#but honestly I don’t care anymore

[whatohitsonfirewelp]

You know what? I don’t WANT an awkward double date. I don’t WANT buck coming out and people having the ‘I know’ reaction or the ‘is it Eddie’ reaction.

You know what I do want?

I want Buck panicking over what to wear for the date. I want Buck flopping on his bed like very teenager after their first kiss all giggly and happy and touching his lips because he kissed a boy

I want Buck smiling every time he says Tommy’s name because maybe it isn’t forever and maybe he’s not even looking for forever anymore but he’s so happy and he’s so light and being with Tommy feels good

I want Tommy to keep calling him Evan, because before Buck was Buck he was Evan and Evan deserves to be happy to be treated so softly and lovingly and Evan deserves to be free.

I want Buck to be happy. To be happy and free and queer in the way we all deserve.

#the other things are nice I guess #buddie would be nice #but honestly I don’t care anymore #I just want to see a happy queer character in media #because we don’t even fully have that with hen and Karen #their journey wasn’t an easy one #and why can’t we get queer characters who have a soft loving kind story #whatoh back at it again #evan buckley #tommy kinard #eddie diaz #911 abc #give me a giddy buck who’s nervous and unsure but so excited #give me a Buck who’s awkward but so determined to make this work and to discover more about himself #give me a Tommy who is so soft with him so gentle so kind #because don’t we all deserve that love? doesn’t Evan Buckley deserve that love? #for once I don’t want the angst for him I just want him to be Happy and Free

[jondoe279]

atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again

#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞 #like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic #like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean #but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did #isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!) #and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out #copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh #honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE #its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its #genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!! #the old guard

[mad-hare]

Breeder: he is the ugliest horse that’s ever been born on my farm. An absolute trainwreck.

Me: I LOVE this man. And I have to have him.

#I honestly don’t care about an Arabian anymore all I can think about is him #horse #NEWTON

[listerbirdloml]

i enjoy lister very much and i support this message (8/????)

#i was born for this #iwbft #alice oseman #osemanverse #lister bird #jimmy kaga ricci #rowan omondi #the ark #bliss lai #angel rahimi #juliet schwartz #cecily wills #back on the silly grind #honestly i will keep going with these until #a people don’t care anymore #or b i stop giggling when i make them #this is purely self indulgent

[movedtodykedvonte]

*somewhere in an underground bunker*

Doc Ock: Why are you holding an unconscious Spider-Man in our secret base?

Sandman: I found him asleep on a rooftop after a fight with Kraven. Spidey beat him but I think he hit the kid with a dart or something.

Doc Ock: That doesn’t explain why you brought him here, Sandman.

Sandman, distraught: Was I supposed to leave him there out in the cold?

Doc Ock: Yes? He’s our enemy!

Sandman: He’s a kid! What if he got sick?

Doc Ock: Good for us!

Sandman, pissed: Shame on you! I’m gonna go make sure the kid has doesn’t have hypothermia. He really should make a thicker costume.

Doc Ock, absolutely done with the situation: At least let’s find out his identity…

Sandman, slapping Docs hand away: Absolutely not! Teens his age need their privacy. *Spider-Man shifts in Sandy’s arms* Awww :).

Doc Ock, face palming: Why are you even on this team still.

#sandman is already barely a villain he’s just so dadcore #he has the meat beef with Spidey and honestly I like to hc that it’s like movie sandman where his kid was sick #but this time they didn’t make it and he is substituting them with Spidey #so it’s not healthy but he care and doesn’t want another kid to die and the rest of the six and like #bro please get therapy this is becom in g weird even if we don’t want to kill the kid anymore #doctor octopus #otto octavius #the sandman #flint marko #spider-man #spiderman #peter parker

[mightymizora]

When you see something that is so egregiously out of character (not a little bit off but literally “who even is this person?”) and it has fanart, 35k views, 2k kudos, hundreds of comments… honestly it makes me wonder what on earth is going on with people?

I am proud of what I make but man I wonder why I’m making it here sometimes.

