#but im never staying at hers again

[puppyeared]

i like him

#somebody needs to keep me 8 metres away at all times or else ill start chewing on him #i just want everyone to know if i end up making a character who happens to resemble harvey in any shape or form #it probably wasnt a coincidence 😐and it will happen again #if i remember maybe ill try getting stardew when it goes on sale.. my friend showed me her farm and she named her chicken after doja cat #or maybe it was nikki minaj i cant remember. and she also said smth about monsters and passing out if you stay out after a certain hour #idk how accurate tht is all i know is the funny fucked up grandpas bed #i read somewhere that harveys supposed to be in his early to mid thirties and i dont have a problem with it but i think itd be very funny #if hes actually younger than he looks hes just a med school postgrad lmao. idk how well that headcanon would hold up since ive #never played the game and idk how often ppl talk about his age or if itsjust an implied thing. i just think its really really funny #im trying to get into the habit of drawing poses so im using reference images to try and build up muscle memory #i found some cute pictures of two ppl playing by the sea shore and it reminded me of xin and sailor so im gonna draw em like that #i havent drawn em in so long..... maybe i should update xins reference since i changed their lore quite a bit #myart #my art #doodles #stardew valley #stardew #sdv #sdv harvey #kinda wanna see him whimper a little bit. as a treat

[sallytwo]

think of montana when i close my eyes / possibly jenny’s headed east.

#myart #fallen leaves #hollyleaf #power of three #warrior cats #ive been getting upset about these two since i was like. 8. probably never see her again in this life i guess..... #when holly dies in the great battle and fallen leaves inconsolable because he just wanted to see her again... #big day for my mutuals who followed me for warriors 2+ years ago. and have stayed loyal by my side this entire time. im back.

[eepyracc]

Lnds fandom.. how are we feeling 🧍‍♀️

Because I for one, am absolutely losing it

#the lore drop was insane #where do i even begin #I NEED to know more about Zayne's research WHAT DID HE DISCOVER THAT MADE HIM STOP AND DESTROY EVERYTHING #THE JEREMIAH BACKSTORY??? #Xavier sleeps inside the spaceship to feel a bit at home.. #Ever group crumbs bwjdhwu #MC BEING EXPERIMENTED ON AS A KID CONFIRMED #altho she doesnt remember she suffered SO MUCH imagine toying with life like that #killing her over and over again without never truly being sure if she'd actually come back #so the aether protocore was DISCOVERED inside of her? not implemented in her heart #i need to understand how rafayels heart the aether core the core of philos and the creatio core are related #rafayel being offended that hes only ranked 6th made me giggle ngl #anyway brb imma cry some more #the fact that Philosians (??) need to take some potion? med? to stay alove cuz their bodies are wearing out im not okay #xavy baby dont die on me #and the fact that Ever group is spying on him though his comrades #and the fact that mc is on Ever's list or whatever #just wtf #lnds #xavier love and deepspace #zayne love and deepspace #rafayel love and deepspace

[olgipolgi]

if evil why cute?! 🥺🤲🖤

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #shadowheart #bg3 shadowheart #baldur's gate 3 shadowheart #jenevelle hallowleaf #vp #virtual photography #personal #ive been going through my evil tactician run recently and istg the puppy eyes STAY in every universe 😭🥹 #i will however say that im never doing this again cuz my heart broke when i made it back to the cloister of somber embrace :'D #“i still remember...” AAAAAAND IM FUCJING CRYING BBY NOOOOOOOOO #got a bunch of dj shots of her tho so thats nice 😭

[enden-k]

i barely started to get over leaving sumeru and all the cast behind and then this small section happens and makes my heart heavy again AHHAHA STOPPPPPP

#PLEASE im gonna cry #i got too attached to everyone (not counting dori tho honestly. consider her excluded everyime i mention the cast LMFAO) #i wanted to start the quest now before i explore everything but now this makes me wanna #draw hkvthm or smth bc i feel like im never gonna see them again and im like #haha #what am i gonna do without them ahahhh (desperation setting in) #oh to stay in sumeru #my heart hurts GAHHHH #I ACTUALLY FEEL SAD AAAAAAAAA STOPP #fontaine rambles #tbd

[ghostpressure]

she lives!!!!!!

