you had to put all the effort because the concert would be tomorrow. But you weren't so sure how much efforet you could put in.

You were tired, confused, and heavy hearted. Your anxiety was playing games with you and you felt paranoid.

How were you going to look at Joshua after last night with mingyu? And that fucking confession? What the fuck mingyu?! Now you felt the world pressing on your shoulders even more before.

No one knew the anxiety you had. And you felt like you had schizophrenia (A disorder that affects a person's ability to think, feel, and behave clearly.) you felt as if you weren't seeing anything clearly anymore.

What were you going to do?

"Why are you looking so crazy today?" Minghao laughed scaring you out of your thoughts. He looked good in his stage outfit. Everyone here had their stage outfits on today.

"Am I?" You questioned. You wouldn't doubt it considering you felt crazy.

"Yeah hella, did you sleep? Are you nervous for the concert? You'll be okay."

No, no and no. To all those questions.

"Yeah I'm hella tired I feel like I'm having an outer body exper-"

Just then mingyu passed with won woo giving you his signature look and smirk he passed by so close you could smell the smell of his Cologne and after shave. Wonwoo glance at you giving you a smile.

Fuck did he know?

He knew didn't he?

God everyone did.

You were freaking out.

You probley really looked crazy.

Damn it he don't that on purpose. He passed you on purpose!

"Y/n , earth  to y/n," as you came back down to reality you looked up at minghao. He gave you a confused look. He grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the exit of the concert dome your heels click clacking against the pavement.

Once outside you enters the concert hall and he gave you a look letting go of your arm. You two were the only ones out there eyeine was in music blasting from pristin.

"What's wrong?"

You grimaced you didn't want to tell him he would only scold you.

"Nothing," you tried to go back in.

He pulled you back.

"Y/n," he pressed.

You looked at him.

"I messed up again."

He raised his eyebrow.

You sighed. "You were right and so far things have only got more complicated in the world of y/n"

"Okayyyyy," he strung out.

You shut you eyes and sighed again. " mingyu confesses his love for me and figurenout that Joshua is the one stealing all my attention. He caught me on his floor early in the morning sneaking back to my room-"

Minghao sighed

"- with my shirt inside out," you quietly said.

"Damn." Was all he said." I don't want to say I told you so it's so cliche but I told you so."

"I know and now it's only worse I can't even look at Joshua."

"Wait I thought you said you wanted to sleep and we couldn't hang why were you with Joshua ?"

Fuck.

"I-"

He looked down, "it's okay I get it."

Although he still looked hurt.

"lets get back before manger hyung finds us and lights us up." You followed him click clacking behind him.

When inside your eyes connected with Joshua's and he gave you this look and your heart melted everything about Joshua made you melt.

When you looked the other way mingyu was staring at you darkly. He seen your whole Joshua interactions and wasn't happy.

You sighed fucking kill me.

Okay seventeen to the stage. Filled the stadium speakers.

before the music started Joshua made eye contact with you. making you smile like an idiot.

You avoided mingyu a gaze.

You watched seventeen, minghao was so good. and of course Joshua looked good. after they were done you were called to the stage. lets just say you were about to blow up this stadium.

"Y/n to the stage." echoed around the speaker system and your adrenaline went. your heart skipped some beats but that was okay. it was time. it was your time to shine. it was time to show the whole who y/nwas.

As seventeen exited the stage you passed by Joshua who touched your hand as he went down

The boys cheered you on.

Jun and Hoshi stayed on and everyone was confused you ran up in stage to join them.

"jabal eum-ack juseyo"

You only have to watch till 1:53

(You only have to watch till 1:53 your are in the red and hoshi and Jun are the other two. Hoshi is in the red pants and jun is the one in all black. FYI this isn't what you look like lol this is your opening act as a new artist at pledis, this will be the first time People actually get to see you no one knew of you special performance with him and hoshi till this concert rehearsal so everyone is going crazy screaming on the top of their lungs because your so talented. Your the best dancer they have at pledis which why they are thinking about putting you as a solo instead of in a group because your so talented.)

"Ladies and gentlemen I give you y/n" director-nim screamed you posed but was still out of breath.

Everyone was still screaming when the music ended and your next song started.

hoshi and jun stayed up there while the rest of your backup dancers filed the stage for the cover song.

they will be the two boys in the front on the right and the left.

(Okay so now I imagine the main with an attitude like hyuna so this is who you can imagine her being like I guess. But this is the cover song y/n did for the concert)

You stood their in your heels and posed at the end everyone was screaming for you. You felt so happy that all your hard work paid off in the company although you were happy the back of your mind was spinning like a merry go round.

You exited the stage and pristin surrounded you bombarding you with questions and screaming

"Omg unnie that was everything!!!"

"Why didn't you tell us that you had that performance with the boys????!"

Mean while Joshua watched as everyone surrounded you they loved you there was no denying your place in the company you belong in it. You were meant to be a star. And he was sorry if he ever said other wise.

Okay let's take a break. director -nim called.

You sat down on the floor trying you took off your heels and sighed. Everyone was still talking about your performance and they kept passing your giving you encouraging words and such. Minghao found his spot next to you and smiled shaking his head.

"What you?" laughed.

"Nothing.." Still he kept smiling.

"Minghao!"

"You were amazing up there. I just can't get over it."

Your checks flushed and you smiled ear to ear. "I was nervous but you know I tried my best."

"you gave a lot you don't have to try, you control the music- the music doesn't control you- your such a natural. The way you dance I've never seen it before come from a woman like that. Your unique."

"Thanks minghao i really appreciate your opinion."

"Your welcome," he grabbed your hand and squeezed it giving you encouragement.

When he let go you sighed," I'm so tired. And stressed."

"Well the concerts tomorrow so at least we'll get some days off before the next one," he said

"Yeah I know, thank god,"you said. you began to stretch and roll your neck around. Minghao just stared. It was kind of hard not to stare at someone as beautiful as you.

In the midst you caught him and he quickly looked away

"What?" you said laughing what was wrong with him today?

"Nothing," he cleared his throat.

"We will now resume. Those who have rehearsed may leave if they want get some rest before the concert please."

You and minghao lit up "omg the rest of the day off!"

"I know is this a dream."

" we must have been 100 percent perfect for director-nim to let us off." You quickly put your shoes on.

Everyone that had been on stage had exited and you and minghao went arm and arm skipping towards the cars to get a ride back to the hotel.

When outside you and minghao raced to one of the many company vans everyone piling in them. You and him sat in the back and waited until the driver would pull off. Joshua found a seat in front of you and you smiled. You laid your head on minghao shoulder and Wonwoo followed by mingyu popped in.

Annoying.

How fucking annoying  you thought. Mingyu gave eye contact and smirked when you knitted your eyebrows in annoyance at him. You snuggled into minghao more and glanced at Joshua's head who was immersed in his cellphone.

The rest of the car was filled up by back up dancers so the only idols were Wonwoo, mingyu, Joshua, minghao, and then you who was to debut tomorrow.

The driver pulled off and you still had your head in minghao.

You held onto his arm and he put his head on yours too. He grabbed your hand and you closed your eyes. What would you do without him? You loved minghao so much. He was the only person that never turned on you, spoke ill of you. Judged you. In his eyes you never did any wrong.

You really appreciated him. And would do anything for the boy. He kept all your secrets covered for you. Watched you destroy yourself so he could fix you. He didn't have too but he always did.. whatever girl he would end up with you'd hate her just because you wouldn't be his main focus anymore. It was just like having a close brother who gets a girlfriend and you automatically hate the girl for taking your brother away.

Mingyu happens to look back and he gave minghao an you this look before turning back around you both had fallen asleep during the 30 minute car ride hand in hand and heads together. So you didn't see him.

