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fearowkenya · 1 year

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it's the time of year where I feel very like...boxed in??? okay hold on

so like everyone else who has adhd mine has its own exclusive flavor and weirdness that manifests itself in its own Cute And Quirky Teehee ways that arent universal to everyone w adhd. mine specifically makes it so that the amount of energy / willpower i have to put effort into literally anything is directly proportionate to how much light there is outside. it doesnt have to be SUNNY , just naturally bright.

anyway as you may or may not know im up in canada where it is currently 4:41PM and is nearly dark, and will continue to get darker earlier and earlier until like three quarters through december. so already , not great for me and my fuckign plant-life-wannabe of a brain .

to compound this, i also slow down when it’s cold. that part is normal i think. its not uncommon to want to swaddle yourself in a nest of blankets when temperatures start to drop esp if its like -40 but it DOES make moving around a little more challenging. so like not only do i have to put in the effort to like, do each step of whatever task or activity i am attempting to do, but i also have to pry myself out of Soft Warm Bed which becomes an additional step in making aforementioned whatever the fuck happen. and if u are at all familiar w adhd you know that when the step count gets too high your odds of doing anything other than staring at a wall get slimmer and slimmer unless youve got a damn good workaround for your own brand of brain nonsense

im also one of those ppl who constantly has cold hands , so stuff that requires fine motor skills like art can be tough to start working on when my fingers have the mobility of two fistfuls of freezies.

ive gotten fairly good at finding ways to do things that accommodate my adhd but once winter hits thats when i get boxed in. it’s dark out early, so getting anything done after sunset is like wading thru sludge. then the sludge fucking freezes solid because its cold out, and even if by some miracle im able to like idk draw, my hands feel stiff bc of the cold and makes everything harder. so its like this uphill battle to do fucking Anything when im a sludgecicle. its way easier to do Nothing instead of trying to fight my way out, like the amount of effort it takes is SO frustrating.

‘hey idiot have you tried turning the heater on’ yeah dude i know but i still gotta get outta bed and wait for my fingers to not feel like a bunch of frozen baby carrots before anything gets done, and jsut the thought of that when im nice n warm in blankets is an enormous deterrent and it fucking sucks!!

im super fed up w that happening to me every damn winter so i guess i’ll start to work on throwing together some kinda coping mechanism and hope smth sticks.

since i moved my furniture a while back, my heater is right next to my desk so at least i’ll warm up faster when it starts to be like minus a billion degrees. i have no fucking clue what i am going to do about the uhh (checks notes) reliance that my brain has on the literal actual sun. i have one of those sun lamps that i suppose i can try to use more often?? idk if thats going to trick my brain into thinking it’s actually bright outside so stay tuned i guess. or dont im not your dad

#mattie chatters

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cutegirlmayra · 5 years

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Sonamy Week 2 - Dear Diary

Day 1 -

We just entered the dimensional portal and met up with all our older and alternate universe selves.

Mine is kinda cute, but she needs to try more. That’s just my opinion. Teehee! ^////^

Sonic and the older Sonic raced away to fight Eggman, I hope they’ll be okay... When they got back, I was so excited!!! I jumped really, really high many times to try and see them over the hill.

Sonic ducked through my leaps towards him but I caught him at a wall so he got his ‘Welcome back!’ hug. ;)

Then... I heard a weird conversation between my older, alternate universe self and older, alternate Sonic...

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“I just don’t remember you ever being that mean to me!” Amy held her arms tightly around her, looking away as Sonic nervously scratched the back of his head.

“M-mean?” He seemed secretly hurt by that phrasing but didn’t say anything more.

“I guess... after all these years, I only remember the good parts about our past. I never realized how much you tried to dodge me or even push me away...”

Classic Amy was hunched under a stand that was at the corner of the outside wall. Her heart sank and her eyes watered at hearing her older self say something like that...

They were there to stop Eggman... not stop her love story.

“I-... I’m sure this is all a big misunderstanding, Amy.” Sonic tried to counter, but Amy just bent her eyebrows back and looked sorrowfully down to the ground.

“Hey...” she cut him off a little, jolting him back from her obvious ignorance of his last line. “Was there ever a time you really enjoyed being with me?”

“What kind of question is that?” Losing a bit of his temper, Sonic defiantly stepped back and side-stepped her. “How could you ask me something like that?”

“... Was it a loaded question?”

He folded his arms and huffed, “It’s a ridiculous question! Of course, I’ve had fun with you! We’re friends, Amy!” he spoke pretty animatedly with his hands, unfolding them to gesture around his jittery responses.