#this is why you have to make for yourself #because honestly what is going on with the wider audience? #I don’t understand people at all #there is some absolutely brilliant stuff being made in the fandom #I see some of the work people make and it’s extraordinary #and then what gets traction is truly baffling to me #call me mean spirited I don’t care anymore #call me jealous or whatever else you want (my inbox is a mess these days anyway) #but the taste and critical thinking of a lot of people is really really in the toilet #and then!! if this feeds back into the original work?? fucking disaster honestly

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔 #the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’ #and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃 #i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc. #it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person… #caseyposting

[chibi-scone]

So that new Rhys Darby interview about s3 ….💀

#SO FUNNY #straight up saying that stede would be unhappy with the inn and leave Ed’s ass to go back to the crew ….y’all were so back #that the inn is a fantasy not meant to last and the British would be after their ass #like Ik djenks already said that the inn wouldn’t last but #put next to him also saying. that the inn is meant to be a happy ending + taika saying Ed and stedes ending is good #and he wants to leave it there #girl ….. #just genuinely so funny #that s3 could go full historically accurate and kill both of them at the end #like I don’t even care anymore dude just do it #after how shitty their fans made us feel for being upset about Izzy #I would feel so fucking vindicated #no guys don’t you get it it’s a good ending for them :)) and it’s not bad gay rep to kill your main gay couple #because there’s other queer couples in the show!! stop crying you media illiterate babies they’re pirates pirates die :))) #I can taste it already #this is gonna be tbd cause wtv I just wanted to shoot the shit a little about it uh yeah #ofmd critical #honestly if they kill Ed and stede at the end of s3 that might just be what gets me back into the show a little #like I don’t really want to rewatch the show at this point but if it all goes down the gutter in the end ? #that’s different #it’s like ordering food and being served mouldy garbage vs willingly jumping into a dumpster #everytime a new interview or smtg comes out I’m like 🫣 #it’s reaching spn levels of ‘what now’

[nympippi]

After Pandora, Dream didn’t like being left alone, so to remedy that he started sleeping with Techno and then when Patches came she started sleeping with Dream and Techno (because Dreams paranoid)

But it became a routine, something Dream can’t quite break after being so alone and getting so used to Techno in general, it just became the new normal to share a bed with your -very annoying kind Dream would add- roommate.

#dreblr #pippi art #Dream just doesn’t like being alone anymore and quite frankly neither does Techno like the idea of him being alone #Dream worries Techno a lot in most of my au’s #he’s so paranoid about losing Patches about losing Techno he quite frankly spirals a lot #Dream has had every major friendship fall apart and he will be damned if he loses Techno #OKAY IM A DREAM APOLOGIST ALRIGHT LISTEN LISTEN LIIISTEENNN #btw this is mainly platonic however you can interpret this however you like I don’t care #but like him living with Techno and just existing with him and healing are my favorite fics because I love hurt/comfort and rivals #c!dream #c!techno #rivals duo #Also they co-parent with Patches because I said so thats why #rivalsblr #Also Techno drools in his sleep and should honestly tie his hair back but he doesn't lmao #Dream also has Patches in a death grip because paranoia and c!Q. #dream and patches #patches the cat

[safewavess]

honestly unsure if it’s to make him sad in real life or just his character sad

for some reason I did not think that today I would see many, many people agreeing that cellbit should kill dapper

not sure if you guys just hate dapper or something but clearly you all hold a grudge against badboyhalo’s character in purgatory so hard that you wish death upon his egg son

the angst would be legendary but also why???

#qsmp #the qsmp fandom hates purgatory bbh so god damn much #honestly I do too but no way you guys are wishing death on his egg child #also everybody suddenly not caring about the eggs is crazy #might as well kill them all I don’t think the fandom will care anymore #qsmp purgatory

[ormymarius]

it’s gonna be another year or so until Orm comes back in comics huh

I hope he gets decent writing by then, DC better know we loved his character arc in the Lost Kingdom

#honestly ​idk if I’ll still be talking about him by then I’m kinda getting over aquaman stuff #either way he’ll always have a special place in my heart #don’t know what dc plans to do with the aquafam and I don’t really care anymore unless they give me a reason to it’s been so messy #it’s been real aquastans

[bandzboy]

it’s absolutely insane to me how my twitter timeline i see a tweet talking about the super bowl and then right after a tweet about people were carpet bombed im rafah like… i’m so angry that i genuinely have no words this is the world we live in i guess