But he was looking and hating.

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psychotic |Do kyungsoo

unedited 

paring: do kyungsoo x reader

genre: physical mental abuse. 

summary: A recorded list of incidents of you trying to “fix do kyungsoo”

notes: this has mental and physical abuse do not read if you cannot handle that.

It was beginning to get uglier and uglier by the second when kyungsoo realized he couldn’t get to you. He was screaming on the top of his lunges at you through your bedroom door and you sat in the corner of the room with your knees to your chest.

You had to admit it wasn’t okay anymore. No matter how hard you tried to think around it you had to understand it was wrong and that you couldn’t let this go on. you couldn't protect him anymore. it was out of your hands now.

But you were afraid. You were afraid of leaving him you don’t want anything to happen. You were always there and if you suddenly disappeared then what would become of Kyungsoo.

“OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR Y/N,” he screamed like the manic you pretended he wasn’t. He was sick and you wouldn’t get help because he believed he was fine. And you tried to ignore that he was fine.

But as your nose bled down your crossed arms onto the floor-  was he really fine? was this fine? this wasn't normal, was it?

You cried tears mixing with blood and you didn’t know what to do so you sat there hoping his lungs would cave in from screaming so maybe you could snap out of the trance of decisions you were bound to make.

But you couldn’t make any your mind was clouded and your head throbbed. your nose -it was fucked. You were sure going to have two black eyes from the impact -you wouldn’t be surprised if it had broken like your heart did for the man that loved you.

“I SWEAR!!!!!! OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR!!! he pounded and banged on it sound like he could come through at any second. And if he did you didn’t know what would happen to you. you never locked him out of his own bedroom before. you were always on edge with him you learned as you went with him. what not to trigger him and what not to do when he was in his state of mind.

You violently sobbed and your whole being shaken as you were scared of him. scared of what he could do to you in the next coming minutes if he got to you. you really hoped he didn't get to you. you weren't ready this was all too much. you could physically handle anymore he could do to you.

How could he scream so violently and maliciously like that without coughing? Didn’t it hurt to scream like he was insane? did he know he was insane?

Suddenly he stopped and he stood there all you could hear was his heavy breathing on the other side of the door. Then he walked down the hallway then the stairs to the bottom level that crept with his every step.

You held your breath trying to hear anything. Anything at all you had not a clue what he was doing. and that was terrifying. 

And then your thoughts ran wild. You felt like you were going to die like this was a horror movie and you were on the brink of death.

Moments pass and nothing.

You jumped when you heard something being banged up against the door. Kyungsoo kept doing it and doing it until the door eventually broke open.

You quickly tried to stand up and run but he had caught you by your neck pulling you up in mid-air squeezing your neck as he became more angry with you him looking at your bloody face and wanting to lose his shit all together.

If you died now how would he ever get the help he needed? You couldn’t die now he couldn’t kill you now.

He loved you? So why did he hurt you?

You couldn’t answer that but you wanted to. If he would let you live.

He dropped you, you barely catching your balance as you tried to catch your breath you inhaling the air in your lungs had seemed to be deprived of while you dangled from his arm like a needle to a thread. You held on to the bed which was the closest thing in your reach and tried to revive your lungs you coughing in the process.

You watched him walk out of the room He stopped himself. Which was good. But how long before he could actually kill you? How long could you let this go on?

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UNKNOWN 01

Paring: Jeon jungkook x reader

Genre: smut, friends to lovers, unexpected love

Summery: what if the famous front man of bangtan accidentally texts the wrong number thinking your his cheating girlfriend only it’s really you?

Notes: this story has no triggers. Just smut. Read at your own risk

                                                      *Unedited*

                                                    today  2:11 am  

[phone]: I can't fucking believe you Lee Jieun! Did you really think that I wouldn't find out? That I would be blinded by the evil that is you. When was it that you thought it was okay to cheat on me? To break my heart? I wanted to be a good man for you! I changed my self for you now I don't know who I am anymore! For you even though I was weak I could pretend to be strong. Love is mad. This is so mad. I loved you so much and now what am I left with. Fake love? It's funny how I thought I could trust you. Give you everything, love you. But all I was left with was fake love. Thanks for destroying me. Destroying us. Read at 9:32am

                                                  Today 9:34 am

You: I think you got the wrong number..... Read at. 9:34 am

[phone]: quit the bullshit Jieun! Why did you change your number like I wouldn't find out. Like I wouldn't be seeing you next week at the gaeyo dae jun awards? Like we won't have to be in the same room ever again!

••• typing

You : seriously You got the wrong number, im not lee Jieun.

[phone]:

•••

[phone]:

The person on the other side stopped texting and you wondered who this mysterious man was? Was this lee Jieun the famous IU? If so could this man be one of her rumored to be boyfriends? This stranger did say that they would see each other at gaeyo daejun a place for celebrities.... nah that's like a one in a million chance a celebrity could be texting you. Get it together.

[phone]: wow you really stooped a low one Jieun 👏🏻👏🏻 thanks for continuously keeping up your act. You don't know anything right? You didn't cheat right? You love me still right?

You: dude

You: I'm not this Jieun girl.

[phone]:

•••

[phone]:

You threw your phone across the bed. Your hair disheveled. Light from the early morning peeked three the blinds and you hoped to start the day off right. But now you had someone harassing you claiming that you were a cheating slut named Jieun.

You peeked to see if the perpetrator had hung up or not. They hadn't. What was you supposed to do? Answer? No this was a stranger. Plus this stranger was angry.

Missed FaceTime call...

[phone]: What are you so afraid of Jieun? Can't answer because it's really you. Can't face the truth. Can't look me in my eyes now? Don't wanna feel guilty for making me hurt for you? ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE. Malhaebwa! Tell me why you did this? Tell me why you got me over here crying over you? Tell me why you hurt me. Show your self! Delivered

You didn't dare look at the message. You only read it from the lock screen not knowing what to do or say to this person anymore. He was going ballistic over this one particular girl and you weren't her. It wasn't your problem. All you had to do was block him and be on your way. You didn't have to keep running in circles trying to get him to understand that you weren't who he thought you was.

Plus this other girl sounds awful. You would never have the heart to cheat on someone and break their heart. You kind of felt bad for the poor guy. Whoever he was.

[phone]: oh no don't ignore me now! Your going have to deal with the consequences of your actions. Don't think that you can do whatever you want and get away with it. Delivered

[phone]: ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE YOU CHEATING SLUT. Delivered

[phone]: explain to me this! What was I to you? Was I anything to you at all? How come I fell for you so hard and lost myself only for you to give your self to someone else? Delivered [phone]: tell me this why can't I see myself without you? What even is life now. I've been shooken up and I feel dysfunctional. I hate that guy. If I ever find out who his I'll beat his ass. Read at 9:56 am

You: •••

You: I swear I'm not Jieun. I'm y/n

Read at 9:56am

[phone]: •••

[phone]: prove it. Read at 9:57am

You: fine.

You: how what do you want me to do so you'll leave me alone?

read at 9:56

Your heart drop out of your chest and you didn't know what you could possibly do in a situation like this. You wanted to prove him wrong so he would stop harassing you but at the same time you just woke up and you looked a mess. Not that you had to impressed the poor boy but you would never let anyone just see you like this.

You rushed to the bathroom and combed your hair and brushed your teeth. Your phone kept going off in the background and you ignored it as you tried to make your self presentable.

He kept calling and calling as you tried to go as fast as you could. You pulled your hair back and quickly washed your face and payed it dry. You ran out to pick up your phone.

2 missed calls from unknown

You ran back to the bathroom to put some mascara on lightly.

You came back out and he had hung up again.