It was clear he was uncomfortable, so Amy just pouted and placed her hands confidently to her hips, striking a spirited pose.

“Fine, then. I’ll see it as boyish arrogance.” she puffed up the side of her cheek in the last fumes of her anger before popping it out with a sound as though that’s how she was letting it go. “Just maybe talk to your younger self about it. Encourage him to be more... understanding of my feelings.”

“...E...Eh?” Sonic once again seemed out of his comfort zone, not sure how to go about that, and not really sure he should be interfering with how his younger self acted. “It’s just their past, Amy. Can’t we... just drop it?”

“AH!” Both Amy’s gasped in offense, but Classic Amy quickly covered her gaping mouth outside.

Sonic retreated with a few steps back, and with each step, another bit of his hope at somehow overcoming this topic was crushed and hammered out.

“You can be so insensitive, sometimes!”

He sighed before the two heard some rustling and a few sobs.

“What was that?” Sonic asked, moving over to the door and looking out.

He watched as Classic Amy raced around the corner.

“Oh no...” He facepalmed himself, ‘Amy’s gonna kill me if she finds out her younger self heard all that...’

“What’s wrong?” Amy waited patiently within the room, and Sonic had a to look back and make a speedy decision.

“Uhh... We may have had a slight eavesdropper...” He awkwardly sweatdropped, figuring honesty was better than having her find out some other way.

“An eavesdropper? It couldn’t be...” she worriedly put her finger up to her mouth, clearly about the freak out when Sonic waved his hands out to try and settle her shivering nerves.

“Don’t worry, Amy! I’ll talk to her. I think that might be best at this point.” Sonic lowered his head in a bit of humility, ‘How could that ever be easier than just telling myself to be less obvious?’

He raced out after seeing Amy nod uncontrollably at his idea, noticing her break down might happen at any moment. He caught up to Classic Amy easily, skidding to a halt behind her.

“Wait up, Little Amy!” he smiled warmly but noticed her whole face was fearful, teary-eyed, and full of confusion.

“...Oh man.” He felt his heart take an escalator slowly up to his throat.

She slowly turned around, “W-why... Why are you so mean to me?”

The escalator had a hitch in its momentum and suddenly the icky-ucky feeling in his gut decided to take the elevator.

“I’m... I’m not mean to you...” He slowly fell to a knee, crumbling at how sweetly innocent her voice sounded. ‘Man, I remember this age.’ he thought to himself, the nostalgia getting to him. “I care an awful lot about your wellbeing.” He tried to remember she was a child, speaking in plain terms, but it still felt a little awkward.

He had memories of her overly affectionate outbreaks of kisses and hugs, and the reflex to flinch back almost triggered at just the thought of them!

He shook his head, “Sometimes,... Amy.... I’m not good with showing how I really feel.”

“...Could you write it down?” She raised an eyebrow, seeking desperately for understanding.

Now he felt both the stomach and his heart fighting for space in his throat.

He had to clear it, sending them all straight back down where they belonged. “Gee, I don’t know about that but... you can always try.”

Her face suddenly lit up with an idea then. She rubbed the tears off her eyes, and nodded. “I’ll make you one then!”

“H-huh? Make me one wha-Hey!” he reached out for her when she dashed off. “J-... Just don’t tell Amy! Or give younger me a hard time about this..! ...Oh boy.” he worried what his younger self would think, but at least it was out of his hands now.

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Day 3 - I’ve completed my project!

I placed my ‘Book of What Makes Me Happy’ under Sonic’s arm today. Older Sonic had said that maybe writing it down would be best, and I think so too!

I’ve recorded what I said in this book too, just so I remember what I did!

The first page is a drawing with me on it, saying --- “This is what makes me happy!” then the other pages go as follows, 1. Spending time with Sonic and his friends. 2. Going on adventures with Sonic and his friends. 3. Eating together with Sonic and his friends. 4. What makes me most happiest is when I’m with Sonic!

I contemplating drawing a wedding at the end, but I ran out of paper. :’( It’s okay though, I drew us looking out at the sunset.

While I was drawing, I tried to hide my pictures from Sonic. He had come back with his older self and tried to peek over and see what I was doing at the table.

I was really careful not to show him! >:Y I didn’t want him to ruin the surprise! But then he did something I won’t forget...

He sat down next to me and drew us drawing together, with big smiles on our faces, and laughing with one another...

Aww, it was so cute! I had to put it in The Book of What Makes Me Happy. I just had too! So the last page was his picture, which I asked if I could keep.