#they said to dry her on her back so im pretty sure she’ll never stand again. but she lives #stay tuned ig!!!!!! #ceramic. ing. #mine

[freaky-flawless]

i love your art/redesigns! i'd love to see your take on hoodude voodoo, i think he's such a sweet and cute character but his lack of pants has always seemed…weird, especially considering he has a jacket LOL

I had SO much fun with this one!

I love Hoodude but his backstory is atrocious. So rather than being Frankie's attempt at making a boyfriend, he is instead their attempt to make a sibling after they get jealous of hearing all their friends talk about theirs. He does live with the Steins, and they are raising him alongside Frankie (as well as another certain steam powered robot, but we'll get to that.)

Mr. Stein was studying him as there had been reports of a Voodoo doll that was showing signs of life, and he wanted to get to the bottom of it, having created life himself. After trying and failing, Frankie snuck into his lab and started talking to it. Feeling much more comfortable around them, Hoodude began showing signs of life, and the two eventually struck up a friendly conversation. After alerting their parents, preparations were made for him to settle with them, and eventually start at Monster High. Before that, Frankie enlisted the help of Clawdeen to help freshen Hoodude up and make him look more like himself. So after cleaning him up, dying his fabric blue, changing his eyes to his two favorite colors, and giving him some slick blue and red yarn locs, they dressed him in the sweater Mrs. Stein knitted him and started his first day at Monster High.

It didn't take long for the superstition surrounding voodoo dolls to spread, and so like Scarah, the student body became immediately wary of him. Being outcast for similar reasons, he and Scarah became quick best friends. He tries really hard to strike up a friendship with Jackson, given how different they both are from the other students and are also both being bullied by Manny, but Jackson does his best to resist. That is up until he's clued in on the fact that Hoodude is essentially Frankie's brother and he can use being friends with him as an excuse to get close to them. That plan ultimately fails, but the two do become actual friends in the process.

He's a HUGE Veronica Von Vamp fan, and his favorite animals are love bugs ❤️🪲

#monster high #monster high fanart #hoodude voodoo #in terms of how he's alive he's a doll that is possessed by the spirit of the person he was made after #so he's basically a ghost #and he's black don't at me #i saw someone draw him in a pink sweater and fell in love he's so damn cute #i can't believe a fashion doll franchise couldn't even be bothered to give him pants smh #hoodudes creation and subsequent treatment by frankie is the only bit of criticism i have of them from gen 1 #it wouldhave been a funny gag if he'd run of never to be seen again #but the fact that they made him a reoccurring character after the fact is uncomfortable #and no offense to mrs kindergrubber but it seemed kinda lazy that they'd just throw any kids without a place to stay on her #im surprised abbey didnt tbh

[courtney-deserved-better]

i will say again and again how DELIGHTED i am that priya won. but i am also delighted that she and bowie made it to the finale together. about halfway through my initial watch of the season i just kinda went “oh it has to be them in the final two. it HAS to be” and for once in my life total drama agreed!! because it couldn’t be anyone else it HAD to be them!! and it was!!

#td spoilers #idek if this makes sense #im just overly emotional about the fact that priya won #because she was like the new courtney to me (and we all know how i feel about courtney) #and the WHOLE TIME i wanted her to win so badly while believing based on their past seasons fresh would never let her #and then they did!!! #ive never had a fav of mine win before!! never!! and the fact that the fav who trained her whole life for this won... #makes me emotional!! #god its unreal having a new season in 2023 #i feel like im in middle school again #oh!! but also like bowie was such a strong competitor that he had to make it too!! #like i was SO worried that his fight with emma would get him eliminated which would have been AWFUL #but its such a fucking total drama thing to pull that it wouldnt have surprised me #but he didnt get out bc of emmas shitty relationship!! he stayed in!! #he stayed and he slayed lmao #no but yeah i just. really really appreciate how the final two were actually two of the strongest smartest and hardest working competitors #it felt FAIR in a way a lot of the td finales havent felt to me #like neither of them really relied on plot armor to get there #td bowie #td priya #im writing a whole essay in these tags