[phone]: answer if you are who you say you are JIEUN

you: •••

You began typing A reply but-

You hesitated but continued anyways accepting the call from the infuriated man.

Connecting.....

You held your breath with every second about to meet the man from the other side not exactly knowing what to do next.

He paused as he took you and realizing who you were and NOT Jieun. He had made a mess and was unable to go back now. You wanted to smirk but at the same time you couldn't breath. There on your phone was the Jeon jungkook front man of 방탄소년단. You tried not to freak out so the only thing you could do was stair.

"I don't know what to say other that sorry for harassing you," he looked down looking sad more that angry. He seemed disappointed like he hoped you were her. Which was sad because he shouldn't want to see someone who cheated on him.

"I-it's okay, are you satisfied now so we can part ways." You wanted to run, run as far as way as you could from this situation this was one hell of a morning. Harassment and now you were harboring a deep secret that you wish you could forget.

He looked back up at you and you could see the hurt in his eyes and you felt bad. "Yeah I'm okay, but now I feel worse," he said stairing intently at you.

Your stomach turned and you couldn't sit still your eyes bouncing everywhere but his. "Why?"

"Because ..."

you raised your eyebrows waiting for him to continue.

"Because now you know who I am and what is going on how will I know you won't go to the tabloids and expose me and Jieun?"

You knew this was coming. Damn it you should have never answerd this call you should have never thought that him seeing you would fix everything it only made it worse. Like said you could have just blocked him and called it a day. You would have rolled out of bed just fine and now you were stairing into the eyes of a international celebrity.

This was a big no no.

"I won't I promise."

"That's what they all say," he sighed.

"How much money do you want yo stay quiet? How much would it take for you to keep your word,"

You drew your head back. " this is none of my business is has nothing to do with me don't drag me into this! You texted me and went off and exposed your self without checking yo make sure that it was her! I want no part of this and I don't wnat your money.

"Why because the magazines will give you more?"

"No because I'm not the type to take money from strangers or anyone for that matter. Listen I don't wnat your money I'll keep my word for free. I'll delete your number and pretend this never happened.

"Oh but it did,"

You sighed. You were annoyed.

There was a knock at the door from jungkooks side of the call. "We're leaving in an hour."

You knew that voice you wish you didn't.

"Okay, hyung," jungkook said his head turned around. "Oh wait jin hyung I won't be down for breakfast I feel a little sick."

"Okay, but get some rest before we all leave,"

Dae"

He turned back towards the camera and he looked at you. "I'll figure somthing out. You'll hear from me again. Don't change your number aresseo? I gotta go so I can get ready for today's schedules talk to you soon,"

He quickly hung up and your phone went back the home screen.

Great what have you Diddley done?

yes, hi. i started a new book. yes i haven't finished my other ones. yes ill eventually finish them. just roll along with it. if you follow me you should know by now that i cant get my life together, and i love starting new things just to not finish them. but you still love me right? i just have so many ideas and if i start them then eventually ill finish them lol

but tell me what you think? should i continue? does this style plot seem interesting? comment give feed back or ill start something else new! lol

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fucking with joshua

incident 05 | spellbound

00 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 ….

paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader

genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals

summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.

notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.

You were searching for your keys in your purse. You had just come back from practice with the potential girls you would be combined in a girl group with. Hopefully. "Fuck," you cursed when you finally found them. You opened the door and took your shoes off in the foyer. You heard a distinctive laugh that you couldn't stand, and your hair raised giving you goosebumps. You through your purse to the floor and you knew that you were going to be mad.

  That fucking bitch was here.

 Tyuzu.

 How could he bring her over when she punched you in the face and made your nose bleed? You became furious and instantly went into the living room. You haven't talked to Joshua for two weeks and from the look on his face you could tell he wasn't expecting anyone to be home especially you.

 They were all cooped up on the couch together looking at something on her phone. So, the moment Joshua realized you were standing there furious he froze. Finally, Tyuzu looked up at you and instantly got heated. She hated you- you were a bitch. A schematic bitch.

 “Joshua what the fuck is she doing here?”  You said ignoring her as if she wasn't there.

 “Don't worry about why I'm here you cunt-” Tyuzu snapped. But you ignored her like she wasn’t shit. Because, she. Wasn’t. Shit.

 “Why do you have trash in here this late in the day? And alone, where are the boys?” You said asking 20/20 questions like you were the police.

 Tyuzu started to get up but Joshua grabbed her your heart breaking. He was going to defend her this time and not you. Funny.

 “Y/n don't call her trash, you wouldn’t like it if she called you a slut?”

 You froze. You drew your head back and your whole world came crashing down. So, we were doing That again? Calling you a slut and whatnot? And what was even worse- he was defending the cunt.

 “Well she is a slut, but since Im trash I don’t have an opinion do I baby? Tyuzu laughed and looked at her phone snuggling into Joshua’s side.

“SLUT”

“BABY”

Oh fuck no.

 You couldn't move. What was this? What was happening here? This didn't make any sense. This was terrible, terrifying. Your worst nightmare. Joshua egging Tyuzu on was a moment in hell. So, you snapped. You really snapped.

 "You weren't saying that when you mad me cum." You were going to play dirty. He wanted to be that way? So be it but he wouldn't get out alive he was going to be in for it if anything.

 Tyuzu became alarmed and she quickly turned to Joshua. "You fucked this slut?" She began hitting his chest. “I thought you told me you didn’t?!!!”

 "Yes, he fucked this slut," you lied.

 Tyuzu became furious and Joshua now realized he shouldn’t have started a fire. Because he couldn't deny being sexual with you two weeks ago although he was still a Virgin he was more impure than he was two weeks ago. And any moment longer with you- you would have had his cock inside you. It would have just slipped right in.

 “Tyuzu I didn't actually- I,” Joshua didn't know what to say. He was in a pickle. He had fucked up and he didn't know what he really had gotten himself into. What he really should have done was shut the fuck up and bask in that you were jealous that Tyuzu was over in the first place-  but of course he had wanted more out of you and that what he got. Fire.

 “What happened to our plans to lose it to another? What happened to the future we talked about and possibly marriage?” She was furious, crying, butthurt, and Joshua could only glare at you as the fire ignited around you. You were the devil in disguise and there was no doubt about it. Joshua knew you were spoiled and you always got what you wanted. That's what was terrifying of you.

 She devil.

 "He has a really nice cock too thick and tall and in my mouth. He came so hard in my mouth. I gaged on his shit. and to think that he never used it I showed him how he fucked me like a pro," you deviously said.

Tyuzu got up and came at you and grabbed you by the hair. " why can't you just stop, what can't you leave him alone?" Now she was blaming you as if you forced him to touch you..... well you kind of did but that was besides the point.

 Tyuzu punched you again and you about had it. Remember when you said she would get hers? Well here it was. You sucker punched her in the mouth twice and she let go of you real quick. She didn't even know what hit her. You hit like a man. She was lucky it had taken this long to get her ass back. Tyuzu stumbled back and instantly started crying. Screaming, your force of fist was 5 times that of hers and it was really unexpected. She really didn’t expect that.

 That's what you get bitch put your hands on me again I bet you won't. Tyuzus lip instantly started to swell up and Joshua quickly went to her side.

 “You didn't have to hit her that hard,��� he spat. “you busted her lip.”

 “Well she almost broke my nose!” you screamed as he defended her and not you.

 “Well maybe if you would leave peoples men alone she wouldn't have-“ he stopped before he realized what he had said.

 “Oh, so your her man now?”

 “I-” he stuttered.

 “You what?!” you screamed.

