#but maybe one day ill come back to this!

[taikova]

here's some drawings from a "mt washington" -song inspired video project i never finished.

#one piece #monkey d. luffy #vivre card #jinbe #jimbei #marineford arc #one piece fan art #sketches #i don't have to see you right now #is its working title #got too tired to work out the issues #but maybe one day ill come back to this! #grief #angst

[puppyeared]

doodles of my fav sillies

anton belongs to @poicyss

#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it #im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3 #im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow #homemade comfort blorbos...... #watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks #or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands #i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks #its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days #i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside #cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine #AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached #i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right #on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands #and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits! #i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly #the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking #maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol #myart #my art #my oc #oc #friend oc #augusta #anton #vincent #sillies family #doodles

[priscirat]

it would be helpful to have a sign showing me the right way. would it show me the right way ?

#project sekai #hinomori shizuku #hinomori shiho #ngl im not super satisfied with it but its a thought that as been around since shizuku colofes that i needed to put out #shizuku being lost in the garden of her fragment of sekai and wishing to have a sign of where to go #whereas shiho had Too many signs of Where she should go. oh fellas we’re really in it #to me it perfectly shows how that gap of shiho having a dream and passion from earlier on that drove her #whereas shizuku was thrown into hers and had to find her way into it #and how both their drive of what the Right way is…. like its whatever #but yeah maybe !! one day ill come back on it with a compo that im satisfied with

[theheirofthesharingan]

“Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not?

Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?”

- source

#i realized i almost never do anything with itachi and his parents so this one post is dedicated to them #the regret of killing them would have killed him before his actual death #what kind of child he was to raise a sword against his own parents? #his parents weren't even angry that he'd betrayed them at last #all the nightmares that would have followed him in which they hated him for everything and he would have no defense #who held him when he cried thinking of his mom? who comforted him when he choked on his tears thinking of his father's last words? #who was there for him when memories of his family became too much to handle and he would just collapse unable to breathe #maybe just maybe when the first symptoms of his illness showed he thought #that it was just one of his regular coughing fits that came with the onslaught of the memories of his parents #did he ever want to crawl back to sasuke and tell him how miserable he was and how much he missed their parents #where did the strength to be entirely indifferent and inhuman composure come to him #how much practice did it take? how many days? months? years? #did people around him ever suspect how much he was suffering? #all from thinking about his dead parents whom he killed #whose blood never left his tiny fingers and soaked into his flesh and blended into his own #how much misery was encapsulated into those expressionless features that never gave away even the slightest hint of pain #itachi uchiha #uchiha itachi #itachi #mikoto #mikoto uchiha #fugaku uchiha #fugaku

[dex1o]

some lineart of my main genshin team sleeping that i dont know if i'll finish or not. colouring is hard leave me alone

#maybe ill come back to it one day #but for now i just wanted to get it out there #cause im proud of it okay #kaeya alberich #kaeya #diluc ragnvindr #diluc #fischl #bennett #genshin impact #team dynamics #ragbros

[nouveaumoon]

Strahdtober 1-3: Barovia, Ismark, Ireena

#strahdtober2023 #curse of strahd #ireena kolyana #ismark kolyanovich #the moment i saw these three were the first prompts i knew i wanted to do this sort of triptych but also that with my comic deadline loomin #i wouldnt be able to give it the attention i want. so im for sure going to come back to this in november #but these three are all the prompts i have time for for now #i might do the player character one bc i do like ghost and have had a piece in my mind for them. so maybe ill sketch it out that day #also. i hauve covid again

[liittlenightmares]

Mono's trick.

#this was something I had been working on but never finished #I posted a teaser back like. half a year ago. a year ago. idk #not a very strong premise behind it but the idea was that #well. they figured out the loop and tricked the bad guys lol #as you can tell the quality desintegrates at the end LMAO #maybe ill come back to it one day #little nightmares #little nightmares 2 #little nightmares ii #mono #mono ln #six ln #six #i forgot what tags i fucking use lmao #ln #my art

[alchemicaladarna]

Years and years from now, I'll look back at this part of my life, specifically this summer, and just vividly remember how genuinely fun it's been to be a part of the QSMP fandom. Like, seriously, I don't think I've seen a community so fun and engaging to interact with- everyday, I'm just so amazed by the love and support everyone has for this server; the fanart, animations, clips, edits, etc. genuinely made my summer this year. And I hope there will be more moments to look back on and reminisce in the days, weeks, months, and years to come.