#i have no words anymore #i’m just fuel with anger i’ve been waking up every morning #to more bombings more people dying and being slaughtered #there’s no guarantee there will be a ceasefire soon #our governments don’t hold isnotreal accountable #some of them are even financing the genocide #and somehow all some people care abt is a stupid american football game #where it was basically a zionist convention #like i can’t lose hope bc i am not allowed #but yesterday/today was one of those days where i was flabbergasted by how #people have no shame no one has any shame at all #people are dying and no one fucking cares it’s honestly wild to me #but i hope someday when palestine is eventually free #all you have is unmeasurable amounts of shame #bc you didn’t stand with palestinians and you didn’t care #being in the wrong side of history should haunt you forever for all i care #i’m tired #tris.txt

[spineless-lobster]

*rocking back and forth in a corner* this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass this too shall pass

#lads I’m in the trenches right now ngl #I’ve got so much fucking work to be done with so little time it’s horrific #like honestly for my english essay I’m not even gonna fucking try anymore I just want to submit it on time I don’t fucking care lmao #fashion is like layers of stress I don’t even want to get into #religion can just suck my cock straight up #art feels like dead weight dragging behind me which sucks because I like art but that class is making me HATE it #anyways yeah I’m so glad this is my last year because I can not fucking do this again #im so stressed I can barely eat lmao #anyways I’m gonna tear my fucking hair out or go live in the woods #senioritis is fucking real PLEASE have better time management than me #I’m gonna melt into the floor #vent

[dulcewrites]

I saw someone post that Jacaerys could’ve had Helaena and Baela (guess in like a perfect world or different circumstance thing) and I wanna know what you think about that

Had Helaena and baela in what way lmao. Like married them both? Been with them both intimately? Even in a perfect world, I sort of don’t know why that would need to be a thing. Why would he “have” both anyway?

But let’s just say, for some very odd reason, Alicent decided to marry her only daughter to Jace (by this point a known bastard). That would completely change things. We can assume that Rhaenyra would feel more at ease essentially having her half sister as a bargaining chip if things went wrong. Would she still leave KL? Would Rhaenyra so graciously let laenor abandon his family? If she does stay and laenor does as well, she would not remarry. Daemon, other than his own ambitions, would have no reason to pair baela and Jace this late (in the book baela and rhaena get betrothed to Jace and Luke as babies). He’d really be giving his hand away there. At least in the version we have, he can hide behind the cloak of Rhaenyra is his wife and he’s doing this for her. We know at the end of the day, he doesn’t care about Jace or his potential reign. If Jace is already with Helena, why involve his daughter? If daemon has no real ties to Rhaenyra anymore, ie no real ties to power, what is he getting out of that. Using baela to influence Jace? Seems unlikely imo.

This doesn’t even mention what would happen if everything at driftmark still went down. So now Aemond doesn’t have an eye and Alicent is still expected to marry Helena to Jace?

All in all, a lot (and I mean a lot) of things would have to be different for that scenario to happen. And even if this was the Brady bunch of Westeros, I don’t know how the two queens things would go over. The doctrine of exceptionalism, while stupid, covers the incest part, not the polygamy thing.

#sorry if this doesn’t answer the question but like honestly it seems like a fic scenario #and I say this as a fic writer lmao #hotd talk #asks and requests #I feel like I should tags this better but like eh I really don’t care anymore 😭 #I’m right 🤷🏽‍♀️

[skillzissuez]

Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed

#god I hate it here #not to mention you mother and father #SEEING this #simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead #like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀 #I don’t know how to fix this #I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days #but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive #Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭 #it’s so bad though #I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress #and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc. #it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me #sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong. #Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong #but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me #My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents #but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department #I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really #I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪 #As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷‍♂️ #I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you. #seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind #if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps #but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now. #anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize #it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys #I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno #tw vent #tw mention of abuse

[alchemicalwerewolf]

What’s something you’ve learnt in the past year that has changed your perception on how you live life?

ooh, deep question, how fun. I’d have to say, one of the best things I learned is that if you just stop caring when people you don’t even care about judge you, life gets a little bit easier.

#Ippy asks #Alchem answers #i honestly don’t care anymore