 He gave you a look before he helped Tyuzu up and headed for the kitchen. And when they disappeared you became even more mad. You grabbed all her shit and opened the door and threw it out in the hallway. Her purse went flying everywhere its contents spilling out. You were angry devious and petty. You hoped the neighbors would snatch her shit up. You slammed the door closing it in on them like this was hell and you were there to greet them.

 You went to the kitchen and Joshua was icing her face. You wanted nothing but to get rid of the bitch- " get her out of here, I don't want her here." You screamed.

 “fuck you!” Tyuzu screamed threw the ice pack.

 “fuck you bitch, I bet you won’t fuck with me again.” You said trying to come at her again. She instantly started to hide behind Joshua’s tall frame.

 Joshua made Tyuzu hold her ice pack and quickly grabbed you into the living room away from her.

 “Stop this.” Joshua demanded.

 “No! You stop this! You’re only doing this because you’re scared of me! I scared you so your trying to shack it up with this bitch. Miss-goody-two-shoes!!”

 Joshua looked down. He knew you were right. You had scared him. He was terrified.

 “And I'm telling you if you pretend that you love her you’re going to regret it in the end. Quit pretending to be something you’re not Jesus boy. You’re slowly falling from heaven.”

 “I'm not” he snapped.

 “You are, and you’re bound to fall straight into my hell.” You glaring up at him.

 You guys just stared at another. Joshua was angry because he knew it was true. He knew that he was because his thoughts of sex had gone a 360 which resulted in his antics now. Trying to mask them and cover them up. Tyuzu was a comfort zone from which he was guilty he abused. He dint love the girl he wanted nothing to with her but he knew she kept him grounded.

 You on the other hand lifted him up and he experienced nothing he had before. You made him feel something he never thought he could feel and it was scary. With the influence of you and a little time he could be just as or worse than you. addicted. The queen of the damned. He out to be your king soon.

 You wanted to corrupt him and convert him. Make him dirty.

 “Whatever.” Joshua said. He tried to turn away but then you grabbed him and kissed him roughly to remind him who he belonged to. He tried to get away but then he let go because every time you kissed him he felt submissive and he liked it. You were the dominant one and he knew one day you would dominate him to no end.

 “Remember who you belong to.” You said claiming him out into the open. Exposing your intentions. Who you really were. A she devil.

Behind him stood Tyuzu and tears were falling from her face you kissed him again him unaware of her presence and he lost control him grabbing your ass wanting to ravish your body yet once again. But you let go cutting it short.

 “Remember who he belongs to,” you said looking past him looking her straight into her eyes. Joshua looked at you confused.  Sobbing started behind him, he came back down to earth and realized where he was and who was here. He was no longer in a trance.

 Because you possessed him. He belonged to you.

And there was nothing more to say.

 Joshua quickly got out your spellbound arms and you smirked at Tyuzu, as he went to her. She started to cry harder and hit his chest screaming kicking and you watched it all unfold. There was nothing he could do.  He knew what the deal was you didn't know why he was pretending. He tried to calm her down, but it was of no use now she really believed that you fucked and the way he touched your body made her believe so. Perfect.

 “Tyuzu Im sorry-”

 “WHY?! BECAUSE YOU CAN’T CONTOL YOURSELF OR BECAUSE YOUR PURITY IS GONE AND EVERYTHING YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING ME WAS A LIE!!!? She looked at you before looking at him. She hated you so much.” WHY HER?!!! WHAT DOES SHE HAVE THAT I DON’T?  SHE IS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD LOOKING!!!!”

 “Bitch,” you started,” you look like you got punched in the face… you paused. “oh wait…” you laughed.

 “What's so funny you homewrecker.” She started to scream because she was just so overwhelmed by you.

 “Why don't you get out my house.” You said unbothered which pissed her off even more.

 “This isn't your house!” she screamed.

 “Oh, but it is I run this show here- ask the boys.”

 “What a whore house?!”

 “Is that all you got?! Just because I like sex doesn't mean I fuck everyone in the house. The only person I fuck is Joshua so suck on that one,” you said unbothered.

 Joshua dodge Tyuzu as she tried to hit him again and tried to hold her still.

 “Joshua get her out my house, so we can have hot dirty sex.” you said.  Joshua shot you a dirty look.

 You really weren’t helping and although Joshua wanted to be mad at you he couldn't. He knew he would sin, eventually. He knew you would get in his pants and he couldn't say anything more. He just had to wait it out and hope he didn't submit to you too soon. Faster than he intended.

 “Fuck you both! Both of you can burn in hell!” she caught Joshua off guard and slapped him his head whipping yo the side. You laughed because she wouldn't dare come close to you again. But you had to admit you felt bad for Joshua ‘cause he got slapped again.

Tyuzu went searching for her purse and shoes. “Where is my shit?!” she screamed at you.

You laughed, and you shrugged your shoulders. She started to come at you again and this time Joshua stood in front of you. He closed his eyes and sighed while Tyuzu staired at him furiously. “where is her stuff so she can leave y/n”

“out in the hallway.”

Tyuzu ran out of the dorms. With the slam of the door.

 Joshua got mad. Taking it out on you. “This is all your fault! Why did you have to go and start shit-” he said as he turned around to face you glaring down at you.

 “Oh, I started it? yeah I started it! You called me a slut! yet once again and egged her on she and you and that bitch got what you deserved.”

  He towers over you and you looked up at him. “What say something.” you pushed. Joshua just stood there his hand fisted. He wanted to hit anything but you. So, he hit the nearby wall over and over.

 “You’re really a bad influence you’re doing something to me and-”

 “It scares you.” You finished.

 “You’re not the only one doing something to someone.”

 You grabbed Joshua's hand and caressed it gently because he fucked his hand up by hitting the wall by being so angry at you.

 Joshua's eyes darted from side to side taking your beautiful exterior in. There was just something about you that made him weak. Although you were dirty dark and umpure inside, you made him weak. He wanted to fall at your feet.

 “What am I doing?” he said huskily. His head inching towards yours.

 “Your changing my views.”

 “On what?” he breathed.

 “On….. love. “you said looking down.

 Joshua lost it and picked you up and you wrapped your legs around him. He carried you to the couch and he sat down you on his lap. He instantly got hard for you and you both forgot that you were mad at each other the past few weeks.

 You moaned, and it was like music to Joshua's ears. He wanted to make you make that sound over and over so he grinned your hips with his to make you feel every part of him.

 And he got to hear you again but this time his name slipped from your lips in a moan like sound and he groaned.

 “What are you doing to me? he breathed.

 You found his ear and whispered, “corruption.”

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fucking with joshua

incident 06 | guilt

00 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 ….

paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader

genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals

summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.

notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.

UNEDITED! But enjoy 😉

The death of someone couldn't literally always mean death, it could be an expression for one which could have an unbearable feeling of somewhat something well, unbearable.

This for an example this was unbearable. Joshua kissing you on this couch after his wanna be bitch left angry and not being able to go further was unbearable.

The way the room became hot as it was, hell on earth, you the queen of all things evil in her layer trying to ravish this fallen angel that fell right into her chambers was hell itself.

But what was even worse was he was still out of reach.

Although Joshua admitted to his becoming of sins he just couldn't- still couldn't let you in. He wouldn't go all the way with you. He was scared and maybe you couldn't understand that. Sex was natural to you. It was something to be done when you couldn't control yourself.

And right now you just couldn't control yourself.

But Joshua still could.

See what Joshua didn't understand was you were the predator and he was the prey. Simply speaking he wouldn't last long. You would be the death of him. Another metaphorical meaning to being the death of someone.

Moaning, kissing, loud kissing filled the room. You were exhausted you had been kissing what seemed like forever and you just craved more. You wanted more- something, anything. Just to get off rather he fucked you or not would be great. You were so horned out that you could explode.

You were bound to have a cardiac arrest of you didn't release what he had caused.