#qsmp #man i just know that when im all old and stuff ill just suddenly remember how much i adored a certain minecraft server #or maybe even one year or several months from now ill just pull up jaiden's vod from today and just re-experience all the warm and fuzzies #once again #like i will certainly come back to this day several weeks from now and just rewatch the streams over and over again

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

examining your relationship with your art can be fun

but watch out

#examine too hard and you'll have a crisis #or *another crisis if you're like me #sometimes yeah i think about it too hard and then i get the intense prey instinct #to chuck my tablet into a field and then take off sprinting in the other direction #though i know id just come creeping back like a cautious but curious deer. get a little closer. run away #closer. jump back. poke the tablet and run away. come back and poke it again. #its the 'what am i doing? am i doing what i want to do? am i enjoying this? is it hurting me?' #will admit i have these thoughts every other day #ill have like a good bit of fully enjoying art & what im scribbling #and then suddenly ill wake up the next day and its terrifying and Too Much and huh??? HUH??? #i want to draw but im so so scared <3 but im being sooooo brave about it <3 #anyway i think we should all destroy our electronics and run screaming into the woods #OH MY GOD SOON I CAN DO THAT. #not the electronics - i mean the running into the woods part #oh im so excited. when its all too much i can just walk in nature with no one around #that Will fix me! for sure! #when the Art Fear™️ comes back i can just... go away for a few hours and touch some motherfucking grass #AND MAYBE FORAGE SOME CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. I AM DYING TO HARVEST WILD CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. #LITERALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE GOAL FOR YEARS NOW #when the Art Fear™️ creeps in i can get some big chickeney mushrooms and cook em up. refresh my soul.... #absolutely unprompted #but yeah sometimes i wonder if im drawing for myself or others. like drawing for others is fine but... i think there's a fine line #am i balancing it? am i Indulging enough? am i doing what i want to do enough??? #are my people-pleaser tendencies consuming me again? am i feeling Pressure? hm. yeah its crisis time #am i living how i want. am i enjoying how i want. am i interacting with welcome home the way i want to. #i think im going to go do the dishes....

[iangallagherisadeadman]

paul by big thief (masterpiece, 2016)

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ thank you @fionnagallagher and @shamelesscreencaps for the screencaps ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

#sign.... i shouldve been studying #maybe one day ill learn how to edit videos and ill make a video version of this one #i tried to make all the memories extra warm and vibrant and sad heartbroken moments all blue/gray tones i hope you guys noticed it? #also while hes remembering the memories are all in descending order so s4 bar fight then s3 leaving ned beat up behind and then s1 <33 #anyway theyre soulmates #john wells 2015 season 5 finale the hollywood reporter interview: #“[mickey leaving is sad] but it [also] may be an interesting time for Ian to discover how important Mickey was in his life” #"It’s that thing that often happens when you’re younger: you have a relationship that’s really difficult and passionate and messy and... #...then you go away from it and you discover the rest of the world and sometimes you come back to that first person anyway”. #shameless #shameless us #shamelessedit #gallavich #gallavichedit #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #big thief #og.

[bajablastable]

sorry :thumbs_up:

#im not tagging this shit im too ashamed but rabbit hole by _CASTSTATION on twitter is neat #if anything after a year or smth i can come back and see how ive improved so #my biggest issue rn is not wanting to touch physics for animations but i really should. . but im scared.. #one day ill be good at animations. youll all fucking see. #granted since i only learned abt it at the end of 2023 im not doing horribly. not the fastest. but like maybe at the end of 2024 ill be sla

[aloekat]

friend sent (and i think made) me this for valentine’s day and i feel the need to share it with you all because hate (love) it dearly

to: riz because riz is my fave and from: gorgug because he’s my friend’s fave lol