[shellibisshe]

baldur’s gate 3 | corinne faera, half drow oath of the ancients paladin

a tag list (ask to be added or removed): @loriane-elmuerto @queennymeria @statichvm @jackiesarch @chuckhansen @risingsh0t @nightbloodbix @confidentandgood @leviiackrman @florbelles @adelaidedrubman @shallow-gravy @blissfulalchemist @socially-awkward-skeleton @roofgeese @unholymilf @indorilnerevarine @poisonedtruth @innocuous-lemons @strafethesesinners @nuclearstorms @inafieldofdaisies @heroofpenamstan @deputyash @katsigian

#corinne faera #baldur’s gate 3 oc #baldur’s gate 3 tav #baldur’s gate 3 #I hope u aren’t tired of her bc IM NOT #the delusion has gotten worse I made her parents just now thank u heather for that idea #idk I just think she’s neat. and I did dye her armor again OK BUT WERE STICKING WITH THIS ONE #these captions are staying the same I never know what to put when I post like #screenshots of my characters

[ramenwithbroccoli]

finally introducing the other character who also occupies a part of my brain:

Meet Giewont!

while the creator of it, Maria Leszczyńska, originally intended to make a war machine, she struggled a lot with finding resources then. however, with her and her family's life deeply affected by both world wars, the idea never left her mind. inspired by utopian idea of glass houses from a novel "the spring to come" ¹, she created her machine from glass. it would be cheap to make, yet durable, available as help to those in need, able to do hard work in times when it was needed - but if fragile peace was in danger again, it could fight alongside other soldiers. as if to set that role of protector in stone, she named it Giewont ². to test her creation, she gifed it to her brother Andrzej, who owned a small farm near the seaside.

Giewont worked as much as four men, not needing to be paid or fed like people would. it was a perfect solution for everybody, the new industrial revolution. that was, until about half a year into her work, glass started to shatter. it turned out not to be as durable as the utopian story made it to be, especially in contact with rough farm tools. small cracks also started to appear after they worked outside in winter, with low temperatures on the outside and hot steam circulating inside. with her fingers and edges getting sharper every day, Giewont was forbidden from taking care of animals anymore, as she would injure them. she was given the only task with no way to injure others - they recieved a showel fully made from metal and was ordered to dig. she did as she was told, even though the work put strain on her already-falling-apart fingers.

but when one day, when returning home, she noticed daughter of Andrzej, Aniela, swimming too far away from the shore and having trouble coming back, long forgotten wire snapped into its place as she jumped into the water to save her. while Giewont did bring her back home, carrying her in their arms, the girl had severe cuts on her body from coming in contact with robot's sharp hands. furious with his sister creation, Andrzej took it outside, desperate to destroy it. blinded by anger, he didn't even notice the storm gathering over the horizon

Andrzej took the metal showel and struck Giewont on the side on their head, then again, until her body fell and crumbled to pieces. He covered it with sand and raised his hands to deal the final blow.

that's when the lightning struck.

and the man fell to the ground, dead.

the sand melted from the heat around Giewont, filling the empty spaces and connecting the pieces back together. raising from their shallow grave, with body more rigid than what she was used to, she took her shovel and decided to bury the man, with what respect they had left for him. that was, after she dealt the final blow herself.

although miraculous, the lightning didn't return her to the previous state of being. their motions were stiff and some parts of theirs got lost forever among the sands of the beach. the part of her head where the first blow was dealt never worked properly again, rendering Giewont deaf in one ear (or whatever was left from it). however it did some good as well, as it widened the space around her mouth, finally making them able to talk - even if it was simillar to a whistle. determined to help people but with a body that kept hurting everyone around her, Giewont set off into the world, trying to find a home and piece herself together, leaving parts herself and a dead body behind.