"Baby, I need you," you whined in his ear. He groaned at the sound of that his cock twitching at your comand. He was bound to give it up or you were just going to have to take it.

And he was just going to have to want it.

"I know baby, just wait." He pushed your eager hands away from his pants and he placed them on his shoulders as he continued to ravish and kiss your neck. Boy, this boy wanted to make you fall out. How were you supposed to wait when he touched you like this? What was he expecting of you. To close your legs and shut up? Or how about the wetness inside your pants oozing out like a volcano? One that wanted to erupt? That being all over his cock.

Mmm? No. Try again.

"I need something, anything," you begged.

"What do you need?" he breathed his hands finding your ass.

"You," you breathed.

"I can't," he whispered in your ear suductively. And it only made you want him more. What an innocent forbidden fruit he was waiting for you to corrupt.

Forbidden fruit was just the kind of fruit you liked to eat. Corruption happened to be your favorite thing to do, and innocence had to be one of your favorite things to love.

Aka all of the above, Joshua.

"What are you waiting for, sin with me," you begged like a fox .

In response he squeezed your ass so tightly to rub against his throbbing cock hard and he buried his face into your neck out of frustration, and indecisiveness.

There was just so much to do in so little time before the boys got home. And here you were on the couch in the common area begging to be found by them. Not that you wanted to. But it did add to the thrill.

"The boys will be back any minute," he tried to change the subject but you just didn't want to let him live- You couldn't let him live.

You quickly found yourself taking your shirt off in front of him leaving you in your bra. Joshua's eyes went straight to your mounds and he swallowed hard his Adam's apple boning harshly up and down settling down in the middle of his throat.

"Touch me," you demanded.

He slowly started to touch your breast threw the bra shakily but he knew you wanted more out of him. You wanted him to take it off you and see your exposed breast for the first time. But he wouldn't and it bothers you just like you were bothered between your legs.

Very.

"Joshua I can't take this please," you whined your hands finding his hips as you grinned on his cock.

Joshua slipped his hand down to your zipper and zipped them down. He helped you out your jeans and now you were semi naked in front of him. He's never seen you completely naked and the anticipation was real.

You found your rightful place right on top of him and he wrapped his arms tightly around you as you guys kissed agin you melting in your panties even more if possible.

It was Niagra falls down there. Joshua surprised you by slipping his fingers into you threw the side of your panties. You gasped and concentrated on his fingers going in in out of you while his other hand secured you around the waistline.

Friction started to build up as your breathing became ragged and you were practically dry jumping the boy to stimulate your clit ass well. With the combination of that and his fingering you were bound to explode.

You had no doubt that Joshua's hand was covered in your wetness and you liked that he was dirty. Dirty because of you, his hand contaminated by your juices. Sexual juices.

He pulled out and rubbed your pussy causing you to whine as you continued to hump him. Your mouth found his again as you became an animal. Preying, on him, week and innocent.

As soon as Joshua found your warm hole again and pumped a few times you came and he went faster kissing you as you moaned into his mouth. And when your body twitched after the volcano erupted you breathlessly sat there. Stared at him and said. "I'm addicted to everything containing you,"

He stared at you and looked down, " I'm addicted to the sinful hell your putting me through,"

You grabbed Joshua's hand and felt how wet you soaked it you grabbed your t shirt you had on and wiped it clean you however making a mess on his pants as you sat on him.

"But you like it," you continued the conversation.

The door began to jiggle in the foyer and you and Joshua panicked he threw you off of him- saving himself and you hurried and grabbed your cloths from the floor running with Joshua to your room and him running to his. On the way you pushed him in his back for leaving you to fend for your self. What kind of sight would it be for you to be there by yourself practically naked in your bra and underwear. What explanation would that be.

As you were in your room you started to laugh about the situation, you could Imagine him now, Joshua in his room panicking about it all.

You took your bra and underwear off and decided to get ready for bed. You found your self in the shower taking a scorching hot one at that, only she devils bathed in fire (lol me, I have my shower water hot as fuck that my skin turns red, anyone eles shower like they are a demon from hell?)

All you could think about was Joshua. It seemed like he had completely took over your life. And you had hoped that you had completely taken over his.

After your shower and getting dressed you took a nap and you were awoken to someone knocking on your door. As you were trapped inside your dream you tried your best to wake up and when you did you were stairing in the eyes of mingyu.

Great.

You were still mad at him. Or you wanted to pretend that you were, considering the fact that you pushed him away from Joshua. You didn't want to admit it but that's kinda what you had done.

"You still won't talk to me huh?" He said bitterly as you just sat there and stared at him. Your mind was racing and you had a whole bunch of thoughts running through your head already.

Before you could say anything he sat on the edge of your bed and you watched him as he fidgeted a little as he tried to spit out what he wanted to say. You couldn't exactly see him 100 percent correctly considering it was dark out side now and your nap had turned into hours instead of minutes.

The moonlight shined brightly in your room and you waited. Waited for a break in the silence to continue this. Whatever exactly this was to be.

"I I don't know what to say, and I don't want to say the wrong thing," he said. Your heart started to race but you continued to listen.

"I miss...you, I miss...us and how things used to be. It's killing me to not being able to hold or touch you because your mad at me. You've became so distant it had me thinking and feeling some type of way about it." He eyed you not knowing to to expect of you. Your reaction could be anywhere from good or bad.

Now you really didn't know what to say. You didn't want to say the wrong thing and give him the wrong idea. And think that you could be more than friends.

You paused and though of what to say but when you spoke you vomited out, "- I.. miss..you too," you forcibly said. You did but not in the same intimate way as before. He just didn't get you off anymore. Your main focus was Joshua.

His eyes lit up in the dark room and his smile seems to go ear to ear. And you felt a pang in the middle of your stomach. And when he crawled to you to grab you in his arms you knew that you had fucked up.

Tell him that you don't want to be intimate anymore-

Mingyu kissed you and the spark that was once there had disappeared. He was no longer the main focus that he had once been and now you had to find a way to tell him. But not today. But soon.

You let him kiss you and ravish your body but you couldn't help but want to pretend it was Joshua. And when things got heated all you could do was close your eyes and Joshua appeared in your mind. In no time mingyu had you on top of him as he dry jumped you and kissed you. You moaned loudly when his magic fingers found there way inside of you instantly making you cum because he was an experienced man.

And when he knew you were ready for him he slipped his cock inside you causing you to scream out and him holding your mouth to muffle the sounds as he entered and re-entered you.

You missed this, cock, sex, Joshua needed to give you this. You didn't want it from other people you only wanted it from him.

"Baby shhhh," mingyu tried to quiet you down but you hadn't had sex in weeks. "You missed me fucking you didn't you?" He kissed your neck hand on your mouth while the other one snaked around your waist.

Your eyes seemed roll in the back of your head as you got your fix. Mingyu could only grunt and look at you so beautiful as you road his cock and his hand covering half your pretty little face.

The bed shaked as he went faster, deeper, harder- and you couldn't keep your hands to your self grabbing mingyu face to yours he leg go of your mouth and muffled your sounds with his lips.

"Uhhhh...uhhhh," you cried out into his mouth.

And when you came you practically screamed. Mingyu smiling knowing he was excellent at getting you off. He knew every part of you and what you liked and what you didn't.

Mingyu didn't want to admit it but he was fallen for you. He just didn't want to be your friend. And he didn't know if he could ever tell you. But maybe one day he would try.

Mingyu came soon after and he grabbed your hips pounding you hard. He nestled in your neck and all the sounds in the room were of heavy breathing, the smell of sex, and sensitive genitalia.

You didn't want to move. You ever have an orgasm so good you just didn't want to move?