He didn’t write on it, but I was excited he let me keep it.

Day 4 -

Sonic’s acting weird around me... He must have seen my book, why didn’t he want to talk about it?

I put on the final page to write me a book of his happiness, so that way, I would know what made him happy too. Smart, right? :Db

Well, he’s being a jerk again! >Bc Hmph! He kept avoiding me all day and hiding something behind his back. I even threw my hammer in a tantrum, but instead of rushing over to comfort me, he sped off again! That was mean!

Older Sonic just laughed and called me a Rascal... that also hurt my feelings... but older me said he meant it in a loving way...

I don’t see it, but I trusted her anyway when he looked back and gave me a wink. That made me happy again! *//nwn//* Older Sonic is so handsome! Getting a wink from him made my day, heehee!~

Day 6 -

Sonic spoke to me again, he quickly said -- “Here! Have this!” I was so shocked but he smashed a poorly-shuffled book at me and ran.

Its cover was cardboard with the words, ‘What Makes Me Happy - Amy’s Eyes Only.’ Then a picture of himself with angry eyes. I guess that means its my response, right?

I was so excited, I just rushed to my room and closed the door right away! I didn’t know what to expect, but I’m glad I got to read it...

His book had pictures just like mine! One was him sleeping in a tree, and he wrote--well, scribbled--”What Makes Me Happy is being alone in nature.” That made me frown because it contradicted what I had said.

The next page had, “2. Fighting Robotnik and Robots!” and had him crashing into and sticking his tongue out at a badnik. It made me giggle, hehe! But I was still sad it didn’t have me in it...

“3. Watching sunsets...” This one broke my heart, he was watching the sunset alone! And he drew it just like I had! But cut me out of the picture! I was about ready to thrown down the book, but noticed there was a sliver of paper still attached to the ringlets around the book.

I turned the page and low and behold! It was a picture of all our friends! And there was a cut out section where Sonic was still watching the sunset, but now Tails, Knuckles, and even I was there! It read above it, “...Even with my friends!”

That made me very, very happy! But I noticed there was still one piece of paper left.

I flipped it over and it had me hugging Sonic on it. He drew hearts all over where I was but he put a swiggly line as his nervous smile. Aww, how cute! He’s so shy~

That one was my favorite, he wrote, “And lastly, you make me happy too.”

That was it! I was gonna marry him and no one could tell me otherwise! Hehe!!! <3 <3 <3 xoxxxxo

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Sonic was strolling with Classic Amy up on top of his head, playing keep-away with his younger self as he tried to take her back from him.

“You’ll never see her again! Whaha!” Sonic was clearly playing with them, but even Classic Tails joined in the fun, though it took some effort to get Classic Knuckles to see it as a game.

When Classic Sonic finally saved Classic Amy, Sonic let him have her and watched him take off with Tails and Knuckles, all heading back to the portal.

“Aww, that was sweet.” Amy approached Sonic, looking lovestruck at seeing how good he was with ‘kids’.

Sonic just chuckled, “Yeah, well... I thought a lot about what you said.”

“Really? That’s new.” Amy teased, but Sonic just rolled his eyes.

“Heh... Anyway, I wanted him to value his friendship with her. So by playing keep-away, I think I resparked that old flame.”

“...Old flame?” Amy’s eyes blinked in delight, leaning towards his eyeline and stepping in front of her. Her hands were behind her back as she swayed her body back and forth a moment. “Whatever do you mean by that, my darling Sonic~?”

“H-huh?” He head meant helping his younger self remember how much Amy meant to him, but not like this! “W-wa-wait a second! Hold on, Amy! You might have the wrong idea!”

“Oh, I think I got the right idea... hehe~ Now time to convince you it is!” she jumped at him, mimicking her younger years of flirting with him as Sonic quickly escaped her arms and began to move back, shaking his head and hands that he placed out in front of him.

“R-Really, Amy! It’s not what you think!”

“What was that? I can’t hear your sweet nothings from all the way over there~”

“Q-quit that, Amy! We’re not kids anymore! Yikes!” he took off but Amy was right on his heels!

(I’m trying to get these sonamy week prompts out on time. I hope this works ^^; )

#sonamy week #sonamyweek2019 #sonamy #sonamy prompt #sonic #sonic prompt #amy rose #classic sonamy #cutegirlmayra

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sapphirebluestars · 5 years

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2 for 1 teehee

@kpophappened-be thank you for the tag, i’m sorry i suck at answering these on time :((((

if the title didn’t give it away, this is 2 tags in 1 SO HERE WE GO.