footnotes below the cut:

1. "During one pause in their journey, the elder Baryka tells Cezary of an entrepreneur who, along Poland’s Baltic coast, devised an ingenious method for manufacturing durable glass from the vast reserves of pristine sands that had lain for eons beneath coastal peat fields. By a massive Rube Goldberg-type arrangement of channels and a creative method for harnessing the westerly winds (the storytelling here is a literary engineering feat in itself), an incursion of the sea provides power for converting the extracted sand into glass. From this vitreous wonder substance, prefabricated houses of glass are built inexpensively. The houses are strong as steel, hygienic, and easy to heat in winter and keep cool in summer. Whole villages are built with houses of brightly colored glass. Life becomes less of a struggle for mere existence, more civilized, and without the need to toil incessantly. People eat less meat or no meat at all, and begin to revere farm animals as sacred beings. For the reader, the digression serves to freshen the mental palate. For Cezary, however, the story is altogether beguiling, raising the utopian prospect of a more wonderful life, reunited with a homeland that might have been his to begin with and a father he has just rediscovered" - via neh.gov

wow thanks for skimming through footnotes as well! as a reward, here's the first ever design of both Janka and Giewont (which proves they were both created around the same time :] )

2. "Those knights had been in a deep sleep for hundreds of years and they only would wake up if it is time to fight on a great battle. When this day comes, the earth will move, there will be thunders that would shake the sky, many trees will fall and break, and there would be noises when the Border Mountains will break. On that moment the knights will take their horses and they will gallop to fight for Poland once again." - the legend of the sleeping knights

a lot had changed since that time :]

#i hope it wasn't too long :') #sorry if tge drawings vary in between them i kind of drew them in way different times #AND BTW i know all of them have cracks but yellow cracks were supposed to apper after they got almost killed #i just never did the drawing of original giewont. huh #me when i try nkt to give my oc a backstory the lenght of do you love the colors of the sky post -> 😰😰 #OH AND ALSO she doesn't have to be purple. thats just what i went with because of my pens but. shes glass #they can be blue. they can be green. they can be yellow or rainbow or whatever. she can be see through. so if i draw her again and the colo #is different don't yell at me alright? the cracks stay yellow tho #spg fanbot #<- i mean. technically it is the same case as with janka but im even less sure now. can remive the tag at request #oc #original character #giewont spg #<- gotta remember to put spg there or mountain fans of tumblr will come for my blood #welcome to the family giewont :D

[dekarios]

You can talk about it and I don't think you ever stop missing dogs. I lost one this time last year and still miss her and I still miss the my dog that passed in 2012 too. They are family as far as I am concerned and you will probably always miss her.

Hope you are well and if you need to talk about it please do.

thank u this message rly helped

#fray.txt #ask #Anonymous #i miss my pippy too and i still talk about her like shes with us and send her pics when i show my dogs #and shes been gone awhile now.... i dont actually keep track of the dates ngl #i feel like toos just . touched me in a way that . idk . she was my therapy dog she was everything to me . #when i was at my most delusional i thought we were literal soulmates and spiritually connected and stuff #and when i was at my lowest i told her that im gonna stay alive for her. and that when shes gone i'll go too #its so hard breaking a dumb promise i should have never made #but life without her is so considerably worse . getting up out of bed is agony. doing anything just sucks #i cant do Anything without someone encouraging me cuz she would follow me everywhere without fail and shes not there anymore #i still have her beds in my room #i dont have her toys anymore cuz i buried them with her. she took one of my favourite blankets too #god i wish i could just . loop the last 10 years for the rest of my life #never ending cycle of getting her and losing her #i would do it again and again and again . she was the best thing that ever happened to me

[shadszyyx]

im about to be such a stupid hater but as an aromantic person i hate the httyd 3 ending.