Mingyu sat against the headboard your head laying in his chest you in his arms as you were connected as one.

But the whole time you pretended it was Joshua.

You felt guilty.

I'm more ways than one.

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fucking with joshua

Incident 04 | chose your fighter 

00 | 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | ....

paring: Hong Jisoo / Joshua x reader

genre: smut, innocence, corruption, sexual predator, seducing, going against morals

summary: A recorded list of incidents of you corrupting the innocent Hong Jisoo.

notes: this series is based on a predatory OC don’t read if your not into that or are against. you’ve been warned.

You were tossing and turning in your bed. You couldn't fucking sleep. You were still mad from last week when Joshua happened to pop up at the wrong moment again. You didn't know how he fucking did that.

You hadn't talked to neither Joshua or Mingyu since that day and you didn't care. You were pissed off to the Max. No one could say anything to you anymore with out you blowing up. Everyone was scared. The boys didn't understand why you were acting like a bitch- while some of them brushed it off and thought you were on your period.

Mingyu tried to make eye contact with you sometimes but you weren't having it. He said some shit that he shouldn't have.

You threw your self around in your bed throwing a fit out of exhaustion and irritation. You wanted to argue.

Argue?

Yeah you wanted to argue. You threw your body to the side of the bed throwing your blankets off and got up.

You made you way down the hall way. But you didn't get far.

Chose your fighter.

You turned around and went the opposite way. You huffed and puffed until you stood in front of a door.

Min- ha no Joshua's.

You wanted to fight with him just for the fuck of it. He was going to wake up and he was going to fight with you. Because you said. You didn't care if the boys had a schedule tomorrow you were going to argue. You didn't care if he would get mad about it. You were going to argue. You swung his door open and he was sleeping soundly on his bed unaware of the next coming events.

Him unconscious and unaware of your presence. You stood over him glaring at him. Why was he so cute? You brushed that off and you picked up a pillow and threw it at him him jolting awake.

He swung at you and realized what was happening. He became furious.

"Y/n don't ever fucking do that again I could have hit you!" He spat standing up abruptly towering over you looking down at you.

You pushed him on his chest, "hit me then!"

He drew back and he stumbled a foot as you pushed him. You did it again and he held onto you and held you in place

"What is your problem?! do you know what time it is we go- "

"I don't fucking care, and I won't fucking care, and I'm never going to fucking care!!!" You said dropping the F bomb like nothing. Oh and loudly.

"What is your problem with me!" He yelled getting even more furious than before.

"What is your problem with me!" You said emphasizing me.

You both were being so loud you could fucking wake up the whole house. You knew at least the rooms around Joshua's could at least heartily both going at it.

"I don't have a fucking problem y/n you fucking started this bullshit with me! And here you go again!" His face was red as he yelled in your face.

"I didn't start shit with you! You started to hate me for no reason and threw around how I'm such a slut!" You pushes your index finder into his chest hard. " just because I'm not a freak like you doesn't mean you have to judge me,"

He shook his head and drew it back, "Really, you still on that?! Why can't you get over it?! And MAYBE if you would keep your legs closed I wouldn't even had the reason to say that!"

You smacked him, and you smacked him hard. He grabbed your arm before you could do it again.  His exterior became dark and he seemed so Demon like. A change from his angel like exterior he displayed.

"Get out," he growled.

"Make me," you said him still holding your arm from hitting him again.

You pushed him again hard forcefully and he landed landed on the bed. He tried to get up to tower over you again but you put a stop to that and got in his face. You were standing inbetween his legs and if you weren't so angry you would be hype about this.

"Your a fucking asshole and I hate you!" you spat in his face. "You treat me like the gum on the bottom of your shoe because I'm not like you. Sorry I'm not perfect like you. Sorry I'm not someone like Tyuzu!!" You screamed and pointed a finger into his chest again.

He looked up at you and you both just stared hard. Tension rising and electrifying. It seemed like you started at him for an eternity as he staired back.

And then something in you both snapped. Somthing that changed the whole entire mood. Hate. Lust. Want.

Joshua grabbed your face and kissed you. You responded back hungrily like you were starving. Because you were you had been starving for his touch, his kisses. His sex.

Still in between his legs him sitting up on the bed you standing up you lost your mind. Joshua made you lose you mind. He could make you hate him and make in go away in point five seconds.

The kiss deepened and you fell on top on him his hands found your hips and squeezed. Real hard. Extremely hard. You were wearing just a long t shirt that stoped mid thigh. All he had to do was pull your underwear to the side if he really wanted to. If you could get him too.

You broke the kiss and you eyes filled with lust. "Touch me please," he watched you. Arguing with him self if he should. That if he could.

He shakily moved his hands to your ass and you watched him.

"No like this," you grabbed his hand and had him cup your breast. He looked scared. He knew he was out of bounds he knew this could led somwhere . He didn't want to cross that line with you.

"Squeeze it," you whined. Your predatory ways coming out seeping through your pores to try and corrupt him.

He lightly squeezed it his hard on becoming unbearable you turned him on like no other and that was dangerous for him. He knew how to control himself but then you come along Things were getting dangerous for him.

You gasped as his hand clasped around your left breast and your eyes closed you leaned down to kiss him again his hand still on your breast. You rocked against his member and you heard him moan and it was the most beautiful thing you could had ever heard. Him withering away in front of you like that. Him pushing back his morals just a tad for you. Just For you both to experience this. Something you both been craving.

As you continued to rock back and forth on his cock you kissed him. His hand massaging your Breast just like you told him to do you came and you came hard when he heard it he froze and you stopped and kissed him you kept kissing him you wanted to devour him you reached for his pajama strings and he instantly stopped you.

"Let's stop here," he breathed.  His whole lap wet with your juices.

But why? You you were so horny- you wanted to fuck him sensless. You wanted him to ram himself into you you taking his innocence right here in his bed. Just like this.

You didn't want to move.

He let it get this far why couldn't he just let it go just a little more? maybe all the way? You wanted to at least taste him and make him cum. You been wanting him in your mouth ever since you took interest in him.

You pulled at his pants and he held his hands on top of you to stop it.

"We can't," he whisperd. He stared at you into your soul. How could he do that. It made you feel werid. You couldn't exactly pinpoint what he made you feel. But he made you feel it.

"But I want- I need you."

He looked back at you and just watched you his hands still on top of yours.

"You don't need me," he whispered and then he looked down.

"I want you." You deadpanned

"You don't know what you want."  He said looking back up at you. His eyes sparking even here in the dark.

"Yes I do." Why couldn't he just believe you? You wanted him you wanted to ride him. You wanted to kiss him. You wanted to suck him off. Why didn't he get it? That him inbetween your legs like he was now was killing you. You wanted to get off on him some more. That your pussy throbbed for him.

"Why me? All this time- and even with Mingyu- why me? you never gave me attention."

"Your different." You said. You let go of the band of his pants and he grabbed you again and he lost control he sat up and wrapped his hands around your torso as you straddled him you let him do what he wanted. He tangled his hands in your hair and passionately kissed you.

He found his lips on your neck and you moaned for him. He regretfully loved the sound you made for him. This was so dangerous. But he kind of liked it. He found your lips again and kissed you and kissed you it never seeming to end. You found your self rocking on his hardness again wanting you cum all over the front of his pants again.

You grabbed his hand and guide it to your core pushing the thin fabric to the side the moment his hand some in contact with your woman hood you lost it.

Joshua however was nervous. You felt so wet so warm. He felt like he could lose control. And when you motioned for him to slip a finger in you he really lost it. He wanted it and it terrified him. He was prey he could stop.

As he fingers you he wonders what it would feel like inside you. You tight around him just like you were wet and tight around his finger. He groaned at the thought sending him into over drive. A little bit more of this and he would sin.