1ST TAG

1.) Are you named after anyone? not after a person, however my middle name is a reference to a flower that implies your daughter is either gonna get married soon or she’s gonna die alone rip

2.) When was the last time you cried?

pretty recently, i was watching videos of people get surprised with puppies in hopes i would get a golden retriever for christmas (still waiting, no puppy yet)

3.) Do you have kids? nope and hopefully not til im at least 28

4.) Do you use sarcasm a lot? not really? mostly bc the use of sarcasm is lost on me personally

5.) What’s the first thing you notice about a person? whether or not they’re gonna be a pain in the ass LOL, you know those people who just kinda rub you the wrong way? THAT’S the first thing i notice

6.) What’s your eye colour? brown like the poop emoji LOL

7.) Scary movie or happy ending? both, i enjoy myself a good scary movie or a good jump scare but it’s always nice that the damsel gets her prince charming too

8.) Any special talents? i mean i type pretty fast, can navigate my house with my eyes closed, is overreacting and being over dramatic a talent?

9.) Where were you born? texass (yes i did that on purpose, but also i do genuinely kind of like my state when it doesn’t feel like satan’s buttcrack in the summer)

10.) What are your hobbies? i hang out with my friends a lot, work, i would like to start exercising again, i like driving around, eating, the usual?

11.) Have you any pets? 1 doggo, his name is arrow he tried to eat my walrus stuffed animal today :(

12.) What sports do you play? TENNIS, i used to think i was the shiz like in that anime prince of tennis if any of yall have ever seen it

13.) How tall are you? 5′2″ but for my international friends that is 157 ish cm (i always forget this somehow)

14.) Favourite subject in school? it was English but tbh i’m so burnt out at this point that i just really hate school (i can’t wait to graduate and be done forever in december 2019)

15.) Dream job? the goal was always to be doing something that made an impact in other’s lives and something that made me happy, currently i’ve accepted a position as a financial advisor so i guess i’m living the dream???

2ND TAG

Rules: You don’t have to answer all of these, but at least 10 of them! Tag as many people as you want to keep the game going!

1.) How did you meet your newest friend? in my winter class! she’s pretty cool but we’re at the “we’re just classmates” stage at the moment

2.) Xbox or PlayStation? uhhh i pick nintendo DS or gameboy??? LOL i don’t really play video games

3.) What Kpop group do you bias the most? NCITY IN THE HOUSEEEEEEE, however if you peep my bio i also actively follow: GOT7, Stray Kids, and Monsta X...i’m beginning to dabble in ATEEZ and SF9 though (eff you @saltee-alice for sending me cute boys)

4.) Who is your ultimate Kpop bias? MARK TUAN

5.) Do you like to draw? that would be a hard no, i don’t like to partake in things i suck at LOL

6.) Do you like your name? I do, it’s pretty generic and basic but it’s aight

7.) What’s your age? 21 teehee

8.) What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? i am a female you can refer to me as she/her

9.) What’s your sexuality? straighter than stray kids THAT’S for sure

10.) What is your current mood? sleepy and dreading work but tomorrow is my last day so yay!

your turn friends if you want to, or you can read about me and move on with your tumblr scrolling lol: @imdifferentshadesofpurple @parkhabits @saltee-alice @real-kpoptrash @younqbrian @mark-tuan-and-namjoon-lover @nctdispatch @monstabaebae @defskookie @jae-bummer

#sapphirebluetags #yay learn more about me!#as if this platform didn't already know my basic info teehee

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the-travelling-witch · 2 years

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hiii! congratulations on 500 followers!!

could i pls request a romantic matchup w the tr boys? hehe

my pronouns are she/her and my mbti is infp

as for personality i’m quite bubbly and cheery! but i only show it to my close friends 😅 i’m kinda cold w people i’m not close with. i get told i look/act older than i am, probably bc i’m very motherly as i’m the eldest sister and eldest cousin 😭

my hobbies consists of drawing stuff such as portraits, sceneries or just random doodles. i like drawing my friends a lot. and i also really like reading hehe my current fixations is romance mangas tho. and i like listening to music a lot, my favorite genres are rock, city pop, r&b and just everything honestly.

my likes are: sour candies, strawberries (i even dyed my hair red bc of it), cats, and fashion.

speaking of fashion, i tend to dress myself very grunge-like but depending on my mood i’ll also dress preppy or lazy haha

my dislikes are: overly sweet food, open mouth eaters, bossy people, and weird textured food

yeah that’s all teehee

CONGRATULATIONS ON 500 FOLLOWERS AGAIN <3 MUAH XOXO

thank you!! you´re so sweet ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭

this is one of my favourite characters, so i hope you enjoy being matched with...