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #valentines day #d20 fhjy #d20 fh #dimension 20 memes #dimension 20 fhjy #i feel so bad i did not make or do anything for him for valentines day and he sent me this #i gotta come up with something and fast lmao #maybe ill make a gorgug one to send back #if anyone has any ideas I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR THEM

[mspainttaz]

official rip to my drawing tablet, goodbye my old friend you never really worked in the first place but illl miss u anyway lol

#i mean its almost a decade old and the port has been loose/partially unresponsive for half of that so i knew this day would come #i didnt have the drive to draw anyway but now i REALLY cant tell myself im gonna post stuff jlksdjflka #maybe if i go back and clip old wips idk #sad day but what can you do! ill try to look on reddit for hacks but its probably past that #m #edit yeah the repairs arent worth the cost since they would be the same/more than the price of a new one which i already cannae afford oop

[spaciebabie]

What do you look like? (If your comfortable with Dat question)

lightskin biracial person who wears their hair in an afro (most of the time) my hair's been mad at me lately so i havent worn a good afro in a minute (considering cutting it all off again. sigh).

im not comfortable posting a picture of myself atm unfortunately! ive only ever shown a handful of my moots what i look like lmao (privacy stuff and also . i dont like taking photos of myself)

although two years ago i saw this picture of this random person and was like, "hey why do they kind of look like me"

i have a looser hair texture, my skin is more yellow, and my hair is dark brown/black but besides that our facial features are quite similar

so, here's kind of an answer ta your question! i sort of look like this person^^

#its not a total 1 to 1 obvi #but it was enough 2 make me pause lmao #spacie splains #maybe one day ill post a pic of myself or something #when im more confident an stuff #(and less worried abt ppl recognizing me dgjhkjsgh) #i can be rather dashing when i try #i miss my freckles. when are they coming back

[shleemies]

2015->2023

It gets better

#was looking at old photos and put these side by side. wow #in the first pic i was miserable malnourished and so depressed i didnt think id make it to 2016 #the second pic was a few months ago in too lazy to take w newer one today lol #im still depressed but not like i was. ive come so far and its so hard to see it from day to day sometimes #i never thought id live long enough to go on hrt. top surgery felt completely impossible #but i got to live #i got to transition #i wish i could go back and show that scared kid how far we've come #idk these pics just had me feeling really sappy #maybe one day ill make a more intentional transition timeline post #but these photos really show a lot #transgender love transgender peace transgender joy #it gets better i promise #sounds fake and shallow but it's so fucking true

[madhushala]

everyone prioritizes their family and that means even extended chacha ke chacha fufa ke tau etc and i can't even prioritize my sagi one i hate myself

#and its not that they're bad or anything #but im such a people pleaser i feel validation from strangers is more important than family #its because maybe ive watched them too closely and nothing about them fascinates me anymore i know the pattern #and my fun is meeting new people cracking the code #but still #i hate that people will cut your calls leave your message unread kyunki aaj poora din bua mausi aaye the #wish i was that focused on my relatives #ill literally text call anyone even in a middle of a fucking apocalypse #idk yall should tell me if im doing something wrong do yall keep your phones away and forget to text your friends #but i can't focus one thing for too long i cannot physically see messages decking up and not reply #i hate this #do people simply not check. there phone as often or am i an addict #or have i still not learnt to be in the moment #and tomorrow night i leave for home and my friends have planned a meet up #now frn 1 comes to home for one month in her holidays so giving one day or even two days to friends doesn't matter #frn 2 lives in hometown so there's no problem but mind you if she comes she has to leave in 2 minutes because her mom calls every five #minutes just to get her back to home for nothing #frn 3 comes home same as me aka 4-5 days so giving 1 day to friends is parents saying tumhe hamse matlab nahi hai tyohaar mei bhi har baar #milne jaana hota hai #etc #but im home past 4 days ivd literally done nothing papa bhai se utni hi baat hui jitni phone par ho jaati hai #haan for mummy i spent time with her #but most of the time i was on tumblr or scrolling insta to kya hi matlab hua mere ghar aane ka #that means unhe bas meri physical presence chahiye #na ghar par bua aayi na mama na koi #lekin ab kal mujhe jaana hai to kal mama aa jaayenge #why are things this way