You hoped he would do more but he didn't all he did was make out with you endless trying to give you as much of him he could handle giving. He fingered you you coming again as he picked the pace up. And just the thought of him being dirty and nasty with you made you cum instantly.

Now you had him where you wanted him. You were for sure going to get him to cross the line he was too weak. And you were dominant. You pushed him down yet again and reached for the hem of his pants. Him to busy kissing you you pulled them down a little exposing his v line you. You rubbed the skin there and he whimpered under your touch. You pulled him down all the way and you were shocked.

He had a nice cock. It was thick and tall you sighed in exhaustion trying to get him to subbcom to you. You hesitated but grabbed him and he inhaled drastically you stroked him and he quickly found your woman hood and shoved two fingers in you. Your eyes threatened to roll in the back of your head as he whined in your ear as you pumped him.

This was amazingly beautiful, his cock was amazing beautiful and to think he doesn't use it. Well you were going to use the shit out of it. It wouldn't go to waste any longer.

You rubbed the tip while Goulding the shaft and you stroke him and his breathing fastened just when you thought you got so far someone ruined it by knocking on the door.

He broke the kiss and he slipped from you . Joshua snapped out of it realizing what was gaping and he seemed upset. He tried to hid his face from you but you still saw it as he pulled his pants up and went to the door.

Joshua tried to hid his boner but he couldn't in pajamas.  You watched him. Finally he got the courage to go open the door.

He opened the door a little bit and stuck his head through. So the person on the other side wouldn't see you laying on his bed.

"Hyung are you okay? What's going on? was y/n in here just now? Why did I hear screaming?" It was Vernon. And he was asking 20/20 questions.

"Yeah we came to see if you were okay." Minghao was there too, they sounded so tired. You felt bad that you and Joshua had woken them up. But at the time in that mindset you didn't give a fuck.

"Yeah we're fine she went back to her room a little while ago and we both apologized to each other for being so rude these last few weeks to another,"

There was a pause.

"Oh okay ima go back to bed then," Vernon said.

"Yeah same." minghao added.

Joshua shut the door and locked it when he turned around you were laying under his covers. He kind of just stood there and tension rose in the room. You looked hurt because you knew he was angry with you. He was probably going to blame you for everything. For him sinning with you.

You were already hurting before he said anything. So you just kept staring. Waiting for it. Bidding under the blankets- them being your safety shield.

Joshua was doing it again. He was making you feel worthless, sad, emotional. All because you wanted him so bad.

"Let's forget this happend," he said it hanging in the air in the small amount of space inbetween you. You cracked. Somthing in you cracked and felt like you were having an putter body experience.

How were you supposed to forget what happend? How could you forget the lust, the wnat, and need he had evident in his eyes just now? How could he act like that?

He needed to stop acting like that.

You couldn't move and you didn't know what to do. You just wish you could have disappeared at that moment. Your anxiety made you stay put. You felt stupied and disgusting. Disgusted that he even touched you. You were a shame. You shouldn't even came on to him knowing his morals. You wanted to give up. Forget him. Forget everything. But you can't. You could not. So how could he just say it so freely like that.

Boundaries were crossed wheather he like it or not. There was no going back or taking back what was done. He was insane to think otherwise.

You started to tear up and you quickly got off the bed and went for the door. Joshua tried to grab you but you got out just in time to run down the hall locking your self in your room.

You were stronger than this. You'd be fine. Things will change and Joshua would wish he never played with you.

Let the games begin.

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DEGRADED | EXPOSED 04

| 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 …

And there it went. No man had ever made you cum but Jongin. They tried but you faked it every time. But this handsome bastard of a man could. No wonder you were hooked on him. Why you let him do what ever to you because he had you by the pussy.

CHAPTER FOUR: EXPOSED

paring: Kim Jongin x reader x Oh sehun (love triangle)

genre: smut / kai au / sehun au / violence/ verbal, physical abuse/ degrading

word count: 1.9k

notes: This series will be mature filled with possibly triggering scenes and aspects. Please keep this in mind when reading. This is fiction. Don’t read if your incapable.

You would be lying if you said it was going great. This date. Oh Sehun. Your nerves. It was a disaster. You knew you shouldn’t have agreed to it. You felt so out of place it wasn’t even funny.

It was because you didn't know how to act. What to do. What to say. Having another man be around you had never happened before. You were all just a big pile of goo right now-  and it was like oh Sehun was on this date alone.  You weren't putting any input  and you were only speaking  when being spoken too and you could tell in his face that he screwed up.  that maybe he was having second thoughts as well. You weren't even trying.

And you didn't feel bad for it. 

No, not one bit.

Maybe now he would tell Hyorin he wanted nothing to do with you. Maybe then you wouldn't have to fuck this up on purpose to have a good excuse.  not that you were doing that now you were doing that naturally all by yourself.  but you would if you had to.

Sehun looked at you and tried to smile but it didn't reach his eyes. He picked up his fork and continued to eat and it was awkward silence with only slight murmurs around you and piano music as background noise in this exclusive French restaurant. 

You wondered what he was thinking then another apart of you didn’t even give a shit. You just wanted it to be over. Ugh the things Hyroin gets you into.

He continued to steal glances from you and then he finally said," Are you alright?"

You locked eyes with him and decided on what you wanted to say. Should you lie or tell the truth? " I'm fine." You lied. You nervously picked at your food and listened to your surroundings to pass some time away. You could feel sehun staring at you and that made you make no attempts to look back up.

You started to count in your head to calm yourself but it seemed to be of no use. You felt triggered this whole date was triggering your anxiety and your paranoia of Kai finding out made you on edge.

But still Sehun tried, even if this date kept rolling down the hill. " What's your favorite food?" He was making small talk in the light of the bad tension in between you two.  

You dared to look up and got sucked into his sparkling eyes that you had seemed to notice at your apartment. Looking at him was dangerous and you hated to admit it. He had this thing about him that drew you to him and you wanted nothing to resist the pull.

"I-I like rice," you stuttered stupidly embarrassing yourself in front of him.

What the fuck?

"I like rice too," he smiled." But what do you like to eat like a main dish not a side dish," he said looking at you, amused.  

You thought about something that you liked to eat a lot and from what you could pull out of your ass was kais favorite food, " I really like fried chicken I eat it a lot." You shyly looked at him. "what about you what do you like to eat?"  

"well, I love everything, anything that has meet, but to be more specific I would have to say I like to eat sushi."

"ew I hate sushi," you scrunched you nose. He chuckled.

" Well not everyone likes the idea of sushi." He said.

Again, the mood calmed down and no one was really saying anything anymore. And you didn’t want to even try to initiate into the conversation making process.  

Again, Sehun was staring at you and you knew he was going to ask you something that you probably did even want to answer. You were bored- you were sick of small talk. You just wanted to go home. You hated you self for it, but it was true. No matter how handsome this man was- you couldn’t bring yourself to stomach the fact that you could possible date him. you just could see yourself dating him. Hyorin really wanted you like him, but no matter how much you tried he wasn’t Kai.

Sehun could feel this date was going nowhere and he was embarrassed about it. He didn’t know how to be around woman and he felt like an idiot when it came to them. He worked so much most of his life he never had time for woman. His life was focus solely on the company after his father died and nothing ever since.

He knew about you though, he knew you had been hurt and he wanted to let you know that he wouldn’t hurt you-  but would that cross the line? Would you get mad? He didn’t want you mad at him. That wouldn't really be good to have a bad first impression.

It was sad really how hurt you looked you looked so fragile and all he wanted to do was hold you. It was too son but he wanted to. If you would let him he would. He felt like he could fix you. Maybe even fix himself if you would help. Sehun had a past too he had got hurt once and that’s why he was her now. Hyorin wasn’t only bugging you about a love life. Hyorin knew everything about him and he hoped that one day you could too know as well.