CHIFUYU MATSUNO Tokyo Manji Gang First Division Vice-Captain

You had been browsing the bookstore for what felt like an eternity, trying to find the final volume of the manga you were reading. The last one ended on a cliff-hanger and waiting for the next instalment had basically been torture.

After searching through a couple more shelves, you at long last spotted a familiar cover. And it looked like you were lucky too because there was only one copy left. Ready to head home and get right into the story, you grabbed the volume. You didn´t make it very far, however, as a rather broad guy blocked your way.

“Give me that book. My girlfriend has been whining all week about it being nearly sold out and I can´t hear it anymore. Now hand it over.” His voice was rough, like someone was rubbing a cheese grater over pavement.

“Excuse me? Why would I do that? I got to it first, end of the story. Better luck next time though.”

“Didn´t you hear me, you little brat? I´ll be taking that.” With that, he grabbed the manga and pulled it out of your hands. Your protests seemed to fall on deaf ears as he just turned around to leave.

“Hey, what do you think you´re doing, asshole?” The appearance of a new voice froze him in place. You tried to get a better look at who had been talking just now but you couldn´t see anything really. “You can´t just go around taking stuff that isn´t yours. Now give the book back.”

“Y-Yes, of course Chifuyu. Please, I don´t want any trouble.” Turning back around, he handed the manga back to you with an apology before hurrying off.

“Thanks a lot for your help but what exactly just happened here?” You mustered the guy in front of you. He wasn´t much older than you and he didn´t seem like the type of person people would usually run from. Rather the opposite, actually. “What did you do to him?”

‘Chifuyu’ sheepishly rubbed his neck and averted his turquoise eyes. “Nothing really and that was so long ago, too…Anyway, that manga, do you like it?”

“Huh? Oh yeah, it´s one of my current favourites,” you said, not quite letting him of the hook yet. “Did you read it, too?”

“Yeah! You should definitely check out this other series by Ai Yazawa, it´s really good as well, maybe even better!” It was as if a fire had been lit inside him, his eyes visibly sparkling. “I could lend it to you if you want. What would you say about meeting up and exchanging recommendations?”

First of all, I´d love to see you guys together, you´d look so cute I just know it

Like your grunge-like fashion next to Chifuyu´s superficial innocence insert black and pink house meme

But then, personality-wise, it´s the opposite; your bubbly and cheery behaviour and him being a gang member ready to throw hands listen, I´d kill for you guys

Anyway, back to the topic at hand—

You definitely have dates where you just read shoujo/ romance manga, recommending new ones or discussing series you both read

Chifuyu is absolutely ecstatic that you love cats, this means you can hang out with Peke J!

Although, he tends to get a little pouty if you pay more attention to the little fellow or if Peke J prefers your lap as his napping spot now

Not gonna lie, Chifuyu tends to be very enthusiastic about making a plan but oftentimes doesn´t think it through all the way, so having someone reliable and level-headed around has saved his ass more often than he´d like to admit

But that doesn´t mean you have to play mom in your relationship; there´s hardly anyone who is more loyal than him and he can get serious too if the situation calls for it

If you draw him, he´s so flustered but tries to act all cool and smooth (he´s not fooling anyone)

Takes you to scenic places on his bike, so you can sketch the scenery

Also lets you doodle on his hand and arm if you´re bored but will return the favour while you´re at it, teach him some design skills, those shirts were a fashion war crime

Your relationship is very easy-going and has that childlike wonder to it and I mean that in the best way possible; best friends to lovers vibes

There´s no pressure to do certain things, to act a certain way or to work towards a certain goal; it´s okay to just sit back and relax from time to time, living in the moment and appreciating the now instead of constantly worrying about what´s next

Runner-up: Mikey

It´s no secret that Mikey isn´t living as carefree as he pretends to be, so having someone where he doesn´t have to hold up appearances is a huge deal for him. In return, he helps you set boundaries for yourself, he´d hate to see people take advantage of your caring personality. Mikey also teaches you how to fight. He´d rather just always be there to protect you but he knows that´s literally impossible, that´s why he makes sure you can stand your ground on your own.

#holly´s potions #coffee & tea break #letter from: a mysterious sender ❁#Stella Fortuna Event #First Constellation #tokyo revengers #matchups

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