#YES i know its similar to the books ending #but idk man toothless leaving hiccup to go live far away with some random dragon he met like two days ago after he and hiccup have basically #grown up together just rubs me the wrong way #they've been through so much together #both literally saving the life of the other at one point #and YES i know they didn't just leave bc of that #but CMON THEIR FRIENDSHIP??? toothless and hiccup care so much about eachother #they're basically eachother's whole world #they're soulmates even /p #even valka tells her son that he has the soul of a dragon #idc what ppl say #idc if the ending was supposed to be ''realistic'' #it's a fictional world they could've came up with a happier ending where they didn't have to get separated #also i love love love astrid #dont get me wrong #but even since i was a kid i never really cared that much about her's and hiccups relationship #← aka aroace person speaking #yeah they have a lot of cute moments together #just bc im aroace that doesn't mean i cant find their relationship really cute #but again the friendship between dragons and humans is what the story is all about #idk where im going with this anymore sorry #im tired n mad n i just wanted to talk about one of my favorite franchises in the world #i love to just pretend the actual stayed together at the end of the third movie n also the light fury doesnt really exist #sorry but thats a topic for another post #bc i feel like this one has too many tags already #not that i completely hate the light fury #its more complicated than that

[8rujaa]

to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone… #i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly. #i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized… #when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function. #plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone… #i went thru all that for nothing… #and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

[ladysophiebeckett]

when betty’s in cartagena and won’t come back when they demand her to, so they start thinking she’s jack donaghy---doing silent negotiation tactics when really she just fucking hates them. comedy. 

#ysblf #she resigned on her own and respectfully and then the valencia's humiliated her #and they thought they could just tell her what to do?? #i would have stayed in cartagena longer #armando who's losing it: what is she planning? #nothing. she just never wants to see u again im sorry.

[waldensblog]

The transformation from 

Bella I-won’t-leave-Forks-because-Edward-might-come-back Swan 

to

Bella I-would-run-away-with-you-Jake Swan

is *chef’s kiss*

#New Moon #Bella Swan #Jacob Black #Team Jacob #I love it because it really shows how MUCH better she got over time #at first she throws a fit when her mom comes to take her to Jacksonville #then after months of Zombie state her dad threatens to send her to Florida and she again refuses #and shes narrating to us that shes not going to college because she has to stay in Forks in case #and then when Jake comes to her room she says lets run away together and hes like youd do that? and she says Id do it for you #its just such growth such healing #to go from Im-never-leaving-Forks-in-case-he-comes-back #to I-will-run-away-with-Jake-if-thats-what-he-needs

[cantsaythetword]

Aaaaa social situations hard

#he speaks #im in a social NIGHTMARE lmao #its my gf's sisters bday #and this event was described as a “family dinner” #which im like oki cool dinner with gf's mum and two sisters #but them i found out it was not that #it was in fact not only with her mum's new boyfriend #it was being held AT THE BOYFRIENDS PARENTS HOUSE WITH THEM THERE #and just to make matters worse #her mum was running late to the thing so i was like nuh uh we waiting outside til the mum gets here #but apparently her mum called the boyfriends parents to TELL THEM we were outside #and so the parents WALKED DOWN THE STREET TO LOOK FOR US AND BRING US INSIDE WITHOUT ANYONE ELSE THERE #so i had to make awkward conversation with these people IVE NEVER MET #then they arrived #but halfway through food something happened and gfs mum had to go home to get something for the sister #and my gf was staying in the bedroom with her sister #LEAVING ME ONCE AGAIN ALONE WITH THE RANDOM PEOPLE #i am now sitting next to them on the couch on my phone while yheyre watching avatar 2 #i want to leave #but we cant until gfs mum comes back #which could take anywhere from 10 mins to another hour #depending on how long it takes to find the thing #fuck this is awful im stressing so much my anxiety is BAD #not bad enough for it to show on my face or anything #but still internally im SUFFERING