He wanted to know more about you too but you wouldn’t budge. You really seemed annoyed by him and his questions. He knew that after this he would never see you again. You just didn’t like him. And he could sense that. He didn’t know why? But it was hard for him to accept that. But still he wanted to keep trying to hopefully get you to try and like him a little.  

It was kind of a word vomit to keep the conversation going but he threw up, "look I know that you've been hurt, I promise I won't do the same." And it hung in the air like that. Right above your head in big bold letters.

#hurt

#promise

Flashing in big capital letters.

Your eyes went wide and you felt stunned! That was the last thing you thought he would say. And what did he mean he knew? He knew what? He doesn't know anything! An-and fucking Hyorin!!!!!! What did she exactly say about you to him? You knew they were close-  but she was closer to you! she wouldn't do That would she? She wouldn't blow your shit out the water and tell a handsome man like him that you were a used cheap slut?!!!! 

Correct translation: A DUMB ASS BITCH.

You internally gasped.

Nooooooooooooooooo-  

Your   breathing increased 1000% and you felt like you couldn't breathe by how rapid it felt. You were breathing to fast, you felt too stunned by his words. It was too close for comfort. Your pulse was out of control and you were seeing stars.  your face felt hot.

Even after all that panicking in your head you still managed out a cool calm and collect, "I'm fine, now..." And smiled.

Which you weren't but you tried to make it as believable as possible. 

He sat his fork down and gave you a look and cocked his head to the side. "Listen, y/n I can see right through you. I can see it in your eyes even when you try to smile. It's effecting you drastically."

Your fake smile faded and you felt attacked. You felt like shit. Someone could finally see through your bullshit "apparently"-  and you weren't fooling anyone. You hated that he could see through your façade so easily. But why? How?

And you just stared at him. You didn't know what to say. You had nothing to fucking say to that. And for once you felt naked. Exposed. Sehun was looking right at you. He was exposing you.  all of you. You felt naked in front of him even though you weren't.  It didn’t feel right. It felt wrong.

He cut a piece of his stake and put it in his mouth as you watched him with alerted eyes. He knew that he had stunned you and that made you feel that he had the upper hand. You were going to shut up and let him speak you wanted to know what he had to say. And how he would say it. 

He finally looked up again at you through his eyelashes. "I'm not going to lie when I first saw you- when Hyorin show me a pic of you I know I had to have you. You were beautiful - and when I met you just now I knew I wanted to have you even more. "But then," he cocked his head to the side, "I could tell that you were hurt. Your smile struggled to connect with your eyes and your body language told me that you're not into me. But how is that when I'm handsome, rich, and respectful? Well miss y/n that only left me with two things; number one: you've been hurt before." He paused to see your reaction before he continued. " number two: you have a man.." He paused again and left you with that. "and you don't have a man so I suspect the latter."

This man really had you figured out. He was expectational in his first impressions and yet you had no clue how to read him. He seemed blocked off and distant. But he could read you so easily.  why?

" Your an open book, you can fool Hyorin but not me,"

I can fool you enough. You though when jongin piped in your head.

"Well your wrong." you spat

"Oh no, but I'm right." He added.

You quickly drunk your wine and you downed it. Him eyeing you with his hands clasped together in front of him, his elbow on the table. 

"From now on, I'll see you, from now on let me heal you."

Heal you? You were broken beyond repair this wasn't an auto body shop you could put another part in and make you work again.  He wasn't a mechanic. ( A/n: get your mind out the gutter)

Your stomach churned and you didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing. Hyorin didn't warn you how straight forward he was and it was kind of  scary. It was scary to think of someone trying to fix you. Did you want to be fixed? Did you want Someone to try and fix what someone else broke?

Nah, you didn't want that. It wasn't his job. You could try and fix it your self. You didn't need him trying to get involved complicating things more. 

And then there was Jongin. 

Where would he fit into all of this? Where was he going to stand? He was still going to come around- and what if he showed up and Sehun was there? how would you explain that to him? to Sehun? Who still believes you have no one. 

But you did. You had Kim Jongin.

His dynamic would change and you would feel bad. But why would you feel bad? You said you didn't care what anyone thought of you?

If so, why didn't Hyorin know. 

Whatever. Point was this was crazy he was crazy to think that you were just going to give in and accept it. You weren't going to accept it. 

"Look-" you finally spoke. "I don't need anyone trying to fix me, I'm fine."

His eyes boarded into yours and you tried not to get intimidated by him. He was so intimidating. Would Kai feel the same? 

But they would never know of each other!

"Who said it was your choice?" He replied.

You drew your head back yet again getting hit with his bluntness and straight forwardness this man was really into you. Like reallllly into you. 

"This is crazy," you said putting your silverware down it making a clank on the table. You shook your head and looked down. 

"Crazy? What's crazy? Any woman would love for a man to cater to her every need to fix her-

"I'm not every woman!" you spat

You both stared at each other none of the other backing down. He was insane to think of such things to think you wanted to be a charity case. Just because he was the  rich and handsome CEO of OH Enterprises didn't mean he was going to have you wrapped around his finger as well. 

"Hyorin said I would have a hard time with you," 

One of your eyebrows raised, "oh really and what else did Hyorin say," you said challenging him. 

He sighed and sat back in his seat taking the clothed napkin off his lap and patted it in the table. 

"A lot of things," he said. His eyes boarded into yours and you felt sucked in. You tried to hold on but it was of no use. " she told me not to hurt you because your already hurt." He never broke eye contact and you felt the need to blink but couldn't because you didn't want to miss any second of this.

"And-" you added

"And that the guy that hurt you used you and you never have been the same since." You turned cold. Why would she do that! Why would she tell him that? You knew it! Fucking JUDAS! You felt angry and upset with her even if it was the truth. I guess you did care what he thought. Because you felt so small in front of him. If they were really as close as Hyroin says there are, she had to tell him everything.

She really  is fucking Judas.

"And?" Your voice cracked.

"And that he wouldn't love you, he couldn't, because you were just a toy and he was just an average asshole," average asshole huh? Such a Hyroin thing to say.  

You couldn’t deny anymore,  he was telling the truth. He wasn't lying. She told him. She told him everything. These were the exact words from Hyorin's 'Judas like' mouth. 

Okay so she wanted you to start over but how could you wipe a clean slate with a dirty towel? How could she tell him everything you didn't want him to know? You barely considered this date before and you definitely didn't want it now. You couldn't try and be with someone who knew the pain that hurt the most. Kim Jongin belonged in the world of just you and him no one needed to enter and change it. Oh Sehun wasn't allowed to change it and lee Hyorin wasn't allowed to tell the story of it.

By now your eyes rimmed red and you lost your appetite. Your hands sweated nervously in your lap and you looked down. You felt exposed as the worlds dumbest bitch. 

"Let's leave," you said in a quiet tone. You were done- this night had to end while you still had the tears in the back of your eyes..

Sehun took a look at you and seen what he done he tore your walls down and he had you cornered now all all he had to do was sit and wait while you ran into his arms. No matter how long it took.

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[bang-me-bangtan-style]

07 YOU’RE MINE MASTERLIST

SMUTS OF BANGTAN 

Masterlist || 01 || 02 || 03 || 04 - finale

paring: JUNGKOOK x READER

genre: smut , short series, noona kink, noona stuff

word count: 5.3K

summary: being Yoongi’s younger sister means you've been around a lot. it didn't take long for the boys to fall for your charms. however the youngest member has taking a liking to you. except you dont date younger boys. or so you thought?

notes: this contains smut and use of bad language. you've been warned.

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